My life consists of neverending fear and anxiety. To such an extent I feel as though I having a heart attack. Not a moments relief. Every day all day. Its painful, just like having a real heart attack. Its made worse by family I cannot trust at any given time. Even though there are good people in the world, I still have to meet them. I'm 54 and I'm tired , sick and burnt out. I was raised to believe one has to have integrity however it is the same people who tought me that , who are the ones I should watch my back for. I'm too sick to protect myself. I'm starting to question God. I can't go on , yet tomorrow I wake up again in a pool of sweat.
My life consists of neverending fear and anxiety. To such an extent I feel as though I having a heart attack. Not a moments relief. Every day all day. Its painful, just like having a real heart attack. Its made worse by family I cannot trust at any given time. Even though there are good people in the world, I still have to meet them. I'm 54 and I'm tired , sick and burnt out. I was raised to believe one has to have integrity however it is the same people who tought me that , who are the ones I should watch my back for. I'm too sick to protect myself. I'm starting to question God. I can't go on , yet tomorrow I wake up again in a pool of sweat.