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why is this not available in spotify T_T

Posted on my 44th birthday.

Funny…. I told my daughter every time she got her heart broke that guy she needs to be with is the one who is always there through thick and thin . The one who you put in the friend zone , he would give her little notes , a single flower, the kid was always there after each heart break she went through. Well yesterday they got married. He was there from 6 grade on and just loved my daughter since then. Not sure why women do that… but maybe someday they will realize it’s one who is always there for them.

Be careful

I have been looking for this damn song for over a decade. I first heard it on my MP3 when I was a kid 😂😂😂

Great song and off a great movie Fireproof 💔

The fireproof movie i love this!!

These songs reach a deep place in my mind, heart, will and soul.

Anyone here because The thrwo back Movie fireproof just came to your head causing you to wanna watch it and listen to thia song.

Lind of a scary song because it's so true.

🤘 19/9/23 🤘

TRUE 😢 WORDS!!

Sunday's sermon was about sin & the slow fade.

I feel vary happy after this

I don’t give two shits about god this is just a good song

🥰deep

Still here

2023 and still listening to this masterpiece

Took me like 20 mins to find this! But so glad I did

TW: SELF-HARM and I go over my su-cide attempt. I gave myself away in other ways. I got into the wrong crowd because I didn't understand my rapidly declining mental state. I was told I just wasn't close enough to God or I wouldn't be sad (wrong, but it was told to me by the pastor, so I believed him. I was later diagnosed with borderline personality disorder, major depressive disorder, ptsd, and severe anxiety) So, when I told my new friends about my thoughts, and what he said. They introduced me into self-harm. By then I'd already had a full-blown eating disorder, I just didn't know what that was. It all seems like my entire life spiraled after that. All just because of a few people told me it's what people who are sad do. I had my first su-cide attempt when I was 15, although at the time it was an accident. I just swallowed a bunch of Tylenol because I just wanted to feel numb from the emotional pain. I spent Christmas in the psych ward. I had my first boyfriend a few months later, and he was nuts. I gave myself away in other ways too. Anything to numb the depression and give myself bursts of serotonin. I went into a psych ward again after it was found out that I was not only regularly skipping school to be with him, but that I had continued hurting myself. After I got out, I found out he had been cheating on me the entire relationship. So, I left him. That's not what hurt. What hurt was it was with a friend of mine who I trusted. Who I'd known for years. In and out of psych wards I rotated, still just 15. I started dating one of his best friends just to do the same to him. Bang his best friend and brag about it. I ended up feeling so disgusted with myself that I swallowed over 500 aspirins, 50 tylenol, my medication, my mothers blood thinners, anything and everything I could get my hands on. No, I am not exaggerating, my family had recently gone to Cosco and bought these huge 250 count 2 packs of Tylenol for God knows what reason. It's not fast like the movies make it seem. I was quiet and just waiting to die. During that time, they had found out about my escapades again from my ex calling them (why they didn't even ask if he was lying always gets me, this is the same guy who called CPS and told them that my parents sexually assaulted me to try to get me taken from them so I could go back to him) and they had been setting me up to go back to a psych ward. So, I started to panic when I found out that I wouldn't die at my home. I still held on regardless, at that point they had already been in my system for 3 hours. Sitting in the psych ward in the waiting room with my dad took about an hour, that's when I felt the medication starting to kill me. I got tired, really tired. He even commented I looked exhausted, and I told him it had been a long day and I just wanted to sleep. The administration lady came and told me to follow her, and I got up, my entire vision got blurry. I stumbled because I couldn't feel my legs. My dad caught me surprised and asked me what I did. I vomited all over the floor as they all started to panic and get the ambulance. He called my mother who was crying to him about all I had taken. (Found my closet stash of empty bottles and packages) He just kept telling me over and over not to fall asleep. I remember getting in the truck and that's it. My parents (and doctor notes from the visit) said that I was actually awake the entire ride up to the hospital. Awake when they pumped my stomach and force fed charcoal down my throat. Awake long enough to answer questions afterwards before I turned pale in front of the doctor and my dad and started to have a seizure. My heart had stopped for 45 seconds. My dad said it was the scariest thing he ever saw, a bunch of staff rushed in and tried to get him out while starting to resuscitate me. He fought because he didn't want to leave, but a nurse touched his shoulder and told him that they needed the space for staff to do their job. They did resuscitate me, but I was unresponsive. Based on what I took, and how much I had taken, plus the fact it had already been in my system for so long they made the executive decision to life flight me to the ICU the state over. They told my dad that I most likely wasn't going to survive the flight up there, but if I did, they'd have to cut open my skull to allow the brain swelling to die down. I survived the flight there; I did not need surgery. I don't remember the four days I was there much. I have little fragments here and there, but my parents told me I was connected up to different machines (life support, I also had oxygen tubes shoved down my throat) and covered in IV drips (I had puncture marks on my arms, hands, and feet), and that I told them I was seeing things coming up out of the floor or down from the ceiling. I did gain full consciousness on the fifth day. I woke up in a new room, connected only to a single IV drip and a heart monitor, wearing an adult diaper :I (which is the funniest thing to me waking up confused as heck in a diaper lol ) I had doctors and nurses tell me all day that it was a miracle I survived. I did have to do breathing treatments for a month afterwards. But I cannot remember why. Some days, even though its been 9 years. I kind of wish I hadn't. I tried, I really tried. And to think, it was all because of a few stupid mistakes I chose that led me down the path of a decade long cycle of on and off self-harm, su-icidal ideations, and from losing how close I was to God. I don't feel like I deserve to go to church. I feel like an imposter every time I have tried afterwards. Like I'm too tainted. It's not worth it. I wish I could go back to who I was before I lost myself. (From ages 15-17 I had 14 acute psychiatric stays (depending on where you go to, some are for only 2 weeks, some were for over a month) I also lived in a residential home for a little over 6 months) I lost my childhood. I didn't get to be a real teenager. I had to grow up.

