1.5 years clean off illicit fentanyl and heroin. I always copped in kensington (north philly), I went cold turkey and I have PTSD from it. Never again.
@@beansmacarter932 depending on your tolerance, how long youve been using and frequency, could be anywhere from a few weeks to a few months. I was out of the worst of it by the 3rd week. I didn’t sleep normally until 3 months. Everyones different
@@davids4192 i used to eat about 7 ounces a day of powder kratom before i ever did an opiate. Personally never experienced withdrawal from kratom. Everyones body is different tho.
Remember, your worse day sober will be so much better than you best day high. Because it will be the real you!!! I loved hearing birds singing ( sounds corny but it was so true ) everything was in gray and black and there was no sound..... I hear everything now, and then I get to hear it all over again through My Grandchildren's eyes. Hang in there Sweetheart, it's so, so worth it and then you never have to be scared or feel that way again.. Everyone here is praying for you, you're not alone!!!
Yes we are praying for you. You are worth it brother. Devils playing with you. Don't let him win. You can start over. And don't listen to any negativity. And yeah you need to go in and be surrounded by like minded people. You had Angel's looking after you brother. No deaths. Keep it that way. YOU CAN DO THIS LITTLE BROTHER. START WANTING TO CARE FOR YOURSELF. ITS A START.
You can make it with God blessings all things are possible. You must fight me good fight of faith to win. The best gift you can give yourself and your family.
Day 8-12, you are gonna feel like the worst person in the world, thinking about all that stuff. Just remember it IS the withdrawal and those feelings will dissipate. The situation is not hopeless- but you’re gonna feel like it is. The anxiety about the hurt you’ve caused is gonna hit hard- stay strong, it’s all in your body chemistry and it will settle. Stay strong We are all doing it with you
Aye man I just got off fentanyl I’m like a week sober now. Life’s great. That shit is the worst addiction there is. It completely takes control and forces you to constantly do them. Please no one do Percocet or fentanyl it will ruin your life. No exceptions. It will ruin your entire life. It will make you homeless. Feel better man. The withdrawals are a mental game just as much physical. Hope you’re doing well bro
I'm 2 months clean tomorrow. I never thought I could get to this point. I was so scared of the physical part and rightfully so. It was hell. Literal hell. That's why I'll never use again. Anytime i have a craving i just think about the withdrawal. I will never go back to that lifestyle.
Congrats bro hope you still feeling good Im 18 days sober today and I can say I’m passed the storm and I won’t go still have cravings but just keep thinking about that first week
@@shroome8080 how long did the withdrawal last? I was on 100 mgs of methadone for 20 years, quit cold turkey well 15 days of it was in jail I figured why go back I suffered this long but on day I still felt horrible I took Kratom on day 21 and I slept 8 hrs for ty first time in that 21 days, I been slipping and I'm scared, I feel like this would be a cake walk compared to that but idk
@@briandcarey3110 the wrost of the wrost was done arould day 18 I’m day 30 something now and it’s all just mental and the shits that won’t go away I get morning rlg or at nights when I been lazy the whole day. You got this man you passed the worst now it’s just all mind and we are gonna be addicts forever I know I’m aways gonna crave 30s they made me feel great today I feel like shit but guess what I feel human again I feel sad again I cried for the first time in a long time during my withdrawal just feels good to start feelings human and they will start to come back if your getting more sleep you should start seeing better days keep getting rest sleep and getting good foods exercise and finding a hobby is the best thing you can do for yourser rn
@@shroome8080 thanks for explaining. I don’t use but I want to understand why people do if it brings so much self destruction. I’d like to help people quit drugs but it’s hard when we’ve never felt the cravings and withdrawals they have.
I had to switch to my non professional account to watch/make comments on these vids. I have one last fetty bag and then it’s all down hill from there. This is my 5th or 6th time doing this in 2 years. Never touched it or really even knew about it until august 2020. Been on 25-30 bags daily for a straight year now. I know what’s coming and wanna die but I’m doing everything I can to get through this for the last time. Sending love to you and anyone reading this comment. We can do this. Seems like it’s impossible, but we can. Things will get better for you, love. I pray they have already. ♥️
@@Ross-ql9fi for a bit but fell back into it. W/D is just so terrifying. It’s gotten infinitely worse with what’s out on the streets. What was considered a terrible time for a few weeks (maybe a month or so) 4 yrs ago has now turned into what I can only describe as a living, personal hell with all the “additives” and what not. But then I realize it’s all just an excuse. The fear. You can’t get bit by a venomous snake and “hope” your way out of it. It’s all super fuck€d. Thanks for checkin in tho
On day 2, taking 4mgs of sub not helping but helping if that makes any sense i was playing Russian roulete with the mboxes i knew they were fake but they were so good
You have such a genuine heart. I have faith in you. I wish you the best of luck on this journey. I’m going on 4 months off H. Sending positive vibes your way man !
Hope you’re alive and still kicking bro. Much love, even if you’re still using again that’s okay man we ALL slip up. Keep your head up much love brother
Hey buddy its gonna be okay - Sometimes we go through these things to become to people we want to be. Keep up the fight and great things will come to you. Practice understanding and compassion on yourself and the things you've done. Not everyone talks about it but we've all been in really dire striates once or twice in our life. I believe in you. God believes in you. We all love you
You are exactly where you need to be right now. I wish I could give you a huge hug. You are doing awesome. Keep talking. Keep in your mind all the people you’ve hurt. Just keep doing this. Of course at the stage you are- very depressed. You just said your own self who you need. I’m so proud of you for recognizing that you need God. He loves you exactly the way you are -he loves you all the time -he is the only one who can see you through this and get you through this. All you have to do is call his name. I wish I knew how you were doing today - so this was 6 months ago. I pray you are doing good. I know it’s hard. I’m in recovery too. Keep your head up honey. I’ll be thinking about you for sure. Thank you for sharing
@@shonatimmins2748 A couple of relapse but yes indeed... You can not expect to get clean in the same place you got sick at so best thing any1 can do is up and move. Believe me. It doesn't matter how much you want to get better if your in the same place. From the drugs being available to the support you don't get. And that is the hardest part. Like Our body's can handle a lot and really after 3 weeks to a month most withdrawal is gone. But to be honest for most of us that isn't the hard part. So to any1 looking to get clean get help please. I needed it.
Fair play to ya man i hope you keep going much respect to you and i wish you the very best in the future,i will pray for you also from shona in Ireland ❤❤❤
I quit cold turkey. It was uncomfortable but its possible. Just remember to stay hydrated and eat healthy. I didnt choose to taper with suboxone or methadone because thats just switching from one drug to another. Let it go and get on with your life !
