Try listening to these you’ll probably like the guitar on these :) The Smiths - This Night Has Opened My Eyes VACATION - AVALANCHE Roosevelt - Montreal
To be honest I always reply like that because I don’t know what to say. I want to help but I really don’t know what to do and it pains me. I fucking hate who I am and I want to change but I’m stuck.
Can I just remind you something or tell you? Well. Heres a reminder: Jesus Christ, The true God came down to earth because he loves you and He did something so loving. He died for your sins, And Not only that he died so you can have a decision, To follow Jesus Christ and follow him to heaven, Or Deny his offer for salvation and eternal life and instead choose to suffer eternally in hell. Jesus Christ wants us to go to heaven and save us from ourselfs, Because we are sinners. Thats why I Kindly ask you, Give Jesus Christ a chance. If you have any questions Or anything to say, Please tell me. And Ill answer. May Jesus Christ bless you, truly and may he be with you. Amen.
While listening to this song, it made me reflect my entire life, and all of my old memories came flooding through my mind. This song makes me feel that nothing in my present life matters, what mistakes i have made, the hardships i've gone through, and betrayals, the lies, everything doesnt matter. This song gives me a sadness as well, because i am going through a lot of things in my life, and listening to this song just takes everything away.
There’s something about the tune, it’s so familiar edit: omg i love everyone in these comments giving similar songs they’re all so good thank you for the replies x
As i started listening. All my bad feelings got out and all good feelings came in. My whole childhood was in my mind. Everything bad that i was thinking was gone. Absolute masterpiece.
This song is so nostalgic and just brings back the memories. I can listen to this all day and not get tired. It would feel good walking at night and a it’s warm out with a nice breeze by yourself vibing to the song.
When you have lots of friend but no one wants to be your best friend, when you don’t know any inside jokes, when your the guy that no body really sees as a guy just a weird girl, when nobody would want to date you, when your bestfriend is barely even your bestfriend and you friend ships is going away, yeah lol
i like being alone but i hate feeling alone EDIT:Woah i forgot about this comment that i posted 3 months ago lol cant believe it got 1.8k likes thanks guys ;} edit: omg its been 2 whole years 😭😭
True. People always come to me to vent and think of me as their personal therapist, yet refuse to get actual help because they “hate their therapist”. Yknow I have feelings too.
I used to be in a group of four except they were always hanging out without me. They literally called them selves the trio-like three- but there was four of us
it sounds more like a sigh then the word no tbh and ik how you feel but at the same time this song can be happy too bc of the beat . its however you interpret the lyrics tbh
*opens up to my dad* *he nods head* “That’s because you have no friends” “Your to young for problems” “It’s your mother’s fault” “Quit acting like your mother” *me just looking for comfort in someone I love more then anything in the world and this is how he treats me*
@@alexaanderson6621 Don't worry, there are people that are willing to hear your problems, even on yt. We all care even if we aren't in person... Just know that & keep your beautiful head up 😊
all other jealousy songs seem to be about cheating and relationship stuff and yes this song seems to have lyrics that match to that but it feels like this one is just finally something different and relatable and that's why I love this song so much
This super relatable i have a crush on someone but she pays more attension to my friend max i feel like im trying to make her fall in love with me wkth my jokes but it feel like she dosent care and my crush is my friend
im never gonna be able to listen to this song the same ever again. a online friend posted a tiktok with this sound and she killed herself a while after that. or im pretty sure she did, the tiktok was abt her saying she was gonna give up and she hasnt answered my messages, read them, or posted anyth else :( i miss her and i cry often. i wish i could be happy again like i used to be, but everytime i am, something bad happens.
this song is playing 24/7, if not over my earphones, then in my head. It reflects my emotions, my thoughts, my life. Have a glimps at what i mean. The way i get treated makes me want to react the way they do. "Fix it yourself" "I don't have time" "Do whatever you want" "Don't even tell me" "I don't wanna hear it" I wanna scream at them to fucking finally recognize me. But instead i just sigh, exactly the sigh in the song, put on my smile and be the cheery, joking friend, slowly realising i've been used all these years, and that there are parties, but i'm just not being invited, they go out every weekend, but they don't want me around. But if they wanna talk about their "problems" and "issues" i'm good enough for them. And now I feel like I might just not be good enough. Why would anyone wanna be with me? "I'm nothing special." Nothing important. So I try to stop crying around and pull myself together. Noone's gonna care anyways, even though my smile fades more and more everyday, and I realise more and more everyday and I get more quiet, more and more everyday and I feel like I myself am fading, becoming smaller, thinner, less and less colourful and I realise that dissapearing wouldn't be bad anyways, because who would care? They don't care, they don't wanna know, they leave you alone, they don't want to talk about you, they don't ask about your day. And i'm so jealous about their issues, because they're nothing against mine. I wanna scream "Stop talking 'bout your past, i don't wanna hear it", because it reminds me of everything i never had and don't have and never will have. And although i know the way they treat me, and i know that makes them bad friends, i wanna be like them, i wanna be special, i wanna be someone, i wanna be cared about, i wanna be important, i wanna be a friend, i wanna go out, i wanna be invited to Partys, i wanna be as pretty as they are, i wanna have a normal family as they have, i wanna be happy as they are, i wanna be someone like they are, i'm JEALOUS. But it will never happen. "Don't even tell me" but tell me, because that's the only way i ever get any attention. "just leave me alone" but please