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Becky here
Приєднався 25 сер 2020
A virtual space for my thoughts to co-exist
Feeling lonely while solo travelling Thailand (20/11/24)
Travel teaches you a lot about the world, but it teaches you even more about yourself. If you’re feeling lonely know that you’re not alone :)
#travel #thailand #thailandtravel #spirituality #feminineenergy
#travel #thailand #thailandtravel #spirituality #feminineenergy
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I’m trying but still kinda a mess (17/11/24)
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Self-acceptance is rooting for yourself through every awkward, amazing chapter. Thanks for watching :)✨ #selflove, #spiritualgrowth, #healingjourney, #mindfulness, #empowerment, #innerpeace
Learning to like myself (16/11/24)
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Self-acceptance is rooting for yourself through every awkward, amazing chapter. Thanks for watching :) 00:00-00:52: the dull parts of us 00:53-02:48: you're a glorious work in progress 02:49-03:45: rooting for yourself through every awkward, amazing chapter 03:46-04:25: closing thoughts
I don't really like who I am (04/11/24)
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I think this video is actually for future me to look back at to see how far I've come. 00:00-00:34: I don't really like who I am atm 00:35-01:53: feeling numb 01:54-02:53: the hero's journey 02:54-03:54: I hope things get easier
getting myself out of a rut (10/10/24)
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Here are a few wholesome days alone in my life. Thanks for watching! 00:00-01:29 Finding Balance Between Rest and Showing Up 01:30-03:05 My 20s have not been what I expected 03:06-04:30 Internal weather systems 04:31-06:10 Simple outings & still being a member of society 06:11-07:36 Journal things 07:37-08:09 This isn’t your whole life story
Why Beauty Products Can’t Fix Your Self-Esteem
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#beauty #selflove #selfhelp This isn’t a video to say that there is something wrong with makeup or beauty products are bad. This more a video to say that you are so much more than the way that you look and I want to share some of my story and give you advice on what has helped me not hyper focus so much on the way that I look and feel good about myself anyway. Thank you for watching! 00:00-00:5...
I'm struggling with this...
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Thank you for watching. You da best! #selfdevelopment #personalgrowth #Mentalhealthawareness #strugglingwithemotions
Social anxiety makes me want to hide
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Hi world!! Social anxiety has been such a struggle for me so I thought let's create a video on it. Maybe I will do another video on it in the future :)
I lost my creativity (but I am finding it again)
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Thanks for watching you beautiful humans x
I could never leave the house without makeup on...
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Just your reminder that you are so worthy :)
Spend a few wholesome days alone with me...
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Spend a few wholesome days alone with me...
Travelling Thailand as an Introvert
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Travelling Thailand as an Introvert
Going against the beauty norms by SHAVING MY HEAD!
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Going against the beauty norms by SHAVING MY HEAD!
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I once met one of my closest friends in Goa. We were like brother and sister. Both lonely travellers. So one day I asked him whether he always travels on his own and he smiled at me and said: "I am not travelling alone. Look around you, there are so many other people." That must have been 20 years ago if not more. I never forgot this sentence. Myself, I never feel lonely when travelling as I am not shy to talk to people and walk towards them. However, I know what you mean with couples, groups etc. I experienced that once in Egypt. Plenty of Israelis in big groups who had no intention to talk to other people than the ones in the group. I sat alone eating that evening but gladly found plenty of single travellers the next few days or simply talked to the locals which found that pretty cool as I was riding a scooter and doing my own thing as opposed to the usual tourists. I like your channel Becky, keep on going, keep on posting videos, speak out what you got to say. It´s good to hear.
I really admire your confidence to go up to other people and start talking to them. What is Goa like btw? I really would love to visit there one day
@ nothing to admire, Becky, I have to address people if I don’t want to end up lonely. As an only child who’s mother was absent most of my life, that’s pure survival mode and a curiosity for other people. As to Goa, it was really nice back then with the beach shacks and really friendly people. It’s complete different to the rest of India which is due to the Portuguese influence. People are well nourished, food is relatively safe as opposed to the rest of India. I did love it and went even twice to Goa or was it three times? But then the Russians came and bought a lot of property as well as a big part of the restaurants and beach shaks and then the quietness, peace and spirituality was gone. Never went back since. Went to Bali some years ago, one of my nicest holidays ever. I spent 3 weeks in Ubud as this place gave me a very good feeling and vibe with wonderful people. The family I was staying with did fall in love with me as a single traveller and declared themselves as my family abroad from now on. What I see and read about Ubud nowadays makes me shiver and very sad. Same as Goa. Overrun by Russians and an incredible behaviour towards the locals. Lovely Becky, I wish I could travel as much as you do but that’s not possible at the moment. Sending you warm hugs from Cyprus. Where in England do you live?
Personally, I enjoy travelling alone....Interesting vlog!