Wow, when I saw this video recommended to me I was like who is this splitting image of me? And both our videos were wearing almost the same outfit, same hair, hat and glasses and we both start off by saying "hi guys". Its so eerie how were in the same boat. Especially the feeling lost and being so caught up with fentanyl. I got back on methadone maintenance and got my life back. Been clean off it for 3 weeks and haven't gone back once. Hang in there. Please.
Wonderful! You just traded one hell for another. Quitting cold turkey is not even the same universe as getting on that crap. I’m sorry bro but you can’t compare these two things. You still have a horrible life on that stuff. I wish you luck but my advice is do not continue with maintenance opioids, they are just another form of absolute hell. The withdrawal from that stuff is insane and if you keep going it’s just gets harder and harder until you realize that it’s forever!!!!!
Take of yourself man, as hard as it is. I lost my brother to this. No shame in getting help. Best thing you can do is be there for your family. YOU CAN MAKE IT!!
Only on hour 11... I know what's coming.. ain't first rodeo usually last 2 maybe 3 days and fail if I could only go another day or two I could do it... only God knows what happens this time...
I hope you got through it man. I can sympathize with what you're going through. I had a 10 year dependency issue on hydromorphone. The evil about it was that it started from a botched surgery, also having pain from having MS, and my dr prescribed them to me. I was on 420 8mg hydromorphone every 12 days. I'm honestly not lying. I got over it with Suboxone. I transitioned to it withing 24 hours and now I'm weaning myself off that too. It saved my life. Try it. I swear it works.
I miraculously made it all the way to day 23 today. Those first 8 days were so intense and painful. I was heavily hallucinating for a while there. Very little comfort found it’s way into my days. Just blasted hard with pain and misery. Day 12ish. Finally don’t feel so sick. No more throwing up etc. I kind of feel good… but my brain is still fuzzy and dull. That happens up until I hit day 20. Now my mind is going absolutely haywire. My thoughts are sporadic and chaotic and pointless. And then I get overly emotional. It’s just a weird wild ride and I have no idea what’s going to happen from one minute to the next in this phase. My sense of humor is back but I just feel completely insane
It's like big companies have made folks like us into a social experiment... Whatever you do, DON'T GIVE UP!!! Love you Bro... We're in this together... PLEASE keep us posted...
Yes, cartels are laughing all the way to the bank as they saturate the US with Fentanyl. If a client dies, there are 10 more stealing to be able to afford the addition.
Stay strong I've seen it. Its Hell and scary but its a storm you can pass through and put it behind you. I'm for real man you can make this the past my friend.
Bless you bro. Totally understand what you’re going through. All I can say is let go and let God ! One day or one hour at a time !. Whatever it takes ! 🙏🏽🙏🏽
No matter how bad you feel now, it is feeling something. Something is better than nothing aka death. Being sober makes it worse AT FIRST. THAT IS NORMAL. This is normal, what you are feeling is shared by millions. You are not alone, brother.
I'm watching this 8 most after you posted it. Hope you made it bro. Alot of great comments. Alot of people rooting for you. About to watch your newer vids. But had to watch this 1st.
My clean date is 08/21/2020, the first few days are going to be hard but I know you got this!!!! I’m very proud of you, keep it going. One day at a time❤️❤️❤️🙏🤗
thats my birthday and the day i became clean, 08/21/2020 its so hard still and i cry every now and then because i am so proud of a fight i put on and what i went through to be sober. i always thought i was going to die being on the drug and i was totally okay with it because i accepted it, but now i am so glad i came out alive 😢🙏🏼❤️
I will pray for you brother, you have your whole life ahead of youand your family standing behind you, forgive yourself, stay strong, stay clean one day at a time
You can do this man.. the disease will whisper in your ear and play tricks on you. Tell you you're not good enough tell you you're too weak and resistance is futile. The devil is a liar and through God you can do all things. Pray, meetings and fellowship with other addicts is the only way to get clean and to maintain clean time. Good luck man and remember how much God loves you, he'll be walking beside you throughout your journey
Fentanyl withdrawal is serious. Plus, when it's illicit we don't really know what it contains so the symptoms can vary greatly. Over the last few years we have been detoxing a lot of fentanyl and seen such a variety of symptoms. Since our patients are in the hospital the medical team can manage symptoms, vitals and fluids to prevent additional issues. Best of luck and don't hesitate to go to the ER if you get too dehydrated.
so if you are using the pressed blues thro snorting is the withrawl process less intense or maybe not last as long ? is there an email i could connect to you thro or maybe IG? ive been looking all over for someone who actually knows the things you mentioned in your comment like ive even gone to reddit trying to find answers so it would be a blessing to be able to have your council
@@mrkey500 It depends more on what you are snorting because opioids have different half-life's. Absolutely, you can email me info@opiates.com. or follow us on IG @rapidopiatedetox
Hey I need help I got laced with fentanyl and I don't feel good first time on fentanyl and didnt know it I haven't been feeling good for 6 days at first 2 days my heartbeat would go so fast I would do think I was/was dying and sweating excessively shaking uncontrollably and my body temp goes through the roof now it comes and goes what I notice is when when I wake up super fast heartrate take about an hour to calm down but I fight for my life then I calm down after 4-6 hours but it's still there and cant get up from my bed 1 cup tea and 2 slices of bread in 70 hours about I never wanted it in my system and I live in Mexico in a town closest hospital is about an hour away and I'm afraid they won't be able to help there not advanced hospitals and believe it nor my weed got laced with fentanyl and the dehydration part is very real
It breaks my heart to watch this video and I don’t even know you. I lost my younger brother 5 years ago to addiction. He spent 5 years in prison and came home and was gone 3 months later. I just want to let you know that’s it’s never to late and your never alone. But regardless of who wants you to get clean YOU have to want it more than anyone else. This is your fight. You can do it I know you can. Take it one day at a time one hour at a time. Be stronger than this. Just know you have people in your corner. My daughters were heart broken when I told them there uncle went to heaven and they’d never see him again. You got this.
It takes some real heart to step back an look at your life see the error of your ways then work to change it really hope you win this fight keep your self talk positive an under control
Hope you stuck with it and pulled through. Last month was my one year off methadone, before that was 10 years of hard opiates. It’s a tough daily battle but if I can pull through you can to brother!
