Like the song fallen angle by mass of men i get it bc ive been their my whole life since i was 5 im 25 now and my entire life ive hid behind a fake smile when on the inside i feel like im breaking and no one ever seems to care enough to just stop and ask how i am they see a smile and thats good enough for them till theu see the guys face on the news bc they found him at the end of a rope in his bedroom with a note explaining why he took his own life
Rlzzy exactly! That’s so true. I noticed it in my life recently. I was depressed in 6th grade and now I’m in 11th and I’ve been depressed for a year. That’s when I noticed it never truly goes away
Just a cut Just a scratch Just a scar It was just the cat Just an excuse Just another lie What’s with all the bracelets? Just fashion, why? Just a tear Just a scream Just a fear Why were u crying why are u afraid Just a bad dream. But it’s not just a cut Or a tear or a lie It’s always just once more Until I die
@Sonya Howell Had it since I was 10 I'm now 15 and still got it feel like giving up hope and everything else my friends my family and my girlfriend 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
Fight, never give up, whatever situation you are in. I love you, whoever you are, where ever you are from whether you are a guy or a girl, whether you are straight or homosexual, whether you are black or white or asian or hispanic. I love you, and yes YOU, the person reading this. 💜💜💜
Abstrakt Rap official that's very very nice of you I actually needed to hear that from someone😔 even if I don't know you but still that's very nice of you so thanks
“I know everything is planned and it’s exactly how it’s supposed to be, but damn life is so hard, I just can’t walk the path you chose for me.” Sad but true 😢
@@vadiks20032 ua-cam.com/video/fBhi9Ke1h7w/v-deo.html Why do we want to die before our time? For all those who have power in this fallen world are not even humans. They are the evil spirits, who have stole everything from us. And we, going away before our time to die - we give our enemies what they have wanted all along - we give them our lives. Ephesians 6:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places. If we do not call upone the NAME OF THE LORD and SHALL BE NOT SAVED - then our souls - our very being is theirs (satan`s) and not GOD`S. Romans 10:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved. Psalms 145:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth. Psalms 18:3 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies. Psalms 116:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the LORD. Do not take away what`s GOD`S . Your soul belongs to GOD who give it, your soul do not belong to satan. For lucifer is none to be worshipped, he is also the creation of GOD. Without GOD, there be no lucifer. For even the name: “LUCIFER” is GOD given. 1 Chronicles 16:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context Give thanks unto the LORD, call upon his name, make known his deeds among the people. Psalms 105:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context O give thanks unto the LORD; call upon his name: make known his deeds among the people. Psalms 116:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will offer to thee the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and will call upon the name of the LORD. Psalms 80:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context So will not we go back from thee: quicken us, and we will call upon thy name. 2 Samuel 22:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context I will call on the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.
Hey, if anyone feels like this. Please get help, because people care for you, people love you, they give everything to you everything for you. Don’t hurt yourself because there is a way to help. If you feel like this please tell someone if they ignore you call someone please, your life is precious. You have a bright future ahead even if it doesn’t seem so you’ll help change this world even if your change is small and goes unnoticed you’ll have accomplished something fantastic because one day it will be found and you’ll be remembered. You need to keep fighting and you need to keep living because people you haven’t even met yet will love you will care for you. People from across the world could be waiting for you even if they don’t know you. So please keep fighting these feelings and Live
I don't think so, I've been used by everybody and think of suicide 100 times a week. It's kind of you to help though. I called the suicide line and the lady was on her phone or something I could tell she was preoccupied. I barely make it through work and when I get home I just stare at this box in my house for hours thinking of how many mistakes I have made and all the mean shit people have said to me. I have come really close like 10 times and then I back out. My intuition Is telling me it is inevitable. Pretty soon my thoughts and plans are going to turn into reality. I can feel my brain battling with both sides and it is a very close game.
Friend:my girl friend left me I'm depressed Me:but can you explain me how love feels bc I dont know Friend: what do you mean you don't know Me: I actually cant feel love ,can you explain to me how it feels Friend :but you are look so happy and evryone likes u Me:I hate myself and my smile is fake all of this is just an illusion *I still waiting for answer* Edit:I wrote this a year ago and I'm happy to read of the replays ty guys for posting .Also I'm no longer dealing with suicidal thoughts:)
My friends always act like I'm perfect but they never realize how depressed I am, I'm 15 all I've ever been is rejected, and all I feel myself as is a shadow or an illusion that people won't ever see.
Gavin Funtal I got bullied a lot man it sucks I'm 19 and feel like shit everyday I just fake it and just ignore the bullies when they start messing with u just laugh at it cuz they are also hurt
I wrote this song as a way of dealing with my best friends suicide I’m Australian btw, so sorry for any slang I have used He was always the kid who wanted to be a bum He was the one kid that could show lots of love Until one day everything just stopped His mum was diagnosed with cancer and his heart just dropped He wanted to make the most of his life living with his mum But, this boy I’m talking about was still only young He was getting pushed around at school almost every day But, he just left it behind and just walked away Until one day, he just wanted to say “Stop everyone because I am in lots of pain” But the boys kept going so he pulled a razor blade Right to his vein Just to take away the pain And the thoughts in his brain That were making him insane He didn’t know if this life was a dream or again But he didn’t care, he didn’t have anyone to blame So he just sat there and pulled out his razor blade All he wanted to do was to end his life He was sick and tired Because he already tried He cut his wrists But he had to survive And everyday he wanted to commit suicide He thought to himself that it would make things worse His mum was in hospital in the room with a nurse And he knew if he did it, it would make them disperse So he was waiting for the time But from then he was hurt His dad was always home and he didn’t have a job His dad was always drunk and his dad was just a slob He said to his dad “You are such a bum” He said “why son” He replied “go and visit Mum” But he sat on his bum and just kept drinking The boy went to his room and started thinking “What am I going to do,I just wanna die” He put his face in the pillow and started to cry He went to the corner to buy some ice The next day he went to the shops and brought a light He wagged school And he started to smoke it His dad caught him and said “you have to be joking” He said back “well my life is fucked” His dad walked away and said “suck it up” Then he pulled out his blade and began to cut After four cuts there was so much blood He got a rope and tried to cut his circulation He was trying his hardest because he was so aggravated After ten minutes he was dead on the floor His dad walked up the stairs and opened up the door His son was laying there He said “what have I done” He picked up a note it said “I love you Mum” His dad stood there tears running down his face His dad said to himself “I am such a disgrace” He got his son and he jumped into the car He couldn’t stop crying and looking at his guards He was driving so fast when it started to rain He was so drunk that he turned down a lane To get to the hospital as quick as he could And he crashed into a truck that was carrying wood The wood collapsed and it fell on to the car Then they crashed into a tree and the truck driver laughed The ambulance arrived and it looked like a murder scene Two hurt guys in the front seat is what they seen They got them out the car and put them on the bed They said this man is hurt but, this boy is dead They took them to the same hospital as the Mum She saw him on the stretcher bed and said “is that my son” She walked out the room and said “what is going on” And the nurse said excuse my words “but sorry for your loss”
Whoever is reading this and is also dealing with depression all I have to say is......you are important.....your not worthless, we all love you and that will never change.....it will get better you just need to wait....some people can’t wait that long but if you do then I promise you it would be the best thing in the world........
life can get hard at some point, I am also depressed but I haven't told anyone. Just remember that there is always a person that cares for you. Life is beautiful, just forget the bad things and get stronger, think of all the good things that have happened to you. Suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone else. I have also thought things like this. Stay strong. Life is beautiful.
TR enterranment please stop doing that. I don’t know what are you referring to, but stop. Please. If you feel comfortable with it, What are you doing that hurts you but makes you feel good?
@TR enterranment What??!!! That isn´t gppd for you. Have you been with a doctor? It may help you. If it doesn´t work, go with friends or family. They can help you :) Always remember you are here for a reason. You matter. Please. Search for help!
