I love your creative ❤ There may be other medications that would be better for you. I try to handle my stress through my run/walk activity. It helps with depression and overall physical and mental health. I care and hope this helps in some way.
Oh, honey, I’m so sorry you’re going thru this. Bulling is so ignorant and their lives must be miserable. Maybe your meds just need adjusted, Mikey. I really enjoy your videos and your personality. Do what you need to do to feel better.
You certainly aren't crying about it nor taking your life in your hands. It's a tough situation and you will together find the right balance. You, Daniel, and your Dr. Rest when you need, hook when you can.
How about you have a moderator that can BLOCK all of those who are nasty or bully you thru comments? Or assign a trusted worker to go thru your emails to delete the nasty or bullying emails? What you don't see will not be able to affect you. Do not give these Aholes power over your mental well being. I wish I could send you physical hugs to squeeze out all of your anxiety and depression, hard enough hugs to obliterate all negativity!!! Stay strong, my friend. YOU GOT THIS!!!!
My son was bullied in Middle school and now is not accepted for being different ,this is the hypocrit place we're we live ,N.Y . However you have a light and Charisma and talent ,people without talents bully the ones that shine, hope you feel better soon ,hugs to you
Refuse to allow trolls one single moment of your time or attention. Get a monitor. I crochet very pretty items, BECAUSE YOU showed me how. Please get soon if this means anything. Im praying for you
Mikey let me say first I am almost 80 years old. It’s obvious to me that you are an extremely talented man. You are a wonderful human. You deserve all the wonderful things in life. If your meds are not helping you, quit. I had recently 2 of my children die unexpected within a year of each other. Watching your UA-cam’s helped me so much. Your lovely laugh and your talent for teaching even old people like me who have been crocheting my whole life. And you teach me better ways of doing things. I’m so grateful for you. Get your head right and get someone to screen your comments before you see them. It’s ok to be sensitive. Don’t give those assholes the t time of day! 5:55
As a 78 year old woman I just want to give you a big hug and let you know you are a worthy and wonderful person. Don’t let the haters win - do what you love and share it with all of us! Nothing makes my smile more when watching you be you!
I once found this quote, that I shared with my daughter when she was a teen struggling with social heat. "The only reason why someone would drag you down like that, is because they know you're above them." Try to not let these people drag you down and away from what you love. Hugs
Don’t let these hurtful souls get to you! You have to pull yourself up and show you are above them! Don’t listen to them, if you have to don’t read you. r comments or emails for awhile or just reply Whatever! Rude people don’t like that! Again whatever ,will show them they don’t bother you! So sorry your going though this. ❤️🤗
Mikey, you are a treasure to most of your viewers! Don't let the asshats win. I volunteer to take your comments and read them, then send the questions and positive ones back to you. I will then reply to the ugly ones. We can do this while you heal a bit. I am qualified and retired, so you'd be giving me something to do. I am a fixer with nothing to fix. I love you too much to let these clowns win. 🤡 Think about it seriously. I am a mod on a couple of accounts, so I know what to do cyber-wise. Love and healing light. 💜
Mikey, you are precious and so is your work and your creativeness. Perhaps don't read any malicious or hurtful communications, and as soon as you realize what they are, report or delete and block the person. You inspire me and thousands more. You are bigger and better for who you are. Never forget that ❤❤❤❤
Mickey, you are very strong. Med scientist here. Medication needs 4-6 weeks to actually start working and lift you up, the first 2-3 weeks all you get are the typical side effects (fatigue, sleepiness, hopelessness) which totally go away. This is a typical timeline which just means the medication is doing what it should, how it should, and when it should. Go easy on yourself these first weeks, your brain is adjusting its chemistry for better, optimal functioning. It’s okay to rest extra now. You will certainly crochet & be happy again & we appreciate you so so much. Things are exactly how they should be right now and it’s great news, the discomfort is temporary, trust me! ❤
thank you for explaining this for Mikey, and for us not going through anything like this..I honestly cannot grasp why people come to view UA-camrs that are not to their liking and then bag them for being who they truly are..
I too am on medication for depression. I went through a couple weeks as you described. It does get better, I’m more like,I let things go and don’t dwell on things people say or do. I now laugh at the ridiculous things people say or do. I’ve worked in retail for 45 years, people can be rude, now I think they can you a dose of my medication. Lol. I’m here for you. ❤️ from Nova Scotia 🇨🇦
Wonderful points. I was thinking the same thing. I've taken Cipralex (Escitalopram), and it does take time to become effective. You just have to weather those weeks with support from friends and family if possible. And so right on with side-effects. Does indeed go away. So Mikey -- be patient if you can, it will work. You could take a short break until them and come back feeling better.
Some ppl are very mean. They don’t even like themselves ! Mystery wants Company. I am here for the very first time. You are you. Please DONOT let ppl. Steal your joy. I see you have OVER 1 million subscribers. This should tell you how much you are loved. Do you like dogs ? If so a support pet is so comforting. Wishing you peace and joy very soon.
Honey, be patient with your meds. It took me 2 weeks to adjust. Be kind to yourself. Don't be hard on yourself. On-line bullies are despicable people. Sit in a room without lights. Take long naps - whatever it takes to get over this hump. You're loved and appreciated by the crochet crowd. ❤️
This is correct depending on what meds u are on it may take up to a month to adjust. There are very few meds that work where the day u take it they work right away. Plus if u were traumatized by what the bullies were saying maybe u are associating your work space with the trauma and it's triggering that feeling of not wanting to perform. Maybe try a different space. I'm sorry people aren't being kind. But please be kind to yourself I hope things get better for you.
Mikey, I'm a retired RN, you need to let your doctor know how you're feeling. There are other meds you can take to help with your depression. You can do this. You are strong. Sending healing light and love.
Sweet Mikey I'm a psychiatric nurse and this is excellent advice. There are newer medications that are available. These might be a better fit for you. Talk to your doctor let him know what is going on before you make any life changing decisions. Just take a break and work on getting better. Do some self-care and remember that there are so many more of us that love and care for you because of all of your love that you have shared with us, than there are bullies.
Don't let the bullies win, your more then that. Let someone else take care of the comments let them read to you the ones you deserve. Let who ever is reading them reply, in your words, back to them if you even want to reply. I am 76 years old I have seasonal depression but I force myself to get out of my house every day with no where in particular to go. I have no family around to cheer me on so I create my own cheering, sounds weird I know. Look at you how blessed you are to have Daniel. This disease not only affects you but your loved one and your animals, don't think they don't know something has changed you. I and so many others love you, where is that fast talking creative soul we once knew. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
Mikey please don't let those Fing bullies win. You are who you are that is who you need to be. It doesn't matter what any body else says. We love the you you are. I am 75 yrs old and it took me many years to not let what others said hurt me. Continue to do what you do so well. To hell with the bullies. You are loved ❤❤🙏❤️❤️
When our bodies get sick, we rest. It’s ok to rest your mind. We will all be here for you when you feel better. You affect so many people in such a positive way. I demonstrate every weekend. I send everyone learning crochet to you online. Everyone! I love and support whatever you need to do. I wish I could tell you what you have done for me. There are no words. You have given me an outlet that nothing else has. Thank you for so much. You are a fantastic, amazing, giving person!! Thank you for being you! Heal and absorb the love. 🥰🥰🥰
Give yourself time…. I’m a pharmacist, and it takes AT LEAST 2 weeks for medication to be effective. Being patient is so difficult, but be kind to yourself. It’s ok to take the time to give the meds, and yourself, a chance to improve. And if it’s not working, that’s ok too - you and your healthcare team can try something else. Its unfortunately a process of trial and error, everyone is different. Take time to r you. We’re here to support.
You have a purpose Mikey, and everyone in this community loves you. Don’t listen to these 🤬 trolls/bullies. Please remember that YOU are LOVED ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Mikey, you are loved by millions of people because of who you are! Your smile is heartwarming, your jokes are, well, silly, crazy , goofy and FUNNY! Your style teachers us with patience and kindness and THIS is why the world loves you. Cyber bullies are sad and angry..... and maybe a little jealous of how much you are loved. Remember, we are ALL just a keyboard click away and we'll hold your hand through your journey. We love you so much!!! ❤
Thank you for saying all the words that I can not find. I am swedish and have followed Mikey since "forever". Mikey please do not give bullies your energy. We are so many across the world who love you just the way you are!!! 😘💖
I enjoy your shows so much. But please take care of yourself. I am sad to hear of your problems. But you are so brave to reach out and share this. I truly hope you start to feel better. I am sorry that there are bullying people out there. I am just one of many who care for you. Please just take care of yourself. ❤
I’ve never commented before but I feel it needs to be said that you are so loved and appreciated by not only me but this whole community you’ve created. There’s no shame in being burnt out and needing a break or deciding a certain way of doing isn’t working for you anymore. Your health comes first. Whatever you choose to do, you have all of our support. Thank you for being you.
Please hang in. You are a bright light for so many. Haters gonna hate, that is not at all a reflection of the person being hated - it is entirely a reflection of them. Please don't let haters win.....we your devoted students need and deeply appreciate you.
Mikey, I am telling you exactly what my doctor told me. One medicine didn’t work, and I did not want to try another one. She said what if you’re giving up leading a happy life because you’re not willing to try another medication. So I took the other medication and my life is back to normal.
You’re a very sensitive and caring person, know that in this space we are here to support and offer words of encouragement. Many of us are suffering from similar things. Take care of yourself… do what you need to for you to be ok!!!!!
Spookysploot said what we all feel about you, Mikey. You are loved by us Crochet Crowders. If you need to take some time off, then do so. Take care of you. We will be here when you decide to come back. We love you Mikey!!!
Why am I only seeing this now?! I LOVE YOU - your work is so creative and beautiful, you’re such a kind and caring soul, and you’re HILARIOUS!! I’m so sorry you had been / have been suffering this much - I truly hope you know how much the crochet community loves you!!!
I don't know what's been going on, or where, but I'm so sorry to hear it's been happening. You're such an amazing light, and for so many of us, you've not only sparked inspiration, but you've held our hands and taught us so so so much in being able to expand on our craft. You are amazing, and you are so very loved by so many of us.
