My recovery journey was greatly enhanced by the therapeutic benefits of mushrooms. Other psychedelics like DMT and LSD have also proven to be remarkable.
Psilocybin mushrooms,DMT and LSD has been quite therapeutic for me. I was diagnosed with severe depression and mental health issues, not until a friend recommended golden teachers mushroom for spiritual and mental gratification. I’ve been well ever since for about 4 years now.
So true! I still find my self distancing from them sometimes. But we definitely can all talk a lot more, and see it differently. A lot of that change has come from psychedelics tbh
Right. Ive always distanced myself frim my moms side of the family cause im the black sheep and i just dont relate to them and they don't know what drug addictions like. I got sober in 2015 from the demon that had a hold of me(Opioids) and been getting closer to them by proving i was ready to change. I recently for the last 7-8 weeks been tripping every Saturday night when my buddy get out of work after 10pm and a month ago got my hands on some pure crystal mdma and been candyflipping the last 3 or 4 weekends. Which next Saturday im just gonna take lsd. I get pretty good acid too, throughout the years ive tried "acid" whenever i heard someone has it. But until i took actual aciď in 2016. I was taking 25i and 2ci when i first started tripping and just 2 months ago i found a legit plug and gets sheets and has vials. Low and behold ive been knowing this guy for a couple of years cause he works at the smoke shop i get my kratom from every week and barely happen to find out he sells good acid. The first 2 times i bought from him i trippes by myself and basically acids built a good friendship so far hes been tripping every Saturday night at my place for like the last 6 weeks or so. Acids incredible and have openes my eyes and mind like crazy and until recently, whenever i would trip before it was never a steady thing. It would come and go but now i have a steady buddy that gets legit stuff.. I take 5 hits every weekend estimated 90~110ug per. Im not satisfied till i see pure color swirls of like static electricity or something. And seeing a outline of my whole body thats the same electrical swirling colors. Hard to explain but im gettin pretty use to trippin. Only thing I hate is the come up especially when i took mdma cause the high dose of lsd and 175mg of pure mdma cause its almost too intense until u get to peak then levels out.
I remembering doing 5 tabs with some friends, my mom was leaving for out of state in 3 days. I felt like a piece of shit for doing the psychedelic instead of spending time with her. Luckily she's amazing
Acid and mushrooms have literally done more for my anxiety, depression and drug addictions in 3 months than 15+ years of therapy and rehab. Combo of micro dosing for a couple weeks and just having a major trip every Friday night. It has changed who I am fundamentally and I couldn’t be more thankful. God Bless everyone struggling out there, this is your path back to a happy normal life
@@younge557 No, real drug dealers dont use youtube comments to promote their business. These people are heartless scammers who prone on people looking for psychs.
Since I started micro dosing, I can honestly say I have feelings again. I am able to make connections again and appreciate life. Before I was feeling numb and detached.
@@stevenslone2555 a whole gram is waaay to much to be considered microdosing lmao even a half g is too much. .1-.2 would be closer to an actual micro dose
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Adam eating his own earwax makes me a more confident person.
I wasn’t sure that was on purpose but I knew immediately why it got recommended to me when I saw that part and looked at the comments. If that was on purpose that’s next level shit
because he has to do 2 years sand-up then after the pod cast he'll get four acres of land and two mules. didn't you watch the new Ron white one? it wasn't that good. TL;DR joe in Austin, TX starting a comedy cult on his ranch basically
@@willtaylor4319 a lot of trauma from growing up, psychedelics revealed that trauma more efficiently in one sitting than anything yet, which is amazing
The algorithm, for some reason fed me this video and it may be exactly what I need. Not even the dosing part, but the meditation, the focus on being creative and forcing myself into a healthy routine. I've been literally falling apart and knowing what I need to do, thinking about it and not doing a fucking thing about it. UA-cam may have for once, done a good thing here.
You got this ❤️ the best advice I can give is that your thoughts determine your reality. And a really effective thing, I don’t know what you’re going through, but every night just take a moment to review your day. If there is anything you would change, or “regret” make note of it and move on, trying to make small changes that amount to a huge difference ❤️
Hey stranger. I have crippling depression, when I’m trying to rebuild my routine it’s always been helpful for me to purposefully “shock” my body out of its state. I usually use early morning cold showers (or a dip in a natural body of water) and intense or long duration exercise. Just what works for me!
My father, near my 18th birthday, admitted that he micro-doses shroom to cure his cluster headaches. It’s still his only working medication. It was an amazing thing to hear from him, truly, and I appreciate people that use psychedelics for their own betterment. Thank you!
@@ashaskew3042 couldn’t tell you. He’s an old guy and probably poked around Reddit or some shit and found a cluster headache thread that told him to take shrooms. He microdosed once and didn’t have headaches for 6-7 months. It was incredible.
Meditation is often misunderstood. People think they have to strain to clear their minds. That doesn't work. A very concise description of meditation is simply "zoning out". Yep, that's all it is. Thoughts spontaneously occur in a living brain -- no matter how hard you try to stop thinking, you're going to think anyway. Meditation is simply not bothering to grab onto thoughts and analyze them to their logical conclusion. Imagine your mind is your front yard and your thoughts are autumn leaves. You can chase down every leaf and stuff it in a garbage bag, but there will always be more leaves blowing in from elsewhere. Just sit down and watch the leaves until they blow away. That's all meditation is.
Accept the thoughts. Atleast thats it for me. My brain is way to active. I have way to many thoughts. To many things popping up in my mind. But i never saw this as something bad. Instead it helped me alot. So I agree with what you say. As far as i know meditation actually means deep thinking sort of. So deep that it feels like you are in it. It's also the core of many knowledge. Look inside yourself is probably a good way to put it.
Very true. Once we can pick out the difference between our own thoughts... And other layers of consciousness... Interesting things will happen... Without one intending to do so... And the nature of consciousness and time and space will start to reveal it's mysteries.
It's about paying attention to what you are focusing on and noticing the contents and nature of the subjective conscious experience. Hopefully, you'll notice that you actually don't control your thoughts and by extension anything you do. We are just happening. And, I don't agree. One can definitely meditate on the content of their thoughts and follow them through. Most of the time, people talking about "being stuck in your head" as a negative thing when the contents of your thoughts are excessively preoccupied with thoughts about the past and future. The only real thing is the present. Even when thinking about the past or future, that is still happening in the present. Being actively involved in contemplating actual ideas is not negative. Contemplating the nature of e or pi is living in the present, but the present that is in your thoughts. One can also notice that there are many things appearing consciousness but they are focusing on just one of those things. Noticing what one is noticing is the key to living an examined life in my opinion. Learning that focus does NOT mean analysis of thought is so important. At its core, there is no actual difference between hearing a sound in my head and hearing a sound from my ears. I am not in control of either. Focus/experience is the true mystery of consciousness. My heart beating is automated, why not experience too?
I took antidepressants for almost 20 years of my life. For the last two months starting with ayahuasca then into daily dmt use I am now off of antidepressants and have never felt more happy or more alive. So far it’s been the best thing I’ve ever done for myself. I love psychedelics.
MAR TE Believe it. I’ve also struggled with addiction since I was 16. I started with NA about two years ago 6 months in I relapsed. 6 more months I relapsed again. I was dealing with ptsd and depression and was about to relapse again during the COVID lock down. I decided on ayahuasca instead of my doc(drug of choice) which was heroin, meth, and Xanax and I can’t put into words how profound the experience was. It change me big time. I dealt with a lot of old emotions and past trauma and it showed me how I was creating my own hell but in a much deeper way than I had known before. It showed me that I chose to be here where I was and I was exactly where I was supposed to be. Everything truly does happen for a reason. I’ve lost so many friends and family members including my own sister to the disease of addiction and I feel funny saying this but It showed me that I’m here to help people. I’m still in the beginning of this journey and I still have much to learn and much to share. As long as I stay this path things are going to be ok. I never thought I’d feel this way ever again without antidepressants.
Michael Freedom but have you ever done heroin, meth, and Xanax at the same time? For real though good for you man you can do it, before you know it you’ll have a year clean.
I’m not enjoying the fact that all these comments are about him picking his ear cause this is actually a very interesting video and I was looking forward to people’s thoughts on it 😔
I was, too. So, I'll share mine. I was addicted to meth for 3 years, and I would love to try this. I feel much better than I did 7 months ago, when I quit. I live in mexico, so the meth here is so cheap, especially for someone with a huge amount of money (versus a mexican income), a gram cost like 10 bucks. An oz for 100. But at a point, you become dysphoric with the meth, and you take it to live (literally, at this point it regulates your bowels and will kill you if you dont respect it, but don't ignore it. Enough just to stay awake through the day like a zombie. But then you want to be more awake, so you take more and then can't eat and you try to shit out nothing because you've become so confused by the overdosage you just took to feel normal. You cant wake up without it literally, sleeping 30 hrs after a binge just to binge more. I plan to do ayahuasca, as well. I want to heal as much as I can, and I believe I can get back to 💯
I really like that you addressed the fact that you didn't _just_ microdose for a while thinking that would be enough to change your life by itself. You were also meditating (thankfully, as the video describes,) as well as a lot of other important practices, and that's the key to improving one's life: an actual spiritual practice. I think a lot of people shy away from the idea of a spiritual practice because they mistakenly confuse the idea of spirituality with religion, or a spiritual practice with religiosity. Elephants are gray, but not all gray things are elephants. Religion is a spiritual practice, but not all spiritual practices are religion/religious. It's not surprising that a person, any person, who's very invested in social culture can vastly improve their life and mind state by stepping back from that unnatural amalgam of manmade, unnatural, affected, arbitrary, external rules and reward systems, and start to focus on their own wellbeing and spiritual needs and real, internal, natural reward systems (in a healthy and balanced way,) and focus on what they actually need, work that they actually need to do instead of what their culture wrongfully says they need or should want. Culture is not your friend, and the best way to be happy is to put in the relatively easy and minor work required to attend to your own, real needs. The Bhagavad Gita frames work as a privilege in life, and it's not wrong. We in the west only have a negative connotation for the word "work" because we associate it with jobs, bosses, unhappy hours spent away from home, etc., but that's not what the word "work" really means, that's just one relatively new, usually very negative, unenjoyable, often poorly compensated timesink of an example. Work just means "the process of getting through some kind of challenge." And 100% of the most valuable things in life come from challenges. All of them.
