ADHD in Girls and Women | Martha Barnard-Rae | TEDxKinjarling

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  • Опубліковано 28 бер 2024
  • After living undiagnosed with ADHD for 39yrs, Martha explores the reasons girls and women are underdiagnosed and her lived experiences before and after her 2021 diagnosis. Martha Barnard-Rae writes clear, convincing words for exacting humans. As a copywriter and owner of Word Candy, she specialises in personality and values-driven SEO copywriting for outside-the-box brands. Martha’s words live on the websites, blogs, videos, and emails of businesses all over Australia.
    As a card-carrying Millennial, her career has evolved. But English teaching, corporate training, and copywriting are rooted in clear, engaging communication. Martha is a communicator through and through - and has always had a deep respect for the power of words.
    This Canadian transplant is a life-long sun chaser. A voracious reader. An extroverted-extrovert with a penchant for social justice chats. She’s wife to a darling husband, mum to two lovely boys - and a sore loser of board games.
    When Martha’s not crafting delicious words, you’ll find her walking two giant pooches, obsessing over her latest hobby, or wrapped around a cup of tea, planning her next Instagram reel. This talk was given at a TEDx event using the TED conference format but independently organized by a local community. Learn more at www.ted.com/tedx

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  • @0211lilyify
    @0211lilyify Рік тому +6537

    It’s a privilege to be alive during a time where there are now women who speaks up for women’s health and not always men. This summarizes my life.

    • @amyjobecker8953
      @amyjobecker8953 Рік тому +43

      I'm afraid the times are changing, and I fear for all of us. (All the rulings of last week, 6/26-7/2/2022.) Woman power!

    • @judithdarida6998
      @judithdarida6998 Рік тому +35

      Really interesting! Her factoid that we get it after having kids…I was diagnosed at age 59. Thx to grandma, & loving teachers, had a great childhood!

    • @angelinaghrist3489
      @angelinaghrist3489 Рік тому +88

      As a woman in the US, where a group of predominantly men feel entitled to govern what occurs in my body, it's profoundly awakening to realize that in my second half of my life that I likely have ADHD also. I am saddened by my own ignorance due to lack of awareness and a patriarchal society that is getting worse not better. I'm grateful now but have spent decades beating myself up. Now to get a diagnosis and pursue treatment options. Thank you for your courage and willingness to be vulnerable.

    • @0211lilyify
      @0211lilyify Рік тому +16

      @@angelinaghrist3489 I hear you and I look forward to seeing more of you. Thank you ❤️

    • @nuckinfuts7610
      @nuckinfuts7610 Рік тому +33

      Ladies, I couldn't agree more with all of your msgs. Thank you for sharing. I'm 39yrs old, just dx'ed adhd last year and it's been equally life changing and eye opening. Growing up in not only a patriarchal household, but a religious patriarchal household, I was hardwired to feel shame for these traits. Plus many more, countless more. The majority of which were shared by my male counterparts, but the responses were glaringly different. Bc after all, "boys will be boys." There isn't a patriarchal system in existence, past or present, that hasn't ruined a great deal of lives, or isn't riddled in some kind of life altering abuse and reprehensible behavior. Forcing people to accept the unacceptable.
      I've always held a great deal of gratitude for my fellow gals, and in this awful time where a large number of men admittedly feel even more entitled to women's bodies, only serves to strike even more appreciation in me for all women out there. It's time to stand together and offer each other support, unwavering support. Which you guys are already doing and for that I'm beyond grateful. Thank you again for sharing. And most importantly, thank you for refusing to accept the unacceptable. 💜

  • @jenniferham9349
    @jenniferham9349 Рік тому +2579

    The post for help memorizing, the notecards, the notecards on the floor, the shuffling of the cards on the floor… this is what we need. Someone like us on a big, highly respected stage. Someone who speaks eloquently but still struggles. First time I’ve ever seen “me” on a stage. Amazing 👏

    • @gullivertrot
      @gullivertrot Рік тому +59

      "First time I’ve ever seen “me” on a stage. Amazing 👏" Couldn't have said better myself! 🥂

    • @sharonspiller7427
      @sharonspiller7427 Рік тому +26

      Yes!! Representation matters

    • @marthabarnard-rae9617
      @marthabarnard-rae9617 Рік тому +16

      Thanks so much for this beautiful comment, Jennifer ❤

    • @LuxxVee
      @LuxxVee Рік тому +6

      Same.

    • @stephy4missy
      @stephy4missy Рік тому +19

      Oh gosh the
      “speaking eloquently but still struggling… “
      I’ve never identified with a such a simply raw put phrase so much.

  • @yeah2837
    @yeah2837 Рік тому +2010

    i didn’t know that ADHD includes lower levels of dopamine, which means that our brains are always desperately seeking that next dopamine hit. i teared up, honestly. it makes _so much sense_ for me

    • @ninaromm5491
      @ninaromm5491 Рік тому +28

      @ yeah . Young adolescents are now posting about ADHD on Tiktok .
      Fascinating points about Dopamine that may not yet be recognized in the literature ? Interesting how info is being disseminated today by a younger cohort...

    • @vanessahollenbach85
      @vanessahollenbach85 Рік тому +21

      yes, at 42 years old this makes so much sense now

    • @Madeliefschram
      @Madeliefschram Рік тому +46

      omg I never knew! It makes so much sense now why I was always addicted to seeking out drama and being stressed on purpose

    • @lindawhite1515
      @lindawhite1515 Рік тому +20

      This explains my love of speed and danger my whole life. Also explains the broken arms, ribs, collar bone, and concussions.

    • @andreagallo3430
      @andreagallo3430 Рік тому +12

      It's unfortunate that we don't know a lot about it. But this wonderful woman is exactly me. I felt like I was the one speaking. God bless her.

  • @carynslack2226
    @carynslack2226 11 місяців тому +490

    The part where she says" I'm not a bad woman, I'm not a bad mom, and I can't just try harder" or However, she says it, brought me to tears because I felt fully seen for the first time in a long time.

