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learning to recover from placebo as an osu 'top' player/moving on from the past me
hello. Thank you for all the kind messages and interactions I got on my first video. I've now started to document my path to recovering from extreme placebo/setting ocd. I hope this helps out other players and inspires others that nothing is impossible. I hope these videos serve as a psa that if you ever experience issues like these, you're not alone. Everyone goes through it. It's simply a matter of learning how to move past it.
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my personal experience with placebo on osu as a 'top' player
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yapper video, definitely more personal as i talk about my thoughts on the game and how I've felt these past few years of playing the game. I don't really hope for an answer because I don't think I'll ever get one. If you watch the whole video I love you, but there's a lot of fluff (hard to organize though) so I understand if you don't. I don't know how much longer I can keep playing this game c...
decaten on deepwoken
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hello! I stream mainly on Twitch: www.twitch.tv/decaten My Twitter: decaten10
"we need more people pushing dt tech":
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Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/decaten
AM I BACK?
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hello! I stream mainly on Twitch: www.twitch.tv/decaten My Twitter: Decaten_
KIMI NO KIOKU DT IN PERENNIAL GRAND FINALS
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swag acc, hope to grind it solo for a potentially even better score at some point Watch live at www.twitch.tv/decaten
MY MOST DOABLE 10 STAR
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PLEASE WATCH THE FULL RUN Watch live at www.twitch.tv/decaten
VIOLENCE DT
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do you guys want a video where i go over all of my settings Watch live at www.twitch.tv/decaten
GODMODE MOUSE AIM SCORE
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hello! I stream mainly on Twitch: www.twitch.tv/decaten My Twitter: Decaten_
2024 07 05 04 06 34 Trim
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cassidy
YOMI YORI.
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title explains it all Watch live at www.twitch.tv/decaten
ONE OF THE BEST RAW AIM MOUSE SCORES?
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only 3 misses off whitecat, better 100x count as well map: osu.ppy.sh/beatmapsets/1289692#osu/2677191 Watch live at www.twitch.tv/decaten
HYPERSONIK HDHR
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I've wanted this score since forever, glad to have finally gotten it Watch live at www.twitch.tv/decaten
PEAK MOUSE PLAYER TECH
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Broadcasted live on Twitch Watch live at www.twitch.tv/decaten
BEST ACC ON NULL APOPHENIA +HR
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hey it's been a while, just wanted to upload something that I wanted to upload but haven't gotten the chance to LOL. hello! I stream mainly on Twitch: www.twitch.tv/decaten My Twitter: Decaten_
HIDDEN GODMODE
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HIDDEN GODMODE
decaten in 2020:
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decaten in 2020:
WHITECAT ON MOUSE
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WHITECAT ON MOUSE
COOKIEZI STAMINA SCORE
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COOKIEZI STAMINA SCORE
i get 1300 elo in chime
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i get 1300 elo in chime
DINGLETON BACK IN DT ALT BUSINESS
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DINGLETON BACK IN DT ALT BUSINESS
WII SHOP HR GODMODE
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WII SHOP HR GODMODE
MOUSE VANITY CLOCK DT PASS(?)
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MOUSE VANITY CLOCK DT PASS(?)
5 MISS 360BPM JUMPS 9.89⭐
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5 MISS 360BPM JUMPS 9.89⭐
ONLY ON LAZER
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ONLY ON LAZER
DEREBAN SNIPE
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DEREBAN SNIPE
MY FIRST 1(.1)K | 9.59 ⭐
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MY FIRST 1(.1)K | 9.59 ⭐
FIRST DADADADA MOUSE HR PASS?
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FIRST DADADADA MOUSE HR PASS?
MOUSE MOMENT
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MOUSE MOMENT

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  • @osteenbarnes2041
    @osteenbarnes2041 3 години тому

    Rodriguez Dorothy Smith Paul Lopez Robert

  • @kerli_8012
    @kerli_8012 9 годин тому

    Honestly i understand you fully, when i upgraded from 5ms max laptop (200fps max in osu) to 0.31ms and more then a like 2k fps, i felt wrong, just game started playing different, switching skins, switches, devices, everything just felt wrong, and it's still sometime's dosent click, yea am just a 6k pp player, but maybe a comfort of playing on shitty laptop is just too stuck with me, then playing on good pc

  • @vac4ncy
    @vac4ncy 9 годин тому

    banger upload from Decaten? yessir

  • @nyji__
    @nyji__ День тому

    dont wanna be rude but whats the wallpaper you're using? :)

  • @21ninpo
    @21ninpo День тому

    its not just me????

  • @Nekomosh004
    @Nekomosh004 День тому

    c:

  • @khosuzu
    @khosuzu 2 дні тому

    thank u for this goat

  • @ItsPara
    @ItsPara 2 дні тому

    I am also experiencing that. My former self from a couple years ago was consistent 220bpm and I have a 99.4% on Rog and nowadays I’m barely able to stream 200 consistent. Understanding this internal battle is helpful in staying grounded and the ability to keep your head down and progress.

