That John May
That John May
  • 125
  • 1 330 959
Dark night of the soul ...
Dark night of the soul ...
Переглядів: 634

Відео

Penny is dropping ....
Переглядів 71214 днів тому
Penny is dropping ....
The Greatness Showman
Переглядів 50821 день тому
The Greatness Showman
To "Be" or not to "Be" ?
Переглядів 56821 день тому
To "Be" or not to "Be" ?
God...
Переглядів 65428 днів тому
God...
Delete .....
Переглядів 975Місяць тому
❤️❤️❤️
Numb....
Переглядів 1 тис.Місяць тому
Lack of excitement..
Respect .......
Переглядів 647Місяць тому
With a tad of swimming
Turks new event ....
Переглядів 848Місяць тому
Turks new event ....
Good news......
Переглядів 963Місяць тому
Jobs are flying in ...
Skin tags???
Переглядів 735Місяць тому
Little surgery today..
Acting ...
Переглядів 724Місяць тому
Light at the end of the tunnel x
The Wirral Way..... Felling better x
Переглядів 1,4 тис.Місяць тому
Thinks are looking up x
Day - 5...Well that was interesting
Переглядів 940Місяць тому
Retreat...🏃‍♂️
Day - 5 Keeping it up
Переглядів 863Місяць тому
DAY 4....
Day - 3 Stroke??
Переглядів 1,9 тис.Місяць тому
Day - 3 Stroke??
Day - 2 Filling the cup
Переглядів 1,3 тис.Місяць тому
Day - 2 Filling the cup
Day 1 - Not exactly how one hoped
Переглядів 3,5 тис.Місяць тому
Day 1 - Not exactly how one hoped
The Struggle ( But we go again).....
Переглядів 3,5 тис.Місяць тому
The Struggle ( But we go again).....
Corona Mums Home Alone #comingsoon coming
Переглядів 2,4 тис.11 місяців тому
Corona Mums Home Alone #comingsoon coming
This week on Gogglebox #jimmysavile
Переглядів 3,7 тис.Рік тому
This week on Gogglebox #jimmysavile
Introducing Christina Mcguniess Mischa. There's always a bigger fish...
Переглядів 2,1 тис.Рік тому
Introducing Christina Mcguniess Mischa. There's always a bigger fish...
The Exorcism of Karen Corona
Переглядів 19 тис.2 роки тому
The Exorcism of Karen Corona
Turk & Lemo: Panic in Paradise (Trailer)
Переглядів 9 тис.2 роки тому
Turk & Lemo: Panic in Paradise (Trailer)

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @Anthony-x5g
    @Anthony-x5g День тому

    Member your videos ya done jimmy corkhill cila black and the fella of brookside Jeroooome get ya coat lad we goin to sweeps 😂😂😂😂

  • @Alex-jg2gf
    @Alex-jg2gf День тому

    Tha was a belta 😂

  • @CheyenneJasmine
    @CheyenneJasmine 3 дні тому

    I’m crying 😂😂😂

  • @LaurenCox-c8g
    @LaurenCox-c8g 4 дні тому

    been there John kid. Gabor Mate, Bessel van Der Kelk, Nicole LaPera, Ram Dass, Tara Brach - always reaching, buddhism refers to the hungry ghost. Proper feel ye

  • @CatFluff-pm6qr
    @CatFluff-pm6qr 13 днів тому

    Aww who couldn't love craig💖he's so adorable.

  • @Maxmulcahey1
    @Maxmulcahey1 14 днів тому

    This is brilliant 👍🏾

  • @CatFluff-pm6qr
    @CatFluff-pm6qr 17 днів тому

    John is she talented👍👌🇬🇧

  • @JC-ox8yl
    @JC-ox8yl 17 днів тому

    Were on a journey mate you're not alone don't worry.

  • @juzzylfcok252
    @juzzylfcok252 17 днів тому

    Lad the next time you're looking to do a little bike ride over this side ( wirral) ill definitely do my best to join up.

  • @KevinJones-g2m
    @KevinJones-g2m 18 днів тому

    Give fishing a go lad you would be surprised what fishing does for yer mind

    • @ADyingFaith
      @ADyingFaith 18 днів тому

      Not so relaxing for the fish though.