Def get the lonely bug...enjoyed the video!
Becky you are really very beautiful
I am with you. Lets do this!
Do some short strenuous exercise. That you are gasping for air. It will change your brain chemistry. The change occurs out of the chemistry, and not so much out of mental resolve, or simply thinking new thoughts. You have great courage and I love the honesty.
I’ve found this at a not liking myself a whole lot time. I’m Australian, and here rooting means bonking😂 But I do get what you mean! ❤
A book called 'Wherever you go, there you are' was given to me when I went through a deep depression after my life imploded 25 years ago - five massive traumas happened, one after the other (the second one lasted over two years) - it was literally hell on earth. I found myself not being able to be at home - every day I'd go on coach trips, bus journeys, walks, drives etc simply NOT to be at home and sit with myself and my thoughts. I still struggle. The song that got me through? 'Don't Bring Me Down' by ELO. Listen to it - trust me, it'll help.
Becky - this is the first video of yours that I've watched so I know nothing about you and what got you to where you are etc, but I just wanted to ask whether you've ever thought about becoming a voice-over artist? You have a beautiful speaking voice so suited to the Arts whether on radio or adverts and if you haven't considered this already get onto it, girl - you'd be brilliant! And thanks for this video - it's been a bad fortnight for me too. Good wishes.
I love watching new vloggers, her chirpy cheerful voice and artistic filming. It’s nice to watch these type of vloggers than the riches and glamour. We should all seek self acceptance and love ourselves first.
Thank you 🙏 I needed to hear so much of that especially “you don’t need to be fixed to start being kind to yourself” ❤f🇦🇺
Thank you for watching 💛
Becky's diary are becoming my inspirations these days .👀✨
That’s soooo kind thank you 🫶🏻
Hello!
Loved this so much
Thank you :)
You are so beautiful with short hair! Wow, really you look amazing!
You are very beautiful, a nice and obviously intelligent person. Thanks for the advice!
thank you i needed to hear this myself. I really enjoyed listening to your thoughts. as they say one step at a time
Would you like to visit India someday. India has everything one could hope to find. I cordially invite you to come here. Thanks and take care of yourself. 🙏
You’re really cool for sharing this and I hope you’re enjoying the journey, and that you arrive at your destination in due time :) (I had a similar thought this week, allowing myself to be different, accepting I deserved more. Accepting my craziness, consisting of a constant pressure to be perfect. This often led me to spiral into negativity, which then keyed everything else to that pov. And now I’m allowing myself to acknowledging my mistakes, but more importantly, giving myself time to learn and change. It starts with ourselves, and we hold all of the power)
What beautiful realisations you have had and yessss to it starting with ourselves :))))
Love this video 🥰 Good luck on your journey
A day on earth Every day I see the world I am forever amazed by its unending wonders And all the beauty of everything around me Each blade of grass, every pebbles, shoot and twigs Drops of dew as diamonds in the morning sun The fresh scent of renewed hope in the early breath The promises of life awoken Riches and abundance and rewards near I am so very small - this world so big Though I look and look I cannot see very far But I can see I belong here That I belong to here The new day also brings hurdles and sorrow Streams to cross, treacherous and menacing covers I am just a solitary little mouse trotting along In this immeasurable field I call home And no matter the dangers and the threats However unkind the weather and cold the nights And the friends lost and the dark days I am grateful for this ground I walk on I am the life given to me Like a voice needs a listener And the dream a dreamer This earth comes alive under my tiny little feet I am bound to it as it is to me I am just a solitary little mouse trotting along Small and defenceless, sometimes scared and unsure But trusting and confident in this moment Today, there is nowhere else I would rather be Here and now I belong To this life given to me I am a voice, I am a dream, I am a breath I am just a little mouse
As a fellow traveler in this universe let me offer some thoughts as they may be of use. Distraction is you learning to be nothing, as is much of your big challenges you have talked about here. Nothingness, yin, humility is very important in understanding and learning to trust and listen to yourself. The more humility you grow into, the more your subconscious/soul/deep you will show itself to you consciously. It's always been there guiding you and helping you, when you're creative, you're connected with it. For me it was dancing. Inside of this there's a point where you no longer and will never feel lonely again. Much of the thoughts you get from the hero's journey are indeed little trials and tests for you. They are best thought of as metaphors and stories to grow your feelings. I'd also suggest not to take them too seriously, that is it's just a means in which you grow into yourself. Change happens one step at a time, though on occasion you will think some bigger things changed as you finally got past a fear, finally became another level of that repressed feeling. Though it still happened on each step. Each step in which the old you died and the new you was born. I wish you well on your journey. I felt your feelings though this mini documentary and see some of your fears. I can assure you that in facing them and becoming more of you is a kind of bliss that can't be shaken. It IS very hard work, the hardest thing I've ever had to do, yet it's been worth it. You are right about the heroes journey. :)
Thanks so much for sharing all of your advice and guidance here. Appreciate hearing your thoughts and sounds like quite the journey 🥰
Hello, it happened to me too. Being numb, i felt as if i have muted my heart's own voice that i wasn't living the way i should be living but i came to my faith, and it truly didn't disappoint. Jesus saved me and truly has changed my life in ways i can't explain. God has deal my problem, and he will for you too, just come to him bcs his loves is without imperfections ❤️ ♥️
I’m glad to hear that you found your faith and connection with Jesus. I hope I can find my faith too 💛
I really needed to see this today, you are not just a hero on your own journey, but to countless others aswell, and know there are others that believe in you, that goes for the rest of y'all too! 🫶
Thank you for your kind words 💛 I believe in you tooo!!!!!