After my brother died in September then my best friend pushing me away a week after... this is how I've felt every single day. It's a struggle to get out of bed and even force myself to go to work.
Justin Matthew dont give up I'm sorry for what ur going through but u will make it get there and work hard and ur bestfriend should be there not push u away don't give up god is with you 💜
don't even consider suicide I lost my sister to it it's hell to say the least. IV attempted it myself an was saved by God my gun jammed last yr an the second I pulled the trigger I regretted it I now thank God for every day I have here don't make the worst mistake smoke a blunt an just think it out there's always a reason an person to stay for for me it's my fiancee she needs me here for support advice and to teach her what she doesn't understand I love u babygirl an I miss u big sis your my guardian angel and I can't wait to see u again I'm tryin so hard when I can't bare the thoughts I turn to inspiring songs like this
Jeremy Westoven I've had my gun jam when I pulled back too.... I cleared the chamber and tried again and the bullet was a dead round somehow.... the third attempt that same morning something came over me and I physically didn't have the strength to pull the trigger.... no matter how hard I tried... I even tried wit both hands and still felt like the trigger wouldn't budge.... I feel you bro.... Just happy you're here and learned from it...
When my mom died I slit my throat but the Lord saved my life slit half way across my throat my dad bust in and took the knife but bandage around my throat and rushed me to the hospital I thank the Lord and my dad but suicide is not the answer I learned that for everyone who is depressed and think of committing suicide don't please every one who you love needs you I learned that the hard way but I pray for every one is depressed and hope you become happy again like I did
Jeremy Westoven amen bro. But you say this like yous the only one that knows bout it. My best friend took himself out. Ive had gun jam twice, taken out by police 3 times. My cousin took herself out. Watched my older bro almost blow his own brains all over me with an ar15. All respect an all love bro but remember theres more people in this world that do know the feeling. Suicide, depression ptsd its all real. Theres no jokes bout it an tbh ill beat ass if i see people make a joke outta it 💯
I started drinking when I was 16. I would drink at parties, but I also started drinking alone because I was unhappy, and I was in a lot of emotional pain all the time. My mom was very aggressive when I was younger, and my brother hated her and so did I. He started hanging out with shady people, he started failing all his classes, he was never home, and my parents fought all the time. I also ran away several times. I was always trying to figure out a reason as to why I was here or what the purpose of life was. So, I started looking at different philosophies, religions, and beliefs. When I was 18 after I was hungover, I got on my knees and I prayed for the first time. I asked if God was real that he would show me he was real because I couldn’t take it anymore. I was crying when I prayed for this. At that moment I felt a presence come over me like a wind. It was barely noticeable, but it was unlike anything in my life I had experienced up until that point. I was surprised when I felt it and I remember saying “what was that?” after that experience I pretty much forgot what happened and kept partying, until my senior year when I got arrested. After my arrest, my parents lost all their trust in me and I was expelled from high school. I was told never to come back. At that time, I felt afraid and hopeless. That’s when I started looking for God, and I prayed that he would reveal himself in my life and that he would give me signs. My prayers began getting answered so consistently that I couldn’t deny that God was doing something. It was mysterious and compelling. I ended up in Church and started reading the bible hours a day. I stopped hanging out with all my other friends because they were continually getting arrested. I was able to forgive my family and myself and to ask to be forgiven. I noticed how at Church people were judgmental and how they formed cliques but were afraid to be around anyone else different from them. It increased my faith because I realized Jesus was not like that and ever since I was young, I saw people as people regardless of who they were. After a while, it’s like I could see God's presence was in my life and then it felt like he wasn’t, and then he was, and then he wasn’t. One day I woke up and felt more depressed than I ever have in my entire life. I felt like I was dying on the inside. That night I prayed, and I said, God, I don’t see my life five years from now I'm going to die Jesus save me Lord, please save me. I was weeping when I said it and when I asked him to save me, I felt a presence inside of me like a heartbeat, and I felt it once like a pulse, and I said Lord please save me and I felt it again even stronger. It was like radiance. When I woke up the next morning, I had transformed everything felt brand new like I was a kid again. All my fears and all my racing thoughts everything was gone. I looked at my hands, and I said this can’t be real, it's impossible. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw a different person. I started praying, and the holy spirit became entirely real to me; it was washing over me and inside of me. It was total love and peace, and I heard a voice but not an audible one, it was an inner voice. It said I am with you; I love you, I will never leave you, it’s done it’s finished. That was May 3rd, 2009, and ever since then I’ve followed God, I have seen many things change and many things I know wouldn’t have changed without faith and belief. I know what it’s like to be lost to feel you have no hope. Don’t ever think you’re stuck, or life can’t change because it can. My mom is a Christian now, Its night and day. Some of the things that went away during that period were severe anxiety and my addiction to alcohol. I’ve seen and experienced so many things that are miraculous and seen how God has worked in my life. When we ask God to forgive us for what we’ve done and turn away from our sins and wrongdoings and we believe in Christ's sacrifice everything changes. His word says if we confess with our mouths that Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that he died and rose again we will have eternal life but not just life after death but abundant life in the present. Our sins are erased not only past, present, and future but our burdens and fears are lifted also. Our thoughts, our minds, our hearts, our souls are transformed and united with God and we know his spirit lives in us. If you seek, pray, and knock you will know JESUS IS KING!!! HE LIVES! “Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest” “Whoever drinks of the water I give them will never thirst again” ua-cam.com/video/EXQGTInPpZU/v-deo.html
I actually just locked myself in my bathroom. My bro is banging on the door, after our 2nd fight today. (We had much more over the time) I really just feel numb outside, but the pain inside.. I just wanted to tell it someone. Probably no one is reading this, but hey ✌
Hey, I’m. Reading this and I’ve been there, whoever you are know that there are so many people who love you, and I don’t know you but I hope you can get through this pain and make it till it gets better
Hey brother your young my man. Don't worry about girls man. Worry a out you get out of highs school go to college work on you. Get you right first. Work on you make sure you are ready before you commit. This will make life easier. Trust me brother you got this own your body own your mind. Then go get what's yours find your love man or woman.find that person that makes you you you YOU MAKE SURE IT MAKES YOU HAPPY. Love you brother I don't know who you are. But I love you your a good kid man.
You'll never run out of feeling... you can just ignore them and pretend not to care but they are there. I know that way too well. So while everyone thinks I'm emotionless and heartless while they sleep I cry in silence.
This is a great song. It's both powerful and moving.Thank you to the man who wrote and composed this.It helps me and anybody who feels suicidal at times.Again,thank you to the man who created this helpful,beautiful song.
man o cut my self over her . almost died over someone that never cared nor loved me . it's not worth it . suicide I been there many times some pps will never get pps like me . Love this jam . just lost a good brother this week end seems like am dead inside anymore I can't even b happy any more .
Luis Calderon everything will be ok man just look to God and ask him to take the pain off ur chest go to therapy talk to someone and never ever think bout suicide
Look I was 2 when my dad left me and my mom then he died when I was 9 I thought about given up I felt useless and I was unhappy but I stay strong I am fine now I had to fight by myself I wouldn't go to any one about it but I am fine now plus I am 11 now so don't give up u are not the only one and I do wish for u the absolute best i hope u stay strong
This song is what I'm feeling, when I lost my grandfather my friends started to push me away. And the girl that I loved insulted me and pushed me away. I'm not going to lie, I have attempted to hang myself 4 times already. But I realized I can't end it or I will hurt the only person that loves me.
"I'd rather take my own life, then be alone and alive." "So tell me there more to life, tell me im not destined for this life, tell me my story has a happy ending and my future is mostly bright." "how it started i dont remember, and i dont know why. How did i end the letter? I said, goodbye." Man, this three lyrics hits deep bro
Angela the FurGamer thinking with my heart brought me to my worst nightmare. Goals are no longer important how they used to be. It’s all my fault. To anyone reading this use your heart ❤️ 10% of the time. I prayed made myself equal to my partner thinking I was doing right by the universe. Fuck the universe and my heart!!! Not asking for sympathy just ranting before I go with the solution. To who ever is really going through some shit I wish you nothing but the best. To you fake ass people just want to chat to entertain yourselves I hope something happens to you so you could feel the same way we feel.
