Wilddmother
Wilddmother
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Metamorphosis in process...
This is a stage of my life where I'm taking big risks and staying on the gas because some opportunities only present themselves once and I am at a place where I'm willing to take chances and make big changes in this stage of metamorphosis. Thank you so for spending a little bit of time with me today and I hope you stick around to see where life takes me.
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Відео

Planting Ginger In Pots this year..A little look around
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Planting Ginger In Pots this year..A little look around
Proven Winners Superbells - Planting Containers
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Proven Winners Superbells - Planting Containers
HOW TO START GINGER INDOORS
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HOW TO START GINGER INDOORS
Growing Meyer Lemon Trees in Containers | Zone 8b 9a
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Growing Meyer Lemon Trees in Containers | Zone 8b 9a
Growing Micro greens | Day 2
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Growing Micro greens | Day 2
Starting Micro-greens | Garden Chat
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Starting Micro-greens | Garden Chat
Planting Onions in January
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Planting Onions in January
I’m on TikTok y’all + A new way to Compost
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I’m on TikTok y’all A new way to Compost
CHANGING THE WAY I GARDEN | Change isn’t always bad
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CHANGING THE WAY I GARDEN | Change isn’t always bad
2022 Recap | HOMESTEAD CONFESSIONS PART 1
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2022 Recap | HOMESTEAD CONFESSIONS PART 1
Being afraid to ask for help…
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Being afraid to ask for help…
MEYER LEMON TREE 2 Year Update
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MEYER LEMON TREE 2 Year Update
FREE HOMEMADE FERTILIZERS | Organic Fertilizers for your Garden
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FREE HOMEMADE FERTILIZERS | Organic Fertilizers for your Garden
WE BOUGHT A TRAVEL TRAILER + Fake Electricians VLOG
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WE BOUGHT A TRAVEL TRAILER Fake Electricians VLOG
FIRST UPDATE SINCE I GOT SICK….
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FIRST UPDATE SINCE I GOT SICK….
My Family got sick with a Deadly Virus 🦠 Update 1
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My Family got sick with a Deadly Virus 🦠 Update 1
WE HAVE NO WATER
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WE HAVE NO WATER
I STOPPED GARDENING BECAUSE……
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I STOPPED GARDENING BECAUSE……
I DON’T TALK TO MY SISTER | ESTRANGED SIBLINGS UPDATE
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I DON’T TALK TO MY SISTER | ESTRANGED SIBLINGS UPDATE
HOW TO FEED YOUR CHICKENS FOR FREE
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HOW TO FEED YOUR CHICKENS FOR FREE
HOW TO GET FREE PLANT STARTS FOR YOUR VEGETABLE GARDEN
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HOW TO GET FREE PLANT STARTS FOR YOUR VEGETABLE GARDEN
THE BEST ORGANIC HOMEMADE FERTILIZER + Worm Farming Ep.1
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THE BEST ORGANIC HOMEMADE FERTILIZER Worm Farming Ep.1
Uncle Jim’s Worm Farm Order update + A bit of a Rant
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Uncle Jim’s Worm Farm Order update A bit of a Rant
FOOD FOREST HAUL | HUGE CLEARANCE PLANTS + DEEP WATERING
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FOOD FOREST HAUL | HUGE CLEARANCE PLANTS DEEP WATERING
How to SAVE COSMOS SEEDS for your Seed Bank
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How to SAVE COSMOS SEEDS for your Seed Bank
Growing Ginger from STORE BOUGHT GINGER - 30 day update
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Growing Ginger from STORE BOUGHT GINGER - 30 day update
HARVESTING CHINESE EGGPLANT GROWN FROM SEED + PURPLE WILDFLOWERS
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HARVESTING CHINESE EGGPLANT GROWN FROM SEED PURPLE WILDFLOWERS
PEST PRESSURE + NEW GARDEN BED
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PEST PRESSURE NEW GARDEN BED
Late Spring Garden Tour 2022
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Late Spring Garden Tour 2022

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @bitTorrenter
    @bitTorrenter 3 дні тому

    That looks like horse manure 😭😭

  • @pamelalong7747
    @pamelalong7747 3 дні тому

    UPS is the worse in Grapeland, Texas.

  • @wheatstonebridge
    @wheatstonebridge 7 днів тому

    Same with me. Zero contact with my sister. I choose not to talk to her as she is a really bad person. It weighs on me too every day.

