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Any follow up in 2024?

Meh.

Psyche substance as the goal

Search for "Cognitive Disengagement Syndrome".

What abou sex, is it so much longer on adderall??

This video is borderline dangerous. Essentially telling people to be scared of ADHD meds runs a huge risks. Meds saved my damn life. You can’t compare taking 70mg to everyone else’s experience.

It’s weird that you say that because Ive thought about what if life is just the way a soul that exists by itself tricks itself into having company.

As a guy with adhd I used to take 60 mg of vyvanse and the highest dose of intuniv and one day when I was 13 I decided to stop taking the meds I decided that by myself and it was a good decision I started to have more appetite be happier and not feel zombified all the time

I have adhd, I use amphet and other stimulants, mostly daily for years now- they help focus but I don’t find them stimulating even at large doses.

Now i get why i like to watch your interviews from shambhalaalala etc. On this or main account. It's Because you are genuinely good with doing chat and interviews Adam! You ask questions out of curiosity! and this is powerful. Only if you want to do it more, you could try to do interviews or video podcast even outside of shamballa. But there is something nice of looking at it not in closed homes wall but outside. Maybe part of the vibe of the place just spill in the talk :) Anyway, have a great day everyone

So you were abusing 100mg of amphetamines per day - over triple what most people get prescribed - got incredibly addicted, and you couldn’t function without it for a little while afterwards. I don’t see how that’s applicable to anyone watching this video. And because the power of suggestion is so strong, you shouldn’t baselessly tell people what will and will not affect their neuroplasticity.

late age??? Hell I was diagnosed at 55 in Wash DC. And I went to a cycle pharmacologist to get medication

Sooo the third eye automatically opens at death?

