𝘭𝘪𝘧𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘵𝘦𝘳
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- Опубліковано 12 гру 2024
- Twitter & Insta: @Corpse_Husband
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ive been chronically ill my whole life, at 8 years old i already knew nothing but hospitals, doctors, and constant pain. theres a 2020 tweet of yours, Corpse, that talks about how you wanted to be able to make the voice of chronically ill people heard, how you wanted to bring awareness. you did it Corpse, you totally achieved that, in the most beautiful way you ever could. thank you, i cant express how much your music means to me.
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one of the best comments i've ever read so far.
i wish you the very best; much love!
@@yuzxria thank you! :)
I love this comment 🤍 you are heard too
100% Agreed as a fellow young chronically ill and chronically painful person~
as a person who was diagnosed with chronic illness at 13 years old corpse means so much to me. his music, his content, himself, his fanbase; it's all just so comforting. couldn't be more thankful of your existence, corpse
hoenstly yes, more please. people with chronic pain and illness like music too
Hey, do not edit your comment but you got a like from Corpse. Editing your comment will remove that like.
fr though. Corpse is a major reason why I managed to pull myself out of my deep depression over how debilitating my chronic illness is (I literally can't even sustain any semblance of livelihood, still living with my parents in my early 30s while my doctors say there's nothing more they can do past my diagnosis) and have hope that maybe there's still something I can do.. I'm still here fighting because Corpse is such an inspiration, even though he says he doesn't want/mean to be.
Same but with depression and other shit
I was diagnosed with multiple chronic illnesses throughout my teen years and into adulthood and he means so much to me, he makes me feel like I'm more than my illness, and it helps so much more than he'll probably ever know
These lyrics hit hard. Absolutely incredible man.
Also the piano sounds dope
this sucks
@@quantumfluctuation5667 Then why listen to it? And also comment on someone saying they like it? Like just keep your opinion to yourself, especially when it's a bad one.
I agree Myuu
@@fruitexe1894 because the song and comment where shoved in my face by youtube its a comment section not a support circle
Wow that was amazingly deep
On top of the message of dealing with chronic illness... the flow in this song is fuckin unmatched. "Reprobate, psych-major, sick-sick-sick so we like danger" holy fuck that line absolutely kills it. Well done, corpse.
that's my favourite line
I have it tattooed on my arm
That "Suck sick sick so we like danger" is also a "666" line. I don't know how I feel about that...
@@gerrick2887 bruh have you not seen his channel? His name is literally Corpse. Put the Bible down lmao.
@@gerrick2887666 actually relates to the egyptian god rah.
I dont know why, as someone with a physical illness that will slowly break me down physically and mentally it feels like a sweet embrace from him.
Same! I have chronic pain and chronic illnesses and I was just thinking about how I feel so understood
Yes, same... 🖤🖤🖤
Because we know, sadly, that he Gets It. Feels a little less lonely.
I feel exactly the same! It’s like nobody understands us better than us
I was thinking the same thing, this is literally the second corpse song I've listened to, and it feels like he understands.
This song is Lyrically so heavy and impressive. The cadence and rhyme scheme and flow all seem to mesh well with the subtle beat. Very good song
ok
corpse is cringe
@@bdort6164 k
We can never truly know what ails him or his daily struggles, you can feel the heaviness in his words. Music is his coping mechanism and this is his way of expressing everything. Corpse is an absolute magician with his music, but all he wants is to be seen as a person. He has his good days, but he also has his bad days too.
@@Xavier_Renegade_Angel who asked
I can relate 100 to this
@@Xavier_Renegade_Angel it doesn't matter if it's "professional" or not its how he feels. And if you can't understand that then you shouldn't comment shit like this
or he's just being edgy because it sells. 😘 (not claiming to know, it just may not be that deep)
yesss😭
Corpse, I am dying of complications with Multiple Sclerosis. I am not being honest with my spouse about the severity so I can keep having good days with her instead of having days where we are knowingly saying goodbye. I will tell her soon, though...
I want to thank you for still being here. Even if you don't know me or think I'm doing the wrong thing, know that you're helping people get the strength to walk into the darkness unafraid.
Journey well. We'll all be there soon.
Be honest with your spouse. Let them know before it's to late. They will have a harder time moving on if you don't tell them
Don't make it just about you. Tell her. Don't take that closure from her.
My best friend did the same thing to me, and I'm STILL recovering from that experience a decade later. There were so many things I didn't get to say or do because she kept her own illness secret, and now I'll never get to say any of it.
Tell her.
Please tell her, do it for her.
I get that. Last thing you want is nothing but mourning and grief on her face.
Better to get and give as many happy memories as possible before you eventually have to tell her.
All I hope is that he is healthy, happy and not in pain or lonely. He deserves all good things in this world for cheering up many people in this world.
He most likely got chronic pains
The sad thing is he is not healthy and is sad and he's in pain and lonely, I really wish the best for him
I live with similar/the same conditions corpse does, he might not be lonely because he’s a busy dude with all his music but he’s going to be constantly paying for medicine, prescription pain killers, medical bills from before his youtube career. He’s gotten braver going outside and I wish I could be like that so I do deeply hope he’s doing okay but the reality is he very well may not be. Chronic pain is chronic and we live in this pain everyday no matter what, sometimes there’s nothing that can help.
Doesn't everyone tho? Sure there's garbage humans, but aren't the worst the most tortured you adore? 😳
@Don't read profile photo no one cares shut up stop advertising stuff in other youtubers comment section
“Got you counting the days when your illness is chronic,
Death really changes the way you behave” To this I felt a tear slide down my cheek, it might just be the truest thing somebody has ever said in a song. I admire his way of thinking, because I never thought I would find someone with a similar mindset as my own. Corpse manages to steal the words from my mouth, right as I’m about to speak them, and somehow makes them sound better and deeper. This is the greatest song he has ever made, and I’m very thankful for it.