Yes im currently still on vyvanse but i statrted with meditation reguarly. As a former skeptic i have changed my mind. Meditation will suprise you,.it's a powerful "drug" initself, just do it reguarly. Take it seriously, but relax and focus.
No it didn't, it's just going with the name that the scientist use to describe it. You're brain never said hey I'm calling myself brain. You were taught that that organ in your skull is called a Brian. Everything is taught to us or we learn things on our own. It's all an experience, however the brain really didn't become aware of itself until we learned what it was. When we were children we didn't conceive such a thing. We were aware of ourselves as a whole. But as a brain being an organ that controls the body it's every function and dictates what we experience through our senses. We weren't aware of this fact until we were taught. But I see the analogy the statement is trying to convey though.
Yep, I’ve also been trying to spread this message. It’s because it’s our truths, the only thing we can confirm about ourselves is love,sex, food...or survival and reproduce. We’re in an age where we keep getting further and further away from our natural state and purpose. The discomfort simulates foraging and hunting and the food is the reward. The moment a baby is born they come in screaming, seeking love, food, and sleep. Honor these 3 truths and you’ll be amazed at the clarity and boundless energy you experience. Exercise in the sun for max benefits. -Mr. SmartCity
Yeah he shouldve said a hydrogen atom. Never had meth but lots of people say adderal is just a weaker version of crystal meth and vice versa. Adderal had me visualizing a mass shooting of my school on a near daily basis, switched it for weed best decision i ever made.
@@BigBodyBiggolo um dude i hope you just mean you imagined it happening and not visualising yourself doing it. If you are visualising yourself shooting up the school do not smoke weed either. You need to get professional help. Smoking weed every day in highschool is a bad idea too bro. Your prefrontal cortex doesnt finish developing until you are 25 and theres a chance it could permanently impair your memory.
The hard truth about healing is that you have to stay sober and healthy, exercise, get outside, make those hard decisions and moves that you know you need to make but have been putting off. Accept you will never feel comfortable and adequate and happy all the time. Life is all about finding the beauty and peace in our suffering.
Nicely said. The hardest truth for me is that real positive shifts in self-development actually occur without the use of willpower. Every time I tried to use willpower, it turned out to be a form of neurosis. The changes seem to happen naturally only. Meditation has the property of a cumulative effect: at first nothing happens, then something starts to happen as if by itself.
The trick, the very lesson shrooms is teaching everyone everywhere, is to not give so much fuck, and you'll see happiness and comfort is an active choice and not a state of being.
10:30 THIS! This is what's saved me from so much suffering. I've overcome years of panic attacks by becoming more and more used to this practice of giving myself permission to panic. BEST thing that's worked. Everything I tried before was a desperate attempt to banish the panic attack when I felt it coming on. To fight it tooth and nail with relaxation techniques, forcing myself to try and meditate and do deep breathing. Trying to calm myself was, counterintuitively, making them WORSE because I was essentially ignoring what my mind and body were telling me. One day, I felt one coming on and for some reason just thought, well, here we go. Let's do this. It's going to happen whether you like it or not, whether you fight it or not. You're going to FEEL the anxiety and shake it out on the bed (looks like a seizure or something when it's bad) and then it will end like it always does. It was a surrendering feeling. I let my mind spin. I let myself shake. I let my heart pound. I allowed it. And my mind did spin, my body did shake, and my heart did pound. I let it happen. I soon noticed that it wasn't getting as bad as it normally would. I realized that, in the past, the shakes and heart pounding were actually made worse by fighting them with deep breathes and focusing on trying not to shake and just "relax". Trying to stop it made it worse. When I just laid there and shook like it was what was supposed to be happening, instead of this horrible traumatic event, it started to fade very quickly. It didn't reach the excruciating peaks it used to and lasted a fourth or a third of the time. Within a couple minutes I felt totally fine. Calm, even. Rejuvenated. The next few times I felt one coming on I did the same thing. I gave it permission to grab my attention, take over, and work itself out. They got shorter and less intense each time. It's been well over a year now and I haven't had a single panic attack. It's worked with other things too. Pain, sadness, anger, etc. I realized I was making all these "negative" things worse by avoiding them or trying to put them out like a fire with things like substances, meditation, relaxation, distraction, etc. The REAL suffering was in the RESISTANCE to these difficult feelings. Feel your pain, people. It's yours. Let it flow through you. That pain is reality and it's good for you.
Hey Adam, I clicked on this video to watch you take psychedelics everyday and to see what would happen, but actually came out of it with a clear mind and now I’m finally looking forward to the future. I really need to start meditating more and focusing on myself. Thanks man.
Gazzy Garcia if you spend too much time on your phone, put your phone down and get shit done around the house/errands that you’ve been putting off. Very little things that give you a sense of accomplishment. Also start journaling, I try doing it every day. Writing how I feel, what I try to get done that day, whatever’s on my mind, etc. putting your thoughts and goals on paper brings it to life, you just end up getting more shit done and feel like you’re in control in life rather than time passing you by
Thank you so much for giving me insight on this also do you know what would be a good way of how I would write all my goals and thoughts to were it wouldn’t stress but not stress like confuse me idk how to explain but how do you organize your writing?
Gazzy Garcia honestly I just start it by how I’m feeling, a recap of what I did the day before or if I’m writing at night what I did that day, then I’ll write down the same goals or new errands to keep fresh on my mind. Just don’t think too much about it, you’re writing it for yourself so just write down what’s real to you and whatever you see for your near future. Take it a day at a time, don’t think too much about what’s coming later on. Just try to conquer each and every day that comes
I really appreciate your time and wise words it means a lot to me and this has actually gave me a way better understanding of this thank you so much really
"What you resist , persists. What you chase, will run. What you run from will chase you" Man thats some food for thought. I am going to borrow that one.
Last year I started doing lsd in the summer and kept doing them like twice a month for a few months and it really changed my perspective on food. I'm grateful for stopping seeing food as a pleasure and seeing it as fuel instead. To this day I don't get many sugar cravings and I'm more aware of the stuff that I eat.
Wow I had a completely different experience, it changed my perspective on food, but I was viewing food as a fuel, and now I am more sensitive to the taste, sweetness and everything It is also possible that I didn't understand your comment because I don't speak English (I have never take LSD, just mushrooms)
@@bastiano5585 I did shrooms and acid about a year ago and honestly I don’t get food craving at all, I felt better but I also had bad trips. It makes me see life in a different way for sure and I feel much smarter and creative
Yes. Food is fuel! However I was on the opposite end where I struggled to eat each day. Now it's a part for the routine and sometimes that allows me to do other things I enjoy
Suffered years from crippling OCD. One day of mushrooms practically healed years worth of trauma. In just one day. I still have a residue of the OCD triggers but I no longer act on them and it has been beautiful. I truly believe mushrooms can help with depression and completely believe that they work. And it's true what they say. Do not fight the trip, the harder you fight it, the harder it fights back. Even when it opens doors you don't want it too, look in, take a peek. Like he says, there's a reason it's being revealed.
Im 14, ive had depression for a year and frequent anxiety for 2 and a half. Would be too scared to try this stuff but maybe as an adult. Its gotten a lot better but its still there and i feel like i can never really get rid of it.
@@lukeklo Taking any form of drugs shouldn’t be advised if you aren’t getting proper sleep, eating a proper and normal diet, and exercising. Those 3 simple activities are amazing at regulating and stimulating your endocrine system, and avoiding social media in general is a good idea if you want to maintain good mental health. Maybe meditating might help as well, studies have shown it to improve depressed moods, anxiety and overall stress, and focus along with stimulating activity and growth in the prefrontal cortex.
@@lukeklo Keep on going big man, speak to as many people as you can and get yourself used to being in difficult situations. This is all part of growing up and learning and developing. I wouldn’t play with any substances until you’re older let your frontal lobe develop a bit
I recently revealed the genders of my two girlfriends. It got a lot of hate and now has 30 times more dislikes than likes. I am really sad that people can be so mean. Sorry for using your comment to talk about my problems, dear liv
@@lujamu1597 I can already picture it: 'this camera, that camera, that cat on a tricycle: tell us what's going on in your trip' And a would be famous: 'it's 2cB, no big deal' And of course Russell Brand comes back and is the first guess of this spin-off. In duo with Cotton.
I’ve also felt the need to be more like my child self. I’m a far cry from that person. It’s not that I’ve declined it’s just that I’ve changed. And I want more of those roots to return.
bruh im 17 and i feel that, been dealing with severe anxiety and depression and I just became bitter in so many ways, just cant find much fun in anything, need lil bit of my child self back
Pedro Vaccare I’m 22. I have a feeling by the time you reach my age you’ll find you’ve cycled through several “versions” of yourself. It’ll all seem to come full circle and you’ll realize exactly who you are. Don’t expect to have your shit together yet. Most of us don’t. It’s ok.
Nick B Yeah i agree I’m 20 and I personally felt I had my shit together at 18 but you really don’t and even now I still don’t but I’m closer to reaching my best self 👍
"one atom away from crystal meth" just to be clear that isn't always a signifier of two things having related effect on the body like carbon dioxide vs carbon monoxide
@@marcuscrowell6964 yeah i just used it as a basic example to clarify, most people have enough critical thinking to get this but ive heard anti-vaxxers use the "one atom away" argument so I wanted to be sure
I prefer the comparison of a proton (H+) to hydrochloric acid (HCl); although protons/hydrogen are/is damaging to the body as well, the notion still stands. However, in this context, the one atom difference is relevant; methamphetamine and the salts in adderall are very very similar in effect, unlike CO v CO2 or H+ v HCl
Your body pretty much cant tell the difference. Its processed in the same way with the same receptors. Crystal meth has some additives and pollutants in it is the main difference, as far as taking it goes. If you are curious about it, look up Hamilton Morris. Hes wonderful at explaining how drugs work in the brain and how they are composed chemically.