stay, "i just wanna be alone" but i don't wanna be lonely anymore. Maybe i should do the only thing that still doesn't fit into my emotions, my thoughts, my life: "All i care about's myself, 'cause eveyone's tryna hurt me". Maybe i should finally only care for myself, so that finally at least someone does. Hey. I needed this whole video to write it. In between i stared at the wall, amazed how this song reflects me better, than any mirror could. I didn't cry, i just realise. And that hurts even more. Because I lived my life for everyone, gave myself up for everyone, but never got anything in return. Maybe it's hard to understand how i feel. And if someone even read this till here, i'm thankful for the attention i got from random Internet strangers. Know, that you gave my emotions more attention than anyone did in my entire life. Edit, I guess, on the 4th of July 2024. I am 20 years old, I am living at my mom's again and spend this years spring in psychiatry after attempted suicide. I reread my Initial comment and all the answers after someone just commented 2 years after i posted this long ass text. It's crazy, really. I am thankful for the kindhearted comments here, really, I am. I'll be honest, writing it down for myself, rather than anyone else, I guess. I went through a lot the past months. More than I ever thought I could handle and I finally collapsed. I am now slowly trying to build myself back up. It's hard. But i'm trying, I really am. If all goes well, i'll go to uni in october and study literature and philosophy. I hope i can manage to finally turn my life around. I hope I can live for myself. I hope I myself will finally get to see my worth. I hope I will be happy with who I became in the future. I hope i'll find people who will appreciate me. And I am joyful I found hope. I lost my hope and that nearly ended everything for me once and for all. Clinge onto your hopes. That's all I can tell you, as I am far away from giving Tipps on how to live. Just live. Crazy how something so natural can still be so complicated. Anyways. I am alive. I am grateful for the kind words. And I will reread them again and again. The words lift my mood a bit. Words have a very strong Power after all.
it's almost been a year, are you okay? im sorry what you've been through, be gentle with yourself and remember that your feelings are valid if your struggling with anything, you can vent to me (a random stranger on the internet)
This song makes me feel like I’m growing up way to fast and I’m forgetting all of my good childhood memories. The only way you could possibly vibe to this song is cry 😭
is it just me or do i hate when someone tries to help me with my mental health even though i desperately need it i just genuinely dont want help because i dont wanna put pressure on anyone or bother them, this is a genuine question
“Don’t tell me your problems if your not tryna solve em” *TW:suicide mention* Literally fits perfectly with me and this friend..so basically this friend always rants to me about how bad her life is everyday, which I listen and try to make her feel better. Then she would start constantly saying “I’m unfriending you because I’m ending it all” as in ending her life. I convinced her not too, then the very next day she acted as if nothing happened. Then a few days later she said it again “I’m ending it all.” I convinced her not too again. she also started spamming me everyday just “h” as in sighing. She ruined our friend group because one of the friends didn’t respond in time, she got super mad if I said something she didn’t like, if she asked for my opinion or asked for something and I said the “wrong” answer she would get butt hurt and would ignore me, I constantly felt like I was walking on egg shells with her. She kept spamming and ranting to me everyday, then she said she was ending her life the third time that week. I couldn’t take any more. Even her old friend had to unfriend her because of that problem... she made tik toks, posts, and constantly tell me about him as if she wanted pity that somebody unfriended her. One day I made a group chat with the new friends I made, she asked “should I add keyran?” (Keyran was the person who unfriended her) and I said “nah that would just be unnecessary drama.” She added him. She added him and said “these are my bffs their so funny lol I love them” and just kept bragging about us I wasn’t sure how to act because at this point she was just using me to get keyran back or Jealous.” I told her how I felt after 4 months of her ranting to me I said “here’s the suicide hotline(input it here) I really hope you can get some professional help to make you feel way better about everything. I hope you live your best life soon I’m sorry I couldn’t help you more. I tried my best.” That was after she told me she was ending her life again. I hope she doesn’t make a tik tok about it, I feel terrible I had to unfriend her but I just couldn’t take any more of her problems and deal with mine. It was very triggering to me when she always mentioned killing herself and she acted as if nothing happened the next day. If you got this far on reading this, thanks. I mean it. And this was just a rant so sorry I took up a lot of the comment space HAHAHAHSSHEHSHHSHSJSJ Anyway that’s it, cya
Oh damn that sounds like a lot sorry you had to go thru that. Its never good to stay with a friend who is constantly spreading negative vibes but I hope you are better. Also i think it was a great decision to unfriend her even if it hurt you because she could have done lasting damage on you
i cant read all of this in full bc its triggering for me (i went through something incredibly similar) but she was absolutely never your friend. she was likely never going to do anything but felt the need to drag you down with her as some sort of coping mechanism. you dont deserve that from ANYBODY, and i hope you know that. you are more than a vent box. im proud of you for getting out of that situation!! i hope youre okay
(tw) hey this happened to me in early 2019 when i had a friend group with several s*icidal friends & i’m sorry, glad you got to remove yourself from the situation and i hope you’re doing better now
Some people are like “Sorry I ruined your life and broke your heart but can we still be friends?” And what makes it worse is that they’re always blissfully unaware of what they did
1:05 The moment the beat pretty much drops is so good like Your opening up to someone and they just... And your confidence just sinks down to the bottom of the ocean in a fragile bottle.