  • @missdevemissdeve8266
    @missdevemissdeve8266 12 днів тому

    You suppose to have let your leaves turn all the way BROWN before HARVESTING 😊😊❤❤❤ that's OK better luck next time trust me, at least you got something out of it.

  • @Pixiedust6
    @Pixiedust6 13 днів тому

    I love your vibe 😍🥰

  • @jamnoise72
    @jamnoise72 18 днів тому

    I'm at peace too Sis. Family is good when it's good, but when it's not good we have no obligation to hold onto it!

  • @jamnoise72
    @jamnoise72 18 днів тому

    I won't extend the olive branch again. It's like self-harm at this point.

  • @thevagrowinggardener1898
    @thevagrowinggardener1898 23 дні тому

    Peace sis! And hi to you as well 😊. I’m glad I re-found you! I hope you post more because I’ve missed you. Happy belated birthday as well! I don’t know exactly when it was, but I remember that you’re a Leo like me, so blessings to you! ❤

  • @Phoenix-o7z
    @Phoenix-o7z 28 днів тому

    I feel you my baby sister hates me and I have no idea why she wish bad shit all the time on me I just don't understand her at all.......she a narcissist big time and my other siblings let her control there life....

  • @catherinebazuin5782
    @catherinebazuin5782 Місяць тому

    I guess I feel better about doing this tonight. I'm definitely going to wait till it's dark though. Thanks!

  • @MochaMaknMoney
    @MochaMaknMoney Місяць тому

    Same happened to me 😢

  • @MMDavis-fv1ir
    @MMDavis-fv1ir Місяць тому

    Decided to go no contact with my older sister and this has helped me so much. ❤️

  • @jepcozenith40
    @jepcozenith40 Місяць тому

    Nice. Growing these. What zone are you in? TY!

  • @theconsciousroom2733
    @theconsciousroom2733 2 місяці тому

    Thank you so much for this video I never got a long nor had a bond with my siblings. It is sad but I believe it is meant to be this way. It has only made me stronger. They are all hateful jealous, envious pricks. My three oldest brothers bullied me ever since I was a child. I am in my thirties I can no longer be in their presence it hurts too much. I have been no contact for almost five years now it’s been very peaceful. You are not alone.

  • @danieldaney9555
    @danieldaney9555 2 місяці тому

    Thanks for sharing your experience with the trees! Appreciate it!

  • @5280XKS
    @5280XKS 2 місяці тому

    Was they 1 gallon? r 5 gallon? staters?

  • @daphnejackson9461
    @daphnejackson9461 2 місяці тому

    Thank you so much for making this video. All four of my chicks have this. So happy it's not an infection 😊

  • @TheJoshflowers
    @TheJoshflowers 2 місяці тому

    Same here. Exactly as you say it. I’m the baby of 4. I’m 33 now and my middle brother is 40, sister is 42 and my oldest brother is 45. I do everything I can to make a relationship with them. I’ve asked for forgiveness many times, if I’ve done anything, and I’ve tried my best to make dates to hang out. It hurts because I’m doing my best to go out of my way to try, and yet they would rather hang out with each other then me. I don’t know what I did. Ever sense my mother passed away from cancer 2 years ago, they’ve become the most distant to me. I love them and miss my mom so much. The only person I have left is my dad and they don’t see him either.

  • @THATBIHHHH
    @THATBIHHHH 2 місяці тому

    I’m going through the same thing right now. I sent her letters, and I got nothing, on our last conversation she told me to leave her and her kids alone, so I can’t be the cool uncle to my nephews, it hurts, it’s sad, but I’m walking away in peace. I tried to make amends but I know shes cold hearted as was our Toxic Father.. woooo hoooo Family, aren’t they “supposed” to stick around through thick and thin…???????

  • @stephaniemcguire
    @stephaniemcguire 2 місяці тому

    "I am enough"❤ Thank you.

  • @madalyndrewno5280
    @madalyndrewno5280 2 місяці тому

    I am going through a grieving process of recognizing I have no relationship with either of my sisters, as an adoptee it feels extremely painful. Your words and perspective feel so powerful and are helping me to accept that I do not have relationship with them and that it will be okay.

  • @MarilynSisa
    @MarilynSisa 2 місяці тому

    i feel you seriously. :-)

  • @miastroman3383
    @miastroman3383 2 місяці тому

    I am the baby of the three as well

  • @miastroman3383
    @miastroman3383 2 місяці тому

    I tried to be the peacemaker between my siblings when our Mom passed. It backfired and now my sister does not want to speak to me. It really broke my heart because we talked all day everyday, but she choose to cut me off.. It's hard but I respect her decision

  • @miastroman3383
    @miastroman3383 2 місяці тому

    I am going through this now.. Thank you for sharing.. Needed this

  • @COLOMBIANSTICKUPKID
    @COLOMBIANSTICKUPKID 2 місяці тому

    You call it Toxic I call it walcome to Adult hood. I just stumbled on to your channel,if you have children and a husband that’s your family.

