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All inclusive,yess,i know it entirely😊 This frolicking spark in your eyes,i absolutely adore it! I soo love you!❤🥳

My heart 💜 to your heart 💜 💜🙏🏽

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Your popping up all over my youtube now. Its great to see how free someone can be. Its breaking down these ideas I have of how someone who is in tune with life should be. For that I thank you.

embodiment 🐒💜🌊

So cute and intimate, my heart melts. As if I can feel his being (and the sound of chewing popcorn!) in my body 🩷💜

Yay! Love it! 🥰

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It’s funny how Rinshu and I went to shopping just to get Gluten free flour for the first time ever. Haha. No wonder why gluten free was on our mind.

Such intense emotions you are processing lately,i can feel you. Not that it should in any shape or form but shift shall arise in celebrating life maybe more instead of focusing on death. Yes ,its natural,yes its fine ,cycles,yet somehow joy,fun, laughter seem colourful Violet more. Kisses.

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Ive .had SOOOO much experience with death on every single level.Relatives including an infant niece, both parents-- I cared for myhis last month of life so he could die at home with my Mom, who died with her sister /best friend. I worked hospice for nine years, and I was comfortabe with it. I felt good about being able to be there and focus on the needs of the dying without emotion getting in the way. They didn't have to feel sorry for me--the dying often are not comfortable dying with their family, and some want them near. I was there in whatever capacity they needed me for, and as you said, it is a great honor. That is what prepared me to care for my father, and then I felt I'd given all i had to give in that way. I was exhausted, and i needed a change, so I went back to school, and after that I delivered pizza and cleaned houses. I found a place on a random road trip that called to me, and i felt I belonged somewhere for the first time. I tied up loose ends and moved there. I've always been a drinker, but this town was all about hard drinking, and I got even better at it. Meanwhile, all around me, friends died left and right from alcohol. I kept drinking. I didn't know how much I was hiding from. I met my husband there, and we had some happy years there==got married ---a costume party wedding with balloons and confetti and streamers, in the bar where I first decided I would live there. There were pirates, wenches, fairies and clowns. I was a tie dye hippie and my husband was a steampunk ships captain. The son of the owner of the bar (an outdoor bar covered by a tent) climbed the semi trailer that served as the bar and kitchen, and blew bubbles down on us. About that time, I started having a lot of pain in my knee. I ignored it, and self medicated by drinking more. Brandy. STRAIGHT. Long story short, I blew out my liver. I'd been drinking since I was eleven, and that was the icing on the cake. No one thought I would live. There was no rehab, no AA. I got six weeks in ICU, and now it's stay sober or DIE. Since that near death, I had two more--one, a fever of 107--encephalitis, which should have also killed me but did not. Next came cancer, and a radical hysterectomy. Luckily no chemo radiation because I KNEW the minute I had it, and we caught it very early. Those were only three of the over 30 random, unrelated ways I have almost died, but didn't. So I do all I can do make the world a better place in return. So here's what I've learned. They aren't really gone. Since I've been on both sides of the veil, starting with 4 times the day I was born, I have learned a LOT. I don't call up spirits or do seances or any of that. Spirits just come to me--including animals. 5 years after my dog died, she came to me in a dream, frantic, and then disappeared. Some part of me knew she wanted me to wake up, and when I opened my eyes, our bedroom was full of smoke. Our house was on fire! We ran downstairs and my husband yanked the burning cord from the burning portable radiator and I slid the door open and he threw it outside. That was a close call for both of us, and I KNEW Ruby saved us. When she died, we buried her under the house. Other spirits have come to me too--my mother who didn't even belive in "such NONSENSE" when she was alive, came to me right after I had gone to see her as she was being cared for by my aunt in her last days. She said at the time "Go live your life. I don't want you sitting here watching me die". We had just gotten home and I smelled her distinctive smell of obsession perfume, rose milk hand lotion and dove soap. I felt her hand on my shoulder as I unpacked my suitcase, and I heard her say "I'm going now. Don't cry". I called my aunt and sure enough, she had just taken her last breath. She came again when I had the fever and said "You'll be OK. I'm here now". I felt her and smelled her that time, too. Sure enough, I survived a 107 fever--taken on three thermometers because my husband and then the EMTs could not believe it. I didn't even have a seizure, which is what happens when a fever gets past 105. So never think for a minute that we/they are just GONE when we "die". We are just leaving the ship we traveled in for a time, but we still exist. Like you get in a car, drive it and then get out. Same exact thing. When you realize that, lost becomes a lot less painful. Take care

Thank you for sharing with us, Violet. I’ve experienced much loss over the past year, but full of gratitude. Much love to you and Kenny. 🥰

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Much love, Kenny ❤️😢

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So beautiful n love you honey.

I am you as you are. So much love!

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I feel the same way ❤ I had to put my dog spike to sleep and it was very hard

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Right there with you ❤

My heart goes out to you ❤

How did you come to know all this. Did you have an awakening type experience?

Much love to Kenny, my heart goes out to your dear, precious friend. Sharing in your feelings is a gift, thank you. May grace be with you both.

There are not many people in the world who can see that we can go beyond all that we had known. If we were all like this mental health issues would disappear.

Thank you for the deep heartfelt sharing ❤🙏

Haha, he's so gentle with it! It's very cute. My dog would've inhaled it

Cutest baby 😊

Thank you Violet 💜 It is really beautiful to travel with you in your space ship! And to listen to you with my heart 🙏🏻

Thank you for you, sending all love. ❤

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I apologise if this seems negative - it has positive intent , For me the dissonance created by the music and bowl being hit at the same time does not serve you / us; also the bowl is overloading the mic and needs to be hit further away from the mic with less intensity. Your message is great quality though. 😊 Cheers, Ross

Thank you for the open, honest and unvarnished post. Cheers, Ross

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Just seeing that :(

Awwwwe. Alchemy. So bitter/sweet. Go slow. There is no rush. Sending support...❤

that's beautiful, i feel this...only you seem miles ahead in living it

This brings me much joy! 🐶 🍿 🥰

„Selfishness is not freedom“ ❤️ Thank you, dear Violet 🙏

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I don't get it... Why is she so sad for 'letting go' of places and people she loves? Like I love my family so much but why is it sad / upsetting when one wakes up and loves them unconditionally (not selfishly)... Same for places ... How does one 'lose' a place when waking up? I'm going thru a dark night of the soul and feeling confused.

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You are beautiful from every angle 📐 💫✨💫

Wow. Amazing video. Videos and moments like this are why I keep coming to your channel. You don't have to talk about "form is emptiness and emptiness is form", you live and breath it. 🙏

the sky and the trees through those windows.. ❤❤❤