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everything you missed hehe
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@amandaidalmis
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Відео

my first q&a :'-)
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yeah I know.... lame as hell haha but here it is :) the amazing tattoo artist: @boogieink find me on insta! @amandaidalmis
I blacked out at my friends wedding *shocking*
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I went to my good friends Jessie and Adam's wedding, I can't even explain how it went..... you just have to watch lmaoo add me on instagram - @amandaidalmis
to my subscribers :-)
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hi everybody :-) thank you so much for watching my video and for subscribing to my channel hehe follow me on insta !! @amandaidalmis
my sexual assault story...
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*TRIGGER WARNING* thank you for listening to my story, if you'd like to share your story or just reach out, please do so! National Sexual Assault Hotline Call 1-800-656-4673 (Available 24/7) Crisis Text Line TEXT "OPEN" TO 741-741 Free · 24/7 · Confidential
how 23andMe helped me find my dad
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soo this video is basically a part 2 to the 'happy father's day' video, so make sure you watch that one first :-) thank y'all for all your support.
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY
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shout out to all the dads out there dad, I hope to get to meet you someday

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  • @FinnA07
    @FinnA07 8 годин тому

    I respect you so much for this. This had to be so hard for you to record. Much love and strength

  • @ochunfunque925
    @ochunfunque925 10 годин тому

    Its like... If a man gets blackout drunk and has sex with a woman and gets her pregnant and now he has to take care of a child financially on child support for 18 years because ITS HIS FAULT.. but when a woman gets drunk and has sex with a guy and wakes up and decides she didnt want to then. ITS HIS FAULT ALSO.. this is so wrong so wrong..

    • @FinnA07
      @FinnA07 8 годин тому

      Being intoxicated means you aren't able to consent to sex. If they get her drunk, or she drinks too much herself, these guys should've just said: She's not able to consent, or make a proper decision currently, let's not have sex with her, since she might not want it, if she was sober. Thats SA

  • @ochunfunque925
    @ochunfunque925 11 годин тому

    Sexual assault is terrible I would hate this to happen to my loved ones but I'm sorry it just seems like you got drunk really drunk one night and had sex with a few different guys and did some things that you regret and it's like today a woman can get drunk and make some very bad decisions that she regrets and then 10 years later somebody has to pay for that.. I only listen to half of the video because I see this so often where women just don't have to be accountable for anything that they do anymore in todays society. When I hear rape that word denotes someone. taking it from them or either molestation of a child... But I've never in my life thought of a woman getting blackout drunk and having sex with a lot of guys and then waking up in the morning and decides that they raped her.. I'm not saying this is the case with you because I only watched half of the video but I see this all too often it's like this is a terrible society

  • @martinda7446
    @martinda7446 11 днів тому

    Hey Amanda. I made a comment to you three years ago after seeing you describe your assault. I was so impressed with you and was wishing hard you would heal and flourish. Having somehow come across your channel again and noticing you haven't posted for years - Well, I felt concerned and just really hope you are OK. Please tell me you are happy and doing well.

  • @EKMODELS-du6xs
    @EKMODELS-du6xs 13 днів тому

    One of my best friends ( who is a girl - I’m a boy ) had this at 5 years old when her brother claimed she had rashes, then forced her to undress etc to proove that *she didn’t have rashes.* he also took photos of her in this state… then he did truly inappropriate things… he pulled down his pants, and physically pushed her head and opened her mouth snd forced her to suck on his thing… He said it would solve the rashes… he then did innapropriste things again, took more photos, played with her more etc… It’s crazy how she casually mentioned this to me when we were 12… I had fo explain ti her that this wasn’t normal and that her brother should DEFINITELY not be taking photos of her when she’s not wearing clothes, or anything else she had done to her. Finally she reported him and he was sent to Juvi… In court he claimed that this was his only chance to see a girl naked before puberty… he had a mental disorder that made him continue what he was doing, and didn’t ring any bells to tell him to stop, so his sentence was cut short… the fact that as part of the whole ordeal, we were forced to see these pictures is discusting… He’s finished his sentence now and is pleading for her forgiveness, saying he was just curious as to what it looked like, she also found her bra and underwear that she had worn in his room, where she had definitely not left them… regardless of disorder or not, it’s never ok to lie to someone, and then try to look at their private regions… another time in school, he sat next to his sister, and put his hand up her skirt, pulled down her underwear and put his finger up her bu$ for the whole lesson… since she only revealed THSI lately, as well as many other things he did, which since I doubt anyone reads this comment I won’t list unless someone asks, it’s just discusting of him…

  • @Knox-h5f
    @Knox-h5f Місяць тому

    Why don't you pause the comment section, there are so many negative comments here. 😢😢 You deserve peace. 🕊️

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini Місяць тому

      @@Knox-h5f I’ve thought about it. People have no idea how these comments affect me. But it’s the reality of our world. People are so cruel. And sometimes it’s best to accept it than to try and live in a bubble. Everyone feels a certain way until it happens to them… or to a loved one.

