Wake up Go to school Don't talk to anyone Go home Enter the room Lock the doors Lay on bed Puts on headphone Start listening to Lo-Fi music Question life about Being single for a decade
Suffer: Time may not stop, but it's not moving on for me.. I'm stuck inside this loop of emptiness and suffering... Try to break the cycle and I fall off; hit the pavement.. So glad you're not suffering but I'm exactly where your pain went... No way for me to describe it; these words don't do it justice.. I can't adjust to this without taking in a substance... I wish I could put these memories inside of a safer storage Cuz most of our best moments are hardly recorded... Peace is hardly here.. even when I sleep... Every waking moment I start to find myself near the deep End, so I pretend to be better, but my cheek's wet, Knees bent.. mentally not ready for this weekend... We shared so many moments but never prepared for this torture.. So glad you can't feel the suffering of a mourner... I'm mad you can't feel anything but that's selfish of me to think.. The weight is too big; maybe I need to see a shrink... Scenario after scenarios keep playing in my head.. But the thought of your burial? Block it out; I'd rather be dead... No, it's not the answer; I'm not stupid, just depressed.. So get off of my back and feel what's inside my chest... I have so much regret; so many things left unsaid.. How I only saw you once in that hospital bed... What else could I have done? If there was anything, tell me now! If God didn't do this, why the fuck did he allow it?! Distractions barely work; still have the scars inside and out.. My life is going in circles and I feel myself spiraling out... Never dreamed I would write about how you..... and now, My soul got siphoned out.. tank is empty; I'm shutting down... I might as well bleed out because it's torture when I write.. Feeling better feels wrong but absolutely nothing feels right... Who wants to be alive feeling all of these emotions? I say I'm dead inside, but in reality I'm broken... Really want to explode but it feels like more of an implosion.. A part of my heart is gone.. why were you the one chosen? Do I really wanna know this or am I wandering lost and hopless? I don't want it to be real so I don't want to send condolences! I've never felt colder and the weather ain't to blame.. It's not only literally when I say I'm in the rain... I want this all to end because a future I can't see.. My fam and friends believe, but to me it's just a fantasy... This is my definition, my best description of "suffer"; I lost my girl, my best friend, my soul mate, my lover.. I don't feel tougher and life, for sure, feels rougher.. I know I'm not the only one.. starting with your mother, Your sweet baby sister and your own 3 brothers... I pray they keep their faith like you did no matter what, girl.. Love me or hate me, I won't let this damage get collateral.. I'm lost in these woods but everything is unnatural... R.I.P Baby Girl...
Mistah J normally I’d use my own lyrics but do you mind if I use the first 4 lines for a chorus? I’ll credit you in the description and leave a link to your channel.
Mistah J sweet! Thanks. Normally I ignore the comments with lyrics but yours were actually pretty good most the way through and it came from a place of pain and I felt that.
Ik u prolly don't listen to rappers that self promote but can u fuck wit my song called "mine",it would prolly get u in your feelings trust me u won't regret it
Obito: Eu sofri tanto um tempo atrás, que abriu um buraco no meu peito e nem dói mais, mesmo que eu morra não vou me esquecer jamais, chorando sangue, Kakashi como cê foi capaz? Diz pra mim, como tudo acabou assim? Porque você matou a Rin? Eu via você como um irmão, mais não era meu amigo era uma ilusão, entendi porque o ódio é a minha maldição, por sua culpa eu não tenho mais coração, tentei usar os seus erros pra justificar os meus, mais foi em vão, e eu vivo a me perguntar, será que ninjas merecem perdão? Rin: Esses nossos laços, atados no passado, nos dizem que mesmo longe, nunca estaremos separados, são só meninos traumatizados, e na minha opinião, o passado fica no passado, ninjas merecem perdão Kakashi: Não diz isso pra mim, olha tudo que eu fiz, não importa o quanto eu lave minhas mãos, esse sangue não saí, derramei sangue demais, tão novo já perdi meu pai, todas as pessoas que eu já amei, morreram a tempos atrás, aprendi do jeito menos fácil, que não dá pra fugir da dor, me tornei um homem solitário, um ninja copiador, 1000 jutsus, uma questão, será que ninjas merecem perdão?
Dear best friend. 0:21 I know you're somewhere up there looking over me, just tryna fight my pain away, sometimes I can't sleep cause I miss you, tears in my eyes can't say I'm solid without you, see it's a thin line between pain n anger hurt cause you did it but mad cause u took the easy way You told me to stay strong but what's the point if your gone, I visit your grave daily talking to a headstone hoping I'll hear your voice again, is it crazy I still call your phone to hear your voice? Or is it crazy I still read letters that I've kept when we wasn't aloud to talk in class? You know what's even more crazier? 1:04 Junior now can't figure out what's worse my grades or the fact that I can't get over you still, Everytime I cry I feel the temperature falling I just wanna bitch you out for killin yourself.. I know they say "it's a angel wanting to go home early" but why God so selfish n took her away from me? We was so close, I don't think I can get close to anyone again. I'm sorry if I push you away my heart telling me "No dumbass it's too late"
Emily Steele wow, bro that’s sad man, I feel u bro, just keep the gr8 work up and keep doing ur thing, ik it’s hard, I had the same things with my gf, I fucking miss her, but I can’t just start lying back in my chair and do nothing, stay strong 💪💔
I go outside, to school, everyday, thinking to my self, what is life without real friends, loved ones. Angels fighting my demons. Lately, reality, everything have felt like a living dream, like im kept in a hibernation, spirits full off broken hearts, like a broken glass smashed in a million pieces. The nation is facin’ so much bad, like mass depression, Word to my dad, rest in peace up in heaven. The unniverse work in mysterious ways, you never know if its a curse or if its a blessing, first could end up second, it could be worse, it could be better. But i pray that the storm will calm in this cold winter weather. Waiting in patience for the warm to take over in the summer, i miss you. But for now you are only alive in my mind in my memories of when we were together. They tell me to move on, they say it is light in the end of the tunnel, but the road keeps getting darker, and the tunnel just goes on, no light in the end, i am losing all hope, i am losing controll of my toughts, i dont know where to go, i dont know anymore, its hurting my soul, haunting me oh, Haunting my toughts, should i just jump, should i just jump.
Sat on my bed, I wanna cry myself to sleep but I can't get any rest I'm wanting to change so I'm banging my head, black out, wake up, Nothing, I'm still depressed Everynight it's the same, please give me another chance if this life is a game I've had enough of this I wanna maim my wrist maybe carve out my name But that's selfish after all I'm just spreading the blame All I can say is I feel lost, Promise I'm okay but my fingers were crossed, I don't want to live! you're corroborative say stay for me but I've got nothing more to give So please throw me to the darkness There I am again hiding pushed everyone away now i'm sat in silence I miss him so much that I start crying, didn't mean to fall in love now I got a reliance But I know it's not fair, the pain is mine not mine to share I’m beating myself up it's clear all the signs are there I'm so lost I don't know where I am, the dark consumed me damn I'm fucking scared and alone, reach out my hand and I grab my phone music helps me ecape the reality zone, now I'm sat but I'm not on my own I'm with the thoughts in my head, the one place I don't wanna be dead away from the darkness i'm led, think clearly again from A to Z I'm lost It all starts with one thought, brings you to tears that one milisecond will affect you for years tryna run form the voices but it's rinign in my ears Telling me to end it all, end all of the fears and I Start to wonder why the fuck I exist Before I know it got the razor to my wrist The voices they won't stop they continue to persist Got guilt flowing in, so i try kmy best to resist the urge to pierce the metal into my skin and my head begging me to please to let it in But the same thing wandering what the fuck is happenin Next thing I know there's blood gushing from my arm I am 3 cuts in to what they call self harm something bout the flow of red that's making me calm spilling on the floor the puddles starting to swarm Over the voices that were there there's a pain in my wrist but I'm no longer scared I take deep breath from the air try to listen again but no voices to hear anymore so it's over I think but reality hits I notice the blood spilling from the girl that sits down in her room pick up the razors quick No one can know that she decided to quit. I'm lost you've been feeling down for weeks so you decide that it's time Had enough of overthinking, clinging onto every rythme Snuck in the rope the timing is prime Writing all the letters you're like I'm Sorry but I need to move on Had enough of this life I'm done I promise I tried to be what you wan tryna come up with a million reasons but there's none Left to save me from this feeling Salvage up some happiness as I'm staring at my cieling But I can't so finish the note Just wanna feel the fresh feel of rope at my throat don't wanna make this harder so I pull on my coat And run out to the woods where no one will know
Take my advice And i swear u gone be alright if u take my advive Listen to quran before u gone to bed Listen to Quran : al baqarah 40 days Then till me
im suffocating, im burried alive. trapped by the anxiety i keep burried inside my anxiety's a monster yeah its eatin me alive sometimes it feels like i wont survive waking in the morning, cant get out of bed hard to get up when im trapped in my head. keep telling myself everythings ok. just get up, itll be a good day once i get out of bed i put on my mask faking a smile i hope no one can see past telling people im ok whenever they ask but im breaking inside, my heart is made of glass wearing this mask is starin to get tiring trying to look happy when i feel like crying maybe i should take off my mask and share what im feeling but will people accept who i am? will they accept the real me? will they tell me toughen up? tell me to be a man? or will they try to help me by lending me a hand? will they pull my out of the water and put me back on land? i dont know, and i dont care. i just want help, yeah i need a breath of air
PdawgUltimate ~ I created a melody for this and it sounds absolutely amazing and brought me to tears because I can relate. Wishing you love and healing.