We often hear about chronic illnesses, but often not the reality of living with said illnesses. The feelings that might never go away, the issues that linger here to stay. This song hits differently because it feels like it's your experiences; your story. Even though I may not be able to relate, I still feel the pain and sorrow lyrically and vocally. Thank you for being the voice for many, CORPSE. You and your music means a lot to so many people
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) you only have 2 followers. Corpse has 2 million. I think we all know who’s content is better.
@@sadi_rose gotta love them bots
You not funny
Pay no attention to the troll, they just want their 2 seconds of fame. Don't give them more than two seconds.
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) 💀💀ok.
My daughter had two strokes at 8 years she lives with pain everyday, she showed me this song I just wanted to say thank you for this. She also told me a little bit about you and I'm sorry about everything you have been through keep your head up and keep making music.
aww I hope your daughter feels better ❤
wish the best for ur daughter
I hope your daughters doing well
This song hurts. Like, as a dropout with chronic illnesses, this is so relatable it's painful. But in a good way. Corpse's songs just make me feel less alone.
They remind me I am alone :/
@@M_u_t_e96024 same lmao
Agreed, as someone with chronic depression and an on again of again relationship, hits home real hard.
Same lmao it’s like a new XXXTENTACION
it's cathartic, id say. always being in pain, feeling like you won't amount to anything, wanting to do stuff but your body saying no, going to unhealthy coping mechanisms since you don't know how to do anything else, etc etc. it reminds me of something my therapist once said: old wounds are going to hurt no matter what, what's important is how it happens and how it's taken care of. an open, infected wound is excruciating, but a healthy wound needs to be opened so it can drain and be cleaned. idk if that makes any sense lol
Nothing since Agoraphobic has hit me this deeply.. I can literally feel his pain reverbing in my soul, and maybe that's just because there is an element to this that I can relate to. Just wow, always speechless from every song he drops.
It's hard to put into words how Corpse's more serious songs hit me. There's depth to them, things I can relate to and things that go past what I can truly understand on a personal level, and might never be able to understand. But that's also how I feel sometimes, that there is depth to my own pain and that it will never truly be understood in its entirety by any single person. There's a kind of peace in finding empathy over pain or frustration, even if it is incomplete.
Ikr? I like them 100 times more than his others
This is so well written. Ur absolutely right. I feel he’s got such a talent turning how he feels into words and ryhythms. Everything is honest that’s how it gets to so many ppl. He’s a true artist no doubt
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Definitely agree with you
Bro this comment made me cry...and I was in class
Coming from someone who has suffered from depression and suicidal thoughts all throughout middle school and to this day.... Corpse you will always be the voice of chronic illness, whether it be physical or mental. Never give up.
every one of your songs has a different vibe, sound, and rhythm. Normally with really unique voices they are one hit wonders and then all their music sounds the same, but with your every song is a whole new story, and the rhythm changes are SO SICK. I LOVEEEEEEEEEE ITTTTTT ALLLLL
Facts although he always does the sick whisper rap thing I love it
@@Maybe276 yea I like it though because whenever I hear it Im more excited by an amazing rhythm/beat he did, and they always sounds different then the last. Its like satisfying to listen to
I feel like corpse is entering a new era with this song. You can clearly see that it's different from his other songs AND I LOVE IT
Soon he will be in a new dimension 🖤
Thank you for another song-honestly, I never thought I would be so entranced with your type of music. But each song, from 'Miss You!' to this new one, speaks to me for different reasons. And even If I can't 100% relate to them all. I do find them calling out to a different part of me.
Thank you for making me feel something when I thought I was dead inside.
Agreed.
Same here, for example I have multiple chronic Illnesses (Narcolepsy, Epilepsy, Psoriatic Arthritis (which developed/I got diagnosted with when I was 25 so you could call Early Onset Psoriatic Arthritis)) )
No matter how much time passes, I always turn around and listen to his music on repeat, just knowing he's the one behind them
I got rheumatoid arthritis at 21 🥲 I hate that so many people suffer chronic illnesses but it’s so relatable
I feel the same way. Sometimes I just want to let the darkness inside of me show
no face
no name
like kira
That line was SO COOOl dude
Read that as soon as the lyrics hit
We love you Corpse 🖤
👍🏿
Indeed.
👍
We do. 🤍
Yes.
I'm someone with chronic illnesses, and even though I will obviously never know exactly what Corpse is going through, I understand. Corpse's content is such an escape for me, and it will always be.
i feel that i also suffer from a chronic illness and it blows
Same here and I agree. Nice to hear music from someone who also understands
I also have a chronic illness I have fibromyalgia and I understand what he's going through in that sense
It's like a vent but you don't have to talk which is something that I sb who doesn't like to talk really likes
I have chronic illnesses too and corpses music helps me so much
This might legitimately be his best song. Easily his best lyrically.
ok
@@beyond_5dtemp nobody asked kid
@@beyond_5dtemp go back to making roblox tutorial vids kid
@@beyond_5dtemp JUST LIKE WHAT YOU'RE FOR YOUR PARENTS
@@beyond_5dtemp can you do better?
This song means a lot to me as someone who is chronically mentally and physically ill. It encapsulates all the pain it brings and the fear of hurting those around me if something happened
TUFF ONE
When Corpse began to speak out about his chronic illnesses, mine were getting worse. We had tried for so many years to find something and hit a wall. My family gave up. But I didn’t.
This song, as sad as it is, is a reminder to keep fighting. Because this pain will pass eventually. Live life until you can’t.
Live life until you can't. I love that sentiment.
I’ll drink to that
same here. im still in a lot of pain and struggling to get through, but on the day this song came out, i finally got a referral for gender reaffirming surgery. sometimes i can be hopeful
I fucking love the lyrical consistency throughout this. Sometimes it's rhymes, sometimes the words lead into something new, sometimes you just say fuck it and sing what you WANT. This is amazing.
“Fuck ur fucking sickness lost u in the process” hits me deep I lost someone to suicide..either it be mental or physical illness they r all hell but I hope u pull thru bro whatever ur going thru keep ur head up cause it’s a never ending battle
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) your shit doesn't even compare to the notepad dreamscape kids of 2012
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) yh right…….