Mikey, I worked in Mental Health for 40 years. Antidepressants take at least 2 weeks to “kick in”. Please don’t give up. Allow yourself to nap if you want to, that’s a common factor with depression. Maybe in about a week or so you can begin to structure your days starting with small goals of being active for short periods of time even if it’s only 15 minutes to begin with. These people who bully are enjoying the power that they think they have. Don’t give them the satisfaction! I hope that you begin to feel an improvement soon. Take Care of yourself and your partner.
As mmarshall137 said, it takes a while for meds to kick in but at the same time you need to find one that works for you. Carry on crocheting for yourself. Put an audio book on to distract you from your dark thoughts. And lastly.... Don't let the b#@£%s grind you down. You are too precious.
Hugs to you! I hate to see you have to resort to meds to cope with the ignorance of others. My hubby takes anxiety/antidepressants it's tough. It's tough to get the dose right, the right meds, and it takes time for things to start working. Being a public person makes people think they can do whatever they want and it's wrong. Just wrong. Love and hugs my friend. I hope you, your doctor, and Daniel can get you sorted and feeling like yourself.
Your followers are hear for you and support you! Forget those online bullies-they don’t know you and you don’t know them! They want you to be miserable-don’t give them that satisfaction! Take it easy, slow and be strong!💪🏾
We are hear for you!!!!!! I can always learn some new stitch that you show us Even though I have been crocheting for over 50years. Our world here will be empty without your creativity.
Michael, I'm so sorry you are going through this. Mental health is no laughing matter and bullying is so wrong. Do what is best for you and your mental health. So many people have learned from you. I have learned from you. The community loves you.
I’m so very sorry that this is happening to you, but you can get through this. You CAN do it. With Daniel’s help and your close friends’, you will get through this. ❤
I have BiPolar with depression. I also have PTSD. Crocheting and crafting helps find my zen. I can relate and reading many comments know that you're not alone. I appreciate your honesty and the struggle you're going through. Hang in there know you matter. Blessings to you.
"I just wanna crochet and be happy" not only did you make a business for yourself, you helped teach me the skills to make one for myself too. Wouldn't be half the crocheter I am without your tutorials. I love you Mikey!
Mikey, my heart aches for you. The symptoms you are describing right now are how I felt without antidepressants. Some meds take longer to have an affect. I’m glad you had the courage to reach out to your “online” family, as it was the “online “ world that started this. Try to remember, this is temporary. You may need to take a sabbatical for a couple of weeks. Steer clear of social media until you are in a better place. But definitely talk to your doctor. Take care of you.
Hi Mikey, You need to do what you need to do. Have a discussion with Daniel and between the two of you figure out what is best for you. I agree that a break from your online activities, will cause it to suffer, but I for one will wait for your return. If you come back, so will your millions of followers, in time. I will be here waiting. No matter what you decide it needs to be what is best for you. I just want to see you healthy and happy. Sending my best wishes for you and Daniel. Now crochet something you want to create just for you, not the world, just for you.❤ ❤
Mikey, do what feels best for you, but talk to your doctor before stopping the meds. Sometimes they take two or three weeks to help, and sometimes this is the absolute worst time for feeling unwell and just not right. I've been where you are, it's awful, but after three weeks I started to feel a bit more human. Please look after yourself, don't give in to it if you can help it, and lean on your partner during this time. A lot of people on the internet are b*stards so try to ignore them, they are selfish small minded people with no life. Stay sane, you are loved by many, ignore the rest ❤️🙏
There’s absolutely nothing wrong with taking a mental health break. Bullying is unacceptable and I hope you find something that helps you get over this stressful time. All your true fans love you and we’re all praying you feel better soon. ❤️
Mikey, much much love from Australia. I've walked away from social media because it's become so toxic. I only stumbled upon this video while looking for some ideas for a crochet project I'm working on. I've only recently gotten back into crocheting and it's so calming. It's like therapy to me. You've been such an inspiration to so many people...hang in there and don't let the haters win. ❤
My Dearest Mikey, I have various mental disorders and have turned to crocheting to help me, which works wonders. You have played a huge part in my life, I enjoy your company and love your teachings. I cannot begin to mention how much of your work I have completed. Without you, I am lost. Medication needs at least a month to begin it's magic. I encourage you to remain on your Medication, take some time off for yourself. It's easier said than done, however, you are loved and supported by so many. I wish you well and will keep you up in prayer. Your biggest fan, Julie
Mikey I am crying inside for you. I don't know why people have to cut someone down. I crochet and you have kept me going and teaching me new skills. Get better. The world is a better place because of you.
Mikey, we are here for you and Daniel. Your community LOVES you for who you are. Take time to heal and decide what’s next for you. We will still be here cheering you on. ❤
You don’t know me, but I feel like I know you through your videos. Your wonderful, infectious, joyful personality shines through your tutorials and while I watch many other crocheters, you are the one I always recommend to new people. Keep being uniquely you, that’s what made so many of us fall in love with you. You’re doing what you need to do to get better: communicating with your doctor, with Daniel, and the other trusted people in your circle to lift you up until you’re able to get back to yourself again. We’ll be here, cheering you on every step of the way.
You have helped me heal from my brain injury and you helped me heal when I was being bullied. I am so sorry. You’re so talented and I am so sorry this is happening. Lots of hugs
Mikey, you are loved by the Crochet Crowd community. Remember that. I have a 50 year old son who suffers from anxiety depression. He has found a wonderful wife who helps him everyday. Lean on Daniel for support. Remember we will be here for you. Just remember you have all our love.
Mikey, you are so loved out here in this world! We really love and respect you. You have taught us many wonderful things over the years. You are a treasure to us all. Remember that. You be you! No matter what else is going on, just keep being your same wonderful self. You are such a light for everyone else. Please continue being that light. As you said, talk with Daniel, lean on him a bit, lean on each other. We love you!!
Oh Mikey, I empathize with you so much right now. I've been struggling so hard with anxiety and depression for the past year. If that medication is affecting you so badly, it's not the right one for you. Either try a different medication or therapy, or both, but do what makes a positive impact for you. Never apologize or feel bad for being an emotional person. While it does make us more vulnerable to the world, it also makes us more connected to it. It’s both a form of weakness as well as a superpower. It’s all a matter of perspective. The right medication and/or therapy is not about changing who you are, but about how to flip that perspective when everything wants to drag you down. Just know that you are not alone. There are so many people that love and support you on this journey. Keep moving forward, even if it's baby steps, and it will all work out. Super big hugs! 🤗💗🧶
Oh my word Mikey, I'm so sorry to hear of this. I'm sending you a big hug right now. If I may I will say something and to show how determined I am for you I will put it in caps. MIKEY PUT THE LIGHTS BACK ON!!!! you are so very loved in the crocheting community, you give and share so much. YOU my boy are a light to others so when you are ready shine baby, shine! you have purpose you are important. Do you remember when milk came in a glass bottle, the cream would always be at the top. Your little bottle of milk has been badly shaken right now but when things settle down....and they will....the cream in your little bottle of milk will rise to the top again. ( a real random way of putting things I know ) love you Mikey xx
Wow. I know you will survive this and look forward to your happy self back on I am sorry you are being bullied and hope you know how much everyone enjoys your way of teaching. But glad you are taking time to get better. Love ya!
I’m so sad to hear about the online bullying!! I had no idea! Your tutorials helped me learn to crochet years ago! I’ve struggled with depression for over a decade, anxiety my whole life, and crochet has helped me cope. Creating in general is therapeutic for me, but there’s something so satisfying about watching yarn turn into something brand new! I appreciate your work SO much. I know you must’ve put so much into this. Do whatever you need to do for you. Try to remember that despite bullies, so many of us think you’re amazing! I know, easier said than done. I’ve wanted for a long time to have an online presence and sell my creations, but the thought of what the internet could do to my mental health has stopped me from actually pursuing it. I think you’re so brave for putting yourself out into the world like this. (For treatment resistant mental health issues… I did ketamine assisted psychotherapy recently and it was like years worth of therapy in the span of like 6 months, in my personal experience. Obviously talk to your doctor about it if interested and don’t just blindly take the advice of a stranger online.)
This type of medication needs time to work. I’ve been bullied throughout my career. If I was happy, I was bullied. If I was sad, I was bullied. If I worked harder, I was bullied. If I kept to myself, I was bullied. If there was nothing to talk about-people made it up. Being strong can be so tiring. Now that I’m battling cancer, I look back at my career and realize that I gave the best I could every moment I was working, and that is what people are upset with…what talents you bring to the table. People like this can’t be changed, but you can change how you react. Nobody has right to keep you away from what you love. They don’t pay you rent, so don’t allow them to live in your mind. I suggest that you dig out your crochet ideas and turn them into reality! Use this time to turn things around and advocate for yourself! You really do have this in you.🤗😉
Mikey, my heart breaks hearing this. Please, please, please don’t let those who are jealous of your creativeness, positivity and happiness destroy all you have created. Please know that you are loved for who you are, what you do, and what you bring to the world. Take what time you need to recharge and overcome. Your mind and body needs to heal from all the negativity. I have faith in you and love you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. ❤️❤️❤️
You did the hardest step, to get help. I've been on depression/anxiety medications for a few years and I do feel better. I see and feel the difference. It takes at least a month to start seeing the effects. Dont give up. Take a break, it's ok to think about you first. You are not useless, your brain is tricking you to think this way. You are amazing, beautiful, you do great things with your hands. Find someone to talk to. Love you ♥♥♥
There is a whole bunch of us out here that love you dearly❤there are so many cruel cowards that have been enabled to spew their hatred with anonymity via online bullying and nobody seems to want to address the problem. Like you, at this point in my life, I just want to do my projects and be happy. I have learned so much about crochet from you and sometimes I come to your channel just so you can make me smile. Don’t let the bastards take away your joy Mikey.
❤❤❤ I know it is really hard right now and you can't see beyond this to anything better, but please know how much you are loved and cared for, and how many oodles of supporters you have who will walk this with you. ❤❤❤
You said it yourself, YOU BELONG HERE! You have brought light to me when I was in a dark place. There are so many more people who adore you than there are who are afraid to accept you as you are. You bring joy and happiness to so many people. Your excitement as you teach is contagious. Let the crochet community give back to you what you have given so many of us, the desire to pick up a crochet hook, choose a fabulous yarn, and create. Part of my journey has been discovering that using my creativity and sharing it with others is what brings me joy. I went without creating for far too long. You played a part in my finding the motivation to create again. Don't let others steal years of creative joy from you like I did. Allow those who provide you with support to do just that, show you your worthiness of support. ❤
Very well said!! Been there, done that! Know you'll feel better Mikey. Keep the faith and stay calm. It's a rough patch you're going through I know, but you better soon.
