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CyberShinigami
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Відео
PoetryCore
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#poetry #corecore #hopecore #sad #pain #mensmentalhealth #mentalhealth #mentalhealthawareness
Spider-Man Corecore
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#corecore #mensmentalhealth #mentalhealth #spiderman #superhero #marvel
Corecore Compilation 1(no tiktiok outros with better quality)
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Corecore Compilation 1(no tiktiok outros with better quality)
THE best Hopecore video on the internet
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THE best Hopecore video on the internet
Necromage Vampire MELTS (Legendary Difficulty)
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Necromage Vampire MELTS (Legendary Difficulty)
God of War Ragnarök The Hateful secret boss
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God of War Ragnarök The Hateful secret boss
Skyrim Ebony Warrior fight (Legendary difficulty)
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Skyrim Ebony Warrior fight (Legendary difficulty)
Skyrim Harkon fight Legendary difficulty
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Skyrim Harkon fight Legendary difficulty
Pink Floyd- Wish You Were Here. Unknown cover/version. Read Description!
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Pink Floyd- Wish You Were Here. Unknown cover/version. Read Description!
I don’t even know what to do. She was the one.
Wtd when you are open about mental health and it pushes everyone away for life?
I am loved but I was never liked
Real
My underlying anger has been one of the biggest destroyers of my life. Sometimes I get so mad I cut off the part of me that's caring and joyful. I can no longer blame the women and abuse in my life. But then I'm left alone with the rage. It's like a fire deep down, and sometimes it gets so hot i find myself trying to escape my anger..
I have lived a near perfect life. But for some reason I feel empty and unlovable
I wish I knew if she loves me or not
My ex told something about my friends now they all hate me,
Wow, the scene where the kid said "I wanna kill myself" and nurse coldly replied "fill this out," that's how mens mental health is regarded. P.S. I would have thrown the clip board back at her and walked away.
The amount of people who would burst out crying if someone just hugged them, is really concerning...
if we being real, why am i still here? i cause problems. im wierd. im not a good friend. im a disappointment.
What is the name of the firsg background song?
I am everything i need to be and fucking nothing that I want. Honestly, it feels good.
I hope i dont wake up tomorrow
im gonna kms
whats the song called in the very first video? would be a nice track to listen to…
I CRIED 30 TIMES AND IM 26 I JUST BROKE UP WITH MY GIRL AND I LOST MY DOG
Bleed carried, Lhutel the headless ain't great for a spirit summon. Should look into getting bloodhound knight floh
When Theo says “being less connected to others” the sadness in his voice…idk I just felt it deeply
I hate my life
What’s up with the dumbass interlink scenes
howdo u have one job, to take other peoples content and compile it, and then you play duplicate clips like 5 times. Like come on
8:26
Never
-19:33 never
We can do better. We all deserve happiness without anger and pain
Im thinking of ending my relationship with a girl, the reason being she does not seem like she was from before, before she would be there and want me to be there for her but now its like she is avoiding me. Not just that but my bestfriend is closer to her than me, I feel like she would rather talk to him than with me, and I have been feeling that my bestfriend had a thing for my girl but I just avoided it and now it's not a feeling anymore I can see it.
1,440 men a day yet femminists are still bitching about equality
I ruined it with her i got nervous and my anxiety and i broke up with her everyday i wish i could hold her in my arms or just see her but im trying to do better and i will never make that mastake again but i live with it everyday
I was in a mentally and sexually absuive relationship. I still believe that I need her, that I can’t be alone anymore. I have tried to date others online just to have the presence of someone else, such as discord dating, and just looking for hookups. I really just want someone by me, someone to talk to. And I have almost gone back to that person many times but was told not too, I know its wrong to want to go back to the one that hurt me so badly, but I just want to feel something. I go to the gym and hurt and strain my muscles to feel SOMETHING. The adrenaline rush from lifting is so amazing, and it makes me emotional working out because of that. Thank you for reading, I hope I dont pussy out and delete this because I am reaching out as an 18 year old man. I need help but I can’t do it in person, im too weak to reach out for help in person.
Im not going to commit, I have already contemplated and gotten over my thoughts of suicide years ago, thats not an option for me. I just feel miserable every day. But I put on an “act” to just get by and go home and cry most days
Atleast put the ads at the end of the video
Feel like I’ve just be here reacting to everything in my life instead of living it . Feeling out of my body and watching myself fail again and again .
A year ago I discovered this hopecore video. I didnt even know what hopecore was. I was in a really dark place in my life and now I’m standing as a different person :) I listened and watched this video more than you’ll ever know. So to whoever edited, and uploaded this vid, thank you man, truly.
I just upload compilations man. Thank all the original uploaders. I'm just a middle man, but thank you!
