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You're so chill...👍

I think you’ll get to fame. Your videos are really fun I always listen to them while doing something sometimes even multiple times. Keep going and dont give up!

Holy fuck. This was like a Rose but with thorns, beautiful, but painful. This is coming from a guy who is just pansexual, I have never truly understood what HRT or anything truly meant to someone, the excitement, the fears, the questions, all of it. This truly opened my eyes to what it feels like for someone who is doing HRT or trying to. I've never heard of you before and I am so glad I do now. Everything you said was beautiful and solemn. You are an inspiration to those who are going through this as well. It hit hard to hear your partner say something like that, it stung me and I don't even know him. I was able to visualize and put myself in your shoes just by listening and I swear I didn't realize I was shedding tears. Truly you are one of a kind.

You know what? Bet, one day, you'll get an interview and people swarming to ask questions. 100% cannot fathom a future where you don't. Even if I have to do it myself. 💚

This is so real. As a neurodivergent person, I feel this after having to make any type of conversation. 😅

I must say your Vtuber design is so pretty, and oddly calming to look at. Maybe it's how your bangs flow or your color palette, either way I find it calming lol. Also your background is gorgeous❣️

You would live inside studio Ghibli

Every time I watch one of your videos, I feel a sense of calm afterward. Truly I hope you are able to achieve the goals you have set for yourself, and I believe in you. Somehow even when it's not the topic of a video, you end up making me believe in myself too. Best of luck, you got this!! I'll be here to watch it happen. ✨💖✨

I like this. It's the "Self-introduction Vtuber Q&A" song in scope without the silly, over-used, song. Tho if you did one of these with the song I'd still watch the f!ck outta that X3

Comparing Drag and Vtubing is a really good analogy

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As an enby much older, who found this landing on their feed, congratulations and good luck Tree. May your future self that reads this find what they need, your path is yours alone to walk but there are others older and younger who have taken a path not unlike it. May you always have love and support when you need it, and advice when you're uncertain, and most of all, congratulations. It might not have come with a burst of fireworks and fanfare, but I hope one day it will feel less foreign and your future self that read this once find nothing but joy where uncertainty once lay. Thank you for sharing this moment with us, we're cheering you on from the sidelines!

damn this was beautiful

POG be who ya wanna be!

I'm two years on HRT and I very much feel like the same person, just less anxious and more ready to face the world. I hope you have a rewarding next few words full of friends and live music and art and laughter!

This video hit hard. I hope your journey is so very kind to you. Thank you for sharing this & it made me cry so much (important, carthartic feelings, thank you). This is beautiful.

I didn't expect to encounter honest to God raw sincerity and vulnerability while browsing my feed today. For what it's worth from a stranger, I hope things work out for you. While it's not the literal exact same anxiety, I get it. Taking big changes in your life is scary. The doubts and worries set in fast, and you think about how comfortable you are in your current spot. But you have to make those steps, you owe it to yourself to see the other side. The only thing to do is keep going and when you're on the other side, look around and ask if you are happy. If not then you changed things once and you can always keep changing.

Right on sibling. Don’t let anyone tell you who you are but you, you hear?

When humanity was born, there weren't any adjectives, it's up to you to decide who you are and will be Be strong in this journey, it can be a hard road but the end will be WELL worth it

I don't know why I clicked this video (I just wanted some audio, whether it be music or an essay or whatever while I played MineCraft), but I was not expecting such a profound cut into what it means to simply be, to exist as someone that the world wasn't expecting or built with in mind. I'm cis but GNC and POC and although my place in the world is not the same as yours I can see your path near mine and I wish you nothing but the best of luck going forward. I have friends who have worn the same shoes as you and they've come to be the best people in my life. Please, take care and good luck! The world is a rough place but you're carving it to fit your needs and I'm rooting for you!!!

this vid popped up in mah feed so wanna say congrats!

I'm proud of you, and I hope that when you look back on this video you'll have the answers you needed.

some of these words are mine, too. thank you for giving them a voice, and for sharing.

9:30 i think this line...u know how things will end up. Ur preparing for it. I dont know u but it made me angry to hear what they said to u. This isnt a "break up with them" comment. Just. Dont forget u have more worth than being hot to somebody. Love is more than that. Be well, Tree.

For me it was a paralyzing fear that stopped me from taking the first dose. I looked at the pills I had gotten that day after months of waiting, of seeing if it was worth it and on that Tuesday it sat waiting. And once again on Wednesday it was still waiting. I couldn’t bring myself to take that first dose for a while. I knew that when I did everything would start, everything would change, and I would have to live with my choice here forever. It was on Thursday I threw caution to the wind and took my first dose. It tasted like candy. It felt sweat. It felt nice. Nothing in that moment changed but myself, it was an active choice. Sometimes I felt worry afterwards, but it was a resolve that still carry’s me to this day. I now have been on hrt for 2 and a half years now barely ever skipping a day. I feel renewed and it’s like finally stepping into the light after living in a cave for so long. I no longer live in that paralyzing fear. There will always be worry there. A worry that this took too long, that there isn’t time left, that there’s a chance you’re wrong about your happiness. The peace that came with hrt, for me at least, quelled all worries I could even just a few months in. That peace carry’s me on even now. I hope that peace will help you too. I wish you luck my friend. It’s a long road ahead, but the path is sweeter than honey and lined with golden dreams. I hope you’re doing alright and wish you nothing but the best.