You may lie And try And sigh And cry And cut But you aren’t alone There’s people to talk to And people who love you Don’t try suicide It’ll only make it worse But I’m here to talk to.
I tried to shoot myself in the head but the gun didnt go off i pulled the triger 3 times but i guess it wasn't my time or it would have went off im still very depressed but i got a friend who made me promise to live so i got to bc she needs me there as a friend or she may end up right where i was
I almost killed myself over a girl that didnt even want me and some of my friends didnt even try to help me they wanted me to so that just proved that somr people arentg who you think they are but the girl didnt even want me as she claimed and ive been dealing with deppression for 14 years and I always think about commiting scuicide but never hade the guts to even as I made this Im thinkin bout it rn thers so much shit thats going on with me right now I feel like I have nothing to live for I put my feelings into the music I make, I feel like nobody in this world loves me and im just lonley and have no one to talk to Ive written over 100 scuicide notes and theres so many times where I couldve ended everything so many nights ive cried myself to sleep I always think I have no future and my whole future is dark like my present I put a smile on my face every fucking day I always put people before me and I dont know why but thats just who I am and I just wanna die and most of my closest friends commited scuicide
Mekman 20 You were given this Life because you are strong enough to live it. Don't ever give up. Get help for the depression. I lost my 20 year old son to suicide in Sept 2017. I miss him so much and I love him more than I can ever express. I know sometimes life seems like it's never gonna get better but I promise it will. I have also felt depressed at times. I feel frustrated because I can't make sense of this but I have faith in God. I know things will get better. Keep your head up. You are not alone. I don't know you but I will worry about you. I will pray for you and everyone else on here who needs it. I am here if you need to talk or express yourself. I really hope you are doing okay.
Mekman 20 i have been dealing with depression since my school days, if you want someone to talk to im here. Life is rough and i just try to stay in this life a little longer just to hope it will get better. We all have our ups and downs but life is full of tears and smiles, life isnt perfect so when we hit rock bottom we need to stand up tall and just try to stick out this life giving to us, i know its rough and im here for you if you need to talk.
I really hope every thing gets better for you because I've thought about taking my life cause of a boy it's hard when nobody knows what to do for you because you tell them you are fine that you're better and just fake a smile i hope it gets better you matter hold on please im trying really hard to hold on i care alot 💙
bro you shouldnt mess around with suicide over girls , when your young shit like this happens all the time. theres sooo many others out there thats better than her , more loving than her , more caring , and more kind . it may be the easy way out but it isnt the best way out. And in the future you will be glad you didnt take the final step. as you will have a loving family and kids you have to care for , dont think about ur past. Think about your future.
I realate to this song so much except for the girlfriend because I am a girl. But I relate. To the cutting and suicide and I'm still dealing with depression and cutting and suicide
I've cut alot and I attempted suicide a couple weeks ago, I just want you to know that you are probably much more pretty and talented than you think. I met alot of people in the hospital who were so amazing and thought so little of themselves, I realized I had the same problem. I'd never considered that my self esteem was low or that I looked better or was smarter than I thought, but I realized that recently and I just want to wish you luck, I really hope things get better for you
Suicide is somthing you dont want. I have acually killed myself and I was sent back home after god spoke to me. I didnt see his face, but he was speaking to me, and he told me it wasnt time. Life is a bitch and some people arnt as strong as others and do commit sucide. But we all have to try and fight, if we go out with out one, then your failing gods test. Amen.
Sounds like M&m ( I just say that cuz I forgot how to spell it ) but....My BFF said bye on the phone then her mom texted me saying that she commited suicide... Now I wanna try that... ( Like if your sad )
Don’t I know what it feels like. I have slits on my wrists but you can’t ok? If you won’t do it for your family please do it for me. Even if I don’t know you I love you!❤️
It’s not worth killing yourself, there is always someone that cares, or someone who will e hurting if you die. Please, don’t take your own life, you still have so much to do, some many people to see and help I don’t know who you are, but I will pray for you😉😘
When you want to show/sing this to the few people you care about But.. My girlfriend would just ball her eyes out and say "You better not" And parents... "You'll be fine."
My parents wouldn’t care my ex girlfriend would say she cares and she would cry and cry to tell me not to her brothers trying to stop me and I wanna end my life because on the 10th of July 2022 at12:30 pm my gf broke up with me so at this point ending my life would be better then living with all this pain in my chest 😭😭😭
I used to listen to this song when I was heartbroken, taking drugs and hit rock bottom. Now that I'm out of that dark place and don't feel like this resonates with how I am now, but this song got me through so much. I'm only here because I sent this to a friend.
@@TropicGal777 Just a bit of advice because I've been in that place before. Don't take drugs. It was never worth it and it never will be worth it. Seek help and find yourself again. You'll get through this, and how do I know that? Because nothing that you go through is above you.
@@TropicGal777 I know you probably won't do this because when you have drugs, why wouldn't you take them? But, what I'll say is don't take the drugs to help with whatever you have going on in your life. Take them when you're actually in a good mindset (yes, I believe you can do drugs in a good mindset). I still do Magic Mushrooms every now and then. There's a famous quote that will always ring true for me. "The drugs don't work, they just make you worse". Listen to a track by CasisDead called "Drugs Don't Work". The original sample is from a track that was released in 1997 under the same title. Hope this helps. It's depressing, but I think sometimes you need to listen to music like that to get yourself through it.
people say pain and sadness is a drug but if u think about it. happiness will always turn to pain and is temporary while pain stays forever. happiness is the drug that distracts u from the pain.
I hate the fact I have to hold back my tears by a fake smile. This all started with my boyfriend leaving me. I began doing all sorts of things to myself, from cutting my arms/wrists to trying to overdose. From what my boyfriend and his girlfriend had told and showed me, I finally reached a breaking point. My thoughts had become dark and depressing, I thought of suicide often. I soon overcame that, and then things started with my parents. How they loved school, so I could get away from them and they don't have to see me all day. Me and my boyfriend got back together, and now he's changed so much, but I still love him like the first day I fell in love with him. He tends to get high, has gotten drunk, and he doesn't even realise I'm falling apart as he does all this. It's like no one cares about me, so I always hide it, every single day. I cry myself to sleep, cry in public, or anything. I cut my wrists so bad it leaves scars, blood marks, and anything else. I just don't belong here...
Your arms are not paper, don't cut them. Your face isn't a mask, don't hide it. Your body isn't a book, don't judge it. Your heart isn't a door, don't close it. Your life isn't a film, don't end it.
BangTanSonyeondan Trash sometimes carrying others puts more presure on you it can lead to suicide just knowing that youre holding everything together bc theres too much pressure
High school isn’t bad nor depressing I graduated last year and honestly I wish I could back to it high school is going to be your best and worse teacher you can have let’s you learn bad and good but mostly important lessons
I'm not depressed I feel happy and laugh and smile when I'm around everyone but when I'm alone I just break down and isolate myself from everyone I dont eat and I just cry and just lay in bed all day and night I say I'm fine and people say okay but when I really wanna hear is ik your not Dear person reading this keep fighting ik it may seem worthless but trust me it will pay up I promise u matter in this world keep fighting❤🥺❤🌹❤❣❤❤❣
Suicide is nothing but an easy escape an escape I feel like making cause of the broken pain I have been feeling for the past two years of my 16 years of being alive in this pointless body....
This is a good release to sing too as i drift away. Goodbye subscribers. I cant anymore. I just want you know i love you all and live life to the fullest. Thank you for all the support you given me i love you all so much.
Having severe depression so this s normal to feel like this at the last minute. :) Just having a knife around me doesn't mean i'll cut like others. It just comforts me and remind me to not die and let everything fade away.