This video was randomly recommended to me and I thought it’d be interesting to learn about LSD while I eat some pizza. The first 3 minutes of this video hit me like a bus. I’ve been on adderall and more recently vyvanse since I was 11 because of my ADD and I’m at a point in my college career where interesting topics don’t fascinate me anymore and I’m completely unable to initiate studying and overall dedicating every second of my life and my mind to the stress of my school work while also somehow learning and accomplishing nothing. I’ve been thinking maybe I need to get on a different medicine bc I’m already maxed out on vyvanse. Without my meds, I’m a narcoleptic zombie with a bottomless pit for a stomach. I accomplish nothing, gain weight and feel terrible about myself, so that’s not an option. Then this random video I click on after a long day of exams and gives me more answers, insight, hope that I can be my normal self again than I ever thought possible and raises so many questions I’m excited to look into. I think I’m going to take up meditating and get off these meds so I don’t damage my brain even more. I’ve never left a comment on a video, but if you see this, thank you so much for your transparency and for sharing you journey and your knowledge. A million times thank you.
I’m adhd I quit taking all adhd medicine at the age from 6-12, Used to not have any emotions while on it I was straight up a robot doing it’s task. It’s a little challenging but it’s best to learn how to work with it, most annoying thing is never paying attention, I never remember where I put things down I just gotta find it later on lmao
@@user-vb5dv8oi2w Silence, government shill. You won't be able to stop me and the boys from eating eachothers earwax. We know its the real cure for Covid!!!
I missed that. I mean it sounds like he didnt give a shit anyway. Also ive seen gorillas eat their own shit. Hes just getting in touch with his inner ape
I feel like the more I learn and delve into this world of psychedelic medicine, I believe there are certain teachings that are necessary to get the most out of these compounds. Non-dualistic teachings, which can include Buddhist and Taoist philosophy, is immeasurably useful for truly experiencing what I personally call "Rootedness Stillness". (Side note, I'm not "enlightened" or self-actualized, I'm a lot like you, still on the path and learning as I go. I'm simply referencing the profound Stillness that is not only referenced in Non-dualistic teachings, but that I experienced personally in the last few months and it completely changed my life.) In terms of what you said about accepting the emotions, thoughts or anxieties that arise within us, I wholeheartedly agree! "What you chase will run, and what you run from will chase you." Best quote in regard to that. Daily meditation is incredibly beneficial for me, and the friends I have who are involved in this world. Your house keeping you in check LOL! This path never ends. It always goes deeper. I would love to pick your brain at some point. HOLY CRAP WE BOTH LOVE WARHAMMER!! Sylvaneth baby! You are a beacon of positive growth and energy brother, and I hope you continue to learn and grow in this positive direction. I'm so excited to join you on your journey. Much love brother.
Goddamn, I clicked on this video expecting to hear some story of a man tripping balls for 5 months, and instead got really positive, grounded, and effective life advice from a man who sold me meditation. Talk about a bait and switch. Thanks man, I really really hope this continues to go well for you. I'll definitely be taking some of this advice.
I don’t take psychedelics but this was damn interesting. The fact that you bonded more with your children made so much sense to me. Everyday I’m guilty of following those temporary and useless dopamine triggers instead of things that matter more. Makes me want to change that about myself.
"we get carried away in our heads and we put a higher level of importance to things that will bring us a lower level of satisfaction or that we will regret because at the time we are following some dopamine triggers " Oh shit.
You seem so much happier. It's a crazy difference to see dead Adam just talking in front of a camera versus singing Adam leaping on screen and editing as much as he can, even music. We love that iconic growth
I forgot who I heard this from but someone told me something like " motivation doesn't lead to action, action leads to motivation" and it changed me dude... It's so true that if I force myself to do something beneficial that I don't wanna do I feel great afterwards and plan to do it again even if picking it up still sucks
I have the same problem, I’ll get so much done but there’s so much more to do and I don’t never feel fully satisfied bc there’s always so much more to be done... I tell myself all the time GOD DAMN WHY CANT I JUST EXIST WITHOUT ANY OBLIGATIONS FOR AWHILE. It’s always one thing after the other. But then I realized you gatta be loving and compassionate with yourself. You’re doing good and you’ve got a lot done, there will always be more to do but be proud of yourself that you wake up everyday and you keep going. Don’t downplay yourself man you’re doing great. 🖤
I too have eaten acid and mushrooms every day for 5 months. I love my shiitake and citric acid (lemon juice) omelets, 0/10 no visuals. Just a nice breakfast.
Hey man, I undestand you. 2020 has been the best year of my meditation and gym practice. 10 to 20 min meditation every day and 5x a week of gym . Boiiii you feel so good when both of them work
Slayanara YT smoke meth then meditate so you get it done faster then work out and get that done faster and now you have more time for more things like smoking meth
“What you chase will run and what you run from will chase you. The best thing you can do is take a deep breath and jump head first into the fire” wow this is awesome Adam!!
At about 5:00 when you started talking about family, i think you ticked something in my brain. Those few sentences genuinely resolved a massive multi-year dilemma I've been going through. No idea why I'm even commenting this tbh
Don't microdose if: 1. You have a shitty and unhappy job 2. You work all day long and you're not happy about it. 3. If you hate your job but can't get out of it. 4. If you're in a 9/5 job. Why? Time slows down, anxiety raises up, and you just feel unhappy, frustrated and gets even more stressed. Nothing will make it feel better unless you find yourself doing something you like.
Now see for me the micro dosing helped bring life back to my job and made it unshitty. But I can totally see what you're saying and how it could go bad
I was put on Adderall at a young age and was on it for around 10 years before I felt that breaking point and refused to take it anymore. Wasn’t till a while later when I realized it really fucked my brain up. I feel all that, memory problems and it really is the worst feeling. Thank you so much for putting this out there cause there’s a lot of people who aren’t able to understand. I love what you teach and the content you create and always look forward to your videos.
"I'm not sure of the exact reason because that's where I stopped reading" - you have no idea how many times I wish I could've just ended an essay like this 😅
The music in the transitions is hilarious! For someone who’s never done this, that music will totally freak them out. For one who has, however, it’s indescribably funny! Like, it shows the absurdity of the things we’re afraid of. Great video, brother. I’ll be watching the rest of your content, in time.
I've noticed a seemingly permanent after effect of doing acid for me, which is the deeper inclination to spend time with my family, as you mentioned in the video. After a little over a month of not taking it, that effect was still there. And it still is. I feel as if my connection to the things and people I care about is much deeper and more meaningful than it ever was. No meditation, unless breathing in the same pattern as the wind because I go outside for like 5 hours on acid counts. I really do believe that my mental and emotional capacity is higher because of it. I know it's definitely not for everybody and I definitely don't recommend it to anybody, but it worked for me. I may not ever do acid again because I truly don't feel any need to.
@Jonny Klin you kind of confused me . I’ll be microdosing very shortly . I was up all night rolling on molly . I com to find it easier to deal an cope w the come down of molly with LSD.. makes me more productive less depressed
“What you resist, persists.” Such a good point. I’m using silvercloud, and it tells you to recognise your thoughts and feelings like boats on a river. Notice, acknowledge and let them drift on by!
I've been trying to decrease my Adderall use over time, weaning off, and I'm definitely feeling better. Had you tried starting up Adderall at your max dose and decreasing very slowly over time? Or have you only done cold turkey? Why do we not talk about Adderall's (or similar) long term effects??? I took Adderall 40 mg XR everyday for about 11 months, but in retrospect the detrimental effects on my personality came by month 3. I tried quitting by then, but I was addicted. I had work to do, and I couldn't accomplish it without Adderall. I noticed strong depressive effects when I didn't take it, but the depressive effects started to creep in even when I used it. Just negative thoughts and attitudes, mostly because I felt like I was unable to really do anything right. I had a weird perception of the world and weird levels of energy where I was wired, but far too anxious to accomplish anything. Like the only thing I could focus on was how anxious I was. Which spiraled and spiraled and spiraled. I'm convinced that ADHD, which Adderall is made to help, is not a blanket thing. For me, I have all the symptoms of ADHD, but I think they were behaviors I'd developed from childhood trauma. If you never get excited about anything, you can never be disappointed (you can also never be excited, which SUCKS). If you never focus on anything, except for the things that you can hyper focus on, then you kind of numb everything bad. I'd gotten so good at just forgetting the bad stuff that when I took Adderall, all the bad shit I had never faced hit me like a fully loaded 18-wheeler. It brought to focus my internal view of myself which was quite broken and fragmented, full of inconsistencies and desperate for addiction. But now my brain without Adderall seems to assume that the lack of chemical signaling means I'm depressed. The shit thing about perceiving the world in a depressive manner is that every behavior tends to lead to a greater chance of you causing yourself more depression (self-isolation, turning down a split second opportunity). In a perfect world, the brain would see "loss of 40mg Adderall worth of dopmaine? lets up regulate!" But instead, I think it sees "oh, loss of 40 mg Adderall worth of dopamine? you must be a shit human being that just caused this. Let's put your entire body into depression" and then that continues day after day. This last paragraph, in conjunction with long-term heightened impulses on the neurons from hyper-stimulation is likely a bootstrap for neurological restructuring or relearning. I think it brings the brain into a state of hyper-plasticity. Of course, only for the time the brain starts learning new stimulus-behaivor-reward loops. Dopamine is the reward signaler in the brain. It makes you feel good, like when you make progress on a task or eat food. It is a means of associating some particular problem (stimulus) with a behavior and then a reward (feeling good). So, with new possibilities for rewards, your brain restructures very rapidly around the behaviors you develop while on Adderall. Adderall releases other chemicals too, and commonly causes increased feelings of anxiety. New behaviors developing from Adderall use are likely formed more from anxiety in the type of individual that is prone to anxiety. In my opinion, after the brain restructures around the behaviors you do day in and out with Adderall, those new structures become cemented by practice. Then, take away the Adderall, and there isn't any stimulus large enough to cause a reward to be felt. Your brain has trouble learning new things because nothing new is rewarding in comparison to what you already have cemented in your brain. I think you have to break this cycle by tricking your brain into never even realizing there's a drop in total dopamine levels in your brain. When your brain sees a 40mg Adderall loss of dopamine, the difference is fairly obvious. But, 40 vs 37 is not so totally different, and 37 vs 35 isn't that different. In my experience, the human brain only has the capacity to notice large changes. Small changes over time are almost unseeable to us because what matters to our perception is the relative levels of things. Take taste, for example. Two dishes with the same ingredients but different relative levels can have a completely different look, feel, and taste. My two cents, anyway.