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) ya sure. ratio.
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) and im only sad because i realized ur not dead
@Mela (AMAZING CONTENT) lmaooo 2 subscribers gtfo with that “my content is good” shit
i know this is a couple years old now, but i’m discovering it now and it’s hitting so hard in the best way possible. thank you corpse, wherever you are 🖤
jesus christ. i hope everything is going alright with you mr corpse but this song is amazing keep up the amazing work man
"Fuck ur fucking sickness lost u in the process" Lost myself in the process, let alone my friends. People I have know half my life no longer talk to me because I can't do the things I used to do, due to chronic illness. Chronis illness suck ass, and yet nobody talks about it enough, so thank you. At least we all know we aren't alone in the struggle.
Ya, I swear I get bullied so much in school. I tried leaving school but my parents won’t let me bc if I do I’ll be known as a “ failure in the family” the past 5 years of my life have been me in and out of hospitals and me being bullied. I gave up on my favorite things. Drawing, writing, reading. They just remind me of the past 5 years. It’s really nice to know that we are not alone in this struggle. I have been watching corpse for abt a year now and listening to his songs calm me down when I want to break things and just rage out.
I have 4 older brothers who well suck, there the main reason why I lost most of my friends, I do try to protect my younger siblings so that they won’t end up in the wrong mindset because they are still young. I have 3 close friends but they all live 45 minutes away from my house so I rarely see them.
I've been chronically I'll since I was 3 months old. When I was little I used to spend so much time at the hospital I would tell the doctor what prescription I needed. During my teen years my asma seemed to stabilize, but then at 17 I started to develop symptoms of endometriosis. Not to mention my list of mental illness. Invincible disabilities and chronic illness are the worst.
I hope you can find some true friends whether in real life, this community, or heck even me. No one should have to suffer from friends walking out. I personally think it’s one of the most awful things you can do as a person. If you ever wanna talk just reply and I’ll send my discord stuff🙂
it is ok at the end of the day u get to choose how u want to live ur life keep it up remember u can only find the most sincere type of friends when u are in this kind of situation
The pain in knowing how many of us are suffering with chronic illness... sending everyone a hug and ty corpse for existing - hope you will be okay ❤️
Thank you ❤️
Hugs back to you lovely. If nothing else it's kinda united us all a bit aha 🖤
Sending hugs right back to you ❤️
@@Its_Just_Shay 🫂
Hugs back to you!
I've had this song on repeat for days. A few weeks ago I got diagnosed with Degenerative Disc Disease in my cervical spine (specifically my c6, so finding this song when I did was eerily personal for me). Corpse, I know you probably won't see this comment, but thank you for being there for me through your music while I've been grieving the loss of control over my own body and coming to terms with the realization that I will likely be dealing with this for the rest of my life. I'm currently in graduate school getting my doctorate in clinical psychology and dealing with the constant pain and cognitive symptoms over the last six months on top of all of my academic stress has made me feel like I was losing a piece of myself or like I was going to wither away, but your music has made me feel like I'm not alone and gives me strength to keep going. Thank you
Seeing someone with chronic illness absolutely killing it while also being relatively open about their personal struggles really, genuinely gives a lot of hope for other people. And if not hope, then it gives the catharsis of being able to listen to your music and just.. feel. Feel wronged. And that's okay. A lot of people have been. Keep killing it.
Yes, it's so painful, but it's so good to feel understood...
So true. This is part of the reason I love him so much. His story is eerily similar to mine and I’ve felt so alone all this time but now I hear his music and it feels like finally talking to someone who gets it.
Don't know if you know this but you pretty much described ironmouse, good friend of corpse with a chronic illness as well. You can catch her on twitch and might even get the nice surprise of Corpses visit there from time to time
@@GrayfoxN7 I don't know her very well, what is her health condition ?
@@TheMarquis_31 Common Variable Immune Deficiency also abbreviated to CVID. It basically means that she has no immune system thus has to stay quarantined at all times. She is also on respiratory aid and has to get plasma injected every couple of weeks (donate plasma if you can ;) ). Her condition also has had a major impact on her high pitched voice which some might qualify as annoying. So quite the opposite to Corpse whose voice is described as assertive and dominant. Despite all these issues she is a bright ray of sunshine and a beautiful human being whose company is beyond entertaining.
Side note: some shit must have went down for us to get this kinda song, I hope everything blows over well
for real.
Right?
@@beyond_5dtemp bro.
@@beyond_5dtemp no
@@makennahunter3488 yes
Dude this is an absolute BANGER! Lyrics go in hard
- Typed by a 6 yr old. u forgot to mention.
@@ABChibi whats that supposed to mean?
Oh hi
@@jxff2000 oh hi
@@ABChibi nik is 25 years old
That's the way rap should be done. Clean, non-distracting piano, nice background sounding, astonishing flow, deep dark text and GOD DAMN this vocal... Thanks for this gem, man. Stay sane, CORPSE.
THIS. I really hope Corpse stayes sane.
I’ve got chronic illnesses + PTSD from childhood trauma and these lyrics fit how I feel just a little too well. It’s like He took the swirling thoughts in my mind and made them make sense. I hate knowing he struggles too, but I guess that’s life. We all struggle. It’s bittersweet because I love knowing I’m not alone, that I’m not the odd man out for my feelings, but it’s painful knowing others hurt just like I do.
I love these songs because of how personal he gets with his audience
@Love Melanin It is really amazing
yess
I think truly, this couldn’t have came at a more profound and needed time of my life. “Life Waster” as the title song, along with the lyrics and your voice really impacts in such a deep & raw level. I love the production and emotion that went into this. It’s a masterpiece.