The people in these comments are more than amazing like wow .. if social media and all the other platforms could be like this . Everyone here is so nice and understanding, we all don’t know each other but the music is connecting us so we feel free to be ourselfs without getting judged . I rather hang out here in these comments with these breathtaking beats than anything or anywhere else . And please people we all will get trough it even tho I go trough a more than tough time and want it to end so often I don’t lose my hope and faith in life .. we all have to and there will be a Time that is sunny and happy again , I don’t even believe that shit what I’m saying but I try to ..I feel so fcking lonely bro but I know when I’m here I’m not , we all have our own stories , and everyone is different but still we are all human beings and one day we all will die .. thank you to the people here . Im from Germany by the way so sorry for my grammar mistakes and stuff .. currently 21:24 pm , it’s cold af here -2 degrees and snow rain kinda mixture ..
Ik u prolly don't listen to rappers that self promote but can u fuck wit my song called "mine",it would prolly get u in your feelings trust me u won't regret it
Jeffy AAA honestly I feel the same way to a person that doesn’t know me because I hide myself from the world knowing that I’m the mistake that should leave
would you help me up, when i've fallen down, issa a long, long... longgg.. drop, falling from the top baby you up there, you done made me drop while you chillin up there so i said fuck it yo i don't care but should i care? (whisper)
I remember about a few months ago I would always listen to this and freestyle to this. It was a pretty sad time but now I am out of the phase and I am ready to make music again! Remember everyone you ARE NOT alone! Keep on going even if your path is tough! Much love ❤️
Thanks but... I'm slowly giving up! Every day i try to hide my depression, but it just seems to be getting worse! I don't know what else to do... I'm so scared i don't wanna die alone! 🖤
This one is something special. When you just sit there and listen to this beautiful masterpiece and all worries disappear for a short period of time. Thank you.
It‘s Amazing how just 1 Instrumental Beat can make you think about so many things in live and give you chills.. then this Video/Gif or whatever this is.. just great 👌🏼
Hey everyone in the comments I know I’m a little late but I never really listened to this kinda of stuff when I’m sad before... but today stuff kinda hit different and I can’t take it I’m dying in bed and just want to say if you’re reading this and are sad or depressed just know I love you even tho I don’t know you 💞
@@peg8130 its ok that just made me think of how little effort I put into trying to see my best friends. we just reunited with eachother after a year😭✊🏽💘
Take a moment, And think of who we used to be Cuz nowadays I’ve forgotten who we were I don’t where I’m going going...... Anymore I feel trapped in my mind No where to run to and no one to speak to No window to look through Just empty walls of my mind Siting in my pain to pass the time
"No Hatred" [Chorus] Remember the times that we banged outside strapped up with poles, we shoots opps in sight never thought i would lose more things in life i followed my wrongs but you showed me my rights i always think of you when i see a light always forget you when i smoke on a pipe running from hell, i dont live alright you made shit better when you was alive [Verse 1] Lost too many brothers, need to change my life seen too many niggas die in a night 3 homicides, stuck in my mind Yung Boo, Lil Trey and also Jay Knight BuBu you meant everything to me you told me you love me, shit it aint what it seem you listened to your friends, i should of listened to my team cause all of yo lies got me sipping on lean no, there aint no hatred in my heart believing yo love is true got me scarred said you wont stop loving me, that no you not dumb face all my problems cause no, i wont run everytime i wake up i think of red rum im posted with a draco and it came with a drum im taking some Xannys and its hurting my tum i do this for pops, my sister and my mom i already know it, im going insane i spent 2 whole months, inside of a cage for shit i aint do, i aint even get re-paid now im stuck to the mud while im walking thru rain i already know it, im going insane i spent 2 whole months, inside of a cage for shit i aint do, i aint even get re-paid now im stuck to the mud while im walking thru rain [Chorus] Remember the times that we banged outside strapped up with poles, we shoots opps in sight never thought i would lose more things in life i followed my wrongs but you showed me my rights i always think of you when i see a light always forget you when i smoke on a pipe running from hell, i dont live alright you made shit better when you was alive G.I.P BuBu
am I fucked up mentally? who knows but all I kno is I gotta keep my head up. She cheated but I found someone better, thank you for all the good times tho i guess. But who ever is reading this, keep yo head up I love you. Text me if you need anyone to talk to 252-452-3891
Well here are some lyrics I came up with: Chorus: They ask me how I’m feeling I’m clearly not okay You left me with misery, Damn I hate this pain Cry in the night like you stabbed me in the neck Because of you I can’t even sleep well Verse: Tell me all you did was a lie I suffer everyday I’m not going to lie I hate when I have to see you cry But it’s alright Cause I’ve known you’ve been faking Hate that you know I’m not playing But I know what you’ve been saying Every word you say behind my back It hurts me like a stab What did I do to you? You only made me cry Every time I wanna talk to you, you hit me with a lie Ima overdose don’t expect I’ll be alright
I don’t know why these videos are so beautiful. I believe they capture our inner selfs, they allow us to realize that life itself is pointless. But in that lesson there is beauty, wandering along in the universe of billions of galaxies of the unknown is scary and beautiful at the same time. These videos help me to find my real self.
Matic Productions you wish, an insult to poetry, because poetry actually holds meaning, and it’s not done just for the sake of sounding nice and having an edgy aesthetic to it. Oh, and also, no need to try being friendly to look like you have the moral high ground... have a nice day my friend.
Yeah, I pretend to be good but in reality I'm low, I got no one to love and no one to show the emotions I keep them buried inside, I would rather give up instead of losing the fight, yeah wich makes no sense I know I just wanna hide in the castle I built don't let anyone inside anxiety and depression are the only things on my mind they keep blocking me so that happiness is never in sight where it all began ,when I began to choke I can't remember cuz the memories Yeah they're broke all I know is that I just don't wanna be alive I never got anything for that I strive They told me I'm a failure and too much to handle it's getting dark somebody pls light up a candle but who could do it I'm the only one inside of this mansion I'm getting nervous in this house full of tension, yeah Yeah, The pressure got me I feel like I'm about to drown I kinda feel like I should let it happen and back down but when I'm gone will they ever forget my sin my act was too hard it won't get out of my skin I'ts not something that will disappear with an simple excuse the people who had my back were just abused used by the one they once loved and trusted I am the one You heard right I'm so disgusted I look in the mirror and wanna kill the person that I see But when I was reaching for the knife the person could flee When I looked back into the mirror all I saw was a black adumbration I'm turning crazy I think I need a vacation From all of this stuff I'm just gonna end my life but even death doesn't want me on his side I'm gonna go now this is my Goodbye I'm gonna go now out of Your sight
ikr, Cortana doesn't treat me as well as Siri does though, and Cortana would just come over to my xbox when I never asked for her, she seems so arrogant, and I miss the days that me and siri would have, helping me figure out what 0 divided by 0 is, and we would go on road trips together, always giving me flawless directions. I miss siri, but she left me after I sold my last iphone :(
Another lonely day... in my lonely room... I can hear a boom... It... It's my heart... Just before I fall apart... Tears are blooming...unh ! But nobody coming... Aaah ! I hate that feeling... Ow ! This lonely time is endless... The death is my mistress... I got no bless... When she shows me her dress... I can heard a boom... It... It's my heart... Just before I fall apart... I might just let my self die... While i'm watching that sky... Yeah... until she pass by... Bad things are so long... And good things goes wrong... Death plays its endless song... Sorry if my english is not good, I just wanted to try somthing. Leave me in my delirium XD
I know you're not the same I know that life has changed I know you're opposite I know that plans have fazed I know you're not ok I know your life ain't great I know you're not your best I know you will regret ×2 I know you're not the same I know just what you mean Feeling down again So I've been sipping lean I know it's my mistake Caught just in the feels She broke my heart again I'm so used wasting all my bills On shit Shot in the heart, lost in the dark My mind is gone again I should've known to never get close, just stay alone instead No point in trying, left home and crying Sick to the bone, I'm dead Got all this money, brought me a rari, love ain't existent I know you're not the same I know that life has changed I know you're opposite I know that plans have fazed I know you're not ok I know your life ain't great I know you're not your best I know you will regret ×2 I know you're not the same ×2