Boy nice little talk! I wish I could find the words of wisdom when I need to! Beautifully and eloquently put ! I love this! Thank you n thank everyone in the crochet community! Let's just squish out the bad vibes with joy. This has made me very sad to see this video! Mikey, we are ALL HERE FOR YA! TURN THAT BEATIFUL LIGHT BACK ON CUZ WE need your contagious pep and happiness n love of the yarn that I um.... hoard... 😊
Mikey - WHO YOU ARE IS INCREDIBLE!!!! You should not have to change for anyone! You should be able to crochet and be happy!!! I agree, that a new medication does take at least a few weeks to really take full effect, and please talk to your Dr. first. I need you to know that you are why I Crochet. My first project was the granny square afghan named Bumbleberry Pie? Cannot remember the exact name, but it was years ago. I want you to know that YOU are the reason I crochet every minute I can! If we all could just practice the Golden Rule, this world would be so much better! We all love you!!!♥♥♥
We will be here. Do what is best for you. Get input from Daniel and your doctor. Thank you for telling us that you were NOT suicidal, I was concerned. ❤
As someone who deals with anxiety and depression I completely understand!! Please give yourself sometime to let the medication work and if you don’t have a counselor you can find one online to help you learn coping skills to help. You will overcome Mikey ❤
I appreciate your candor and willingness to discuss this openly. It's such a difficult problem, and meds can help. Please remember that you matter!! Take care of you!
Dearest Mikey. I so hear you. I have been there. I was sleeping up to 18 hours a day and still exhausted. However, my medication did really, really help me. It does take more than a few days to truly kick in. more than 30 years later, I am still on meds which means I still continue being able to achieve much of what I want to do. BTW, I remind you that as a crochet teacher, I recommend my Newbies to watch your tutorials when they struggle with what I have shown them. Keep up the meds while you need them. Love, love, love your work. Do the crochet, and catch us up later
First of all, hugs to you my friend. I have been where you are at. It’s a horrible place to be in. Just know you are loved. Someone once said to me years ago… “He who angers you, controls you”. Screw the bullies! They are just nasty, unhappy people that want to make others unhappy. I’ve been a nurse a very long time, and just know that there are a ton of other anti-anxiety/depression meds out there. You have a great support system, and I have no doubt that you’ll get through this. ❤
Mikey know that you are loved and a very important part of this community. These cyber "warriors" are cowards. Meds usually take 6 weeks. Take time off, everyone needs a break. Mickey you have a purpose. Your purpose is to be a loving partner to Daniel, to take care of your fur babies, a caring friend and then giving people the gift of crochet in this order. You are a strong man, even the strong need a helping hand. When you are ready we will be here. Maybe guest artists. Sending hugs.
I am so saddened that the bullies have caused you so much pain. I don't crochet but my daughter does. She learned so much from your videos. It was a huge highlight for us to meet you and Dan several years ago at the Spinright tent sale in NC. You were both so kind and gracious to all who came. Lots of love and wellness wishes for you always!❤❤❤
Hi Mike, I’m 62 and for donkey’s years I have tried to teach myself to crochet and failed every time. I watched your video of the preemie octopus, your relaxing gentle voice and patient manner has guided me through so much so that not only have I made two, but I’ve just looked up your site to see if I can make something else. I’m so sorry that you are going through this because of mindless morons. You have a purpose, you are helping others not only with your fantastic skills but also with your struggles because you’re not alone. Please don’t give in to the bullies, their next target may not be as strong as you.
Oh Michael, please give yourself grace. I'm glad you have Daniel to help you through this difficult time. There are so many of us in the Crochet Crowd community you inspire with your craft, your attitude and your honesty.
I know what you are going thru. I live with it every day thru my husband. There are other medications out there to try. You are loved by many thru the crochet world. It is hard, I know, but lean on your loved ones and true friends to help you to the other side of this. I appreciate your skill and your compassion for crochet. Thank you, and I care…..
Mickey, U are more than the meds, U are more than the bullies... U are a brilliant, funny, fantastic & most enjoyable man to watch on UA-cam... U bring joy to thousands of ppl daily & we all LOVE YOU... I too take meds for depression & I can tell you there is a path thru it... Blessing and much love Pembe from Australia ❤
Mikey I am so very sorry to hear that your are going through such a hard emotional time. To be honest, I am just lost for words. I cannot understand (and never will) how some people can be so cruel and bully people. Just know that you are loved, admired and respected by so many, many people. Look in the mirror and stand and say “I am me, I am proud, I am loved”. Sending hugs Mikey 🥰
You WILL crochet and be happy!! I have depression. I read this on the bad days: “If the mountain seems too big today, then climb a hill instead. If the morning brings you sadness, it’s ok to stay in bed. If the day ahead seems heavy and your plans feel like a curse, there’s no shame in rearranging, don’t make yourself feel worse. If a shower stings like needles and a bath feels like you’ll drown. If you haven’t washed your hair in days, don’t throw away your crown. A day is not a lifetime, a rest is not defeat, don’t think of it as failure, just a quiet, kind retreat. It’s ok to take a moment from an anxious, fractured mind. The world will not stop turning while you get realigned. The mountain will still be there when you want to try again. You can climb it in your own time, just love yourself till then. ❤
There are always going to be jealous people who want to beat you down because you are successful, don’t give them a voice in your head, they are not worth the time. The people that love what you do and are helped and inspired by you are far more numerous. Please don’t let a nasty, snide, pointless small minority ruin what you have built. Maybe see if someone can take over the cyber side of things and leave you to just create. You are so talented, and genuine, and a lovely sweet person, please don’t let them ruin this for you. Crochet and be happy. ❤️
I totally agree with your statement. I have learned so much from Mikey, but he needs to do what is best for him. Thank you so much Mikey @thecrochetcrowd
I agree as well. I also feel he should take some much deserved time off. He has been working full steam ahead for so long and he has done so much for the community. I also know it can take a while with meds- I have been on an antidepressant for so long and I had to go through many to find one that works for me with minimal side effects. I can’t even imagine having to put up with bullying on top of that.
Mikey..I normally Never comment on UA-cam (or anywhere else) however, after seeing this/your heartfelt video by complete accident I feel the need to express my feelings to you. You are my inspiration to crochet..your tutorials and beautiful personality have taught me literally Everything I know about crocheting. You have been here every step of the way while navigating this craft. Your patient, kindness, wonderful voice and personality have been an inspiration everyday. I live alone at age 67 and honestly will just put one of your videos on to keep me company. My energy, heartfelt gratitude and healing love are now with you. Please know you are loved. There will always be those who try to suppress goodness but I know you can see them for the ignorance blight that they are. Many hugs and all wonderful joy to you. Virginia aka Gramy V
Mikey, I know your doctor told you it takes at least 30 days for the medication to level you out. I have major depression and anxiety as well and have had to use medication to deal with day to day life. If you need to take time off until you feel mentally and emotionally stable then that is what you need to do. It is ok to have mental health issues. With that being said it is also ok to take a time out.
I too suffer from depression, i am so sorry to know that your going through this. You bring me so much joy, your videos inspire me to be a creator..i am praying for you. Rest please, we will be here when you're ready to come back.. Love you Mikey ❤🤗🥰
Mikey, a big heartfelt hug from me to you. Sometimes your this is the universe, your body and the medications telling you that it is okay to take a break. So many Creatives in time and history have gone on a hiatus, sabbatical or retreat to recharge and heal.and then to come back with brilliance!
Mikey, change doctor, change medication, have a REAL break and come back only when you feel ready. No matter how long it takes, we're all here, we can wait, we'll all be here for you. ❤❤❤ from south of France
I hope you are reading these comments, and seeing how much love there is pouring towards you! The people who are important, are wrapping you up in love from all over the world, and are also the ones who will wait for you to get better ❤
I need you to know how amazing you were for my mom. She had a goal to learn how to crochet when she learned I was pregnant with my double rainbow child (meaning first two pregnancies were miscarriages). She truly desired to learn how to crochet in order to make me a baby blanket. And following one of your tutorials, she was able to crochet me a beautiful baby blanket. She knew how much I enjoyed crocheting, and this was something she wanted to learn to knowing how special it would be to me for her to learn how to do that for my first child. And your tutorials allowed her to do that!! I am so sorry you have been dealing with bullies, but know that there are people out there who have so benefited from your work. Thank you!!!
I am so very sorry that you are going through this. You are so appreciated and loved by the people who follow your videos. I know you’ve meant so much to me. I hope you feel better and stronger every day. You are so talented and have shared your talent and gifts with so many. We LOVE you!!!!
Mikey, you sweet beautiful man🌼 your mind and body along with the medication is asking you to rest and allow this process of gaining balance and equilibrium to work. It takes time and I can guarantee you, we will be here when your ready and in whatever capacity YOU can comfortably achieve. Tonight Mikey, I’m going to leave a light on for you and if I can ask that we all leave a light on for you to shower you with a beacon of love and light….we will see you soon Mikey❤️ My light will be shining from Queensland Australia 🇦🇺
So beautifully stated! Mikey, you’ve been so dedicated to your followers, like myself, who appreciate absolutely everything you do for the yarn arts community across the world. We love you and support you in your journey for personal wellness. Sending you love and light from Knoxville, TN ❤️
So brave of you to allow yourself to share this ! Hang in there and don't let the bullies win! Focus on the positive of the things that you have created so well, your craft , your channel and your crowd. The supporting crowd!!!! Sounds like you're an inspiration to so many, don't let the few tear you away from You and the things you are awesome at!!!
We love you and care so much about your well-being. Thank you for all you’ve given of yourself to make the lives of others better, and I’m so sorry you’re enduring this pain. Sending you strength as you work through this turmoil.
Mikey, I learned to crochet by watching you. I'm 61 and started watching you about 5 years ago. Crocheting is my relaxing time. Don't give up! I had to try different meds before I found the one that works for me. Hang in there. We love you!
So sorry you're going through this. There are some seriously horrible people. Please take time out and heal. You taught me how to crochet and I thank you for that. Sending love to you Mikey
Feel better Mikey, hug Daniel, hug the puppies, spend time in nature. Step back. You’ll figure it out. It’s in the numbers, if you need to be practical. We all love you. Those that don’t , have their own issues that have nothing to do with you.