I’ve come off years long Methadone (for pain) + Klonopin three times. I will tell you now, you do not push through benzo withdrawal. You get hurt doing it. The inpatient detox model is not safe for benzodiazepines. In fact, I no longer feel it safe to taper Opiates in weeks. It’s stress on a fragile CNS. Taper. And don’t stay on Buprenorphine or you end up with androgen deficiency and adrenal insufficiency.
Hope your still on good path of sobriety/ serenity!.. It takes a while ( 3.5 yrs. Clean). It changes your whole brain/ body. But? It's way better Godspeed brother. Hope ur ok .
I heard u say u gotta put job and school on pause…I know it’s hard decision to make but u doing the right thing!! Outpatient therapy worked for me using methadone maintenance but it doesn’t work for everyone cause it’s easy to use and abuse the process but if u can do the program the way it’s intended then it’s a way to keep going to school and work and be stable….but unfortunately some ppl need inpatient…u seem very aware of ur needs so that’s seriously so important in getting clean ! Seems like you have the right mind set !! That’s most important! Yours gonna be okay !
Dude get off of it NOW ! I lost 3 good friends from it last summer! It's not a matter of if but a matter of when you'll die from an OD FROM IT ! GET HELP NOW !!! 🙏🙏🙏and 💪sent for you
I'll let you in on a little secret. If you don't stick this out as hard as it is, you will have to go through many more rattles in your life if you live. Do it once, don't do cold turkey. Help yourself along. Some sleep meds someting to relax you, don't torture yourself do it right. Good luck. 👊🍀
What’s the right way to detox ... I’m tryna stop! It’s been a couple of hours since my last hit my whole body hurts rn it feels like I worked out all day for the first time. I need advice!
@@yanirivera2947 it's a individual process. Don't do cold turkey it's pointless torture. Slow out patient detox , get the meds that will help alleviate the shit your going through like, not sleeping, eating, diarrhoea, anxiety and pain. These things will take the misery out of the detox, every little helps. A month of this will make the worse of this a bit better for you. I don't know what stage your at, I can only give you the heads up on the info you give me here. Hope it's a little help. Respect and good luck. I'm Still around to talk. 👊☘️
How is your journey going for you?. I’m literally on day 1 of not taking them because I’m tired of this and want to get clean. My son deserves so much better. I’ve tried before and after day 3 i just relapsed because i couldn’t take it anymore 😭 it’s sooooo freaking hard and like yu mentioned, i have work and school. I don’t have time to take a month off so i can get better or else we will be homeless with nothing. What helps?. What should i avoid?.
I have a year sober as of March 18th (yesterday) . You can do it Man , just don’t let your depression over your current state cause you to relapse . Opiates turn grown Men into little boys , remember that .
Keep your head up brother. I had a horrible drinking problem (1/5 of Yager/Night) until the top of my ball-joint in my hip died, need a new hip and Knee and was only in my 40's when that happened. I know drinking isn't the same as Fen... But I do know that I continued to drink even after I found that it was literally killing my bones (Osteo-Necrosis).
Stay up brother I hope you're doing better I myself am in a outpatient methadone clinic I wouldn't recommend doing that the only thing I would recommend is a 21 day detox which I did a couple times no problem then went on maintenance and when I wanted to come off the four counselors I am now have gone through would make up a reason or tell me I wasn't ready and now I'm completely saturated and addicted to the stuff and I'm trying so hard to taper 🙏🏻 for me too
I feel you . I'm an addict too. I'm spiritually lost .I also have the monster that is addiction inside me that needs feeding. That controls my every thought. It's a mence . I wish the best for you friend
Hey bud, try suboxone if you're still not clean. Will literally not feel a thing. ;-) Kratom worked for me too. But look at my videos if you want some advice for after in recovery
Sitting here in VERY BAD WITHDRAWALS RIGHT NOW from fent I'm tired of living....won a lot of battles but I'm losing the war.... questioning my own existence tired of fighting it
thats how I have felt and continue to feel for the past 15 years. I 100% understand why you wrote that. how are you now? am starting to feel like am a "done deal" :(
I lost my mother to an overdose then a week later me and my fiance overdosed and she passed away. I survived burt got hospitalized for 40 days with accute kidney failure and I had rabdo which is my muscles were breaking down and deuterating. I couldnt sitt up on the edge of the bed for about 2 weeks and 3 months later i have foot drop and nerve damage all down my left leg. so im bound to a walker and cane and my life has changed so much. God has granted me this life I dont deserve and thats my grace. I will never touch this shit again in my life. It has came into my life and completely wrecked it like a bad car crash. I suggest to anyone on it now take my warning you keep doing it one day it will catch up to you. I used to be so naive to it and think I was fine, then all this happened to me and it took away the people I loved the most and damn near took me. I get addiction cause im an addict I understand the pain in life but its not worth it for the pain and suffering it will cause in the long run. ID rather withdraw for a few days and be ok and normal than to go through what im going through. Get help soon or youll be the next statistic
@@sostartled265 about a week. I was able to eat again after about 5 days and could drink water and keep it down. Then around day 6 and 7 I felt comfortable in my own clothes again and went outside for fresh air and that's when my optimism came back and was able to stay on the path. Every single day gets better and easier.
@@sostartled265 it seems easier to lose shit if you don’t quit. It amazes me that ppl can use and keep a job. I for one couldn’t do it. I struggle enough without using. 🤪
@@picilocarnal i ended up having to take two weeks off. That third week coming back was still hard. The fourth week is when everything turned around. Then one night my skin finally stopped hurting. It felt like I was on ecstacy. Rubbing my arms felt so good I couldnt believe it. I was in a truly divine state. But my boyfriend was still using and even though he lost his job still refuses to quit. I relapsed. He had a really bad car wreck yesterday and our plug is in another town. He wasnt high yet, a tractor pulled out a few cars ahead and caused a pile up. His whole family is so pissed. They didnt even ask if he was okay. He was able to get drugs last night but we finished it off this morning. Im sitting here mad at myself for relapsing because now I might actually lose my job. Ive gotta find someone with covid to give it to me or something so i can get paid time off lol. Jk. But seriously I really wish I didnt relapse. Idk what im going to do after today
Feel u bro... Lost the love of my life cuz I couldnt grow either. Worst part about it, my child was with her... So ya..havent seen them in years... at this point tho its not even because of drugs, I just cant afford to. Theyre far away and it costs a LOT of money to start court/child support/traveling back and forth etc. So no matter how bad u got it, someones got it worse man... just get better... I cant see my kid because I dont have enough green pieces of fucking paper.. Ive been doing good in life in every possible way- even exercising- but I just cant make a lot of money... Its amazing the power money has. You can be a full blown addict fucking everything in the world up but if u got money youre straight..you can be totally sober being the best man on earth but if you DONT have money- you dont have anything but your little square room
I wish the dr and other too dogs could feel a split second of what we go thru stay strong brotha I’m day 3 off fentanyl I gave everything away this time this 7 physical days of pain ain’t shit for the rest of your life string out
Robert, Amen to that brother. I've told my counselor time and time again that empathy and gratitude are two characteristics instilled in most of the recovering addicts I know. It is truly heartbreaking that certain professionals can't look past statistics and past experiences that led to biases, but alas, the world isn't perfect. Keep up the good work man. I'm proud of you.
