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thanks for the heads up, ive started drinking a lot more water so i might not even notice it

@sadbutstillpretty hello

@@totz83 I'm just trying my best

​@LukeWoodWillan chin up mate, I was only joking. You just look a bit like ufc fighter paddy pimlet. Take it easy and all the best in the future

@@Yorkshire.blue. I used to be fit before meds

@@Toastiiiiiiiiiiiiii greetings from Nz

@@OJASCKI thanks for your comment, I have considered that, it's nice I'm starting to learn different parts of myself and why I am the way I am, the way I am and what's caused it, it's helping me to understand more about myself and feel more comfortable and knowing my limits/boundaries at least for the time being, it's nice to have because for my whole life until now I've worried because I couldn't do things others could do, but now I have a reason for that, and the reason gives so much insight and answers that I'm very grateful for, I don't see it as an issue, I'm not worried as much, if at all about moving forward, there's a lot to pray into and work on but I've got time. God bless

@@OJASCKI the diagnosis describe exactly the things I've been struggling with but haven't been able to put into words, it's nice to have the clarity and it's a sigh of relief, like I don't have to figure it out on my own, and hopefully people I talk to in person will be more understanding with me and stop trying to control my life, I.e getting me to work lol, I need time to figure things out. I feel like I'm learning about parts of me I've kept hidden and now I'm learning who I am, at least right now, God bless

@@LukeWoodWillan who doesn't enjoy clarity! :D it's the same eureka moment scientist feel. the ringing of truth. most people do not analysis themselves at all. whatever anybody says to you, you know you better than they know themselves. forget meeting other peoples goals. you set the goals then enjoy achieving them. as long as you survive, your good. i have my own religious beliefs. what part does god play in your life?

@OJASCKI thankyou, God is my father, and he can be yours too, we were created but man fell through sin, Jesus brings the connection with God back and we can spend every moment with him, being guided by him and speaking with him how we were created to be. I recently felt a tiny amount of the life and peace of God and I realize he is the father I always needed, his word feeds the Soul, I have bible videos if you want to look into it, I have a playlist of the book of proverbs and I pray through that too, what are your beliefs?

@@theoneunder thanks but it's what my psychologist wrote lol, but it's from the things I've told her

@@LukeWoodWillan Seems they have a little insight into what's going on. Try and keep the same people around you. Mental health services can be a bit shit without a decent worker relationship. Stick with it man.

@@theoneunder yea it's very helpful when I go see them, I learn a lot, yea I agree, it's good to have a good relationship with people who work with you for mental health

@@theoneunder that's great insight, I haven't noticed it myself, I'm on anti psychotics so my body acts do random, if I have a bad day nicotine makes me quite depressed

@@LukeWoodWillan Side-effects to sedatives tend to subside after a while. Hope you find a comfortable course of meds. I use nicotine and bloody nora, too much of that can be quite intense. I've heard it referred to as nic-sick. Keep at your videos, i've always believed in talking.

@@theoneunder thanks, yea the side effects got more manageable on the anti psychotics, but I lost interest in everything so it was miserable for a while, getting better now though and I should be off them entirely in about 2 months

@@theoneunder I've never had nic sick, I'm trying a course of nicotine patches with lozenges now, I noticed I'm vaping much less and I'll continue to cut down on it

@@LukeWoodWillan Good luck pal, spend some chill time with yourself or cool people and just remember, as corny as it sounds, shitty times and things will always pass. Life's always in movement. We all need to rest up sometimes.

Muhammad and his companions raped female captives; Sunan Abu dawud 2155 and 4:24 Quran. Wife beating in islam; 4:34 (A tafsir by ibn abas says that a woman was scourged in an unexaggerated manner because her husband suspected that she was being disobedient.) Islam abolished a humane practice and adoption because Muhammad lusted after his adopted sons' wife; 33:37 Quran Islam makes child marriage permissible; 65:4 (according to this verse, you can even marry and have sex with a 1 day old child because they haven't hit puberty yet) Muhammad married a 6 year old and had sex with her when she was 9 years old, and muslim sources say that she used to play with dolls till the age of 14 because she wasn't pubescent. Deep a 54 year old man having sex with a 9 year old who didn't hit puberty. That's Islam for you. Also, this command has not been abrograted which means people are still doing this where Islamic Sheria/Law is established. Take your filth and go elsewhere my boy.

God revealed himself in part to me in my latest video. God has 3 parts, one person, Soul (father) word (truth) Spirit(body and eternal Life) for Jesus to be born he has to have a sepearte soul, thus coming forth from being God, but becoming a man with the soul of a human. 2 seperate souls, One is the father God, one is the son Jesus

If having the spirit of God and being the truth, then when we are born of spirit, with the truth written in our hearts, yet a seperate soul from the father, does that make us God too? no, sons and daughters

@@mastermousemice6940 you also changed what 2 Corinthians 1:3 said

@@LukeWoodWillan If you are encountering the Lord, then he is working, because he loves you. But I cannot predicate doctrine on your subjective personal experience, because what you are saying is contradict both by scripture, that is the word of God, and tradition. Why do I say this? Because Titus 2:1 gives me the instruction "You, however, must teach what is appropriate to sound doctrine." And Paul warns that people who teach will be held to a higher standard on the day of judgment, see James 3:1 "Not many of you should become teachers, my fellow believers, because you know that we who teach will be judged more strictly." So both you and I must be careful with what we say and why we say it. When you make such claims from personal experience, I cannot use that alone for doctrine. I must go back to the word of God.

@@mastermousemice6940 1 John 5:7 1 John 5:7 (KJV) For there are three that bear record in heaven, the Father, the Word, and the Holy Ghost: and these three are one. 3 parts, 1 person, the father breathed life, so he himself must have the breath of life, thus the father has his own distinct breath of life compared to Jesus, who we know was separate from the father, the father being in heaven and Jesus being on earth. I also understand that what God shows me people may not understand, and that my understanding may just be a stone to cross the river to enlightenment, but let me ask you this, do you believe in the trinity? If so how did you learn of it?

I feel more connected to the bible throughthe KJV because I dont read anything else like it, its helped me grow more attached to the word having to learn the language style and old english

@@anointed777 yea I try, when I first went on anti psychotics it's like all my pain and trauma came back to me and all this darkness showed in my heart that was constantly there, I'm doing EMDR therapy with my psychologist and that's helped a lot

@@helceothe1 love from new Zealand, god bless

Thanks, means a lot

hello

hi, you seem similar to me in some ways. thought I would reach out. how are you?

@@OJASCKI im doing alright growing the spirit and searching for god more and more daily, how are you?

Bugger, if you want audio watch the link and play at 2x speed, I find I take in more info speed reading and playing the audio at the same time, wont make that mistake again