You want to know what's really sad? That this video has more support than the original artist. It's just proof that even If you put the link in the description, it doesn't matter because no one is going to visit it. All those likes should be on his video, but he is 80,000 views behind you because you got clicked on instead. That to me is truly sad, truly sad indeed.
I've been bullied the first 13 years of my life and it's finally stopped but I still feel like people look at and think differently of me or just don't like me or see me as a push over and it hurts because weather or not they do or not I still fell that it's all true because I grew up being told that
I used to be a school bully and soon I was the one being bullied when I took it to far that one time but I already knew what goes around comes around then one day I tried to jump off a bridge I did but my only friend who knew nothing about me saved me now he's dead and I just give up at this point
Stop share your pain to others ,talk to them, let them help you. Don't lose the battle yet cuz if you die than others might do the same thing as you did. Don't pull that trigger. Don't take that pill. Don't drug yourself drop it. Don't end your letter burn that damn letter and live your fullest life and see how it really end until the very end
I still sit here and wonder if I said love you to my dad before he died 😭😭 but feel your pain keep strong my friend I know its hard but life its like a game different levels end up being different difficulties exactly the same as life but it's hard I ain't gonna lie but still nice to be there for others but keep your head held high 👌👊👊
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The Anonymous. Hey i love his songs i can so relate
The Anonymous thanks for helping him he needs more recognition xx👍🏼🔥🔥🔥🙏🏼💕🎼
The Anonymous . Your story has a happy ending. Stay true to ur self☺
The Anonymous thx I’ve been looking for this
I pray this man
The sad thing is that depression never goes away, it just hides until you become weak then shows itself once again
Like the song fallen angle by mass of men i get it bc ive been their my whole life since i was 5 im 25 now and my entire life ive hid behind a fake smile when on the inside i feel like im breaking and no one ever seems to care enough to just stop and ask how i am they see a smile and thats good enough for them till theu see the guys face on the news bc they found him at the end of a rope in his bedroom with a note explaining why he took his own life
Rlzzy exactly! That’s so true. I noticed it in my life recently. I was depressed in 6th grade and now I’m in 11th and I’ve been depressed for a year. That’s when I noticed it never truly goes away
Idk I was always looked down on being depressed sad child.
You can be cured so it could go away
Alexis 420 there is no cure for depression
Just a cut
Just a scratch
Just a scar
It was just the cat
Just an excuse
Just another lie
What’s with all the bracelets?
Just fashion, why?
Just a tear
Just a scream
Just a fear
Why were u crying why are u afraid
Just a bad dream.
But it’s not just a cut
Or a tear or a lie
It’s always just once more
Until I die
Dis good
Gamer Lass it’s from online
Kailee Palardy oh
Damn
I actually use that excuse of the cat
"I'd rather take my own life than be alone and alive"😢 this one line explains my life
yes pleace god take my life
Me to
Same
Been there since I was 12 so I understand completely. Just have patience and and you'll find your happiness
Bro you need to talk?
"I wouldn't commit suicide but why am I okay with dying. All of these tears I'm crying seems like they're never drying..." damn
Me too
This comment is so relatable to be honest
Same
Anyone else not kill themselves because they don't want their parents to have to clean up all the blood? No just me ok i understand
I just wanna die my life is hard…
#Depression
Anyone else have Depresion?
Here ;(
@Sonya Howell Had it since I was 10 I'm now 15 and still got it feel like giving up hope and everything else my friends my family and my girlfriend 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭
me
Me btw I'm 12
I’m 9 and yes😭😭😭😭😭😖😖😖😖😭😭😭😭
Fight, never give up, whatever situation you are in.
I love you, whoever you are, where ever you are from whether you are a guy or a girl, whether you are straight or homosexual, whether you are black or white or asian or hispanic.
I love you, and yes YOU, the person reading this. 💜💜💜
Abstrakt Rap official that's very very nice of you I actually needed to hear that from someone😔 even if I don't know you but still that's very nice of you so thanks
@@Panda-ht5ds love u🙏💜
Love you too 💚💙
_damn, i needed that.. no-one has said that to me in awhile.._
@@602.adriii I love you ❤ for real, if you were here right now with me, in real life, I would hug you. ❤❤❤🙏
“I know everything is planned and it’s exactly how it’s supposed to be, but damn life is so hard, I just can’t walk the path you chose for me.” Sad but true 😢
no everything is not planned
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Why do we want to die before our time? For all those who have power in this fallen world are not even humans. They are the evil spirits, who have stole everything from us. And we, going away before our time to die - we give our enemies what they have wanted all along - we give them our lives. Ephesians 6:12 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
For we wrestle not against flesh and blood, but against principalities, against powers, against the rulers of the darkness of this world, against spiritual wickedness in high places.
If we do not call upone the NAME OF THE LORD and SHALL BE NOT SAVED - then our souls - our very being is theirs (satan`s) and not GOD`S.
Romans 10:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
For whosoever shall call upon the name of the Lord shall be saved.
Psalms 145:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
The LORD is nigh unto all them that call upon him, to all that call upon him in truth.
Psalms 18:3 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will call upon the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.
Psalms 116:13 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will take the cup of salvation, and call upon the name of the LORD.
Do not take away what`s GOD`S . Your soul belongs to GOD who give it, your soul do not belong to satan. For lucifer is none to be worshipped, he is also the creation of GOD. Without GOD, there be no lucifer. For even the name: “LUCIFER” is GOD given.
1 Chronicles 16:8 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
Give thanks unto the LORD, call upon his name, make known his deeds among the people.
Psalms 105:1 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
O give thanks unto the LORD; call upon his name: make known his deeds among the people.
Psalms 116:17 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will offer to thee the sacrifice of thanksgiving, and will call upon the name of the LORD.
Psalms 80:18 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
So will not we go back from thee: quicken us, and we will call upon thy name.
2 Samuel 22:4 | View whole chapter | See verse in context
I will call on the LORD, who is worthy to be praised: so shall I be saved from mine enemies.
Hey, if anyone feels like this. Please get help, because people care for you, people love you, they give everything to you everything for you. Don’t hurt yourself because there is a way to help. If you feel like this please tell someone if they ignore you call someone please, your life is precious. You have a bright future ahead even if it doesn’t seem so you’ll help change this world even if your change is small and goes unnoticed you’ll have accomplished something fantastic because one day it will be found and you’ll be remembered.
You need to keep fighting and you need to keep living because people you haven’t even met yet will love you will care for you. People from across the world could be waiting for you even if they don’t know you. So please keep fighting these feelings and Live
I don't think so, I've been used by everybody and think of suicide 100 times a week. It's kind of you to help though. I called the suicide line and the lady was on her phone or something I could tell she was preoccupied. I barely make it through work and when I get home I just stare at this box in my house for hours thinking of how many mistakes I have made and all the mean shit people have said to me. I have come really close like 10 times and then I back out. My intuition Is telling me it is inevitable. Pretty soon my thoughts and plans are going to turn into reality. I can feel my brain battling with both sides and it is a very close game.
Me: laughing with my friends
Friends: you look depressed
Me: laughs it off. No I'm not
Me: pulling my sleeves down
Sameee
True
yea
yep. same :)
Worst part of going threw depression is that people fake depression for clout
If Eminem and NF had a baby it would be him ❤
YoungMalone SO TRUE NF IS A GOD
No
YoungMalone No
your not wrong😂
That's true.NF is real.
the rapper sounds a lot like Eminem, and very sad and deeply emotional song.
Slim shady*
THE INSANE ASSASSIN kinda sound's like Em, they have the same pain threshold.
