Being out of touch with your emotions is an advantage. It makes detachment easier and you simply feel neither love nor pain or feel them at reduced frequencies.
18/21 still after 4 years on this journey. The dark depths I find myself in annihilate pieces of hope that I could ever be good, safe, sane, or useful. Looking foward to being called home.
I have had to find the home WITHIN ME, that held the *divine spark* and... sit with it FOR DAYS in the dark. YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS!! I have ALL FAITH IN YOU. PLEASE don't give up on your journey. It is where you find your joy. You are inherently LOVED... YOU ARE LOVE ITSELF!! P.S. I have BEEN there. Maybe not as deep and dark, but I can promise you. My *spark* was BARELY still an ember in the ash. You are doing the work!! It NEVER ENDS. ❤ LOL!! 😜😍🥰😘
I am SO GRATEFUL FOR THIS!! YOU have crafted into LANGUAGE, what I have been feeling and KNOWING but COMPLETELY UNABLE TO EXPRESS!!! YOU ARE GENIUS!! Whichever soul you may be. We are tribe. THANK YOU BEYOND WORDS!! LITERALLY!! ❤❤❤
So many words for basically the same thing, soul loss, depression, existential crisis, dark soul of the night, I wish there was a quick summary of each and how they differ.
Their is, kinda. Do you journal? I have a practice. Take a piece of paper. Pencil can be colored, markers colored or crayons. Take one of those words like depression and write it large in the center of the paper. Circle it. Now meditate with the word and outside of that circles word write all the words that come to you when meditating on depression. The colors have frequencies, its interesting to see the colors you use for each word. It works for me as just like you said in the comment. So many words for basically the same thing. I have about 6 pages of these now. I tape them on the wall next to my bed where I sleep. My first one began with MYSTIC.
I had many of these growing up that’s why I don’t remember half of my childhood. They’re we’re terrible things that happened to me that I don’t remember. I know I shouldn’t dredge up old traumas and pain but I have a longing to be myself again and I’m willing to face those demons. Thank you for ur video!
That's natural to want to heal and wonderful that you're willing to face those demons. I'm not sure why you believe you're not meant to dredge up old traumas, doing so and processing it (under the right guidance) can help lift off a lot of weight we carry internally. ~M
Thankyou for the clarity of this subject Divine Souls. I can definitely relate to the Anxiety and emotional numbness every now and then..I'm eternally grateful for the information you share with us. 🙏🏾💚👑✨️
I became homeless after the shutdown, and car broke down, while challenged with multiple chronic debilitating health conditions. This resulted in my health getting twice as bad,moving numerous times, and even being attacked at strangled by someone i know. Ive have polyvagal shutdown, which is the same as being in complete freeze mode of stress and dissociation. I am in survival and would like to get to where im able to recover. Ive been suicudal, and dont know how im still here. Ive been put down, left, lied about, and more sunce being homeless. I cant even get back to writing my poetry. Im so lost. Im not even me. I cant afford treatments to help even. One of these treatments is important for me to live. My mom died from this physical condition
I feel this so much and long to break free but nothing helps. My nervous system is fried for certain reasons and don’t know if kundalini has been disturbed from the suffering and subsequent traumas/stress I can’t handle but have tried to. I have many symptoms of kundalini, all distressing, but who knows. Now I feel my soul is broken from not being able to heal despite everything Ive tried to help myself, so that in turn is contributing to stealing my soul creating massive failure unworthy feelings. I’m also fighting with my ego and don’t want to, but it won’t stop triggering me. I just don’t know. I don’t even know why I’m writing this, it stirs up the horrid energy and is so frightening. All I know is I know who I want to be in simple forms but it won’t let me. It’s like life, healing is rejecting me, but I feel my ego promoting that. I just don’t belong anywhere it seems. I’m also afraid of everything and fear everything triggering me❤
Lost memories, depression, fear, lost, unworthy . well i can relate to all of this for the last year ive been trying to figure out why Im even here how all of my life i have had no happy anything.. i found this and seems like me.. thank you mabe a starting point.
I have been taking one substance or another for 40 years. I have stopped due to going down the more spiritual path i am healing i have stopped taking drugs and have been trying plant medicine not quite sure what im doing there though. Everything you are talking about is how my life has been up until recently. I do feel myself slipping into those thoughts or feelings but not much now. Ive been diagnosed with bpd and other personality disorders and more. Thank you for this video its very inspiring and well explained. ❤
Shamans from Peru did soul retrieval and entity removal on me remotely and told me it’s completely clearing up but weeks later I still feel horrible. How long does this take? My chronic fatigue is worse also and depression worse, also waking up with extreme anxiety every night.