I can listen to this doing anything and ill like it, drawing, skateboarding, just in the car, and it relaxes me. Its like it tells my body to chill out
@@nnnnnn__1n why do you feel the need to shove your religious beliefs into a comment section where someone is sharing their experience? you think you're doing something good but you're potentially just making people feel even more shitty. Religious trauma exists, just as an FYI. Please reconsider, you're doing more harm than good.
this song is so good just brings back alot of memories from the past. the guitar especially. saw this song get popular so i decided to listen to it for the first time
When this song was released, I ended up listening to it on repeat, and I remember the night that me and my girlfriend walked all over town at like before she moved to another state the week after. It was stupid, but I love that memory.
When your happy you understand and the beat,when your sad you understand the lyrics. I love this song the guitar sounds just amazing and lyrics are so good I just love it to motivate me when I’m tired or I have homework it’s great to listen to and just let everyone leave you alone and let go of people who hurt you in your life.
"Don't tell me about your problems if you're not trying to solve them" is so accurate a friend i used to have would ALWAYS vent about her past and her exes, and every time i'd give advice but she never did shit about it, and just kept hurting herself. I ended up being the one to ruin our friendship, but that's one thing i dont miss because i feel that it had a bad effect on me and and my mental health.
how can 2 random people on the internet be so similar?? I got the SAME EXACT situation! I said, it will get better, and she said that she thought that half a year ago! It was clear she didn't do shit, just complain
I was in the same exact situation, worst part was this friend meant a lot to me too. During this time, I didn't know how to handle such situations so before I knew it, hanging out with them ended up ruining me as well, and other stuff going on in my life made it worse. Whenever i I would try to talk to them about my own issues, they would instead start venting. Eventually soon, they were the one to break our friendship up which completely destroyed me, but looking back, honestly that was the best thing they ever did to me, because I needed some way to move on or grow. I am thankfully content and grateful for mh current life and the people I have, even if it took a lot of hurt and pain to get here, it was worth it
I know this is a year later but I relate a lot to this, my “best friend” would always trauma dump on me about her daddy issues no matter the topic we were talking about . I always told her advice but she never listened. To add salt into the wound the moment I vented or had a mental breakdown, either she would say that i shouldn’t make things about myself, laugh and mock it when other people are around or just say “that’s sad” while not even looking away from her phone
i'm not even listening to the lyrics, i'm just listening to that addicting guitar tune OMG IT'S SO GOOD-
YESSSS
Try listening to these you’ll probably like the guitar on these :)
The Smiths - This Night Has Opened My Eyes
VACATION - AVALANCHE
Roosevelt - Montreal
@@Tapez thanks! i listened to avalanche, that one is pretty good! :)
@@strykersrd you’re welcome but you didn’t like the smiths?!? 😭😭 I love that band
@@Tapez hahahahaha, that one was pretty good too! my favorite out of those three was prolly avalanche though lmao 🤚
*pours heart out*
"lmao"
"damn thats deep ig"
"cool"
It’s always “lmao” or “hahaha”
and - “same”
To be honest I always reply like that because I don’t know what to say. I want to help but I really don’t know what to do and it pains me. I fucking hate who I am and I want to change but I’m stuck.
@@gallowdance3721 aye thats alr bro, you dont have to put yourself down because of that
@@gallowdance3721 No one has anything to say. There’s never anything to say. So dont be so hard on yourself
" you could have anyone u want, why would u wanna be with me. you know im nothing special " not me having these lyrics in my head 24/7
take my hug 🔫🔫
@@LL-tr5et she might not have but i did 🥺❤️
One may eyedress you as... Jealous
🥺🥀👉👈 friends?
@@LL-tr5et i like ur pfp 👑
I'm not depressed, I just like the way it sounds
Same
Same here.
Same
95
@@Vol-tik ?
You know I relate to this
Me2
pfp twin ^^
@@sofiq °~°
Same
always.
It's crazy how connected we are through the Internet but we're all still alone.
facts...
shows how we need therapy
@@aliirfan06 i want therapy but i don’t wanna be fixed cos i’ll lose my swag
- gabriel
let’s feel alone together in here
yep 😩👍
This song makes you feel sadness nostalgia and makes you feel happy at the same time
Same man but most sad tho
It’s a kind of comforting sadness feeling
Can I just remind you something or tell you? Well. Heres a reminder: Jesus Christ, The true God came down to earth because he loves you and He did something so loving. He died for your sins, And Not only that he died so you can have a decision, To follow Jesus Christ and follow him to heaven, Or Deny his offer for salvation and eternal life and instead choose to suffer eternally in hell. Jesus Christ wants us to go to heaven and save us from ourselfs, Because we are sinners. Thats why I Kindly ask you, Give Jesus Christ a chance. If you have any questions Or anything to say, Please tell me. And Ill answer. May Jesus Christ bless you, truly and may he be with you. Amen.
@@Jesus_Christ_Is_Lord09 amen
y’all already know ima play this on repeat AGAIN...
I repeated this song 8 times
SAME!
I found a video where this song loops
right click,
press loop
same
“dont ask me how’s my day’s been”. “i just wanna be alone”.
i like being alone but i hate feeling alone
That’s how I feel when my parents ask how’s my day been
i don’t like opening up i would rather just jelp my friends w tjeir problems cuz i feel stupid telling tjem aboit mine. tjey get mad at me tjo
then when they join me and I don’t wanna talk about it they call me a pick me girl attention seeker etc
@@yahanii WAIT THATS LITERAL ME
this song really represents how my social anxiety affected me.