Yeah bro, I tried a sub my last time before going to detox, which was late June/early July. Granted my tolerance was even a little more substantial than it is today, with all that stimulus money coming in, and overtime from work, but after talking 65 hours since my previous dose of fentanyl, I was ROCKED to my core. Sneezing uncontrollably, dry heaving, went to piss and literally soiled myself. I ended up driving over to get two g's just to stop the pain. Wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Needless to say I was floored, so I spoke with my Dr. about everything. They offered the subpar comfort meds (which is really all they could do) but she told me I'm not the only person reporting these episodes. Apparently there are poor people out there that have to wait nearly 90 to 100 hours before induction. Sounds like methadone, but I know it can happen with this street stuff as well. It is Hell Bro.
If u take sub before ur in full blown withdrawal it will throw you into severe withdrawals. It’s because the naloxone in the sub strips the opiates from Your opiate receptors in your brain.
@@Kelly-ig7ci no, it's not the naloxone. It's the buprenorphine itself that does it. Everyone says what you say, but very very few actually know the mechanism of action and what's actually going on.
You probably took the whole sub because your clueless lol. Don’t mess with these drugs if you aren’t going to do the research on pharmacology. You could have taken 1-2mg just to see what happened. You probably took 8-16 mg. That’s way too much.
You’re literally taking a mu opioid SUPER AGONIST not a full agonist. Excess Buprenorphine and naloxone are going to mess you up. Kratom is better than suboxone anyway(not low quality kratom that most people drink).
This video gives me hope today was soupposed to be my first day but i took my subs way to early and the withdraws were the worst ever .....nothing like getting them when you haven't used....i hope your ok and doing well
Way to go excellant!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats how to do it. It doesn't last for ever, Its only going to last a few days. He doesn't need inpatent withdraw isn't deadly. When you cant sleep and its 3:00 am Thats a good time to do some writing, Just open a word file on your computer and start typing. That will come in handy later when you start doing step work. Days turn into seasons and someday this guy will have a lot of clean time. Sobrity takes a tun of patence in the worst way possible.
wow man can i get your IG bc not having anyone to kind of be your guide as to what to expect and time frames specific to the type of opiate youre abusing is dreadful could use all the help i can get
Ima go Cold Turkey tomorrow. I'm fuxkkn scared. But I really need to get off fentanyl. I already OD ONCE. I don't want to Od again. Fuck this drug. I been on M30S for 5months. And I'm done. I dont want to do it anymore. May God have mercy on me.
@@yanirivera2947 Doing alright,, damn I posted this a while back. And I'm also sure I saw ur reply a while too. Just wasn't in the mood of answering it. But to give u an update. I went through with my sobriety, it wasn't easy. I withdrawal pretty bad. But I had good emotional support and I also got on methadone. Which helped a ton. 👍👍
7 years off Fentanyl quit cold turkey. I remember the withdrawal. Thats why I will never pick up again. Stay strong
1.5 years clean off illicit fentanyl and heroin. I always copped in kensington (north philly), I went cold turkey and I have PTSD from it. Never again.
How long til the acute phase ends? Does kratom help?
@@beansmacarter932 kratom has opiod like withdrawl effects also.
@@beansmacarter932 depending on your tolerance, how long youve been using and frequency, could be anywhere from a few weeks to a few months.
I was out of the worst of it by the 3rd week. I didn’t sleep normally until 3 months. Everyones different
@@davids4192 i used to eat about 7 ounces a day of powder kratom before i ever did an opiate. Personally never experienced withdrawal from kratom. Everyones body is different tho.
Remember, your worse day sober will be so much better than you best day high. Because it will be the real you!!! I loved hearing birds singing ( sounds corny but it was so true ) everything was in gray and black and there was no sound..... I hear everything now, and then I get to hear it all over again through My Grandchildren's eyes. Hang in there Sweetheart, it's so, so worth it and then you never have to be scared or feel that way again.. Everyone here is praying for you, you're not alone!!!
Joanne Madden. I understand completely about the birds.
Yes we are praying for you. You are worth it brother. Devils playing with you. Don't let him win. You can start over. And don't listen to any negativity. And yeah you need to go in and be surrounded by like minded people. You had Angel's looking after you brother. No deaths. Keep it that way. YOU CAN DO THIS LITTLE BROTHER. START WANTING TO CARE FOR YOURSELF. ITS A START.
You can make it with God blessings all things are possible. You must fight me good fight of faith to win. The best gift you can give yourself and your family.
Porn is destroying us we need to stop.
@@davidroberts4248 the Devil is nothing but a lier! Give it to GOD🙏
Day 8-12, you are gonna feel like the worst person in the world, thinking about all that stuff. Just remember it IS the withdrawal and those feelings will dissipate. The situation is not hopeless- but you’re gonna feel like it is. The anxiety about the hurt you’ve caused is gonna hit hard- stay strong, it’s all in your body chemistry and it will settle.
Stay strong
We are all doing it with you
No you won’t
It all depends on how much you took. Going Cold turkey you’ll be normal in 5 6 days
@@JesusLopez-cg2gq ya but mentally you still feel like shit after the physical part for awhile
Exactly how I’m feeling right now.. I hate my life.
@@ericsilva5285 you still kickin my guy?
Aye man I just got off fentanyl I’m like a week sober now. Life’s great. That shit is the worst addiction there is. It completely takes control and forces you to constantly do them. Please no one do Percocet or fentanyl it will ruin your life. No exceptions. It will ruin your entire life. It will make you homeless. Feel better man. The withdrawals are a mental game just as much physical. Hope you’re doing well bro
how did you do it
@@carloszura675 i smoke them off of foil
@@iluvpercys2655 yo dam tag lol me too sadly
I wonder why people do that foil must be some addictive stuff in aluminum all shiny I wonder if chromes better like stronger 😊
Restless leg is the worst. You just want a few hours of sleep but nope, not happening
Yep!
Omg yes I know !
Brutal ain't it.