I’m still here

it is i chose it me and my husband divorced i miss him so much i miss him

Be careful little eyes what you see It's the second glance that ties your hands As darkness pulls the strings Be careful little feet where you go For it's the little feet behind you That are sure to follow It's a slow fade When you give yourself away It's a slow fade When black and white have turned to grey And thoughts invade, choices made A price will be paid When you give yourself away People never crumble in a day It's a slow fade It's a slow fade Be careful little ears what you hear When flattery leads to compromise The end is always near Be careful little lips what you say For empty words and promises Lead broken hearts astray It's a slow fade When you give yourself away It's a slow fade When black and white have turned to grey And thoughts invade, choices made A price will be paid When you give yourself away People never crumble in a day The journey from your mind to your hands Is shorter than you're thinking Be careful if you think you stand You just might be sinking And it's a slow fade When you give yourself away It's a slow fade When black and white have turned to grey And thoughts invade, choices made A price will be paid When you give yourself away People never crumble in a day (slow fade) Daddies never crumble in a day (slow fade) Families never crumble in a day Oh, be careful little eyes what you see Oh, be careful little eyes what you see For the Father up above is looking down in love Oh, be careful little eyes what you see

If you love someone just tell them. It will help you grow as a person. A rejection isn't the most painfull thing in the world. Of course it hurts but if you are mature enough you can still stay friends. Nothing makes me happier than being around the person I love and seeing that person happy. That's more than enough for me.

Thanks for the vídeo! It's amazing! 😊👏🏽

Played at my moms memorial service. She passed away the 5th of what I believe was pancreatse issues and kidney and heart failure. I took care of her very closely in her final days. At least she's in a safe place now. A way better place than Earth. It breaks my heart but I know she's fully healed.

Depois de alguns anos, cá estamos novamente

Writing from San Clemente, CA to say it’s been my dream to go to Fanore many years now and now I’ve heard this song I hope to make it a reality in 2023. That’s such a powerful message for all of us to don’t feel enough but find courage in our faith to keep trying. Thanks so very much. Bridget

13 years later and this song hits home. I am always encouraged to keep the faith. With love from Zambia 🇿🇲.

I really needed to hear this!

Ik how this feels it hits deep cause I sometimes feel myself wanna go back to my old ways and my mind starting think bad and I feel like I’m in a constant battle day and night and i even thought about ending it cause it’s so hard but I have to realize that’s not from God. God loves me he is always with me that’s why he sent his son for to take our sins but to speak to the truth and to fulfill the Law and make us the sinners a fighting chance to get into heaven but it’s not easy that’s way it’s the narrow way. I go thru lustful thoughts and my eyes I catch it I even thought about really plucking them out I don’t wanna sin I don’t wanna think of sin it’s so hard but I fight cause my Lord is my savior and I dedicated my life to him

This is deep cause your sins start from your mind and your eyes. If you really listen to the words u start to realize Jesus talk about this in Matthew once your mind is polluted you will start to act on it. The moment you dedicate your life to Jesus it’s a battle and some people will slowly go the opposite way from faith and start heading to destruction but fight the faithful fight stay on the narrow way

Slow Fade Versão em português (BRA) ua-cam.com/video/HS_pbE_-HO4/v-deo.html

i love it

I used to dedicate this song to the guy I loved from 2015. Update 7 years after, I still love him :C i know you’re happy right now! Mapapagod din akong mahalin ka.

This says so much.... Brought me to tears... I have heard this many times before.... This time It was over whelming...

Thank you

January 24th, 2022 Stay Safe in Christ 🙏

their best song

When you give yourself away. You grow. It's a lie of the mind. The devil is Lieing to you.He wants you to believe love is a evil. That it is going to take something away from you and make you less. Love completes us.

BIG LOVE...AMEN !

What great lyrics!

One of my FAVORITE songs

Rock and roll feeling

Am I the only one listens to this in this Covid Era?

I’ve suffered emotional and physical abuse as a teenager by family members and school staff. Honestly, as an 18 year old, I am able to hold myself up, but I feel numb. I heard this song as a kid and thought it was catchy, but now I like it cause I understand it more.

Absolutely beautiful!" Thankyou!"

This song reminds me of the past.

It's a slow fade when we turn away from the truth. In a world where truth is relative. For the Christian I encourage you to be devoted to the scriptures. It sure helps to keep us from evil. I Tim 2: 5-6 says there is only One Mediator between God and Man.. Jesus Christ ( paraphrased).. Its Jesus that helps us to see through the shades of lies that looks like truth

Father have mercy on us