    • @marcicole7708
      @marcicole7708 9 місяців тому +1

      Same same same... this was so good

    • @tammys376
      @tammys376 9 місяців тому +2

      100%

    • @christydean3552
      @christydean3552 7 місяців тому +2

      Same here

    • @tknows470
      @tknows470 4 місяці тому

      😢

    • @schar-a-leesmith8018
      @schar-a-leesmith8018 4 місяці тому +2

      Same! Spent the last almost 35 years believing all of this was just faults of mine, and got my diagnosis almost a month ago (my 35th birthday was yesterday 😂) and I FINALLY feel seen and heard. I know it’s that my brain is different, rather than me just being a screw up.

  • @erinwalker9173
    @erinwalker9173 Рік тому +3513

    When she teared up saying it's not just a matter of trying harder, I felt that. I haven't been diagnosed with ADHD but my parents used to punish me for "not paying attention," not remembering, and being generally "ditzy." I didn't have control over any of these things.

    • @misst5835
      @misst5835 Рік тому +169

      Right I cried too! Spending an entire life being invalidated is hard on the heart and soul.

    • @marthabarnard-rae9617
      @marthabarnard-rae9617 Рік тому +52

      I’m so sorry that happened to you, Erin ♥️

    • @brookssnozek4153
      @brookssnozek4153 Рік тому +20

      Same!

    • @kathleenlovett1958
      @kathleenlovett1958 Рік тому +124

      When I was in 1st grade I was sent to the principal's office for daydreaming too much (not paying attention because I couldn't). I feel your pain ❤️🤗 I was diagnosed with ADHD last year (I'm 63 now). There's a great channel on UA-cam; How to ADHD. I'm sending you LOVE and my very best wishes ❣️🙏🤗

    • @vlvchii
      @vlvchii Рік тому +40

      I cried reading your comment before I even got to that part in the video cause I can't focus

  • @katherineelizabethco
    @katherineelizabethco Рік тому +2420

    The most difficult part of my ADHD is becoming bored to the point where I end up feeling agitated. People, places and things can be boring. Over time I learned skills to combat boredom. I became an artist where hyper focusing is an asset. I started to exercise everyday, which calmed down agitation and anxiety. I started to wear headphones while I painted. Music shut out intrusive thoughts.

    • @JustinVance77
      @JustinVance77 Рік тому +53

      Those kind of coping mechanisms work for me too and I'm glad you've shaped your habits to use your traits!

    • @truerosie
      @truerosie Рік тому +55

      Yes this works for me too. I find almost all social life boring beyond belief; people say it's not good to isolate but it works for me a lot of the time.

    • @michelebence4308
      @michelebence4308 Рік тому +37

      True about the boredom here too , gotta have the strategies. Exhausting but essential and come to terms with the fact your family will NEVER get it. Music and nature sounds work well for me too. As does exercise when I'm well enough to DO IT.

    • @simone1351
      @simone1351 Рік тому +11

      Wow I have come to all of these things myself

    • @sarahries
      @sarahries Рік тому +32

      Yes exactly this! If I'm in a room watching a boring lecture or rehearsal, I have to resist the urge to run from the room. Sometimes I scream inside my head and picture hiding under the chair or desk in fetal position. If I complain, people think I am a snob and have no sympathy. Thank you for sharing your coping mechanisms. I find music to be helpful too--I try to sing a lot.

  • @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU
    @APOLLINAIREBARTHOLOMIEU 15 днів тому +229

    Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.

    • @elizabethwilliams6651
      @elizabethwilliams6651 15 днів тому

      Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!

    • @Jennifer-bw7ku
      @Jennifer-bw7ku 15 днів тому

      Yes, dr.sporessss. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.

    • @steceymorgan814
      @steceymorgan814 15 днів тому

      I wish they were readily available in my place.
      Microdosing was my next plan of care for my husband. He is 59 & has so many mental health issues plus probable CTE & a TBI that left him in a coma 8 days. It's too late now I had to get a TPO as he's 6'6 300+ pound homicidal maniac.
      He's constantly talking about killing someone.
      He's violent. Anyone reading this Familiar w/ BPD know if it is common for an obsession with violence.

    • @elizabethwilliams6651
      @elizabethwilliams6651 15 днів тому

      Is he on instagram?

    • @Jennifer-bw7ku
      @Jennifer-bw7ku 15 днів тому

      Yes he is. dr.sporessss

  • @surfingshewolf
    @surfingshewolf Рік тому +2104

    Music is very powerful for those with ADHD because of how it lights up all areas of the brain and releases dopamine/endorphins, ESPECIALLY playing a musical instrument, which literally DOES light up the whole brain unlike anything else we know. Playing music helps me get things started, finished, helps shut out the non stop thinking and makes me feel capable and joyful. I've also learned that being in nature and staying active(but not in a gym. I surf and free dive)

    • @prentfaiyaz
      @prentfaiyaz Рік тому +25

      My husband is a drummer and loves working out. Who knew.... thanks

    • @SiriusAspirations
      @SiriusAspirations Рік тому +14

      This is me 💖

    • @MaryFrancesHill
      @MaryFrancesHill Рік тому +43

      This resonates with me. I have ADHD and found that learning to play an instrument (guitar) over the past few years had made a massive difference to my brain, memory, personal growth. It works WONDERS for anyone with this condition.

    • @immxnty
      @immxnty Рік тому +34

      hey, I'd like to know what you think about listening to music while studying/working? my parents are very against it, saying i can't focus on music and studying at the same time. however, i feel like playing music helps me focus on whatever i need to do at that moment, rather than getting distracted by other thoughts.