I'd be very careful who you trust in the marketplace of spirituality. There's a lot of 'spiritual tourism' in Peru of people seeking psychedelic or shamanic healing and there's many non-qualified scam artists who are taking advantage of that. ~M
Yoga ... meditation...Qigong which is Chinese yoga (moving meditation...plant based diet .juice fasting..herbs .water fasting...self reflection shadow work..if you do all those above it will give you awareness to integrate your shadows ....also you have to get rid of toxic people in your life that may include toxic family too....get a journal and write down your dreams and like i said before all those practices above will strengthen your intuition to to give you heighten awareness to interpret your dreams to see what are the things about yourself you don't like or don't know to come into the conscious mind to be integrated...also you have to lose a lot of attachments...also read tons of books ...it's so much more but i will be here all day start with that all above because that is your foundation to finding your true self ...I wish you well on your spiritual journey to find your way back home to the most sacred depts of your inner being your soul/ highest self
@@LonerWolf thank you so much for answering. I have been watching lots of your videos since joining your channel the other day. I feel so calm and in synch with you. You also explain everything that is going through my mind perfectly. So happy to have come across you. So much love to you xxx
😔🥺❤️🩹💓💚🙏🕊️🌌🪔 Wish none are stuck like this or lost and that none of us are evil etc and especially gone the towards the lower negative bad mind or evil characteristics issues that makes you fake or even bring long out narsissitic characteristics traits 😔
Feeling stuck and disconnected from everything and everyone is the hardest thing I’ve ever experienced.
Being out of touch with your emotions is an advantage. It makes detachment easier and you simply feel neither love nor pain or feel them at reduced frequencies.
Blessing and honor and glory and power Be to Him Who sits on the throne, And to The Lamb, forever and ever
18/21 still after 4 years on this journey. The dark depths I find myself in annihilate pieces of hope that I could ever be good, safe, sane, or useful. Looking foward to being called home.
❤
I have had to find the home WITHIN ME, that held the *divine spark* and... sit with it FOR DAYS in the dark. YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS!! I have ALL FAITH IN YOU. PLEASE don't give up on your journey. It is where you find your joy.
You are inherently LOVED... YOU ARE LOVE ITSELF!!
P.S. I have BEEN there. Maybe not as deep and dark, but I can promise you. My *spark* was BARELY still an ember in the ash. You are doing the work!! It NEVER ENDS. ❤ LOL!! 😜😍🥰😘
I am SO GRATEFUL FOR THIS!! YOU have crafted into LANGUAGE, what I have been feeling and KNOWING but COMPLETELY UNABLE TO EXPRESS!!! YOU ARE GENIUS!! Whichever soul you may be. We are tribe. THANK YOU BEYOND WORDS!! LITERALLY!! ❤❤❤
So many words for basically the same thing, soul loss, depression, existential crisis, dark soul of the night, I wish there was a quick summary of each and how they differ.
Their is, kinda. Do you journal?
I have a practice. Take a piece of paper. Pencil can be colored, markers colored or crayons.
Take one of those words like depression and write it large in the center of the paper. Circle it. Now meditate with the word and outside of that circles word write all the words that come to you when meditating on depression. The colors have frequencies, its interesting to see the colors you use for each word.
It works for me as just like you said in the comment. So many words for basically the same thing. I have about 6 pages of these now. I tape them on the wall next to my bed where I sleep.
My first one began with MYSTIC.
My room is looking like an art room of a psych ward. Lol but the therapy is good I promise.
I had many of these growing up that’s why I don’t remember half of my childhood. They’re we’re terrible things that happened to me that I don’t remember. I know I shouldn’t dredge up old traumas and pain but I have a longing to be myself again and I’m willing to face those demons. Thank you for ur video!
That's natural to want to heal and wonderful that you're willing to face those demons. I'm not sure why you believe you're not meant to dredge up old traumas, doing so and processing it (under the right guidance) can help lift off a lot of weight we carry internally. ~M
Thankyou for the clarity of this subject Divine Souls. I can definitely relate to the Anxiety and emotional numbness every now and then..I'm eternally grateful for the information you share with us. 🙏🏾💚👑✨️
Thank you 💜
Why did I even come to Earth
I loved the video. I identify with more of the 21 than I am comfortable with.
💖🥰🫂
I became homeless after the shutdown, and car broke down, while challenged with multiple chronic debilitating health conditions. This resulted in my health getting twice as bad,moving numerous times, and even being attacked at strangled by someone i know.
Ive have polyvagal shutdown, which is the same as being in complete freeze mode of stress and dissociation.
I am in survival and would like to get to where im able to recover.
Ive been suicudal, and dont know how im still here. Ive been put down, left, lied about, and more sunce being homeless. I cant even get back to writing my poetry.
Im so lost. Im not even me. I cant afford treatments to help even. One of these treatments is important for me to live. My mom died from this physical condition
Do you think it's epigenetics or an event/nurture?
