I feel very identified with this song. In all the things that I liked, there was always someone better than me, to the point that I stopped doing that because nobody really cared what I did, because the other person did it better. I don't mean it in a self-centered way, I felt that I was good for nothing, that I didn't have any talent that made me special. I was looking a lot for the appreciation of other people, just with an "Oh, cool" from someone, from anyone, it would be enough for me but I was never really good at something for people to appreciate my "effort". It didn't matter what I dressed in, what I did or didn't do, I was never going to excel at anything.
Do you know how much I relate to this? Like I'm crying so hard rn fr,, Since I was a kid, I loved drawing and reading. All my class loved my drawings and they all begged me to teach them how to draw animals. I felt special and talented. That was until I grew up, and started meeting new people. I realised a sucked so much at drawing. Literally everyone was 100 times BETTER than me. Even at the age of 8-9 years old I started to blame myself for everything and I felt so useless. The only thing that made me feel special in this world suddenly disappeared. It wasn't even just myself, but everyone stopped giving me that attention. In that age I also started written my own histories and I thought that I finally had found my talent. I kept writing my own creations through the years, struggling with the idea that maybe I didn't deserve to even publish a book because literally everyone would do better than me. Now, even being 17, I still feel the same way. I'm always stopping myself to do things that I would love to do because I think I'm too useless to do them, and that I'm not as able as others. I still love writing, but the fact that I need people complimenting my projects to validate them is horrible. I'm not able to create anything because I think that maybe nobody will like it and nobody will validate me or my work. I just need someone to see me and say "hey, that's so cool". But I also feel I don't deserve it. Because everyone is better than me. They DO deserve it. I don't. Sorry I vented so much I really need a therapist right now and it shows bye😭
For the love of all that is holy, please tell me that you don't feel like that anymore, Pls be in a better place now yea? I have a lot of survivors guilt. I was in a Chinese program. Full immersion thing. Once you were in the Chinese classroom you were only speaking Chinese. That was the rule, and I started in first grade. I immediately found that even through I was more passionate and excited about learning Chinese, most of the class was better than I was. But everytime I went home I was met with a loving family and just enough for food on the table, and they always told me that your accomplishments aren't measured by how close to are you someone else. It's measured by your own efforts. "Chinese is a hard language, and your listening comprehension is off the charts, it's okay if you can't read well." I am blessed in that regard, and I'd like to give others that same reassurance. I know it's hard to feel like your efforts are unvalidated, but sometimes you need to block out the world and give yourself the reassurance. Yourself needs it, you might need to provide that for yourself. And remember that there's no such thing as a useless person. Everyone has their own way of contributing to the world. There are no talents, only skills. You aren't born with the magical talent of singing, you work and you practice and you keep doing the things you enjoy, and therefore develop a skill. You're full of skills that are waiting to be created. (Idk if I'm making sense anymore, but I hope this made you feel better)
i hate how i came from being a consistent top one in our class to 5th place, it feels like everyone is improving while I'm stuck at being like this, theyre doing better than me and i hate it (don't come at me ,just pouring my emotions at the moment,ik i sounds selfish but i just want to vent it all)
Sometimes I feel the same, but it usually helps to know (for me at past) that just because some people may be better doesn’t mean you’re worse. It’s something m6 brother told me that I still think about a lot. You don’t seem selfish at all to me, you just seem like someone who wants to feel special and smart. I think your both of those things and more. I know it might seem more empty coming from a stranger, but I really do think your just as good no matter your place, and if you need or feel comfortable you can vent more in this thread. Idk if I helped at all, and I’m sorry if this comment is worded weird or it seems like I’m lying but I’m not. I’m not good with words, and now I’m just rambling. Just know that no matter where you are in school or life you always have your strengths, something to offer, even if it’s just yourself. You are amazing, never forget that
Asuka kinnie behavior, tbh this happened the same for me but i fell at third place, I hate it alot. People are happy for me but it just doesn't seem enough for me??????? I have this greed that wants my place back. I had a huge pride for being at the first place before. But now I'm just quiet and aggressive towards others ARJSNFNW BUT THEN I'M NICE ONLINE IDEK ANYMORE, the aggressive me is just a facade honestly... But i hope your doing better now and keep on trying but if you have been doing that all these years. I gotta say, I'm really proud of you not having to go insane.