I hope you're doing better today, Mikey. I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time 😢 Thank you for being authentic with us. You are well loved and we just want you to be ok. I hope you can find a solution to this and find a way to deal with the cyber jerks who find it necessary to tear down a wonderful person for absolutely no reason. Be gentle with yourself, hon. We're here for you ❤️.
Take the time you need to make yourself better. Your Crochet Crowd will be here wishing you the best!! Your mental health is so important. Oh by the way, YOU taught me how to crochet. Thank You
Don’t give up. Don’t let the haters take away who you are. You have value and worth. Try going to therapy and express your feelings, try meditation, read some self help books, go to a support group. Just don’t give up your passion and liviehood for haters and mean people. You got this ❤
Mikey .... you inspired this old 64 year old to venture so much further in my crochet journey! All I used to crochet was granny squares. Until I found you!! Please dont give in to narcissistic bullies. You are loved by your followers!
Oh Mikey, you are such a bright light in our community! I am so sorry you are hurting. I think the meds will kick in soon and you will continue doing what you love! Hang in there, please!
Oh Mikey! Huge hugs! You are loved by so many people. I know it’s hard…I have been where you are… it’s hard to feel with any confidence that this will pass when the emotions are so overwhelming. Take the break, be kind to yourself and if that kindness takes the form of naps, and sitting in the dark so be it. Those who love you to the moon and beyond will be right here when you are ready to return.
As a fellow content creator I absolutely know what you are going through. I take medication as well and I had to get used to it. The meds need time to level you out Mikey, give them more time to do their job. I take meds and battle manic depression daily. Without my meds I can’t function. Your doctor knows they will work but they absolutely need more time than 1 week to start . Hang in there Mikey. We need you here. ❤️🩹🧶🧶🧶🧶🙏🏽🫂
You will crash , and (new meds) don't kick in right away. New meds take a bit Retired Nurse here! Also ck B vitamins try nutrient dense approach. ❤️ also too many disturbed lurkers online 😳 it's not u,
Mikey, I am so glad you have Daniel to help you. I myself have suffered greatly with depression, anxiety, and chronic pain. You also have such a supportive, loving, and encouraging community here! My heart goes out to you! Please don't beat yourself up! You are doing what you must to regain your health. I believe in you! No pressure from me to get back to your norm. I support your process of healing! Much love to you, Mikey. Daniel, you are an angel. Thank you for helping to care for our beloved crochet friend, Mikey. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Mikey, you were strong enough to get help. We really REALLY appreciate the light you are and bring to us. Major hugs. Do what you need to get healthier. We will be here for you.
Oh Mikey! 😢 I have dealt with depression and anxiety for over 30 years.... please please do your best to IGNORE THE BULLYS! Their thoughts and opinions DO NOT MATTER!! We LOVE YOU and NEED YOU and want you in our lives!! Please don't stop making the videos, that is who you are, crochet is my "therapy" along with the medications. Give it a few weeks to stabilize and you will level out and slowly return to normal! Thank you for having the COURAGE to be open and honest with us about what's been happening. Just rember WE LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE! (Try to turn the lights on, let in some fresh air, and just "feel" your crochet space. That IS WHO YOU ARE! ❤ We will be right here when you get back, loyal subscribers, fans, and friends. Get well soon my friend! ❤❤
Mikey, you are so talented and special. The bullies are jealous of you. They want what you have and what you can do. Because of you, my crocheting has taken a direction that I never thought I could go. Remember you are special and the joy you bring to this community is wonderful. Please smile and say I am special, I am talented. Just know that we love you!
I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. Thank you for sharing so that others can understand the real struggles that many go through. You are an amazing person and creator. I hope that you can find peace and a way to forward doing what you love.
Oh my no! No! I just found you and have finally started crocheting because of you! Mikey, this is just a test. You’re gaining a large following and many fans. With that comes the ignorant. You were meant to do what you’re doing. You’re not just “teaching crochet”. You’re building a community, you’re spreading your light and providing a place of joy and comfort and safety for many many people. Yes, yes! Even this tough time you’re going through has purpose. You’re showing us that we can be great and still need mental wellness and support. We’re only human! Take this time for yourself. Don’t make any decisions. Allow all of the thoughts to come up and just observe them, no need to act on them yet. Your fans here aren’t going anywhere. We’ll all still be here. You might actually be getting ready to really go to another level. You know; before a new life is born it can get pretty painful, kinda messy (I’ve had 5 kids… I know. Lol). You think you might die… and then…. There is the new life! You might be dilated to 6 or 7? 🤷🏽 😉 You’re a star. Very special and only ONE Mikey! Mikey needs you to let him shine! Shine! Shine! But first… rest! Recharge! Get help! Cry! Embrace it all and allow it to move through you… breath. There is a new life coming. Hang in there. WE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!💯✌️🩵🌈 🧶 💜 🪡 💫 Love, DeeDee Welch Loomis, Ca.
Mikey..... you're the reason a lot of crocheters are even as far and confident as they are.... myself....ive been crocheting for years...but you're the one who has shown me how to pick it back up...please remember that those who bully are because they arent happy in their life....hold onto us and know we have your back....love you 🥰
I’ve struggled with depression & anxiety my whole life & it breaks my heart to see you like this. It can be so hard to snap out of it & I will be praying so hard for you. So many of us love you… just lean on us! Those bullies don’t matter.
Sending love and hugs. Your videos are amazing and always make me smile even when I don’t have the energy to pick up my hook. I’m so glad to of found your videos and hope things start to turn in a positive direction for you and you feel the love you put out into our community x
Oh, Sweet Mikey. You are loved and so appreciated by countless people here. Please keep working with your doctor and rely on Daniel's help and clear thinking during this time. Thank you for all the tutorials and inspiration you have given us! We are all just sitting here with you in our embrace, even if you can't bring yourself to turn the lights on.
Only those unable to see their own light try to snuff out yours. You are so amazing and you have made it possible for so many people to learn and enjoy crochet. This will pass. The bullies cannot win because all of us who see the real you and adore you will lift you up through this dark moment. You are a huge source of inspiration as a crafter, a podcaster, and person.
I only discovered you a week ago searching for a specific mesh type knit and absolutely loved your tutorial. Enough to share with my nonbinary.son who just started crocheting this year. You are an AMAZING teacher, unique, talented, patient, thorough and plain speaking. Can't get enough of you and I'm sure with perseverance your business will grow and be a torch held high for thousands of others around the world. In other parts of the world peiple like you aren't allowed to have a voice AT ALL. I hope you'll find a way to Keep Calm and Carry On because your tutorials are priceless!🎉🎉❤❤
Oh sweetie❤️ just give yourself time. Im so so sorry you are going through this. The meds are so hard to adjust to sometimes. My daughter went through a similar situation with an ex and she sought counseling, the one on one was so great for her ! Someone who is un biased and listens and helps you work through this! There are wonderful professionals that can really help! Please consider it. I almost lost my baby , she withdrew feom life and it was so frightening. Please please it did wonders for her she found her strength again, her joy. ❤️ you CAN get it back❤️be patient with yourself be kind to yourself.
Mikey be you and be proud! There are thousands and thousands of people that love you for WHO YOU ARE! Eff those people that are mean, ruthless and honestly don’t deserve the breaths they breathe. You are a strong, beautiful, caring man! You WILL make it through this and come out the damn winner that you have always been, and guess what?!?! we will all be here when you get back ❤
Oh Mikey! I am so sorry that you are going through this. I cannot imagine who would bully you for who you are! All of the crochet people who I know simply LOVE you! I, and others, have recommended your videos to any number of newbies who have questions. I know that there is nothing that I can say that will really help, but do know that you are not alone and that a lot of people, including myself, are here for you and grateful for all of the help that you and the crochet crowd have provided.
You are loved, Mikey! 💜💙💜💙 My husband and I just caught this video and we are in tears. We feel for you! I have followed you for about 6 years, as soon as I found your channel. I appreciate all you do! I am so sorry the cyber bullies are a thing! They need to all get help for their own issues and leave kind-hearted people alone! Lots of love to you, Mikey! Do not let them win! Do what you need to do to take care of you! 💜💜💜
The number of people who love you and enjoy your teaching is far more than the bullies. Don’t let them win. Remind yourself that you are of so much value in this world and that you bring joy. Let our hearts of love full you until you can’t even hear what the bullies are saying
This just breaks my heart, I really enjoy your channel and you have taught me so much. I am so very sorry for what you are going through, please take care of yourself and know there are many of us out here ready to support you in any way that we can.
I just want to say THANK YOU!!! I have been so inspired by your videos. You"ve helped me get my crochet skills in top order. It is sad you are going through this, take heart that you literally have thousands of followers who love you!!
I'm in communication with my doctor. I'm not sitting here crying about it without taking my life into my hands and trying to figure this out.
I love your creative ❤ There may be other medications that would be better for you. I try to handle my stress through my run/walk activity. It helps with depression and overall physical and mental health. I care and hope this helps in some way.
Oh, honey, I’m so sorry you’re going thru this. Bulling is so ignorant and their lives must be miserable. Maybe your meds just need adjusted, Mikey. I really enjoy your videos and your personality. Do what you need to do to feel better.
Mikey you are amazing im so sorry to see you in such pain. For all the haters FTF.
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You certainly aren't crying about it nor taking your life in your hands. It's a tough situation and you will together find the right balance. You, Daniel, and your Dr.
Rest when you need, hook when you can.
How about you have a moderator that can BLOCK all of those who are nasty or bully you thru comments? Or assign a trusted worker to go thru your emails to delete the nasty or bullying emails? What you don't see will not be able to affect you. Do not give these Aholes power over your mental well being. I wish I could send you physical hugs to squeeze out all of your anxiety and depression, hard enough hugs to obliterate all negativity!!! Stay strong, my friend. YOU GOT THIS!!!!
I think this is a great idea
Sending love. Take time away and come back stronger. We love you! ❤️
Best suggestion I've seen.
