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I hope you feel better. Hold onto hope ❤

My "im done" sign is my face starts to feel numb 🙄😩

I have no idea what benzo is, but ive experienced a lot of this with long covid for sure

Hi Anya, I've been following you since I started my own benzo healing journey about 7 years ago. I just wondered if you have ever thought about or tried DNRS. I started the programme 3 weeks ago and I'm seeing great results already. Mostly in the area of chronic fatigue,. Before starting the training I was bedbound 3-4 days a week, since doing it I haven't had one day in bed! I also found myself running up the stairs the other day which I' haven't done in 7 years. I still live with many symptoms and don't expect it will be quick process to fully recover, but to experience such a huge change in this area gives me so much hope and faith in the programme. There are lots of success stories, especially around CFS and long covid, maybe it's something that could help you too. You were a big support for me in the beginning of my journey and I'm sorry to see you are having a setback.

Hi Anya I am so so sorry for you! You will get there! I think about you and follow you I still have symptoms, now I have days with a lot of nerve pain that change in severity , but I am functional at least I saw big little lies in HBO max, with Nicole Kidman , it is soooo good! Hold on, you will get there finally! KR Myrna Myrna

I’ve been following your story a bit. Going through this here in Australia (withdrawal not a setback). Hope you feel better soon.

Hi Anya, just wondering how you are doing????

Hi Anya, boy can I feel your pain and I am so sorry you are going through the agony of waves/flares/covid! This is all so unfair and truly a nightmare for so many of us. I perked up when you mentioned headaches and migraines as I have been having some type of head pain over the last several weeks. Since I had major surgery in July, I have been all over the place with old and new symptoms. Plus, I have another UTI for which I have to take another antibiotic, a new type in powder form taken every other day for three days. Here come more symptoms, I hope not!!!! Since headaches have always been my worst symptom, I have seen at least three neurologists who know a bit about benzos, but, certainly not well educated. I have been to the ER too many times to count as my headaches are so bad that the attending doctor sends me right away for MRI’s and Cat-scans……nothing serious shows up, of course. Do you see a primary doctor ever? Were you set back originally from just one antibiotic? I really hope you turn that much needed corner very soon!!!!!

Bless you sweetie

Be gentle with yourself. Keep going!💪💖🙏👣

I’m back in a bad wave for the last 1.5 weeks. Your not alone lol. We will get there again love. It’s just getting through this. It’s the hardest thing anyone can ever go through. My fatigue has lifted but now my communication skills and cognitive abilities have completely disappeared. God knows if there is any pattern to this. It just does what it does.

Hi Anya You are soooo brave!! It is amazing! And the way you are coping is just awesome. I am having better days and worse days, on and off.. I can function, but I am still very careful and cautious with what I am doing. Mostly dealing with nerve pain, face and legs.. We’ll get there for sure! Myrna

Are you drinking coffee?

Sooo sorry. You will get better. Even if it is long covid you are doing all of the right things for either. Long C and setbacks are both nervous system crap. Hang in there. God bless you with a window very soon

Stay strong you will get through tough times don't last tough people do😊

Hi Anya, just wondering how you are doing today????

Vc ta linda

Boa noite linda beijo tudo bem com vc

Ta tudo bem com vc beijo

Hang in there you can do it!

Seems like you are doing much better!

Hi Anya I am doing much better than 3 weeks ago, some flares come and go.. but I think that was the last worst wave… wishful thinking. But we serve it I think as long term sufferers..don’t you agree? I am glad you are doing better too Kind regards Myrna

I am not sure how this is helpful. What is the takeaway? I guess your message is keep at it and then asking people to share how they are feeling.

Boa noite linda beijo tudo bem com vc 👍

Have you shared your Facebook page on here before? Would it be okay to follow you on there?

Hey.. I’ve been in a beautiful window the last 2-3 weeks after a 4 month long wave that commenced after my setback. I’ve been able to get back into normal things a little and rebuild a routine again. It’s not perfect but it sure beats the wrenching fatigue and confinement it causes. Keep going.

Hang in there. It gets better.

Hi Anya, just checking in to see how you are feeling today? More improvement I hope!!! I have been following you for quite some time and see a lot of your journey in me…lots of histamine issues, bad headaches, and other strange symptoms. I have been trying to recover from an incisional hernia repair performed on July 19th, but now am having bad ear and sinus pain. One thing after another is so demoralizing and depressing. Take care, Bonnie

Did you stop the calms forte?

You should look into buying 2 masssage guns masseuses use. It’s awesome you can put them on your temples head and neck it takes away so much tension . I know this may seem random 😂 but look into it especially if you experience head pressure and neck tension/pressure. You’re probably thinking why 2 massage guns and not 1? Because you can use 2 at the same time ! When I went through benzo withdrawal it helped immensely .