“Ây It’s Den Vau One more time lon xon Dè deeeeee🤘🏿🤘🏿 Có người đến có người đi và có người ở lại Có lúc khôn và cũng có lần nhỏ dại Có lúc tủi, có lúc vinh và có lúc thăng hoa Có ngày cười, có ngày khóc, và có ngày hoan ca Đời cho ta quá nhiều thứ, ta chưa cho đời được nhiều Đến bây giờ vẫn chưa học được cách làm sao để lời được nhiều Mười năm như một bức hoạ, cũng may là trời đỡ xám hơn Thứ mà ta học được nhiều nhất , là cách xin lỗi và lời cảm ơn Mặt trời là cái bếp lớn, còn tia nắng là than hồng Mỗi ngày mà ta thức dậy, ta chỉ mong được an lòng Hoàng hôn là dải lụa, còn màn đêm là tấm chăn Mỗi đêm ta ngồi ta viết ta chỉ mong không bị cấm ngăn Nhởn nhơ trên con đường vắng, tự nhủ mình không cần tăng ga Lắng nghe cuộc đời như lá, lá rơi nghiêng như Trần Đăng Khoa Lời ca là chất kích thích, cho cuộc đời thêm phần thăng hoa Âm nhạc là cô gái đẹp, ta và nhạc bao lần trăng hoa Cuộc đời này có được mấy lần mười năm Sống làm sao khi khó, còn được có những người thăm Nhắm mắt và hồi tưởng, chẳng có đâu mà dài Giống như LK ta vẫn tự hỏi nhiều khi Đen Vâu là ai Chorus Có cánh hoa nào không tàn Có giấc mơ nào không tan Hát để tâm tư vén màn Thả mình xuôi với mây ngàn Lòng mình vẫn chưa ngăn nắp Nhìn lại buồn vui tháng năm Một đời này ta sẽ có mấy lần mười năm Tâm hồn của anh, anh không chắc nó hợp thời đại Anh níu những cành cây khô và mong ngày sau lá rợp trở lại Mọi thứ ngày càng phát triển, sao chúng ta càng bị bất an Anh sống giữa lòng thành phố, nhưng lại mơ về thị trấn hoang Hoài niệm là thứ đồ chơi ta càng lớn lại càng không chán Gom từng chút từng chút từng chút như con dã tràng khồng công cáng Nó là thứ tài sản vô giá, không ai mua và cũng không bán Thấy lẻ loi như con chuồn chuồn , bay chơ vơ trên mặt sông thoáng Con người cũng như con chim sáng kiếm ăn chiều bay về tổ Con nào cũng như con nào, chẳng con sướng chẳng con nào khổ Con người cũng như con chim chiều về tổ sáng thì kiếm ăn Ngày mải mê đi tìm cơm gạo, đêm co mình dưới một miếng trăng Cuộc đời là nồi cá kho muốn nó ngon phải kho nhiều lửa Có quá nhiều thứ mưu cầu , ta chỉ cần được no nhiều bữa Ta nhận của đời quá nhiều, và ta cần phải cho nhiều nữa Và chỉ mong trong những đêm đông mẹ không còn phải ho nhiều nữa Chorus Tao đã từng đứng dưới cùng và đã từng việt vị Tao đã nhận những lời khen và cả lời miệt thị Và tao tin nó vẫn còn đó vẫn chưa hề triệt tiêu 10 năm qua tao vẫn cố gắng làm cho người Việt chill Mấy thằng ghét tao, tụi nó cũng đã bỏ cuộc Tao vẫn là con đom đóm, tụi nó cháy như bó đuốc Tao lập loè cả cuộc đời, tụi nó đã tắt từ lâu Thời gian là thứ diệt cỏ ghê hơn cả thuốc trừ sâu Mười năm tao vẫn là tao vẫn không khác mấy Từ nhạc ra ngoài đời thường vẫn thân xác ấy Có người nói tao thay đổi. Không! Là tao thích nghi Bật cười trước những phán xét , người đời thích nghi Tao sẽ vẫn rap tiếp cho bản thân tao trước Khi mà tao còn thở khi mà chân tao bước Khi tao còn lo lắng cho những người ghét tao Dõi theo thằng không bỏ cuộc, mệt mỏi biết bao Bước vào cuộc chơi tao không có gì để mà mất cả Cách mà tao kiếm tiền: là niềm vui vượt lên trên tất cả Con đường do tao chọn và tao cam tâm bước Tao thà chìm dưới đại dương còn hơn là tan trong nước Đêm nay tao thức trắng nhìn bầu trời sao Muốn được cười muốn được khóc như ngày đầu đời tao
Amazing sounds, so simple but such a deep melody, always come back to re-listen, this is more than a piece of music it’s a state of mind. Thank you misery, for sharing you work!
Music didn't give me depression broken hearts never gave me depression it's regret,being worthless, trauma that gave me depression. I wish my only problems in life was a broken heart
0:20: No sé cómo decirte que te extraño No sé cómo decirte que te pienso No sé cómo decirte que te quiero Dime qué lo nuestro no fue en vano (x2) No sé cómo besar tus labios No sé cómo tocar tus manos No sé cómo decirte que te amo Quisiera volver al pasado Sin fé a quién le voy a estar rezando Sin motivos para que seguir luchando Sin ti cómo yo me levanto No sé cómo decirte que te extraño Esta droga no me sirve pa olvidar Solo me está sirviendo para recordar Esos momentos en qué te jure lealtad Pero de que sirvió si mírame como me va En un nuevo mundo yo te voy a buscar A la antigua tú juro que voy a encontrar En un mar de mentiras tú eres mi verdad Solo por ti quiero confiar en la eternidad No sé cómo decirte que te extraño No sé cómo decirte que te pienso No sé cómo decirte que te quiero Dime qué lo nuestro no fue en vano (x2) No sé cómo besar tus labios No sé cómo tocar tus manos No sé cómo decirte que te amo Quisiera volver al pasado Sin fé a quién le voy a estar rezando Sin motivos para que seguir luchando Sin ti cómo yo me levanto No sé cómo decirte que te extraño
I cry myself to sleep every night lying in bed. sad, lonely and depressed things going on in my head like someone help plz give me some meds cause if im honest I wish I was dead it all started when I was eleven kids bullying like thy seven like grow up this ain’t no joke my heart was broke I’m still dealing with the insecurities thy give me but now I’m raising up becoming the king now I’m thirteen and finally getting over the things thy said to me I’m so young and my life is just at the beginning so why focus on little insecure teens when I can focus on building up a better me. EDIT: just to tell you guys I’m doing better now I moved away from my old school and bully’s and my life is so much better. If your going throw a tough time your not alone and it will get better what I would do is talk to someone who’s going throw the same shit. Thanks for all the likes and comment thy really helped me
Endless nights to this day I'm still trying to fight every day I've been put down but got right back up it's endless what I'm trying to say don't give up I know it's tuff just hang in there one day there will be an end to the suffer
I remember listening to this when I was at my lowest, there’s something about this type of music that just makes me feel some type of way. I’m so relaxed and my body just takes in the sound of the music. I’ll never forget what I went through when I listened to this channels music
Minha existência é insignificante!!! Preciso descansa-me, meus olhos insiste por descanso, minha alma implora... já não sinto meu coração, a real é que nem sei se existe um coração dentro do meu peito. Sou visivelmente insignificante. Juro que estou temtando ser forte mas... Tudo que é ruim sempre volta!
No matter what life throws at you... stay strong you'll get through it Not everyday is going to be perfect its up to you to set the mood of the day dont let others set it for you 🙏 💪🏻 💯
Tonight.. I feel alone... idk if you'll understand my english because I'm from France but depressed people just need someone to talk to, is it difficult? Yes I have some friends but they will probably not understand me and it's hurt. I just need someone who listening me, every night I'm crying. A lot of people don't know how I feel because I'm always smiling but NOBODY can see my fake smile. Depression is a really bad thing guys, even if I'm bad I just want to tell you : we're together I love you, keep smiling because you're beautiful when you're smiling
Honey! You're not alone.. Please fight because much better things are coming, believe me! I was struggling with depression for years but then i made a decision to fight instead of giving in. You're worth it, even if you don't believe me right now. And honestly, you're such a beautiful person for giving strenght & love to other people even in this situation. Also, I love your profile pic! Keep it up girl, never stop trying! I know talking about it in person with somebody is the a really painful thing, but try to find a very trustworthy person, and just tell them! Maybe they'll be able to help. Yes, they might not understand it because they never had to deal with feelings like that, but if they're good friends, they'll want to know! Remember, you're not annoying, clingy or anything; you deserve to be listened to! I was always afraid that nobody cared and that I was being too much, but in reality, everybody around me was furious because they didn't know what was up with me. So, from now on, I challenge you start trusting yourself, go to a therapist, talk to somebody. Try looking for new hobbies, surround yourself with loving people; also declutter your social media, maybe even delete the apps for a while. I believe in you, I know how lonely you must feel rn.... But as I said, better things are coming!! I wish I knew this when I was going through my worst years.. Love you girl! I hope you see this & it helps a little.
Having both Anxiety & Depression @ the same time is the most miserable thing ever. Music always helps me, & this tune is doing just that. I hope everyone will be @ peace in their own mind soon. Take care everyone. Much love too you all. Peace.✌❤
I pretend to be good but in reality I’m low I got no one to love and no one to show The emotions I keep buried below I keep up this fight but I’d rather die I just want to live in this castle in my mind I call it con solitary confinement because nobody’s allowed inside Depression and anxiety cover up my eyes So happiness is never let inside I just want to die, I just want to die I’m living in a house hold full of lies My mum ask me what’s on my mind I untruthly reply my mental health is solid I’m fine Then I go off and cry because I want to die 💔💔💔💔
ANGEL ACEVEDO_III yeah true, but it’s just bad when u think about those gr8 times u had with each other, btw, just think about it, you’re prob late at night talking to someone u love or just sum friends, and prob said *“Hey it’s kinda late in the night at me, I’m going to sleep, cya”* but just never knew it was the last message to that person...