My son was bullied in Middle school and now is not accepted for being different ,this is the hypocrit place we're we live ,N.Y . However you have a light and Charisma and talent ,people without talents bully the ones that shine, hope you feel better soon ,hugs to you
Refuse to allow trolls one single moment of your time or attention. Get a monitor. I crochet very pretty items, BECAUSE YOU showed me how. Please get soon if this means anything. Im praying for you
Mikey let me say first I am almost 80 years old. It’s obvious to me that you are an extremely talented man. You are a wonderful human. You deserve all the wonderful things in life. If your meds are not helping you, quit. I had recently 2 of my children die unexpected within a year of each other. Watching your UA-cam’s helped me so much. Your lovely laugh and your talent for teaching even old people like me who have been crocheting my whole life. And you teach me better ways of doing things. I’m so grateful for you. Get your head right and get someone to screen your comments before you see them. It’s ok to be sensitive. Don’t give those assholes the t time of day! 5:55
You are amazing
My favorite Eleanor Roosevelt quote: “No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.”
Peace to you. You are a fantastic, creative force.❤
As a 78 year old woman I just want to give you a big hug and let you know you are a worthy and wonderful person. Don’t let the haters win - do what you love and share it with all of us! Nothing makes my smile more when watching you be you!
I once found this quote, that I shared with my daughter when she was a teen struggling with social heat. "The only reason why someone would drag you down like that, is because they know you're above them." Try to not let these people drag you down and away from what you love. Hugs
That took me almost my whole life to learn. I'm 71. I hope this helps folks.
Don’t let these hurtful souls get to you! You have to pull yourself up and show you are above them! Don’t listen to them, if you have to don’t read you. r comments or emails for awhile or just reply Whatever! Rude people don’t like that! Again whatever ,will show them they don’t bother you! So sorry your going though this. ❤️🤗
Mikey, you are a treasure to most of your viewers! Don't let the asshats win. I volunteer to take your comments and read them, then send the questions and positive ones back to you. I will then reply to the ugly ones. We can do this while you heal a bit. I am qualified and retired, so you'd be giving me something to do. I am a fixer with nothing to fix. I love you too much to let these clowns win. 🤡 Think about it seriously. I am a mod on a couple of accounts, so I know what to do cyber-wise. Love and healing light. 💜
Mikey, you are precious and so is your work and your creativeness. Perhaps don't read any malicious or hurtful communications, and as soon as you realize what they are, report or delete and block the person. You inspire me and thousands more. You are bigger and better for who you are. Never forget that ❤❤❤❤
@@Grandmama-RaineyI think he needs a comment moderator. Big UA-camr have them, they don't have time to read comments. Yes!!!!!!
Mickey, you are very strong. Med scientist here. Medication needs 4-6 weeks to actually start working and lift you up, the first 2-3 weeks all you get are the typical side effects (fatigue, sleepiness, hopelessness) which totally go away. This is a typical timeline which just means the medication is doing what it should, how it should, and when it should. Go easy on yourself these first weeks, your brain is adjusting its chemistry for better, optimal functioning. It’s okay to rest extra now. You will certainly crochet & be happy again & we appreciate you so so much. Things are exactly how they should be right now and it’s great news, the discomfort is temporary, trust me! ❤
I would recommend CBD full spectrum. It helps me a lot. ❤
thank you for explaining this for Mikey, and for us not going through anything like this..I honestly cannot grasp why people come to view UA-camrs that are not to their liking and then bag them for being who they truly are..
I too am on medication for depression. I went through a couple weeks as you described. It does get better, I’m more like,I let things go and don’t dwell on things people say or do. I now laugh at the ridiculous things people say or do. I’ve worked in retail for 45 years, people can be rude, now I think they can you a dose of my medication. Lol. I’m here for you. ❤️ from Nova Scotia 🇨🇦
Wonderful points. I was thinking the same thing. I've taken Cipralex (Escitalopram), and it does take time to become effective. You just have to weather those weeks with support from friends and family if possible. And so right on with side-effects. Does indeed go away. So Mikey -- be patient if you can, it will work. You could take a short break until them and come back feeling better.
Some ppl are very mean. They don’t even like themselves ! Mystery wants Company. I am here for the very first time. You are you. Please DONOT let ppl. Steal your joy. I see you have OVER 1 million subscribers. This should tell you how much you are loved. Do you like dogs ? If so a support pet is so comforting. Wishing you peace and joy very soon.
Honey, be patient with your meds. It took me 2 weeks to adjust. Be kind to yourself. Don't be hard on yourself. On-line bullies are despicable people. Sit in a room without lights. Take long naps - whatever it takes to get over this hump. You're loved and appreciated by the crochet crowd. ❤️
This is correct depending on what meds u are on it may take up to a month to adjust. There are very few meds that work where the day u take it they work right away. Plus if u were traumatized by what the bullies were saying maybe u are associating your work space with the trauma and it's triggering that feeling of not wanting to perform. Maybe try a different space. I'm sorry people aren't being kind. But please be kind to yourself I hope things get better for you.
Mikey, I'm a retired RN, you need to let your doctor know how you're feeling. There are other meds you can take to help with your depression. You can do this. You are strong. Sending healing light and love.
Sweet Mikey I'm a psychiatric nurse and this is excellent advice. There are newer medications that are available. These might be a better fit for you. Talk to your doctor let him know what is going on before you make any life changing decisions. Just take a break and work on getting better. Do some self-care and remember that there are so many more of us that love and care for you because of all of your love that you have shared with us, than there are bullies.
I have had to change medication. It's not your fault. Brain chemistry can be helped. Don't wait, talk to your Dr.
Don't let the bullies win, your more then that. Let someone else take care of the comments let them read to you the ones you deserve. Let who ever is reading them reply, in your words, back to them if you even want to reply. I am 76 years old I have seasonal depression but I force myself to get out of my house every day with no where in particular to go. I have no family around to cheer me on so I create my own cheering, sounds weird I know. Look at you how blessed you are to have Daniel. This disease not only affects you but your loved one and your animals, don't think they don't know something has changed you. I and so many others love you, where is that fast talking creative soul we once knew. 💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜💜
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Mikey please don't let those Fing bullies win. You are who you are that is who you need to be. It doesn't matter what any body else says. We love the you you are. I am 75 yrs old and it took me many years to not let what others said hurt me.
Continue to do what you do so well. To hell
with the bullies. You are loved ❤❤🙏❤️❤️
When our bodies get sick, we rest. It’s ok to rest your mind. We will all be here for you when you feel better. You affect so many people in such a positive way. I demonstrate every weekend. I send everyone learning crochet to you online. Everyone! I love and support whatever you need to do. I wish I could tell you what you have done for me. There are no words. You have given me an outlet that nothing else has. Thank you for so much. You are a fantastic, amazing, giving person!! Thank you for being you! Heal and absorb the love. 🥰🥰🥰
Give yourself time…. I’m a pharmacist, and it takes AT LEAST 2 weeks for medication to be effective. Being patient is so difficult, but be kind to yourself. It’s ok to take the time to give the meds, and yourself, a chance to improve. And if it’s not working, that’s ok too - you and your healthcare team can try something else. Its unfortunately a process of trial and error, everyone is different. Take time to r you. We’re here to support.
Great advise
You have a purpose Mikey, and everyone in this community loves you. Don’t listen to these 🤬 trolls/bullies. Please remember that YOU are LOVED ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
Mikey, you are loved by millions of people because of who you are! Your smile is heartwarming, your jokes are, well, silly, crazy , goofy and FUNNY! Your style teachers us with patience and kindness and THIS is why the world loves you. Cyber bullies are sad and angry..... and maybe a little jealous of how much you are loved. Remember, we are ALL just a keyboard click away and we'll hold your hand through your journey. We love you so much!!! ❤
Thank you for saying all the words that I can not find. I am swedish and have followed Mikey since "forever". Mikey please do not give bullies your energy. We are so many across the world who love you just the way you are!!! 😘💖
Bullies of any kind are also really cowards.
I enjoy your shows so much.
But please take care of yourself.
I am sad to hear of your problems. But you are so brave to reach out and share this. I truly hope you start to feel better. I am sorry that there are bullying people out there.
I am just one of many who care for you. Please just take care of yourself. ❤
I’ve never commented before but I feel it needs to be said that you are so loved and appreciated by not only me but this whole community you’ve created. There’s no shame in being burnt out and needing a break or deciding a certain way of doing isn’t working for you anymore. Your health comes first. Whatever you choose to do, you have all of our support. Thank you for being you.
Please hang in.
You are a bright light for so many. Haters gonna hate, that is not at all a reflection of the person being hated - it is entirely a reflection of them. Please don't let haters win.....we your devoted students need and deeply appreciate you.
Mikey, I am telling you exactly what my doctor told me. One medicine didn’t work, and I did not want to try another one. She said what if you’re giving up leading a happy life because you’re not willing to try another medication. So I took the other medication and my life is back to normal.
You’re a very sensitive and caring person, know that in this space we are here to support and offer words of encouragement. Many of us are suffering from similar things. Take care of yourself… do what you need to for you to be ok!!!!!
Spookysploot said what we all feel about you, Mikey. You are loved by us Crochet Crowders. If you need to take some time off, then do so. Take care of you. We will be here when you decide to come back. We love you Mikey!!!
Why am I only seeing this now?! I LOVE YOU - your work is so creative and beautiful, you’re such a kind and caring soul, and you’re HILARIOUS!! I’m so sorry you had been / have been suffering this much - I truly hope you know how much the crochet community loves you!!!
I don't know what's been going on, or where, but I'm so sorry to hear it's been happening. You're such an amazing light, and for so many of us, you've not only sparked inspiration, but you've held our hands and taught us so so so much in being able to expand on our craft. You are amazing, and you are so very loved by so many of us.
Mikey, I worked in Mental Health for 40 years. Antidepressants take at least 2 weeks to “kick in”. Please don’t give up. Allow yourself to nap if you want to, that’s a common factor with depression. Maybe in about a week or so you can begin to structure your days starting with small goals of being active for short periods of time even if it’s only 15 minutes to begin with. These people who bully are enjoying the power that they think they have. Don’t give them the satisfaction! I hope that you begin to feel an improvement soon. Take Care of yourself and your partner.
As mmarshall137 said, it takes a while for meds to kick in but at the same time you need to find one that works for you. Carry on crocheting for yourself. Put an audio book on to distract you from your dark thoughts. And lastly.... Don't let the b#@£%s grind you down. You are too precious.