    • @mjbilderback
      @mjbilderback Рік тому +31

      @@immxnty Listening to music massively helped me (FWIW for your parents, 4.0 gpa w/graduate degree). I would literally hear the music I listened to while studying play in my brain while taking the test.
      Maybe start with classical or if that’s not your thing, soundtracks. Lyrics could be distracting but everyone is different (I know if at least one ADHD person who played heavy metal). 🤷🏻‍♀️

  • @SoSweetKhryssie
    @SoSweetKhryssie Рік тому +2757

    When she said “I’m not a bad mother, I’m not a terrible person, it’s not just a matter of trying harder” I replayed that part 10+ times. So much this. This is what I needed to hear!

    • @ginimccardle6439
      @ginimccardle6439 Рік тому +47

      For me, it was we have a unique brain and can do the hard stuff. So true. Still has me misty-eyed

    • @liz93419
      @liz93419 Рік тому +64

      I can hear everybody say I just need to try harder 20 years later I’m diagnosed with adhd. 😭

    • @bellablain8345
      @bellablain8345 Рік тому +15

      I felt that too!

    • @persona5305
      @persona5305 Рік тому +15

      when I realized that long time ago, I become a fighter with stronger self-love.

    • @megramos2888
      @megramos2888 Рік тому +13

      Me too, sister ♡

  • @elliecrabb4139
    @elliecrabb4139 Рік тому +1589

    That overwhelming urge to rip out your eyeballs and run out of the room in an unstimulating situation is so difficult to convey to people. It's not the boredom we all feel sometimes, it can almost be a physical pain at the idea of having to sit there.

    • @trishareichenberg5093
      @trishareichenberg5093 Рік тому +34

      My last job they called me sparky as 58 years old... I don't work today. I'm now retired but I can spend circles around the other young workers... And yes boredom I get it. That's why I was always in trouble in school... But then I couldn't be controlled, which I believe is a blessing... Hang in there! There's a thing called belly button pumping. It's from South Korea and it's we're all are dopamine and serotonin sits mostly not in the mind... Look into it on UA-cam. It might help with the depression part... The endorphins kick in and you have all this energy of positivity... Peace be with you and God bless your soul in the heart and spirit

    • @MichellePrice007
      @MichellePrice007 Рік тому +6

      I feel that. So much.

    • @shellyslioneyes
      @shellyslioneyes Рік тому +9

      I couldn't do a job past a week that was boring.

    • @kdarling28
      @kdarling28 Рік тому +28

      THANK YOU! IVE BEEN CALLING IT VIOLENTLY BORED ❤️

    • @jarathdrum489
      @jarathdrum489 Рік тому +37

      I was diagnosed with ADHD when I was 51 years old. I've done SO MANY things over my life to conceal my ADHD that it's become 2nd nature.
      For instance, instead of getting in trouble in school for just blurting out answers (wrong answers, usually), I would keep paper and pencil near by and write down whatever it was that I wanted to blurt out.
      This helped me in 2 ways:
      1. I was more socially acceptable in how I engage in group environments when executive function failed me.
      2. I learned how to interact with written words in a way that now I LOVE to write AND read.
      To this day, I keep a notebook and pen on me at all times. Sometimes it's humorous to look back on some of things I've written in it. Frequently, I have zero memory of having written down those thoughts or even that I had those thoughts in the first place.
      When I discovered something I had forgotten about, it's like discovering money in your winter coat on the first cold day of the year. Of course, the money had been there all along, it had belonged to me the whole time, but it was like I just won a small jackpot having discovered this buried treasure.
      My notebook acts like that for me.

  • @tacupunctureescandon51
    @tacupunctureescandon51 Рік тому +212

    Having ADHD while being a woman of colour, from a third-world country, and with a history of severe trauma and abuse, I can tell that life sometimes can feel very hard.

    • @wileysboyz
      @wileysboyz 9 місяців тому +11

      But thank God with ADHD comes resilience and the willingness to pivot. "Cause that's what we do Sis. You've got everything you need as long as you see the obstacles you can always find a way to get around them. All the best to you SIs.

    • @SOCALBORN
      @SOCALBORN 9 місяців тому +5

      You have to be your best advocate and stop thinking of yourself as the person that you have described in your comment

    • @dasalekhya
      @dasalekhya 9 місяців тому +2

    • @tacupunctureescandon51
      @tacupunctureescandon51 9 місяців тому +8

      @@SOCALBORN
      Thanks, I understand what you meant. In the comment I intended to describe my intersectionality. Therefore, some of the life challenges I have faced. However, those don't define who I am, but they contribute to helping me understand the challenges of others.

    • @zaitunialihussein6362
      @zaitunialihussein6362 7 місяців тому +4

      All the best my dear. You are loved

  • @kimwpeoples
    @kimwpeoples Рік тому +442

    I’ve just been diagnosed with inattentive adhd at 25 after decades of being told to try harder. Thank you for making me feel so seen and validated!!

    • @TeresaCarbomb
      @TeresaCarbomb Рік тому +8

      I got diagnosed at 25, too! ADHD medication changed my life!

    • @jaspet75
      @jaspet75 Рік тому +4

      I have the attention deficit part, but am diagnosed. My family sees me as a failure because I have been unable to complete things like courses etc.

    • @carival
      @carival 4 місяці тому +1

      @@jaspet75I am just now deciding I cannot finish my degree because of this, trying to pass the same courses over and over causing me to not like the field anymore. Has anything helped you?

  • @sophiewaters3335
    @sophiewaters3335 Рік тому +968

    In 1997 I was 24, I tried to explain to a female boss that I had ADHD and she threw back her head and laughed , saying girls don't have ADHD. It's so rare that that's impossible. I had been professionally diagnosed several years before. She was the vice president of communication at an international company.
    Thank you for this affirming talk!

    • @lesliefields7619
      @lesliefields7619 Рік тому +27

      Send her this video.

    • @miscellaneousdanger
      @miscellaneousdanger Рік тому +4

      @@lesliefields7619 Why? Why not spend your time finding help instead of laboring under the pressure of ADHD, just to say to some irrelevant person from 25 years ago... "see I was right!"