I don't think it's off topic, most people with social anxiety are told that, it's sad how unempathetic people can be sometimes.
me too. you're not alone dw
Same here.. Which is why I've literally been quarantining since 2014 so this is nothing new 😏
It’s gettin really bad 😬
I use to listen to this song during a 1 year long family crisis, everyone talking shit about me, when I listen to this it all comes back.
While listening to this song, it made me reflect my entire life, and all of my old memories came flooding through my mind. This song makes me feel that nothing in my present life matters, what mistakes i have made, the hardships i've gone through, and betrayals, the lies, everything doesnt matter. This song gives me a sadness as well, because i am going through a lot of things in my life, and listening to this song just takes everything away.
It's been 8 months now, you okay?
@@player_00007. Im doing great now, thank you for asking! Hope you're doing good as well
@@crimsontyphoon4574 Ty! Just checkin’ up on ya :)
@@crimsontyphoon4574 yay thats good
There’s something about the tune, it’s so familiar
edit: omg i love everyone in these comments giving similar songs they’re all so good thank you for the replies x
It kinda sounds like AHS with Lady Gaga if you’ve watched that or not
I get The Cure, Joy Division, and Sonic Youth vibes
Tbh I think it’s the melody
It reminds me of other melodies like the song “tren al sur- los prisoneros”
The Smith's too, I was thinking it doesn't sound like Morrissey. But an awesome tune though, I love it.
Joy Division Disorder maybe?
this is the type of song i wanna listen to while i skate around town alone at like 4 pm
same
This was literally exactly my thought
done.
they played this when i went rollerblading, it was just me on the rink, it was such a vibe and prob one of best moments ive had in a while.
Same mindset
Being in love with your best friend then watching her drift away slowly with someone else hurts
feltt
Dang...
Oof felt this
and knowing i cant do anything bc shes straight. 🙃.
yup😁
As i started listening. All my bad feelings got out and all good feelings came in. My whole childhood was in my mind. Everything bad that i was thinking was gone. Absolute masterpiece.
"I don't care about myself Because everyone is trying to hurt me" that hits hard. This song is relatable and it's calming.
Those lyrics are wrong
@@rafgod4615 they aint
@HD_Bruh no it's actually correct.
what do he mean by that tho?
“don’t really wanna know.”
When your shy and have a crush on a shy person so you guys just say hi to each other once every few days and that’s it 😕
Mood
Ask her out man
Same :(
This is happening to me right now lol
Ik this was written a month ago but, u should go for it! Start a conversation, u won't get anywhere if u dont put ur self out there, I believe in u:)
this song feels like 90's depression songs that teens would have
Then they had good taste)
YES
🙌
Yep
1.2k likes 5 replies lol
This song is so nostalgic and just brings back the memories. I can listen to this all day and not get tired. It would feel good walking at night and a it’s warm out with a nice breeze by yourself vibing to the song.
2017 Roblox shall always be remebered. Rest In Peace
why does this feel so nostalgic?
Fr bruh
B'cos it sounds like The Cure
Post punk goth does that
It does fr!!
Coz it reminds one of Rock Lobster-
“i’ve been feeling down lately.”
“omg same”
“are you ok?”
**rants on and on to me**
relatable
Yes like I listen to them rant for 1+ hrs and when I rant they just sigh and say nothing like why 😕⁉️
NIN4 fake friends
@@pix3lstomper143 the sad part is we can’t tell them to shut up because it seems like it’s hard for them and we don’t wanna add more troubles
yeah, relatable lol and I’m sorry you’re going through that
anyone born 90's early 2000's knows how nostalgic this is. the y2k era was just elite
Yesss this song makes me wanna go play skate 3 or sum shit
yes
Yes yes yes
I was born mid-2000s but yes
lol this just recently came out back in 2019
when you’re always the last choice, the third wheel, the excluded, the pity friend, the list goes on
When ur me, basically,
thank u someone who get it
Basically me
When you have lots of friend but no one wants to be your best friend, when you don’t know any inside jokes, when your the guy that no body really sees as a guy just a weird girl, when nobody would want to date you, when your bestfriend is barely even your bestfriend and you friend ships is going away, yeah lol
cuz im the middle child lolz
This song is the true reminder of 2020 summers man... Nostalgia😢
i like being alone but i hate feeling alone
EDIT:Woah i forgot about this comment that i posted 3 months ago lol
cant believe it got 1.8k likes thanks guys ;}
edit: omg its been 2 whole years 😭😭
me too
That's what my sleep paralysis demon is for:)
Yess 😂👍🏼
@@allisonleder4032 haha 😑
@@girre3883 🙄
this hits diff when ur so deeply in love w someone who doesnt know u exist and never will
But doesn't he sound like quackity...? Or is that just me
Because my crush is fictional 💀
my crush doesnt exist
Is hurts even more when they don’t even exist.
Not pog
"Don't tell me about your problems if you're not trying to solve them" is so accurate
FR
XNTJs be like:
@@lavenishere_ Me who relates to the song and I'm an ENFP:
...
True. People always come to me to vent and think of me as their personal therapist, yet refuse to get actual help because they “hate their therapist”. Yknow I have feelings too.
@@EEEEEEE36364 same
I retreat to this song everytime I feel like I don't belong. Sometimes I get bullied for just existing. Life can be hard, but music makes it better.
Virtual hug.
@@Losingmahmind Haha it means alot ❤ back at you!
