Cory Modzeleski
Cory Modzeleski
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Seroquel
This is my experience with the mental health medication Seroquel, which I was on for close to 4 years! Enjoy!
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Відео

Self Harm And Addiction
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TRIGGER WARNING - discussion of self-harm, drug abuse, and hearing voices. This video helps breakdown my most recent relapse on drugs. I explain how I was dealing with a lot of death, which lead to self-harming behavior, which lead back to substance abuse.
I OD'd and I'm Lucky To Be Here
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TRIGGER WARNING - Substance Abuse, Overdose talk. I recently OD'd last weekend mixing DXM and Marijuana, this is a little bit about my experience and what I am doing to stay clean now.
Letter to my Peer Specialist and Medication Goals
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The name says it all, this is a video about a letter I just wrote to my former Peer Specialist from DESC in Seattle who is now retired, let me know what you guys think of the letter. And also what medications I'm currently taking and what my goals are for reducing the amount of medication I take. Enjoy!
Recent Episode and Perphenazine
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I recently had a week-long period of psychosis (schizophrenic episode) and was put on a new medication to help stop it called Perphenazine. Here is a little more information about the situation. I also discuss my fears about the future and what kind of work I will be capable of doing in the future without aggravating my Schizoaffective Disoder BiPolar type.
Building Confidence in Recovery
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With the help of my therapists and family members, I am learning how to build confidence in recovery by taking things in baby steps. Learning how to go to work sober and maintain long-term employment is my first step.
Bad Day Hearing Voices
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Friday Morning I had a rough day with too much Auditory Hallucinations (Hearing voices). This video takes a look at what I might have done wrong that led up to this and what I can do about it.
I Completed Rahab!
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I recently graduated from rehab for drug addiction (Marijuana and DXM) at Brighton Recovery Center in Brighton, Michigan, and here is how it went!
One Week Sober Again
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My first week back into sobriety once again and things are working out really well with both my Mental AND Physical health.
Prazosin for Nightmares
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I discuss the progress I'm making with my night terrors on my first week on my new medication Prazosin, so far it's going pretty well and I haven't had any negative side effects!
Current Voices And Sleep Terrors
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I give an update about what kinds of voices I have been hearing the most lately over the past few weeks, and also my recent struggles with sleep terrors. TRIGGER WARNING - some talk of self-harm, and some talk of spirits and spiritual warfare, not 100% sure everyone is gonna be down with that, so if that might bother you this might not be a good video for you to watch.
What Happened In Seattle?
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TRIGGER WARNING - Death/Suicide Mentioned.... In this video I talk about some of the problems I had while I lived out west in Seattle metro for 4 years (2014-2018). And basically what prompted me to leave Seattle and return home to Grand Rapids, Michigan. Enjoy!
Why I Left My Job
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I attempted to work in September and ended up resigning from my job at Burger King and in this video I explain what happened and why I left the job and how the job affected my Schizoaffective disorder.
Came Off Of Mood Stabilizers
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I'm 3 days clean and doing quite well, my head is clearing up and my moods are well adjusted. I'm not taking my mood stabilizer, which was Trileptal, anymore because I think a lot of my mood problems were the result of drug use. I really don't think I need a mood stabilizer anymore.
Why Mike Broke Up With Me
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Why Mike Broke Up With Me
First Day Back Into Sobriety
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First Day Back Into Sobriety
Walk Down Monroe Center on a Saturday Evening
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Walk Down Monroe Center on a Saturday Evening
DXM Addiction and Going to Treatment
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DXM Addiction and Going to Treatment
Subsidized Apartment Tour
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Subsidized Apartment Tour
What Should I Do About Hearing Voices??
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What Should I Do About Hearing Voices??
My Weightloss Journey
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My Weightloss Journey
What Am I Doing To Stay Clean?
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What Am I Doing To Stay Clean?
Another Employment Video - Goals and Plans
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Another Employment Video - Goals and Plans
Exercise And Medication Compliance
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Exercise And Medication Compliance
Quick Mental Health Update
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Quick Mental Health Update
Marijuana Addiction
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Marijuana Addiction
Struggling With Substance Abuse
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Struggling With Substance Abuse
Trileptal for Mood Swings
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Trileptal for Mood Swings
Too Much Medication!!!
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Too Much Medication!!!
The Problem With Hearing Voices
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The Problem With Hearing Voices

КОМЕНТАРІ

  • @justinacosta1883
    @justinacosta1883 22 дні тому

    Thank you for touring your apartment. I really like it ! Not bad for subsidized housing …

  • @jaaaa980
    @jaaaa980 25 днів тому

    Hey I love your vids

  • @jaaaa980
    @jaaaa980 25 днів тому

    I love your videos

  • @76089randy
    @76089randy Місяць тому

    I’m day three of rexulti and it’s good so far but I get so angry on it or really moody

  • @76089randy
    @76089randy Місяць тому

    Rexulti worked day one for me made me feel weird and I only took half a milligram lol bout to go up to 1 ml

  • @TatallpiestyOohing
    @TatallpiestyOohing Місяць тому

    Invega will kill you they'll get you insomnia you're a die from it

  • @Anat91
    @Anat91 Місяць тому

    Ty for sharing! Sorry for the late reply. I just found your video. I hope you are still doing well, and it is really great to hear that you have the support of your loved ones 😊❤!