Going thru that rn
It's so fucking bad man any tips on how I can get threw it besides kratom
I'm 2 months clean tomorrow. I never thought I could get to this point. I was so scared of the physical part and rightfully so. It was hell. Literal hell. That's why I'll never use again. Anytime i have a craving i just think about the withdrawal. I will never go back to that lifestyle.
Congrats bro hope you still feeling good Im 18 days sober today and I can say I’m passed the storm and I won’t go still have cravings but just keep thinking about that first week
How long did the withdrawal last?
@@shroome8080 how long did the withdrawal last? I was on 100 mgs of methadone for 20 years, quit cold turkey well 15 days of it was in jail I figured why go back I suffered this long but on day I still felt horrible I took Kratom on day 21 and I slept 8 hrs for ty first time in that 21 days, I been slipping and I'm scared, I feel like this would be a cake walk compared to that but idk
@@briandcarey3110 the wrost of the wrost was done arould day 18 I’m day 30 something now and it’s all just mental and the shits that won’t go away I get morning rlg or at nights when I been lazy the whole day. You got this man you passed the worst now it’s just all mind and we are gonna be addicts forever I know I’m aways gonna crave 30s they made me feel great today I feel like shit but guess what I feel human again I feel sad again I cried for the first time in a long time during my withdrawal just feels good to start feelings human and they will start to come back if your getting more sleep you should start seeing better days keep getting rest sleep and getting good foods exercise and finding a hobby is the best thing you can do for yourser rn
@@shroome8080 thanks for explaining. I don’t use but I want to understand why people do if it brings so much self destruction.
I’d like to help people quit drugs but it’s hard when we’ve never felt the cravings and withdrawals they have.
I had to switch to my non professional account to watch/make comments on these vids. I have one last fetty bag and then it’s all down hill from there. This is my 5th or 6th time doing this in 2 years. Never touched it or really even knew about it until august 2020. Been on 25-30 bags daily for a straight year now. I know what’s coming and wanna die but I’m doing everything I can to get through this for the last time. Sending love to you and anyone reading this comment. We can do this. Seems like it’s impossible, but we can. Things will get better for you, love. I pray they have already. ♥️
How's it goin? This is the one who posted this video right?
how u doin g
Did it work
@@Ross-ql9fi for a bit but fell back into it. W/D is just so terrifying. It’s gotten infinitely worse with what’s out on the streets. What was considered a terrible time for a few weeks (maybe a month or so) 4 yrs ago has now turned into what I can only describe as a living, personal hell with all the “additives” and what not. But then I realize it’s all just an excuse. The fear. You can’t get bit by a venomous snake and “hope” your way out of it. It’s all super fuck€d. Thanks for checkin in tho
@@masterofwit339oh no😢 try methadone I’ve been on it for 3 years and yes it’s still a drug but at least it’s legal and I’m not w/d
Im on day 2.. i feel you bro.. lets get threw this man you are not alone brother.. we all here in this together.
Hope you're doing good. I'm on day 1 myself.
@@doodahman2995 same bro
Are u guys all still good?
Did you make it? 🥺
On day 2, taking 4mgs of sub not helping but helping if that makes any sense i was playing Russian roulete with the mboxes i knew they were fake but they were so good
You have such a genuine heart. I have faith in you. I wish you the best of luck on this journey. I’m going on 4 months off H. Sending positive vibes your way man !
How long did it take to for the wds to go away?
Hope you’re alive and still kicking bro. Much love, even if you’re still using again that’s okay man we ALL slip up. Keep your head up much love brother
Hope ur still with it wanna here how ur doin bro let us know
Really let us know definitely dont need another statistic my man going through the same thing right now I'm on day 2 without suboxone or methadone
For some odd reason this showed up in my feed. You are the most functioning fety user I've seen on UA-cam.
God bless you Brian . Mental resilience and medical support is the way forward. You gotta fight for it. ❤️
I hope you are doing well, that stuff is hell coming off of, I felt so lost and depressed. It will get better! Stay strong!
Brian im still praying for you!!! You are strong, brave and a warrior!!! Sending you love and strength 🥰🥰🥰🥰
Keep up the fight. Believe in yourself. You can do it.
Sending you healing vibes, no matter where you're at in your use/recovery. I know how hard it is.
Hey buddy its gonna be okay - Sometimes we go through these things to become to people we want to be. Keep up the fight and great things will come to you. Practice understanding and compassion on yourself and the things you've done. Not everyone talks about it but we've all been in really dire striates once or twice in our life. I believe in you. God believes in you. We all love you
You are exactly where you need to be right now. I wish I could give you a huge hug. You are doing awesome. Keep talking. Keep in your mind all the people you’ve hurt. Just keep doing this. Of course at the stage you are- very depressed. You just said your own self who you need. I’m so proud of you for recognizing that you need God. He loves you exactly the way you are -he loves you all the time -he is the only one who can see you through this and get you through this. All you have to do is call his name. I wish I knew how you were doing today - so this was 6 months ago. I pray you are doing good. I know it’s hard. I’m in recovery too. Keep your head up honey. I’ll be thinking about you for sure. Thank you for sharing
Dude keep going.I will too.I promise🙌. I'm going through opiate withdrawal... I'll be clean by June 2021. I promise✨
Did you manage to stay clean?
@@shonatimmins2748 A couple of relapse but yes indeed...
You can not expect to get clean in the same place you got sick at so best thing any1 can do is up and move. Believe me. It doesn't matter how much you want to get better if your in the same place. From the drugs being available to the support you don't get. And that is the hardest part. Like Our body's can handle a lot and really after 3 weeks to a month most withdrawal is gone. But to be honest for most of us that isn't the hard part. So to any1 looking to get clean get help please. I needed it.
Fair play to ya man i hope you keep going much respect to you and i wish you the very best in the future,i will pray for you also from shona in Ireland ❤❤❤
Stay strong brother, once you overcome this, you can overcome anything
I quit cold turkey. It was uncomfortable but its possible. Just remember to stay hydrated and eat healthy. I didnt choose to taper with suboxone or methadone because thats just switching from one drug to another. Let it go and get on with your life !
how did you do it
Methadone taper was the only way I got clean. Been off methadone for 2 months feel great. Been off dope for 6 years
I quit cold turkey from a 20 yr methadone addiction. I'm 7 yrs clean. 👍
Wow, when I saw this video recommended to me I was like who is this splitting image of me? And both our videos were wearing almost the same outfit, same hair, hat and glasses and we both start off by saying "hi guys". Its so eerie how were in the same boat. Especially the feeling lost and being so caught up with fentanyl. I got back on methadone maintenance and got my life back. Been clean off it for 3 weeks and haven't gone back once. Hang in there. Please.