This song feels incredible vulnerable, grounded and overall like a insight of someone who feels they’re wasting their life - due to many reasons. I only think this because that’s what I’ve been struggling with and dealing with since as a teenager. I can relate, maybe not on the same way but I’m familiar. I’m Chronic, I have mental health issues and have to deal with a disability everyday of my life; only recently in faced with another medical problem and I feel so lost. I’m 21, I never felt so numb and have suicidal ideation in my mind as much as I do now. I feel my friends are moving along happy with their lives, while I’m here, in such a dark place and the last thing I wanna do is waste their time as a burden.
Life is going by so fast and so slow at the same time, I’m stuck and unable to go back to some sense of normality. I actually do feel like a life waster now that I think about it…meds, doctors, pain and everything is the reality for me.
It’s almost self-destructive truly, I’ve tried everything and music is basically all I have right now.
So, thank you Corspe, for this song and giving something akin to a lifeline for me to hold onto. 🖤
I lov the way u explain it. And though I don’t know u- I’m glad music is something u can keep in these hard times. It’s hard I’m sure. But I’m glad u wrote this. I’m glad I got to know this about u. It’s not wasted I promise. I hope u keep doing ur best. Can’t wait for the next song, but this one certainly did it’s job.
@@01eminasvolhamato Ah, thank you so much. (I could’ve went more into detail or write more but I didn’t want to go overboard.) I may not know you either, but I appreciate you and your comment. I’m glad too honestly, I don’t know where I’d be without it - it’d be harder for sure. Thank you, I’m glad you felt such a way about my comment and got to know me through it; that it’s not wasted. I’ll hold onto that promise. 🎶
I’m doing the best I can, I can promise that. I hope you’re doing well and taking care as well. I can’t wait too, he just keeps improving and each song is such a unique piece, this one certainly is a new favourite of mine and I do agree it did it’s job. Immense appreciation and kudos for the hard work and dedication!! 💜
First of all, keep it together, don't lose hope.
I'm 23 now i don't have that big illness, but it most likely will stuck with me for rest of my life. Before that i had a job, now 1-2 year past i can't have one. So i really feel a true “Life Waster”. Friends building carriers, have families.. i do nothing
But if everything goes as planned i can start again, but already hated this years to not "progressing" in life.
@@martinnagy3791 Hi, thank you for your quick “to the point” comment at the start - I’ll try and keep it together. I won’t lose hope, I promise.
Thank you for sharing some of your story, how this song relates and feels to you; I appreciate it a lot. I understand, truly. I had a job last year, I had to quit and I’m still dealing with this new health condition; I’ve had to give up a lot of things and take a break from doing what I love. (Digital Art) So, I relate to that and I’m sorry you are going through this, it isn’t fair nor deserved…I hope you get through this and know you aren’t alone.
I can also relate and understand seeing friends and families moving on, doing something with their lives and being happy; it really cements that you are wasting your life away and sometimes you can’t do anything about it. You just have to let yourself feel in the moment, it’s okie to and I hate not being able to progress too - especially when it comes to showing one’s true potential and willing to improve.
I truly hope and wish that everything goes to plan for you my friend, you already made it this far and I’m proud of you for that. Even if things don’t go to plan, I’m here for you and if you want someone to talk to; we still got more lives and years ahead to try again.
Take care okie and thank you again for your reply. 💜
The thing I found most helpful with my chronic illness is doing small things every day. I can’t build sets like I used to or run theatrical productions like I used to and I can’t use the skills I acquired before my illness that started at 15 but… I can make small things. Blankets for new babies in my family. Little trinkets and projects. I spend time every day working on small things because I can’t manage working heavy machinery anymore.
I’m not useless… even though my brain tells me that I am every day.
I’m not wasting time… even though everyone else got to go follow their dreams and I was stuck at home sleeping in front of the toilet for weeks on end. I fill the time I do have and I make small beautiful things for the people I love and right now that has to be enough.
Please don’t give up on your art… it’s your only outlet. Make beautiful things especially when it hurts to make them. That is after all the essence of art and what makes this music so relatable.
I hope you’ll keep going friend. I believe in you.
8 months later, probably still the most "touching" song I've listened to. I can't say 100% relatable because I don't think bpd is considered chronic, however I feel this. I've been in and out of hospitals, psychiatrists, and doctors offices since I was 10 and I think I understand the feeling of knowing it'll never truly go away. I see people on the internet and in my everyday life who can just go about there days easily knowing that everything is just fine, and y'know it makes me sad that I'll never be one of those people. However this song has always hit pretty close to home and I really appreciate the meaningful lyrics. Keep it up man, we all believe in you.
God bless, I will be praying for you
Seriously like his music has done more for me than all of my medications and doctors have
Chronic refers to something that’s long-term & can’t be cured completely. Many serious mental health conditions fall under that category, BPD is one of those difficult conditions to navigate trying to live a “normal” life so yeah, I would say it’s a chronic illness. It requires constant effort & it’s a long-term condition that also requires acceptance, learning to be okay with the reality that there will be ups & downs & it Wayne a lifelong journey.
It also requires professional & personal support systems in place to sustain long-term stability, as best as can be achieved with these conditions. Those are all very common features of “chronic” conditions.
It is also considered an “invisible illness” &, for some, it can reach the level of causing disability in one’s capacity to function in various areas of life. Like, holding a job, academic success, maintaining stable relationships, basic self-autonomy/independence, etc
YO THIS IS GREAT! These lyrics are actually fire, and that animation is amazing! Instrumental is great, vocals impeccable as always. I love it Corpse!
Bro isn’t even 29 seconds in 💀
@@darth6212 That’s just how good it is 😎
@@hellrey1917 What the fuck is wrong with you
@UCs4lWISJceFPU1jOuJo6DxA wait are you talking to me because if you are I know I was just confused on why they would say that. Also I asked that question because if you are trying to at me my name just looks like a bunch of numbers and letters for some reason but if not I replied to you for no reason so sorry about that
@@_iheartmusicxx_ It’s the stupid bots. Whoever makes them deserves to go to prison.
This song sounds so sad, Corpse has been through a lot and I’m glad he’s still here with us making music. I hope to see him making more UA-cam videos too. Love you Corpse 🖤
It also sound comforting tbh
Love u corpse thanks for being light to stuff like mental illness you r awesome I am agoraphobic and is on special medicine for it but your agoraphobic song I can play on repeat.