That is very similar to what I am feeling right now taking adhd meds, I work a 6am-4pm job every weekday and feel like (after being prescribed) the meds are the only thing that give me the ability to function. When they wear off by the time I get home I can barely get out of the car to go inside and I feel absolutely depleted for the entire arvo/night unless I take more. I live alone and try to have my mates over almost every night which leads to only getting about 5-6 hours a night. I know the right thing is to have some better sleeping hours but coming home to no one every day is not an option. I had a gf for 2 and half years and lived with them for most of that time. She broke up with me for someone else which has damaged me pretty badly and makes me living on my own a whole lot worse. I cant stop thinking about the negatives when I’m alone and even though I am loved and have a very lucky life and things to look forward too I cannot seem to get a grip on my thoughts and routine. I smoke weed every night for the fact that it completely numbs my thoughts/depression and allows me to have a good sleep. This is also something that I have adopted from using it to enjoy myself which I still do but also feel the need to use every night. Have a lot of time ahead of me to correct my ways but I feel very robotic right now and do not know where to go from here. I can garauntee the exciting high of adhd meds will wear off if you are thinking of getting on them to have that feeling as well as medicating which I was and it will turn into something very scattered... I am a 20 yr old male apprentice
First video I’ve been recommended by you in the last 5 months, sucks how UA-cam’s policies f up informative channels by not notifying people. Wish the best for u keep up the good work 👌
My recovery journey was greatly enhanced by the therapeutic benefits of mushrooms. Other psychedelics like DMT and LSD have also proven to be remarkable.
Psilocybin mushrooms,DMT and LSD has been quite therapeutic for me.
I was diagnosed with severe depression and mental health issues, not until a friend recommended golden teachers mushroom for spiritual and mental gratification. I’ve been well ever since for about 4 years now.
Hey mate, Can someone help me with the source?
doctorcyruss is your guy, got all kinds of psychedelics, and the most knowledgeable that I know.
He’s on Telgram?
Yes, and TikTok, highly recommended.
1:07 are we going to ignore the fact that this man just picked his ear and ate it?
im screaming lmao
I think it was on purpose...
Chris Everhart shut up no it wasn’t
Yes
Bruh
“Spending more time with family”, it’s crazy how that feeling kicks you almost like you’re sad but so relieved that u realized
So true! I still find my self distancing from them sometimes. But we definitely can all talk a lot more, and see it differently. A lot of that change has come from psychedelics tbh
Just The Real Tea like an awakening we only know of yet for some reason everybody is on tha same shit
Right. Ive always distanced myself frim my moms side of the family cause im the black sheep and i just dont relate to them and they don't know what drug addictions like. I got sober in 2015 from the demon that had a hold of me(Opioids) and been getting closer to them by proving i was ready to change. I recently for the last 7-8 weeks been tripping every Saturday night when my buddy get out of work after 10pm and a month ago got my hands on some pure crystal mdma and been candyflipping the last 3 or 4 weekends. Which next Saturday im just gonna take lsd. I get pretty good acid too, throughout the years ive tried "acid" whenever i heard someone has it. But until i took actual aciď in 2016. I was taking 25i and 2ci when i first started tripping and just 2 months ago i found a legit plug and gets sheets and has vials. Low and behold ive been knowing this guy for a couple of years cause he works at the smoke shop i get my kratom from every week and barely happen to find out he sells good acid. The first 2 times i bought from him i trippes by myself and basically acids built a good friendship so far hes been tripping every Saturday night at my place for like the last 6 weeks or so. Acids incredible and have openes my eyes and mind like crazy and until recently, whenever i would trip before it was never a steady thing. It would come and go but now i have a steady buddy that gets legit stuff.. I take 5 hits every weekend estimated 90~110ug per. Im not satisfied till i see pure color swirls of like static electricity or something. And seeing a outline of my whole body thats the same electrical swirling colors. Hard to explain but im gettin pretty use to trippin. Only thing I hate is the come up especially when i took mdma cause the high dose of lsd and 175mg of pure mdma cause its almost too intense until u get to peak then levels out.
Just reconnected more with family while going back home for corona. Feels good man 😌
I remembering doing 5 tabs with some friends, my mom was leaving for out of state in 3 days. I felt like a piece of shit for doing the psychedelic instead of spending time with her. Luckily she's amazing
Acid and mushrooms have literally done more for my anxiety, depression and drug addictions in 3 months than 15+ years of therapy and rehab. Combo of micro dosing for a couple weeks and just having a major trip every Friday night. It has changed who I am fundamentally and I couldn’t be more thankful. God Bless everyone struggling out there, this is your path back to a happy normal life
@@aidansamuel2500 for real?
@@younge557 No, real drug dealers dont use youtube comments to promote their business. These people are heartless scammers who prone on people looking for psychs.
@@younge557 No, that’s a scam.
@@ashaskew3042 tanks bro
@@amp4105 😪
Teacher: So what does your Dad do for a living?
Kid: Drugs
Teacher: *_-What_*
Exactly lmao!
Strange times, teacher Strange times...
😂😂
JAJAJAJAJ
Poogie Bear a shaman !!! 😂
"click on a psychedsubstance video"
gets a psychedelic ad, from gaia
That’s how the ad system works, bud.
same
Literally every time
Has anyone seen it? I want to know if it’s any good
Never seen it, US thing?
Also "Too much of anything is poison" is ancient wisdom and correct.
Really need to add that to my list of principles.
Not thc!! No one has ever died from too much weed
Aidzify doesn’t mean it won’t become too much eventually just because you don’t die doesn’t mean it isn’t slowly poisoning you trust me
@@ranger-rick too much weed will still get you into a psychosis tho
Yep you can’t die and overdose from THC but “too much” will kill your brain cells
Since I started micro dosing, I can honestly say I have feelings again. I am able to make connections again and appreciate life. Before I was feeling numb and detached.
@@apiranha1 ask every person you know that smokes or does any recreational drugs. Someone knows where some mushies or Lucy is
How often you dosing?
How much do you take per day to consider it to be microdosing?
@@mattsmith3839 about 10-20 mg of cid and about .5-1 g of shrooms
@@stevenslone2555 a whole gram is waaay to much to be considered microdosing lmao even a half g is too much. .1-.2 would be closer to an actual micro dose
Adam eating his own earwax makes me a more confident person.
I was like wtf
I’m glad y’all saw that too 😂
Tru shit, but hey, could be worse I guess lolol still love him😂😂😂
Bro I’ve seen a lot of people do this... what’s up with that??? It’s so weird
I came to the comments just for a comment on the ear wax lmao.
In case you haven't figured it out - the earwax thing got you to comment on the video.
That friends, is a genius ploy on the YT algorithm.
bro you are thinking on a whole nother level man
Damn we got absolutely played
I was looking for this, I knew I wasn't the only one who actually understood. Thank you
I wasn’t sure that was on purpose but I knew immediately why it got recommended to me when I saw that part and looked at the comments. If that was on purpose that’s next level shit
Brilliant. You’re so right. And look at us doing it. Knowing it.
Why hasn’t this man been on Joe Rogan’s podcast
That's crazy bro, but have you ever tried DMT?
because he has to do 2 years sand-up then after the pod cast he'll get four acres of land and two mules. didn't you watch the new Ron white one? it wasn't that good. TL;DR joe in Austin, TX starting a comedy cult on his ranch basically
Michæl Cax I’m sure that will go so well, seeing as Joe Rogan is such a *prime* stand up comedian ;)
Joe's more overrated than water is wet.
Joe would look like a idiot. That he dies often.
This guy is a genius. He boosted his engagement by fake eating earwax.
what💀
1:07ish
No fr tho
I’m glad I’m not the only one who noticed
😂😂😂😂♥️
He really said “I can’t rhyme worth a lime” instead of “I can’t rhyme worth a dime”. I guess he really can’t rhyme worth a lime
A single lime is usually sold for around $0.30-$0.50, whereas a dime is worth only $0.10.
Checkmate.
I mean.. it rhymed.
''I Ate Assid, Shrooms and EARWAX Everyday For 5 Months, Here’s What Happened''
😂😂
I caught that 😅
@@mackenziewilliams9743 Real question I have is, does taking magic mushrooms compel me to eat my own earwax. If it does, I'm out.
makawakapaka1 imma have to say no, it’d be really strange if it did and weirdly specific
@@Katalystic Ok thanks Katalystic, I can rewax now.
After taking psilocybin I began to also remember things from my childhood I thought I totally forgot and it made me super happy
This happened to me but my childhood sucked so this hurt quite a bit
@@willtaylor4319 a lot of trauma from growing up, psychedelics revealed that trauma more efficiently in one sitting than anything yet, which is amazing
You could have made it in all up in your head while tripping
Same happened with me with weed
J. Meier I thought I was the only one
this guy: talking about how he did drugs everyday for 5 months to heal himself from other drugs
the chat: DID HE JUST EAT HIS EAR WAX??!!
True
Did chat stutter?😤
When U take LSD everyday over time ur earwax will taste more like maple syrup
@@AJBuddha and it talks to you too "eat me eat me!"
haha
Non shalantly picking and eating the ear wax was genius way to get everyone to comment. Cudos
Hahahahaha man im tripping balls but even this zoned me back in
Nonchalant. Ass wit
Roman Hayes no you’re not. Phones Are almost impossible when you are. You toes that perfectly
casual crab warfare you are being a genuinely unpleasant person
Chris Marshall pardon me!
Bold move, Cotton.
That was maybe the most boldly confident picking, examining, and eating of one’s own ear rations I’ve ever seen. 💀
"Ear rations" 😂😂😂
Just look at those things. They've got to produce top of the line ear paste.
Lmfao! "EAR RATIONS" :D
*that’s a bold strategy cotton
Yoo 😂😂😂 this comment is super underrated just like the average joes
After him casually eating his ear wax, I've decided drugs aren't for me.
Edit: Around 1:07
lol
I saw the same thing and came straight to the comments
I actually almost threw up when he did that
@@ChristianSasso that’s literally what I did to lmao
lol, after seeing that I may have to re-evaluate my life
The algorithm, for some reason fed me this video and it may be exactly what I need. Not even the dosing part, but the meditation, the focus on being creative and forcing myself into a healthy routine. I've been literally falling apart and knowing what I need to do, thinking about it and not doing a fucking thing about it. UA-cam may have for once, done a good thing here.
You got this ❤️ the best advice I can give is that your thoughts determine your reality. And a really effective thing, I don’t know what you’re going through, but every night just take a moment to review your day. If there is anything you would change, or “regret” make note of it and move on, trying to make small changes that amount to a huge difference ❤️
Hey stranger. I have crippling depression, when I’m trying to rebuild my routine it’s always been helpful for me to purposefully “shock” my body out of its state. I usually use early morning cold showers (or a dip in a natural body of water) and intense or long duration exercise.