It hits different when your classmate who is suicidal and depressed like you have friends to talk to, hang out with them and eat lunch with them during recess at school while you're alone all day at school because you're insecure about your voice and doesn't talk at all unless someone talks to you.(And that classmate is only going to come to you when their friends are absent because you're a back up friend)
It makes you wanna scream and regret for all of the stupid things you've done, all the mistakes and shit, and it makes you wanna restart all over again, wishing to undo all the bad things that you've done/gone through. You want to be just like them but you just cant, everyone is just, *better than you*
This is a vent comment, Today I had an awards ceremony for the end of the year. This year has been difficult with loved ones leaving or dying, making some assignments late. At the end of the year I felt I had made significant difference with how my work was. Today throughout the hour long ceremony, my name wasn’t even mentioned once, while all my other classmates had earned at least one, leaving me one of the only ones. I don’t know why? I didn’t fail any on my classes. My average was 80 and I had gotten 100 on 2 of my classes. It’s so unfair that all of the “popular” girls got the chosen ones by teachers. I had been nice to everyone that year but they just pass me off as one of the “quiet nice kids”. That’s all they know about me. I wish I could be more but to them I’m just an object they use to get closer to their crushes because I’m friends with them. I hate this, I hate everything. I don’t wanna go back to school ever again I’m just so mad and sad. What did I do wrong? Did I say anything? I hate myself.
I hate how my school waters my intelligence down because I have autism, they think that it’s normal for me and that I shouldn’t be rewarded for it. the school system is the most dumbest and pathetic thing ever and they never notice how much i try and just get me all the stuff on what i need to improve on.
This sounds even better when you listen to it while ur having a mental breakdown in ur closet and covering ur mouth till u can't breath so no one can hear you🤩🤩
Literally what i think about everyone around me even my family i joke and dont take what i feel seriously so others wont worry am i doing the right thing
Every girl from here to Soho Loves to tell me things I don't know Beautiful and smart, and not good for me At all All your boyfriends go to film school Nathan was in plays in high school (how 'bout that?) Me, I'm gonna play the imbecile, oh Who keeps choosing you even though you're bipolar and you're selfish I hate you, ah! Everyone is better than me, I think Everyone is better than, better than me Everyone is better than, better than me Hey, hey, oh, hey Look what you've done, now I'm a mess Today I even thought I'd wear a dress It's beautiful, so smart and no good for me At all Yeah, everyone is better than me, I think Throw your hands up if you agree with me Now everyone is better than me, I think Everyone is better than, better than me Better than Ooh, hey, come on now! Oh, oh Whoa, whoa Whoa
I hate that other people Is doing better than me, everyone has high honors in all subjects, but did you know what I get?? Honors at Health while the others got science,math, English etc. i really feel dumb and useless (sorry had to vent cause it’s been a long time I spilled my emotions out haha:’D)
I have nobody to vent to so.. Why do I fall for anyone who is nice to me? I hate it. I don't want to be like this. Why do I think like this. I'm supposed to like boys. Do they even like me. Everyday I just sit there thinking about nothing, listening to this. Am I okay? Well never know. I feel like everyone is better than me, and I'm so beneath them. Maybe I'm just some wannabe who they only hang out with because I'm always talking to them. I just don't know. People will only love you if yiur attractive. I'm not even very pretty. I try my hardest but nobody seems to like me because I'm always th rone hwo starts conversations. Why does nobody care about my feelings. I'm th eonly one sitting alone every day. I need friends but I can never get close to them or i'll just dump my problems on them. Nobody deserves that. But I don't want them to leave me. I can't have anyone leave me again. I read a lot, I don't socialize, but Im so nervous and shy. And nobody ever goes out with me for some reason. I feel so nice when I'm alone but I'm just so lonely. My mother an Di don't even have a nice relationship either but I can't say all my problems to strangers on the Internet.