👏❤️
@@Kylie514 It's an animation.
@@Kylie514 its also not him
Hey corpse, I don't know if you'll read this, but I just wanted to say, take your time, underneath all the voice thirst and several other reactions, we do know there's you as a person, and I can't say I know what you're going through, but I do know it is tough, so, we understand if you have to take a break from it all to deal with your own stuff. Thank you, for everything, see you next time man, take care.
Well said!!!
Yeah, man, take care of yourself.
I couldn't agree more. 💜
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The way your voice softens on "when it smiles upon us" is so fucking good on headphones. And the way "save her" trails off. Still finding magic in this song, even after so many listens. Such a masterpiece. Hope you're feeling okay. ❤
Out of all his songs this one hits the hardest. This isnt jus a guy wiv a nice voice rapping over a beat, this is corpse telling his story its real and i love him because of it. He nvr fails to make real music. He something we need alot more these days. I luv you corpse.
Let's appreciate him for sharing such intimate details of his life with us, thank you Corpse, we wish you the best, we'll always stand behind you
This evokes a feeling I hate, and it makes me uncomfortable because it’s describes things I felt before that I wouldn’t be able to put into words like this. The song is amazing and it makes my heart hurt. Love you corpse ❤️
I feel the same, It's fucked up, I also feel that sensation in my chest
Exactly 🥲❤️
bruh you love JD FCJEICBEFHCBEHJCFEHJCBHEFVBJVBVFGHDVBRGHVVDFVHV with noises
it's so relatable it's like he's looking into my psyche
Literally! I wasn’t sure if I should say relatable since I’m sure he’s talking about his own story but there’s no other way to describe it. Def a familiar feeling.
Chronic illness is the thing that destroyed every relationship I’ve had. My most recent relationship just ended because he couldn’t handle being with someone who was chronically sick and depressed. Meds and hospitals and surgeries and constant doctors monitoring me and telling me I’ll die soon are overwhelming for me alone, so I can understand people walking out on me cuz they can’t see someone they love die in front of them. I’m 32 but have been told I won’t make it to see 50. This song when I first heard it hit me so hard. It still does. And I finally felt I could post a comment and say all this. I love this song and it always helps me to feel less alone in the world knowing I’m not the only one suffering like this
dont worry about people, they are just idiots,,,,you have yourselves,,,just enjoy being with yourself bcuz the best friend,, human being can ever have in their whole life is,,thereselfes......I dont have anny illness but i enjoy with myself more than i do with people bcuz people are iddiots...
probably the only song writer i know that makes me read the lyrics like a story, absolutely AMAZING 😭😭😭😭😭
Haven’t even finished it yet and I fucking love it. The lyrics, the art, the song itself, omfg.
They just keep getting better and better.
Outstanding
@@mpmonkey6626 yeah..
its trash
@@allen9028 no need to share your invalid opinion lol
@@allen9028 what everyone thinks about you.
@@themadmagic5019 never said that
This song was probably a lot for him to write knowing how much info he is putting out there talking about him and how he thinks and I think we should all thank him for doing so bc not a lot of people would put there own day to day life and story in to not one not two but just about every single one of them ♥️
This song did something to me, but I can't really explain it. I definitly felt it.
The words "life waster" express EXACTLY how I feel about my chronic illnesses. Back when I was somewhat more able most people didn't really believe me or understand, and were always "disappointed in me", and like trust me, you were never as disappointed in me as I was in myself for letting people down. I fight every day not to hate myself for my illness and disabilities, and give myself some grace, but these asshole illnesses have stolen my twenties from me and I'm grieving all the things I could have done while I've been fighting this shit.
Same. I spent my 30s in constant pain after I "recovered" from pneumonia. I would sleep for 3 days at a time. My husband was like "what's wrong?" I had 2 babies to care for but I couldn't wake up. If I was awake, I was in pain. Eventually the fibromyalgia got a lot better and I could sort of live my life again, but most of my hobbies were too strenuous for me to do without it backlashing and making it more difficult to recover from. Now, in my late 40s, I'm at a healthy weight and feeling better. Unfortunately, I just found out I might have lymphoma. So much for making up for all the years I missed living while I was debilitatingly ill. Now I don't even know if I'll be around for my daughter's wedding next year 🥺
i'm an author and a streamer, and still a teen, and holy hell its so frustrating to not have even graduated high school yet and still in so much mental pain that people try to brush off
@@Becky317girl you said "might" have lymphoma...And your already writing off your daughters wedding and your future. You need to be a little more positive it might change some things in your life. You be surprised what positive thoughts can do
@@juni867 if only being positive was that easy.
@@juni867 you clearly know nothing about how the world works
Damn. I doesnt matter what fuckin mood i have, if i hear this song, a mix of 'damn i'm so sorry for corpse' and 'holy crap this song and lyrics hits hard af'
I genuinely couldn’t tell if this was animated or not. It’s that high of quality.
Same bro
Here come the bots...
@@ducc1 frr, and the children who think we care abt their trolling
Same-
Ok
As someone with chronic illnesses currently unable to get out of bed, finding this song right now has me crying so hard.
Corpse and his content means so much to me, it's one of the only things holding me together right now it seems. Finding he had fibromyalgia as well really just made me feel less alone, less like it's just in my head despite so many saying it is.
I hope you're okay Corpse, all things considered, I'm so thankful for you and everything you do
i actually feel bad for you and wish you the best buttttt.... sorry corpse is ass and his music is terrible (my opiinion) also he only has fans cause emo highsool girls who dye their hair rainbow and wear dog colars
@Mothafli¶∆ Thank you! I actually did manage to get out of bed today :)
I hope you're good as well
Hope your doing better ❤💙
His voice is like a drug. A song that you can actually feel his emotions.