  • @riceblunt7859
    @riceblunt7859 2 дні тому

    Decaten... I think you are grinding hard enough

  • @riceblunt7859
    @riceblunt7859 2 дні тому

    Have you ever tried to play on anyone else's setup?

  • @riceblunt7859
    @riceblunt7859 2 дні тому

    Decaten... I get you... I think... it's.... it's... not just placebo and probably is something to do with the actual gameplay. This happens to me in Rocket League with my controller and... when the controller is ass... it's... asss. .... but it hits when it's locked in.... Awesome video!!!

  • @riceblunt7859
    @riceblunt7859 2 дні тому

    Great video!

  • @tanrirem4243
    @tanrirem4243 2 дні тому

    I have it for skins, I have so many skins, I change skins several times per session. I think I have 35-40gb of skins, a lot are slightly mixed, slightly different, I have certain elements and hitsounds I use that I think make a difference, but changing skins so much probably long term hurts my improvement and consistency a ton. It sucks but I think at one point I started enjoying the skin aspect a lot lol. Just hunting for skins and mixing them became fun on its own so I made peace with it more or less, even though I'm pretty sure it hurts my gameplay. It also made me able to reconstruct mixed skins if I see them and they aren't available, I can identify elements pretty well, neat skill for when someone tries to find a skin but can't and I can help find it or mix it myself :D

  • @Tuckie
    @Tuckie 3 дні тому

    I appreciate that the amount of likes said in the video has decreased substantially. This video was much easier to watch and I'm really glad you can get over that mindset. I too have suffered from fixation on settings and things feeling off. It's crazy that people don't speak enough on these issues and it's reassuring to have a higher level player speak out about it. It helps tremendously to see the positive reactions to speaking out about these inner issues. Thank you.

  • @Zestybou
    @Zestybou 3 дні тому

    damn somehow you described my situation 1:1, i really thought i was alone here, been fighting this mindset battle for a year or two now. looking back, i do still think of playing the game just for fun but i always changed skins after every 2 or 3 attempts and tried changing sensitivity as well as just random useless settings that would never affect anything (cursor ripples/snaking sliders/changing cursors/cursortrails). i watched back a lot of my PBs from when i was at my best and always beat myself up asking what happened and why cant i play like that anymore? i would every day atleast once or twice go try and play a map to set a score or get some pp so i could get momentum and get back into shape but that never really came. i can't stream like i used to, i can't play hardrock like i used to, i can't hold crazy combos like i used, i cant even control my nerves like i used to but even though i cant do any of that anymore, your words are true. im realizing there are so many things i can do now that i could never before; my alternating is absolutely leagues better as well as my aim control and recovery consistency (mouse player moment). i feel its simply a matter of time before it all comes back to me, or i discover something else im good at that i wasnt good at before. thank you for talking about this, my eyes have been opened.

  • @tonix1234
    @tonix1234 3 дні тому

    I'm happy to see you improve your mental and is enjoying osu once again without overthinking about your past scores

  • @saqsto4350
    @saqsto4350 3 дні тому

    Holy poggers! He just said 'like' 436 times!

  • @xhyuei
    @xhyuei 3 дні тому

    u got this!! its so glad to see how fast your mindset changed over just a night, its crazy. keep it all up.its good u arent thinking about the past u, and trying to just be the same or quote on quote peak for u. i hope u can figure this all out, as i know the “top” osu stuff and all these best plays can leave u with all this pressure and worry about why you may not be “good enough” and all. however, we all supporting are ur journey, i know i am ^_^.

  • @phingu4421
    @phingu4421 3 дні тому

    I really admire you a lot man, I've been struggling with this too and to have a top player or someone who I wanna be like is at least relieving stay strong my goat! i'll try too on my own <3

  • @amg_gd
    @amg_gd 3 дні тому

    this video helped me a lot. I never had issues with my settings but the shift in perspective made osu so much more enjoyable!

  • @silkWR
    @silkWR 3 дні тому

    you sound like hajuu

  • @silkWR
    @silkWR 3 дні тому

    just use the same settings for a few months and you’ll get your consistency

  • @Kuusnelonen64
    @Kuusnelonen64 3 дні тому

    so i tryed tablet today on osu standard after watching last video. i compared the two imputs and for some reason only mouse feels weird on standard and tablet feels fine on bouth( osu standard and mcosu ) idk. am i going crazy lol

  • @kamabanana123
    @kamabanana123 3 дні тому

    DECA ITS NOCEBO NOT PLACEBOOO

  • @kurokun07
    @kurokun07 3 дні тому

    too see a top mouse osu player is having the same issues i been having is wild. i may be a generic 6 digit that had quit osu, but i hope whatever it is you are facing decaten you will pull through with it, despite me quitting you will always be one of my inspiration of an osu top player(coming from a mouse player myself) take care

  • @mamlasdavid7598
    @mamlasdavid7598 3 дні тому

    this is so real its sad

  • @7kenjoyer
    @7kenjoyer 3 дні тому

    yep, more people need to speak out on their issues since reading even just a few comments from others, whether they're 'wrong' or not, can help you realize something and bring your mind to peace. not focusing on the past is also a good thing. it helps even when you're simply rusty: coming back to the game and immediately playing maps you used to play at your best might go completely wrong. it's better to focus on the present skill (and issues if there are any) and work on those: eventually you will be back to your past best and even better. I need to work on these things myself but it's so difficult...