Wonderful! You just traded one hell for another. Quitting cold turkey is not even the same universe as getting on that crap. I’m sorry bro but you can’t compare these two things. You still have a horrible life on that stuff. I wish you luck but my advice is do not continue with maintenance opioids, they are just another form of absolute hell. The withdrawal from that stuff is insane and if you keep going it’s just gets harder and harder until you realize that it’s forever!!!!!
Take of yourself man, as hard as it is. I lost my brother to this. No shame in getting help. Best thing you can do is be there for your family. YOU CAN MAKE IT!!
I'm on day 11 man. Hang in there. Shit gets better.
Only on hour 11... I know what's coming.. ain't first rodeo usually last 2 maybe 3 days and fail if I could only go another day or two I could do it... only God knows what happens this time...
@@garydaniels1420 same. Hope you're doing well.
Hay Brian, hope you’re doing okay today. Let us know. Strength to you my man.
I hope you got through it man. I can sympathize with what you're going through. I had a 10 year dependency issue on hydromorphone. The evil about it was that it started from a botched surgery, also having pain from having MS, and my dr prescribed them to me. I was on 420 8mg hydromorphone every 12 days. I'm honestly not lying. I got over it with Suboxone. I transitioned to it withing 24 hours and now I'm weaning myself off that too. It saved my life. Try it. I swear it works.
I miraculously made it all the way to day 23 today. Those first 8 days were so intense and painful. I was heavily hallucinating for a while there. Very little comfort found it’s way into my days. Just blasted hard with pain and misery. Day 12ish. Finally don’t feel so sick. No more throwing up etc. I kind of feel good… but my brain is still fuzzy and dull. That happens up until I hit day 20. Now my mind is going absolutely haywire. My thoughts are sporadic and chaotic and pointless. And then I get overly emotional. It’s just a weird wild ride and I have no idea what’s going to happen from one minute to the next in this phase. My sense of humor is back but I just feel completely insane
It's like big companies have made folks like us into a social experiment... Whatever you do, DON'T GIVE UP!!! Love you Bro... We're in this together... PLEASE keep us posted...
Yes, cartels are laughing all the way to the bank as they saturate the US with Fentanyl. If a client dies, there are 10 more stealing to be able to afford the addition.
Stay strong I've seen it. Its Hell and scary but its a storm you can pass through and put it behind you. I'm for real man you can make this the past my friend.
Bless you bro. Totally understand what you’re going through. All I can say is let go and let God ! One day or one hour at a time !. Whatever it takes ! 🙏🏽🙏🏽
you can do this man, we believe in you
No matter how bad you feel now, it is feeling something. Something is better than nothing aka death.
Being sober makes it worse AT FIRST. THAT IS NORMAL. This is normal, what you are feeling is shared by millions. You are not alone, brother.
I'm watching this 8 most after you posted it. Hope you made it bro. Alot of great comments. Alot of people rooting for you.
About to watch your newer vids. But had to watch this 1st.
My clean date is 08/21/2020, the first few days are going to be hard but I know you got this!!!! I’m very proud of you, keep it going. One day at a time❤️❤️❤️🙏🤗
thats my birthday and the day i became clean, 08/21/2020 its so hard still and i cry every now and then because i am so proud of a fight i put on and what i went through to be sober. i always thought i was going to die being on the drug and i was totally okay with it because i accepted it, but now i am so glad i came out alive 😢🙏🏼❤️
I went cold turkey in 2017 omg I wanted to die...keep going there IS a way out of this
I was at work at 16 going thro that shit was living hell
Amigo stay strong believe yourself its possible all the best big Hug from Portugal...You will win Amigo...
I will pray for you brother, you have your whole life ahead of youand your family standing behind you, forgive yourself, stay strong, stay clean one day at a time
You got this bro I feel you on so many levels hard times don't last 4ever
Going to detox is a good idea. I hope you fair well. Stay strong 💪.
I feel you bro, it gets so so so good after you're free from that garbage. There is light at the end of the tunnel man.
You can do this man.. the disease will whisper in your ear and play tricks on you. Tell you you're not good enough tell you you're too weak and resistance is futile. The devil is a liar and through God you can do all things. Pray, meetings and fellowship with other addicts is the only way to get clean and to maintain clean time. Good luck man and remember how much God loves you, he'll be walking beside you throughout your journey
Self care and self love is within you...just keep thanking for your healing....you have the power....sending you love and light
Fentanyl withdrawal is serious. Plus, when it's illicit we don't really know what it contains so the symptoms can vary greatly. Over the last few years we have been detoxing a lot of fentanyl and seen such a variety of symptoms. Since our patients are in the hospital the medical team can manage symptoms, vitals and fluids to prevent additional issues. Best of luck and don't hesitate to go to the ER if you get too dehydrated.
so if you are using the pressed blues thro snorting is the withrawl process less intense or maybe not last as long ? is there an email i could connect to you thro or maybe IG? ive been looking all over for someone who actually knows the things you mentioned in your comment like ive even gone to reddit trying to find answers so it would be a blessing to be able to have your council
@@mrkey500 It depends more on what you are snorting because opioids have different half-life's. Absolutely, you can email me info@opiates.com. or follow us on IG @rapidopiatedetox
@@mrkey500 me too I've been looking
Hey I need help I got laced with fentanyl and I don't feel good first time on fentanyl and didnt know it I haven't been feeling good for 6 days at first 2 days my heartbeat would go so fast I would do think I was/was dying and sweating excessively shaking uncontrollably and my body temp goes through the roof now it comes and goes what I notice is when when I wake up super fast heartrate take about an hour to calm down but I fight for my life then I calm down after 4-6 hours but it's still there and cant get up from my bed 1 cup tea and 2 slices of bread in 70 hours about I never wanted it in my system and I live in Mexico in a town closest hospital is about an hour away and I'm afraid they won't be able to help there not advanced hospitals and believe it nor my weed got laced with fentanyl and the dehydration part is very real
Coming up two years for me! Congrats, stick with it!
Congrats to you!!
It breaks my heart to watch this video and I don’t even know you. I lost my younger brother 5 years ago to addiction. He spent 5 years in prison and came home and was gone 3 months later. I just want to let you know that’s it’s never to late and your never alone. But regardless of who wants you to get clean YOU have to want it more than anyone else. This is your fight. You can do it I know you can. Take it one day at a time one hour at a time. Be stronger than this. Just know you have people in your corner. My daughters were heart broken when I told them there uncle went to heaven and they’d never see him again. You got this.