Can we Just appreciate the word play here? At 0:42 he says "I could stay a while 4 I move on" the after that, he starts rhyming his sentence in for word intervals. This dude is crazy
much love and respect for corpse, you're amazing and such a strong person
to be willing to voice your vulnerability through your music and share it with the public really does take guts
never forget your worth king :) ❤️
Sad, Pain, Comfort, Love. Felt everything in this. Masked or not you're a great artist. Please don't give up on your music or your life.
well its gonna happen soon gurp can make u go mute and he got treatment pretty late all we can do is enjoy it now before its gone
@@PicklesWasTaken I'm seriously so bothered by this comment. It's like you're just handing out a death sentence. Just because an illness CAN have certain side effects doesn't mean it will. He's been on meds since he was like a teen, so hopefully the GERD is under control the best it can be. You basically just said, "Corpse's life as he knows it is temporary, whatevs." Knowing how much anxiety Corpse has over losing what he's got, and being forgotten tomorrow, this comment just seems really fucking cruel and thoughtless. He's got enough negativity and fears, let's try not to compound it.
@@SilverFlame819 couldn’t have said it better
You literally just lied
@@PicklesWasTaken nobody asked bruh, stop being so negative geez.
my fiance decided that he couldnt cope with dealing with my chronic pain and illnesses after 8 years together. I've tried my hardest to push through the pain to get better, help more and be present but this song speaks to so much frustration I have at illnesses stealing so much of my 20s.
Girl I feel you.. with my right knee being destroyed by Cipro and my GERD I've been fighting. If you need a friend reach out to me I'll be here for you.
Why are people such assholes idk who would ever leave a person they love over something so small
I can understand how you might feel betrayed, but its nobodies job to look after you if they start to feel its a burden on themselves. I hope you find someone that can help you but I hope you also dont feel like he was obligated to stay.
Im so sorry hun. I've been there. I just wanna send you the biggest hugs and tell you you are loved. Fk his conditional love, you deserve so much better and you have so much love to offer. 🖤
I feel ya. I think my bf of 7 yers is going down that route lately. Had three spinal surgeries in the last year. Been having mental illness since childhood. So i know about stealing my life (im 34)
its quite amazing how such a song can be overlooked until you listen to it properly and actually listen to what he's saying. It becomes incredibly relatable to those actually genuinely struggling
Knowing people that are chronically ill and seeing their "light" fade away is one of the most hurting and sad thing you can experience. The emptiness that left at the end can consume you. Seeing the "to feel something" in the description brings darkness and sadness but at the same time I hear your talent and I believe that if you really want you can find some sort of solace.
Very much so…
Imagine how it feels to be one of those people. It gets old, pretending everything's okay so your existence doesn't bring other people down. I very much appreciate Corpse's recognition of the dark side, because no matter what some people say, smiling and staying positive doesn't make this shit go away. I appreciate the space he's created, for people to openly talk about how much this shit sucks. There's too much fake smiling, followed by suicides, and then people left wondering what happened because their loved one always seemed so happy. I'm a big fan of reality.
I literally have nothing profound to say about this song, everything I can think of starts veering into cork-board-and-red-string territory, but this song and this video are too good to NOT leave a comment on. Also, reading through the comments, you really have one of the most supportive fanbases, Corpse. And I agree, man, take your time if you need - but sing your heart out *when* you need. Creativity can be some of the best therapy if you're dealing with shit.
🤓🤓
This!
everything corpse drops is incredible. Like watching him years ago do those scary stories, never would I think he’d be dropping music that I jam to EVERY single day. No matter what mood I’m in, corpse always makes me feel like I’m okay and like a bad bitch 99% of the time. This song is amazing. the lyrics are incredible! CORPSE PLEASE NEVER STOP DOING MUSIC!!!! BUT ALSO TAKE CARE OF URSELF AND DO YOU AT UR OWN PACE! WE ALL LOVE AND SUPPORT YOU!! KEEP IT UP
i myself listen to alot of badbitch song if you can call it like that yet i still am way to scared of people to apear like a bad ass bitch... so congrates :)
@@nikkitodorokishotostwin5930 All you need to have the “bad ass bitch appearance” is the confidence and self affirmation of “I am that bitch, always will be.”
It’s 2024, who here is still missing corpse 🖤🌹
😔
Wait did he commit or smtn? I’m actually gonna cry if he did. Or did he just stop posting?
@@ImASimpForAnimePeople I don’t know, I hope he didn’t
@@ImASimpForAnimePeople No y’all he didn’t commit 😭😭 But there r clips recently of rae saying that their still good friends, and tht he’s just taking a break from the internet
@@nochiiii2 ok good 😌
As someone struggling with worsening chronic illnesses who is mentally struggling to finish her college career I truly appreciate your music ❤
Literally same. Love you Corpse
I straight up dropped college bc I couldn't do it with my physical and mental health. There's no way I would pass and it took so long to come to terms with it. You've got this, and don't forget to put yourself first
@@erinrigatoni I have one semester left and it has definitely taken a toll on me but I am hella proud of myself for making it this far and pushing for graduation though I definitely need to take a break after this lol
Just here to encourage you. I went through college with a lot of worsening illnesses and just want to give you support, let you know you're not alone. It was several years ago for me but that pain is still present in my mind. Whether you finish or don't, please don't feel like you didn't do enough. You are enough. your efforts are enough.
@@shiningmoonsong7587 Only one semester?? You've totally got this! I ended up having to take a quarter off, and things were a shitshow, but I forced myself to go back and graduate. What a fucking waste of my money. But I figured if I'd made it that far, I might as well get the piece of paper. And by fucking God, I've got the piece of paper. It wasn't the degree, it was the principle. I was determined to finish. I wish I'd never gone in the first place, I owe tens of thousands still on a degree I earned 20 years ago... but dammit, I finished. You can do it.
1:11 Best part. It's hypnotizing to listen to.
"No face, no name, like Kira. My bitch look just like Misa." The Death Note reference, though.
Much love, Corpse.
Its at 1:50
@@AbxminatixnZ 🤡
Yeshhhhhhhhh!!!!!!