  • @Stwinky
    @Stwinky 3 дні тому

    Decaten is my Mrekk of mouse 🥺😋

  • @schookiezi
    @schookiezi 3 дні тому

    someone in the past put it in very good words : "plz enjoy game"

  • @kapitanmw
    @kapitanmw 3 дні тому

    decaten please continue the yapping series its very entertaining

  • @jordanjoyce1128
    @jordanjoyce1128 3 дні тому

    Congrats man, I'm happy to see you come back as a legend with the growth mindset teachers taught us in school. Huge love Decaten <3

  • @nineliveshaver
    @nineliveshaver 3 дні тому

    so wholesomechungus

  • @damplamp
    @damplamp 3 дні тому

    this issue reminds me a lot of cookiezi actually. i think he was known to change his tablet area or sensitivity by some mm constantly. he also searched for that infinite growth like we all have. so basically you're just like cookiezi :)

  • @mortnite88
    @mortnite88 3 дні тому

    easy wins decaten

  • @volenvolen2990
    @volenvolen2990 3 дні тому

    It's not that people are scared to voice it, it's just a thing that you know is in your head and you think that no one can really help you. It's not going to be easy to keep up the good attitude but I hope you can do it.

  • @altivo725
    @altivo725 3 дні тому

    One thing I will say, idk if youve always been on Atlas but trying out a bunch of different CustomOS' I feel my tablet either being quicker or slower with less or more delay. Can't play on anything but FoxOS now.

  • @Taxuma_
    @Taxuma_ 3 дні тому

    I've definitely struggled with settings OCD a lot in the past, years ago i would change my tablet area basically every session to get that feeling of being good at the game and then using that area for a while I'd feel like shit again and i had no consistency at all, i took a long break from the game and came out of that knowing to stick to one area but i still had issues with, grip, positioning, ingame settings and filters etc stuff like this is extremely frustrating and i ended up having to learn by myself that the best way to improve and be satisfied playing the game is literally just to not worry about it, almost ignore any settings you have and just focus on playing, focus on the circles on the screen instead of anything else, and enjoy yourself. i guess it all comes back to "plz enjoy game"

  • @yeno-xz1tb
    @yeno-xz1tb 3 дні тому

    ez robux

  • @mountlezz1945
    @mountlezz1945 3 дні тому

    Graduated from dickhead University,that shit got me dying

    • @7kenjoyer
      @7kenjoyer 3 дні тому

      "Are you a professional moron or just a gifted amateur?"

  • @babalitr
    @babalitr 3 дні тому

    big W goat

  • @KoopstaKlicca
    @KoopstaKlicca 3 дні тому

    Glad to see you're keeping your head up :)

  • @bleh3140
    @bleh3140 3 дні тому

    <3

  • @whiteisritated
    @whiteisritated 3 дні тому

    🤯

  • @bjholland8322
    @bjholland8322 3 дні тому

    👍

  • @xx-rb3lq
    @xx-rb3lq 3 дні тому

    would love to pick ur brain man

  • @lloydlovesme7111
    @lloydlovesme7111 3 дні тому

    W character development

  • @Y499
    @Y499 3 дні тому

    Doomfist I love you

  • @proxas9878
    @proxas9878 3 дні тому

    settings ocd huh... its so relatable its crazy, i need to recover from that

  • @toomessprograms4510
    @toomessprograms4510 3 дні тому

    As the maps we're playing are becoming increasingly hard we encounter more problems and hiccups, its natural that our older selves seem to be more in control, our older self were playing easier maps after all, even so, we tend to forget the frustrations we had when we started playing simply on the count of enjoying the game more.

  • @idealbacon
    @idealbacon 3 дні тому

    This rollercoaster is what I’ve been going through for a while. I’m only 40k but feel like something is off and I haven’t peaked since 2023. But i took a bit of a break and came back with a fresh mindset of to play the game to have fun and limit test, and my mental is so good it doesn’t matter that i don’t feel unrusted, im still almost setting scores i was during my peak and having some fun with it. My tip is to just stop treating osu as a chore. That’s not how you get good at anything. I’ve never seen an artist who hates making music, never seen an Olympic athlete treating their sport as a chore and not enjoying the process. just have some fun, if you are only playing osu to grind and ragequit, why tf are you playing? Clearly you’re not having fun, your monkey brain just wants to see stats go up