  • @artgreen9410
    @artgreen9410 Місяць тому

    Well you lied to your parents , you wanted to indulge in alcohol, you wanted be involved in adult activity...

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini Місяць тому

      @@artgreen9410 lol your a joke, thanks for the view.

  • @deliciousfirstsip
    @deliciousfirstsip Місяць тому

    Why do some girls have guy friends? You know they only want one thing right..

  • @emiliomoran6160
    @emiliomoran6160 Місяць тому

    Thank you very much for being so clear and precise with your experience. I'm a father with two girls of 16 and 17 .They want more freedom to have a normal life any girl their age have. I'll show them your experience to let them know that any kind of precaution is needed always. I'm sure your intention of helping other girls, wil be satisfied

  • @callmejohnnylovecreator6042
    @callmejohnnylovecreator6042 2 місяці тому

    Put his full name and include his picture in the extended description or as a comment or anywhere he can be thoroughly look at, pls

  • @Powerstroke98
    @Powerstroke98 2 місяці тому

    I got to 'Ya know when you black out'...and I thought, no...I've been drunk a few times, but never blacked out! NEVER drink from someone's cup, and always keep a vigilant eye on your own cup, so this shit can't happen. Kids & adults, are dying every day, from Fentynal being added or simply 'taken', so why live a life with such risk...don't take ANYTHING at a party, that you haven't poured yourself . Thank you, for telling your story, as I bet it will help someone! You where brave to tell it, and I hope you've got past it as best you can, and that these guys you mentioned that this will be on their conscious, making it difficult for them one day as well.

  • @williamledbetter2223
    @williamledbetter2223 2 місяці тому

    I'm so sorry this happened to you...and to all the other women who have to navigate a society that is patriarchal and that puts all the onus on the woman to 'protect herself'. Since the time of your assault I'm hopeful that the 'me too' movement has started a lasting dialogue on the responsibility that men and society have to make the world a safe(r) place for women. The issue of affirmative consent is a good start, and some police are now receiving training on avoiding survivor shaming. But there is still so much more to go. We have a responsibility to teach our boys and men about the difference between masculinity and toxic masculinity. I send you my best wishes for your healing journey.

  • @dougdunville686
    @dougdunville686 2 місяці тому

    My bad. Sorry lady doesn't apply to you. The shame belongs to those who handles trauma in this horrible disgusting manner. I don't know you but I would be proud to call you a friend for calling out these ignorant people. I realize I'm way late on my full support for what happened to you. I just hope that your doing well. Sincerely Douglas Dunville Ontario, Canada

  • @dougdunville686
    @dougdunville686 2 місяці тому

    First of all, no one can take anything from you without you being involved. But I can so relate to feeling that something was taken from you, because that's exactly how I felt. You my lady are an example of courage and Braun × 10. Thank you. Sincerely Douglas Dunville Ontario, Canada.

  • @jessealtamirano3931
    @jessealtamirano3931 3 місяці тому

    Felicia is just as guilty she let it happen what a friend

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini 3 місяці тому

      @@jessealtamirano3931 lmao blame everyone except the person who actually did it 👍🏻

    • @bigbro8817
      @bigbro8817 9 годин тому

      You did it. Take accountability and make better decisions ​@@amandavillarini

  • @JeffDoyle-g9o
    @JeffDoyle-g9o 3 місяці тому

    Yall r very beautiful young women

  • @JenniferHampton-pq9td
    @JenniferHampton-pq9td 3 місяці тому

    You are worthy of being a wife. Every girl is worthy of growing up and becoming a wife

  • @atdyn6427
    @atdyn6427 3 місяці тому

    That's horrible. I'm so sorry you went through that.

  • @Cazador60140
    @Cazador60140 3 місяці тому

    Chilling out with friends and people I dont know , having a good time , well ......

  • @sweetiepie1110
    @sweetiepie1110 3 місяці тому

    I was sexual assaulted by a 50 year old man yesterday at workplace

  • @dannyguillory8941
    @dannyguillory8941 3 місяці тому

    The objectification of women, these perpetrators don't see a person as a person but as an object. The mindset of a rapist, serial killer, etc. all comes from the same place and sadly enough, it stems from low self-esteem, powerlessness and so they engage in this behavior. Anyone who deals with these types of crimes will say: rape is not about sex but power and control. Thank you for sharing your story. You're a good person and no one should ever have to go through what you went through.