Same they do it for no reason just to make themselves look better in front of everyone else
@@jxno138i will be here for you♥️
👍
“do whatever you want, i Dont care. I Dont care. Dont even tell me.” stuck in My head 24/7
I heard that part on TikTok a couple months ago and I just remembered it and now it’s stuck in my head
Ikr😭😭
i cannot explain how much i love this song
literally tho
Dont ever be in a friend group of 3 two of them are always closer
yup im the one who always walks behind them
@@rae6109 felt that 🥲
@@rae6109 same😃
Yea :(
I used to be in a group of four except they were always hanging out without me. They literally called them selves the trio-like three- but there was four of us
This song 🎧 jus hits differently 😪😞
the guitar is so soothing for some reason
IKR
1:07 the sigh makes me want to cry? like...idk i relate to it
he doesn't sigh he actually says no
@@leavictorine5523 ok.
Fr
it sounds more like a sigh then the word no tbh and ik how you feel but at the same time this song can be happy too bc of the beat . its however you interpret the lyrics tbh
SAME
This type of music is 90’s depression. Even without the lyrics.
Yeah definitely a 90s vibe to this
I’m going to have to disagree I think it’s more 200s
2000s
@@coffincandiedpopcorn164 2000-2005 was country/the final stages of Rock, 2006-2010 was the birth of modern pop
@@talinite5916 oh ok
*opens up to my dad*
*he nods head*
“That’s because you have no friends”
“Your to young for problems”
“It’s your mother’s fault”
“Quit acting like your mother”
*me just looking for comfort in someone I love more then anything in the world and this is how he treats me*
...I can relate... hope things are okay with your family❤
piercing my nose while listening to this
BAHAHAHAHAHA MOOD
i’m telling roly
how did it goooo
@@tapegodess67 it's looks rlly nice 😙
@@wrld2ang thats nice
The singers voice is just ✨ PERFECTION ✨
Yess nobody talks about the singer 😔✨
@@soul77736 cause the rest of the song is so good it kinda gets overshadowed
@@soul77736 he is the GOAT
The guitar is the best
He's british
“you can talk to me” *tells them my problems* “you’re so negative” 😧😐
I know right?! Like if you want me to tell you something then be open about it instead of shaming me for something I can't control!
This happened to me and it hurt so bad
@@alexaanderson6621 Don't worry, there are people that are willing to hear your problems, even on yt. We all care even if we aren't in person... Just know that & keep your beautiful head up 😊
HAHAHAHA LMAO yes
I had a friend like this...we are no longer friends
listening to this song on a road hits really hard...
This makes me wanna cry. Not happy cry or sad cry just cry. Its so familiar and nostalgic i literally have nevwr listened to the full song.
Ikr it feels so familiar like I just wanna go on a skate board or a long summer road trip
I know
hi🙋♀️💫🎣🎣🎣🎣🎣
One of the best instrumentals of all time. Beautiful
all other jealousy songs seem to be about cheating and relationship stuff and yes this song seems to have lyrics that match to that but it feels like this one is just finally something different and relatable and that's why I love this song so much
Fr
This super relatable i have a crush on someone but she pays more attension to my friend max i feel like im trying to make her fall in love with me wkth my jokes but it feel like she dosent care and my crush is my friend
@@joaquinaguila9332 your crush is your friend?
@@fuzzyboll duh why you acting As if it's his sister,it's his friend, everybods crush is a friend,at least that's what they think of you
@@eeeeEe235 I mean i think he worded it badly
I’ve been looking for this fr
This is the kind of song that would be played when the edgy unpopular kid goes skating at 3 AM
Fr
If he skates then he's probably popular
Fax😭
@@gelatozaragoza1990 I skate and I’m not popular at all lol
That would be me
im never gonna be able to listen to this song the same ever again. a online friend posted a tiktok with this sound and she killed herself a while after that. or im pretty sure she did, the tiktok was abt her saying she was gonna give up and she hasnt answered my messages, read them, or posted anyth else :( i miss her and i cry often. i wish i could be happy again like i used to be, but everytime i am, something bad happens.
I’m so sorry ☹️
i'm so sorry hun, you're so strong and i'm so proud of how far you've come. you've got this, alright? i love you so much.
@@hoesenvyniib3295 bruh stop been such scary cats
@@emaldonado194 fuck up
I’m so sorry, I promise things get easier xx
This song feels like you know something bad is about to happen and you can't do anything about it so you are just rethinking what should have i done🙂
agreed except it already happened for me, pretty long ago too
Me rn
For me it is like just a completed thought of "ok and whyd u told me this information?". But information was told for whole tens of years.
"Theres nothing we can do"
Mhm
The acoustic's reminds me of nostalgic summer nights in either America or the Philippines cause I went to both.
imagine listening to this with your airpods in during a roadtrip somewhere in europe
@Bella White ohh thats fine!!!!!!!
Lucky for me, I’m going to europe this summer I’ll let u know how it goes
@@jinxbaby1604 omgg sameee!!!! i left europe like a month ago
I do that not in Europe but laying in bed staring at my ceiling
@@skyemakesmusic LMFAOO, i can relate!!!!!
this song is playing 24/7, if not over my earphones, then in my head. It reflects my emotions, my thoughts, my life. Have a glimps at what i mean.