Thank you so much for the support. I mean that.
You Got this bro. It does get easier. You see the loved ones and Smile. I realized nobody Mentioned God. He is the Way!!!! Stay Strong Brother.
It takes some real heart to step back an look at your life see the error of your ways then work to change it really hope you win this fight keep your self talk positive an under control
Inspiration man . Hope you’re doing better . I plan to do the same
Hope you feel better man you can do it God bless
Hope you stuck with it and pulled through. Last month was my one year off methadone, before that was 10 years of hard opiates. It’s a tough daily battle but if I can pull through you can to brother!
Don't be so hard on yourself everybody makes mistakes
You are amazing! Stick w it my friend!
You are a real hero young man. God loves you and I do too.
I made it 7 years now! My life is much better.
I’ve come off years long Methadone (for pain) + Klonopin three times. I will tell you now, you do not push through benzo withdrawal. You get hurt doing it. The inpatient detox model is not safe for benzodiazepines. In fact, I no longer feel it safe to taper Opiates in weeks. It’s stress on a fragile CNS. Taper. And don’t stay on Buprenorphine or you end up with androgen deficiency and adrenal insufficiency.
Sending love to you. I wish I could say something to help heal you. Keep your head up and just try to work at it each day. You will beat this.
Hope your still on good path of sobriety/ serenity!..
It takes a while ( 3.5 yrs. Clean). It changes your whole brain/ body. But?
It's way better
Godspeed brother. Hope ur ok .
I'm an addict to stay strong brother God is there for you just keep asking praying hes there he really is there
I heard u say u gotta put job and school on pause…I know it’s hard decision to make but u doing the right thing!! Outpatient therapy worked for me using methadone maintenance but it doesn’t work for everyone cause it’s easy to use and abuse the process but if u can do the program the way it’s intended then it’s a way to keep going to school and work and be stable….but unfortunately some ppl need inpatient…u seem very aware of ur needs so that’s seriously so important in getting clean ! Seems like you have the right mind set !! That’s most important! Yours gonna be okay !
Know that you are loved ❤️ you are worth it. ❤️
Dude get off of it NOW !
I lost 3 good friends from it last summer! It's not a matter of if but a matter of when you'll die from an OD FROM IT ! GET HELP NOW !!!
🙏🙏🙏and 💪sent for you
You're not alone man people care about you don't forget that
Dude we were withdrawing at the same time I wish I had found this video 8 months ago. Hope you’re doing well bro.
I'll let you in on a little secret. If you don't stick this out as hard as it is, you will have to go through many more rattles in your life if you live. Do it once, don't do cold turkey. Help yourself along. Some sleep meds someting to relax you, don't torture yourself do it right. Good luck. 👊🍀
What’s the right way to detox ... I’m tryna stop! It’s been a couple of hours since my last hit my whole body hurts rn it feels like I worked out all day for the first time. I need advice!
@@yanirivera2947 it's a individual process. Don't do cold turkey it's pointless torture. Slow out patient detox , get the meds that will help alleviate the shit your going through like, not sleeping, eating, diarrhoea, anxiety and pain. These things will take the misery out of the detox, every little helps. A month of this will make the worse of this a bit better for you. I don't know what stage your at, I can only give you the heads up on the info you give me here. Hope it's a little help. Respect and good luck. I'm Still around to talk. 👊☘️
How is your journey going for you?. I’m literally on day 1 of not taking them because I’m tired of this and want to get clean. My son deserves so much better. I’ve tried before and after day 3 i just relapsed because i couldn’t take it anymore 😭 it’s sooooo freaking hard and like yu mentioned, i have work and school. I don’t have time to take a month off so i can get better or else we will be homeless with nothing. What helps?. What should i avoid?.
I have a year sober as of March 18th (yesterday) . You can do it Man , just don’t let your depression over your current state cause you to relapse . Opiates turn grown Men into little boys , remember that .
Keep at it bro!!!good luck
Hope you made it trough brother.
Im off H 27 hours. Shivvering wathing this video. Finding hope in others suffering. So you know your not alone🙏
Man that sucks, I feel bad for you for real. Suboxone saved me, maybe you should try that? Good luck man
hang in there, you on the right road now
Keep your head up brother. I had a horrible drinking problem (1/5 of Yager/Night) until the top of my ball-joint in my hip died, need a new hip and Knee and was only in my 40's when that happened. I know drinking isn't the same as Fen... But I do know that I continued to drink even after I found that it was literally killing my bones (Osteo-Necrosis).
How are you doing now? Hope everything worked out for you. Good luck
Stay up brother I hope you're doing better I myself am in a outpatient methadone clinic I wouldn't recommend doing that the only thing I would recommend is a 21 day detox which I did a couple times no problem then went on maintenance and when I wanted to come off the four counselors I am now have gone through would make up a reason or tell me I wasn't ready and now I'm completely saturated and addicted to the stuff and I'm trying so hard to taper 🙏🏻 for me too
I feel you . I'm an addict too. I'm spiritually lost .I also have the monster that is addiction inside me that needs feeding. That controls my every thought. It's a mence . I wish the best for you friend
Hey bud, try suboxone if you're still not clean. Will literally not feel a thing. ;-) Kratom worked for me too. But look at my videos if you want some advice for after in recovery
Sitting here in VERY BAD WITHDRAWALS RIGHT NOW from fent I'm tired of living....won a lot of battles but I'm losing the war.... questioning my own existence tired of fighting it
thats how I have felt and continue to feel for the past 15 years. I 100% understand why you wrote that. how are you now? am starting to feel like am a "done deal" :(
Life is so worth living no matter the struggle I pray you get off the murderous shit.
I lost my mother to an overdose then a week later me and my fiance overdosed and she passed away. I survived burt got hospitalized for 40 days with accute kidney failure and I had rabdo which is my muscles were breaking down and deuterating. I couldnt sitt up on the edge of the bed for about 2 weeks and 3 months later i have foot drop and nerve damage all down my left leg. so im bound to a walker and cane and my life has changed so much. God has granted me this life I dont deserve and thats my grace. I will never touch this shit again in my life. It has came into my life and completely wrecked it like a bad car crash. I suggest to anyone on it now take my warning you keep doing it one day it will catch up to you. I used to be so naive to it and think I was fine, then all this happened to me and it took away the people I loved the most and damn near took me. I get addiction cause im an addict I understand the pain in life but its not worth it for the pain and suffering it will cause in the long run. ID rather withdraw for a few days and be ok and normal than to go through what im going through. Get help soon or youll be the next statistic
Withdrawl was the main reason I never used again.