If I just stay quiet it’s because I’m thinking about you bro
Em with auto tune, and very repetitive chorus*
So in other words, not em
Friend:my girl friend left me I'm depressed
Me:but can you explain me how love feels bc I dont know
Friend: what do you mean you don't know
Me: I actually cant feel love ,can you explain to me how it feels
Friend :but you are look so happy and evryone likes u
Me:I hate myself and my smile is fake all of this is just an illusion
*I still waiting for answer*
Edit:I wrote this a year ago and I'm happy to read of the replays ty guys for posting .Also I'm no longer dealing with suicidal thoughts:)
It’s feels like you can trust someone but one day they will leave you like trash
Same......
@@starwarsvideos5766 thats why i dont trust anyone
My friends always act like I'm perfect but they never realize how depressed I am, I'm 15 all I've ever been is rejected, and all I feel myself as is a shadow or an illusion that people won't ever see.
@@penguino3480 people think it's because if someone else at times making you feel that way but when really it's yourslef, I feel you.
I can relate💔but i pray each and everyday💙🙏
lynn beauty yeah, life is hard, but don’t give up. There’s always a rainbow 🌈 at the end of the tunnel. 💜🙏🏼
lynn beauty ,life is hard,sticks and stones may break my bones but love will never hurt ,I also feel the same
are u dumb if u truly love someone and they break her heart love will hurt u
Gamer Pro nope I'm far from dumb and i said what i said now shut the fuck up
lynn beauty I couldn't agree more
I hate life I get bullied every day and I am only 12
Gavin Funtal me too
Gavin Funtal it ok
Do push 50 push ups everyday and you’ll get strong enough and defend yourself
Gavin Funtal I'm 11
Gavin Funtal I got bullied a lot man it sucks I'm 19 and feel like shit everyday I just fake it and just ignore the bullies when they start messing with u just laugh at it cuz they are also hurt
I wrote this song as a way of dealing with my best friends suicide
I’m Australian btw, so sorry for any slang I have used
He was always the kid who wanted to be a bum
He was the one kid that could show lots of love
Until one day everything just stopped
His mum was diagnosed with cancer and his heart just dropped
He wanted to make the most of his life living with his mum
But, this boy I’m talking about was still only young
He was getting pushed around at school almost every day
But, he just left it behind and just walked away
Until one day, he just wanted to say
“Stop everyone because I am in lots of pain”
But the boys kept going so he pulled a razor blade
Right to his vein
Just to take away the pain
And the thoughts in his brain
That were making him insane
He didn’t know if this life was a dream or again
But he didn’t care, he didn’t have anyone to blame
So he just sat there and pulled out his razor blade
All he wanted to do was to end his life
He was sick and tired
Because he already tried
He cut his wrists
But he had to survive
And everyday he wanted to commit suicide
He thought to himself that it would make things worse
His mum was in hospital in the room with a nurse
And he knew if he did it, it would make them disperse
So he was waiting for the time
But from then he was hurt
His dad was always home and he didn’t have a job
His dad was always drunk and his dad was just a slob
He said to his dad “You are such a bum”
He said “why son”
He replied “go and visit Mum”
But he sat on his bum and just kept drinking
The boy went to his room and started thinking
“What am I going to do,I just wanna die”
He put his face in the pillow and started to cry
He went to the corner to buy some ice
The next day he went to the shops and brought a light
He wagged school
And he started to smoke it
His dad caught him and said “you have to be joking”
He said back “well my life is fucked”
His dad walked away and said “suck it up”
Then he pulled out his blade and began to cut
After four cuts there was so much blood
He got a rope and tried to cut his circulation
He was trying his hardest because he was so aggravated
After ten minutes he was dead on the floor
His dad walked up the stairs and opened up the door
His son was laying there
He said “what have I done”
He picked up a note it said “I love you Mum”
His dad stood there tears running down his face
His dad said to himself “I am such a disgrace”
He got his son and he jumped into the car
He couldn’t stop crying and looking at his guards
He was driving so fast when it started to rain
He was so drunk that he turned down a lane
To get to the hospital as quick as he could
And he crashed into a truck that was carrying wood
The wood collapsed and it fell on to the car
Then they crashed into a tree and the truck driver laughed
The ambulance arrived and it looked like a murder scene
Two hurt guys in the front seat is what they seen
They got them out the car and put them on the bed
They said this man is hurt but, this boy is dead
They took them to the same hospital as the Mum
She saw him on the stretcher bed and said “is that my son”
She walked out the room and said “what is going on”
And the nurse said excuse my words “but sorry for your loss”
holy shit. This made me cry. I'm sorry for your loss 😢
Good song sad story
This deserves way more likes that was deep
That was awesome man
Sing it
I cried.. This is just so sad..
Whoever is reading this and is also dealing with depression all I have to say is......you are important.....your not worthless, we all love you and that will never change.....it will get better you just need to wait....some people can’t wait that long but if you do then I promise you it would be the best thing in the world........
life can get hard at some point, I am also depressed but I haven't told anyone. Just remember that there is always a person that cares for you. Life is beautiful, just forget the bad things and get stronger, think of all the good things that have happened to you. Suicide doesn't end the pain, it just passes it to someone else. I have also thought things like this. Stay strong. Life is beautiful.
@TR enterranment What? Sorry I didn´t understand :/
@TR enterranment If it hurts you I think you should stop, I think it shouldn´t feel good
TR enterranment please stop doing that. I don’t know what are you referring to, but stop. Please.
If you feel comfortable with it, What are you doing that hurts you but makes you feel good?
@TR enterranment What??!!! That isn´t gppd for you. Have you been with a doctor? It may help you. If it doesn´t work, go with friends or family. They can help you :) Always remember you are here for a reason. You matter. Please. Search for help!
After my brother died in September then my best friend pushing me away a week after... this is how I've felt every single day. It's a struggle to get out of bed and even force myself to go to work.
Justin Matthew dont give up I'm sorry for what ur going through but u will make it get there and work hard and ur bestfriend should be there not push u away don't give up god is with you 💜
These are the days that will build up our character..never stop loving and living at the same time😍
Justin Matthew Just believe in yourself, bud, you have a great day waiting for you, and a great future awaiting!
Justin Matthew I know how you feel... I'm sorry
Justin Matthew sorry for u lose bro, ur not promised tomorrow. Stay strong, wish the best for you.
"I'd rather take my own life than live alone and alive."
Resonates with me.
Same
don't even consider suicide I lost my sister to it it's hell to say the least. IV attempted it myself an was saved by God my gun jammed last yr an the second I pulled the trigger I regretted it I now thank God for every day I have here don't make the worst mistake smoke a blunt an just think it out there's always a reason an person to stay for for me it's my fiancee she needs me here for support advice and to teach her what she doesn't understand I love u babygirl an I miss u big sis your my guardian angel and I can't wait to see u again I'm tryin so hard when I can't bare the thoughts I turn to inspiring songs like this
Jeremy Westoven I've had my gun jam when I pulled back too.... I cleared the chamber and tried again and the bullet was a dead round somehow.... the third attempt that same morning something came over me and I physically didn't have the strength to pull the trigger.... no matter how hard I tried... I even tried wit both hands and still felt like the trigger wouldn't budge....
I feel you bro.... Just happy you're here and learned from it...