Hugs to you! I hate to see you have to resort to meds to cope with the ignorance of others. My hubby takes anxiety/antidepressants it's tough. It's tough to get the dose right, the right meds, and it takes time for things to start working. Being a public person makes people think they can do whatever they want and it's wrong. Just wrong. Love and hugs my friend. I hope you, your doctor, and Daniel can get you sorted and feeling like yourself.
Your followers are hear for you and support you! Forget those online bullies-they don’t know you and you don’t know them! They want you to be miserable-don’t give them that satisfaction! Take it easy, slow and be strong!💪🏾
We are hear for you!!!!!! I can always learn some new stitch that you show us
Even though I have been crocheting for over 50years. Our world here will be empty without your creativity.
This. Between my disability and my depression some days a few minutes is all I can give...and even then it's a struggle, but sma steps.
Michael, I'm so sorry you are going through this. Mental health is no laughing matter and bullying is so wrong. Do what is best for you and your mental health. So many people have learned from you. I have learned from you. The community loves you.
I’m so very sorry that this is happening to you, but you can get through this. You CAN do it. With Daniel’s help and your close friends’, you will get through this. ❤
I have BiPolar with depression. I also have PTSD. Crocheting and crafting helps find my zen. I can relate and reading many comments know that you're not alone. I appreciate your honesty and the struggle you're going through. Hang in there know you matter. Blessings to you.
Absolutely! You've nailed this !
"I just wanna crochet and be happy" not only did you make a business for yourself, you helped teach me the skills to make one for myself too. Wouldn't be half the crocheter I am without your tutorials. I love you Mikey!
Mikey, my heart aches for you. The symptoms you are describing right now are how I felt without antidepressants. Some meds take longer to have an affect. I’m glad you had the courage to reach out to your “online” family, as it was the “online “ world that started this. Try to remember, this is temporary. You may need to take a sabbatical for a couple of weeks. Steer clear of social media until you are in a better place. But definitely talk to your doctor. Take care of you.
Hi Mikey, You need to do what you need to do. Have a discussion with Daniel and between the two of you figure out what is best for you. I agree that a break from your online activities, will cause it to suffer, but I for one will wait for your return. If you come back, so will your millions of followers, in time. I will be here waiting. No matter what you decide it needs to be what is best for you. I just want to see you healthy and happy. Sending my best wishes for you and Daniel. Now crochet something you want to create just for you, not the world, just for you.❤ ❤
❤ My heart is in agony for you. I long for the day you are our happy Mikey again
Mikey, do what feels best for you, but talk to your doctor before stopping the meds. Sometimes they take two or three weeks to help, and sometimes this is the absolute worst time for feeling unwell and just not right. I've been where you are, it's awful, but after three weeks I started to feel a bit more human. Please look after yourself, don't give in to it if you can help it, and lean on your partner during this time. A lot of people on the internet are b*stards so try to ignore them, they are selfish small minded people with no life. Stay sane, you are loved by many, ignore the rest ❤️🙏
There’s absolutely nothing wrong with taking a mental health break. Bullying is unacceptable and I hope you find something that helps you get over this stressful time. All your true fans love you and we’re all praying you feel better soon. ❤️
Mikey, much much love from Australia. I've walked away from social media because it's become so toxic. I only stumbled upon this video while looking for some ideas for a crochet project I'm working on. I've only recently gotten back into crocheting and it's so calming. It's like therapy to me. You've been such an inspiration to so many people...hang in there and don't let the haters win. ❤
My Dearest Mikey,
I have various mental disorders and have turned to crocheting to help me, which works wonders.
You have played a huge part in my life, I enjoy your company and love your teachings. I cannot begin to mention how much of your work I have completed. Without you, I am lost.
Medication needs at least a month to begin it's magic. I encourage you to remain on your Medication, take some time off for yourself.
It's easier said than done, however, you are loved and supported by so many.
I wish you well and will keep you up in prayer.
Your biggest fan, Julie
Mikey I am crying inside for you. I don't know why people have to cut someone down.
I crochet and you have kept me going and teaching me new skills. Get better. The world is a better place because of you.
Mikey, we are here for you and Daniel. Your community LOVES you for who you are. Take time to heal and decide what’s next for you. We will still be here cheering you on. ❤
You don’t know me, but I feel like I know you through your videos. Your wonderful, infectious, joyful personality shines through your tutorials and while I watch many other crocheters, you are the one I always recommend to new people. Keep being uniquely you, that’s what made so many of us fall in love with you. You’re doing what you need to do to get better: communicating with your doctor, with Daniel, and the other trusted people in your circle to lift you up until you’re able to get back to yourself again. We’ll be here, cheering you on every step of the way.
You have helped me heal from my brain injury and you helped me heal when I was being bullied. I am so sorry. You’re so talented and I am so sorry this is happening. Lots of hugs
We love you! We’ll be here whenever you’re ready! You have cultivated an online community that will follow you anywhere! Take time for you and heal!
Mikey, you are loved by the Crochet Crowd community. Remember that. I have a 50 year old son who suffers from anxiety depression. He has found a wonderful wife who helps him everyday. Lean on Daniel for support. Remember we will be here for you. Just remember you have all our love.
Mikey, you are so loved out here in this world! We really love and respect you. You have taught us many wonderful things over the years. You are a treasure to us all. Remember that. You be you! No matter what else is going on, just keep being your same wonderful self. You are such a light for everyone else. Please continue being that light.
As you said, talk with Daniel, lean on him a bit, lean on each other.
We love you!!
I’m so sorry this has happened to you! You are awesome and amazing ❤🎉
Mike!! You are AMAZING person..Be strong!!we are all here for you!!🙏💜💜💜
Oh Mikey, I empathize with you so much right now. I've been struggling so hard with anxiety and depression for the past year. If that medication is affecting you so badly, it's not the right one for you. Either try a different medication or therapy, or both, but do what makes a positive impact for you. Never apologize or feel bad for being an emotional person. While it does make us more vulnerable to the world, it also makes us more connected to it. It’s both a form of weakness as well as a superpower. It’s all a matter of perspective. The right medication and/or therapy is not about changing who you are, but about how to flip that perspective when everything wants to drag you down. Just know that you are not alone. There are so many people that love and support you on this journey. Keep moving forward, even if it's baby steps, and it will all work out. Super big hugs! 🤗💗🧶
Oh my word Mikey, I'm so sorry to hear of this. I'm sending you a big hug right now. If I may I will say something and to show how determined I am for you I will put it in caps. MIKEY PUT THE LIGHTS BACK ON!!!! you are so very loved in the crocheting community, you give and share so much. YOU my boy are a light to others so when you are ready shine baby, shine! you have purpose you are important. Do you remember when milk came in a glass bottle, the cream would always be at the top. Your little bottle of milk has been badly shaken right now but when things settle down....and they will....the cream in your little bottle of milk will rise to the top again. ( a real random way of putting things I know ) love you Mikey xx
Wow. I know you will survive this and look forward to your happy self back on I am sorry you are being bullied and hope you know how much everyone enjoys your way of teaching. But glad you are taking time to get better. Love ya!
I’m so sad to hear about the online bullying!! I had no idea! Your tutorials helped me learn to crochet years ago! I’ve struggled with depression for over a decade, anxiety my whole life, and crochet has helped me cope. Creating in general is therapeutic for me, but there’s something so satisfying about watching yarn turn into something brand new! I appreciate your work SO much. I know you must’ve put so much into this. Do whatever you need to do for you. Try to remember that despite bullies, so many of us think you’re amazing! I know, easier said than done. I’ve wanted for a long time to have an online presence and sell my creations, but the thought of what the internet could do to my mental health has stopped me from actually pursuing it. I think you’re so brave for putting yourself out into the world like this. (For treatment resistant mental health issues… I did ketamine assisted psychotherapy recently and it was like years worth of therapy in the span of like 6 months, in my personal experience. Obviously talk to your doctor about it if interested and don’t just blindly take the advice of a stranger online.)
This type of medication needs time to work. I’ve been bullied throughout my career. If I was happy, I was bullied. If I was sad, I was bullied. If I worked harder, I was bullied. If I kept to myself, I was bullied. If there was nothing to talk about-people made it up. Being strong can be so tiring. Now that I’m battling cancer, I look back at my career and realize that I gave the best I could every moment I was working, and that is what people are upset with…what talents you bring to the table. People like this can’t be changed, but you can change how you react. Nobody has right to keep you away from what you love. They don’t pay you rent, so don’t allow them to live in your mind. I suggest that you dig out your crochet ideas and turn them into reality! Use this time to turn things around and advocate for yourself! You really do have this in you.🤗😉
Mikey, my heart breaks hearing this. Please, please, please don’t let those who are jealous of your creativeness, positivity and happiness destroy all you have created. Please know that you are loved for who you are, what you do, and what you bring to the world. Take what time you need to recharge and overcome. Your mind and body needs to heal from all the negativity. I have faith in you and love you. YOU ARE NOT ALONE. ❤️❤️❤️
You did the hardest step, to get help. I've been on depression/anxiety medications for a few years and I do feel better. I see and feel the difference. It takes at least a month to start seeing the effects. Dont give up. Take a break, it's ok to think about you first. You are not useless, your brain is tricking you to think this way. You are amazing, beautiful, you do great things with your hands. Find someone to talk to. Love you ♥♥♥
There is a whole bunch of us out here that love you dearly❤there are so many cruel cowards that have been enabled to spew their hatred with anonymity via online bullying and nobody seems to want to address the problem. Like you, at this point in my life, I just want to do my projects and be happy. I have learned so much about crochet from you and sometimes I come to your channel just so you can make me smile. Don’t let the bastards take away your joy Mikey.
❤❤❤ I know it is really hard right now and you can't see beyond this to anything better, but please know how much you are loved and cared for, and how many oodles of supporters you have who will walk this with you. ❤❤❤
You said it yourself, YOU BELONG HERE! You have brought light to me when I was in a dark place. There are so many more people who adore you than there are who are afraid to accept you as you are. You bring joy and happiness to so many people. Your excitement as you teach is contagious. Let the crochet community give back to you what you have given so many of us, the desire to pick up a crochet hook, choose a fabulous yarn, and create. Part of my journey has been discovering that using my creativity and sharing it with others is what brings me joy. I went without creating for far too long. You played a part in my finding the motivation to create again. Don't let others steal years of creative joy from you like I did. Allow those who provide you with support to do just that, show you your worthiness of support. ❤
Very heart felt. I love his videos! Always challenging us with great new patterns and ideas! And so much fun to watch! Praying Mikey stays strong!