Just what works for me!
💚hope youre all well✌️
Ice cold water on my head and i bought a Fisher Wallace brain stimulator. Look it up...it has worked better than the 30 years of antidepressants.
Good luck bro 💪
My father, near my 18th birthday, admitted that he micro-doses shroom to cure his cluster headaches. It’s still his only working medication. It was an amazing thing to hear from him, truly, and I appreciate people that use psychedelics for their own betterment. Thank you!
Reach out to mycoofav on Instagram. He’s the best plug
Im microdosing Magic Mushrooms for depression and anxiety. It can help.
Wow that’s amazing! What protocol did he follow?
@@ashaskew3042 couldn’t tell you. He’s an old guy and probably poked around Reddit or some shit and found a cluster headache thread that told him to take shrooms. He microdosed once and didn’t have headaches for 6-7 months. It was incredible.
@@bobbyhotsauce That’s amazing though, good for him!🥰
Meditation is often misunderstood. People think they have to strain to clear their minds. That doesn't work. A very concise description of meditation is simply "zoning out". Yep, that's all it is. Thoughts spontaneously occur in a living brain -- no matter how hard you try to stop thinking, you're going to think anyway. Meditation is simply not bothering to grab onto thoughts and analyze them to their logical conclusion. Imagine your mind is your front yard and your thoughts are autumn leaves. You can chase down every leaf and stuff it in a garbage bag, but there will always be more leaves blowing in from elsewhere. Just sit down and watch the leaves until they blow away. That's all meditation is.
That has got to be the best way of describing meditation that I have ever heard. Thank you, kind stranger, for this little nugget of information.
Accept the thoughts. Atleast thats it for me. My brain is way to active. I have way to many thoughts. To many things popping up in my mind. But i never saw this as something bad. Instead it helped me alot.
So I agree with what you say.
As far as i know meditation actually means deep thinking sort of. So deep that it feels like you are in it. It's also the core of many knowledge.
Look inside yourself is probably a good way to put it.
Very true. Once we can pick out the difference between our own thoughts... And other layers of consciousness... Interesting things will happen... Without one intending to do so... And the nature of consciousness and time and space will start to reveal it's mysteries.
It's about paying attention to what you are focusing on and noticing the contents and nature of the subjective conscious experience. Hopefully, you'll notice that you actually don't control your thoughts and by extension anything you do. We are just happening. And, I don't agree. One can definitely meditate on the content of their thoughts and follow them through. Most of the time, people talking about "being stuck in your head" as a negative thing when the contents of your thoughts are excessively preoccupied with thoughts about the past and future. The only real thing is the present. Even when thinking about the past or future, that is still happening in the present. Being actively involved in contemplating actual ideas is not negative. Contemplating the nature of e or pi is living in the present, but the present that is in your thoughts. One can also notice that there are many things appearing consciousness but they are focusing on just one of those things. Noticing what one is noticing is the key to living an examined life in my opinion. Learning that focus does NOT mean analysis of thought is so important. At its core, there is no actual difference between hearing a sound in my head and hearing a sound from my ears. I am not in control of either. Focus/experience is the true mystery of consciousness. My heart beating is automated, why not experience too?
Not drinking excessive amounts of coffee helps too 👍
I took antidepressants for almost 20 years of my life. For the last two months starting with ayahuasca then into daily dmt use I am now off of antidepressants and have never felt more happy or more alive. So far it’s been the best thing I’ve ever done for myself. I love psychedelics.
That’s awesome man 💐💖
That's wild. I barely believe you
MAR TE Believe it. I’ve also struggled with addiction since I was 16. I started with NA about two years ago 6 months in I relapsed. 6 more months I relapsed again. I was dealing with ptsd and depression and was about to relapse again during the COVID lock down. I decided on ayahuasca instead of my doc(drug of choice) which was heroin, meth, and Xanax and I can’t put into words how profound the experience was. It change me big time. I dealt with a lot of old emotions and past trauma and it showed me how I was creating my own hell but in a much deeper way than I had known before. It showed me that I chose to be here where I was and I was exactly where I was supposed to be. Everything truly does happen for a reason. I’ve lost so many friends and family members including my own sister to the disease of addiction and I feel funny saying this but It showed me that I’m here to help people. I’m still in the beginning of this journey and I still have much to learn and much to share. As long as I stay this path things are going to be ok. I never thought I’d feel this way ever again without antidepressants.
@@michaelfreedom3001 you did it by yourself?
Michael Freedom but have you ever done heroin, meth, and Xanax at the same time? For real though good for you man you can do it, before you know it you’ll have a year clean.
I’m not enjoying the fact that all these comments are about him picking his ear cause this is actually a very interesting video and I was looking forward to people’s thoughts on it 😔
Yeah same here 🤦🏾♂️ I was just scrolling through all the comments trying to find something different and found yours 😂
Just go for it shits amazing
Maybe form your own thoughts then... if u can
Because they’re not tripping, they’re focused on what really matters 😂😂
I was, too. So, I'll share mine.
I was addicted to meth for 3 years, and I would love to try this. I feel much better than I did 7 months ago, when I quit. I live in mexico, so the meth here is so cheap, especially for someone with a huge amount of money (versus a mexican income), a gram cost like 10 bucks. An oz for 100. But at a point, you become dysphoric with the meth, and you take it to live (literally, at this point it regulates your bowels and will kill you if you dont respect it, but don't ignore it. Enough just to stay awake through the day like a zombie. But then you want to be more awake, so you take more and then can't eat and you try to shit out nothing because you've become so confused by the overdosage you just took to feel normal. You cant wake up without it literally, sleeping 30 hrs after a binge just to binge more.
I plan to do ayahuasca, as well. I want to heal as much as I can, and I believe I can get back to 💯
I really like that you addressed the fact that you didn't _just_ microdose for a while thinking that would be enough to change your life by itself. You were also meditating (thankfully, as the video describes,) as well as a lot of other important practices, and that's the key to improving one's life: an actual spiritual practice. I think a lot of people shy away from the idea of a spiritual practice because they mistakenly confuse the idea of spirituality with religion, or a spiritual practice with religiosity.
Elephants are gray, but not all gray things are elephants.
Religion is a spiritual practice, but not all spiritual practices are religion/religious.
It's not surprising that a person, any person, who's very invested in social culture can vastly improve their life and mind state by stepping back from that unnatural amalgam of manmade, unnatural, affected, arbitrary, external rules and reward systems, and start to focus on their own wellbeing and spiritual needs and real, internal, natural reward systems (in a healthy and balanced way,) and focus on what they actually need, work that they actually need to do instead of what their culture wrongfully says they need or should want.
Culture is not your friend, and the best way to be happy is to put in the relatively easy and minor work required to attend to your own, real needs.
The Bhagavad Gita frames work as a privilege in life, and it's not wrong. We in the west only have a negative connotation for the word "work" because we associate it with jobs, bosses, unhappy hours spent away from home, etc., but that's not what the word "work" really means, that's just one relatively new, usually very negative, unenjoyable, often poorly compensated timesink of an example.
Work just means "the process of getting through some kind of challenge." And 100% of the most valuable things in life come from challenges. All of them.
Yes im currently still on vyvanse but i statrted with meditation reguarly. As a former skeptic i have changed my mind. Meditation will suprise you,.it's a powerful "drug" initself, just do it reguarly. Take it seriously, but relax and focus.
Talking about your brain is your brain referring to itself in the third person.
the brain named itself
No it didn't, it's just going with the name that the scientist use to describe it. You're brain never said hey I'm calling myself brain. You were taught that that organ in your skull is called a Brian. Everything is taught to us or we learn things on our own. It's all an experience, however the brain really didn't become aware of itself until we learned what it was. When we were children we didn't conceive such a thing. We were aware of ourselves as a whole. But as a brain being an organ that controls the body it's every function and dictates what we experience through our senses. We weren't aware of this fact until we were taught. But I see the analogy the statement is trying to convey though.
@@nowimhigh was just a joke
@@nowimhigh ha wow that comment seems to have really got to you lol. The typo calling the brain Brian is the best :D
No not really, the "I" that adresses your brain is a false construct of the brain so it can better survive, the I is an ilusion
It sounds so dumb, but going through discomfort regularly and having a proper diet really improves everything
Doesn’t fix everything tho
J life ain’t easy man
Living proof and this is facts
Fr I started eating a lot healthier and I’ve found joy with day to day life. Idk that’s just me tho
Yep, I’ve also been trying to spread this message. It’s because it’s our truths, the only thing we can confirm about ourselves is love,sex, food...or survival and reproduce. We’re in an age where we keep getting further and further away from our natural state and purpose. The discomfort simulates foraging and hunting and the food is the reward. The moment a baby is born they come in screaming, seeking love, food, and sleep. Honor these 3 truths and you’ll be amazed at the clarity and boundless energy you experience. Exercise in the sun for max benefits.
-Mr. SmartCity
dont do shrooms everyday for 5 months, you will end up eating earwax.
wonder what typa fuckin mindset u had going into that shit
knew itd be here had to find it 😭😭😭
I've done it, actually helped me in so many ways just don't be depressed it's not that uncommon and I used it instead of adderall
apparently eating assid every day for 5 months gets you hella jacked.
"hella" means nothing.
@@plutoplatters incorrect. its slang for “hell of a (lot) or very. Its a californian thing.
@@ChrisJohnson-pc3pd It's definitely not a california thing. I'd say pretty much everyone who is fluent in English knows what it means
@@Thuperman788 thank you. Seemed like an odd question to me as well.
Word?
Scientists: "What?! We can't do that, that's too unethical!"
UA-camrs:
Legitimatly
CIA: 👀
"one molecule away from being crystal meth"
any singular molecule is one molecule away from crystal meth
We are 50% related to banana
@@gogpoydi bruh
Yeah he shouldve said a hydrogen atom.
Never had meth but lots of people say adderal is just a weaker version of crystal meth and vice versa.
Adderal had me visualizing a mass shooting of my school on a near daily basis, switched it for weed best decision i ever made.
You're so smart
@@BigBodyBiggolo um dude i hope you just mean you imagined it happening and not visualising yourself doing it. If you are visualising yourself shooting up the school do not smoke weed either. You need to get professional help.
