Why do i feel this way?
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- Опубліковано 6 вер 2024
- Soft ambient Silent Hill-inspired music w/ rain. I hope you enjoy listening to it!
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To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life.
hey guys nice video
if u want to be in heaven after u die repeat this and believe it
i testify that allah is the only god
and muhammed is messenger of allah
congratz ur now muslim
hope they do the same for u too. much love to the community here.
Thank you.
@@ForWhoWouldLose read my comment bro
Thank you, you as well friend! 🥲
im just wandering around.a complete sense of hopelessness is what im used to feel now with a spray of sadness. nights like these are extremely gut wrenching because you do a play by play cast of your whole life to find out where you took the wrong turn only to find out that you never saw the right one. In the end we notice that the burden of life seems endless but in reality its short lived the suffering will eventually stop and so will you. People will carry on with there lives as if you never existed and in a few generations no one will even remember your name. So i ask myself the question why don’t we just start living. but the answer is hard to find. Sadness, emptiness, loneliness will eventually turn into a normal state of being and i must say it is the blanket over my body keeping me warm it became home and even tho its horrible it gives solitude.
Thanks
the hill truly was silent
silence is peaceful
Something about PS1 graphics have a very "handcrafted" charm to them. Like they look like papercraft dioramas that were made with dedication instead of skill.
I've always felt the same way, there's nothing in this world like such old ps1-2 graphics/music to fill me with such indescribable Nostalgia
omg i felt that but never had the words to express it!
Lets say that with the tech they had back in the day, they did the best they could do - its not like it could have been any better. Although I agree with you: those textures are imprinted in memory.
this is a bot that copies other comments fuck you lol cringe
They look better and are more memorable than 90% of the slop that comes out today. These graphics had aura, they had something hand crafted and cozy about them.
If Silent Hill had save room music, this would be it.
It does
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So true
Is there any chance to play silent hill anywhere in 2024? 😅
@@ALIENIGHTMARE video game digital distribution service like steam etc or emulators
Silent Hill is the only horror series I know of where the "monsters" are not supernatural in the usual sense, but actually just manifestations of your own guilt and trauma
They’re both. The cult behind the town is responsible for a lot of the problems.
@@wowzzz402 It's kind of like HP lovecraft's books, it explains it so far then the rest is beyond your understanding as a human.
Haunting of hill house is like that as well
Cry of fear is a great game that has the same elements.
@@wowzzz402 I know, I mean they're not supernatural in the sense of being generic zombies, vampires, etc.
Just came back from a late night run and this was playing on my Xbox after I left UA-cam on. Entering my room late at night and hearing this is to my mind like ice water is to the throat after a long run. Wishing everyone reading this happiness and peace.
i was ready for this to be an exhaustive video essay lmao
Same lol.
00:01 hey man, thanks for cheering up. yea i mean no one cheering me up lately. i appreciated that
if no one's cheered you up today, I hope you see this, I hope you've had a good day, know that there are those that care for you. Take care of yourself! Keep going and do your best, like you've been doing for your whole life. In the end that's all we can do, and so, don't beat yourself up, what's better than your best? Don't think about what could be or what has been, work on the now! The present's called that for a reason. Again, I hope you've had a great day, and take care of yourself!
@@feredox6655 i wish you the best my friend, you're a good guy
It seems that even within the horror this man lives, he stops for a moment to realise that despite that, the silent snowy night is indeed beautiful.
One can even imagine him grateful for the situation he is in.
Depression never felt this good.
depression is the new adhd.
everyone wants to have it so bad lmao
@@TakehisaYuji fr. Like Depression and Sad is different. People these days thinking they have depression meanwhile in reality they are not.
@@ZimplityEditzDepression is an epidemic nowadays, most people experience it in some form, and from very young ages. If somebody's struggling with what they believe is depression, it either is that, or it will develop into real depression later on.
@@alegend2411True... Some people can not separate depression from being sad or lonely for a while. It is not the same.
bullshit
Overthinking is a messed up demon inside.
It's the worst; destroys you without you even knowing
@@808Stone yeah like a drug
Sometimes i ask myself. How did we get here?, how you are this person?... When i see about silent hill and the games, i was atracted by the way that everything happend on that place, i wish i could go and... See the monster what are on my mind and finally beat them, it's so relaxing that darkness, feels like the only one thing it's you, and nothing to worry more about you...
I needed to come to silent hill again... I'm meeting someone here
Since it is in the past YOU CAME, right?
one day the suffering will end....
In death
@@aburrito4973is life
But today is not that day
Time is bondage my friend. Pain is constant
Pain will end whether you like it or not. If there isn't an afterlife, there isn't a time to feel sad after death either... You can't feel remorse, guilt, sadness, dissappoint, grief. None of that, when you are dead you are dead. Take comfort in that despairing thought
It really does feel comforting here. I feel safe here.