Sad beats are in my mind I feel dead inside Depression always in my brain Wanna die Wanna cry And later just stay Like I’m fine But i lie Every time I think But depression ruin my life line And now say My heart was from the start in pain Hope y’all like it 👍
0 subscribers with no videos challenge maybe you liked this I just wrote I don’t fuck with bitches I just fuck with you Now tell me truth Do you love me too Cause I don’t know what to do Don’t know what to do Should I say with you Or love someone new Try to sing it sounds better like that 👍
I get alone in my zone, with my only luminescence from the glow of a phone Sitting in the dark charting ryhmes in multiple charts, using multiple parts, train my mind inside the cage of a functional art, I like to hurl words in any given order, throw em in a pile past the left side red line border, with a pen on the side cattle ranching the herd, while I medicate the mind with a bowl full of herb, I aint a martian but I never felt apart of this world, never stuck to a friend, or ever glued to a girl, It seems I'm always in my room tryna get in the zone, pretending I dont need a soul when im really alone, you see tomorrow in your eyes will be better than most, you'll tell your friends we said goodbye in the prescence of hope, but in reality you said that all your feelings went cold, and when I asked if we could try again you said I don't know, so I don't know if ill continue in your world anymore, sitting by on the side, while I burn at the core, Cracking up inside, like an inside joke Fall in love with the pain, as my veins go cold
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@misery why did you stop making x's type beat😔
MISERY yo this is a nice beat and i made a rap about me and my ex broke up and this is a nice beat can i use this.
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We don't realize the power of music over our feelings. Gosh
Colette Andrieu
Check me out
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I feel high , i mean like wtf
@@isaiahwalking ok imma suicide 😔
Correct
It makes sad songs feel so good
Imagine watching your entire life as a movie and this music plays in the credits scene...
Bro 🥺🥺🥺
Wow
I-
I won’t watch it cuz it’s horrible
Wow that cut deep....
today’s the day i just needed to cry.
Same here. I am normally a happy person, but sometimes I just have to cry for hours at night
@@malin2501 me too dude, me too! 🖤
@@malin2501 same
@sam doesn't work for me, I always feel worse after I cry that makes me want to cry more but I'm glad it works for you
Proximity same😭😭😭
Music like this makes me think of all the unsuccessful years I've wasted tryna be something I'm not..
I get that that's why Im always sad
Damn... me too man! I always wanted to "swing dance" but then later on realizing that I'm not fit for that, i do share this pain with you! 🖤
@@isaiahwalking what?😂
@@bradenroark9083
It's a type of dancing from the early 1900s I assume.
Life its pain but from pain you learn
It breaks my Heart that so many People are depressed...💔
someone you dont know some people fake it. but out here the real people wit depression have a smile in the outside. I know when people fake it.
someone you dont know I’m sad my eyes are bad and my Herat and my head is saying to kill my self
someone you dont know I love depression 💖
@@shutupandeatacinnamonroll5220 yeah eat a cinnamon roll....
SIKEGUSTAVOBOI Garcia don’t follow ur head follow what’s in front of you sir.
how to kill someone:
1. fill them with love
2. leave
The Uke Twins what my gf did to me 😔
The Uke Twins 3. Fill them with trust
4. Break it
Damn...
North Clan das why u shouldn’t trust anyone
Kill me?
Ninjas merecem perdão....
._?
KAKAKAKAKA NEM FODENDO
Estão cortando cebolas?
Os americano tudo falando de suicídio nos comentários, aí vem o 7 minutos:
kkkkkkkkkkk eu captei a referência
Obito: Ninjas merecem perdão, mas o Kakashi não.
Rin: Ninjas merecem perdão.
Kakashi: Não.
Wake up
Go to school
Don't talk to anyone
Go home
Enter the room
Lock the doors
Lay on bed
Puts on headphone
Start listening to Lo-Fi music
Question life about Being single for a decade
D E P R E S S E D I thought you were spitting bars for second 😂
The first four questions are examples of me... but the rest aren't, i just get straight on COD zombies and wait for time to pass!
Thanks man
Damn😔
Dont worry, I feel the same, you can get through it, we can. Atleast have hope, I'm trying, so you try too.
If it matters, I love you. No homo.
Suffer:
Time may not stop, but it's not moving on for me..
I'm stuck inside this loop of emptiness and suffering...
Try to break the cycle and I fall off; hit the pavement..
So glad you're not suffering but I'm exactly where your pain went...
No way for me to describe it; these words don't do it justice..
I can't adjust to this without taking in a substance...
I wish I could put these memories inside of a safer storage
Cuz most of our best moments are hardly recorded...
Peace is hardly here.. even when I sleep...
Every waking moment I start to find myself near the deep
End, so I pretend to be better, but my cheek's wet,
Knees bent.. mentally not ready for this weekend...
We shared so many moments but never prepared for this torture..
So glad you can't feel the suffering of a mourner...
I'm mad you can't feel anything but that's selfish of me to think..
The weight is too big; maybe I need to see a shrink...
Scenario after scenarios keep playing in my head..
But the thought of your burial? Block it out; I'd rather be dead...
No, it's not the answer; I'm not stupid, just depressed..
So get off of my back and feel what's inside my chest...
I have so much regret; so many things left unsaid..
How I only saw you once in that hospital bed...
What else could I have done? If there was anything, tell me now!
If God didn't do this, why the fuck did he allow it?!
Distractions barely work; still have the scars inside and out..
My life is going in circles and I feel myself spiraling out...
Never dreamed I would write about how you..... and now,
My soul got siphoned out.. tank is empty; I'm shutting down...
I might as well bleed out because it's torture when I write..
Feeling better feels wrong but absolutely nothing feels right...
Who wants to be alive feeling all of these emotions?
I say I'm dead inside, but in reality I'm broken...
Really want to explode but it feels like more of an implosion..
A part of my heart is gone.. why were you the one chosen?
Do I really wanna know this or am I wandering lost and hopless?
I don't want it to be real so I don't want to send condolences!
I've never felt colder and the weather ain't to blame..
It's not only literally when I say I'm in the rain...
I want this all to end because a future I can't see..
My fam and friends believe, but to me it's just a fantasy...
This is my definition, my best description of "suffer";
I lost my girl, my best friend, my soul mate, my lover..
I don't feel tougher and life, for sure, feels rougher..
I know I'm not the only one.. starting with your mother,
Your sweet baby sister and your own 3 brothers...
I pray they keep their faith like you did no matter what, girl..
Love me or hate me, I won't let this damage get collateral..
I'm lost in these woods but everything is unnatural...
R.I.P Baby Girl...
Mistah J normally I’d use my own lyrics but do you mind if I use the first 4 lines for a chorus?
I’ll credit you in the description and leave a link to your channel.
Mistah J sweet! Thanks.
Normally I ignore the comments with lyrics but yours were actually pretty good most the way through and it came from a place of pain and I felt that.
Mistah J I lost a girl before too.
Suicide.
About 3 years ago.
Ripped my heart right out of my chest.
I feel your pain.
Maybe not your exact pain, but pretty damn close.
Holy fuck
Y'all ever feel like ur drowning and no one can save you
I wan't to swim and act like i can swim, when i jump in, i find myself drowning, and got saved by a girl my age. at that point i would rather drown.
More like you've drowned and now you have the decision of staying or leaving but you know that decision won't matter cause you're gone already
No
Yes all the time
bitch shut yo fake depressed ass up
the comments are really depressing
@KrustyMini lyrics?
@@orbitalweekends5845 XD yeah
yeh it is ;c
i mean its a depressing lo-fi beat what did you expect lol
Ik u prolly don't listen to rappers that self promote but can u fuck wit my song called "mine",it would prolly get u in your feelings trust me u won't regret it
Obito: Eu sofri tanto um tempo atrás, que abriu um buraco no meu peito e nem dói mais, mesmo que eu morra não vou me esquecer jamais, chorando sangue, Kakashi como cê foi capaz? Diz pra mim, como tudo acabou assim? Porque você matou a Rin? Eu via você como um irmão, mais não era meu amigo era uma ilusão, entendi porque o ódio é a minha maldição, por sua culpa eu não tenho mais coração, tentei usar os seus erros pra justificar os meus, mais foi em vão, e eu vivo a me perguntar, será que ninjas merecem perdão?
Rin: Esses nossos laços, atados no passado, nos dizem que mesmo longe, nunca estaremos separados, são só meninos traumatizados, e na minha opinião, o passado fica no passado, ninjas merecem perdão
Kakashi: Não diz isso pra mim, olha tudo que eu fiz, não importa o quanto eu lave minhas mãos, esse sangue não saí, derramei sangue demais, tão novo já perdi meu pai, todas as pessoas que eu já amei, morreram a tempos atrás, aprendi do jeito menos fácil, que não dá pra fugir da dor, me tornei um homem solitário, um ninja copiador, 1000 jutsus, uma questão, será que ninjas merecem perdão?
mds cara q perfeição!! foi vc q fez?? c sim parabéns belo talento 😳🤝❤️
@@Cheshire2006 essa música é do 7mz, do rap do kakashi,obito e rin
@@PixelBlock aah só ksksksks
cringe
Kskskskskss assim q começou eu tbm lembrei ksksks
Nice. Real nice. Depressingly nice. Absolutely heart breakingly nice.