    • @lesliefields7619
      @lesliefields7619 Рік тому +24

      To make sure she’s enlightened

    • @miscellaneousdanger
      @miscellaneousdanger Рік тому +10

      Surely a fine use of time to hunt someone down from 25 years ago to "enlighten them." Time is better spent getting help. I'm here to keep ADHD people on task to get help. Get help. Get help.

    • @mkdubose
      @mkdubose Рік тому +34

      I'm diagnosed, and when I tell people that I have ADD they often laugh and say me too (with no diagnosis), or doesn't everyone to some extent. It's so hurtful.

  • @BoysLoveUnrated
    @BoysLoveUnrated Рік тому +1383

    Very common mistake that people do when they see a person with ADHD failing is giving a "simple" task to them and saying "here, this is easy, even you should be able to do it". No. This is exactly what the person with ADHD can't do. And once they fail, people just assume they're being lazy and pretending this is hard. Simple is hard! It's usually boring, monotonous, not engaging at all. It's gonna be too frustrating. Even if we finish the task, we will never do it again - that's not the work we want or can do.

    • @manicpepsicola3431
      @manicpepsicola3431 Рік тому +109

      Exactly this I can do complex things but washing the dishes is literally like banging my head against the wall 5 times.

    • @geotyr3868
      @geotyr3868 Рік тому +16

      super agree with you

    • @smollsquishytaeil
      @smollsquishytaeil Рік тому +8

      It's very hard to that task when your ADHD is slower then there's the middle line and that right there is hard to control.

    • @hotmessmissy
      @hotmessmissy Рік тому +4

      Omg yes sooo true

    • @hotmessmissy
      @hotmessmissy Рік тому +22

      @@manicpepsicola3431 the very tipping point of my husband and i breaking u0 because he saw doing dishes for me was easy and menial. I do cooking and shopping and all thay but please dont let me waah dishes day in and day out it drove me nuts

  • @chewyjello1
    @chewyjello1 Рік тому +75

    It just hit me for the first time that the reason both my brothers were diagnosed and treated for ADHD as kids and I was not until adulthood, is because I was a girl. Wow. That hits hard.

    • @oogabooga5510
      @oogabooga5510 Рік тому +7

      both my brothers are getting treated for autism but i asked my mom one day asking about maybe having adhd, with my brother in the car, and as soon as i mentioned it he went, “you think you have it? NAH- you don’t have it!” it made me so upset the whole car ride 💀

  • @SarahCoxWrites
    @SarahCoxWrites Рік тому +604

    I was unbelievably moved by this talk. Firstly, whomever told you that ADHD doesn't exist 20 minutes before your talk needs a damn serious look at their lives and the kind of mark they want to leave in the world. You did so beautifully in light of that experience just before your talk. Secondly, as an AuDHDer myself (diagnosed 2 years ago at 52), your vulnerability at such a huge reached out to me and told me that I was seen and heard and most importantly not alone, and that it is okay to be flustered, and human. Thirdly, thank you for mentioning privilege and growing up in a loving family. So many of us, myself included, did not have that love, and this has a direct impact on outcomes especially to those of us born with neurodivergent brains trying to fit into a world that pushes the NT dream, whatever that meant. So often we are told to just get over it, which frankly for me has been impossible. My EF was smashed just trying to survive, my often-mentioned intellect (with accompanying mention of unreached potential) was not enough to pull me through that quagmire to a "successful" life. I have watched many TED talks over the years, but honestly, yours has been one of the ones that really and truly spoke to my heart. Well delivered, well done. Thank you x

    • @thedarkfields343
      @thedarkfields343 Рік тому +41

      "with accompanying mention of unreached potential"
      I became so sick of hearing about me not living up to my potential that it became triggering for many years of my youth. Even now, reading the phrase made me angry again.. It's just such an unreasonable burden to put on a kid, NT or ADHD or otherwise. And realizing, with the wisdom of adulthood, that it basically means not meeting arbitrary expectations removed entirely from context? Who gives a crap??
      I love you, fellow survivor. Whatever you are and have become, it is enough. 💙

    • @TOTWFYPod
      @TOTWFYPod Рік тому +10

      Thank you so much, Sarah--what a beautiful message -Martha

    • @DrRon4Health
      @DrRon4Health 11 місяців тому +2

      Thank you! 🙏🏼💖🙏🏼

    • @wendyhannan2454
      @wendyhannan2454 6 місяців тому +1

      Thank you Sarah, that was so well said. ❤

  • @CorreaoFyrestarr
    @CorreaoFyrestarr Рік тому +948

    That is the most beautiful and non-insulting definition of ADHD I have ever heard. Thank you.

    • @marthabarnard-rae9617
      @marthabarnard-rae9617 Рік тому +6

      Thank you so much ♥️

    • @aprilgrenon11
      @aprilgrenon11 Рік тому +5

      @@marthabarnard-rae9617 what have you done that you find helpful? I’m 61 undiagnosed. It gets even worse at the age! I have young granddaughters and with the tight schedule my kids keep with them … makes it really difficult to babysit ~ what to my e do they get bottles? What time is nap time? How much screen time are they allowed ? I never seem to remember and have to have them go over it over and over .. not to mention I don’t watch them often (not my choice) but when I finally do they’re needs changed and a brand new schedule OMG 😱 I’m left feeling completely incompetent.. and that’s only one situation. Please tell me how you cope

    • @burnerkarlis3528
      @burnerkarlis3528 Рік тому +7

      @@aprilgrenon11 Hey Debbie! I like the "take notes" advice she said at the start. It sometimes helps me for periods. It also helps to keep these notes in the middle of everything, and to change how they look and where they are placed so your brain doesn't blend them into the background noise. Good luck, I hope this helps! Also don't feel guilty for having to change the way you remind yourself, I do that almost weekly.