  • @COLOMBIANSTICKUPKID
    @COLOMBIANSTICKUPKID 2 місяці тому

    Look just we had barbecues in the 80s doesn’t mean we do it in 2024

  • @elderflowerforrosie
    @elderflowerforrosie 2 місяці тому

    hi @wilddmother, I am curious how your relationship with your sibling is now, any reconciliation? any more understanding.

  • @roseturvey1430
    @roseturvey1430 2 місяці тому

    Going through the exact same stuff as you. Scary how similar !

  • @barbarah4710
    @barbarah4710 3 місяці тому

    I can also relate..❤ Thank you so much for making this video feelings are real. Can you remind me of the music that I had siblings family estrangement in it? I’d like to put it on my Spotify. I grew up in a abusive alcoholic home, and to be honest, I started living with my dad and drinking with him when I was 14 at that point my family made fun of my mom a lot My mom passed away 11 years ago at the same time I had a baby and mostly I felt like my dad and my two older siblings sisters pretty much hang out and drink together and I because I kept not drinking. I wasn’t included to the parties etc. over the years it’s really hurt and I try to work it out and talk with him about it and they told me that I was crazy for thinking that and now both my sisters are not Facebook friends with me and I live for provinces away. There’s been times that I felt so isolated a lonely I couldn’t understand why they didn’t love me or make connections for my daughter I tried numerous times to reach out to them and got rejected. I love how you say you just need to pray for them and pray for healing of your heart and it is true just because your family doesn’t mean that they know how to love. I’m lucky that I have some friends in my life now and will continue to have friends that I can love and they can love me and my daughter

  • @melanieallen7125
    @melanieallen7125 3 місяці тому

    Thanks for sharing because i am going through the same thing, I started thinking about our childhood, then it came together , my sister is a bully, and was really mean to me all the time, mom never did anything about it, she never got in trouble for being mean to me, and she still doesn't , so sister grew up thinking it was ok to be mean to people, try looking back at your childhood cause thats where it starts, so my mother created a monster!!!😢

  • @mrslvw
    @mrslvw 3 місяці тому

    I've had sunflowers I randomly planted come up good before but none the last summer. This year I soaked the seed in warm water and let sit overnight before planting. Much better results- most germinating and are growing well (still baby plantings but hopefully will have some big tall blooms in a month or two).

  • @RovingPunster
    @RovingPunster 3 місяці тому

    Im growing Kajari for the 1st time. Ive read that after ripening you let them rest a couple days after picking to boost their sweetness. Ill know better later this summer.

  • @lisafreake5473
    @lisafreake5473 3 місяці тому

    This video is exactly what I needed today. Thank you for sharing. I’m having a hard time re my sister also. And it breaks my heart. But her actions towards me are always hurtful so I decided to truly distance myself from her. I know this video is old. I hope u are well. Hugsss

  • @ccalexander1924
    @ccalexander1924 3 місяці тому

    I think it was big of you to actually sit down with your sister and have a mature adult conversation about your differences. I have not done that with her yet but she makes me so angry that I can’t have that conversation yet. I have learned we are just two different. If we weren’t sisters we would not be friends. We have absolutely nothing in common. What I find so strange is how different my other sis is. My other sis is kind. She doesn’t judge me and we can hang out and have a good time. Like you said we all have our own path in life. Well my path is one without her now bc I’m done trying

  • @christinep.4238
    @christinep.4238 4 місяці тому

    Also, there's many videos to heal from all types of mental & emotional trauma. Keep searching UA-cam, Google, etc ❤

  • @christinep.4238
    @christinep.4238 4 місяці тому

    I wrote a reply to a comment below. Listen, what I lived through is my past....how I grew as an adult was a process...what got me through is God!!! Period. Plus, videos and online groups...mainly began with Narcissist Chronicles & learning. Teaching me to focus on me as nobody else was...so much more!!! Love yourself!!!! Pray for them. Look 2 future & less in rearview mirror 😊