You sound like such a kind person, I truly hope that all goes well for you. I can't say I understand the struggles you are facing, but I do sympathize with you and hope the best for you. Never give up on yourself, because you're worth all the love you're putting into yourself.❣️I hope in time you'll be able to feel that. I'm glad you seem to have people in your life who want to love and support you through this journey, even if they may not know how. When things get tough, don't be scared to lean on them, you don't have to be alone with your worries. 💜

got tears in my eyes watching this currently thinkings about hrt. and this video hit some points definitely :c be happy. and thank you

I just got suggested this video randomly but I ended up watching the whole thing. This is entirely relatable. I did not start T until after turning 21, and honestly I stresscried not long after starting. That feeling of grief for not starting sooner. I'm 25 now, and I have a video similar to this that I haven't watched yet. But i might because of this. My gender is ambiguous, but that's okay. My transition is weird and messy but I'm happier, y'know. I hope you feel loved, I hope the journey is what you want it to be. Interesting, mundane, whatever brings comfort. You deserve to feel happy in your body and in your personal life. Take care of yourself Tree, and get plenty of rest! I don't have a way to convey how I feel, really. But I'm hopeful, y'know? You deserve to be loved, cared for and happy. Thank you for this video, honestly. I didn't expect to see a random video and get emotional but here I am. And I honestly kind of appreciate it.

A very moving video, and very well organized words for such turbulent thoughts. I know you said this video is directed towards the person you become, but is also very emotionally powerful for many listening right now. I've enjoyed watching some of your content up to now, decided to finally go ahead and subscribe. I look forward to seeing more of you going forward as you continue on your journey, hope to support you along the way friend.

What are your pronouns? Just gotta check.

someone correct me if i am wrong but i thought Arlan was an adult, just short.

Thank you for sharing such beauty, strength and vulnerability. It mimics a lot of me fears, joy, and concerns. I'm now a new sub and I hope to see more from you.

Three years into my own HRT, I feel the same way. Thank you for posting this, this is very beautiful and heart wrenching to see. I relate to it a lot, and I feel like I'm emotionally the same place you are, despite the amount of time I've been here. Thank you.

I just dont like the void stuff, everything else with the rework is p cool 👍 tho i AM upset they didnt make his E more fair to play against (ptsd flashbacks to 2015)

As someone whos been constantly wondering if i should start. Be proud u had more guts than i probably ever will. Best of luck stranger! Safe travels!

Arcane shoild have been Riots Cinematic Universe, like how Marvel did it. Otherwise they cant kill off characters like they did in arcane

First time on the channel, apparently you just need to be a fan of LoL, Arcane and VTubers (not surprisingly) to find yourself here. I didn't expect that I would stick around to watch the whole video, but it was more interesting than I expected, also very well structured! Thank you for the content!

Congratulations to your future self, i hope your current and future selves will be the happiest you could be, the first step is always the most difficult but you are on a journey to be just you ❤

I TOTALLY UNDERSTAND!!

My hot take is that old Viktor was a very poor attempt at a very interesting idea. As a LoL player I much prefer the way things evolved in Arcane and I was begging for it to be canon cause Ill be so real. I think the graphics of the rework could use some upgrades like more effects n an aura etc but otherwise I think this is head n shoulders above the original. I will type a much longer thingy in the replies tho if you wanna read me yap about the topic lmao

"Anti twink" That's the funnest think I've read

I have kinda mixed opinions about the situation. At one point, I liked arcane a lot, but I felt it became less of a story about league of legends and more about Arcane as a separate entity. I felt like the addition of Mel and Ambessa as champions was pretty disappointing, when they could have used the time and money to either expand on existing lore of characters (or at least continue to flesh out the ones presented, like the complex relationship of vi, jinx and Cait, or ESPECIALLY ekko, more ekko please) or expand upon other characters and give them the much needed VGU updates. I think adding these champions in game felt very cash-grabby for Arcane fans new to league, and I wish instead they focused more on existing champions. Bringing new players in is essential to keeping it alive, however I'm really starting to feel the disconnect between League and Arcane, especially with the fans (arcane only friend said something like, "arcane isn't league of legends its arcane" bc lol is cringe or whatever?) ad I think the polarization as a player is really jarring, and I'm less upset about Viktor and more about this. Thanks for sharing tho, I see ur points!

Viktor should have been treated like kayn, letting us play him before his Evolution Then at lvl 6 letting us pick, Arcane or Machine

I disagree, bringing new players to LoL is essential to keeping the game alive, I appreciate Riot's intention. The visual update is not changing his "personality", It doesn't humanize him, you could even argue he is more dehumanized, sure the early Viktor in Arcane is pretty human, but as the story progresses he isn't anymore. The only real difference I see is a more feminine tone in his design, which is in a sense less human, because it blurs the line between genders and stands symbolic for a Viktor that is more than a human cyborg man, it stands for Viktor being the next step in evolution.

This seems pretty out of touch. Most people aren’t as upset about the lore change as how butchered the rework is. His in game model is almost undisputedly worse while also just feeling weird whenever viktor is probably one of the more favored “old” characters in the state he was in. One thing I personally believe is that he’s way more generic now than before looking more like a knock off hwei than viktor.

its that the rework is not honoring anyone. save yourself 15 min

i connected with a shocking amount of this; adjust maybe two sentences, and another me could have written this- maybe a future me will write something like this? I try not to be too hard on myself for a lot of these issues- freedom and also wanting to just have certainty in something to call myself, instead of nothing ever feeling quite right. The feeling of conditionality to those around you that care about you, the unsurity of how they might see you, taking up space, its taxing to go through life with. Waiting for the world to settle into somewhere softer as you said, and hoping the same for you!

What gets me the most is as you stated it is altering something that league players already love for people who never have and never will care about the game. This isn't the Victor, Caitlyn, Vi, Heimerdinger we have played for years. They did Jinx and Ekko well tho :D. Also frustrating to see the arcane fans constantly disparage league after riot has altered something we love to pander to them.

This video is really bad. You take too long to get to the point and you're showing gameplay without Viktor. That's kinda lazy

Well put