    • @evedavis323
      @evedavis323 Рік тому +3

      @@burnerkarlis3528 I try to take notes, but I think I put them where I can find them, but not. How to find them. How do you do it please? I am 65, it's just getting worse.

    • @thingsmadenew8352
      @thingsmadenew8352 Рік тому +9

      @Debbie G have your kids print up their schedules for you and put timers or alarms on your phone. Also remember that you are a uniquely gifted woman and your grandkids will love learning and making memories with you.

  • @MrsRubens
    @MrsRubens Рік тому +894

    Such a great talk! ADHD in girls and women is still not well enough understood, and it’s so under-diagnosed.

    • @maanvlam
      @maanvlam Рік тому +2

      in humans*

    • @vlvchii
      @vlvchii Рік тому +18

      Woman here and wasn't diagnosed until 28

    • @reginaschwarz7443
      @reginaschwarz7443 Рік тому +9

      Woman here and self diagnosed with 48. 20 years later still struggling.... but boy.... no girl! .... there are also benefits I'd not want to miss!

    • @reginaschwarz7443
      @reginaschwarz7443 Рік тому +16

      JoAnn, I fully agree! And nobody but an ADHD person can conceive the suffering, health and social effects being bound with it.
      Regina (Germany)

    • @manicpepsicola3431
      @manicpepsicola3431 Рік тому +6

      @@maanvlam mostly women doooiee

  • @ameleh61
    @ameleh61 Рік тому +70

    My ADHD diagnosis was last Friday. I'm 60 years old! I spent the last 3 months hyperfocusing on this, and read 5 books. I highly recommend ADHD 2.0 by Dr. Hallowell.

    • @alexparkinson8238
      @alexparkinson8238 4 місяці тому +3

      I’ve been looking everywhere for book recommendations about ADHD, thank you so much!!

  • @anjaashdown6940
    @anjaashdown6940 Рік тому +43

    When you said, "It's exhausting", I said "YES", and burst into tears.

  • @ToniGlick
    @ToniGlick Рік тому +474

    My daughter walked in as I was listening to this and thanked me for educating myself. We listened together, both of us nodding at all the descriptions. Everything mentioned here is a trait my daughter has. We are going to get her an assessment!

    • @myco_ryan1oninstagram100
      @myco_ryan1oninstagram100 Рік тому

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    • @michelebence4308
      @michelebence4308 Рік тому +32

      Wonderful mum and fortunate daughter ❤️

    • @sarahries
      @sarahries Рік тому +12

      Aw, wonderful mom and wonderful daughter too, to express her gratitude. Wish I had that relationship with my mother. :) Kudos

    • @vanessa.nguyen
      @vanessa.nguyen Рік тому +4

      I'm glad to hear this~ this is super

    • @karenhanson359
      @karenhanson359 Рік тому +6

      🥺❤️🥺❤️ I love this so much 😊

  • @sivanberube7072
    @sivanberube7072 Рік тому +106

    This hit hard. My daughter has adhd and is very hyperactive and impulsive, but so smart and such a good human. The past few years constantly hearing teachers complain instead of trying strategies with her can sometimes make a mom feel like a failure and I’m sure it doesn’t make my daughter (who is 6) feel any better.

    • @sarina5352
      @sarina5352 11 місяців тому +1

      ❤Sending from a mother of a 3 and half year old and an early years educator. Totally agree with you because that's what I was growing up. People can only understand children if they have gone through it themselves with something. Stay strong because iam sure you are an amazing mother.

    • @alexparkinson8238
      @alexparkinson8238 4 місяці тому +2

      It won’t be easy for her but just the fact that she has such a loving and supportive mother is going to make a world of difference

    • @schar-a-leesmith8018
      @schar-a-leesmith8018 4 місяці тому +2

      I hope you see this, as this is an old comment, but get her an IEP or 504 plan ASAP! This will require the school and teachers to provide age appropriate accommodations, work with her more closely to make sure she understands, allow for flexibility such as a desk she can stand at to do her work instead of sitting, fidget bands on the chair for her feet, and so much more! With ADHD she IS protected my the ADA and the laws around IDEA and the 504 laws themselves.
      Last but not least, don’t be afraid of medication if it helps her function at a level that makes it easier for her to relate to her peers, do schoolwork, etc.
      I’ve got one with Autism and one with ADHD (and was just diagnosed with ADHD myself). So I’ve been doing this for 14 years. 💜 Hugs mama!

  • @LS-zr4zj
    @LS-zr4zj Рік тому +843

    "Living a life in which you are trying so hard not to make mistakes and mess up times and get things wrong is exhausting."
    A very accurate statement on what it's like to have ADHD.

  • @mmegraham
    @mmegraham Рік тому +95

    I applauded when you reached for your notes, Martha! Our needs are not "special" or "extra." Our needs are just needs, and we can use tools to meet them. Hooray for you!

  • @stevenedwards2532
    @stevenedwards2532 Рік тому +335

    Sandra here (that’s my husband’s picture) - I was also diagnosed with ADHD at age 39 after having 4 special needs boys in 4 years, two with ADHD and two with autism. It has been beyond overwhelming, and keeping the negative self-talk at bay is SO HARD! Thank you so much for this wonderful talk and such a great description of what it feels like to live with the frustrating limits and thrilling superpowers of ADHD. It’s good to finally understand my own difficulties and begin to address them. Fabulous talk. Bravo!

    • @mimmycal
      @mimmycal Рік тому +5

      Wow. Yes, both my boys were diagnosed in 95 and the Dr said..I too was ADHD. My then, rather stoic advanced civil trial lawyer husband....was beside himself. It was too much for him;

    • @simone1351
      @simone1351 Рік тому +4

      How fun is it having kids with ASD/ADHD when you find out you are similar oh uh huh now I understand why I struggle- lets all learn together lol

  • @Patricia-vd9xh
    @Patricia-vd9xh Рік тому +263

    I so relate to this dear woman. I was not diagnosed until in my 60s despite asking doctors and therapists for years. I was diagnoses because I got a masters degree in clinical social work and diagnosed myself. Then I was able to explain to a therapist and doctor and finally got medical help. I appreciate Dr. Hallowell)s description, “Ferrari brain with bicycle brakes.”