  • @SchizoaffectiveMindset
    @SchizoaffectiveMindset Місяць тому

    Guys this is Cory 2 years later, im doing good, I'm clean. I've been free of all drugs for 15 months, it took time in jail, rehab, and mental health court to accomplish this. Thank you all so much for watching my content and all the support. God Bless.

  • @ddt7
    @ddt7 2 місяці тому

    stop saying basically😊

  • @determiner212
    @determiner212 2 місяці тому

    I use antipsychotic with dxm so i dont hallucinate but feel the sedation no withdrawal effects i drank almost 100 bottles of dxm but at last once at night for few seconds my breathing stopped so i m stopping it.

  • @demarcuswilliams548
    @demarcuswilliams548 2 місяці тому

    Lol how do you even get addicterd to it. It's fun but I've never had a compulsion to do it over and over.

  • @GotJay713
    @GotJay713 3 місяці тому

    Thanks for sharing! Hope things are still on track. If they’re not, this is a reminder that there’s still time.

  • @S_Lancaster_222
    @S_Lancaster_222 4 місяці тому

    Nice

  • @TFH787
    @TFH787 4 місяці тому

    Respect you so much bro I just started trileptal just now

  • @sidanx7887
    @sidanx7887 5 місяців тому

    Thanks for the courage brother

  • @JoshuaGuillory-vu4lr
    @JoshuaGuillory-vu4lr 5 місяців тому

    I hope all is well with you. May things in your life be beautiful. Peace and Love.

  • @tommulvey4752
    @tommulvey4752 6 місяців тому

    hope youre doing well bro

  • @ehenningsen
    @ehenningsen 7 місяців тому

    I take seroquel er for psychosis, seroquel immediate release for anxiety and acute psychosis, venlafaxine for depression, prazosin for night terrors and PTSD, topamax for headaches. I also have schizoaffective - bipolar type. Along with sleep disorder with night terrors. I also have PTSD and OCD. We have to be vigilant and never rush to thought.

  • @BojanStojsic
    @BojanStojsic 7 місяців тому

    Gr8 vid! I use same combo but sadly 15 zyprexa mg and 2 more medicines. Thanks for sharing your story and all the best to you!

  • @sleepsss213
    @sleepsss213 8 місяців тому

    I got my chronic PTSD. When I when to prison am trying to find the right medication

  • @MariaSilva-ek6fy
    @MariaSilva-ek6fy 9 місяців тому

    How is this going for you? I have vivid dreams. Don’t have ptsd . It’s just so draining to dream all the time

    • @maybeioverreacted2901
      @maybeioverreacted2901 8 місяців тому

      I'm in the same boat my sleep specialist prescribed this to me 1mg.I wake up after every dream about ten times a night.

  • @David-us3xg
    @David-us3xg 11 місяців тому

    Watched the entire video. I hope you are doing well. ❤

  • @Fender420
    @Fender420 11 місяців тому

    DXM withdrawal is like ssri withdrawal (antidepressants)

    • @danielvertino8126
      @danielvertino8126 2 місяці тому

      Thank you for that comparrisson. I can relate to that !

  • @Nothing-Toulouse
    @Nothing-Toulouse 11 місяців тому

    Got my ten months, too. No drugs, no alcohol.💪

  • @Daniel.garciA_138
    @Daniel.garciA_138 Рік тому

    Thank you today was my first day first dose thank you man I appreciate it

  • @wjones284
    @wjones284 Рік тому

    This injection is saving my sister's life. She is in a nursing home and will basically starve herself (among other destructive behsviors) when unmedicated. She will 100% refuse or reject meds, so with a hard to get court order she is now given this shot every 60-days. She is like herself again, healthy and happy when she takes this shot. Its surely not for everyone, but in her case or it is a total gamechanger for her quality of life

  • @pubziYT
    @pubziYT Рік тому

    Drugs cause so much damage they don’t actually help people just believe they do

  • @jake-in_yt80
    @jake-in_yt80 Рік тому

    God bless you bro! Keep pushing how is the Prazosin working?

  • @mamawrites77
    @mamawrites77 Рік тому

    How much Zyprexa were you on? I'm going to be starting Rexulti and am scared. I thought about Caplyta but it says it causes restlessness and I don't need that. I'm going off Zyprexa. I was on Vraylar prior to that.