Smoking weed every day in highschool is a bad idea too bro. Your prefrontal cortex doesnt finish developing until you are 25 and theres a chance it could permanently impair your memory.
The hard truth about healing is that you have to stay sober and healthy, exercise, get outside, make those hard decisions and moves that you know you need to make but have been putting off. Accept you will never feel comfortable and adequate and happy all the time. Life is all about finding the beauty and peace in our suffering.
Thank you
Nicely said.
The hardest truth for me is that real positive shifts in self-development actually occur without the use of willpower. Every time I tried to use willpower, it turned out to be a form of neurosis.
The changes seem to happen naturally only. Meditation has the property of a cumulative effect: at first nothing happens, then something starts to happen as if by itself.
The trick, the very lesson shrooms is teaching everyone everywhere, is to not give so much fuck, and you'll see happiness and comfort is an active choice and not a state of being.
Honestly lowkey yeah. Although microdosing 🍄 & 🍃 has allowed me to be able to do all those things
Hell yeah!
"Psychedelic seem to have brought us out of a state of almost sleep" WILL YOU STOP
Hey let's all be happy there are ads on his vids
@@drheud1512 this.
@@drheud1512 facts
@@drheud1512 not anymore lol
I don't understand. Stop what
This man has actual shrooms on his desk and still gets monetized, while his completely innocent videos are age restricted
white privilege
@ಥ‿ಥ Crispy ಥ‿ಥ OK, yet is he wrong?
@@norevnamsob6421 yes that's not related whatsoever
@@F1reR0astedTriscuits It's very relevant.
Its mushrooms its not classified as drugs LMAO unless your taking them for psychedelics there just normal mushrooms
Adam: be scared
Ad: psychedelics seem to have taken out of this dream like state.
10:30 THIS! This is what's saved me from so much suffering.
I've overcome years of panic attacks by becoming more and more used to this practice of giving myself permission to panic. BEST thing that's worked. Everything I tried before was a desperate attempt to banish the panic attack when I felt it coming on. To fight it tooth and nail with relaxation techniques, forcing myself to try and meditate and do deep breathing. Trying to calm myself was, counterintuitively, making them WORSE because I was essentially ignoring what my mind and body were telling me. One day, I felt one coming on and for some reason just thought, well, here we go. Let's do this. It's going to happen whether you like it or not, whether you fight it or not. You're going to FEEL the anxiety and shake it out on the bed (looks like a seizure or something when it's bad) and then it will end like it always does.
It was a surrendering feeling. I let my mind spin. I let myself shake. I let my heart pound. I allowed it. And my mind did spin, my body did shake, and my heart did pound. I let it happen. I soon noticed that it wasn't getting as bad as it normally would. I realized that, in the past, the shakes and heart pounding were actually made worse by fighting them with deep breathes and focusing on trying not to shake and just "relax". Trying to stop it made it worse. When I just laid there and shook like it was what was supposed to be happening, instead of this horrible traumatic event, it started to fade very quickly. It didn't reach the excruciating peaks it used to and lasted a fourth or a third of the time. Within a couple minutes I felt totally fine. Calm, even. Rejuvenated. The next few times I felt one coming on I did the same thing. I gave it permission to grab my attention, take over, and work itself out. They got shorter and less intense each time.
It's been well over a year now and I haven't had a single panic attack. It's worked with other things too. Pain, sadness, anger, etc. I realized I was making all these "negative" things worse by avoiding them or trying to put them out like a fire with things like substances, meditation, relaxation, distraction, etc. The REAL suffering was in the RESISTANCE to these difficult feelings. Feel your pain, people. It's yours. Let it flow through you. That pain is reality and it's good for you.
❤️
I couldn’t agree more ❤
Very true! I hope you enjoy your life more now!
Hey Adam, I clicked on this video to watch you take psychedelics everyday and to see what would happen, but actually came out of it with a clear mind and now I’m finally looking forward to the future. I really need to start meditating more and focusing on myself.
Thanks man.
This man is the Johnny sins of psychedelics
How to buy assid
hot
Who tf is johnny sins
@@codybaxter3991 a virgin
NOT JOHNNY SINSNFNSNFNSNFJ
Trying to get around that UA-cam algorithm huh lol
@@wezilla21 yeah, luckily
Its not trying if It works 🤣
Love the "heres what happened" part
Just popping in. 1:08 has been mentioned I see. 🤣😅 what.. why???!!! My face at this moment hurt from contortion in ways unbeknownst to me.
Ad: ‘it’s taking us out of a state of almost sleep’
Me: 😑
Video: starts
Me: 😀
Always get that ad haha 😆
fr them gaea ads or whatever 😭😭
"I think of them as embasudors"
Same...
I’m just glad his channels monetized again
Stretch. Meditate. Strength train. Train your heart. Watch what you put in your body. Try to be less of an asshole. Enjoy life.
Teach me more please
Gazzy Garcia if you spend too much time on your phone, put your phone down and get shit done around the house/errands that you’ve been putting off. Very little things that give you a sense of accomplishment. Also start journaling, I try doing it every day. Writing how I feel, what I try to get done that day, whatever’s on my mind, etc. putting your thoughts and goals on paper brings it to life, you just end up getting more shit done and feel like you’re in control in life rather than time passing you by
Thank you so much for giving me insight on this also do you know what would be a good way of how I would write all my goals and thoughts to were it wouldn’t stress but not stress like confuse me idk how to explain but how do you organize your writing?
Gazzy Garcia honestly I just start it by how I’m feeling, a recap of what I did the day before or if I’m writing at night what I did that day, then I’ll write down the same goals or new errands to keep fresh on my mind. Just don’t think too much about it, you’re writing it for yourself so just write down what’s real to you and whatever you see for your near future. Take it a day at a time, don’t think too much about what’s coming later on. Just try to conquer each and every day that comes
I really appreciate your time and wise words it means a lot to me and this has actually gave me a way better understanding of this thank you so much really
"What you resist , persists. What you chase, will run. What you run from will chase you" Man thats some food for thought. I am going to borrow that one.
What you resist persists is a Bjork song
Spiritual Audiobooks oh awesome I didn’t know that
What you don't resist persists
god hes so relatable. i swear to god everyone with adhd has the same personality
Last year I started doing lsd in the summer and kept doing them like twice a month for a few months and it really changed my perspective on food. I'm grateful for stopping seeing food as a pleasure and seeing it as fuel instead. To this day I don't get many sugar cravings and I'm more aware of the stuff that I eat.
Wow I had a completely different experience, it changed my perspective on food, but I was viewing food as a fuel, and now I am more sensitive to the taste, sweetness and everything
It is also possible that I didn't understand your comment because I don't speak English
(I have never take LSD, just mushrooms)
@@bastiano5585 I did shrooms and acid about a year ago and honestly I don’t get food craving at all, I felt better but I also had bad trips. It makes me see life in a different way for sure and I feel much smarter and creative
@@germanespinosa1947 I think I have forgotten a lot of what I've learn from theses experiences, I barely remind them
Yes. Food is fuel! However I was on the opposite end where I struggled to eat each day. Now it's a part for the routine and sometimes that allows me to do other things I enjoy
1:08
Does eating earwax potentiate the effects of microdosing at all?
bruh
Suffered years from crippling OCD. One day of mushrooms practically healed years worth of trauma. In just one day. I still have a residue of the OCD triggers but I no longer act on them and it has been beautiful. I truly believe mushrooms can help with depression and completely believe that they work. And it's true what they say. Do not fight the trip, the harder you fight it, the harder it fights back. Even when it opens doors you don't want it too, look in, take a peek. Like he says, there's a reason it's being revealed.
Im 14, ive had depression for a year and frequent anxiety for 2 and a half. Would be too scared to try this stuff but maybe as an adult. Its gotten a lot better but its still there and i feel like i can never really get rid of it.
It started when i started taking adderal for my adhd, but even when i dont take it for a long time, it doesnt help.
@@lukeklo Taking any form of drugs shouldn’t be advised if you aren’t getting proper sleep, eating a proper and normal diet, and exercising. Those 3 simple activities are amazing at regulating and stimulating your endocrine system, and avoiding social media in general is a good idea if you want to maintain good mental health. Maybe meditating might help as well, studies have shown it to improve depressed moods, anxiety and overall stress, and focus along with stimulating activity and growth in the prefrontal cortex.
The placebo effect at its finest
@@lukeklo Keep on going big man, speak to as many people as you can and get yourself used to being in difficult situations. This is all part of growing up and learning and developing. I wouldn’t play with any substances until you’re older let your frontal lobe develop a bit
LSD was good on my trial
My recovery journey was supported by the therapeutic benefits of mushrooms and lsd
How to get em?
dr.martinshrooms got you covered.-:
Can he be on Instgram?
Yes, that’s his name.
Adam: Guys, here's complex and very interesting topic!
Comments: EARWAX
I recently revealed the genders of my two girlfriends. It got a lot of hate and now has 30 times more dislikes than likes. I am really sad that people can be so mean. Sorry for using your comment to talk about my problems, dear liv
So true aha but what do you expect from UA-cam haha
AxxL wtf
@@AxxLAfriku let me guess. They are girls?
Very misleading comments are earwax it’s him eating his ear wax
"Hi, I'm rave Sean Evans and this is the show with hot trips, and even hotter hallucinations"
HA
Lol
Congratulations, you’ve won an upvote. Fucking hilarious comment, good sir.
I think we need a hot ones with increasingly potent psychedelics
@@lujamu1597 I can already picture it:
'this camera, that camera, that cat on a tricycle: tell us what's going on in your trip'
And a would be famous:
'it's 2cB, no big deal'
And of course Russell Brand comes back and is the first guess of this spin-off. In duo with Cotton.
I’ve also felt the need to be more like my child self. I’m a far cry from that person. It’s not that I’ve declined it’s just that I’ve changed. And I want more of those roots to return.
bruh im 17 and i feel that, been dealing with severe anxiety and depression and I just became bitter in so many ways, just cant find much fun in anything, need lil bit of my child self back
Pedro Vaccare I’m 22. I have a feeling by the time you reach my age you’ll find you’ve cycled through several “versions” of yourself. It’ll all seem to come full circle and you’ll realize exactly who you are. Don’t expect to have your shit together yet. Most of us don’t. It’s ok.