Im very confused because when I was 19 I had a NDE from an Overdose of MDMA (pure) I Remember almost everything perfectly because I have autism and a very good memory, when I think or talk about this expierence I almost sort of see the phases I went through in detail. It started off with me sitting in the sofa after a party on MDMA, as I sat down I realise both my cat and dog were licking my hands. The moment I realise they had been licking my fingers after dipping it into mdma all night (almost 3 gram solo, I was stupid back then) I started panicking and went upstairs. I come in my room and everything already felt really wrong. My heart was racing on an all time high & there was literaly coming steam out of me and evaporating from the extreme heat. I could even touch my head cause it felt as if I burned my hands when I did. I decided to kill the lights cauwe a poster was starting to warp a lot and my sheets were all of a sudden like paper waves with paper boats on them. As I lay down (keep in mind, i was exhausted and could barely stay awake) everytime I somehow was about to go into sleep a red dot apeared in front of me. It was a neon dot, all of a sudden it opened up to become a huge red ring in neon with pitch Black around it giving off a very vivid colour. It then got like triangles all around it (so it looks like a sun that a 6 year old draws) and then it duplicated on top of itself and both rings started moving in oposite directions creating a huge red portal. As I got shot into this portal (unwillingly) I saw around me my whole family and friends and some random ppl clapping and yelling, "congrats you fking did it! You killed yourself, woooow what a suprise" something along these lines. I then went through many different dimensions all with different themes, one was very geometrical, ans strange like a lot of warping and insane intense movement in everything, the "rooms" or Temples Idk how to explain, I just Remember a big sort of temple that wasnt in a normal shape (everything had circles vibrating and "living" with black & yellow colours in stripes. In the middle where I am Im going on some type of bridge through a weitd entities mouth, on the walls there are things crawling and trying to catch me but I am being guided without having any power over there movement, I was nothing btw I was just a camera pov. I then came into a small little square room that was dark, in front of the backwall comes a pole at each side of the room out of the ground, they were out of a candy texture, around these poles, 3 eyevalls on each pole apeared and rotated around them while also blinking, it felt very much like being watched or judged. Then another tunnel or portal apears and I go through space with very insane shapes and objects floatng idk. After this I land at the final part. Its an old tunnel from in the World war. You can invision a tunnel with these old bricks and moss between it. I hear water dripping as I get guided inside (i got no power over my movement it just happens) all of a sudden I see a very very very close up from a wooden structure. As I zoom out I relealise Im looking at a stair of a small staircase. I see the outlines of a door because of a VERY bright light behind it. So its so dark where I was and behind the door was light so it showed the outline and showed me that there was a door (a very poor old wooden door) it opens up and I get blinded by the most bright light ever! As my "eyes" or sight adjusts to the light I see two Gods standing. They were HUGE, they reach held a tritand in their hands facing each other with their side to me and their weapons crossed each other forming a cross. it was here that they telepaticly comminicated with each other. To me it looked like they were argueing wether I should be there. one was for and one was against. After a few moments they agree and pull their tritand each to their self, opening the "way" or path. They had no legs, their legs were in clouds or mist. The moment they both slam down the bottom of their triltand on the ground making a huge boom and all dust and wind (like an Avalanche) flying towards me. As they fade away with the cloud they were in. The mists desolves (or idk how to say it) and in front of me I see a GIGANTIC purple gate with golden details and vines Running through it. At this point as I was convinced this was the gate to the afterlife. As it opened up an even brighter light is shining through more and more, a small little cloud apears right in front of me as if youd look very close to a screen. And starts playing a small movie of moments in my life, good & bad. I felt An intense love and security over me and it also felt as if I started rising or levitating. I see myself laying dead in my bed and my sister comes in finds me dead starts crying, the pov changes to her pov doing the same thing but through her eyes finding myself dead in first person view. Then, to my amazement I came back to normal, the intense shaking and sweating had stopped, I Remember being very confused, the first thing I did is go down and tell my mom I love her, gave het a hug and started saying this story to her. I was so happy I cant explain. It felt as if I got a second chance, and from that day Ive turned my life upside down, 180° stopped doing parties and taking drugs on these parties, I started learning new skills etc, in short it had shown me that my life isnt worthless and I can do anything but I was throwing away all that potential. It was time to grow up and step up. To anyone reading this, thank you! I dont talk about this often but this feels like a safe place to do so. Fun fact: after telling the story to my close friend who is a history teacher, he told me it sounded like I described the two gods on the end as "Annunaki" I started digging into them and yess 100% am I sure they were indeed "Annunaki" they looked very Egyptic. Had armor on and goldeb touches like wistbands and a sort of "Crown" but more like a high priest crown but then an egyptic version. To all the sceptics: I understand this is hard to believe, I get chills everytime I think about it, I see every detail in front of me when I typed this. I now also got a trauma for Psychedelica & weed aswel, I got PTSD from this expierence it was so intense my mind gets flashbacks when anything just resembles the death trip I had and makes me anxious, but my conclusion is. Im very gratefull to have experienced this cause it changed who I am, I cant tell time but it felt like more than 8-10 hours. Have a good day, I hope this helps ❤

Addy was there when it dug me out of my rut. Let me see the top of "my" mountain for a time then threw me into it's own Idea of rut. So now it wasn't my rut it was the drugs lol. Anyone reading this, well it has benefits no doubt. But it can cut.

I want to comment on your point of there being nothingness before being alive since you have no memories before birth: There are studies about children who have memories of past lives which correspond to the lives of actual deceased people by a significant amount. There's an article in particular that summarises it quite well from the university of Virginia called "Children Who Report Memories of Past Lives". You should look it up!