  • @dreamznaspiratons7064
    @dreamznaspiratons7064 Рік тому

    How are you now

  • @Johnsonmaddog
    @Johnsonmaddog Рік тому

    Deplete funding for forced mental health treatment by topping up forest fires. Team work

  • @sparky-x9b
    @sparky-x9b Рік тому

    dxm ruined everything when i was addicted, i lost friends, family didnt really like me, i almost lost my girlfriend who im still dating to this day, i was mentally abusive, i was losing my mind, i was addicted for a year and im 3 months sober, it feels like the best high ive ever felt, better than weed, alcohol, opioids, anything (besides psychedelics which i didnt try yet at the time), i got sober with the help of lsd and psilocybin, and now im just waiting for withdrawals to end which according to my therapist it should be next year. its fucked up, dont do this bullshit, its addictive, my girlfriend was also mildly addicted, everytime id steal coricidin id get a box for her too, but we went through a box in 2 days max. 10-16 pills everyday for a year

  • @Naturevsnurture86
    @Naturevsnurture86 Рік тому

    I get it. I recently found out the way I dreamed and the nightmares, yelling wasn't normal. I have complex ptsd and major depression. I just started 1mg of prazsosin. So far, it was a good night sleep.

    • @ahh980
      @ahh980 Рік тому

      I combine mirtazapin and prazosin and it completely stops nightmares , excellent sleep highly recommend.

  • @Bralessbrunette
    @Bralessbrunette Рік тому

    Hugs! You’re doing great! I can relate to you! Great video!

  • @HKaorin
    @HKaorin Рік тому

    Good luck buddy. I went to voluntary inpatient rehab for the exact same thing, DXM. I was drinking 1-2 bottles every day, around 700~900mg of DXM and nearly died from the strain it put on my heart. I've been clean since June 2020. You can do it!

  • @AggressiveMenace
    @AggressiveMenace Рік тому

    I take it in combination with Escitalopram/Lexapro, but I haven't any idea that it also works with mood disorders aside depression, panic disorder and apathy. Anyway, it helped me a bit with my mood swings (I'm not bipolar, or at least, never be diagnosed of it), and helps me to being active and productive meanwhile Escitalopram doing this thing with my anxiety and overthinking. My psychological pain is still pretty hard to maintain properly, and I feel pretty hopeless about everything, and very impotent too. Forgot for me is near impossible, even if I take my hugest effort. Is very debilitating living like that, starting from my preteen years to my current 26 y/o (damn it, I was just a damn fucking kiddo, have mercy you sick world!). But honestly, I never mind giving up. I need deal with all this mental self-torturing memories and thoughts, but I try my best one time and another. I. NEVER. GIVE. UP.

  • @Zane_Holland
    @Zane_Holland Рік тому

    I struggle with DXM addiction as well. Are you clean?

  • @diztens4678
    @diztens4678 Рік тому

    I agree ive been taking this for years for bi polar type 1 along with seroquel. It's definitely changed my life for the better. Glad you found it brother!

  • @paulatvportugues
    @paulatvportugues Рік тому

    Thanks for review have a great day

  • @harrisongerdes7250
    @harrisongerdes7250 Рік тому

    If you're still around I'm rooting for you. DXM is like a splinter.

  • @Burevestnik9M730
    @Burevestnik9M730 Рік тому

    How are you now?

  • @GabbyOglesby
    @GabbyOglesby Рік тому

    Thanks for your video 🤍 I am starting to take it for maybe seizure or mood stuff from TBI. I’m so sensitive so I’m scared to start

  • @goozbop6797
    @goozbop6797 Рік тому

    aye man i have schizoaffctive/ bipolar disorder and i take seroquel and trilafon and im about to be long haul trucker and im 24! hopefully u can find a job

  • @redditchronicles3124
    @redditchronicles3124 Рік тому

    Hope you get well man!

  • @redditchronicles3124
    @redditchronicles3124 Рік тому

    Was marijuana your first gateway drug, and did you develop mental health problems after doing lots of it and before you dabbled into harder drugs? Just curious cause some researchers are claiming that even cannabis abuse can lead to mental health problem. thanks!

  • @redditchronicles3124
    @redditchronicles3124 Рік тому

    Thanks for sharing your experience! It seems like many people who have substance abuse issues develop psychosis bipolar, and in some cases Schizophrenia. I wonder if Cannabis can also cause these issues or just the hard drugs? Some people believe that Cannabis helps them with their bipolar, focus, and anxiety, but unsure of that. However, some people say that it can cause people to have psychosis eventually especially if they have bipolar type 1. Please let me know how this drug goes cause my friend is about to take it. Thanks!

  • @ericevans7974
    @ericevans7974 Рік тому

    Poison in the end. 💊 😈.. Tell us how you feel in 10 years😰😓😥

  • @brendainny
    @brendainny Рік тому

    Ty for the info

  • @ericevans7974
    @ericevans7974 Рік тому

    Excellent video.. Do you ever have visions or images from the different voices..

  • @AP-nx6xo
    @AP-nx6xo Рік тому

    Thank you for your video. I’m starting Rexulti next week Looking forward to it. I can relate to your story