The way i get treated makes me want to react the way they do. "Fix it yourself" "I don't have time" "Do whatever you want" "Don't even tell me" "I don't wanna hear it" I wanna scream at them to fucking finally recognize me. But instead i just sigh, exactly the sigh in the song, put on my smile and be the cheery, joking friend, slowly realising i've been used all these years, and that there are parties, but i'm just not being invited, they go out every weekend, but they don't want me around. But if they wanna talk about their "problems" and "issues" i'm good enough for them. And now I feel like I might just not be good enough. Why would anyone wanna be with me? "I'm nothing special." Nothing important. So I try to stop crying around and pull myself together. Noone's gonna care anyways, even though my smile fades more and more everyday, and I realise more and more everyday and I get more quiet, more and more everyday and I feel like I myself am fading, becoming smaller, thinner, less and less colourful and I realise that dissapearing wouldn't be bad anyways, because who would care? They don't care, they don't wanna know, they leave you alone, they don't want to talk about you, they don't ask about your day. And i'm so jealous about their issues, because they're nothing against mine. I wanna scream "Stop talking 'bout your past, i don't wanna hear it", because it reminds me of everything i never had and don't have and never will have. And although i know the way they treat me, and i know that makes them bad friends, i wanna be like them, i wanna be special, i wanna be someone, i wanna be cared about, i wanna be important, i wanna be a friend, i wanna go out, i wanna be invited to Partys, i wanna be as pretty as they are, i wanna have a normal family as they have, i wanna be happy as they are, i wanna be someone like they are, i'm JEALOUS. But it will never happen. "Don't even tell me" but tell me, because that's the only way i ever get any attention. "just leave me alone" but please stay, "i just wanna be alone" but i don't wanna be lonely anymore. Maybe i should do the only thing that still doesn't fit into my emotions, my thoughts, my life: "All i care about's myself, 'cause eveyone's tryna hurt me". Maybe i should finally only care for myself, so that finally at least someone does.
Hey. I needed this whole video to write it. In between i stared at the wall, amazed how this song reflects me better, than any mirror could. I didn't cry, i just realise. And that hurts even more. Because I lived my life for everyone, gave myself up for everyone, but never got anything in return. Maybe it's hard to understand how i feel. And if someone even read this till here, i'm thankful for the attention i got from random Internet strangers. Know, that you gave my emotions more attention than anyone did in my entire life.
Edit, I guess, on the 4th of July 2024. I am 20 years old, I am living at my mom's again and spend this years spring in psychiatry after attempted suicide. I reread my Initial comment and all the answers after someone just commented 2 years after i posted this long ass text. It's crazy, really. I am thankful for the kindhearted comments here, really, I am.
I'll be honest, writing it down for myself, rather than anyone else, I guess.
I went through a lot the past months. More than I ever thought I could handle and I finally collapsed. I am now slowly trying to build myself back up. It's hard. But i'm trying, I really am. If all goes well, i'll go to uni in october and study literature and philosophy. I hope i can manage to finally turn my life around. I hope I can live for myself. I hope I myself will finally get to see my worth. I hope I will be happy with who I became in the future. I hope i'll find people who will appreciate me. And I am joyful I found hope. I lost my hope and that nearly ended everything for me once and for all. Clinge onto your hopes. That's all I can tell you, as I am far away from giving Tipps on how to live. Just live. Crazy how something so natural can still be so complicated.
Anyways. I am alive. I am grateful for the kind words. And I will reread them again and again. The words lift my mood a bit. Words have a very strong Power after all.
I'm sorry that you have to live through all of this. I wish all the best to you. But eh, seems like we both have something in common, I guess.
❤🙏🏻
Mans wrote an essay
it's almost been a year, are you okay? im sorry what you've been through, be gentle with yourself and remember that your feelings are valid if your struggling with anything, you can vent to me (a random stranger on the internet)
You got this m8
Why does this sound so old- it’s literally not even old
Lol
We can still make 80’s style songs today you know that right?
It sound like from the 80s for some reason
I want to like your comment but it has 444 likes
It’s got like The Smiths vibes right?
Essa música e tão nostálgica q me faz refletir a minha história
This song makes me feel like I’m growing up way to fast and I’m forgetting all of my good childhood memories. The only way you could possibly vibe to this song is cry 😭
Frrr
IM CRYING RN LOL
ikr
cringe bro probably like 9 similar to "Im 14 and this is deep" this song is soo trash can't believe someone would have such a bad music taste
I’m crying so much right now I miss the good old days
I was so dumb for falling in love with you
this comment right here
@@dkekdjeken5780
um yes same
I wasted my first love someone who didnt deserve it.
@@zee.4520 Im so sorry, I did the same mistake :(
is it just me or do i hate when someone tries to help me with my mental health even though i desperately need it i just genuinely dont want help because i dont wanna put pressure on anyone or bother them, this is a genuine question
Same here dude you are not alone im going through the same thing 🥲
yeah i feel like a burden and i feel like i’m just seeking attention even though i haven’t talked to anyone
Same and also it’s like I can’t just say all my issues there’s like too many-
i feel the same way.
Same
This gives me a vibe of nostalgia.
OMG IM SO HAPPY I HAVE EXCEPTIONAL HEARING THERE WAS AN ANIME EDIT THAT USED THIS AUDIO AND I COULD BARELY HEAR THE WORDS
i wanna be your friend
SAME BAHAHABAHQWHA
NOT YOUR PFP LMAO
Song was on an L edit and all the comments were in a language I couldn't understand so I just kept looking at the replies then I found the song lmao
omg i love your pfp😭
This hits different when you have a crush
Whem my crush dosent exist 😭
my crush is fake
My comment has 69 likes
@@erenjeager8717 eren is ur crush mikasa?