Couldn't get halfway through. Commentary can be a good thing, but not when it's like someone talking in your face when you're trying to watch a movie EVERY 5 SECONDS

You have to remember also the problem of capitalism

its nice that you can comfort yourself thinking that you'll be back again and again and again. (maybe as a cockroach or a plant), im more leaning towards the idea that everything is in the matter and once youre dead than its the total end. have you heard of the concept of emergence of the brain? its a law of nature that too many of something makes something much greater than the sum of things. 100 billions neurons creates mind, soul and everyhing and once its gone, everything gone..... fun fact - have you known that there are more neurons in a single human brain than stars in the milky way?

i have to watch this ten more times to start grasping it

sounds like u took too little, u can't f around on heroic doses, push the LD50 or do less. u cannot have a single reality with enough u can be driving, changing to third while beeing at the pub bathroom while flying through space and having no body etc etc. but it just keeps changing, the peak is legit like 5MeO-DMT. i mean 7 years ago. i'm sure u know this now.

The propaganda is real man. I've had friends tell me "I'll take shrooms but I'll never touch LSD" and I get were they are coming from, but it is so good for problem-solving that its sad that it gets overlooked b/c of its negative stigma.

I see no difference

You look humbled...

Adderall saved my life also. I startted at 18. I was forced to stop my high dose Adderall after 15 years of taking it. It was the worst HELL one can imagine. I know I need Adderall because I'd never recover if trying to stop. Some people can stop which is great. But some people like me have treatment resistant depression, ADD, anxiety and need strong meds like amphetamine to feel happy being alive. I need other meds too, but this is about amphetamines. USA should never have a shortage of Adderall and other ADD/ADHD meds.

imo you look better in the first pick

Why is speed talking ”goals”? It`s the nr 1 adhd trait that people constantly complains about in conversation and it`s painful and impossible to apply while litterally speaking about what excites me. Btw it`s WILD to claim that people don`t need their medication by stating that you don`t need it as a person with no indication of that would suggest you suffer from the condition that can be treated with said medicine. There is no evidence that suggests that stimulant treatment leads to addiction in people with adhd. Treatment lowers the risk for developing addiction problems and the earlier the better as it`s been shown that it is neuroprotective to treat kids developmentally

Age 39? Wow they looked so old back then. I thought he was 59 😳

It's definitely not the same. Do the research, there totally different, different places different dimensions. But do more research than this one video. More way way way more out there on this

Your handsome.

Yes true evil exists its me

Pharmaceutical psychiatric medication can do that too especially if you get more sun

Hi

I've had both, as well as similarly deep experiences with meditation. Lots of crossover in all three. I'm definitely not a reductionist materialist for a variety of reasons, including experiences in which my friends and myself have been out of body and have had details of the experiences objectively verified.

I really wish that you wouldn't have denied what the man said at about 6:10. If he says it doesn't fit, you should listen to why and not tell him that he's wrong to force your narrative. As a NDEr myself, I could guess of a few reasons why he said it wasn't like another dimension and he'd be right, but it seems that you think that you know better. Why even share his words if you are going to change them or deny them without explanation? I do however thank you for questioning the myth about DMT being released by the brain at death. There is no evidence that I've been able to find supporting the claim after over a decade of looking for it. The truth of what really happens at death is much simpler than you could guess

left thumbnail is a picture in lighting, second picture is a snapshot from a video. doesn't have anything to do with the medication.

so insightful. Thank you for this

I went on accutane at 20 years old. I had unbearable acne. This was around 1992 - i dont recall how long i was on it but i believe it was about 6 months. It wasnt for vanity - i was truly suffering and nothing NOTHING was helping me. I had a bloody nose or two and dry lips and skin but at the end of 6 months - ALL of my HORRIBLE acne (face, back, chest - even IN my ears) was GONE. 100%. Now in 2024 at 52 I can say ive NEVER had as much as a pimple since - regardless if i dont wash my face for a week, drink milk, eat chocolate - whatever else I tried avoiding. I remember dating women throughout life who would say "I'm so jealous that you NEVER get as much as a zit or a whitehead" Also, at 52, i still have a full head of hair which is why im writing. If you have a predisposition to hair loss, medications may speed that process up.. just as stress may speed up the process. Hair loss was in your cards to begin with. I do not have the gene for MPB so any hair loss (stress, for example) will be temporary. I was in a bad accident in 2021 and had badly broken both feet. It took such a toll on my body that i had an episode of TE hair loss. It was sudden (or so it seemed) and had lost A LOT of hair. A lot. If you were to look down on my head you would have seen a lot of my scalp. My hairline remained, which tends to be the case with TE. However once the shock to my system had passed, my hair regrew 100% after about a year.