Hey there its ok to vent, i feel you but don't worry too much, you'll eventually grow out of it, im sure you'll figure it out. If no one is gonna take the first step in reaching out, maybe you should reach out to them first, have some confidence. Ur good, ur unique, ur nice. No one would feel or know or care for you if you pushes them away, you are loved, you are awesome, you are enough.
@@brainrot4099 this made me cry. tysm for this it rlly made me feel alot better. thank you for writing this omg ilysm for this its just sometimes im lonely. and i dont feel enough but for someone who doesnt even know me to write all this nice stuff i just hidf osiigofg tysm ily it rlly made me happy reading this
I have come to a realization that I don't really like these people, I'm just really jealous of them. Even with so much validation and people saying that I am enough, I don't feel good enough for ME. Thus, I think everyone is fucking better than me.
Genuinely curious and trying to make someone’s day better, how do you think other people could help you? Like if I wanted to make someone feel good how should I go about it??
![505 [Slowed+Reverb]](http://i.ytimg.com/vi/Uc-SUrBju-8/mqdefault.jpg)
just scream the bit at 1:02 at the top of your lungs in a field somewhere. it’s very calming surprisingly
speaking from experience? aha
Ha
Ha
Ha
*Laughs in shoya kin*
scared someone would hear me tho
@@quackercat3000 same
screamed it into a pillow lol
0:46
“ALL YOUR BOYFRIENDS GO TO FILM SCHOOL, NATHAN WAS IN PLAYS IN HIIIGH SCHOOOL”
this part hits different 😭😫
"oh how about that?" the SASS of this man
I feel very identified with this song.
In all the things that I liked, there was always someone better than me, to the point that I stopped doing that because nobody really cared what I did, because the other person did it better. I don't mean it in a self-centered way, I felt that I was good for nothing, that I didn't have any talent that made me special. I was looking a lot for the appreciation of other people, just with an "Oh, cool" from someone, from anyone, it would be enough for me but I was never really good at something for people to appreciate my "effort". It didn't matter what I dressed in, what I did or didn't do, I was never going to excel at anything.
i relate to this sm omg
hey dw i think what u said is rlly amazing
Do you know how much I relate to this? Like I'm crying so hard rn fr,,
Since I was a kid, I loved drawing and reading. All my class loved my drawings and they all begged me to teach them how to draw animals. I felt special and talented. That was until I grew up, and started meeting new people. I realised a sucked so much at drawing. Literally everyone was 100 times BETTER than me. Even at the age of 8-9 years old I started to blame myself for everything and I felt so useless. The only thing that made me feel special in this world suddenly disappeared. It wasn't even just myself, but everyone stopped giving me that attention.
In that age I also started written my own histories and I thought that I finally had found my talent. I kept writing my own creations through the years, struggling with the idea that maybe I didn't deserve to even publish a book because literally everyone would do better than me. Now, even being 17, I still feel the same way.
I'm always stopping myself to do things that I would love to do because I think I'm too useless to do them, and that I'm not as able as others. I still love writing, but the fact that I need people complimenting my projects to validate them is horrible. I'm not able to create anything because I think that maybe nobody will like it and nobody will validate me or my work. I just need someone to see me and say "hey, that's so cool".
But I also feel I don't deserve it. Because everyone is better than me. They DO deserve it. I don't.
Sorry I vented so much I really need a therapist right now and it shows bye😭
Me!
For the love of all that is holy, please tell me that you don't feel like that anymore,
Pls be in a better place now yea?
I have a lot of survivors guilt. I was in a Chinese program. Full immersion thing. Once you were in the Chinese classroom you were only speaking Chinese. That was the rule, and I started in first grade. I immediately found that even through I was more passionate and excited about learning Chinese, most of the class was better than I was.