@@Shanksz repent and accept Jesus Christ as your lord and savior, congrats you are now a Christian!
damn thats some good ambience...just good enough to make everything stop, even just for a little while....like those moments of perfection you dont want to end
we tend to often neglect or let the moments that sound as peaceful as this pass us by, if only they lasted longer
this ambient is something else man
way better than the other "silent hill inspired" stuff
makes the brain calm
About to think that I have to break up with my current girlfriend and listening to this at 0:30 am makes me really sad and thinking about all the things we went through and how it all turned out now. I promised her to love her even after this life and she made me the guy I am now but she did alot of stuff to me that makes me mentally unstable. She often see's the problem in me and makes a mountain out of a molehill. I really don't know any further now. I will met her tommorow evening or on saturday. It's very difficult guys. I will go hit the gym after work tommorow and after that im driving off a good hour to her place and try to talk about all this with her and im very afraid of the outcome. I don't feel ready for this but sometimes things have to be the way they have to be. Good luck for you all, that you find love and peace in your relationsship. I really hope, that this turns out another way.
Best of lucks and I hope it turns out the best for you bro
@@Ghost10RSN Thank you mate.
hey, good luck!
remember to drink tons of water and take one step at a time! :)
Good luck mate. Been there too last year, you just feel so awful and afflicted. Just gotta take this first hardest step, and end what has to be ended. It'll still be a weight on your mind, but its with this step that it begins to weight less and less over time.
I hope it works all right for you, thats a really awful situation that I do not wish for anybody to go through.
u did it?
man, games back then was something else, nowadays I didn't even bother to look at new game trailers. Maybe I'm too old for games but it just feel games nowadays are generic and nothing really stand out anymore.
Thanks for quieting my mind for a few moments.
we making it off the hill w this one (fire emoji)
Heh heh
i still can't find my peace, but at least now i can rest. Thank you
My eyes are so tired , I can’t cry I can’t show emotion -
It’ll be okay. We’ve all been there.
One step at a time.
@@departureskiesyes I’m waiting!! It’s been 8 years I’m still waiting
hey guys nice video
if u want to be in heaven after u die repeat this and believe it
i testify that allah is the only god
and muhammed is messenger of allah
congratz ur now muslim
I couldn’t relate more to something but this and I hope we both get past it
i've already listened to it entirely, your songs are what I was looking for to read manga, keep up the good work!
True demons i bear while listening to this of the late night hours of a day
I always think : there’s not enough sad music in the world. Idk if this music is sad, but it at least welcomes and acknowledges sadness. Just found this channel and I’m all the richer for it. I hope you’ll continue cause we need it
i love this
Beautiful piece right here 💜 these tones and sounds is what i will also miss about being alive. Such beautiful soothing tunes to let loose let go and forget 🕊️
Thats where my soul is.
This used to scare me when I was a child now that I reached adulthood, this comforts me now. make me feel less shitty, at least there is a town that welcomes me, understands me.
That slight organ sound playing in the background... it's so beautiful. I think this is one of my favourite SH ambiences now! It's so beautiful!! Great job
Love u guys. If anybody wants a friend im here
Greetings from Brazil
I'm lonely :(
@@suitofscabs you want to talk, man?
I wanted to say thank you Departure, you are appreciated.
I love the retro style of this game so nostalgic
Ain't u like 11?
@@RandomPerson28337 coming from 22 sub with cringe anime video edit like you are you a d1mwit?
hey guys nice video
if u want to be in heaven after u die repeat this and believe it
i testify that allah is the only god
and muhammed is messenger of allah
congratz ur now muslim..................
This brings me so much peace
thanks
bro we feel like this because were listening to this !
Only this time, he does not look around in fear of the monsters, but he does so to appreciate the calming scenery.
this video actually found me
thx for making it ❤
Reflection is key.
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"Before I start, I must see my end. Destination known, my mind's journey now begins. Upon my chariot, heart and soul's fate revealed. In time, all points converge; hope's strength resteeled. But to earn final peace at the Universe's endless refrain, we must see all in nothingness... before we start again."
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-- Diamond Dragons (series)
I find it "funny" (in a way) that a lot of people hear this music when they feel down or depressed. I am perfectly fine, I just like this ambience.
how it's even possible
@@Heymilyyy_ i dislike crowds. This music reminds me of when I was a kid playing video games by my own, without having to worry about anything else.
