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Thanks again Stacy. How shall I pray for you?

Well just that God's Awesome Power is with me while I'm trying to navigate through the confusion of being avoided en mass by my community for whatever reasons. And that I stop saying mean things to people like my Mom and boyfriend who I assume like everyone else in my life before heaven will abandon me. I'm tired of being avoided like the plague and being treated like a 3rd class citizen with no rights. Too many people on earth with control issues. Anyways....

Thank you!

If you can get away with no medication. Alternative methods of treatment can help someone down that path, but there are no guarantees that way. For some they're only working option is to take meds, how ever a bandaid that way is. I'd love to go off meds right now if I could.

Thanks Nando. It took some time to go live after I pulled it from TH.

Im going to hold out for Kar XT if Im going to change drugs. The current stuff all basically do the same thing really, with minor differences. I will wait.

As mentioned some of my coworkers can be toxic at times, and yes they aren't mature enough to handle someone like myself. That's assuming what I noticed was actually taking place. It is always possible it was all in my head.

Something isn't right if fellow Christians aren't helping you, especially if you've asked for help, or it being obvious. I'm sorry your situation hasn't seem to have improved. Yes the new low income housing in the old church location will help many. I'm low income myself, so I might even need to use that facility. Let me pray for you Stacy. I appreciate your consistent comments on my videos, and I'm thankful you feel my videos are helping. Stay strong Stacy. Jesus especially came for people like you and I. As for the old church, I have a new one I've been going to for the last 21 years now. I haven't been to the one which was demo'd since early mid 80s. God bless.

I agree its a spiritial battle and demonic forces are at work with the condition. I alluded to this in previous videos. Some wont believe that, but its up to them to find out for themselves. My friend Andrew also was cured of his schizophrenia and I have been talking to him the last couple months. He was saved as well.

There is hope for many who normal medication isnt effective. I still think Jesus is the best answer for healing, but those who wont accept him, there is this medication coming. Thank you for your comments!

Depending on when it comes available in Canada after trials of being available in the USA, I plan on switching to this med too, assuming it works that way.

YOU BE WILLING TO TAKE HEALING FROM SOMEONE WHO IS GUIDED BY THE MESSIAH, AND/OR HOLY SPIRIT TO DELIVER YOU AND/OR HEAL YOU? I AM NOT BEING DIFFICULT, BUT TO THE CONTRARY. I SINCERELY KNOW PEOPLE CAN GET RELIEF. I WAS DELIVERED AND HEALED OF TWO (2) SEPARATE ISSUES WITH NO RETURN OF SYMPTOMS. PRAY ABOUT THIS. ASK LOCAL BELIEVERS IN MESSIAH IF THEY KNOW OF SOMEONE(s) WHO HAS THE GIFT(s) OF DELIVERANCE AND/OR HEALING. PRAY FOR ALMIGHTY GOD TO HAVE YOU CROSS PATHS WITH EACH OTHER. MAY YOU BE BLESSED. BELIEVE IN ALL THINGS BEING POSSIBLE.

Yes Im hoping one day Jesus will heal me of my afflictions, including Schizophrenia. I prayed about this back in 2003 with my fellow Christian friend, and went slowly off my meds. The result was I wasn't healed at that time, and my schizophrenia flared back up to the point I had to be hospitalized. I chalk that up to it wasnt my time for that, and there is a reason why I wasnt healed. Partly because maybe the right person didnt do the prayer. Im looking into deliverance, but not sure who to contact for that yet. Deliverance not just for my schizo, but other factors as well. I talk to Andrew in Britian who WAS healed by Jesus from schizophrenia, so Im still working towards all this.

Thank you. Some of my viewers actually dont like the low volume music while Im speaking, because they find it hard to follow. But I feel it adds something to the video, which is why I put it in. My faith is there, but I still struggle with that. Im far from being a good follower. Backsliding, double minded, hypocritical are examples of my walk. I am trying to get closer to Jesus, but its a hard walk for me.

Thank you so much for that. God bless you as well. The last couple decades Im less scared to be open and honest about stuff. Even if it seems embarrassing at some point. I feel its better to just say it so people know where you are coming from. And it builds trust.