    • @penjenta6618
      @penjenta6618 Рік тому +1

      Go girl

    • @suzetteemberton4368
      @suzetteemberton4368 Рік тому +11

      "Ferrari brain with bicycle breaks" is the best description I've ever heard. I was diagnosed at 42.

    • @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823
      @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823 Рік тому +1

      I don't have any. Lol.
      Luckily, Ferraris are extremely, insanely agile! (Drove one at track day and I'm used to huge sedans/V8 muscle cars, so I couldn't believe how well it drives and stops, for thar matter)

  • @saramorris5009
    @saramorris5009 Рік тому +390

    I *know* I have ADHD, I've never been diagnosed. I was always the gifted kid who didn't apply herself. After having my son in the beginning of COVID times, I was diagnosed with anxiety. The bit about coping mechanism no longer being enough is exactly how I felt.

    • @sarahroberts7374
      @sarahroberts7374 Рік тому +23

      I got really high grades in high school and ALevels but I've never managed to keep a job more than 2 years before I get bored and move on. I had my son nearer the end of the Covid pandemic myself- March 21. I think mothers were treated terribly with lockdown being unable to have the support you need. My son's nearly 21 months now I have to get him out every day or I'd lose the plot, couldn't have done this in lockdown. It's literally not worth me getting a diagnosis here in the UK I'm just bingeing on UA-cam videos and every single thing I can find that helps neurodivergent people and kind of doing my own self-help thing. I'm managing so far but stuff like all the form filling you have to do when you have a baby is a pain. I'll see how I manage when he gets to nursery or school. How old are you and what country are you in? Il be 36 in July and I really think getting older has helped with my organisation skills. Good luck anyway wherever you are- you got this Mama!!! 💝

    • @annettecummings6102
      @annettecummings6102 Рік тому +17

      I wasn't diagnosed until my mid thirties. I am now 57 and still trying to navigate life

    • @D7nielle
      @D7nielle Рік тому +10

      The more I learn about this condition the more I suspect I have it. I got emotional when she said “i wasn’t a bad mother. “

    • @MissPopuri
      @MissPopuri Рік тому +3

      I would never have described myself as a gifted kid. Teachers were usually surprised when I knew the answer to something, but I didn’t want to outshine anyone in particular. Kids might not like me if I lorded over them how good I was. There was no way I wanted to be Valedictorian or even Salutatorian if I would have to give speeches at graduation. Speaking hurts because people hear me. They might be angry to know that I scored well above average in Social Science in 7th Grade assessment testing.

    • @sharonspiller7427
      @sharonspiller7427 Рік тому +3

      @@annettecummings6102 - exact same! I’m working on being kind to myself.

  • @CinnamonBasic
    @CinnamonBasic Рік тому +192

    I loved this!! "memorization is ableist" YES THANK YOU!! the only thing i didnt love was the way that quote used "curse" rather than just saying disability, which is the reality for many ADHDers (I'm not claiming all - but it IS disabling for many of us). I don't personally likecalling symptoms 'traits' instead, because it's not a "trait" that I am time blind or that I forget to eat or cant initiate showering, those are ADHD caused executive dysfunction symptoms. Anyways I digress (lol an ADHDer getting off track?). It was amazing to see someone use the flash cards, to lose their place for a moment, to get emotional, etc. I never see myself on a stage like that - I never thought I could accomodate myself (or ask for accomadations) like that. Thank you for doing this talk!

    • @ahoneyb76
      @ahoneyb76 10 місяців тому +4

      My daughter is high masking ADHD/ASD and memorization is a strategy she's developed to keep high grades in school. The psych she saw said she can't have ADHD because she gets excellent grades. 🙄

    • @sophieschoices9663
      @sophieschoices9663 9 місяців тому +4

      @@ahoneyb76 I have quite good memory, at times quite impressive, and I now believe it's been a tool I used to help compensate for ADHD. See another dr, one thats more knowledgeable and up to date!!😊

    • @KristenMarinPapac
      @KristenMarinPapac 7 місяців тому +2

      @@ahoneyb76I hope you are able to find a better doctor or psychiatrist for your daughter. Because I can short term memorize (aka cram) and I learned how to take multiple choice tests really well using an SAT prep class and yeah, guess what. ADHD baby!

  • @shrav1012
    @shrav1012 Рік тому +137

    I am so happy to hear that she's a teacher and can make her students with ADHD feel more normal as well.

  • @NikiMaria
    @NikiMaria Рік тому +301

    Thank you for this. I am a student at Harvard studying Psychological research and I live with ADHD. I was diagnosed at 32 and I feel blessed to have gotten answers. I also developed anxiety after my children were born and I would have lost the 35 gallon tote and probably would have felt an intense amount of shame. I too can do a weeks worth of work in one afternoon, but then struggle for 2-3 days to get myself through a simple task. Women have a much different presentation of ADHD than men, and we are often misdiagnosed with Bipolar Disorder. The medicine for bipolar disorder is not only ineffective for us, but it creates anxiety and depression in ADHD women. I hope to be able to study the connection of ADHD to trauma experiences and finding the diagnostic criteria to weed out misdiagnosis of bipolar disorder or anxiety disorder in women. Thank you Martha for sharing your story. It is well said and beyond helpful.

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      @myco_ryan1oninstagram100 Рік тому

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    • @marthabarnard-rae9617
      @marthabarnard-rae9617 Рік тому +7

      Thank you so much, Niki! If you need people to study, I’d be keen ♥️

    • @fy4729
      @fy4729 Рік тому +4

      You give me hope. I want to go back to school, maybe even med school, but I’m afraid that ADHD is going to sabotage it all.