8:25 this would probably happen to me
I don’t know who will see this, if anyone sees this, but I will never find love, I have no friends, and I am just a person in the background. I am on the verge of killing myself, so somebody please give me a sign, if not, then goodbye cruel world. 🫥🫠😶
I, a man, talked about my feelings to my girlfriend, I ruined her and our relationship, we are still together but I regret talking about my feelings. I never wanted her to cry because of it, if I could kill myself right now I would, in fact, imma do something
Same, but I was too scared to ask her out in the first place, so yeah 🫤😶
As I lay here, in my bed flat on my sheets,my head against my pillow with tears rolling down each side of my face , I feel empty and my heart sinks to my back , I stare at my ceiling wonder what it would be like if my life was different. Thinking “I wish I was a kid again “ but I can’t feel that way at the same time. No good memories just black ……. As a small child I hade some hope in my future and when I close my eyes I could imagine all the things I could dream of ..now it’s just black nothing in my head Just black . As I think to myself “why me “ I feel my heart sink more I reflect and realize there’s nothing there anymore . I wonder why I put out so much love to people and still there’s nothing that will fill this void that always comes back no matter how happy I could have been or was it always comes back . I wish I could hug someone but I don’t want to breakdown cause I know I will and I just lay as my pillow catches my tears and my bed sinks from my body weight I feel dead like there no more “me “. I rot in my bed every day I tell my friends and family I’m okay even when I’m not I smile even when it all hurts . I pray and ask god to take this hurt away but maybe I’m not doin enough I don’t wanna live in this empty void anymore .😕
8:29 I need that TV
Christ is the only answer to your loneliness, there is no amount of money or women that fulfills you the way Jesus does. Earthly beings and possessions pass away but Gods love for you is everlasting. If you are feeling unloved or unworthy, remember Christ loved you even before you were born.
Tried religion. And I still have the biggest hole within me. I really dint think that void will ever be filled by anything. I tried all of the wrong things and a lot of the right. I still just feel empty inside
@@cybershinigami9907 it’s not about “religion” it’s about having a relationship with the living God. I kid you not, in my darkest moments I always feel peace because God comforts me. God is real and he loves you whether you accept it or not. I challenge you pray and read psalm 23 in the Bible. If you truly give your problems to Christ he will work them out “And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose.” Romans 8:28.
If he loves me, then why do I have no friends, never had a female show any sign of attraction to me, and why is my life so bad? It’s not that I don’t believe he’s there, but why if he just not giving me what I see all my peers have?
@@MXNK3Y you have to trust in Gods plan and live according to his word. Look at the story of Job he was a wealthy businessman with a large family and one after another his family died, his cattle were stolen and he lost everything. Not once did he curse God for his lot in life not once did he lose hope. Personally my advice to get girls might sound kinda cringe but start looksmaxxing. If girls won’t give you the time of day focus on yourself, get in the gym, watch some videos on how to dress and start putting effort into your outfits, find a good fragrance (doesn’t have to be expensive), and take personal hygiene seriously. MOST IMPORTANTLY stop watching porn, I struggled with a severe porn addiction for years. Once you stop you realize you become a better person in general. Another really important step is start going to a church regularly if you don’t already. Christians are really nice people and if you put in a bit of effort you can make a couple friends and very often those friends can introduce you to a good Godly woman. Lastly, pray. Ask God for guidance and give control of your life ultimately to him.
I dont even view suicide as that bad of an option anymore. Instead i will just riskmax my life by driving a sportsbike etc to die as soon as possible because there is no true happiness for people like me in this world. A few centuries or millennia ago people like me were fighters or survivalists just trying to survive and continue to fight for their life the next day, never thinking about finding a partner or having to think about some gender studies or peom analysis bs. Today we are left stranded to rot with no place in life left for us. No calling no goal no insipration in this fake world. There is nothing left to do. I isolated myself because i have met so many bad people in my life that i have lost hope, i wasnt always a loner. I cant stand the thought of having to listen to an heavily overweight teacher that got spoonfed for 60 years and never had to do anything telling me about what to do and what is good or bad. If i could i would have made the apes never evolve into humans. I truly hate life. Endless pain and suffering for no reason. What is this phantom pain i have to drown out my whole life through consuming and working for no real ideology or goal?
true my mom never loved treat me like shit locked me in the room for 24 hours
whoever's reading this everything's gna be okay
Im not a guy in any sense of the word. But i feel some of what is described in this video for them. I dont want to tell people that im sad or that i need help. Im supposed to be perfect, no? All i have to be is happy and then everything is good. Or...or at least it's supposed to be. Im scared of telling people how i feel other than being happy because every time i tell them, they ask me why. Maybe i dont have a why. Maybe i just. I just feel not good because life was shit today. And yesterday. And the day before that. Not to mention the feeling of not being loved by someone outside of my family. I want a significant other. I want someone else to love me romantically. But these long years without someone makes me wonder if i deserve it. What am i doing wrong?
Life is such a struggle. I'm in a very rough spot myself. I hope you're doing well tonight.
@@cybershinigami9907 I will be, after I take a quick crying break
@@three_frogs_in_a_trench_coat yeah..me too. Just gotta wait a fe months. Can't even cry rn if I wanted to
thank you for making me alive
ts prolly gonna be the last thing i see
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I'm sorry Mom. I'm sorry for never being able to change. We have given so much for 17 years, and nothing ever changed, and at the end of every fight, you always forgave me. But it won't matter. I'll move far away, away from you and everyone who gave me a life in this small corner of the world. Far away from those were either blind or naive enough to call me a friend, who refused to see the monster that I am. I won't be home for Thanksgiving, or Christmas, or your birthday, or anything else. I won't even be at your funeral. Your oldest son will disappear. 4/23/24
You alive bro?
@@Kitsuen.z yeah. I haven’t got the guts for suicide. So I’m just going to move away. Literally. I’m just going to leave. Never speak to anyone again.
9:48 bruh why is this billie eilish clib in the video?
I’m just a shell of who I truly am. ..
Watch the sun rise, and watch the sun set. See the clouds fly over your head. Draw it in your mind or with your hands
Don’t you dare go hollow
Is it better to be alone, or love someone so much and feel lonely?
Everything is my fault
Real.