Id think I'd try the Ketogenic diet if I was to modify what I eat. That seems to be the better option to helping reduce the condition and its effects.

no empirical or correlational/causal studies linking the two.

Sounds like some California mom gobeldygook to me

I have watched Laurens video on the Keto diet being effective, so diet is a part of this whole condition. Other studies have suggested its inflamation in the brain caused by a poor diet, which helps spur on the symtoms. All this info is just recent, so we have learned quite a bit in the last few years. Only concern is will big Pharma allow alternative treatments to co-exist instead of being stuck taking a medication. That was my only concern posting this video, was it seemed I was pushing medications instead of other treatments that dont require that.

I do the Carnivore ,keto diet .It really improves mental health .

Some really good considerations here. Shooting video of the two of us at the end of the shoot was risky we both knew. She told me her mom was nearby watching us and the camera gear sitting there. There was a guy who hovered around my video camera at the end, but we both saw him and that is when I went over to the camera to make sure nothing happened. Luckily our shoot was done at that point. As for an assistant, I don't know anyone I could bring with me at times.

Thank you Stacy! It was a fun shoot and both of us enjoyed the time together. I understand the music may bother you, but it's really low level and my voice is easily heard. I find music cuts through the dead air while talking and elevates the mood. Music is a must in dramatic movies too, so I would never not include it. But thank you for letting me know.

@@braxus351W of course!

Thank you. Glad you enjoyed it. It really is the best of the 3 we did.

Women are starting to get the favoritism these days. It's a double standard really. Guy bad, woman good is the way of things these days.

Curious, which part of the film was it in?

I did that hike again for my 3rd film, which you can now also view on the channel. Thank you for your comments.

Glad you liked it!

Thank you Andy. I consider this one the best of the 3 we did back when.

Thank you Andrew!

Thank you for that. It's a silly film. Just depends on your sense of humor if you'll like it.

You mean of my friend in the hat? It's a good Pic if not slightly out of focus. He's a great guy!

@braxus351W 😄 That is so nice of you to say! I appreciate the compliment! It's me, buddy 😆! I really like the channel. Keep up the good work! PS: You're pretty darn cool yourself

@craigstreet6553 shucks Craig. Haha I didn't know it was you, but the tip off was Craig in your name. I'll see you maybe this Saturday.

Yup. I thought of something after and already trimmed off the beard at that point.

@@braxus351W the beard suits you...

@analogueandy8x10 maybe, but after a couple weeks it gets itchy and I have to shave it off. Keeps it from getting too bushy too.

No haven't heard about him. Looks like I need to look him up. Is he online here?

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Im so sorry you are going through this. No its not fair. I can feel your anger on this side of the screen. I pray things do get better at some point. Yes schizophrenics often isolate because of the people around us view us negatively. We really do live in an evil world. I try not to judge others, especially people like myself with a condition like this. Im not sure what really else to say without sounding crass or insensitive. As per Christians, keep in mind no one is perfect, and we too are often under attack. So we may act badly at times. Again no one has the market on being perfect and often say the right/wrong thing in situations. I mess up a lot myself. I hope some of your comments weren't directed towards me, as I dont really know you. That said Im here to keep the discussion open.

@@braxus351W I wasn’t directing anything towards you. I try to let it go with Christians but where is God’s love from most of them. All they speak about is demons and devils and everything they don’t understand is demons demons demons - they speak about devil more than about Jesus makes me think that is who they truly worship. I realize people are not critical thinkers - yet they have treated me the worst in life. I don’t care what people believe - but why attack people so much with Christian values that are not even biblical. Maybe my illness like the blind man wasn’t that he is evil or his parents sinned like Christ said but maybe my illness is like the blind man to show the glory of God. Your message was kind, and in no way was talking about you

@nyxnoch ok. Thank you for that. Yes as a Christian we are taught to love others, but often fail at that. Me included. Jesus came for the sick, which includes people like me and others who really need him. Don't look at Christians as the example of perfection, as we may be far from that. It's why we need Jesus in the first place. I'll apologize for Christians treating you badly, as I don't think they intended to do that to you. Or maybe some messages got crossed between you and them, like misunderstandings somewhere. Hang in there if you can. Ending a life is not what people want to see others do. Again I'm still here if you want to talk more.