Very well said!! Been there, done that! Know you'll feel better Mikey. Keep the faith and stay calm. It's a rough patch you're going through I know, but you better soon.
Here here! That's what I'm saying! Up with hope ,DOWN WITH THE DOPES!
Boy nice little talk! I wish I could find the words of wisdom when I need to! Beautifully and eloquently put ! I love this! Thank you n thank everyone in the crochet community! Let's just squish out the bad vibes with joy. This has made me very sad to see this video! Mikey, we are ALL HERE FOR YA! TURN THAT BEATIFUL LIGHT BACK ON CUZ WE need your contagious pep and happiness n love of the yarn that I um.... hoard... 😊
Mikey. I love you and all that you are!!! Don’t give up. We (your dedicated crochet family) are here for you. Big hugs!
Big hugs to you Mikey! You are valued by us in the crochet community! You have taught me so much.
Mikey - WHO YOU ARE IS INCREDIBLE!!!! You should not have to change for anyone! You should be able to crochet and be happy!!! I agree, that a new medication does take at least a few weeks to really take full effect, and please talk to your Dr. first. I need you to know that you are why I Crochet. My first project was the granny square afghan named Bumbleberry Pie? Cannot remember the exact name, but it was years ago. I want you to know that YOU are the reason I crochet every minute I can! If we all could just practice the Golden Rule, this world would be so much better! We all love you!!!♥♥♥
We will be here. Do what is best for you. Get input from Daniel and your doctor. Thank you for telling us that you were NOT suicidal, I was concerned. ❤
As someone who deals with anxiety and depression I completely understand!! Please give yourself sometime to let the medication work and if you don’t have a counselor you can find one online to help you learn coping skills to help.
You will overcome Mikey ❤
I appreciate your candor and willingness to discuss this openly. It's such a difficult problem, and meds can help. Please remember that you matter!! Take care of you!
Dearest Mikey. I so hear you. I have been there. I was sleeping up to 18 hours a day and still exhausted.
However, my medication did really, really help me.
It does take more than a few days to truly kick in.
more than 30 years later, I am still on meds which means I still continue being able to achieve much of what I want to do.
BTW, I remind you that as a crochet teacher, I recommend my Newbies to watch your tutorials when they struggle with what I have shown them.
Keep up the meds while you need them.
Love, love, love your work. Do the crochet, and catch us up later
First of all, hugs to you my friend. I have been where you are at. It’s a horrible place to be in. Just know you are loved. Someone once said to me years ago… “He who angers you, controls you”. Screw the bullies! They are just nasty, unhappy people that want to make others unhappy. I’ve been a nurse a very long time, and just know that there are a ton of other anti-anxiety/depression meds out there. You have a great support system, and I have no doubt that you’ll get through this. ❤
Mikey know that you are loved and a very important part of this community. These cyber "warriors" are cowards. Meds usually take 6 weeks. Take time off, everyone needs a break. Mickey you have a purpose. Your purpose is to be a loving partner to Daniel, to take care of your fur babies, a caring friend and then giving people the gift of crochet in this order. You are a strong man, even the strong need a helping hand. When you are ready we will be here. Maybe guest artists. Sending hugs.
I am so saddened that the bullies have caused you so much pain. I don't crochet but my daughter does. She learned so much from your videos. It was a huge highlight for us to meet you and Dan several years ago at the Spinright tent sale in NC. You were both so kind and gracious to all who came. Lots of love and wellness wishes for you always!❤❤❤
Hi Mike, I’m 62 and for donkey’s years I have tried to teach myself to crochet and failed every time. I watched your video of the preemie octopus, your relaxing gentle voice and patient manner has guided me through so much so that not only have I made two, but I’ve just looked up your site to see if I can make something else.
I’m so sorry that you are going through this because of mindless morons. You have a purpose, you are helping others not only with your fantastic skills but also with your struggles because you’re not alone. Please don’t give in to the bullies, their next target may not be as strong as you.
Oh Michael, please give yourself grace. I'm glad you have Daniel to help you through this difficult time. There are so many of us in the Crochet Crowd community you inspire with your craft, your attitude and your honesty.
Please try a different medication. Sometimes it takes several changes until you get the right results. I know from personal experience.
I know what you are going thru. I live with it every day thru my husband. There are other medications out there to try. You are loved by many thru the crochet world. It is hard, I know, but lean on your loved ones and true friends to help you to the other side of this. I appreciate your skill and your compassion for crochet. Thank you, and I care…..
Mickey, U are more than the meds, U are more than the bullies... U are a brilliant, funny, fantastic & most enjoyable man to watch on UA-cam... U bring joy to thousands of ppl daily & we all LOVE YOU... I too take meds for depression & I can tell you there is a path thru it... Blessing and much love Pembe from Australia ❤
Mikey I am so very sorry to hear that your are going through such a hard emotional time. To be honest, I am just lost for words. I cannot understand (and never will) how some people can be so cruel and bully people. Just know that you are loved, admired and respected by so many, many people. Look in the mirror and stand and say “I am me, I am proud, I am loved”. Sending hugs Mikey 🥰
You WILL crochet and be happy!! I have depression.
I read this on the bad days:
“If the mountain seems too big today, then climb a hill instead. If the morning brings you sadness, it’s ok to stay in bed. If the day ahead seems heavy and your plans feel like a curse, there’s no shame in rearranging, don’t make yourself feel worse. If a shower stings like needles and a bath feels like you’ll drown. If you haven’t washed your hair in days, don’t throw away your crown. A day is not a lifetime, a rest is not defeat, don’t think of it as failure, just a quiet, kind retreat. It’s ok to take a moment from an anxious, fractured mind. The world will not stop turning while you get realigned. The mountain will still be there when you want to try again. You can climb it in your own time, just love yourself till then. ❤
There are always going to be jealous people who want to beat you down because you are successful, don’t give them a voice in your head, they are not worth the time. The people that love what you do and are helped and inspired by you are far more numerous. Please don’t let a nasty, snide, pointless small minority ruin what you have built. Maybe see if someone can take over the cyber side of things and leave you to just create. You are so talented, and genuine, and a lovely sweet person, please don’t let them ruin this for you. Crochet and be happy. ❤️
I totally agree with your statement. I have learned so much from Mikey, but he needs to do what is best for him. Thank you so much Mikey @thecrochetcrowd
I agree as well. I also feel he should take some much deserved time off. He has been working full steam ahead for so long and he has done so much for the community. I also know it can take a while with meds- I have been on an antidepressant for so long and I had to go through many to find one that works for me with minimal side effects. I can’t even imagine having to put up with bullying on top of that.
Mikey..I normally Never comment on UA-cam (or anywhere else) however, after seeing this/your heartfelt video by complete accident I feel the need to express my feelings to you. You are my inspiration to crochet..your tutorials and beautiful personality have taught me literally Everything I know about crocheting. You have been here every step of the way while navigating this craft. Your patient, kindness, wonderful voice and personality have been an inspiration everyday. I live alone at age 67 and honestly will just put one of your videos on to keep me company. My energy, heartfelt gratitude and healing love are now with you. Please know you are loved. There will always be those who try to suppress goodness but I know you can see them for the ignorance blight that they are. Many hugs and all wonderful joy to you. Virginia aka Gramy V
Mikey, I know your doctor told you it takes at least 30 days for the medication to level you out. I have major depression and anxiety as well and have had to use medication to deal with day to day life. If you need to take time off until you feel mentally and emotionally stable then that is what you need to do. It is ok to have mental health issues. With that being said it is also ok to take a time out.
I too suffer from depression, i am so sorry to know that your going through this. You bring me so much joy, your videos inspire me to be a creator..i am praying for you. Rest please, we will be here when you're ready to come back.. Love you Mikey ❤🤗🥰
Mikey, a big heartfelt hug from me to you. Sometimes your this is the universe, your body and the medications telling you that it is okay to take a break. So many Creatives in time and history have gone on a hiatus, sabbatical or retreat to recharge and heal.and then to come back with brilliance!
Mikey, change doctor, change medication, have a REAL break and come back only when you feel ready. No matter how long it takes, we're all here, we can wait, we'll all be here for you. ❤❤❤ from south of France
I hope you are reading these comments, and seeing how much love there is pouring towards you! The people who are important, are wrapping you up in love from all over the world, and are also the ones who will wait for you to get better ❤
I need you to know how amazing you were for my mom. She had a goal to learn how to crochet when she learned I was pregnant with my double rainbow child (meaning first two pregnancies were miscarriages). She truly desired to learn how to crochet in order to make me a baby blanket. And following one of your tutorials, she was able to crochet me a beautiful baby blanket. She knew how much I enjoyed crocheting, and this was something she wanted to learn to knowing how special it would be to me for her to learn how to do that for my first child. And your tutorials allowed her to do that!! I am so sorry you have been dealing with bullies, but know that there are people out there who have so benefited from your work. Thank you!!!
I am so very sorry that you are going through this. You are so appreciated and loved by the people who follow your videos. I know you’ve meant so much to me. I hope you feel better and stronger every day. You are so talented and have shared your talent and gifts with so many. We LOVE you!!!!
Mikey, you sweet beautiful man🌼 your mind and body along with the medication is asking you to rest and allow this process of gaining balance and equilibrium to work. It takes time and I can guarantee you, we will be here when your ready and in whatever capacity YOU can comfortably achieve. Tonight Mikey, I’m going to leave a light on for you and if I can ask that we all leave a light on for you to shower you with a beacon of love and light….we will see you soon Mikey❤️ My light will be shining from Queensland Australia 🇦🇺
Beautiful idea! My light will be on for him....for sure.
Mine as well.
There’s always a light on for you Mikey.
We can all share our light for you
So beautifully stated! Mikey, you’ve been so dedicated to your followers, like myself, who appreciate absolutely everything you do for the yarn arts community across the world. We love you and support you in your journey for personal wellness. Sending you love and light from Knoxville, TN ❤️
My light will be shining from Ontario, Canada
So brave of you to allow yourself to share this ! Hang in there and don't let the bullies win! Focus on the positive of the things that you have created so well, your craft , your channel and your crowd. The supporting crowd!!!! Sounds like you're an inspiration to so many, don't let the few tear you away from You and the things you are awesome at!!!