Enjoy the time with ur best friends fellas it can be over so soon trust me
When u don't have does friends cause is a bunch of ass holes what you do
Oh what, are you gonna eat them or something??
too late...
Ted Bundy tOO lAtE. 💔👎🏽
luna & dreamy same
Sorry to disturb your scroll, we don't know each other but i wish you all the best in life and may all things work out in your favor❤️
Hey you, random person scrolling through the comments,
Stay safe ok?
What is safe anymore?
@Pineda Playz you to
Bitch
ill try
@@katrina.y5689 what is wrong with people like you
Dear best friend.
0:21
I know you're somewhere up there looking over me, just tryna fight my pain away, sometimes I can't sleep cause I miss you, tears in my eyes can't say I'm solid without you, see it's a thin line between pain n anger hurt cause you did it but mad cause u took the easy way
You told me to stay strong but what's the point if your gone, I visit your grave daily talking to a headstone hoping I'll hear your voice again, is it crazy I still call your phone to hear your voice? Or is it crazy I still read letters that I've kept when we wasn't aloud to talk in class? You know what's even more crazier?
1:04
Junior now can't figure out what's worse my grades or the fact that I can't get over you still, Everytime I cry I feel the temperature falling I just wanna bitch you out for killin yourself.. I know they say "it's a angel wanting to go home early" but why God so selfish n took her away from me? We was so close, I don't think I can get close to anyone again. I'm sorry if I push you away my heart telling me "No dumbass it's too late"
This made me tear up. Im sorry you lost your best friend I can't imagine your pain.
I’m sorry for your loss. I started crying at this, my best friend died last month
I'm so sorry for your lost. Hope you get better
Emily Steele wow, bro that’s sad man, I feel u bro, just keep the gr8 work up and keep doing ur thing, ik it’s hard, I had the same things with my gf, I fucking miss her, but I can’t just start lying back in my chair and do nothing, stay strong 💪💔
I go outside, to school, everyday, thinking to my self, what is life without real friends, loved ones. Angels fighting my demons.
Lately, reality, everything have felt like a living dream, like im kept in a hibernation, spirits full off broken hearts, like a broken glass smashed in a million pieces. The nation is facin’ so much bad, like mass depression, Word to my dad, rest in peace up in heaven. The unniverse work in mysterious ways, you never know if its a curse or if its a blessing, first could end up second, it could be worse, it could be better. But i pray that the storm will calm in this cold winter weather. Waiting in patience for the warm to take over in the summer, i miss you. But for now you are only alive in my mind in my memories of when we were together. They tell me to move on, they say it is light in the end of the tunnel, but the road keeps getting darker, and the tunnel just goes on, no light in the end, i am losing all hope, i am losing controll of my toughts, i dont know where to go, i dont know anymore, its hurting my soul, haunting me oh, Haunting my toughts, should i just jump, should i just jump.
"life is too short to live the same day twice, make it worth your while."
Insane bro! I really love your work Maybe you have a moment to check it out my music ? 🎵🔥👌
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Whoever sees this!
I love you 3000 🥰
But not 3mill :,)
❤️
Luv you too😊
thanks soooooo much...i love you tooo:)))) 3000000000000
Thats Endgame
i come here everyday just to clear my soul 💜
Sat on my bed, I wanna cry myself to sleep but I can't get any rest
I'm wanting to change so I'm banging my head, black out, wake up, Nothing, I'm still depressed
Everynight it's the same, please give me another chance if this life is a game
I've had enough of this I wanna maim my wrist maybe carve out my name
But that's selfish after all I'm just spreading the blame
All I can say is I feel lost, Promise I'm okay but my fingers were crossed, I don't want to live!
you're corroborative say stay for me but I've got nothing more to give
So please throw me to the darkness
There I am again hiding pushed everyone away now i'm sat in silence
I miss him so much that I start crying, didn't mean to fall in love now I got a reliance
But I know it's not fair, the pain is mine not mine to share
I’m beating myself up it's clear all the signs are there
I'm so lost I don't know where I am, the dark consumed me damn
I'm fucking scared and alone, reach out my hand and I grab my phone
music helps me ecape the reality zone, now I'm sat but I'm not on my own
I'm with the thoughts in my head, the one place I don't wanna be dead
away from the darkness i'm led, think clearly again from A to Z
I'm lost
It all starts with one thought, brings you to tears
that one milisecond will affect you for years
tryna run form the voices but it's rinign in my ears
Telling me to end it all, end all of the fears and I
Start to wonder why the fuck I exist
Before I know it got the razor to my wrist
The voices they won't stop they continue to persist
Got guilt flowing in, so i try kmy best to resist
the urge to pierce the metal into my skin
and my head begging me to please to let it in
But the same thing wandering what the fuck is happenin
Next thing I know there's blood gushing from my arm
I am 3 cuts in to what they call self harm
something bout the flow of red that's making me calm
spilling on the floor the puddles starting to swarm
Over the voices that were there
there's a pain in my wrist but I'm no longer scared
I take deep breath from the air
try to listen again but no voices to hear
anymore so it's over I think but reality hits
I notice the blood spilling from the girl that sits
down in her room pick up the razors quick
No one can know that she decided to quit.
I'm lost
you've been feeling down for weeks so you decide that it's time
Had enough of overthinking, clinging onto every rythme
Snuck in the rope the timing is prime
Writing all the letters you're like I'm
Sorry but I need to move on
Had enough of this life I'm done
I promise I tried to be what you wan
tryna come up with a million reasons but there's none
Left to save me from this feeling
Salvage up some happiness as I'm staring at my cieling
But I can't so finish the note
Just wanna feel the fresh feel of rope at my throat
don't wanna make this harder so I pull on my coat
And run out to the woods where no one will know
Thanks man I wrote it about someone I care about
Followed you anyway IG is siilentxsoul
Take my advice
And i swear u gone be alright if u take my advive
Listen to quran before u gone to bed
Listen to
Quran : al baqarah
40 days
Then till me
Why is this not a song? It's so good
@@86santero Thanks so much dude Maybe it will be one day
im suffocating, im burried alive.
trapped by the anxiety i keep burried inside
my anxiety's a monster yeah its eatin me alive
sometimes it feels like i wont survive
waking in the morning, cant get out of bed
hard to get up when im trapped in my head.
keep telling myself everythings ok.
just get up, itll be a good day
once i get out of bed i put on my mask
faking a smile i hope no one can see past
telling people im ok whenever they ask
but im breaking inside, my heart is made of glass
wearing this mask is starin to get tiring
trying to look happy when i feel like crying
maybe i should take off my mask and share what im feeling
but will people accept who i am? will they accept the real me?
will they tell me toughen up? tell me to be a man?
or will they try to help me by lending me a hand?
will they pull my out of the water and put me back on land?
i dont know, and i dont care. i just want help, yeah i need a breath of air
you talented
Damn
U talented
Can I use this??
PdawgUltimate ~ I created a melody for this and it sounds absolutely amazing and brought me to tears because I can relate. Wishing you love and healing.
SERÁ QUE NINJAS MERECEM PERDAO? QUEM VEIO PELO 7 TMJJJ
Daleeee kkkkkk
1000 JUTSUS 1 QUESTÃO SERA QUE NINJAS MERECEM PERDÃO?
@@raphalost3907 nesse caso não oskdkdkdkks
Daleee kkkkk
É noix
The people in these comments are more than amazing like wow .. if social media and all the other platforms could be like this . Everyone here is so nice and understanding, we all don’t know each other but the music is connecting us so we feel free to be ourselfs without getting judged . I rather hang out here in these comments with these breathtaking beats than anything or anywhere else . And please people we all will get trough it even tho I go trough a more than tough time and want it to end so often I don’t lose my hope and faith in life .. we all have to and there will be a Time that is sunny and happy again , I don’t even believe that shit what I’m saying but I try to ..I feel so fcking lonely bro but I know when I’m here I’m not , we all have our own stories , and everyone is different but still we are all human beings and one day we all will die .. thank you to the people here .
Im from Germany by the way so sorry for my grammar mistakes and stuff .. currently 21:24 pm , it’s cold af here -2 degrees and snow rain kinda mixture ..
Alisha Sirin i hope so
I agree with you
When I read your grammar, I also appreciate it, now I found myself in the darkness, getting ready in any challenges in life. :')
Did you ever know?
Did you ever know?
That I loved you so,
Would you even care?
Would you even care
I love you so.. much
Ik u prolly don't listen to rappers that self promote but can u fuck wit my song called "mine",it would prolly get u in your feelings trust me u won't regret it
Jeffy AAA honestly I feel the same way to a person that doesn’t know me because I hide myself from the world knowing that I’m the mistake that should leave
@@j-swae you spell poorly wrong sorry have a good day or nite but I do hate irony
@@crazham8332 I spell the way I spell like as if I'm texting a friend but ik how to spell bro
would you help me up,
when i've fallen down,
issa a long, long... longgg.. drop, falling from the top
baby you up there, you done made me drop
while you chillin up there
so i said fuck it yo i don't care
but should i care? (whisper)
I will never find the real love now i lost all i had and now i m here :(
infinity f28jr it’s because you have a fortnite profile picture
@@hithere1323 xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
Love is an illusion. Wake up and smell the ashes, because your life is burning up all around you. Do something about it.