But everytime I went home I was met with a loving family and just enough for food on the table, and they always told me that your accomplishments aren't measured by how close to are you someone else. It's measured by your own efforts. "Chinese is a hard language, and your listening comprehension is off the charts, it's okay if you can't read well."
I am blessed in that regard, and I'd like to give others that same reassurance.
I know it's hard to feel like your efforts are unvalidated, but sometimes you need to block out the world and give yourself the reassurance. Yourself needs it, you might need to provide that for yourself.
And remember that there's no such thing as a useless person. Everyone has their own way of contributing to the world. There are no talents, only skills. You aren't born with the magical talent of singing, you work and you practice and you keep doing the things you enjoy, and therefore develop a skill.
You're full of skills that are waiting to be created.
(Idk if I'm making sense anymore, but I hope this made you feel better)
i hate how i came from being a consistent top one in our class to 5th place, it feels like everyone is improving while I'm stuck at being like this, theyre doing better than me and i hate it (don't come at me ,just pouring my emotions at the moment,ik i sounds selfish but i just want to vent it all)
Sometimes I feel the same, but it usually helps to know (for me at past) that just because some people may be better doesn’t mean you’re worse. It’s something m6 brother told me that I still think about a lot. You don’t seem selfish at all to me, you just seem like someone who wants to feel special and smart. I think your both of those things and more. I know it might seem more empty coming from a stranger, but I really do think your just as good no matter your place, and if you need or feel comfortable you can vent more in this thread. Idk if I helped at all, and I’m sorry if this comment is worded weird or it seems like I’m lying but I’m not. I’m not good with words, and now I’m just rambling. Just know that no matter where you are in school or life you always have your strengths, something to offer, even if it’s just yourself. You are amazing, never forget that
@@sakiyaki-sashimi THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR KIND WORDS ,i appreciates them sm!
@@Maeum1120 I’m really glad I could help! :)
Asuka kinnie behavior, tbh this happened the same for me but i fell at third place, I hate it alot. People are happy for me but it just doesn't seem enough for me??????? I have this greed that wants my place back. I had a huge pride for being at the first place before. But now I'm just quiet and aggressive towards others ARJSNFNW BUT THEN I'M NICE ONLINE IDEK ANYMORE, the aggressive me is just a facade honestly... But i hope your doing better now and keep on trying but if you have been doing that all these years. I gotta say, I'm really proud of you not having to go insane.
1:02 >>>>
This song slaps hard when you relate to the lyrics
It hits different when your classmate who is suicidal and depressed like you have friends to talk to, hang out with them and eat lunch with them during recess at school while you're alone all day at school because you're insecure about your voice and doesn't talk at all unless someone talks to you.(And that classmate is only going to come to you when their friends are absent because you're a back up friend)
Nya nya nya nya
Nya nya nya nya nya
Nya nya nya nya nya
Nya nya nya nya nya (TikTok)
THE TRANSLATION IS HILARIOUS LMAO
You! You! The other half of me! me! The one i'll never be! be! The one that drives me craaaazy!
The song , Asuka, the meaning, PERFECT
I can't believe I found nightcore and liked it
It makes you wanna scream and regret for all of the stupid things you've done, all the mistakes and shit, and it makes you wanna restart all over again, wishing to undo all the bad things that you've done/gone through. You want to be just like them but you just cant, everyone is just, *better than you*
i bet yall r drawers if u relate to this
I’m a drawer 😭 🗄️
stop-😭 I'm looking for songs to animate in my playlist
Mhm very relatable
nya nya nya nya
i cant unhear the nya nya nya nya
Nya nya nya nya
tbh these past few days ive been listening to this non stop like literally eating rn and I'm still listening to this its too good
This music makes me feel sad, angry.
