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I stay confused around my father who loves using emotional abuse and gaslighting on me . He wonders why I trouble trusting anyone . I keep constantly walking on eggshells around him .

Sexual coercion was the main abuse I suffered..it really broke me. So weird, so intangible, so painful and humiliating. Never again. 😢

I had talk to one and he wanted me to "open up to him" .. then i ended up havig sex with him and i said "yes"

Why do they have to dictate to others who they can & cannot talk to,buy, draw , wear or eat ? . Who gives them the right to rule other people's lives? That's the behaviour of an overgrown school playground bully, not the behaviour of family members/friends, spouces , whoever should display to one & other.

Its not just spouses that do that, family members can do that too

I was told that if i reported my folks, then there would be hell to pay. Toxic people don't want to take accountability for their wrong doings. They think they're entitled to do whatever, & damn the consequences.

No, Cause i really didn't realise it was actually happening to me at that time

wow, you know whats up my friend, love the chess board analogy so true

I got divorced two years ago and still a mess financially after 17yrs of marriage, the bastard

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im not sure of this counts because it was online and it happened in the span of a few hours in the very early morning, but here we go. I thought i wanted it at first, but i looked back on it and realised that i showed hesitation or defiance every time he asked for a video. I didn't want to do ot, but i wanted him to be satisfied. and i felt so confident knowing i coukd make a man feel that way. But was some momentary confidence worth all the coercion?

My own therapist sees me yawning, and ive never seen her yawn myself.

It was great. Thank you 🙏🏻

Good video

Just slept off dont know what happened

SPOT ON.

I often wonder, If the law against coercive or controlling behaviour came into force on the 29th of December 2015, Why oh why on earth did my estranged wife fail to be arrested for the constant abuse that she bestowed upon me daily, the Police were called by my Neighbours Who have informed me that They could hear her shouting and attacking me, yet when I asked the Police for help and showed Them proof of her gambling the Family finances away, the Police constantly threatened me with arrest on numerous occasions! I find it difficult and mindbogglingly frustrating that They blatantly let her constantly and basically get away with what is plain and simple Domestic Abuse towards this Man, And if I had carried out even a very tiny Abuse towards her, They would have thrown me in the back of the Police Van no questions asked!!

My dear estranged wife gambled in excess of £100000 of my personal injury claim from my accident at the Quarry where I worked for 29 years, she constantly hid my Bank statements from me, and physically attacked me and monitored my every movement, deprived me of my sleep to the point that every day of the last 3 years of Our nearly 16 years of marriage were groundhog days, I took 4 overdoses, tried to hang myself numerous times and got locked up on a 72 hour emergency lockdown in a Mental Health unit at the local Hospital for trying to jump off the side of the Quarry where I originally worked as an Explosive Expert for over 20 years! I have been Both Father and Mother to our Son, Who has now lived with me, since the separation in early September 2017, I myself from December 2017-November 2018 helped Calan Domestic Violence Services and the University of South Wales to develop what is now known as the Compass Programme, which is the Male equivalent of the Womens Freedom Programme, and since early Spring 2018 I have been trying to Divorce my Abusive estranged wife who does everything in her power to shut down the case! I see no end to this torment and have been left broke and broken by her actions towards me. 😞

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I want her back because I miss her so much and I honestly feel in my heart that I love her very much. My faith in Christ tells me to forgive those things she's done. She did do many things for me that showed me she loved me. She put a lot of effort into taking care of me. That can't be all for nothing. God highly frowns on divorce. We're not supposed to give up on our wives. Also, having this issue must be very painful for them as well to have to live with feeling the way they do inside everyday. They suffered too when they were young so don't they deserve a chance. Don't they deserve to have someone not give up on them and not add more injury to what they already have?

I was just accused today of lying about my horrible low back pain that I have been to a spine doctor for and had an mri and been diagnosed with spinal stenosis but yet I’m lying

I've seen it 4 times with my narcissist. The 1st time during idealization. I felt like he was studying me interacting with other people, it was kind of creepy. Eyes locked on me. The 2nd & 3rd time I had asked him a simple benign question and he just stared into space, no response or answer. Again, it was weird. The last time was the black eyes stare. Not only did his eyes go completely black, but his brows furrowed, his face became angular - he looked reptilian, like a cobra ready to strike. He said nothing but stared directly at me. I also noticed the room got cold and somewhat dark, there was a definite change in the energy. My coworker came in and noticed the room being cold and creepy, almost like a haunted house. I don't think he noticed the narc's eyes. Thankfully my coworker distracted me so I never looked back at the narc. I left the office shortly after. Once you see this, you will never forget it.