Zeta Centauri wow, look at you poetic edge lord
@@weirdguy4948 but its true loads are going around in the world. We dont know tho
I remember about a few months ago I would always listen to this and freestyle to this. It was a pretty sad time but now I am out of the phase and I am ready to make music again! Remember everyone you ARE NOT alone! Keep on going even if your path is tough! Much love ❤️
Do you produce? If so I’ll put vocals over this, you mix it, and we send it to Mysery for their validation to post it
Y’all keep saying some random depressing shit so here it goes
I lied when I said I knew I was worth something.
Twin Life damn
You lied to us by saying that, you're worth so much more than you might think.
That hit me wtf
You’re worth a lot
Wow, you an edge lord
listened that for 4 hours in loop, so intense and melancholic ^^
You're right
I listen to type of stuff when I'm sad like now😩😭💔......
Me too! I'm the same... 💔💔💔
Same...
Me 2 😩
hey.
you matter.
Thanks but... I'm slowly giving up! Every day i try to hide my depression, but it just seems to be getting worse! I don't know what else to do... I'm so scared i don't wanna die alone! 🖤
if only this were true.
Isaiah Walking_yt we can talk about it if you want.
oh yeah yeah it is true.
No sorry.
This one is something special. When you just sit there and listen to this beautiful masterpiece and all worries disappear for a short period of time.
Thank you.
T-NOX Gaming Feel the same way 💯
It‘s Amazing how just 1 Instrumental Beat can make you think about so many things in live and give you chills.. then this Video/Gif or whatever this is.. just great 👌🏼
*i didn’t even know you and you staying alive gave me the strength to carry on...rest easy*
Hey everyone in the comments I know I’m a little late but I never really listened to this kinda of stuff when I’m sad before... but today stuff kinda hit different and I can’t take it I’m dying in bed and just want to say if you’re reading this and are sad or depressed just know I love you even tho I don’t know you 💞
Love ya to
💕💕💕💕
one day you and your friends went out to play for the last time, and none of you knew it😔
fuck dude that really hit
Mr. Breesy ッ damn buh
Damn that’s real,,.
I’m just a organism that’s still consuming but I’m broken we all our tbh just some more then others and all in different ways
😭💔oml
@@peg8130 its ok that just made me think of how little effort I put into trying to see my best friends. we just reunited with eachother after a year😭✊🏽💘
Take a moment,
And think of who we used to be
Cuz nowadays I’ve forgotten who we were
I don’t where I’m going going......
Anymore
I feel trapped in my mind
No where to run to and no one to speak to
No window to look through
Just empty walls of my mind
Siting in my pain to pass the time
this was fire bro not gonna lie
"No Hatred"
[Chorus]
Remember the times that we banged outside
strapped up with poles, we shoots opps in sight
never thought i would lose more things in life
i followed my wrongs but you showed me my rights
i always think of you when i see a light
always forget you when i smoke on a pipe
running from hell, i dont live alright
you made shit better when you was alive
[Verse 1]
Lost too many brothers, need to change my life
seen too many niggas die in a night
3 homicides, stuck in my mind
Yung Boo, Lil Trey and also Jay Knight
BuBu you meant everything to me
you told me you love me, shit it aint what it seem
you listened to your friends, i should of listened to my team
cause all of yo lies got me sipping on lean
no, there aint no hatred in my heart
believing yo love is true got me scarred
said you wont stop loving me, that no you not dumb
face all my problems cause no, i wont run
everytime i wake up i think of red rum
im posted with a draco and it came with a drum
im taking some Xannys and its hurting my tum
i do this for pops, my sister and my mom
i already know it, im going insane
i spent 2 whole months, inside of a cage
for shit i aint do, i aint even get re-paid
now im stuck to the mud while im walking thru rain
i already know it, im going insane
i spent 2 whole months, inside of a cage
for shit i aint do, i aint even get re-paid
now im stuck to the mud while im walking thru rain
[Chorus]
Remember the times that we banged outside
strapped up with poles, we shoots opps in sight
never thought i would lose more things in life
i followed my wrongs but you showed me my rights
i always think of you when i see a light
always forget you when i smoke on a pipe
running from hell, i dont live alright
you made shit better when you was alive
G.I.P BuBu
am I fucked up mentally? who knows but all I kno is I gotta keep my head up. She cheated but I found someone better, thank you for all the good times tho i guess. But who ever is reading this, keep yo head up I love you. Text me if you need anyone to talk to 252-452-3891
Love is powerful in this universe take care stay safe my friends. Remember you are 'infinite'
I'm crying. Just let me crying.
I will be with you.
I Play on bot in lol
Sometimes you just feel like floating in space.
Well here are some lyrics I came up with:
Chorus:
They ask me how I’m feeling I’m clearly not okay
You left me with misery, Damn I hate this pain
Cry in the night like you stabbed me in the neck
Because of you I can’t even sleep well
Verse:
Tell me all you did was a lie
I suffer everyday I’m not going to lie
I hate when I have to see you cry
But it’s alright
Cause I’ve known you’ve been faking
Hate that you know I’m not playing
But I know what you’ve been saying
Every word you say behind my back
It hurts me like a stab
What did I do to you?
You only made me cry
Every time I wanna talk to you, you hit me with a lie
Ima overdose don’t expect I’ll be alright
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so much memories in just a beat...
hi
yes, you there
have a good day.
Thanks I'll try too! 🖤
🖤🖤
Thanks
My few last ones
I don’t know why these videos are so beautiful. I believe they capture our inner selfs, they allow us to realize that life itself is pointless. But in that lesson there is beauty, wandering along in the universe of billions of galaxies of the unknown is scary and beautiful at the same time. These videos help me to find my real self.
Poetic shallow bull crap
Well said matt
Weird Guy it is poetry my friend, that’s why there is a lot of added fluff to it, that is, the point of poetry. Have a nice day:)
Matic Productions you wish, an insult to poetry, because poetry actually holds meaning, and it’s not done just for the sake of sounding nice and having an edgy aesthetic to it. Oh, and also, no need to try being friendly to look like you have the moral high ground... have a nice day my friend.
@@weirdguy4948 jesus christ stfu
Yeah,
I pretend to be good but in reality I'm low,
I got no one to love and no one to show
the emotions I keep them buried inside,
I would rather give up instead of losing the fight, yeah
wich makes no sense I know I just wanna hide
in the castle I built don't let anyone inside
anxiety and depression are the only things on my mind
they keep blocking me so that happiness is never in sight
where it all began ,when I began to choke
I can't remember cuz the memories Yeah they're broke
all I know is that I just don't wanna be alive
I never got anything for that I strive
They told me I'm a failure and too much to handle
it's getting dark somebody pls light up a candle
but who could do it I'm the only one inside of this mansion
I'm getting nervous in this house full of tension, yeah
Yeah,
The pressure got me I feel like I'm about to drown
I kinda feel like I should let it happen and back down
but when I'm gone will they ever forget my sin
my act was too hard it won't get out of my skin
I'ts not something that will disappear with an simple excuse
the people who had my back were just abused
used by the one they once loved and trusted
I am the one You heard right I'm so disgusted
I look in the mirror and wanna kill the person that I see
But when I was reaching for the knife the person could flee
When I looked back into the mirror all I saw was a black adumbration
I'm turning crazy I think I need a vacation
From all of this stuff I'm just gonna end my life
but even death doesn't want me on his side
I'm gonna go now this is my Goodbye
I'm gonna go now out of Your sight
Maycø Nice one
Can I use this ?
Gavin Postoian sorry started to doing some music by myself and I started using that part
@@maycoplays its good I'll just steal a line or 2 if that's alright I'm so depressed over this one female and I can relate to that
Gavin Postoian ok using some parts is ok just don’t want to copy and paste like the whole thing good luck with it
This pain I have inside my chest
Take my breath
Hold onto this heart
Like there’s nothing left
I’m looking for this pain to rest
♡
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My Siri left me for Cortana 😔
Dora The Explorer omg hi Dora 😂
Dora The Explorer my cortana left me for alexa
This is so sad,
Alexa,play minecraftcito
Dora The Explorer ur my bes fran now
ikr, Cortana doesn't treat me as well as Siri does though, and Cortana would just come over to my xbox when I never asked for her, she seems so arrogant, and I miss the days that me and siri would have, helping me figure out what 0 divided by 0 is, and we would go on road trips together, always giving me flawless directions. I miss siri, but she left me after I sold my last iphone :(
Another lonely day...
in my lonely room...
I can hear a boom...
It... It's my heart...
Just before I fall apart...
Tears are blooming...unh !
But nobody coming... Aaah !
I hate that feeling... Ow !
This lonely time is endless...
The death is my mistress...
I got no bless...
When she shows me her dress...
I can heard a boom...
It... It's my heart...
Just before I fall apart...
I might just let my self die...
While i'm watching that sky...
Yeah... until she pass by...
Bad things are so long...
And good things goes wrong...
Death plays its endless song...