We love you and care so much about your well-being. Thank you for all you’ve given of yourself to make the lives of others better, and I’m so sorry you’re enduring this pain. Sending you strength as you work through this turmoil.
Mikey, I learned to crochet by watching you. I'm 61 and started watching you about 5 years ago. Crocheting is my relaxing time. Don't give up! I had to try different meds before I found the one that works for me. Hang in there. We love you!
So sorry you're going through this. There are some seriously horrible people.
Please take time out and heal. You taught me how to crochet and I thank you for that. Sending love to you Mikey
Feel better Mikey, hug Daniel, hug the puppies, spend time in nature. Step back. You’ll figure it out. It’s in the numbers, if you need to be practical. We all love you. Those that don’t , have their own issues that have nothing to do with you.
I hope you're doing better today, Mikey. I'm so sorry you're having such a hard time 😢 Thank you for being authentic with us. You are well loved and we just want you to be ok. I hope you can find a solution to this and find a way to deal with the cyber jerks who find it necessary to tear down a wonderful person for absolutely no reason. Be gentle with yourself, hon. We're here for you ❤️.
Take the time you need to make yourself better. Your Crochet Crowd will be here wishing you the best!! Your mental health is so important. Oh by the way, YOU taught me how to crochet. Thank You
Don’t give up. Don’t let the haters take away who you are. You have value and worth. Try going to therapy and express your feelings, try meditation, read some self help books, go to a support group. Just don’t give up your passion and liviehood for haters and mean people. You got this ❤
Mikey .... you inspired this old 64 year old to venture so much further in my crochet journey! All I used to crochet was granny squares. Until I found you!! Please dont give in to narcissistic bullies. You are loved by your followers!
Oh Mikey, you are such a bright light in our community! I am so sorry you are hurting. I think the meds will kick in soon and you will continue doing what you love! Hang in there, please!
Oh Mikey! Huge hugs! You are loved by so many people. I know it’s hard…I have been where you are… it’s hard to feel with any confidence that this will pass when the emotions are so overwhelming. Take the break, be kind to yourself and if that kindness takes the form of naps, and sitting in the dark so be it. Those who love you to the moon and beyond will be right here when you are ready to return.
As a fellow content creator I absolutely know what you are going through. I take medication as well and I had to get used to it. The meds need time to level you out Mikey, give them more time to do their job. I take meds and battle manic depression daily. Without my meds I can’t function. Your doctor knows they will work but they absolutely need more time than 1 week to start . Hang in there Mikey. We need you here. ❤️🩹🧶🧶🧶🧶🙏🏽🫂
You will crash , and (new meds) don't kick in right away. New meds take a bit Retired Nurse here! Also ck B vitamins try nutrient dense approach. ❤️ also too many disturbed lurkers online 😳 it's not u,
Same here. Try and block out the meanness of people. You are too talented to let these bullies win! THE HELL WITH BULLIES!
Mikey, I am so glad you have Daniel to help you. I myself have suffered greatly with depression, anxiety, and chronic pain. You also have such a supportive, loving, and encouraging community here! My heart goes out to you! Please don't beat yourself up! You are doing what you must to regain your health. I believe in you! No pressure from me to get back to your norm. I support your process of healing! Much love to you, Mikey. Daniel, you are an angel. Thank you for helping to care for our beloved crochet friend, Mikey. ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
We love you so much Mikey, hang in there ❤ I struggle with anxiety and depression too and it can be hard..but again. So much love from so many of us!
Mikey, you were strong enough to get help. We really REALLY appreciate the light you are and bring to us. Major hugs. Do what you need to get healthier. We will be here for you.
Oh Mikey! 😢 I have dealt with depression and anxiety for over 30 years.... please please do your best to IGNORE THE BULLYS! Their thoughts and opinions DO NOT MATTER!! We LOVE YOU and NEED YOU and want you in our lives!! Please don't stop making the videos, that is who you are, crochet is my "therapy" along with the medications. Give it a few weeks to stabilize and you will level out and slowly return to normal! Thank you for having the COURAGE to be open and honest with us about what's been happening. Just rember WE LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE! (Try to turn the lights on, let in some fresh air, and just "feel" your crochet space. That IS WHO YOU ARE! ❤ We will be right here when you get back, loyal subscribers, fans, and friends. Get well soon my friend! ❤❤
Crochet is my therapy too. 💕Mikey is so sweet.
Deanna Fowler that is the best comment. Thank you for your kind words for Mikey. I love him so much. My heart aches for him.
Mikey, you are so talented and special. The bullies are jealous of you. They want what you have and what you can do. Because of you, my crocheting has taken a direction that I never thought I could go. Remember you are special and the joy you bring to this community is wonderful. Please smile and say I am special, I am talented. Just know that we love you!
That's right! We love you and are with you in this process 110%.
Stay strong you will get there we all love you and all you do sending you hugs take one day at a time ❤
I'm so sorry you are dealing with this. Thank you for sharing so that others can understand the real struggles that many go through. You are an amazing person and creator. I hope that you can find peace and a way to forward doing what you love.
I feel this on every level. I'm sorry for how you're feeling and I hope things get better for you. Don't let anyone get you down.
Oh my no! No! I just found you and have finally started crocheting because of you!
Mikey, this is just a test. You’re gaining a large following and many fans. With that comes the ignorant.
You were meant to do what you’re doing. You’re not just “teaching crochet”. You’re building a community, you’re spreading your light and providing a place of joy and comfort and safety for many many people.
Yes, yes! Even this tough time you’re going through has purpose. You’re showing us that we can be great and still need mental wellness and support. We’re only human!
Take this time for yourself. Don’t make any decisions. Allow all of the thoughts to come up and just observe them, no need to act on them yet.
Your fans here aren’t going anywhere. We’ll all still be here.
You might actually be getting ready to really go to another level. You know; before a new life is born it can get pretty painful, kinda messy (I’ve had 5 kids… I know. Lol). You think you might die… and then…. There is the new life!
You might be dilated to 6 or 7? 🤷🏽 😉
You’re a star. Very special and only ONE Mikey! Mikey needs you to let him shine! Shine! Shine!
But first… rest! Recharge! Get help! Cry! Embrace it all and allow it to move through you… breath. There is a new life coming.
Hang in there.
WE LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!!!💯✌️🩵🌈 🧶 💜 🪡 💫
Love,
DeeDee Welch
Loomis, Ca.
Mikey..... you're the reason a lot of crocheters are even as far and confident as they are.... myself....ive been crocheting for years...but you're the one who has shown me how to pick it back up...please remember that those who bully are because they arent happy in their life....hold onto us and know we have your back....love you 🥰
I’ve struggled with depression & anxiety my whole life & it breaks my heart to see you like this. It can be so hard to snap out of it & I will be praying so hard for you. So many of us love you… just lean on us! Those bullies don’t matter.
Sending love and hugs. Your videos are amazing and always make me smile even when I don’t have the energy to pick up my hook. I’m so glad to of found your videos and hope things start to turn in a positive direction for you and you feel the love you put out into our community x
Oh, Sweet Mikey. You are loved and so appreciated by countless people here. Please keep working with your doctor and rely on Daniel's help and clear thinking during this time.
Thank you for all the tutorials and inspiration you have given us! We are all just sitting here with you in our embrace, even if you can't bring yourself to turn the lights on.
Only those unable to see their own light try to snuff out yours. You are so amazing and you have made it possible for so many people to learn and enjoy crochet. This will pass. The bullies cannot win because all of us who see the real you and adore you will lift you up through this dark moment. You are a huge source of inspiration as a crafter, a podcaster, and person.
I only discovered you a week ago searching for a specific mesh type knit and absolutely loved your tutorial. Enough to share with my nonbinary.son who just started crocheting this year. You are an AMAZING teacher, unique, talented, patient, thorough and plain speaking. Can't get enough of you and I'm sure with perseverance your business will grow and be a torch held high for thousands of others around the world. In other parts of the world peiple like you aren't allowed to have a voice AT ALL. I hope you'll find a way to Keep Calm and Carry On because your tutorials are priceless!🎉🎉❤❤
Oh sweetie❤️ just give yourself time. Im so so sorry you are going through this. The meds are so hard to adjust to sometimes. My daughter went through a similar situation with an ex and she sought counseling, the one on one was so great for her ! Someone who is un biased and listens and helps you work through this! There are wonderful professionals that can really help! Please consider it. I almost lost my baby , she withdrew feom life and it was so frightening. Please please it did wonders for her she found her strength again, her joy. ❤️ you CAN get it back❤️be patient with yourself be kind to yourself.
Mikey be you and be proud! There are thousands and thousands of people that love you for WHO YOU ARE! Eff those people that are mean, ruthless and honestly don’t deserve the breaths they breathe. You are a strong, beautiful, caring man! You WILL make it through this and come out the damn winner that you have always been, and guess what?!?! we will all be here when you get back ❤
Oh Mikey! I am so sorry that you are going through this. I cannot imagine who would bully you for who you are! All of the crochet people who I know simply LOVE you! I, and others, have recommended your videos to any number of newbies who have questions. I know that there is nothing that I can say that will really help, but do know that you are not alone and that a lot of people, including myself, are here for you and grateful for all of the help that you and the crochet crowd have provided.
You are our inspiration, please take all the time you need to take care of you, we, your loving followers will always be here for you. Love and hugs ❤
I'm so sorry you are having to deal with these problems. I will say a prayer for you during this difficult time. ❤
You are loved, Mikey! 💜💙💜💙 My husband and I just caught this video and we are in tears. We feel for you! I have followed you for about 6 years, as soon as I found your channel. I appreciate all you do! I am so sorry the cyber bullies are a thing! They need to all get help for their own issues and leave kind-hearted people alone! Lots of love to you, Mikey! Do not let them win! Do what you need to do to take care of you! 💜💜💜
The number of people who love you and enjoy your teaching is far more than the bullies. Don’t let them win. Remind yourself that you are of so much value in this world and that you bring joy. Let our hearts of love full you until you can’t even hear what the bullies are saying
This just breaks my heart, I really enjoy your channel and you have taught me so much. I am so very sorry for what you are going through, please take care of yourself and know there are many of us out here ready to support you in any way that we can.
I just want to say THANK YOU!!! I have been so inspired by your videos. You"ve helped me get my crochet skills in top order. It is sad you are going through this, take heart that you literally have thousands of followers who love you!!