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What a beautiful video. I cried. ❤☺️ Thank you sis, your beautiful inside and out. May you find contentment and joy. Wishing that you thrive.
we'll be alright
We will 🥰
I'm just glad UA-cam showed me this video,thank you.
Thank you for watching 💛
smoke a cone, man. shits gonna be ok
Real.
What’s a cone? 🤔
dont know what i'm chasing
Keep searching buddy, you're not alone 😊
I understand the numbness and emptiness. Personally I realized that I needed to become a person that I could like while loving myself through the journey. There was nothing to like about the part of me that constantly sabotaged myself, it's hard to change but I'm getting there. I believe in myself and I believe in you too 💚
Thank you for your beautiful words of wisdom and so glad to hear that you’re getting there. This gives me hope too 🤗💛
I feel you sister, we'll make it through. We are the heroes of our lives!
We are indeed 🤗💛
I like who you are, and you can get through the rough times!!❤
When i first heard you say youre gonna shave your head i was like nooooooooo. Whyyyyyyy? She looks so good with the long hair but then when you shaved it all of, i was like....she looks so beautiful with the low cut. Omg it takes you! You look gorgeous.
This is so kind, thank you 💖🙏🏼
Hi Becky, I can relate to what you've shared. Thank you for being so honest about yourself. The dark patch is sometimes really difficult to climb out of but we must keep telling ourselves we can do it. Willpower comes from within us. Be strong....for you....hugs
Thanks for watching my video ❤ we can and we will do it!
i beautiful soul in a beautiful country...i get lost in depression at times...i think theres always light at the other end of our miseries..just know that im praying for ya (don't know your beliefs) and i hope you get to the light at the other end of your tunnel
Thank you for sharing and your comment 🙏🏼💫
You are very artistic.
mental health diaries in a form of a video - what a cool idea ❤
Loves from Brazil! Thank you for the positive thoughts ;)
Thanks for watching 🧚🏻♂️
Thanks for this video I didn't know I needed so much. I've been feeling a bit lonely lately and don't really feel like I can connect with anyone on that, but I just felt really connected with your struggles and the way you try to see things. So thank you <3
Thanks for watching and I hope the loneliness passes soon ✨
you are never to old to enjoy life walking in nature is the best thing to do I also like listening to the rain and nature
this is a really nice video and makes me think. lately i have been feeling super uninspired-- when i do art, it's fun but nothing really seems to stick with me, i'm not really engaged with the things i'm drawing and i don't feel fulfilled. i think the point you make about creativity not being limited only to art is an important thing to keep in mind, and i think i need to remind myself sometimes that i shouldn't freak out if i'm lacking inspiration, because it will come back to me, just on its own time. i wish you luck with your creativity journey as well, i hope i can find a way soon to get in touch with that side of myself again <3
Hi! I just wanted to say how much I enjoy your videos-they mean a lot to me. I’ve noticed that almost all of them, like your Christmas video from last year, are taken down after a few weeks. That xmas video brought me a lot of comfort, and I was wondering if there’s a particular reason why you remove them. I hope everything is okay!
Thank you so much, I’m glad my videos mean something 💛I definitely need to stop doing this so thanks for mentioning it here. I just watch my old videos back and get embarrassed by myself lol, but I’m really going to try to stop deleting them ☺️
I feel honoured to be here ❤❤❤
Thanks for being here 💛💛
accepting yourself is always a hard and long journey. I really do hope you truly find yourself <3
It really is and thank you <33 I hope you are doing good
I genuinely love your videos!!!
Thank you <333
Hiiii Becky!! I don’t know if you remember me, but I commented a while back on one of your other videos, and I’ve been watching every one silently since then - but this video really speaks to me, so I thought I’d leave a little comment to boost it! Have a great day :))
Hiiii so nice to see you here and I do remember :) Thanks for watching my videos and for commenting here, glad this video resonates. I hope you have a great day toooo <3333
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0:38 I really liked this video, thank you for making it. Please be careful with those light displays in your face cause those can damage your eyes!
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