Sorry if my english is not good, I just wanted to try somthing. Leave me in my delirium XD
I know you're not the same
I know that life has changed
I know you're opposite
I know that plans have fazed
I know you're not ok
I know your life ain't great
I know you're not your best
I know you will regret ×2
I know you're not the same
I know just what you mean
Feeling down again
So I've been sipping lean
I know it's my mistake
Caught just in the feels
She broke my heart again
I'm so used wasting all my bills
On shit
Shot in the heart, lost in the dark
My mind is gone again
I should've known to never get close, just stay alone instead
No point in trying, left home and crying
Sick to the bone, I'm dead
Got all this money, brought me a rari, love ain't existent
I know you're not the same
I know that life has changed
I know you're opposite
I know that plans have fazed
I know you're not ok
I know your life ain't great
I know you're not your best
I know you will regret ×2
I know you're not the same ×2
Rain Freedom Lesmond Raphael lemme use it as a hook??
@@codyanderson6799 Sure
may I use as a hook too?
@@hamiltonsnyder2669 Sure
Me to
It‘s hard to see all these sad comments if your reading this
everythings gone get right i promise💔💪🏼#staystrong
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“Ây
It’s Den Vau
One more time lon xon
Dè deeeeee🤘🏿🤘🏿
Có người đến có người đi và có người ở lại
Có lúc khôn và cũng có lần nhỏ dại
Có lúc tủi, có lúc vinh và có lúc thăng hoa
Có ngày cười, có ngày khóc, và có ngày hoan ca
Đời cho ta quá nhiều thứ, ta chưa cho đời được nhiều
Đến bây giờ vẫn chưa học được cách làm sao để lời được nhiều
Mười năm như một bức hoạ, cũng may là trời đỡ xám hơn
Thứ mà ta học được nhiều nhất , là cách xin lỗi và lời cảm ơn
Mặt trời là cái bếp lớn, còn tia nắng là than hồng
Mỗi ngày mà ta thức dậy, ta chỉ mong được an lòng
Hoàng hôn là dải lụa, còn màn đêm là tấm chăn
Mỗi đêm ta ngồi ta viết ta chỉ mong không bị cấm ngăn
Nhởn nhơ trên con đường vắng, tự nhủ mình không cần tăng ga
Lắng nghe cuộc đời như lá, lá rơi nghiêng như Trần Đăng Khoa
Lời ca là chất kích thích, cho cuộc đời thêm phần thăng hoa
Âm nhạc là cô gái đẹp, ta và nhạc bao lần trăng hoa
Cuộc đời này có được mấy lần mười năm
Sống làm sao khi khó, còn được có những người thăm
Nhắm mắt và hồi tưởng, chẳng có đâu mà dài
Giống như LK ta vẫn tự hỏi nhiều khi Đen Vâu là ai
Chorus
Có cánh hoa nào không tàn
Có giấc mơ nào không tan
Hát để tâm tư vén màn
Thả mình xuôi với mây ngàn
Lòng mình vẫn chưa ngăn nắp
Nhìn lại buồn vui tháng năm
Một đời này ta sẽ có mấy lần mười năm
Tâm hồn của anh, anh không chắc nó hợp thời đại
Anh níu những cành cây khô và mong ngày sau lá rợp trở lại
Mọi thứ ngày càng phát triển, sao chúng ta càng bị bất an
Anh sống giữa lòng thành phố, nhưng lại mơ về thị trấn hoang
Hoài niệm là thứ đồ chơi ta càng lớn lại càng không chán
Gom từng chút từng chút từng chút như con dã tràng khồng công cáng
Nó là thứ tài sản vô giá, không ai mua và cũng không bán
Thấy lẻ loi như con chuồn chuồn , bay chơ vơ trên mặt sông thoáng
Con người cũng như con chim sáng kiếm ăn chiều bay về tổ
Con nào cũng như con nào, chẳng con sướng chẳng con nào khổ
Con người cũng như con chim chiều về tổ sáng thì kiếm ăn
Ngày mải mê đi tìm cơm gạo, đêm co mình dưới một miếng trăng
Cuộc đời là nồi cá kho muốn nó ngon phải kho nhiều lửa
Có quá nhiều thứ mưu cầu , ta chỉ cần được no nhiều bữa
Ta nhận của đời quá nhiều, và ta cần phải cho nhiều nữa
Và chỉ mong trong những đêm đông mẹ không còn phải ho nhiều nữa
Chorus
Tao đã từng đứng dưới cùng và đã từng việt vị
Tao đã nhận những lời khen và cả lời miệt thị
Và tao tin nó vẫn còn đó vẫn chưa hề triệt tiêu
10 năm qua tao vẫn cố gắng làm cho người Việt chill
Mấy thằng ghét tao, tụi nó cũng đã bỏ cuộc
Tao vẫn là con đom đóm, tụi nó cháy như bó đuốc
Tao lập loè cả cuộc đời, tụi nó đã tắt từ lâu
Thời gian là thứ diệt cỏ ghê hơn cả thuốc trừ sâu
Mười năm tao vẫn là tao vẫn không khác mấy
Từ nhạc ra ngoài đời thường vẫn thân xác ấy
Có người nói tao thay đổi. Không! Là tao thích nghi
Bật cười trước những phán xét , người đời thích nghi
Tao sẽ vẫn rap tiếp cho bản thân tao trước
Khi mà tao còn thở khi mà chân tao bước
Khi tao còn lo lắng cho những người ghét tao
Dõi theo thằng không bỏ cuộc, mệt mỏi biết bao
Bước vào cuộc chơi tao không có gì để mà mất cả
Cách mà tao kiếm tiền: là niềm vui vượt lên trên tất cả
Con đường do tao chọn và tao cam tâm bước
Tao thà chìm dưới đại dương còn hơn là tan trong nước
Đêm nay tao thức trắng nhìn bầu trời sao
Muốn được cười muốn được khóc như ngày đầu đời tao
=))))) vcl
ime copy and paste this on google translate
@@Abowlg8 No need. ua-cam.com/video/L0NZW6pgSLc/v-deo.html
Dìa diaaa hello đồng âm
Ở vn mình ít người nghe loại này, đen giống kiểu mang "chữ" về cho đất nước thôi mà, nên ung hộ 🤔🤔
I'm not an artist, but I throw on your videos when I'm depressed, you do a good job of capturing depression/sadness with music and images
Amazing 😭😢
Đen - Mười Năm ft. Ngọc Linh (M/V) (Lộn Xộn 3)
Đúng á
Ông lười làm beat quá haha
Life is short, and people you love will start disappearing slowly one after the other...
we need to spend more time with our loved ones
i just lost my best friend 2minutes ago, and it’s just a pain that doesn’t have cure
Amazing sounds, so simple but such a deep melody, always come back to re-listen, this is more than a piece of music it’s a state of mind. Thank you misery, for sharing you work!
Krlh q vibe😢💔
Everybody round me dyin, leave me here just to cry man everybody round me dyin all these soul's flyin
How many people got the heart broken and played too many times and now have major depression
💔🖤
Music didn't give me depression broken hearts never gave me depression it's regret,being worthless, trauma that gave me depression. I wish my only problems in life was a broken heart
Best advice I can give you is stay single. Its better to be single than be with someone who never loved you to begin with
JareDamn same
I'm feeling this beat
literally on repeat all day
dope track.
i known to you from VietNamese rapper Đen Vâu.
Pain never goes away, only gets worse through time. 💔
ItzDragenDK ok. Not necessarily talking about you.
0:20:
No sé cómo decirte que te extraño
No sé cómo decirte que te pienso
No sé cómo decirte que te quiero
Dime qué lo nuestro no fue en vano (x2)
No sé cómo besar tus labios
No sé cómo tocar tus manos
No sé cómo decirte que te amo
Quisiera volver al pasado
Sin fé a quién le voy a estar rezando
Sin motivos para que seguir luchando
Sin ti cómo yo me levanto
No sé cómo decirte que te extraño
Esta droga no me sirve pa olvidar
Solo me está sirviendo para recordar
Esos momentos en qué te jure lealtad
Pero de que sirvió si mírame como me va
En un nuevo mundo yo te voy a buscar
A la antigua tú juro que voy a encontrar
En un mar de mentiras tú eres mi verdad
Solo por ti quiero confiar en la eternidad
No sé cómo decirte que te extraño
No sé cómo decirte que te pienso
No sé cómo decirte que te quiero
Dime qué lo nuestro no fue en vano (x2)
No sé cómo besar tus labios
No sé cómo tocar tus manos
No sé cómo decirte que te amo
Quisiera volver al pasado
Sin fé a quién le voy a estar rezando
Sin motivos para que seguir luchando
Sin ti cómo yo me levanto
No sé cómo decirte que te extraño
A velocidade que te leva para longe é mesma que faz voltar"...
Poetico
I cry myself to sleep every night lying in bed. sad, lonely and depressed things going on in my head like someone help plz give me some meds cause if im honest I wish I was dead it all started when I was eleven kids bullying like thy seven like grow up this ain’t no joke my heart was broke I’m still dealing with the insecurities thy give me but now I’m raising up becoming the king now I’m thirteen and finally getting over the things thy said to me I’m so young and my life is just at the beginning so why focus on little insecure teens when I can focus on building up a better me.