@@Kayla-yr7vm Yeah ik. "Text me when you get home. Love you" just meant a lot to me.
MAN BE DROPPING NOTHING BUT BANGER EVERYTIME
im mad that i only find this now, thank you corpse
💀how
Did you dismiss the notif 🤣
For real tho. Just seen it 3 weeks ago.
@@CgVibin yea sometimes lol
@@morid1263 it happens
Can we all just appreciate that this shit aint just good because of his voice?
These lyrics slap. I love the different culture references and the raw emotions he puts into his music. And on top of that he put em together *really well.*
Not just anybody can throw words in a song and make people connect to em. Many likely came from curiosity with his voice, but he's got something special here... and that's why so many stay.
Yes I 100% agree this is one of my favourites
"Got meds in my blood, Got death on my mind."
I feel you Corpse. Great song, love u.🖤
“I went to substances; you went to college
I think it's too late to acknowledge our problems
Heard that you're great
I just wanted to say
It ain't changed us
Still love you
Tomorrow's not promised
Oh by the way
Fuckin hate all the fame
Got you countin the days
When your illness is chronic
Death really changes the way you behave
I’ll remember your face when it smiles upon us
Reprobate
Psych major
Sick sick sick so we like danger
Tough luck, life waster
If I get to know her then I might save her
Stars in your eyes, let the moon talk
I could stay awhile ‘fore I move on
Hoodie sleeves up, let the mask off
Mixed our tears on the asphalt
Damage in my C6
But you get that
So I know you’ll understand where my blade at
You afflicted?
Where the meds at?
Damn girl, let’s make Big Ben sad
Fuck ‘em all they don’t got nothin’ on us
Tryna kill us baby, think we’re fuckin’ haunted
Fuck your fuckin’ sickness, lost you in the process
I’ma get it for us like I always promised
(Text me when you get home)
(Love you)
Pull me back in with your fucking lies
Kill me slowly baby, you know I don’t fuckin’ mind
You said ‘a million years’, guess the stars aligned
You’ve been lying baby, see it in your fucking eyes
All up in your feelings
All about my vocal chords
I just think it’s funny
There ain’t shit you’re working towards
Rose up out the morgue
Got my foot in the door
If you run up on the dead
Get bodied by a corpse
Get fucked for your money
Get robbed for your life
Had a plight from the jump
Succumbed to the night
Got meds in my blood
Got death on my mind
Ain’t got shit left
Best step to me right
No face, no name, like Kira
My bitch look just like Misa
In my restless dreams I see ya
Sent straight to the ether
Last thing you see is my creepers
I want blood, I don’t get even
Corpse
Bitch”
thx darlin.
Thank you so much for the lyrics!
Thanks
if you have chronic illness plus mental illness you feel every word man !! corpse is a genius love him and respect him so much
As someone who's lived with a family of 'creatives' (music teacher, family owned dinner, pastry chef-and me artist/painter/ sketches/poems) its incredible to see a creative human like you and your journey of refining your art. Expressing your experience without showing your face , like what millions of us artist do 🖤
I hate they way people treat corpse. He’s in an impossible situation where he doesn’t know if revealing his face will bring him more pain or help him. He doesn’t want to be swarmed in public, but because he stays anonymous people try to tear him down. Chances are if he does do a face reveal people will flame him. I really hope he takes care of himself
I am not famous and I don't know if I want to be or ever will be (I am thinking of uploading some drawing videos/animations/narrations myself but eh. Probably not) but if it happens I would prefer not to show my face either. I have a lot of mental health issues, but even if I didn't, I'd want to keep my privacy and personal space. If people would swarm me then my mental health would get absolutely nuked no matter what. Just like so many others' did. Not all people are nice and understanding either
I hope he doesn't get pressured into doing it and that nothing from him ever gets leaked, but also I am proud of him for showing more and more according to his comfort level (like hand pics or shadows etc.)
If he did we’d still love em. Won’t stop me from watching his vids
@@elftwelve Pretty much being famous is like throwing away your privacy and letting everyone see. Still can't believe people trash Corpse because he doesn't want to show his face.
I agree,I think it might be best for him not to reveal his identity since he might get swarmed and it might be to much.But it's his choice though no matter what happens he has really good friends that will stay by him and his fans.
Looking at what's happening on twitter with dreams face reveal, he better keep his face off the internet
I love his curly hair. This song is amazing. It shows you how far he’s come in his music. I’m looking forward to hearing more songs from him in the future, but I can wait. Right now I want him to focus on his health and getting better. Stay strong for us Corpse, ok?
I remember finding out your content back then. Some time later I found your music. I've been listening to your songs since then. I think I found them in the right time. Been dealing with lot of health issues, specially this year... Got some back problems, got diagnosed with gerd as well; amongst other things, which leads me to I feel sick and being in pain most days so, listening to music, your music; (this song in particular) is a good way for me to cope with all those things, so thank you Corpse.
Thank you for spreading awareness.
Take care.
I started listening to Corpse because his music felt nostalgic to me. But this one is different, this song really gets across a feeling. It’s both familiar and not but either way he’s making his audience feel with him. Keep making music Corpse, we love it.
"I went to substances, you went to college" Really hurts when you're losing whats supposed to be the best years of your life constantly being in pain and no one knows what the problem is. Not being able to finish high school and seeing everyone else move on with their lives hurts. When the question "What do you want to do with your life?" can't be answered with anything other than uncertainty and relying on the hope of getting better - it's easy to feel like you're just wasting time.
It is comforting in a way to hear this song. I can't explain it well but its nice having a song that brings attention to chronic illness/chronic pain. All of the songs you make are great but its particularly nice to have songs like life waster and agoraphobic which hit a little closer to home. Thank you for making music
ok
Mannn... You just described what I've been feeling a lot in like four sentences, thanks mate. (Love the Kirishima profile picture by the way
i absolutely understand literally every single thing you said, it fucking sucks, “why aren’t you at uni” “what do you do” “so you just stay at home all day?, you’re so lazy”
corpse did an amazing job as always. amazing song. idc if he ever does a face reveal. he’s music will matter more that what he looks like any day
Dude just really needs a hug 🖤
Yes, someone get this man a hug.