  • @V___M
    @V___M 18 днів тому

    Eckhart Tolle's Guide to Finding Your True Self Beyond the Ego - ua-cam.com/video/bYH7rR4EKTU/v-deo.html

  • @MarieThomas-t4b
    @MarieThomas-t4b 18 днів тому

    Eckhart Tolle describes ego death and dark night if the soul beautifully; youtube. Have a gorgeous day 😊x

    • @V___M
      @V___M 18 днів тому

      I love Eckhart and have suggested him before... Get on it JM, he is an absolute gem. x

  • @phallac35
    @phallac35 18 днів тому

    This could be me you where talking about and my now daughter called the class clown 5 child of 6 and one who broke the 3 years between each one and just been told by my mother I took away my brothers chance to be a toddler because I was born Always trying to make people laugh to feel popular I was told I had talent but never by parents removed friendships as I realised they only bothered because I was funny Not a good childhood and lots of shouting Nobody in our family speaks to each other Luckily i an amazing wife and great kids Daughter has ADHD she mirrors me in personality and how she navigated school life and growing up without the toxicity my mum and dad displayed

  • @jimmyfusion-c7b
    @jimmyfusion-c7b 19 днів тому

    This is the most positive and the clearest set of thoughts that I have heard from you since I began observing you on this recent journey... I left a comment on the last vid about an hour ago and a suggestion that you watch a recent brilliant podcast by a guy called Gabor Mate and Theo Von (really brilliant at helping to understand how childhood experience shapes adult thought and behaviour)... hopefully you find this useful... Beyond all this John you were meant to go through what you are going through... it is part of your journey...

  • @ronaldo-l8g1j
    @ronaldo-l8g1j 19 днів тому

    hi daisy 😊😊😊

  • @jimmyfusion-c7b
    @jimmyfusion-c7b 19 днів тому

    John have you ever read or watched a guy called Gabor Mate?... He is really interesting for anyone interested in the effects of early development and the impact of early trauma (however that manifests)... Only a few days ago he did a brilliant podcast with Theo Von (someone who also has a lot of early baggage) and touched on these topics... I think you you would find this really interesting and useful... Things that stand out for me from this conversation (as it relates to you) is how children process experiences where they feel that they are not being seen or attended to by adults/parents and how becomes entrenched in the ways we then try to make sense of these experiences (as kids), and then carry these thought patterns and ways of being with us across childhood and into adulthood... He also talks about the need for self compassion (as opposed to trying to know everything about why we are the way we are)... sometimes we just are who we are even if we don't fully know why or how (and that is OK)... Sometimes we also have to try to let go of pain that has been inflected on us by people who did not know any better... (even when these people were the ones we were relying on most)... In the words of Jim Morrison... into this world we are born... into this world we are thrown... I hope you find this useful and continue on your journey to finding peace and self acceptance... You have got loads in your locker John and lots to find out about yourself and love... I guarantee you will!!

  • @CatFluff-pm6qr
    @CatFluff-pm6qr 19 днів тому

    It's hard when battling depression and it is a BATTLE, I know it's been my life on and off for years.Thinking of you 💓

  • @grahamkershaw11
    @grahamkershaw11 19 днів тому

    I can relate to every single thing you say and I'm hoping to chat with you at some point!! You are one of the funniest people I've ever seen on UA-cam and you have been similar to therapy for me these last few years, so thank you so much big man ❤💯💯💯💯

  • @bradleysmith9240
    @bradleysmith9240 19 днів тому

    I level with you massively, sounds deep bit all this is in the Bible, metaphorically, we all suffer, we all get it wrong, people wrong us, human beings are flawed, we go to war, greed jealousy envy is alive now more than ever, humans find it easier to sin, life is an test, feels horrendous at times, especially when you are made of the good stuff.. Everything is temporary, we go into Autumn which won’t last, then winter.. spring & summer… that’s us as spirits & souls having a human experience. You have a great understanding of yourself, great quality’s, Gratitude for the chance.

  • @stesullivan6770
    @stesullivan6770 19 днів тому

    You have many talents mate, you have just described myself to a fuckin T Define normal kid . It’s a myth. If you look in the dictionary under “Normal” there’s a picture of you 🤪👍

  • @Lew940
    @Lew940 19 днів тому

    Rebirth brother youve had a ego death, all that material sh** means nothing 😎✌🏻 Keep working on the internal.

  • @Preppy_gurl245
    @Preppy_gurl245 19 днів тому

    I will wash your dishes for you 😂💕

  • @barbaraharnick2945
    @barbaraharnick2945 19 днів тому

    👏🏻❤️

  • @RadeyRads
    @RadeyRads 20 днів тому

    U need the right bike for the season/conditions now we are into the autumn. Road bikes and hybrids will struggle. I personally feel much safer on a moutain bike with that added tyre grip a front suspension in the cold months. Could deffo factor in to the amount of people who show up ❤️

  • @HelloShinyCubone
    @HelloShinyCubone 20 днів тому

    Struggling myself at the moment & it’s hard to see the people who bring me joy feeling the same way. Being you. I can relate to what you’re saying about a need to please others, and forgetting what I actually want myself. Thanks for uploading this. I hope you find that incentive soon.