This song and this comment section is so relatable wow
I've been looking for this song for way too long
The lyrics are the definition of how I felt during my whole childhood,even now in my teenhood.
teenhood aint a thing g
@@IAintNoNoob for you it isnt, ya old geyser 🐱
I’m still in my childhood but I already am suicidal
*You could have anyone you want.*
*Why would you wanna be with me?*
*I’m nothing special...*
those lyrics hit different…
In someone's eyes you will be as special as they can imagine or see.
Me in a nutshell
These feeel like pick me boy lyrics tho
@@jaxxmarzzy2139 omg lmaooo why'd you have to ruin the song for me
1:06 is too good
Thanks
Trying to find this song for ages tracking it down and finally found it
“Don’t tell me your problems if your not tryna solve em”
*TW:suicide mention*
Literally fits perfectly with me and this friend..so basically this friend always rants to me about how bad her life is everyday, which I listen and try to make her feel better. Then she would start constantly saying “I’m unfriending you because I’m ending it all” as in ending her life. I convinced her not too, then the very next day she acted as if nothing happened. Then a few days later she said it again “I’m ending it all.” I convinced her not too again. she also started spamming me everyday just “h” as in sighing. She ruined our friend group because one of the friends didn’t respond in time, she got super mad if I said something she didn’t like, if she asked for my opinion or asked for something and I said the “wrong” answer she would get butt hurt and would ignore me, I constantly felt like I was walking on egg shells with her. She kept spamming and ranting to me everyday, then she said she was ending her life the third time that week. I couldn’t take any more. Even her old friend had to unfriend her because of that problem... she made tik toks, posts, and constantly tell me about him as if she wanted pity that somebody unfriended her. One day I made a group chat with the new friends I made, she asked “should I add keyran?” (Keyran was the person who unfriended her) and I said “nah that would just be unnecessary drama.” She added him. She added him and said “these are my bffs their so funny lol I love them” and just kept bragging about us I wasn’t sure how to act because at this point she was just using me to get keyran back or Jealous.” I told her how I felt after 4 months of her ranting to me I said “here’s the suicide hotline(input it here) I really hope you can get some professional help to make you feel way better about everything. I hope you live your best life soon I’m sorry I couldn’t help you more. I tried my best.” That was after she told me she was ending her life again. I hope she doesn’t make a tik tok about it, I feel terrible I had to unfriend her but I just couldn’t take any more of her problems and deal with mine. It was very triggering to me when she always mentioned killing herself and she acted as if nothing happened the next day. If you got this far on reading this, thanks. I mean it. And this was just a rant so sorry I took up a lot of the comment space HAHAHAHSSHEHSHHSHSJSJ Anyway that’s it, cya
Dude ahh that sounds shit :(, sorry u had to go through that, hope u have a good day :)
Oh damn that sounds like a lot sorry you had to go thru that. Its never good to stay with a friend who is constantly spreading negative vibes but I hope you are better. Also i think it was a great decision to unfriend her even if it hurt you because she could have done lasting damage on you
i cant read all of this in full bc its triggering for me (i went through something incredibly similar) but she was absolutely never your friend. she was likely never going to do anything but felt the need to drag you down with her as some sort of coping mechanism. you dont deserve that from ANYBODY, and i hope you know that. you are more than a vent box. im proud of you for getting out of that situation!! i hope youre okay
:(
(tw) hey this happened to me in early 2019 when i had a friend group with several s*icidal friends & i’m sorry, glad you got to remove yourself from the situation and i hope you’re doing better now
I'm getting late '90s/early 2000's from this, and I absolutely love it.
this song is such a vibe
Bro I got non stop chills when playing this 😢😢😢
Some people are like “Sorry I ruined your life and broke your heart but can we still be friends?”
And what makes it worse is that they’re always blissfully unaware of what they did
Love your dmcb pfp. By the way, is everything okai?
@@SneakyDendroSlime yeah I've worked things out in my life to where I can enjoy myself. And thanks btw
Fr
Mhm.
Fr
1:05
The moment the beat pretty much drops is so good like
Your opening up to someone and they just...
And your confidence just sinks down to the bottom of the ocean in a fragile bottle.
This sounds like The Cure.
It’s probably new wave :0!
I thought I was the only one who saw it that way :0
Yes I knew I’ll find someone on the same wavelength
This is giving me Nostalgia i didn't even Experience
Uh it’s 2:45 am and I’m having the sudden urge to sneak out to go skating and listen to this- 😻🧍♂️
I'm listening to this at 3.12
its 2:45 for me too i-
Fucking creaky door, can't man I wish though this song is just nostalgia
hi chiaki
@@libidinoso. hey nagito
I can listen to this doing anything and ill like it, drawing, skateboarding, just in the car, and it relaxes me. Its like it tells my body to chill out
Why does this song feel like that one mutual feeling that no one can really explain
Самая лучшая песня что-бы погрустить,и вспомнить своих близких
BRO THIS FEELS LIKE A OLD SONG I LOVE IT ITS SUCH A VIBEE
Like a Joy Division song
There is a legend. You don't find the song, It finds you.
*me who searched up the lyrics* Uh yeah👁️👄👁️
Mhm- I totally didn’t search “Do whatever you want I don’t care I don’t care”
Nah, I searched for it whole hour
@@vinti8381 same
I saw this song in a 6 second Minecraft edit and immediately liked it. Yeah, this song did find me
Someone: how are you?