And I like it
nya nya nya nya...
nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya nya
1:02 the scream matches up with the background lol
Oh my god it does 💀
Reki kinnie Moment ☺️
This song makes me want to scream in an open rainy field
YESSS SAME
This is a vent comment,
Today I had an awards ceremony for the end of the year. This year has been difficult with loved ones leaving or dying, making some assignments late. At the end of the year I felt I had made significant difference with how my work was. Today throughout the hour long ceremony, my name wasn’t even mentioned once, while all my other classmates had earned at least one, leaving me one of the only ones. I don’t know why? I didn’t fail any on my classes. My average was 80 and I had gotten 100 on 2 of my classes. It’s so unfair that all of the “popular” girls got the chosen ones by teachers. I had been nice to everyone that year but they just pass me off as one of the “quiet nice kids”. That’s all they know about me. I wish I could be more but to them I’m just an object they use to get closer to their crushes because I’m friends with them. I hate this, I hate everything. I don’t wanna go back to school ever again I’m just so mad and sad. What did I do wrong? Did I say anything? I hate myself.
doncaredonjcaredoncare
The desire to be perfect sometimes enables us to enlighten those around us, and sometimes causes us to burn ourselves because of the fire of ambition.
LOVE THE SONG AND THAT U ADDED ASUKA FITS
I hate how my school waters my intelligence down because I have autism, they think that it’s normal for me and that I shouldn’t be rewarded for it. the school system is the most dumbest and pathetic thing ever and they never notice how much i try and just get me all the stuff on what i need to improve on.
bruh i’m sorry that’s the dumbest shit ever, if you’re smart that’s it, you’re smart. there’s no ifs no buts no excuses.
i do indeed believe, that everyone is better than me
asuka kinnie here 🏃♂️🏃♂️
yess
Me too 🙀
When you don’t understand the hate around Asuka because you are her
can't relate. i'm the best. but still this song slaps.
Same!
This song hits hard when you got no talent cuz everyone is better than me.
Lmao, not me crying and sobbing while type this
relatable ngl
0:12 i thought she was gonna throw it bakc for a second
*nya nya nya nya~*
nooo
This sounds even better when you listen to it while ur having a mental breakdown in ur closet and covering ur mouth till u can't breath so no one can hear you🤩🤩
I'm in love with this
kinda sad when all songs u hear r related with u
nya nya nya D:
why is this song so relateble at times? and so unrelateble at others?
i love this song so much
hits different when ur ex nathan literally does plays in high school
asuka for this is so perfect
Hits different when your family favourites your little sibling over you
Even those who don't try do better than me...
its my mental breadown and i get to choose the song
bro this song is the biggest kin that ever existed
nya nya nya nya nya nya nya
Tbh I usually hate nightcore but this ain’t too bad
I kin everything abt this video especially the lyrics and asuka♡
I relate to this song so damn much
my mom just called me a disappointment lmao
@@catze333 atp, i believe so too, but i hope it changes soon
Mood
I love you
And now I'm gonna go learn the electric guitar
Literally what i think about everyone around me even my family i joke and dont take what i feel seriously so others wont worry am i doing the right thing
i don't feel real.
asuka kinnie moment
Every girl from here to Soho
Loves to tell me things I don't know
Beautiful and smart, and not good for me
At all
All your boyfriends go to film school
Nathan was in plays in high school (how 'bout that?)
Me, I'm gonna play the imbecile, oh
Who keeps choosing you even though you're bipolar and you're selfish
I hate you, ah!
Everyone is better than me, I think
Everyone is better than, better than me
Everyone is better than, better than me
Hey, hey, oh, hey
Look what you've done, now I'm a mess
Today I even thought I'd wear a dress
It's beautiful, so smart and no good for me
At all
Yeah, everyone is better than me, I think
Throw your hands up if you agree with me
Now everyone is better than me, I think
Everyone is better than, better than me
Better than
Ooh, hey, come on now!
Oh, oh
Whoa, whoa
Whoa
tyyyyy
I love this song now I can go to sleep
i feel like im dying
Same😕
me too
I do too, but hope it gets better for you
1:00 is what most of y’all probs came for
I kin this song.