I know what you've gone through, 33 and on daily methylfenidate for at least 6 years now, about 50 to 60mg daily. Don't have too many side effects, but having the feeling you need them for everything i can totally relate to. Am also thinking to quit but jesus, it feels scary.

The way through fear is love

One thing I will say: experiences with ADHD meds (especially amongst people who actually have ADHD) are extremely variable. Variable enough that if you have ADHD, and access to official treatment, the only way to know what they will do to you is to actually try it. In my experience (a total of about 3 years, switched from amphetamine to methylphenidate about halfway through to improve sleep reliability): - They never seemed to directly affect my emotions that strongly - if anything, they had a slight mood stabilizing effect. - They're not a cure, but they made a *big* difference in my ability to force myself to focus (e.x.) during class or while doing homework. As in, if ADHD meds didn't exist I'd probably have dropped out instead of graduating. - I never really noticed much by way of tolerance or withdrawal. I had to adjust the dose of my antidepressant more times than I did my ADHD meds. And having my supply interrupted wasn't *that* big a deal - my ADHD would be un-treated for a few days (which, if allowed to drag on, was a *big* problem by itself), and that's about it. I wasn't *less* functional, and I didn't find myself craving my meds or turning into a zombie - I wasn't even guaranteed to notice, unless I tried to function in a way that my ADHD interferes with. All in all, 10/10 would recommend, though if I ever end up on ADHD meds again, I'd kinda want to try something like atomoxetine or buproprion first.

I believe the same. All the NDEs i watch are pretty much the same as my journey to the light i felt gods love and heard gods voice. Im now not afraid to die. Wonder why some people get left behind as ghosts though maybe theyre vibrations are too low 🤷‍♂️

I see a lot of people using the term "near death experience" to describe a dmt experience and its 100% incorrect, The term that people should be using is "Outer body experience" Huge, huge difference in these two terms..

Every person is born out of existing people. It's impossible to be born out of non-existence. It should work the same in the future after you're dead. So what we call "non-existence" IS existence 😅

As to the variability of DMT experiences, here is a hypothesis. Maybe some DMT trips actually take you close to death (and thus trigger an NDE), while others don't, and that's why you only see weird patterns, etc.

Where did you go dude

I did amphetamine once, well multiple times within one day, i did too much and almost died, i think i mustve done 4-5g throughout the day and while trying to sleep from 10pm my heart felt like it was gonna explode, my fingers were purple and my whole body was numbing up. I still believe i wouldve died if my will to live was just a bit less. I felt myself going multiple times when my heart rate was spiking to 200BPM in the hospital.

Interesting. However, DMT would never allow you to experience out of body experiences and see stuff you possibly couldn't know, like some people who had a NDE described, e.g. things on the hospital roof or what people did in a different room.

I think the biggest difference is the psychedelic nature of DMT compared to the NDE which is not psychedelic in nature. DMT is full of warping and choas, where an NDE is completely clear and most people remember a great deal about their NDE. I do not believe they are one and the same. I believe DMT is alien technology. If you wanted to use the religious aspect of it, then you could say that an NDE is you actually dying and beginning the process of stepping over, or, we could say DMT is actually a trick by the devil to make you think you are meeting the Almighty. In other words, it's Satan's trap.

You need to share drugs and doses with more people , you gotta stop doing it alone so much. Help out some chad to take right dose of things, see his achievement, lets put strongest man or right drugs. He ain't gonna fucking die if you calculate, just don't over push his fat hearth