Nick B Yeah i agree I’m 20 and I personally felt I had my shit together at 18 but you really don’t and even now I still don’t but I’m closer to reaching my best self 👍
@@NickB-md1oy Much love bro
@@NickB-md1oy shit will keep cycling, depends on how you go through with it.
"one atom away from crystal meth"
just to be clear that isn't always a signifier of two things having related effect on the body
like carbon dioxide vs carbon monoxide
Exactly what I was thinking
To be fair carbon monoxide and dioxide are relatively simple, composed of three and two atoms each, methamphetamine is way more complicated than that
Yeah really dumb argument.
@@marcuscrowell6964 yeah i just used it as a basic example to clarify, most people have enough critical thinking to get this but ive heard anti-vaxxers use the "one atom away" argument so I wanted to be sure
I prefer the comparison of a proton (H+) to hydrochloric acid (HCl); although protons/hydrogen are/is damaging to the body as well, the notion still stands. However, in this context, the one atom difference is relevant; methamphetamine and the salts in adderall are very very similar in effect, unlike CO v CO2 or H+ v HCl
Meth and Adderall are very similar?.. Holy crap! .. well that explains A LOT!!!
God damn it
Fuck
@@catalyzerr opiates and amphetamines?
@@catalyzerr that's a new way to look at it
Your body pretty much cant tell the difference. Its processed in the same way with the same receptors. Crystal meth has some additives and pollutants in it is the main difference, as far as taking it goes. If you are curious about it, look up Hamilton Morris. Hes wonderful at explaining how drugs work in the brain and how they are composed chemically.
@@catalyzerr frl I mean it metabolizes into morphine in your blood its the same shit
I’m here for adams IDGAF energy. Earwax and all.
This dude's the drug version of Sean Evans
An Interview with increasing mushroom dose 💯💯💯
I WAS WONDERING WHY HE SEEMED SO FAMILIAR 😂 lmao
BAHAHAHA
Sean Evans smokes 😂 he did a video with Tommy Chong
He can even be a young Joe Rogan. Both muscular, bald, and talk about DMT
This video was randomly recommended to me and I thought it’d be interesting to learn about LSD while I eat some pizza. The first 3 minutes of this video hit me like a bus. I’ve been on adderall and more recently vyvanse since I was 11 because of my ADD and I’m at a point in my college career where interesting topics don’t fascinate me anymore and I’m completely unable to initiate studying and overall dedicating every second of my life and my mind to the stress of my school work while also somehow learning and accomplishing nothing. I’ve been thinking maybe I need to get on a different medicine bc I’m already maxed out on vyvanse. Without my meds, I’m a narcoleptic zombie with a bottomless pit for a stomach. I accomplish nothing, gain weight and feel terrible about myself, so that’s not an option. Then this random video I click on after a long day of exams and gives me more answers, insight, hope that I can be my normal self again than I ever thought possible and raises so many questions I’m excited to look into. I think I’m going to take up meditating and get off these meds so I don’t damage my brain even more. I’ve never left a comment on a video, but if you see this, thank you so much for your transparency and for sharing you journey and your knowledge. A million times thank you.
Get off adds or any stimulus like that. It’s poison. You’ve been on it a long time. That stuff is poisonous fr
Good luck and stay positive
I’m adhd I quit taking all adhd medicine at the age from 6-12, Used to not have any emotions while on it I was straight up a robot doing it’s task. It’s a little challenging but it’s best to learn how to work with it, most annoying thing is never paying attention, I never remember where I put things down I just gotta find it later on lmao
Good for you Haylee, hope the best for you
How’s it goin
Sooo did u take some knifes man?
you know the acid is kicking in when you are eating earwax
More like wiping it in his front teeth
Me and the boys LOVE eating earwax on acid. If you disagree you clearly aren't woke
Corey Wyatt why
@@user-vb5dv8oi2w Silence, government shill. You won't be able to stop me and the boys from eating eachothers earwax. We know its the real cure for Covid!!!
Only woke folk do this
"what happens after 5 months of acid?"
1:07 *eats ear booger*
Ah.. noted
I missed that. I mean it sounds like he didnt give a shit anyway. Also ive seen gorillas eat their own shit. Hes just getting in touch with his inner ape
i watched this with ad block, then rewatched twice cause i forgot they screw u with ur monetization. Watched 4 ads for ya! I'm happy ur back!
@@diazdead2day147 he's supporting one of his fav content Creator's what pathetic about tht?
@@diazdead2day147 ah yes, doing things unasked for the benefit of others, quite pathetic indeed. quite pathetic In-deed.
@@diazdead2day147 bruh
I saw the act of earwax eating.......forgot about everything he was talking about......came to the comments. Did not leave disappointed
I saw the ear wax eating...and immediately came to the comments to make sure other people were talking about it
Same. Same. Dude just ate earwax fashosho
Ok ok just came down here for a second to make sure I wasn’t the only one who saw it
Was he fuckin’ with us? He didn’t eat it. It looked like he brushed his teeth with it.
I feel like the more I learn and delve into this world of psychedelic medicine, I believe there are certain teachings that are necessary to get the most out of these compounds. Non-dualistic teachings, which can include Buddhist and Taoist philosophy, is immeasurably useful for truly experiencing what I personally call "Rootedness Stillness". (Side note, I'm not "enlightened" or self-actualized, I'm a lot like you, still on the path and learning as I go. I'm simply referencing the profound Stillness that is not only referenced in Non-dualistic teachings, but that I experienced personally in the last few months and it completely changed my life.)
In terms of what you said about accepting the emotions, thoughts or anxieties that arise within us, I wholeheartedly agree! "What you chase will run, and what you run from will chase you." Best quote in regard to that. Daily meditation is incredibly beneficial for me, and the friends I have who are involved in this world.
Your house keeping you in check LOL! This path never ends. It always goes deeper. I would love to pick your brain at some point. HOLY CRAP WE BOTH LOVE WARHAMMER!! Sylvaneth baby! You are a beacon of positive growth and energy brother, and I hope you continue to learn and grow in this positive direction. I'm so excited to join you on your journey. Much love brother.
Goddamn, I clicked on this video expecting to hear some story of a man tripping balls for 5 months, and instead got really positive, grounded, and effective life advice from a man who sold me meditation. Talk about a bait and switch. Thanks man, I really really hope this continues to go well for you. I'll definitely be taking some of this advice.
Same thoughts
he looks like the guy from split
Your photo
@@Legogazer dude I’m so high and I laughed so hard
Sam Jackson?
@@csn583 bald James McAvoy
They should cast him as the next Professor X(tc)
I don’t take psychedelics but this was damn interesting. The fact that you bonded more with your children made so much sense to me. Everyday I’m guilty of following those temporary and useless dopamine triggers instead of things that matter more. Makes me want to change that about myself.
You are aware of it, so make the move
@@richardrussell4065I will
You'll be glad to know that this video appeared in my recommended. Also leaving this comment to hopefully make the algorithm promote this video more
Same
"Psychedelics seem to have brought us out of a state of almost sleep"
Every single time
💀💀
I'm getting ads for litter robot on every video I watch so I can't relate to what anyone is saying about his ads lmao
Every single timeeee
Yesss !!!!
"we get carried away in our heads and we put a higher level of importance to things that will bring us a lower level of satisfaction or that we will regret because at the time we are following some dopamine triggers " Oh shit.
This has happened to me personally. About 3 weeks ago. I had a dopamine overdose and it made my pupils huge and sent me into a flashback.
Thanks for being so honest and genuine, this is incredibly intriguing and a great anecdote. Keep growing man!
You seem so much happier. It's a crazy difference to see dead Adam just talking in front of a camera versus singing Adam leaping on screen and editing as much as he can, even music. We love that iconic growth
I forgot who I heard this from but someone told me something like " motivation doesn't lead to action, action leads to motivation" and it changed me dude... It's so true that if I force myself to do something beneficial that I don't wanna do I feel great afterwards and plan to do it again even if picking it up still sucks
After Adam became dissatisfied with the psychedelics he was taking he decided to start an even harder drug, Warhammer.
I have the same problem, I’ll get so much done but there’s so much more to do and I don’t never feel fully satisfied bc there’s always so much more to be done... I tell myself all the time GOD DAMN WHY CANT I JUST EXIST WITHOUT ANY OBLIGATIONS FOR AWHILE. It’s always one thing after the other. But then I realized you gatta be loving and compassionate with yourself. You’re doing good and you’ve got a lot done, there will always be more to do but be proud of yourself that you wake up everyday and you keep going. Don’t downplay yourself man you’re doing great. 🖤
I too have eaten acid and mushrooms every day for 5 months. I love my shiitake and citric acid (lemon juice) omelets, 0/10 no visuals. Just a nice breakfast.
Alan’s not so psychedelic breakfast
matilda mother whos alan
@@matildamother8030 whos alan?
Willow Charrier pink floyd
Mike Oxlong atom heart mother
After 5 months Adam must be pro at eating assid
Bruh love your videos !
The 2 of you should make a video toghether!
ASS ID?
loveeeee ur videossssss
Love your vids ❤❤
Should be called “my Microdosing experience to cure Amphetamine damage“ and “5 months of LSD“ in the Thumbnail
83N74M1N wouldn’t get as many clicks
U made the overwhelming feeling slowly turning into a smiley trip you really know what ur talking about
1:07 when you dug in your ear and then bit it was that because adderall or because yolo?
Yeahhhh that scared me
Yea how fucking random was that 😂
earwax is psychoactive
I have a microwave in my kitchen
I didn't knew ppl ate earwax until this video
Hey man, I undestand you. 2020 has been the best year of my meditation and gym practice. 10 to 20 min meditation every day and 5x a week of gym . Boiiii you feel so good when both of them work
More people gotta exercise n meditate. Some of the best stuff you can do for quality of life.
Slayanara YT smoke meth then meditate so you get it done faster then work out and get that done faster and now you have more time for more things like smoking meth
@Slayanara YT thanks, I just wish I wasn't addicted to methamphetamine.
That's awesome
Slayanara YT life has no meaning eśe. “It don’t matter, none of this matters.”