"fuck your fucking sickness, lost u in the process, ima get it for us like i always promised"
My girlfriend overdosed and passed away just over a year ago. her mental illness got the best of her.
I live life for her now, sober off all the substances we once shared together. Song hit deep, especially that line.
I'm so sorry, I know how it feels.
My partner killed themselves in 2018, we were both suffering from depression, SH and suicidal thoughts/behaviour, I wish I could say the same as you, that I'm clean, but god it's so hard, I still miss them.
I'm so glad you're doing okay.
That is sad to hear. hope your okay now😭
I feel you, my friend just recently tried to overdose on me... i was panicking- i dont want to lose someone and cant cry... if your death was by you or someone's other intentions, it you never meant to go. That's for everyone too. Remember that please.
I’m so sorry for your loss, I hope ur okay
@imBadAtOsu lifes a bitch, if its going good and your problems are outside of death/addiction/jail .. count your blessings. im struggling with all 3 right now.
Aiiyyy it hits right in feels
👍🏿
righhhht
not my universes colliding like this lmao
ps. so when are we getting a corpse cover ???
Bruh
put bandaids on ur wrist bud
Another absolute banger, but a sad one. Can't begin to imagine the pain of living with a chronic condition, but I hope Corpse has a strong support network to lift him up when he feels at his lowest.
genuinely hope corpse is doing well in life right now. we don’t get to see him much anymore but i hope he’s healing. his music has helped me thru rough times regarding my mental health and i still listen to him now. hope ur doing ok man 🖤
I struggle hugely with both chronic and mental illness and the lyrics, ooof they hit me hard. It’s difficult and this song feels like the epitome of what it’s like to watch other people succeed while your struggling to get out of bed or do the bare minimum.
I'm proud of you for getting up and doing the bare minimum. Not everybody has the strength and determination to keep going when your mind and body scream at you to stop struggling. Don't compare yourself to others, even if it's hard. You do you and just keep on going.
I’m normally someone who doesn’t share or show my emotions, but this song stabbed me right in the fucking heart. It’s hard to explain.
I’m really going through it right now… and yeah this song stabbed me too
Stop being so emo.
Same here I wasn't expecting this to his me this hard
@@kayrealist9793 that's the reason people don't open up to others
Fr. Cried hard when I heard it the first time, and I don't like crying so I don't let myself and I couldn't help it this time. Just pulled the emotion out of me
his songs always sends shivers down my spine periodically every time. this song is no different and it sends it message forwards. lyrics were meaningful. i don't know how to explain this. i hope you get well soon like i really want you to. life is the hardest game and we hate to play it. love you corpse
Being diagnosed with multiple chronic illnesses myself. Corpse is one of the only people in the world that actually makes me feel like I have a way of letting all the pain out. Throughout my whole life I felt so insignificant to everyone around me but knowing that there are other people who have felt my pain and probably worse makes me feel a whole lot better but knowing that others are going through what I have also makes me feel bad. Either way, Corpse is a beautiful person and makes my day a whole lot better with all his songs and streams so. We all love you Corpse! You're so amazing to those of us that have no way of getting any comfort! Thank you!
Yall need to understand he's more than a celebrity, he's a human being. Just be sensitive to that, listen to the pain in these lyrics, and understand the message.
All the comments I'm seeing are relating to him on a pretty human level. I really hate the stan culture, it's so gross. So hopefully with songs like this, those people can check themselves a bit, and recognize the human condition in all of us. (Or... maybe not. The stans all seem to be like 12-year-olds, so maybe they just need more life experience under their belts to be able to empathize and relate to the message and inner torment he shares, like so many of us who have felt the harsh kick of life in the face do with ease.)
@@SilverFlame819 Apologies if my comment came off as rude.
I happened upon this video like five minutes after it was posted (I'm not subbed to him, I just listen to poltergeist sometimes while I draw) And all the comments were like 'Oh, such a good song, XOXOXO Corpse!' and I was irritated that nobody adressed the emotion and rawness of it. The lifetime of pain that clearly went into writing something like this, does that make sense?
Corpse is one of those people that you just want to give a big hug. I love how he expresses what he is going through and thinking through his music, and I truly hope he is ok, and that he knows he doesn't go through these things alone and that he is loved by thousands and maybe even millions of people
Gooodddddddd damn corpse has never had a bad song and they get better every time wtf
when I was just a few years old my parents noticed I couldn't walk well. I cried about my pain, but hospitals thought it was just growing pain. when I went to second grade we got an MRI the doctor told us I had a condition called Osgood Schlatter arthritis. usually, that condition goes away but the doctor told me the chances are really low that I would live without that pain. when I started hearing corpses music, it literally changed my life. It gave me the motivation to do sports and all the things I've always loved. thank you corpse.
This song is full of a pain I can't describe... yet it's really beautiful, just like every other song you made.
I hope everything is doing better now, Corpse. You deserve to be loved, you deserve to be treated like a royalty.
You are a treasure, don't let anyone make you feel or believe the opposite.
Holy shit I actually needed this really badly. I’m going through some shit right now and I really did need this. Thank you so much 🖤🖤🖤
Same : )
@@hellrey1917 nobody cares : )
@@hellrey1917 better content? 🤣🤣🤣
@@hellrey1917 Nobody gives a fuck :)
@@beyond_5dtemp u keep spamming comment with this shit. tf
0:45 "...mixed our tears on the asphalt"
This line gave me chills
such a heavy song that i can relate to, i havent been chronically ill but i feel like i been ill my whole life, been through so many break ups and being hard of hearing it was hard for me to fit in, always thinking about suicide but i never done it, your music inspire me, and i hope you continue your music career, keep at it corpse :)
Every time Corpse talks about how he's going through shit in his songs, my heart honestly drops, cause I know he's not fucking around, and all we can do is listen. Love you Corpse x