ASUKAAAAA
AAAA I LOVE THE BROBECKSSS
Tea and biscuits hunting
Ops are good at nothin
There ain't no discussing
Grab your guns cus the brits are coming
grab your guns cause the brits are coming😎
Asuka
1:01 this slaps hard
1:40 sounds amazing-
Hii could you do washing machine heart by mitski or high by the beach by Lana? I love your channel btw
sure
Are you okay?..
stop... we have the same name i got scared for a sec
@@boomshakalaka9901 ?
You! You! The other half of me! me! The one i'll never be! be! The one that drives me craaaazy!
I hate that other people Is doing better than me, everyone has high honors in all subjects, but did you know what I get?? Honors at Health while the others got science,math, English etc. i really feel dumb and useless (sorry had to vent cause it’s been a long time I spilled my emotions out haha:’D)
Your work is so cool 💝 You can achieve so much with your cool content on your perfect channel 🎧
The tiny bit of 8d audio at the start changes my entire perspective.
this do be an asuka song
0:56
The scream its my favourite part it make me calm the anger inside me 😂👍
fucking love this
I’m making an asuka edit with this song
sempre q ouço essa msc choro rios, credoo
This song 🫶🏽
1:02 💕‼️
EVERYONE IS BETTER THAN ME
Eu tenho kinnie nessa música
1:02
Venti..?
@@sachi580 hii
omg asukaaaa
I have nobody to vent to so..
Why do I fall for anyone who is nice to me? I hate it. I don't want to be like this. Why do I think like this. I'm supposed to like boys. Do they even like me. Everyday I just sit there thinking about nothing, listening to this. Am I okay? Well never know. I feel like everyone is better than me, and I'm so beneath them. Maybe I'm just some wannabe who they only hang out with because I'm always talking to them. I just don't know. People will only love you if yiur attractive. I'm not even very pretty. I try my hardest but nobody seems to like me because I'm always th rone hwo starts conversations. Why does nobody care about my feelings. I'm th eonly one sitting alone every day. I need friends but I can never get close to them or i'll just dump my problems on them. Nobody deserves that. But I don't want them to leave me. I can't have anyone leave me again. I read a lot, I don't socialize, but Im so nervous and shy. And nobody ever goes out with me for some reason. I feel so nice when I'm alone but I'm just so lonely. My mother an Di don't even have a nice relationship either but I can't say all my problems to strangers on the Internet.
Hey there its ok to vent, i feel you but don't worry too much, you'll eventually grow out of it, im sure you'll figure it out. If no one is gonna take the first step in reaching out, maybe you should reach out to them first, have some confidence. Ur good, ur unique, ur nice. No one would feel or know or care for you if you pushes them away, you are loved, you are awesome, you are enough.
@@brainrot4099 this made me cry. tysm for this it rlly made me feel alot better. thank you for writing this omg ilysm for this its just sometimes im lonely. and i dont feel enough but for someone who doesnt even know me to write all this nice stuff i just hidf osiigofg tysm ily it rlly made me happy reading this
I feel the same bro
Hey- I know this is half a year later lol but how are you doing? Have things improved?
I have come to a realization that I don't really like these people, I'm just really jealous of them. Even with so much validation and people saying that I am enough, I don't feel good enough for ME. Thus, I think everyone is fucking better than me.
Real
Genuinely curious and trying to make someone’s day better, how do you think other people could help you? Like if I wanted to make someone feel good how should I go about it??
EVERYONE IS BETTER THAN ME I THINK EVERYONE IS BETTER THAN BETTER THAN ME.😭
Love your video! ❤
1:02 why it kinda matched-
everyone’s talking about 1:02 but what about 2:22
3:22 too
i love this song because i think my friend is better then me because shes pretty and shes good at everything
This song feels like something my sister would Listen to then I would end up loving the song and relentlessly(?) play lol
0:56 - 2:27
I know this might be a dumb/hard request but could you maybe make a one hour version of this?
Thank you In advance
just put this on loop lol
So true
Real
Asuka
900th
I like ❤ 1:19
1:02
This song is a bit too relatable..uh oh anyway I'm gonna eat my cheeseburger
Does anyone know the name of that style of music?
probably alternative rock
@@warsan5934 im pretty sure it is