  • @david6532
    @david6532 4 місяці тому

    utter b s a story of pure fiction

  • @kyimblack5215
    @kyimblack5215 4 місяці тому

    None of my stuff has ever been reported because i know this is exactly what will happen. Nothing. Literally nothing. Unfortunately, my daughter went through similar a couple of years ago when she was 6, and i did report those things. Neither person who did these things were ever properly punished. She is STILL on a waiting list for counselling and they REFUSE to give me any kind of counselling. Its gotten to the point the services do not like me because i call too much. The victims always seem to be at fault regardless of age and its disgusting. Ive given up trying at this point. The best ive been able to do is try and write about everything thats happened. Its not a physical book, but ive been posting online. I hope youre doing better 🥰

  • @extra222love
    @extra222love 4 місяці тому

    Leaning money on the street then cry they stole my money! … Don’t get intoxicated between boys then cry someone raped me!

  • @LeonardoAlbanese1989
    @LeonardoAlbanese1989 4 місяці тому

    these people are straight sociopaths... i can't imagine how could you do something like that to a person and just go on with your life. They took away something from you and they throw away their humanity forever. I really hope this reality hit them hard one day. I wish you can overcome this and get happier than ever before, also i wish you can be soon confident with your body and intimacy. Out there there are people that would move mountains to make you feel safe and comfortable with yourself and around them. I hope you can find friends and companions you can trust in your life. I am so angry at this "men".

  • @Scooter17
    @Scooter17 4 місяці тому

    You went to this {party} drank what was most likely alcohol than claim you were violated, DUH! What the hell is wrong with you? Put your big girl pants on, admit you were stupid, advice other girls not to do that. AND don't hangout with that group of self serving people AGAIN.

  • @Scooter17
    @Scooter17 4 місяці тому

    I don't get it, WHY are so many people worried about this so called trigger thing? Just tell your story or show your video. If some don't like it that's on them not you!

  • @TATTDIS
    @TATTDIS 4 місяці тому

    She was enjoying it even if she doesn't remember

  • @MarkS-gz9go
    @MarkS-gz9go 4 місяці тому

    My goodness what a beautiful lady. Good luck.

  • @Ffoo_ffighter
    @Ffoo_ffighter 5 місяців тому

    Any of your guy friends wants to fck. He is there for a reason. Thats why I Never closely befriend girls. There is no such thing as a close platonic relationship between men/women

  • @WayneLee-j4c
    @WayneLee-j4c 5 місяців тому

    YOU GOT THAT FREE SPIRIT THING DOWN GOOD.

  • @WayneLee-j4c
    @WayneLee-j4c 5 місяців тому

    THIS WAS FUCK FEST RIGHT?

  • @WayneLee-j4c
    @WayneLee-j4c 5 місяців тому

    I KINDA THINK YOUR HEAD A LITTLE FLIMSEY

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini 5 місяців тому

      Thanks for the comments and view, your engagement really helps my channel, blessings ❤️

    • @bigbro8817
      @bigbro8817 9 годин тому

      ​@@amandavillariniYou're showing your true character. You love attention trust me I've studied people like you. When you got drunk that night your true character showed with you acting very promiscuous with the guys then when you woke up you knew the rape angle would get you more attention. That's why girls like you have a bunch of Guy friends bc they will kiss your ass. True r word victims suffer bc of people like you.

  • @χρηστοςΔημητριου-χ4ξ
    @χρηστοςΔημητριου-χ4ξ 5 місяців тому

    Είσαι πανέμορφη! Και δυνατή.

  • @χρηστοςΔημητριου-χ4ξ
    @χρηστοςΔημητριου-χ4ξ 5 місяців тому

    Δεν φταις σε τίποτα εσύ καλό μου κορίτσι. Οι αλήτες αυτοί φταίνε. τεστ για ναρκωτικές ουσίες αν σου έβαλαν δεν κατάλαβα αν έκανες. Λυπάμαι πολύ για ότι πέρασες. Θα βοηθήσεις άλλες γυναίκες με αυτά που είπες. Μια αγκαλιά και την αγάπη μου από Ελλάδα. Να είσαι πάντα καλά και να έχει ανθρώπους που σε αγαπούν δίπλα σου σου εύχομαι.

  • @rosendoperez6677
    @rosendoperez6677 5 місяців тому

    Dam I give her props for staying a virgin till after high school but imagine the man that has to marry her after she been ran through.

  • @Harvey-yw2er
    @Harvey-yw2er 5 місяців тому

    Shout-out officer David Munoz ll calling a spade a spade. Lesson of the story don't hoe around cus people will treat you like the garden tool you are

  • @NicolasAfanador-v9v
    @NicolasAfanador-v9v 5 місяців тому

    Stop party too much baby

  • @bluechex7881
    @bluechex7881 6 місяців тому

    Me and the homies are looking to have a talk with Jamire, Tyrone, and Jamal. And we gonna find them.