Every suicide i thinks To Jocelyn flores. 😭😭😢😢😢😢
Thé best friend of Xxxtentation
When my mom died I slit my throat but the Lord saved my life slit half way across my throat my dad bust in and took the knife but bandage around my throat and rushed me to the hospital I thank the Lord and my dad but suicide is not the answer I learned that for everyone who is depressed and think of committing suicide don't please every one who you love needs you I learned that the hard way but I pray for every one is depressed and hope you become happy again like I did
Jeremy Westoven amen💔👏
Jeremy Westoven amen bro. But you say this like yous the only one that knows bout it. My best friend took himself out. Ive had gun jam twice, taken out by police 3 times. My cousin took herself out. Watched my older bro almost blow his own brains all over me with an ar15. All respect an all love bro but remember theres more people in this world that do know the feeling. Suicide, depression ptsd its all real. Theres no jokes bout it an tbh ill beat ass if i see people make a joke outta it 💯
Eminem and NF's love child
My two favorites
I had tears in my eyes, I felt every word, I know there’s so many who feel this pain, kills me 💔
I started drinking when I was 16. I would drink at parties, but I also started drinking alone because I was unhappy, and I was in a lot of emotional pain all the time. My mom was very aggressive when I was younger, and my brother hated her and so did I. He started hanging out with shady people, he started failing all his classes, he was never home, and my parents fought all the time. I also ran away several times. I was always trying to figure out a reason as to why I was here or what the purpose of life was. So, I started looking at different philosophies, religions, and beliefs. When I was 18 after I was hungover, I got on my knees and I prayed for the first time. I asked if God was real that he would show me he was real because I couldn’t take it anymore. I was crying when I prayed for this. At that moment I felt a presence come over me like a wind. It was barely noticeable, but it was unlike anything in my life I had experienced up until that point. I was surprised when I felt it and I remember saying “what was that?” after that experience I pretty much forgot what happened and kept partying, until my senior year when I got arrested. After my arrest, my parents lost all their trust in me and I was expelled from high school. I was told never to come back. At that time, I felt afraid and hopeless. That’s when I started looking for God, and I prayed that he would reveal himself in my life and that he would give me signs. My prayers began getting answered so consistently that I couldn’t deny that God was doing something. It was mysterious and compelling. I ended up in Church and started reading the bible hours a day. I stopped hanging out with all my other friends because they were continually getting arrested. I was able to forgive my family and myself and to ask to be forgiven. I noticed how at Church people were judgmental and how they formed cliques but were afraid to be around anyone else different from them. It increased my faith because I realized Jesus was not like that and ever since I was young, I saw people as people regardless of who they were. After a while, it’s like I could see God's presence was in my life and then it felt like he wasn’t, and then he was, and then he wasn’t. One day I woke up and felt more depressed than I ever have in my entire life. I felt like I was dying on the inside. That night I prayed, and I said, God, I don’t see my life five years from now I'm going to die Jesus save me Lord, please save me. I was weeping when I said it and when I asked him to save me, I felt a presence inside of me like a heartbeat, and I felt it once like a pulse, and I said Lord please save me and I felt it again even stronger. It was like radiance. When I woke up the next morning, I had transformed everything felt brand new like I was a kid again. All my fears and all my racing thoughts everything was gone. I looked at my hands, and I said this can’t be real, it's impossible. When I looked at myself in the mirror, I saw a different person. I started praying, and the holy spirit became entirely real to me; it was washing over me and inside of me. It was total love and peace, and I heard a voice but not an audible one, it was an inner voice. It said I am with you; I love you, I will never leave you, it’s done it’s finished. That was May 3rd, 2009, and ever since then I’ve followed God, I have seen many things change and many things I know wouldn’t have changed without faith and belief. I know what it’s like to be lost to feel you have no hope. Don’t ever think you’re stuck, or life can’t change because it can. My mom is a Christian now, Its night and day. Some of the things that went away during that period were severe anxiety and my addiction to alcohol. I’ve seen and experienced so many things that are miraculous and seen how God has worked in my life. When we ask God to forgive us for what we’ve done and turn away from our sins and wrongdoings and we believe in Christ's sacrifice everything changes. His word says if we confess with our mouths that Jesus is Lord and believe in our hearts that he died and rose again we will have eternal life but not just life after death but abundant life in the present. Our sins are erased not only past, present, and future but our burdens and fears are lifted also. Our thoughts, our minds, our hearts, our souls are transformed and united with God and we know his spirit lives in us. If you seek, pray, and knock you will know JESUS IS KING!!! HE LIVES!
“Come to me all you who are weary and burdened and I will give you rest”
“Whoever drinks of the water I give them will never thirst again”
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I actually just locked myself in my bathroom. My bro is banging on the door, after our 2nd fight today. (We had much more over the time) I really just feel numb outside, but the pain inside.. I just wanted to tell it someone. Probably no one is reading this, but hey ✌
Hey, I’m. Reading this and I’ve been there, whoever you are know that there are so many people who love you, and I don’t know you but I hope you can get through this pain and make it till it gets better
@@elisewalker1451 Thank you so much.😥❤
Hey I just want you to feel better even though, I’m not sure exactly how to help you, but I’m open if you ever need to talk!😊
You are a person with Tremendous worth, and you deserve happiness, so I hope you find happiness soon.❤️😉 I know you’ll make it through this.
@@elisewalker1451 thank you ! You are a really nice person! And I would like to talk more often with you.! (:
I’m not suicidal or anything but I really feel these lyrics I’m still a happy person but on low shit has been hard recently
Lil Ched R.I.P X
LONG LIVE PRINCE X
4 years ago I found this in middle school. Here I am junior year of highschool back to listening to it. Times are rough but just keep hanging on!
Hey brother your young my man. Don't worry about girls man. Worry a out you get out of highs school go to college work on you. Get you right first. Work on you make sure you are ready before you commit. This will make life easier. Trust me brother you got this own your body own your mind. Then go get what's yours find your love man or woman.find that person that makes you you you YOU MAKE SURE IT MAKES YOU HAPPY. Love you brother I don't know who you are. But I love you your a good kid man.
Came at the right time
I feel sry for the next girl I end up with cause I don't express myself anymore. I'm all out of feelings to feel anymore lol.
iinFamousz Blade same
Emotions are over rated
You'll never run out of feeling... you can just ignore them and pretend not to care but they are there. I know that way too well. So while everyone thinks I'm emotionless and heartless while they sleep I cry in silence.
iinFamousz Blade same
no worries, if it's true then you're not gonna end up with anyone
When I heard this I cried. This is me only the her is my mother, I had trouble living for awhile, it's been 8 years and still have trouble with it all
I have no words for how this relates
When your so ducking depressed you look up these type of songs😂😭
Eli Madore yes
Eli Madore didn’t look it up just popped up in my recommendations 😂
yea pretty much👍
Ikr
Yup
This is a great song. It's both powerful and moving.Thank you to the man who wrote and composed this.It helps me and anybody who feels suicidal at times.Again,thank you to the man who created this helpful,beautiful song.
man o cut my self over her . almost died over someone that never cared nor loved me . it's not worth it . suicide I been there many times some pps will never get pps like me . Love this jam . just lost a good brother this week end seems like am dead inside anymore I can't even b happy any more .
Luis Calderon everything will be ok man just look to God and ask him to take the pain off ur chest go to therapy talk to someone and never ever think bout suicide
Luis Calderon don't worry Bro ur not the only one my dad comited on Christmas I cut myself and almost jumped just be brave and just get through it
Luis Calderon aye u got insta or snapchat
Look I was 2 when my dad left me and my mom then he died when I was 9 I thought about given up I felt useless and I was unhappy but I stay strong I am fine now I had to fight by myself I wouldn't go to any one about it but I am fine now plus I am 11 now so don't give up u are not the only one and I do wish for u the absolute best i hope u stay strong
thats good that you are over it
Best one I've heard, plz keep this up because your music is the only way I can vent, I wouldn't be here without it
fits my life rn 100%
This song is what I'm feeling, when I lost my grandfather my friends started to push me away. And the girl that I loved insulted me and pushed me away. I'm not going to lie, I have attempted to hang myself 4 times already. But I realized I can't end it or I will hurt the only person that loves me.
it will get better ik a lot of people say that and it never happens but i really have faith for you and everyone else 😭🙏🏼
Everyone pushes me around like I’m nothing.............they are right about me(I’m 9)
Use a gun.... Less chance for mistakes.... 🤷
@@mattg3191 TF man don't talk like that
@@mattg3191 but maybe there's a reason it won't work I've tried stuff my self but it never works, life still has more in store.
"I'd rather take my own life, then be alone and alive."
"So tell me there more to life, tell me im not destined for this life, tell me my story has a happy ending and my future is mostly bright."
"how it started i dont remember, and i dont know why. How did i end the letter? I said, goodbye."