    • @NikiMaria
      @NikiMaria Рік тому +9

      @@fy4729 go back, adhd is a super power my friend! I am attending Harvard and I never thought I would say that.

    • @NinaKatharinaWeber
      @NinaKatharinaWeber Рік тому +12

      What is your idea about the connection between trauma and ADHD?
      A friend who has experience with kids with ADHD told me recently that some of the things I chalk up to my (diagnosed) PTSD might in fact be ADHD. That you see a connection is intriguing

  • @vanessapepe3250
    @vanessapepe3250 5 місяців тому +13

    I have always suspected I have ADHD but was turned away by a neurologist because I "did well in school". After getting my masters in Special Ed. my suspicions grew greater. Now, after watching this video, I was able to find the questionnaire Martha talked about and wow did I also score high!!! Made an appointment right away. Thank you for helping to change my outlook on myself!!

    • @baishnabikarua4425
      @baishnabikarua4425 5 місяців тому +3

      can you please mention the link to the questionnaire?? i am having trouble finding it anywhere......it will be a huge help

  • @Minris1
    @Minris1 10 місяців тому +26

    Thank you. I was a 50 year old woman when I was diagnosed. I’m 51 now. Everything you said reverberated with me. Massively. Thank you.

  • @MamaDeezVids
    @MamaDeezVids Рік тому +34

    I'm 53, I've finally come to realize my ADHD brain is a blessing not a curse.

  • @hollyjensen2371
    @hollyjensen2371 Рік тому +407

    ADHD does come with so many amazing capabilities, but so many of us carry so much trauma from school, teasing or bullying of classmates and difficulty making and keeping friends as kids. Add in parents (in the 60-70's) when, if you were tested for something, was shameful, and they had no guidance how to deal with or help either, so they reverted to negative reinforcement to try to get conformity. I am 58 now and have spent my entire life wondering why I was different, trying to understand how to fit in, trying to understand what I lacked that others had that helped them to get to their goals. That being said, I have done and seen and experience amazing things that I don't think I would have dared to step out and do, or bothered to try, if I were "normal".

    • @robynstewardson
      @robynstewardson Рік тому +17

      That risk-taking side. I have a lot to thank it for, too. 💗

    • @jenbloom6848
      @jenbloom6848 Рік тому +11

      Count me in. 55 and learning.

    • @natorihenry5361
      @natorihenry5361 Рік тому +13

      I’m 24 got diagnosed in second grade. My mom fought psychologists and therapists so hard about the diagnosis. There was never these studies or realizations when I was growing up. I just recently was able to find studies how the meds affect children etc. might I add, due to the sudden down spiral with grades the school actually told my mom she HAS to get me evaluated. I could read college level books but couldn’t write legibly

    • @natorihenry5361
      @natorihenry5361 Рік тому +4

      Bright side though I was able to learn to ride a bike shortly after starting straterra.

    • @jjherrell
      @jjherrell Рік тому +8

      @@jenbloom6848 Same. 55 and diagnosed last year. A relief and a devastation all at once. Still unpacking all the implications.

  • @miaomiaochan
    @miaomiaochan 6 місяців тому +41

    I got diagnosed at age 37 after years of procrastination and hesitation due to my cultural background and my abject fear of being revealed as lazy and irresponsible after all. After a lifetime of being told I was both those things (with "ungrateful" on top of that) and feeling like I've wasted my life, validation felt pretty good.
    This needs to be shouted from the rooftops: ADHD isn't an excuse - it's an EXPLANATION.

    • @UrOnlyWarning
      @UrOnlyWarning 6 місяців тому

      🤯👍🏾💭RIGHT

    • @winterblitzen09
      @winterblitzen09 6 місяців тому +1

      I have been putting off finding a doctor because I'm scared that I'll go and be told that I'm fine, I'm just lazy. I finally made an appointment for next week, though, because I have so many days when I think, there's got to be something going on 😕

    • @schar-a-leesmith8018
      @schar-a-leesmith8018 4 місяці тому +1

      @@winterblitzen09I hope your appointment went well! I had mine about 3 1/2 weeks ago, and got formally diagnosed with ADHD and PTSD. I went in with the same fear of being told I was fine, that there wasn’t anything wrong with me, I just sucked as a human being etc. The Psychiatrist I saw was kind, compassionate, factual, and thorough. I hope you had the same experience!

    • @winterblitzen09
      @winterblitzen09 3 місяці тому +1

      @@schar-a-leesmith8018 thank you. I have started antidepressants (depression has been an issue since childhood so that didn't surprise me) and I'll be getting tested for ADHD in January! I had also found a therapist, but after four sessions, found out that person is no longer working with that company - she does a lot of social work and I guess decided the weekend therapy was too much 😞

  • @apricity7688
    @apricity7688 Рік тому +34

    I have never cried during a Ted talk, and I have not been diagnosed with ADHD. But when you talked about how women are often diagnosed after having kids because they cannot manage the symptoms anymore, and then honed in on exactly how I feel… it’s like you were talking to me specifically.

    • @sarapierce4086
      @sarapierce4086 Місяць тому

      Me!!! Wasn't diagnosed until 35..had my son at 33. My symptoms got wayyyyyy worse after having him. Being diagnosed properly feels amazing.

  • @jessicaparedes7139
    @jessicaparedes7139 Рік тому +226

    What a wonderful talk! I was diagnosed with ADHD as a child in the 80's but as she pointed out, it wasn't understood or studied in girls at the time, and I didn't present as hyperactive. This is the first time I have heard anyone describe the hyperactive part in some as being internal. I can very much relate to that and it helps me to understand myself better. Thank you!

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      @myco_ryan1oninstagram100 Рік тому

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    • @maureen1820
      @maureen1820 Рік тому +13

      Yes Yes- And I totally relate to her perfectly describing the tendency to “hyper-focus” as opposed to “attention-deficit”. That’s my day-to-day

    • @sophiesnooks
      @sophiesnooks Рік тому +3

      @@maureen1820 same!!

