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As long as you like

It's okay, yeah I was feeling a little happy that day. Idk, I'm kinda planning on uploading this to my main channel. But I'm not sure yet.

The early 2000's looked pretty fun ngl, too bad I wasn't really old enough to really remember most of it. I just remember going to daycare to elementary. Watching a lot of cartoons and playing on the PSP, I didn't have any close friends growing up. I just had school friends.

Lmao honestly, it's about enjoying what you're putting out there. As long as you're not hurting anybody.

Thanks and yeah, its something that they've been doing for years but it just got worse since late 2019.

Tnx, I was planning on using this footage but I can't remember what for.

I've been doing okay for the most part, I'm just having uncertainties regarding money right now because my job might've taken me off the payroll. Because they haven't put me on the schedule for the past four weeks. But they most likely have my check in their office according to my shift lead when I messaged him.

Yeah I started realizing things when I heard about the incident that happened

Finally, someone that understands. Normally whenever I express myself to people they'll either be dry or look at me funny about it.

@@Adratic2000 I get that a lot too!

@@SarahKaysTarot Yeah, people usually never know what to say. Other times it would be because at times I would be very emotional about certain situations other people wouldn't take the same way.

@@Adratic2000 ah yes, same. friends have told me I need to calm down when talking abut certain things, happy to say they are no longer friends. If people can't accept you for you it's their issue or they are not for you

@@SarahKaysTarot Yep, that's exactly how I'm starting to see things too at this point. The right people should need to try, or you shouldn't be needing to try as hard if they're the right people for you. But yeah I've had people say that I worry too much, but only on rare occasions.

ouais, je viens de rentrer des cours du soir, j'ai dû traverser les rues inondées.

Good, it's not worth the risk. Unless it's taking place in a theater, like an opera house almost, then that's okay.

I wish I can relate in terms of having a Dad being a best friend. I grew up having a very toxic relationship with mine, he's trying to do better now. But at this point in life it's so hard to open up because I've always known him to be insensitive towards me. I can't even trust my family with secrets because they'll always snitch on me, I feel like everyone is mad at me because I decided to disengage from almost everything. It's kinda good to know that I'm going on the right path regarding friendships as I can see it's something that everyone goes through. Drifting apart and being alone for a long while. I hope you're right regarding me finding a nice girl in my life. It's been four years, it really does get to me at times. All of the uncertainty.

@@Adratic2000 aww my friend says the same, he didn’t grow up with his dad at all. He feels he misses out on that connection. I am the same with my mum. She was extremely distant, cold and I didn’t feel like I knew her. It’s good your dad is trying now. And yes friendships do change and you will make new friends

@@SarahKaysTarot Hopefully I'll meet some new people that are actually genuine people. I grew up close to my Mom but it got cold and distant too as I got older. Because she just couldn't keep things between the two of us. She would tell everything to my Dad and make things worse.

@@Adratic2000 oh yeah that’s right I remember I read that in a comment. Your mum must have thought she was doing the right thing but of-course you didn’t want her telling anyone so that would be upsetting. I hate my parents at one point, mostly my mum. But now I’m nearly 40 I realise she did her best and just wasn’t capable of being who I wanted her to be.

@@SarahKaysTarot That actually resonated with me, yeah I'm now realizing that about her now. That she's not really knowledgeable on many things as I would wish for her to be. She's book smart but really naive about most things.

If you went through this, I'll put my trust into believing this will pass. It's just been a difficult three years for me. But it got even harder last year, trying to cope with loneliness.

@@Adratic2000 your a nice looking lad and you will meet new people, like o said even a nice girl.

@@SarahKaysTarot Thanks, I appreciate the compliment. I hope this new girl is as nice as you say she is! I'm actually looking forward to meeting her. Whoever she may be that is.

@@Adratic2000 keep the faith 😊

@@SarahKaysTarot Alright, I'll definitely try to.

Yeah I'm gonna do that on future vids, I was being lazy lmao.

@@Adratic2000 uh huh

His revenant looked so out of it at 0:12

@@Adratic2000 😂😂😂