  • @goldiegreen-ne8yu
    @goldiegreen-ne8yu 4 місяці тому

    DON'T TALK ABOUT YOUR SISTER TO ME AT THE END OF THE DAY THAT'S YOUR SISTER AND NOT MINES YOU ARE MESSY

  • @goldiegreen-ne8yu
    @goldiegreen-ne8yu 4 місяці тому

    SOME FEMALE'S WILL SIT DOWN AND TALK ABOUT THEIR SISTER IF YOU TALK ABOUT HER I KNOW THAT YOU ARE TALKING ABOUT ME THAT'S JUST MESSY AND TOOTHFACEY

  • @orangerouette
    @orangerouette 4 місяці тому

    Thank you. My sister became very distant from me when she got these group of new friends. Now she only gives me the stink eye. She treats our mom the same way. Its taking me a long time to get used to this but I'll pull through. Wishing the best to whoever's reading this. ❤

  • @miastroman3383
    @miastroman3383 4 місяці тому

    I needed this video... I appreciate u

  • @dionnewright2330
    @dionnewright2330 4 місяці тому

    Wow I can relate

  • @doubletamify
    @doubletamify 4 місяці тому

    Thank you for the update. Yes, I have gotten the same response. Thank you for validating my awareness, strength, and desire to be a complete me...not who they wanted me to be. I have read this over and over when I feel like " their doing it to me again" You can only try to make peace so many times and now they don't even understand they're doing anything wrong because they've done it sooo many times. Please continue this message and to be an inspiration to us all ❤ 😊

  • @doubletamify
    @doubletamify 4 місяці тому

    My only sister my older sister treat me like a piece of shit? I gave and gave and all I wanted was their love? I take care of my mom solely with her having Alzheimers. My sister and niece treat my mother like shit??? Actually my sister and niece hung up on my mother on Easter but I always gets treated 2nd and our plans are canceled when they make plans on my time. My mom will side with my sister and I cry. THANK-YOU for making me feel not alone. You are an inspiration to stay strong!!!!

  • @AuthenticBenny
    @AuthenticBenny 4 місяці тому

    hey, what size is the pot to the left.... im looking to transplant my tree to a new pot soon

  • @queenbutterfly4888
    @queenbutterfly4888 4 місяці тому

    My sister stole my wedding venue, dress, hair, and has been all around jealous. Now she’s pregnant thinking I’m jealous of her when I’m not even sure if I want kids. She’s in competition with me in her own head. My younger sister is also toxic. They are like because my mother poisoned their minds during our parents divorce. My pregnant sister didn’t tell me or anyone on our fathers side that she’s pregnant. They are so weird. I cut them off but they believe I cut them off. Delusional

  • @imageus2
    @imageus2 4 місяці тому

    Thank you for your courage. This is very helpful for me right now.

    • @Wilddmother
      @Wilddmother 4 місяці тому

      So glad to hear that - if you need anyone to talk to I'm here

  • @shadyfieldhomestead1974
    @shadyfieldhomestead1974 4 місяці тому

    I put my satsuma in the ground back in September and it’s now April and it had flowers and now little fruit all over it. Should I remove all of them off the tree?

    • @Wilddmother
      @Wilddmother 4 місяці тому

      Your choice - the first year I think it's a good idea only because you want to allow the roots to establish before you allow the tree to fruit so all the energy can go into the roots

  • @Kevinrowland-dz2ut
    @Kevinrowland-dz2ut 4 місяці тому

    I bought my giant sun flowers for yard art / the bees / and seeds / for any home grown fruit or vegi- that will grow in my sandy soil- i bought two different types of AMARANTH, as they have eatable seeds, and are concidered a survival crop/ they grow well in sandy soil , and are somewhat drought tolerant too-i want to get a big patch of jeruselum antichokes / or sunchokes/once you get them started/ they spread on there own/ so they need raised beds to keep them from taking over a big area.CAINT BEAT HOME GROWN FOOD WITH NO CHEMICLES/ stay healthy longer/ not pay crazy food prices/ i wish i would have planted apple trees 20 years ago when i bought my trailer house/ good apples are hard to find these days,with all the chemicles they coat the apples with so the last longer on the shelf.

  • @Kevinrowland-dz2ut
    @Kevinrowland-dz2ut 4 місяці тому

    i like it/ i got 200 giant sunflower seeds i might get planted this year unless i lay some hay on top my spot and let it build food up on top my mostly sand soil. dont mix mulch into the soil or nothing will grow untell the mulch turns into full black soil in 2 to 5 years- though if you lay wood chips or hay on top the soil ,it seeds to feed the roots just fine.