Smart.
I've been clean since February 8th after a terrible habit for years. Its so nice to feel feelings and be able to sleep naturally again.
How long did it take you for the sickness to go down enough to act normal in public again?
@@sostartled265 about a week. I was able to eat again after about 5 days and could drink water and keep it down. Then around day 6 and 7 I felt comfortable in my own clothes again and went outside for fresh air and that's when my optimism came back and was able to stay on the path. Every single day gets better and easier.
@@lsvtecb18c1 I have to quit but I also have to go to work still and I'm really scared bc I think I'm gonna end up losing my shit lol
@@sostartled265 it seems easier to lose shit if you don’t quit. It amazes me that ppl can use and keep a job. I for one couldn’t do it. I struggle enough without using. 🤪
@@picilocarnal i ended up having to take two weeks off. That third week coming back was still hard. The fourth week is when everything turned around. Then one night my skin finally stopped hurting. It felt like I was on ecstacy. Rubbing my arms felt so good I couldnt believe it. I was in a truly divine state. But my boyfriend was still using and even though he lost his job still refuses to quit. I relapsed. He had a really bad car wreck yesterday and our plug is in another town. He wasnt high yet, a tractor pulled out a few cars ahead and caused a pile up. His whole family is so pissed. They didnt even ask if he was okay. He was able to get drugs last night but we finished it off this morning. Im sitting here mad at myself for relapsing because now I might actually lose my job. Ive gotta find someone with covid to give it to me or something so i can get paid time off lol. Jk. But seriously I really wish I didnt relapse. Idk what im going to do after today
Feel u bro... Lost the love of my life cuz I couldnt grow either. Worst part about it, my child was with her... So ya..havent seen them in years... at this point tho its not even because of drugs, I just cant afford to. Theyre far away and it costs a LOT of money to start court/child support/traveling back and forth etc. So no matter how bad u got it, someones got it worse man... just get better... I cant see my kid because I dont have enough green pieces of fucking paper.. Ive been doing good in life in every possible way- even exercising- but I just cant make a lot of money... Its amazing the power money has. You can be a full blown addict fucking everything in the world up but if u got money youre straight..you can be totally sober being the best man on earth but if you DONT have money- you dont have anything but your little square room
I wish the dr and other too dogs could feel a split second of what we go thru stay strong brotha I’m day 3 off fentanyl I gave everything away this time this 7 physical days of pain ain’t shit for the rest of your life string out
Robert, Amen to that brother. I've told my counselor time and time again that empathy and gratitude are two characteristics instilled in most of the recovering addicts I know. It is truly heartbreaking that certain professionals can't look past statistics and past experiences that led to biases, but alas, the world isn't perfect. Keep up the good work man. I'm proud of you.
@@brianparliar7074 thank you brotha
This is what growth looks like. This is true repentance. This is the repentance God wants.
How are you Brian? I see it’s been a couple weeks
One year clean. It can be done. Those withdrawals were the absolute worst thing ever.
Yeah bro, I tried a sub my last time before going to detox, which was late June/early July. Granted my tolerance was even a little more substantial than it is today, with all that stimulus money coming in, and overtime from work, but after talking 65 hours since my previous dose of fentanyl, I was ROCKED to my core. Sneezing uncontrollably, dry heaving, went to piss and literally soiled myself. I ended up driving over to get two g's just to stop the pain. Wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy. Needless to say I was floored, so I spoke with my Dr. about everything. They offered the subpar comfort meds (which is really all they could do) but she told me I'm not the only person reporting these episodes. Apparently there are poor people out there that have to wait nearly 90 to 100 hours before induction. Sounds like methadone, but I know it can happen with this street stuff as well. It is Hell Bro.
If u take sub before ur in full blown withdrawal it will throw you into severe withdrawals. It’s because the naloxone in the sub strips the opiates from Your opiate receptors in your brain.
@@Kelly-ig7ci no, it's not the naloxone. It's the buprenorphine itself that does it. Everyone says what you say, but very very few actually know the mechanism of action and what's actually going on.
@@pnwlife8593 yay someone else actually reads!
You probably took the whole sub because your clueless lol. Don’t mess with these drugs if you aren’t going to do the research on pharmacology. You could have taken 1-2mg just to see what happened. You probably took 8-16 mg. That’s way too much.
You’re literally taking a mu opioid SUPER AGONIST not a full agonist. Excess Buprenorphine and naloxone are going to mess you up. Kratom is better than suboxone anyway(not low quality kratom that most people drink).
This video gives me hope today was soupposed to be my first day but i took my subs way to early and the withdraws were the worst ever .....nothing like getting them when you haven't used....i hope your ok and doing well
Just found this video. So sad. Wishing you well. I will check the update vids
GOD BLESS ALL WHO TRY....I KNOW IT FEELS IMPOSSIBLE.. YOU CAN YOU WILL DO IT.....ONE DAY AT A TIME.... JUST GET THROUGH TODAY...
I hope someone is watching you. Hope you're well
Way to go excellant!!!!!!!!!!!! Thats how to do it. It doesn't last for ever, Its only going to last a few days. He doesn't need inpatent withdraw isn't deadly. When you cant sleep and its 3:00 am Thats a good time to do some writing, Just open a word file on your computer and start typing. That will come in handy later when you start doing step work. Days turn into seasons and someday this guy will have a lot of clean time. Sobrity takes a tun of patence in the worst way possible.
wow man can i get your IG bc not having anyone to kind of be your guide as to what to expect and time frames specific to the type of opiate youre abusing is dreadful could use all the help i can get
Hang in there buddy it gets better
You can do it. Be brave and believe.
Ima go Cold Turkey tomorrow. I'm fuxkkn scared. But I really need to get off fentanyl. I already OD ONCE. I don't want to Od again. Fuck this drug. I been on M30S for 5months. And I'm done. I dont want to do it anymore. May God have mercy on me.
How are you doing? Were you anld to stay clean? I had my last dose of the 30s a couple hours ago. My body feels so sore
@@yanirivera2947 Doing alright,, damn I posted this a while back. And I'm also sure I saw ur reply a while too. Just wasn't in the mood of answering it. But to give u an update. I went through with my sobriety, it wasn't easy. I withdrawal pretty bad. But I had good emotional support and I also got on methadone. Which helped a ton. 👍👍
Good luck may God be with you 🙏 ❤
hope you’re doing ok ❤
Get out of that shit now!!! you can fucking do it!! stay strong couple of months, change your routine and god will help you
i wish i didn't know exactly what you were goin thru right here bro but i do.