@@Tkokat "i dislike crowds" exactly the same, but i still appreciate to live in a city, it's "reassuring", i guess
@@Heymilyyy_ yeah, I agree
It kinda makes you think.. And a lot of people are very sad and try to cope with their sorrow by letting things sink in
It is a great question
Great understanding of the vibe. A really relaxing listen
its very hard, u know i've never felt this way, this is my first time loving someone and- it is so strange i cant even explain. she loves someone else, also she doesnt find me attractive and thats making me really sad, and this video title, ambient, everything is so relatable right now... i love her and i dont think i will love someone else like this, i dont even know if i will LOVE someone else. but it doesnt affect on my life. it does of course but not like schoolwise, familywise or anything. so if anything bad happens remember, to never make it affect on ur things i said earlier. so dont let dark thoughs enter ur mind. zoyara out
it will be okay.
This might be your best yet, or at least, my favorite, and thats a hard choice cause they're all good!!!
U know Halo were best when Made by Bungie.
I want to upgrade my Xbox I had a Xbox One before but no chords for it then it gotten stolen.
Stolen when I tried to sell it to people I didn't know in city.. not sure why i said that here its like I feel best at night. I wish or hope to meet a girlfriend someday or a chick that likes me once i become the best version of myself, that way I hope to loose my interest entirely of snorting fentanyl.
Halo wars pfp goes hard 🔥🔥🔥🔥
@@fewpew5787 thanks king , doom classic pfp goes hard too 💯💯
I needed drawing music just now
happy drawing! 🖤
I miss my pretty girl I just wish she we could've fixed things instead of replacing me
:(
🖤
Good for sleeping.
This feels something.
I am once again here to let your music open up my soul. Thank you for your work, kind sir. I slowly becomeclear and strong enough to accept the concequences of my actions and move on with life. I shpuld stop being a burden to myself and everyone else and go to therapy.
"its probably gonna sting like hell but it aint gonna kill ya, up and attem soldier its time to move" -a good man with the voice of someone even better
i just want to feel some warm peace
So beautiful 🥺
In the end everything will be ok ~
Listening at 00:21 AM being a night owl is something huh
I really love your videos, they give me peace and I feel less alone. Thanks for the hard work you put into this.
This sounds like serenity from RE4 just super slowed with the high notes lowered
This is a beautiful piece. Subscribed
nice track :)
i love u stranger
Thanks for this, these are really good
Thanks I enjoy listening to any silent hill inspired ambience while I code. Makes the days go by so fast! You have just gained another sub and I shall bring you tons of watch time :)
I actually fell asleep to this. Woke up like where am I hah. Thanks for the upload c:
glad i could help!
imagine you had woken up in that place of your dreams. That hill...
I really needed this moment. TY
Silent hill 1 and 2 are hands down two of the greatest horror/mystery games of all time
Existentialist dread
This kinda reminds me of the Serenity track from Resident Evil 4 a little bit and I absolutely love it!
Fighting until death
Yea this is definitely getting downloaded, good stuff creating this vibe.
Thnx 🌹
Everything is getting worse day by day but I’m glad I could rise upon all the obstacles I’ve encountered
it will be okay. there will be some days good and some days bad. it’s how life works sometimes at least from my understanding.
you know that you will never get answer for this question, don't you
🖤🥀
thank you for this, so beautiful
I’m always here to support you. Keep going!
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It's me in front of the TV very interested in a ps1 game, but when I look around, nobody is there anymore. When I look back at the screen, I'm just not interested anymore.
This is truly stunning. Melancholic, peaceful, nostalgic, hints of hopefulness, genuine beauty. If you ever have the opportunity to put this on streaming services, I will be a top listener.
There might be a chance that all of these tracks will be available on a streaming platform at some point! I will announce it once it's available! :)
とても綺麗です。大好き。Love from Japan.
This was just perfect. Thank you.
much better than Soliloquy hill, where people are always talking, but to no one in particular
very beautiful and calming keep up ❤😊
going thru it
this is so weird but i love it.. i love it so much
This looks like it was made by the same developer as Syphon Filter. 989 Studios.
Falling for you was something i felt inevitable, I truly wished things had happened in a better time. Maybe perhaps then it can bloom properly.
brother, i hope you find peace.
💜
awesome stuff 😶🌫
thank you
What's the point of everything? I can't do anything good
Ich hätte nie gedacht, dass ich mal so einsam sein werde
Komm wieder hierher, wenn du dich einsam fühlst. Alles Gute, Fremder
eu quando ia pro trabalho de madrugada
Inspiring stuff, thanks
very good man
beautiful
the day of night
i am drinking liquor now and get drunk my friend died yesterday
My condolences, friend. Don't break yourself over a loss. Your friend would've wanted only the best for you.
Sorry for your loss man.
@@myyoutubeaccount4167 thanks for your empathy
love it