    • @thatjohnmay
      @thatjohnmay 20 днів тому

      @@HelloShinyCubone ❤️❤️

    • @thatjohnmay
      @thatjohnmay 20 днів тому

      if it helps just know I have s magikarp tattooed in my foot and a pokeball on my right ankle 😂💪❤️

  • @yvonneroscoe2073
    @yvonneroscoe2073 20 днів тому

    Self love is so hard , I am a total people pleaser and it drains every ounce of energy out of me, ah if I’d have had a bloody bike I would have been there today lol x

  • @YoutubeCollection863
    @YoutubeCollection863 22 дні тому

    Totally relate to this. I'm the type of person who wants to be alone, but feels lonely as soon as I am. I want to be invited to social events, just to turn them down so I don't feel left out. I can be in the middle of a pub, party etc and feel absolutely bored shitless and out of place, but slap a blag smile on my face and think, thisnis one more under my belt. I wake up every day anxious for no apparent reason, then it wears off a bit throughout the day, until i have a glass of wine about 10 o'clockand get an hour of happiness then pass out. I think the hardest part of depression is the cruelty of the tricks it plays on your brain. You're presented with a problem, to which there's no solution. But you're obsessed, preoccupied and driven to do nothing but focus on the problem. The key is when you're able to let go and forget, when your brain is so exhausted with the quest it just gives up. People go two ways, they give up on life or just learn to cope more and more each day in the absence of answers. Just my opinion on it.

  • @CatFluff-pm6qr
    @CatFluff-pm6qr 22 дні тому

    John is such a great actor👍

  • @CatFluff-pm6qr
    @CatFluff-pm6qr 22 дні тому

    I Honestly don't know why this wasn't picked up by TV? It's so funny I've watched it over and over.🇬🇧

  • @CatFluff-pm6qr
    @CatFluff-pm6qr 22 дні тому

    I've been struggling lately( big time) I was sitting on my bed and I was going through UA-cam and nothing was doing it, I was desperate for something to make me laugh then I remembered your " exorcist " Karen corona, I put it on and I swear to God it lifted my mood💓 THANK YOU XXX

  • @CatFluff-pm6qr
    @CatFluff-pm6qr 24 дні тому

    When I'm on a downer I turn to craig" John may"👍👌🇬🇧

  • @jimmyfusion-c7b
    @jimmyfusion-c7b 25 днів тому

    There was a lot going on in that 16.20 mins!!! Decent voice but woeful film!!!... Taking it slow, and taking a bit of time off makes loads of sense... have you thought of jumping a flight somewhere for a few days... proper left field... some really cheap flights to Marrakech at the min John... a bit of adventure, some sun and a nice bit of black on a nice quiet roof terrace would work wonders!!... I swear by it... Or Wales??? PMSL.... It is really good to see your energy... there is a slight manic element but I get that... and it's a good thing!!!... I work in a different part of the country and on my 4 hour commutes on my way to work at 4am on a pitch black and p*ssy October Monday morning or a Friday evening I have full blown conversations between several characters who inhabit my brain (a 60 a day Glaswegian, a smooth Edinburgh chap, a Brummie and a few others... mixed in with a few staple numbers and some strong coffee... keeps me from ending up in a ditch... and it's me!!!) Your slight mania come across as a mix of defiance and positivity... and if by expressing yourself you feel good, then do it... Give us another number tomorrow!!! Do you know any ABBA or Gina G???

  • @ianchristopherson1973
    @ianchristopherson1973 25 днів тому

    You need to get in Charlie's Bar in Ñew Ferry mate, have a boss time in there😂

  • @tonypeters9763
    @tonypeters9763 25 днів тому

    Your health is the most important thing John, so trust in your mind and body, you know yourself better than anyone. Good for you taking a bit of time out mate

  • @yvonneroscoe2073
    @yvonneroscoe2073 25 днів тому

    You have a fabulous voice ! Xx

  • @V___M
    @V___M 25 днів тому

    Yes lad! You sang a belter in the car, this is a very positive sign. And you are a wonderful person... keep going x

  • @jimmyfusion-c7b
    @jimmyfusion-c7b 25 днів тому

    In the words of the irrepressible Lynda Randle: One day at a time, sweet Jesus That's all I'm asking of You Just give me the strength to do everyday What I have to do Yesterday's gone, sweet Jesus And tomorrow may never be mine God help me today Show me the way One day at a time On a more serious note... John you look like the weight of the world has been lifted from your shoulders... There is a totally different energy in this vid... Small victories... having a good day, whatever that may be... being kind to, and patient with ourselves and others and swimming with the tide instead of trying to fight it is... keep putting your best foot forward... don't expect massive changes overnight... build on all the great stuff that you already have in your locker and don't worry too much... what difference will being stressed make??? tomorrow, or the day after may be the best day ever or may be a crap day... it is what it is... doing your best with each day is a building block... and the same with the next day... being consistent with your approach... doing the little things well and putting your best foot forward is the way to go... Really good to see this vid!!!

