I don’t wanna die (Lyrical video)

Lyrics:
Momma im so confused, i feel i have no purpose
Momma im so confused , i dont wanna die
But i dont wanna live
So when i die….
bury me with the trees, let my dead body mean something
Burn me alive, let my ashes fall from the sky
Let it snow black, let it snow black, let it snow black
I dont wanna die, but i dont wanna live
I dont wanna die
(Im not the best of artist and this is the first song ive produced that i actually like)