The narcissists in my life show up once in a while by phone to tell me all the things I am missing out on that they are excluding me from. I think this because whenever I have been with them they wanted me to be there but ignored me as though I wasn't in the room. They boast often about the people they are with to make me feel excluded. There is a total lack of interest in me while they are boasting about their own things. They have a clique that I would never fit into and make it clear that I would not fit in. I don't enjoy them because they are phoneys, but want me to believe they have something I will never have. They only think this because they don't know me at all and want to believe my life is not pleasant like theirs. They are superficial to the core.

Great information but I found the background music a little distracting from what you were saying ❤

What If you realize that your parents were doing this to you? Any resources for that?

Too much unnecessary babbling.

I have the feeling he gets away with everything. We have a saying in German „small sins are punished by God right away“. Well, then his sins must be huge for sure. I just want justice, not paying for him and his new supply anymore.

Love to the Devine you my all loveyou im greatful for sll you hsve fone snd still doing today snd the future Amen

You need outside support. Police and womens refuges.

I was sexually cohersed and tricked into a horrible reconstruction of a horrific (supposed) event. This is the part I struggle with. Even though I got rid of him. It disturbed me then and still does.

Getting upset at your partner for not being in the mood for sex is also coercive control.

This was powerful!!!!! Wow

Three Top Lies???? Is that in the last hour?

They karma is experienced everyday, because they are constantly trapped in this illusion, and false self, and until they get help are change, they will continue to bring karma to themselves. Are eventually cause they downfall

Been through this with a sodomizing creep who refused to get off me and treated me to such mental cruelty I lost touch with reality and ended up on a stretcher. He even destroyed my computer computer OS after remotely accessing it with a splash screen that read :NO SEX BEFORE MARRIAGE: Throughout all of this he denied involvement and enjoyed watching me submit, confused. I lived my life like a kid in her room painting. I was also on lots of drugs. I have no idea how or why ppl want relationships with drug addicts wearing kids panties weighing about 90 lbs. Painting doing crafts shut into a room. At a point i had no food in my house abd was eating flour abd water. There was a murderer drug dealer breaking into my home. I was covered with scabs. He fd my face on a deathbed. No idea how long it had been since id had food or for how many days id been sleeping unshowered. I must have smelled worse than the homeless. He'd always explain that he "needed it" and go on ahead and did it when i said stop, even if i was sleeping. It's absolutely fing DISGUSTING. It's extremely disgusting sadistic torture. I had no idea how to get out of my house and the police eventually had to pull me out. A near stranger rescued me. I had completely broken down. I was speaking psychobabble. Luckily, she'd known me when I had been normal and helped me compassionately, even in a mange state. The grossest thing IS that he was SOBER. I've looked at ppl in that state knowing very well that they're on drugs. It's so disgusting looking I'd never turn onto that. It looks like a corpse only someone like Jeffrey dahmer could fetishize. I've heard he has a pattern of this. I've also heard that he microwaved a kitten. It took me years to understand that it was as disgusting as it was. My community clearly disengaged and I kniw nobody I ever knew for reporting it.

I had my own female doctor hijack my brain and my body. First she put me on Prozac. Over the course of two years she reigned this leash in on me tighter and tighter until finally she sexually molested me right in front of the nurse who was supposed to serve as the chaperone. It has taken me months to figure out what happened inside my soul. I’ve never had someone possess me like this. I never even thought such a thing was possible.

Wish I knew about this before I got pregnant

My ex said I slept with others who didn't love me but he did and didn't get what he wanted. And broke up with me accusing me of treating him like a fraud.

Thank you beautiful release and healing meditation ❤❤❤❤❤

Your right on point! But how do you evolve to a point of understanding and healing where the emotional vampire isn’t hurt. It’s my mom, and she is disabled and I love her with all that is in me, your video helped, but how do I get past the pain???

The only healthy & effective thing you can do is FIX your own head. Don’t worry about the Narcissist.

Either I am a true psychopath so much so that I can’t even see it or this study cannot be entirely true. I strongly believe that I am a loving caring forgiving and fairly sensible person. I can at times get aggravated and upset but I’m also very good at understanding how and why people may do things that may have hurt or upset you and therefore, able to forgive them sooner than, in my opinion, the “average Joe”. I came here because I didn’t yawn at multiple videos of people yawning. Now I had just yawned a few times before I watched the first video and even in between the other videos, however, multiple times I was able to not yawn watching videos of different people and animals yawning… for minutes… at least 3 and even more each time. Could this be simply self control? Or am I just a nutter?!?! 😂

I rejected her and she went mad crazy for years , I really didn’t think someone could be acting that way over rejection for that long. A really big narcissist injury to her ego and immature seld

I feel everything you say to my core. Thank you for validating my feelings and making these videos to help people like me who are going through this. I am so grateful. You are helping me to heal. 💗 I can still feel the pain and I still have healing to do, but I can see a light at the end of this tunnel I am in. Thank you!

This was the best meditation. I learned so much ❤ Thank you!

Thank you so much! So helpful <3