Way to go, Girl! Love the new space and so happy for you. I’m thrilled to hear your baseline has improved. (Cathy)

It's a real gift to have the one you love being on your team and knowing what you're experiencing is real.

Anya, I really relate to many of your physical symptoms and how they come and go. I have had some major health issues to contend with, so I am actually surprised that I get good windows. I am at 54 months post Valium taper so hope the final healing window will open and stay open sooner than later!!!!!. I also get those head sensations that can come and go within a matter of minutes. I had to have a hernia repair (much more major than I was led to believe) in July and am finally getting some pain relief. BTW, will you be getting the flu shot? Anyone else on here getting it? I can’t remember whether I was affected last year or not. Really afraid of getting the Covid shot for sure!!!! Continued healing🙏♥️

I get those strange sensations. They can last one minute or 1 day. They come in suddenly. Some times I just roll my eyes and say..what’s next? Sometimes they scare me. I know I do better if I don’t let myself react negatively. Getting scared just feeds it and it blows up to panic at times. I believe you’re in a setback and I believe it probably does stem back to a combination of things. But maybe this was gonna need to happen for your brain to completely heal. Healing is a process and maybe you were not actually healed before but in a wonderful window while your brain was still calibrating. The events that you had occur just set your brain back into healing mode. ❤

Hi Anya It is me again. I know what you are going through.. it is all healing. Your brain is working towards homeostatis. I had a horrible, awful week. And today, all the symptoms are mostly gone…. I feel worn out.. but the brain shit is gone; burning, tingling, pressure.. awful!! I just sit and breathe slowly and wait, no questions, because there will be no answer.. acceptance is key. You will make it! Myrna

Sweetie this to shall pass I understand 🙏🙏🙏

This video today really touched me. Your vulnerability helped me to feel not so alone in my own. I too find comfort in Pain Free You.

You seem better. I have post covid now too. Been extra exhausted

Such good news, Anya! Keep on doing what you are doing and soon a big beautiful window will open and usher you in!❤

Hi Anya. Just checking to see if today is a bit better for you…..I sure hope so!!!!

Are you any better today??

Hi, I’m really bummed to see you struggling again. I’ve never personally had covid. At least not that I’ve known of so I can’t give you my personal experience. But I had a buddy who recovered from benzo withdrawal after 3 years. Shortly after recovering he got covid and it brought on severe symptoms for like 4 months. He said they were worst than ever. He was so convinced he undid all his progress and then it just went away one day and he was back to feeling good. Then a year later he gets covid again and he’s hit with the worst acute ever. He said sleep issues so severe he hardly slept for weeks. Things like akathisia and pots which he didn’t have previously. Then after like 2 months it went away again and he’s back to feeling his healthiest he’s been in a long time. So just because things are bad now doesn’t mean you lost all your progress. Things can turn good again as quickly as they turned bad. Just keep believing that you will get better. I really think that belief is the most powerful tool we have for healing. It’s like our bodies respond on a cellular level when we truly believe. The mind body connection is real so don’t give in to the fear and negative thoughts. I know thats a lot easier said than done. I can’t imagine how defeated you must be feeling after battling this hell for so long. But you’ve got this my friend. You’ve made it this far you can hold on a little longer. There is someday when this nightmare will be behind you for good. Stay strong, I will send some prayers your way.

I think covid seems to affect our weak areas. I think it may have triggered your bind symptoms rather than it being long covid. I left a comment about Reiki on your last post, but I accidentally put it as an answer to someone elses comment. I hope you get to see it. I'm going to repeat, I've followed you for a long time, you were the only positive person I could find for a long time. You've been inspirational with the gentle grace with which you have accepted your situation and kept open a positive option for healing. I am sure you will heal from this set back too. Sending hope, love & healung❤

Hi Anya, My symptoms are soo similar too yours at the moment. 6 years off, it is brutal, worse than worse day after day after day. I keep telling myself that this might be the last wave before the final open door, as many tell which happens at a lot… Lets hope so!!! You are not alone Myrna

I am about 15 months into my Long Covid & POTS journey. Just wanted to hop on to say that the symptoms you have been describing sound very similar to my experience with Long Covid. Sending healing prayers 🩷

I'm so sorry. Praying for you

I know you are not a Christian (no judgement! 😊) but saying the Lords prayer 🙏 repeatedly puts me to sleep when i am going through something similar. ❤

You’re really going through it. I’m so sorry. Keep going. You/we will make it through this. Life will be amazing again. (Cathy)

If you can, maybe telling your partner that you are going to completely accept this help and release an guilt or self expectation. That stuff is all resistance. Not easy to do but this could help things flow a little more. So so insanely challenging during a move. Rooting for you. 🐦‍⬛

You look so healthy and happy.