Man, this three lyrics hits deep bro
haven’t listened to this song since 2018 and look where i am again😑
edit:i pressed the wrong emoji
Same came back to my old ways
Angela the FurGamer thinking with my heart brought me to my worst nightmare. Goals are no longer important how they used to be. It’s all my fault. To anyone reading this use your heart ❤️ 10% of the time. I prayed made myself equal to my partner thinking I was doing right by the universe. Fuck the universe and my heart!!! Not asking for sympathy just ranting before I go with the solution. To who ever is really going through some shit I wish you nothing but the best. To you fake ass people just want to chat to entertain yourselves I hope something happens to you so you could feel the same way we feel.
Then switch just the fucking emoji...
Same
Nice You rap is like Eminem's just keep doing it man youll have a bright future
ghost_xv THATS WHAT I WAS THINKING. It really has a hint of eminem in his voice
You serious? 💀💀
Screw Eminem🖕
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Dion Warrick screw you, Eminem's the bomb
You may lie
And try
And sigh
And cry
And cut
But you aren’t alone
There’s people to talk to
And people who love you
Don’t try suicide
It’ll only make it worse
But I’m here to talk to.
😔💔
That's why I am not posting any videos because I'm sad😔😔
You don't even care.
U dont even care I'm still gonna kill myself tomorrow
@@miaalvarez8950 dont pls
This song makes me feel a bit better....thanks for posting this
The cuts on my arm they where no mistake
Same
@@Olivia-oc8lu
Things were going down, never really up.. 💔💔
Isnt that her last words
That was her last words bro
'But those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake, but no one cared enough to save her from this self hate' -Her Last Words
I always cut too deep.... I’m surprised I haven’t bled out yet
I don't cut deep enough.
i cut deep too
i am on antidepressant
but there is always blood
My soul bleeds
I tried to shoot myself in the head but the gun didnt go off i pulled the triger 3 times but i guess it wasn't my time or it would have went off im still very depressed but i got a friend who made me promise to live so i got to bc she needs me there as a friend or she may end up right where i was
@@rejectedre4664 same here...
I almost killed myself over a girl that didnt even want me and some of my friends didnt even try to help me they wanted me to so that just proved that somr people arentg who you think they are but the girl didnt even want me as she claimed and ive been dealing with deppression for 14 years and I always think about commiting scuicide but never hade the guts to even as I made this Im thinkin bout it rn thers so much shit thats going on with me right now I feel like I have nothing to live for I put my feelings into the music I make, I feel like nobody in this world loves me and im just lonley and have no one to talk to Ive written over 100 scuicide notes and theres so many times where I couldve ended everything so many nights ive cried myself to sleep I always think I have no future and my whole future is dark like my present I put a smile on my face every fucking day I always put people before me and I dont know why but thats just who I am and I just wanna die and most of my closest friends commited scuicide
Mekman 20 You were given this Life because you are strong enough to live it. Don't ever give up. Get help for the depression. I lost my 20 year old son to suicide in Sept 2017. I miss him so much and I love him more than I can ever express. I know sometimes life seems like it's never gonna get better but I promise it will. I have also felt depressed at times. I feel frustrated because I can't make sense of this but I have faith in God. I know things will get better. Keep your head up. You are not alone. I don't know you but I will worry about you. I will pray for you and everyone else on here who needs it. I am here if you need to talk or express yourself. I really hope you are doing okay.
Mekman 20 i have been dealing with depression since my school days, if you want someone to talk to im here. Life is rough and i just try to stay in this life a little longer just to hope it will get better. We all have our ups and downs but life is full of tears and smiles, life isnt perfect so when we hit rock bottom we need to stand up tall and just try to stick out this life giving to us, i know its rough and im here for you if you need to talk.
I really hope every thing gets better for you because I've thought about taking my life cause of a boy it's hard when nobody knows what to do for you because you tell them you are fine that you're better and just fake a smile i hope it gets better you matter hold on please im trying really hard to hold on i care alot 💙
I deal with depression to buddy but we just need someone to talk too
bro you shouldnt mess around with suicide over girls , when your young shit like this happens all the time. theres sooo many others out there thats better than her , more loving than her , more caring , and more kind . it may be the easy way out but it isnt the best way out. And in the future you will be glad you didnt take the final step. as you will have a loving family and kids you have to care for , dont think about ur past. Think about your future.
I realate to this song so much except for the girlfriend because I am a girl. But I relate. To the cutting and suicide and I'm still dealing with depression and cutting and suicide
I can try and help you through it if you need a friend I'll do my best Kik me at billionfish
Aliesha Ashraf if u ever need someone to talk to look me up on the book I'm here for u austin shealy my name on the book
Hell I'm bi and my best fucking best friend turned into my girlfriend just to have her fucking walk away
I've cut alot and I attempted suicide a couple weeks ago, I just want you to know that you are probably much more pretty and talented than you think. I met alot of people in the hospital who were so amazing and thought so little of themselves, I realized I had the same problem. I'd never considered that my self esteem was low or that I looked better or was smarter than I thought, but I realized that recently and I just want to wish you luck, I really hope things get better for you
My scars are inside.....
i didn’t know some people were in so much pain, hopefully your hearts heal soon 💞 xx
be strong
Suicide is somthing you dont want. I have acually killed myself and I was sent back home after god spoke to me. I didnt see his face, but he was speaking to me, and he told me it wasnt time. Life is a bitch and some people arnt as strong as others and do commit sucide. But we all have to try and fight, if we go out with out one, then your failing gods test.
Amen.
i hate having to get up out of bed every single day aswell
andi have ot hide all this suicidal thoughts behind this fake happiness
I'm sorry dude Ive felt that way before too but things will get better
The Golden Sorcerer they don’t depression hides away until it makes u weak and it comes back again when your well
me too brother
Same
It never gets better for people who are to broken inside
come back to this song everytime i need it.
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I just released this video in hopes of helping people who’ve went what I’ve went through ❤
"Why am I okay with dying" that line hits me hard...
Sounds like M&m ( I just say that cuz I forgot how to spell it ) but....My BFF said bye on the phone then her mom texted me saying that she commited suicide...
Now I wanna try that... ( Like if your sad )
Its spelled Eminem. Just helping
Don’t I know what it feels like. I have slits on my wrists but you can’t ok? If you won’t do it for your family please do it for me. Even if I don’t know you I love you!❤️
M&m the chocolate?
Sounds like what I’ll say to my girlfriend and best friend.
That the same thing im saying to my BFF
I get bullied everyday by everyone and im sick of it i just wanna die 😭😭
Don't
U not the only one but I cant die nor can u
If you needa talk im here ive been thru tht shit its painful
It’s not worth killing yourself, there is always someone that cares, or someone who will e hurting if you die. Please, don’t take your own life, you still have so much to do, some many people to see and help I don’t know who you are, but I will pray for you😉😘
Listen ay people bully the people that are better than them trust me your what makes this earth good, stay strong💪🏼
0:50 hit really hard, even though it's christmas and you gotta be happy. It's really hard most of the time
When you want to show/sing this to the few people you care about
But..
My girlfriend would just ball her eyes out and say "You better not"
And parents...
"You'll be fine."
My wife and parents could care less so be happy u have someone that wants you around
My parents wouldn’t care my ex girlfriend would say she cares and she would cry and cry to tell me not to her brothers trying to stop me and I wanna end my life because on the 10th of July 2022 at12:30 pm my gf broke up with me so at this point ending my life would be better then living with all this pain in my chest 😭😭😭
I used to listen to this song when I was heartbroken, taking drugs and hit rock bottom. Now that I'm out of that dark place and don't feel like this resonates with how I am now, but this song got me through so much. I'm only here because I sent this to a friend.
That's me right now unfortunately
@@TropicGal777 Just a bit of advice because I've been in that place before. Don't take drugs. It was never worth it and it never will be worth it. Seek help and find yourself again. You'll get through this, and how do I know that? Because nothing that you go through is above you.