He’s an absolute genius if he ate his own ear wax super low key for publicity 😂😂😂
He definitely didn't
@@larrytinsley4247 def did. the comments r flooded w these comments which increases interactions
I meannn he does micro dose... seems like a good idea he could have had. Dude gets up at 2am to have more time so it’s definitely possible lol
People are so dumb he’s just a smart guy interactions everything with YT now
I’ve known about this dude for four years and just now found out he has kids 🤦🏼♀️
Me too I assumed he was gay
@@joedice2018 mans doesn’t seem gay at all lmfao
@@blakelangan1874 kinda does lol
@@joedice2018 projecting
“What you chase will run and what you run from will chase you. The best thing you can do is take a deep breath and jump head first into the fire” wow this is awesome Adam!!
Dopamine: hold on. Serotonin: let go.
Wait holy shit
Can someone explain this to me please
BrokenSymmetry same
@@halothehuman dopamine makes you crave things, serotonin regulates your mood. this is super simplified and definitely do research but best i can do
wow
At about 5:00 when you started talking about family, i think you ticked something in my brain. Those few sentences genuinely resolved a massive multi-year dilemma I've been going through. No idea why I'm even commenting this tbh
I'm glad to hear that!!
Cheers bro
wife walks in: what drugs is that dude on?
me: Well thats pretty complicated
person: what’s your favorite food?
you: assid.
And earwax
How to buy assid
Earwax
Mans did acid so much started spelling it “Assid” 🤣🤣🤣
And starting eating earwax
uhm cus of youtube stuff lol
@@scoobydoodrew4209 uhm no, it's a joke. see it on 3:13.
@@zawlatan uhhm its both lmfao
Don't microdose if:
1. You have a shitty and unhappy job
2. You work all day long and you're not happy about it.
3. If you hate your job but can't get out of it.
4. If you're in a 9/5 job.
Why?
Time slows down, anxiety raises up, and you just feel unhappy, frustrated and gets even more stressed.
Nothing will make it feel better unless you find yourself doing something you like.
i quit my job a few days ago because i went in on the afterglow of 400ugs and realized how much i hated it
I have a job I don't like and it made me happier and my days went by so quickly and I didn't even notice it. Was super focused and happy
Now see for me the micro dosing helped bring life back to my job and made it unshitty. But I can totally see what you're saying and how it could go bad
This just isn’t true. It works differently for everyone.
Not true
I was put on Adderall at a young age and was on it for around 10 years before I felt that breaking point and refused to take it anymore. Wasn’t till a while later when I realized it really fucked my brain up. I feel all that, memory problems and it really is the worst feeling. Thank you so much for putting this out there cause there’s a lot of people who aren’t able to understand. I love what you teach and the content you create and always look forward to your videos.
Reach out mycojoles on Instagram he’s got the best products . He has been my plug for a while now and also gives out discounts and quick deliveries
"I'm not sure of the exact reason because that's where I stopped reading" - you have no idea how many times I wish I could've just ended an essay like this 😅
I'm dying at 4am because of this comment. 🤣🤣🤣
Dude you got 2million followers man! I remember when you were like 100k!
im happy for him
@@BerinMaik no you're not
@@cashdollar6695 ok
I didn’t know this till now holy shit 😂
tyson hartman that’s why he can eat earwax and not give af
Did you eat your earwax? That was pretty disgusting.
Bro... I thought I was the only one who saw that for a sec. What the fuckkkkk lmfao...
What it taste like tho
He was trolling yall lmao
It was only a microdose!
@@golden6335 No... I think he was tasting his fucking earwax.
i jus saw it right now holy shit hahahahahaha
The music in the transitions is hilarious! For someone who’s never done this, that music will totally freak them out. For one who has, however, it’s indescribably funny! Like, it shows the absurdity of the things we’re afraid of. Great video, brother. I’ll be watching the rest of your content, in time.
I've noticed a seemingly permanent after effect of doing acid for me, which is the deeper inclination to spend time with my family, as you mentioned in the video. After a little over a month of not taking it, that effect was still there. And it still is. I feel as if my connection to the things and people I care about is much deeper and more meaningful than it ever was. No meditation, unless breathing in the same pattern as the wind because I go outside for like 5 hours on acid counts. I really do believe that my mental and emotional capacity is higher because of it. I know it's definitely not for everybody and I definitely don't recommend it to anybody, but it worked for me. I may not ever do acid again because I truly don't feel any need to.
@Jonny Klin what ? U got ED from lsd and weed
@Jonny Klin you kind of confused me . I’ll be microdosing very shortly . I was up all night rolling on molly . I com to find it easier to deal an cope w the come down of molly with LSD.. makes me more productive less depressed
“What you resist, persists.”
Such a good point. I’m using silvercloud, and it tells you to recognise your thoughts and feelings like boats on a river. Notice, acknowledge and let them drift on by!
Buddhism
@@miniwarrior7 as in that is where that quote is from?
Are we just going to act like he didn’t just eat his ear wax ?!
I believe it was an intentional fore-thought or fore-shadowing what he discusses later in the video about getting high off your own supply?
I paused the video just to find the comments about it. LMAO
Thank you! WTF was that for?!
He did it within the first 2 minutes of the video!!! I'm so fucking grossed out
Fuck im glad someone else noticed that 1:10 into the video 🤣🤣
Good to see you back!
he really needs to be on joe rogans podcast one day
joe is a reptile and a shill. immature and fake
Or on Duncan Trussell
Funny they look alike lmao
I wish people would stop making Joe Rogan seem like the best person to interview worthy people. He is a shill.
@Caleb Phillips exactly, im sure if he met him in person it would be whole different story
I've been trying to decrease my Adderall use over time, weaning off, and I'm definitely feeling better. Had you tried starting up Adderall at your max dose and decreasing very slowly over time? Or have you only done cold turkey?
Why do we not talk about Adderall's (or similar) long term effects???
I took Adderall 40 mg XR everyday for about 11 months, but in retrospect the detrimental effects on my personality came by month 3. I tried quitting by then, but I was addicted. I had work to do, and I couldn't accomplish it without Adderall. I noticed strong depressive effects when I didn't take it, but the depressive effects started to creep in even when I used it. Just negative thoughts and attitudes, mostly because I felt like I was unable to really do anything right. I had a weird perception of the world and weird levels of energy where I was wired, but far too anxious to accomplish anything. Like the only thing I could focus on was how anxious I was. Which spiraled and spiraled and spiraled.
I'm convinced that ADHD, which Adderall is made to help, is not a blanket thing. For me, I have all the symptoms of ADHD, but I think they were behaviors I'd developed from childhood trauma. If you never get excited about anything, you can never be disappointed (you can also never be excited, which SUCKS). If you never focus on anything, except for the things that you can hyper focus on, then you kind of numb everything bad. I'd gotten so good at just forgetting the bad stuff that when I took Adderall, all the bad shit I had never faced hit me like a fully loaded 18-wheeler. It brought to focus my internal view of myself which was quite broken and fragmented, full of inconsistencies and desperate for addiction.
But now my brain without Adderall seems to assume that the lack of chemical signaling means I'm depressed. The shit thing about perceiving the world in a depressive manner is that every behavior tends to lead to a greater chance of you causing yourself more depression (self-isolation, turning down a split second opportunity). In a perfect world, the brain would see "loss of 40mg Adderall worth of dopmaine? lets up regulate!" But instead, I think it sees "oh, loss of 40 mg Adderall worth of dopamine? you must be a shit human being that just caused this. Let's put your entire body into depression" and then that continues day after day.
This last paragraph, in conjunction with long-term heightened impulses on the neurons from hyper-stimulation is likely a bootstrap for neurological restructuring or relearning. I think it brings the brain into a state of hyper-plasticity. Of course, only for the time the brain starts learning new stimulus-behaivor-reward loops. Dopamine is the reward signaler in the brain. It makes you feel good, like when you make progress on a task or eat food. It is a means of associating some particular problem (stimulus) with a behavior and then a reward (feeling good). So, with new possibilities for rewards, your brain restructures very rapidly around the behaviors you develop while on Adderall.
Adderall releases other chemicals too, and commonly causes increased feelings of anxiety. New behaviors developing from Adderall use are likely formed more from anxiety in the type of individual that is prone to anxiety. In my opinion, after the brain restructures around the behaviors you do day in and out with Adderall, those new structures become cemented by practice.
Then, take away the Adderall, and there isn't any stimulus large enough to cause a reward to be felt. Your brain has trouble learning new things because nothing new is rewarding in comparison to what you already have cemented in your brain. I think you have to break this cycle by tricking your brain into never even realizing there's a drop in total dopamine levels in your brain. When your brain sees a 40mg Adderall loss of dopamine, the difference is fairly obvious. But, 40 vs 37 is not so totally different, and 37 vs 35 isn't that different. In my experience, the human brain only has the capacity to notice large changes. Small changes over time are almost unseeable to us because what matters to our perception is the relative levels of things. Take taste, for example. Two dishes with the same ingredients but different relative levels can have a completely different look, feel, and taste.
My two cents, anyway.
We need to talk in length more about this. UA-cam has never blew my mind untill this comment lol that was an amazing read for me right now 😂
This is definitely resonating with me
Amazing insight. Thanks for the 2 cents. Worth a helluva lot more!
Quit cold turkey, go on jogs and eat healthy, stay away from your phone and use energy drinks to keep your energy up
That is very similar to what I am feeling right now taking adhd meds, I work a 6am-4pm job every weekday and feel like (after being prescribed) the meds are the only thing that give me the ability to function. When they wear off by the time I get home I can barely get out of the car to go inside and I feel absolutely depleted for the entire arvo/night unless I take more.
I live alone and try to have my mates over almost every night which leads to only getting about 5-6 hours a night. I know the right thing is to have some better sleeping hours but coming home to no one every day is not an option.
I had a gf for 2 and half years and lived with them for most of that time. She broke up with me for someone else which has damaged me pretty badly and makes me living on my own a whole lot worse. I cant stop thinking about the negatives when I’m alone and even though I am loved and have a very lucky life and things to look forward too I cannot seem to get a grip on my thoughts and routine.
I smoke weed every night for the fact that it completely numbs my thoughts/depression and allows me to have a good sleep. This is also something that I have adopted from using it to enjoy myself which I still do but also feel the need to use every night.
Have a lot of time ahead of me to correct my ways but I feel very robotic right now and do not know where to go from here.
I can garauntee the exciting high of adhd meds will wear off if you are thinking of getting on them to have that feeling as well as medicating which I was and it will turn into something very scattered...
I am a 20 yr old male apprentice
First video I’ve been recommended by you in the last 5 months, sucks how UA-cam’s policies f up informative channels by not notifying people. Wish the best for u keep up the good work 👌