EDIT: just to tell you guys I’m doing better now I moved away from my old school and bully’s and my life is so much better. If your going throw a tough time your not alone and it will get better what I would do is talk to someone who’s going throw the same shit. Thanks for all the likes and comment thy really helped me
Jackson Williams I can’t believe how people can destroy other people like that…
Jackson Williams u got this
that was beautiful.-.
This is really good and you're only 13? Keep going!
Amen
Ninjas merecem perdão...
Eu simplesmente amo oq o 7 fez com isso, ficou tão perfeito.
Da pra usar essa música grátis até sem créditos? Quero saber, e concordo com vc
@@MurbPlays O mn simplesmente dropou a vida... Simplesmente sumiu, foda.
Mas creio q sim, geral tá usando mn. Só n sabendo fazer um bagulho bom.
@@_wallyh_ entendo MN, e vlw msm por me avisar, tô pensando em usar em um vídeo
@@MurbPlays Tranquilo mn, vai na boa.
I loved him... more then I loved myself
I started producing lofi because of you, I hope I come back one day, I'm one of the few in this niche here in Brazil lol
it's hard to find this music beats type. I love this
Search up sad lofi hip hop beats.
Endless nights to this day I'm still trying to fight every day I've been put down but got right back up it's endless what I'm trying to say don't give up I know it's tuff just hang in there one day there will be an end to the suffer
i feel listening this song like i could do anything... amazing ❤️
I remember listening to this when I was at my lowest, there’s something about this type of music that just makes me feel some type of way. I’m so relaxed and my body just takes in the sound of the music. I’ll never forget what I went through when I listened to this channels music
Minha existência é insignificante!!!
Preciso descansa-me, meus olhos insiste por descanso, minha alma implora... já não sinto meu coração, a real é que nem sei se existe um coração dentro do meu peito.
Sou visivelmente insignificante.
Juro que estou temtando ser forte mas...
Tudo que é ruim sempre volta!
No matter what life throws at you... stay strong you'll get through it
Not everyday is going to be perfect its up to you to set the mood of the day dont let others set it for you 🙏 💪🏻 💯
I sang Thank u,next with this beat starting at 0:10 AND IT FITS SO PERFECTLY
How did you even come up with that idea?? 😂👍👍
this makes me feel so safe
Tonight.. I feel alone... idk if you'll understand my english because I'm from France but depressed people just need someone to talk to, is it difficult? Yes I have some friends but they will probably not understand me and it's hurt. I just need someone who listening me, every night I'm crying. A lot of people don't know how I feel because I'm always smiling but NOBODY can see my fake smile. Depression is a really bad thing guys, even if I'm bad I just want to tell you : we're together I love you, keep smiling because you're beautiful when you're smiling
Honey! You're not alone.. Please fight because much better things are coming, believe me! I was struggling with depression for years but then i made a decision to fight instead of giving in. You're worth it, even if you don't believe me right now. And honestly, you're such a beautiful person for giving strenght & love to other people even in this situation. Also, I love your profile pic! Keep it up girl, never stop trying! I know talking about it in person with somebody is the a really painful thing, but try to find a very trustworthy person, and just tell them! Maybe they'll be able to help. Yes, they might not understand it because they never had to deal with feelings like that, but if they're good friends, they'll want to know! Remember, you're not annoying, clingy or anything; you deserve to be listened to! I was always afraid that nobody cared and that I was being too much, but in reality, everybody around me was furious because they didn't know what was up with me.
So, from now on, I challenge you start trusting yourself, go to a therapist, talk to somebody. Try looking for new hobbies, surround yourself with loving people; also declutter your social media, maybe even delete the apps for a while.
I believe in you, I know how lonely you must feel rn.... But as I said, better things are coming!! I wish I knew this when I was going through my worst years.. Love you girl! I hope you see this & it helps a little.
@@dorkamaroti53 thank you so much.. God bless you my dear.. I needed this .. idk u but you bring me something that my friends never bring me..
Aimy Mkd_ girlll if u need somebody to talk to , my insta is : @dodicalipse ! Feel free to dm me ❤️
Je t’aime
7 minutoz usou esse beat pra fazer "Rap do Kakashi, Rin e Obito"
Pq eles compraram os direitos
Whys everyone so hard up? Just cleaned my room listening to this beautiful music!!
Jen Robinson different people different feelings
Having both Anxiety & Depression @ the same time is the most miserable thing ever. Music always helps me, & this tune is doing just that. I hope everyone will be @ peace in their own mind soon. Take care everyone. Much love too you all. Peace.✌❤
I pretend to be good but in reality I’m low
I got no one to love and no one to show
The emotions I keep buried below
I keep up this fight but I’d rather die
I just want to live in this castle in my mind
I call it con solitary confinement because nobody’s allowed inside
Depression and anxiety cover up my eyes
So happiness is never let inside
I just want to die, I just want to die
I’m living in a house hold full of lies
My mum ask me what’s on my mind
I untruthly reply my mental health is solid I’m fine
Then I go off and cry because I want to die
💔💔💔💔
stfu
Flickz shut up 9 year old
Love you.
@@flickz8290 Really hes going through a tpugh time and u say that cmon have some respect
Vortexed bro like just ask when you use others lines
I feel my self high while listening to this music whatever tho that i’ve never smoked💔
Yup
This is the song it should be
7 MINUTOS.
RIN MORREU
SUUUPERA
Vim pelo NERDHITS 7 MINUTOZ❤❤🇧🇷🇧🇷🔥🔥
Eles usaram esse no rap do Kakashi Rin e óbito?
@@emipe8267 sim
Tbm
if people see this
"stay safe, you have so much to live for, dont let people bring you down" - The Soulless One
I wanna die, but damn I'm too scared to..
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Same, like I wish I can just die without any physical pain or anything that gets me scared to die. I was want to die and just be alone.
Stay strong. I got stronger and lived life
Aye I'm wishing goodluck to all the other small artists out there. Praying for y'all to blow up one day 🙏
This is just me, my best friend left me today.. she doesn’t talk to me anymore
ANGEL ACEVEDO_III feels bad man
ANGEL ACEVEDO_III it feels like that there is literally nothing in ur body left, only 1 broken heart, surrounded by sadness and darkness
ANGEL ACEVEDO_III yeah true, but it’s just bad when u think about those gr8 times u had with each other, btw, just think about it, you’re prob late at night talking to someone u love or just sum friends, and prob said *“Hey it’s kinda late in the night at me, I’m going to sleep, cya”* but just never knew it was the last message to that person...
ANGEL ACEVEDO_III just gotta tell u but this song is actually relaxin for typing those comments/replies
I have just 2 friends that matter a lot to me but we never spend time together. Also my cousins are really far away. I’m really lonely rn. 😞
These comments made me cry 😕😪
KikoPlays Yeah they are really depressing 😞
Weak
Whats stopping you once I get to make my music I’m sure a lot of people will finally feel like I ... then will all wish we had died ;/
@@weirdguy4948 dickhead
This represents how sad life can be...
This vibe is outta this world 🚀🚀🚀🚀
Sad beats are in my mind
I feel dead inside
Depression always in my brain
Wanna die
Wanna cry
And later just stay
Like I’m fine
But i lie
Every time
I think
But depression ruin my life line
And now say
My heart was from the start in pain
Hope y’all like it 👍
Sebas 16 lol
0 subscribers with no videos challenge I don't even know
0 subscribers with no videos challenge what is not good ? , My lyrics? I already know that , that is my first rap , and yeah it is real ;(
0 subscribers with no videos challenge maybe you liked this I just wrote
I don’t fuck with bitches
I just fuck with you
Now tell me truth
Do you love me too
Cause I don’t know what to do
Don’t know what to do
Should I say with you
Or love someone new
Try to sing it sounds better like that 👍
Sebas 16 so he stole it?
ABRAZAME, AAABRAZAME, ANTES QUE ME MUERA
no es este beat
@@playwapmobiyt me lo pasas?
pero parece no? @@playwapmobiyt
@@LittleCrisMusic si, igual es este xd ua-cam.com/video/hKsEK27BjWU/v-deo.html
Yo igual me acorde de ABRAZAMEE:(
I get alone in my zone, with my only luminescence from the glow of a phone
Sitting in the dark charting ryhmes in multiple charts, using multiple parts, train my mind inside the cage of a functional art, I like to hurl words in any given order, throw em in a pile past the left side red line border, with a pen on the side cattle ranching the herd, while I medicate the mind with a bowl full of herb, I aint a martian but I never felt apart of this world, never stuck to a friend, or ever glued to a girl, It seems I'm always in my room tryna get in the zone, pretending I dont need a soul when im really alone, you see tomorrow in your eyes will be better than most, you'll tell your friends we said goodbye in the prescence of hope, but in reality you said that all your feelings went cold, and when I asked if we could try again you said I don't know, so I don't know if ill continue in your world anymore, sitting by on the side, while I burn at the core,
Cracking up inside, like an inside joke
Fall in love with the pain, as my veins go cold
damn dude, you wrote this?
@@tastymm9874 yes I did
@@BRXKN99 really good, props to you ... mind if i use some of it?
Good work bro 🤜
Russian eyes in your alone style😵
Solo el puto beat sin letra me hace llorar, uf, me siento identificado muchísimo solo con esto