@@cccbeats_ I appreciate it. I know what you say is true...but I still got a baggie that needs to be emptied 😅
@@TropicGal777 I know you probably won't do this because when you have drugs, why wouldn't you take them? But, what I'll say is don't take the drugs to help with whatever you have going on in your life. Take them when you're actually in a good mindset (yes, I believe you can do drugs in a good mindset). I still do Magic Mushrooms every now and then.
There's a famous quote that will always ring true for me. "The drugs don't work, they just make you worse". Listen to a track by CasisDead called "Drugs Don't Work". The original sample is from a track that was released in 1997 under the same title. Hope this helps. It's depressing, but I think sometimes you need to listen to music like that to get yourself through it.
dude this is soooo good
people say pain and sadness is a drug but if u think about it. happiness will always turn to pain and is temporary while pain stays forever. happiness is the drug that distracts u from the pain.
true
Yeah tru
I hate the fact I have to hold back my tears by a fake smile. This all started with my boyfriend leaving me. I began doing all sorts of things to myself, from cutting my arms/wrists to trying to overdose. From what my boyfriend and his girlfriend had told and showed me, I finally reached a breaking point. My thoughts had become dark and depressing, I thought of suicide often. I soon overcame that, and then things started with my parents. How they loved school, so I could get away from them and they don't have to see me all day. Me and my boyfriend got back together, and now he's changed so much, but I still love him like the first day I fell in love with him. He tends to get high, has gotten drunk, and he doesn't even realise I'm falling apart as he does all this. It's like no one cares about me, so I always hide it, every single day. I cry myself to sleep, cry in public, or anything. I cut my wrists so bad it leaves scars, blood marks, and anything else. I just don't belong here...
Your arms are not paper, don't cut them.
Your face isn't a mask, don't hide it.
Your body isn't a book, don't judge it.
Your heart isn't a door, don't close it.
Your life isn't a film, don't end it.
Film or not. It's gonna end at some point so why not get it over with rather than prolong it
Im super late ik but u still here?
Shit this how I feel all the time I just wish this shit could end. I hella feel like suicide is the only answer.
Same
BangTanSonyeondan Trash sometimes carrying others puts more presure on you it can lead to suicide just knowing that youre holding everything together bc theres too much pressure
time to go back to the depressing days school
like if y'all agree
I start high school
J G I cried I got the baddest nostalgia cuz I was bullied.
I start high school too.
Shit im stuck in 8th grade
School not that bad
High school isn’t bad nor depressing I graduated last year and honestly I wish I could back to it high school is going to be your best and worse teacher you can have let’s you learn bad and good but mostly important lessons
I'm not depressed I feel happy and laugh and smile when I'm around everyone but when I'm alone I just break down and isolate myself from everyone I dont eat and I just cry and just lay in bed all day and night I say I'm fine and people say okay but when I really wanna hear is ik your not
Dear person reading this keep fighting ik it may seem worthless but trust me it will pay up I promise u matter in this world keep fighting❤🥺❤🌹❤❣❤❤❣
Peace and Love 🙏🙏
Try Joyner Lucas I'm sorry,that shit is deep,soo deep,just listen to it
Beautiful 💔 Just dropped a song and this already making me wanna write more.
We’re all just suicidal teens telling others suicide isn’t the answer.
It is…
@@shanoymaisno, no, it's not
@@shanoymaistrust me, don't do it
Wow i have like nothing to say to this like i cant even comprehend. But honestly saddly i can relate
I 🖤 this song it relates to me alot keep going your a great rapper and everyone should agree that you should be famous for this rap.
i thought it was eminem
No fucking way, he sounds so different.
He just copied his style
big oof
Im a super fan of eminem. Its obvious to me that this isnt Eminem. Just by hearing it.
Lol dude same
This is amazing man, my gf just left me so I get these lyrics
Me: "Suicidal doesn't get rid of the pain it passes to another person."
I care about you
Well maybe that person can handle my pain for me i cant know more
Suicide is nothing but an easy escape an escape I feel like making cause of the broken pain I have been feeling for the past two years of my 16 years of being alive in this pointless body....
Great song
Thank you for this. It helps more than you can even imagine. Thank you
Why am I here should I just leave this world and join my mom😥
Same 💔
Same but i whant to vagabon its so hard to chose because in the 2 scenario i left everyone behind
the qoute is it wrong to say when you feel alone god take me home I've said and prayed that so much.
We to I’ve always wondered why my parents split
3 years later this songs still hits me the feels
Life got us tho, but live people live.
This is a good release to sing too as i drift away. Goodbye subscribers. I cant anymore. I just want you know i love you all and live life to the fullest. Thank you for all the support you given me i love you all so much.
Having severe depression so this s normal to feel like this at the last minute. :)
Just having a knife around me doesn't mean i'll cut like others.
It just comforts me and remind me to not die and let everything fade away.
Stay safe please
You have that eminem flow I love it bro♥️🤞🏼
Ghøšt its Denace
You want to know what's really sad? That this video has more support than the original artist.
It's just proof that even If you put the link in the description, it doesn't matter because no one is going to visit it.
All those likes should be on his video, but he is 80,000 views behind you because you got clicked on instead.
That to me is truly sad, truly sad indeed.
Young Mula did you except anyone on UA-cam to make their own content? don't be so silly lol
I've been bullied the first 13 years of my life and it's finally stopped but I still feel like people look at and think differently of me or just don't like me or see me as a push over and it hurts because weather or not they do or not I still fell that it's all true because I grew up being told that
I used to be a school bully and soon I was the one being bullied when I took it to far that one time but I already knew what goes around comes around then one day I tried to jump off a bridge I did but my only friend who knew nothing about me saved me now he's dead and I just give up at this point
I’m with you guys😭😭😭😖😖😖
I tried over 30 times ...you name it I did it I want love
How do you fail 30 times💀
@@meredithlamka5714 the rope breaks
Stop share your pain to others ,talk to them, let them help you. Don't lose the battle yet cuz if you die than others might do the same thing as you did. Don't pull that trigger. Don't take that pill. Don't drug yourself drop it. Don't end your letter burn that damn letter and live your fullest life and see how it really end until the very end
So true
david jennings yep
Change the word "She" and change it to "He" then I can relate more....good song though
Just change the “James” to “Ashley” and I’ll fully relate..
@@schtrash8962 Lee&Emily. 🚮
Lets see a girl write a song like this thats good
Happy that I found this song.
I love this song!
Omg 😭😭
wow why have i only just heard this :(
&’ they wonder why i can’t love🤦🏻♀️💔
Gracie Avent true
I love u, yes u the one who’s reading this. your amazing, love yourself. Just know everything happens for a reason
That makes one of us. What's the reason for the scars on my arm
I wish it were that easy....
I feel this way right now. Listened to this song many times in a row now.
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I just released this new video/ song with hopes of helping people who’ve went through a similar story as me.
❤
When my father died it’s so hard thinking what my last words were
I still sit here and wonder if I said love you to my dad before he died 😭😭 but feel your pain keep strong my friend I know its hard but life its like a game different levels end up being different difficulties exactly the same as life but it's hard I ain't gonna lie but still nice to be there for others but keep your head held high 👌👊👊
Stay strong, I'm so sorry for your loss
i wanna die why is life so hard why was this path choosen for me
This music is really awesome! another Masterpiece that comes from the heart 🥺♥️
Jesus he sounds like eminem
Thameren Dyck its Denace not éminem
Thé voice of éminem is different
Fab12pacweniwe official i find he sounds similar to eminem why uas the world come to always telling poeple when there wrong in any way
Its Denace not éminem.
Thé style is simular but thé voice she' s a little différent 😅😅
Never give up bro
This dude is telling my past 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢
This is my life my girl friend left me
Same bro
Same but when my ex bf left me
Same here but I’m a little girl with a bully......
I was born with depression I'm surprised I made it to 15 years of age