Sometimes even when you do have friends, whether you are really still connected with them is in question. I have quite a few friends, but I rarely see them, other than the ones I work with. Isolation seems to be a real thing for our condition, either by choice or not.

What do you mean by “prints”?

@@kylebb1901 just a pun 'picture print' eluding to photo's. sorry for the word play

I'm still confused. What does Zyprexa mean in this context?

@@braxus351W I'm sorry. I was prescribed Zyprexa for my condition and assume that we all take the same medication., i see now that my pun was inappropriate. Again, I apologize.

@@Mr.Blister1960 I kinda figured it was a medication, but I'm missing the connection between a medication and pictures.

I just checked him out after a suggestion from another commenter. Demonic spirits indeed. I alluded to this in a previous video I posted. Jerry's book looks interesting. I'll have to check it out. And yes I call myself a Christian, however a not very good one, so I have belief yes.

@@braxus351W MY MAN

Hi Sofia. I did mention my hallucinations in my previous schizo series videos, yes. But to break it down, I basically had audio hallucinations. People commenting on what I do, or at worst, saying really nasty negative stuff about me. I havent had any hallucinations for a long time now, though a couple years ago, my symptoms flared up and I thought my neighbor was watching me and commenting. Typically I rarely hear anything like a hallucination, as my medication works well enough to keep me somewhat controlled. Thank you for watching.

Thanks Sylvia. Documenting part of my struggles is partly why I do these videos, but I do them more-so to help others. Both people wanting to learn about the condition, and to give more hope to those with the condition

Thank you for the comment as well!

¡Muchas gracias! Trato de hacer buenos videos, ya que es un esfuerzo continuo.

Thank you for your thoughts. Jesus really is the way. Even I have to learn that for myself.

Yes I reference her channel and her keto update was to be in my next video, but was unable to finish the video due to a computer failure. I should have it up next Tuesday though.

@@braxus351W I wish you all the best. God bless you.

@@revelation1215 thank you! God bless.

Haven't really seen much negative comments yet, unless I'm being blocked from seeing them. I'll check when I get access to my UA-cam account again.

Sorry to hear that. That's really a tough break with all that in your family. Mental illness is the least understood of all medical issues, but it's slowly getting better. I'll pray for you and your family.

I'll pray for you brother. May God give you peace and a clear mind.

Sometimes things can be a blessing in disguise, even if one doesn't realize it. Who knows what kind of person I'd be if I never got schizophrenia? Would I be a decent human being if I wasn't? More obnoxious maybe? Who knows.

Thank you. Im talking with Andrew today, as you may know in the video, was saved and cured from Schizophrenia. I hope for the same result for myself, in God's timing of course.

Thank you for that. I really don't have much luck with women to be honest. Finding a single one at my age that is a good match for me is very much rare here.

I take as spiritual warfare and some of us have more of a connection with that world most don't see. Thank you for your comment.

@@braxus351W i think that's true. In recent times ive begun to think of it in that manner. But what about my schizophrenic family members? Is it warfare for them? Or me?

@FredPena-rd5cf I think the only thing you can really do is pray for them. God willing, hopefully he answers your prayer with change. Don't be upset if he doesn't answer, as there is always a reason or time for it.

@@braxus351W well its too late for mother. She has passed. A lifetime of manic behavior and suicide attempts. Father passed also. Had brain damage from a car wreck when he was 16. Liftime alcoholic. Middle brother is schizophrenic like mother. Had a stroke a few years back. Often hostile and manic. Sister is becoming like father and is an alcoholic. Little brother is a deviant. Ive lost them all in some way or another. I'd say im depressed. Dont really share in addiction or a mental illness. But the wreck of a family we were has been youthful anger now turned into less anger and more resignation to the hopeless reality. Thanks for the advice.

@@FredPena-rd5cf That all sounds so tragic. So sorry your life went that way. Faith helps in situations like this. Sometimes its all people have left. My father died by suicide (also schizophrenic like myself), so I can relate a little. I hope things do get better for you though. Stay strong.