  • @tonypeters9763
    @tonypeters9763 25 днів тому

    Baby steps John mate best way to go take your time things will come together your doing really well so far mate keep going

  • @antonydicesare4632
    @antonydicesare4632 25 днів тому

    You'll get yourself, where you need to be, in your own time mate. Don't beat yourself up if you take a backward step, and don't worry if your journey takes longer than others. They're not walking your walk. 1 day at a time, no need to look to far ahead. Good luck with the bike ride, wished I lived closer. All the best. Xx

  • @amalone539
    @amalone539 25 днів тому

    When I sort land for my bees mate you can come and be a bee keeper and just bee 👍🏻 on a serious note don’t beat ya self up your doing sound 👊🏻

    • @davidallanson8767
      @davidallanson8767 21 день тому

      😂 I keep bees aswell, boss arnt they! 😂

    • @amalone539
      @amalone539 20 днів тому

      @@davidallanson8767 yeah I love it mate but had to move my 3 hives from rain hill to my house in anfield to over winter so need to find land for beginning of next year

  • @Liverpoolchannelhope
    @Liverpoolchannelhope 26 днів тому

    Hope your ok mate ,one step at a time ,keep it simple the little things matter more✌🏻

  • @yvonneroscoe2073
    @yvonneroscoe2073 26 днів тому

    Just staying in the moment is the way to be , it’s bloody hard and I struggle with it too xx

  • @michaeljebb9537
    @michaeljebb9537 26 днів тому

    Don’t overthink overthinking, get plenty of sleep, plenty of exercise, cut out the fast foods, caffeine and ales, and try and avoid stresses. After a couple of months you’ll feel a million dollars. Take care of yourself 🙂

  • @dannyhogi4953
    @dannyhogi4953 26 днів тому

    Hope your doing ok mate

  • @AliceWright-l4o
    @AliceWright-l4o 26 днів тому

    The ego is out of control

  • @TwinTravels40
    @TwinTravels40 26 днів тому

    😂😂😂

  • @Alexander-br7vh
    @Alexander-br7vh 27 днів тому

    🤖 Only the supreme being is real, everything else is fiction 🤖

  • @jimmyfusion-c7b
    @jimmyfusion-c7b 28 днів тому

    John, with the profile you have I can imagine that you get loads of people blowing smoke up your ars*... telling you how great you are... Ultimately, I am not sure that is helpful... While I am an admirer of your acting work (I have introduced mates to you... genuine quality stuff that deserves at the least a cult following and at best a wider audience... now I am blowing smoke!!)... Despite this, I have also watched your personal stuff and tbh feel that the huge personal changes to are looking for put too much pressure on yourself... I also think that losing a relationship is very close to someone very special dying in our lives ... there is a grieving process we need to do and it takes as long as it takes (stuff I picked up on from earlier vids)... this takes time to work through... Beyond this, this stuff you talk about in this vid makes loads of sense!!... We are all a collective energy... Totally!!, and the true God (whatever that may turn out to be) isn't what we are brainwashed to believe in the bible or any other religious texts... rather, it is not JC (top fella), Allah or anyone else that we should worship... instead, just like JC, we are all sons of God (you, me and everyone else)... we all come from the same source... Taking this on board (really taking this on board) is a massive game changer and truly liberating... I agree about external validation... immediate gratification can work in the moment but you can stick your 40k 4x4 or your big house etc up your arse!!!... all external!!... looking inside ourselves is where we find real wealth, real truth and real peace... You are definitely on the right tracks here!!!... On a related note, have you ever read/listened to Billy Carson views on God, existence etc?... Really interesting... also authors like Graham Hancock's views on ancient civilisation are really interesting... All the best x

  • @MarieThomas-t4b
    @MarieThomas-t4b 28 днів тому

    If we invest in our thoughts, that becomes our reality, we're not the thoughts, we're the witness of the thoughts; watch them, without investing. Meditate, freedom is within 🥰

  • @Flipmole123
    @Flipmole123 28 днів тому

    When John slips into his camp, scouse alter ego I can hardly tell as it's so subtle. Mr May is a thespian of the highest calibre