  • @ArGenTina_562
    @ArGenTina_562 7 місяців тому

    It's okay mami. You don't have to explain why you needed to vent through your channel. It's okay to vent my love. I'm listening. We all are here for you. I'm very sorry that this has happened to you. I understand how you feel. I've been there more than once so I get it. I'm here for you if no one else is. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini 7 місяців тому

      thank u❤️❤️❤️❤️

    • @ArGenTina_562
      @ArGenTina_562 7 місяців тому

      @@amandavillarini you're welcome 🤗

  • @fiddlyphuk6414
    @fiddlyphuk6414 7 місяців тому

    When I was a sophomore in high school there was this girl who was a junior who sat across the table from me in biology that was always looking at me and smiling and grinning at me in a flirtatious way. I was an innocent 15 year old virgin and it made me nervous. As a male, I felt sort of assaulted by her doing that. I asked the teacher if I could move to a different table and he let me. Looking back on it now 50 years later, I now wish I'd of been smart and asked her after class if she would have liked to meet me in the auditorium after school and boffed her brains out. She might have ended up pregnant though, so it's probably good I was young and stupid back then when it came to girls.

  • @lukehorning3404
    @lukehorning3404 7 місяців тому

    Well done and I’m very sorry

  • @WoogPoolan
    @WoogPoolan 7 місяців тому

    Hey

  • @zak27986
    @zak27986 8 місяців тому

    5 Toxic Men To Avoid: (Warning!) (Message For Women) -Bad Boys (Womanizers) -Incels (Creeps) -Macho Gangsters (Thugs) -Misogynists (Bigots) -Nice Guys (Manipulators) (Make sure he behaves like a gentleman period.)

    • @bigbro8817
      @bigbro8817 9 годин тому

      And the gentleman turns out to be a pedo

  • @ICE69ROG
    @ICE69ROG 8 місяців тому

    Sorry about what you went through. I don't think it would help to confront them about what happened, it would probably make it worse for you. In my opinion you would be better served to continue being strong and move on putting the whole thing behind you. Being served the way you were by the system that was supposed to help you is bad enough, but to continue rehashing it in your mind just makes it harder for you to move on. I wish you good luck in finding the happiness you deserve.

  • @themadbassist795
    @themadbassist795 8 місяців тому

    Amanda this video just popped up for me. I watched it and it literally brought tears to my eyes. I am so sorry to hear of what happened to you! I can’t imagine the pain this caused you. You seem like a really cool person and deserve way better than what happened to you. I hope and pray for better days for you my friend! Bless your heart

  • @colinhayward9184
    @colinhayward9184 9 місяців тому

    Send your story to Kaylie Leas to tell your story Anonymous you are boring and take to long

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini 9 місяців тому

      Boring but you found me, watched my video and took the time to comment hehe thanks 😊

    • @joicelovespink979
      @joicelovespink979 5 місяців тому

      The only thing that takes too long here is the amount of time you've already made on earth.

  • @beastm0de585
    @beastm0de585 9 місяців тому

    So sorry this happened to you. You seem like an amazing person. I always wish there was something I could do to help and make you feel better.

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini 9 місяців тому

      Your kind words are enough. Thank you 🙏🏼

  • @12yearssober
    @12yearssober 9 місяців тому

    Seems like there is always alcohol involved

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini 9 місяців тому

      Don’t forget about the shitty men with no respect for women…. 🤷🏻‍♀️

    • @12yearssober
      @12yearssober 9 місяців тому

      @@amandavillarini You do realize this happens to men as well?

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini 9 місяців тому

      @@12yearssober I don’t doubt it. I’m just making sure you’re aware that it’s not the alcohols fault.

    • @12yearssober
      @12yearssober 9 місяців тому

      @@amandavillarini I'm a recovering alcoholic with 11 years sober. While it is not the alcohols fault and ultimately we are responsible for our actions people underestimate the bad side of alcohol. Take alcohol or drugs out of the equation and people will be less likely to find themselves in a bad situation.

    • @amandavillarini
      @amandavillarini 9 місяців тому

      @@12yearssober bc people who hurt others aren’t at fault, it’s the alcohol, got it 👍🏼

  • @bundy3331
    @bundy3331 10 місяців тому

    I'm so very sorry to hear what was done to you,, it was totally wrong/,, no excuses at all.. I would've hoped for those guys to be held accountable... I will be hoping an praying for your recovery an healing, That your not at fault at all. I'm just so sorry it happened to you, I hope the best for you in life. God Bless