Me: jealous by eye dress :)
this feels 80's to me and I don't know why..love it. maybe like a Morrisey vibe
“you can tell me absolutely everything” me actually spilling everything and them making it about themself.
I'm sorry that happened :(
𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐘𝐨𝐮, 𝐇𝐞 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐑𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐧.
@@halimab4899 𝐂𝐡𝐫𝐢𝐬𝐭 𝐋𝐨𝐯𝐞𝐬 𝐘𝐨𝐮, 𝐇𝐞 𝐖𝐢𝐥𝐥 𝐑𝐞𝐭𝐮𝐫𝐧 𝐒𝐨𝐨𝐧.
@@nnnnnn__1n youtube isnt a church😊
@@nnnnnn__1n why do you feel the need to shove your religious beliefs into a comment section where someone is sharing their experience? you think you're doing something good but you're potentially just making people feel even more shitty. Religious trauma exists, just as an FYI.
Please reconsider, you're doing more harm than good.
I've never heard any song who describes my life more than this one
That deep breath really hit me for some reason
It's been 4 years and it's still fire
Amo essa música ☺️🇧🇷
Да неплохо 🇧🇷🤝🇷🇺
@@МаксимУткин-о8щ 🇷🇺🤜🤛🇧🇷
mano
Eu também
私はブラジル人ですが、日本が大好きなので日本語を話します🇯🇵🤝🇧🇷
“i only care abt myself, cuz everyone is tryna hurt me”
It actually says I only care about myself btw
it says i dont care about myself cuz everyone is tryna hurt me
I know this is a year old but the lyrics were literally in the video
why is everyone in this comment section in love with their best friend??? i'm no different but stil..
Cause we’re all somewhat dumb
@@kaydencereid737 yea:(
Attachment getting to us
i’m crying so much i don’t want to go through thsi
@@purrbs lol
this song is so good just brings back alot of memories from the past. the guitar especially. saw this song get popular so i decided to listen to it for the first time
i absolutely love this song
it makes my problems just melt away
then it ends
loop
@@scourgesisterz the thing is that you cant loop the song when you need it the most
Shut up
@@yourfaveliza2951 im sick of the edgy kids too like lol get therapy👀💅
Why did you make this sad...
When this song was released, I ended up listening to it on repeat, and I remember the night that me and my girlfriend walked all over town at like before she moved to another state the week after. It was stupid, but I love that memory.
What's stupid about it? I find it kinda wholesome that you two were enjoying your last moments before she moved away. I hope you're doing well.
I will have everything I want by the age of 18 (:
you will! it's already coming to you. blessed be
Good luck.
Let me guess. A ps5 pro.
hi envy ♥️
When your happy you understand and the beat,when your sad you understand the lyrics. I love this song the guitar sounds just amazing and lyrics are so good I just love it to motivate me when I’m tired or I have homework it’s great to listen to and just let everyone leave you alone and let go of people who hurt you in your life.
I needed this comment, thank you.
This is what I feel from the song it’s feeling like when you are running away from a killer in a horror movie and ur friend sacrifices you 😢
This song just... gives me a whole flashback of memories..
Why does this low key sound like L from death note?
I didn't realize I had so many likes thanks😊
WAIY
@@user-ex3jz3pi4q why tf you watch dub,kiddo?
@@user-ex3jz3pi4q you said "who watches sub"
In my opinion dub L sounds better
WAIT- OMG YEAH
jealous, space song, freaks, and notion, are all nostalgic songs and i love them all. definitely recommend them all
and Money
this reminds me of a summer in the 1980s where i would probably be skating around and hanging out with friends
Love your PFP!😏
You're that old?? Wow
@@IATEALLTHECHEESE no ive never experienced the 1900s sadly but it gives me that vibe
@@uhreanna ohh
People still do that lol, at least in my town
I've never known inner peace until I listened to this. Amazing.
"Don't tell me about your problems if you're not trying to solve them" is so accurate
a friend i used to have would ALWAYS vent about her past and her exes, and every time i'd give advice but she never did shit about it, and just kept hurting herself. I ended up being the one to ruin our friendship, but that's one thing i dont miss because i feel that it had a bad effect on me and and my mental health.
how can 2 random people on the internet be so similar?? I got the SAME EXACT situation! I said, it will get better, and she said that she thought that half a year ago! It was clear she didn't do shit, just complain
I was in the same exact situation, worst part was this friend meant a lot to me too. During this time, I didn't know how to handle such situations so before I knew it, hanging out with them ended up ruining me as well, and other stuff going on in my life made it worse. Whenever i I would try to talk to them about my own issues, they would instead start venting. Eventually soon, they were the one to break our friendship up which completely destroyed me, but looking back, honestly that was the best thing they ever did to me, because I needed some way to move on or grow. I am thankfully content and grateful for mh current life and the people I have, even if it took a lot of hurt and pain to get here, it was worth it
I know this is a year later but I relate a lot to this, my “best friend” would always trauma dump on me about her daddy issues no matter the topic we were talking about . I always told her advice but she never listened. To add salt into the wound the moment I vented or had a mental breakdown, either she would say that i shouldn’t make things about myself, laugh and mock it when other people are around or just say “that’s sad” while not even looking away from her phone
Когда я слушаю эту песню, моя душа разрывается и поступает ком в горло