Honestly, god has fucked me over and every single person I know while forcing us to praise him. God is the one being referred to as adversarial. It's really fucked up. I want my looks and my money now or non-existence. Like, this instant. There is no karma because there is no free will. There is only the torture that god puts us through and the calm before more torture. I don't want life after death. I choose non-existence. I would like to faint or never wake up and have non-existence. I know that there is no real delay of my money and looks. It's just another element of this hell. All of this is just a narrative shaped around God's desire to harm us. That is why we exist. We are forced to stay in this hell because the inescapable torture brings about the most despair.
Honestly, god has fucked me over and every single person I know while forcing us to praise him. God is the one being referred to as adversarial. It's really fucked up. I want my looks and my money now or non-existence. Like, this instant. There is no karma because there is no free will. There is only the torture that god puts us through and the calm before more torture. I don't want life after death. I choose non-existence. I would like to faint or never wake up and have non-existence. I know that there is no real delay of my money and looks. It's just another element of this hell. All of this is just a narrative shaped around God's desire to harm us. That is why we exist. We are forced to stay in this hell because the inescapable torture brings about the most despair.