I feel this so much and long to break free but nothing helps. My nervous system is fried for certain reasons and don’t know if kundalini has been disturbed from the suffering and subsequent traumas/stress I can’t handle but have tried to. I have many symptoms of kundalini, all distressing, but who knows. Now I feel my soul is broken from not being able to heal despite everything Ive tried to help myself, so that in turn is contributing to stealing my soul creating massive failure unworthy feelings. I’m also fighting with my ego and don’t want to, but it won’t stop triggering me. I just don’t know. I don’t even know why I’m writing this, it stirs up the horrid energy and is so frightening. All I know is I know who I want to be in simple forms but it won’t let me. It’s like life, healing is rejecting me, but I feel my ego promoting that. I just don’t belong anywhere it seems. I’m also afraid of everything and fear everything triggering me❤
Love you. It's a process.
Do you write or journal?
I feel you at this point acceptance is the next step
Thanks for sharing that Kathy. We're going into a reset. It's almost over let's hope we get out of the third dimension. We are aware. Be still.
i was in denial so long thinking i was fine after watching this i understand im far from ok and lowkey stuck now
True Soul loss.
I have my spiritual Awkenning.
,so much trauma.
Love & light ❤❤❤
So many ways in which I've experienced soul loss
Grateful to be in alignment with your channel❤
Thank you 🙏 😢
Thank you for creating this video. I know this will help many. You are a gift to all.
I'm glad you found it helpful, it's a joy to be of service :)
Thanks for the clarity and especially the soothing tone.
Glad it was helpful! 💜
Lost memories, depression, fear, lost, unworthy . well i can relate to all of this for the last year ive been trying to figure out why Im even here how all of my life i have had no happy anything.. i found this and seems like me.. thank you mabe a starting point.
Dpdr is ruining my life
I am so desperate for anything that could possibly help
I legit feel like im in hell rn
I have been taking one substance or another for 40 years. I have stopped due to going down the more spiritual path i am healing i have stopped taking drugs and have been trying plant medicine not quite sure what im doing there though. Everything you are talking about is how my life has been up until recently. I do feel myself slipping into those thoughts or feelings but not much now. Ive been diagnosed with bpd and other personality disorders and more. Thank you for this video its very inspiring and well explained. ❤
Hi teresa, my name is snake.
Have you seen their video on addiction yet?
@@SnakeJones09hi snake
Congratulate yourself on how far you have come. The farther the fall, the higher the heights of recovery can be. Keep going, you are worth it.
Thank you !
Shamans from Peru did soul retrieval and entity removal on me remotely and told me it’s completely clearing up but weeks later I still feel horrible. How long does this take? My chronic fatigue is worse also and depression worse, also waking up with extreme anxiety every night.
I'd be very careful who you trust in the marketplace of spirituality. There's a lot of 'spiritual tourism' in Peru of people seeking psychedelic or shamanic healing and there's many non-qualified scam artists who are taking advantage of that. ~M
@@LonerWolf yeah but I’m working with the Q’ero. It’s not a scam at all they are the real deal
I have all 21 symptoms 😢
Can you tell the solution for this?
Yoga ... meditation...Qigong which is Chinese yoga (moving meditation...plant based diet .juice fasting..herbs .water fasting...self reflection shadow work..if you do all those above it will give you awareness to integrate your shadows ....also you have to get rid of toxic people in your life that may include toxic family too....get a journal and write down your dreams and like i said before all those practices above will strengthen your intuition to to give you heighten awareness to interpret your dreams to see what are the things about yourself you don't like or don't know to come into the conscious mind to be integrated...also you have to lose a lot of attachments...also read tons of books ...it's so much more but i will be here all day start with that all above because that is your foundation to finding your true self ...I wish you well on your spiritual journey to find your way back home to the most sacred depts of your inner being your soul/ highest self
@@akashalicinia4942love this❤
@@akashalicinia4942when you say plant based diet what do you think to plant medicine eg psychedelic ❤
Yes, we have some helpful guidance here: lonerwolf.com/soul-retrieval/ + lonerwolf.com/soul-work/ Much love 💗
@@LonerWolf thank you so much for answering. I have been watching lots of your videos since joining your channel the other day. I feel so calm and in synch with you. You also explain everything that is going through my mind perfectly. So happy to have come across you. So much love to you xxx
20 of the 21 for me 😢
12
21? not 5 or 6 and why not 73? LOL
😔🥺❤️🩹💓💚🙏🕊️🌌🪔
Wish none are stuck like this or lost and that none of us are evil etc and especially gone the towards the lower negative bad mind or evil characteristics issues that makes you fake or even bring long out narsissitic characteristics traits 😔
And sounds like some oppression or possession 😕
And can relate to all...