    • @blonette828
      @blonette828 Рік тому +5

      I never realized it early in life, but I always hid the hyperactive part without even realizing it. I am almost always wiggling my toes or doing something barely noticeable if it's noticeable at all and always have been.

    • @seagullsg784
      @seagullsg784 Рік тому +1

      Seems as soon as girls stop running around in the playground, about age 11 that the hyperactivity goes internal. That includes unwanted and obtrusive thoughts

  • @catelindsay4697
    @catelindsay4697 Рік тому +69

    "It's not just a matter of trying harder" - gawd that hit me in the feels so hard, i was bawling.

    • @augustcleavitt
      @augustcleavitt Рік тому +2

      Feeling for you saying that and praying for you for peace and comfort from your Creator, The Lord, and to know you are fearfully and wonderfully made (from Psalm 139).

    • @bryleerogers359
      @bryleerogers359 Рік тому +1

      omg me to! I still hear that from time to time and it sucks cause people dont understand. ❤

  • @jontegeorge1147
    @jontegeorge1147 26 днів тому +3

    I was diagnosed at 35 but before my ADHD diagnosis I was diagnosed with anxiety, chronic headaches and IBS. So much of my life makes more sense now 😭. I just feel seen and understood, finally.

  • @davelarson2533
    @davelarson2533 Рік тому +77

    The 35 liter tub story reminds me of a myth I shared with my oldest daughter. She herself has ADHD. It was, in fact, my wife's home-schooling her that led us to that diagnosis and the consequent discovery that I had it as well. Prior to this, I frequently lost things that were in my hand one moment and vanished the next.
    My wife would ask where and I would reply that I had put it in a "safe place," joking to my daughter that I could, without noticing it, open an inter-dimensional portal and deposit things there for safekeeping. When we first read of "The Room of Requirement in Harry Potter, we both recognized it as the "safe place" where ADD-affected persons deposit things.

    • @kellylyons1038
      @kellylyons1038 Рік тому +10

      I actually saw my ADHD friend open such a portal. She was at my house and had a clip in her hand, then set it on the counter and it vanished before my eyes. We searched EVERYWHERE for it. I figured i'd find it when i moved out. No, it really did disappear. She loses things constantly. I am ADHD too but i dont lose things very often and am good at finding them if i do.

    • @JillWarlandski
      @JillWarlandski 6 місяців тому +4

      Agreed. That portal hides so many lost objects. If only I knew how to open it to retrieve them all! 🤦🏽‍♀️

    • @stampandscrap7494
      @stampandscrap7494 4 місяці тому +1

      That portal explains so much.

    • @charcoalanderson8010
      @charcoalanderson8010 3 місяці тому

      Magicians ain't got nothing on the ability to just disappear things from our own hands without our own knowledge at any time! It would be hilarious if it weren't so exhausting and disruptive to life. Didn't realize my developing a specific way to close the front door (after leaving my house keys in the lock one too many times) or having "safe places" for specific items is likely signs of me masking my entire life.

  • @kristinakoenig7412
    @kristinakoenig7412 Рік тому +183

    I was diagnosed with ADD when I was 19. This talk really hit home. I'm 36 now, and I'm not "good enough," in my mind. My boyfriend criticizes me all the time for missing something. I told him, and he told me that maybe I should get back on medication. I am a Doctor of Physical Therapy. Able to achieve that level of education was sooooo stressful to me; but I made it through without medication. No novel revelation here, just saying that "we" can achieve so much that people say we can't.

    • @truerosie
      @truerosie Рік тому +8

      Also a physio here, can't imagine how I got through all that work when I was young. Diagnosed age 51, 16 years ago. Still learning how to love my brain, it's been a long hard road. Fortunately I knew I wasn't mother material, I was overwhelmed as a teenager and knew I could not do that job well. It's a constant source of frustration and upset to me. I can see some of the positives but they are not dominant in my life yet. 45 years of personal development has helped but I would have swapped for a neurotypical brain I think if it was possible.

    • @michelebence4308
      @michelebence4308 Рік тому +1

      I'm with truerosie.

    • @cheberur
      @cheberur Рік тому +4

      True Rosie, same! I figured if I can't take care of myself properly why bring in a child into the mix unless of course I had a neuro typical hubby.

    • @ThePearlpink
      @ThePearlpink Рік тому +32

      Maybe get a kinder boyfriend

    • @kristinakoenig7412
      @kristinakoenig7412 Рік тому

      @@ThePearlpink oh thank you so much for your keen insight.

  • @marliseaguilar
    @marliseaguilar Рік тому +124

    This is the Best video about women with ADHD I have ever watched. Thank you! 😭 It’s difficult to have ADHD plus major depressive disorder while going through a divorce with a narcissist I was with for 20 years.

    • @kaliz748
      @kaliz748 Рік тому +5

      Stay strong, that's no easy journey...

    • @rayajayce2034
      @rayajayce2034 Рік тому +9

      I relate way too much with your comment. 😔 good luck, Love.

    • @maryalbinski3268
      @maryalbinski3268 Рік тому +5

      @@rayajayce2034 me too

    • @noellebridgman-wile7056
      @noellebridgman-wile7056 Рік тому +3

      Same!

    • @tenvuk8998
      @tenvuk8998 Рік тому +6

      Hope this comment finds you well. Hope you have a great support system to get/got you through. Wishing you the best with a renewed freedom in life 😊

  • @SerenityDreaming
    @SerenityDreaming Рік тому +5

    She's so eloquent and poised. I can't imagine how hard she worked to get there. Hallelujah. Hallelujah.

  • @misslindso
    @misslindso Рік тому +20

    I was just diagnosed on 12/14/22 at age 38 - after being diagnosed with depression, anxiety, OCD, and PTSD through the VA. This talk made me cry - in a good way. I needed this. Thank you!

  • @mikaelascheel23
    @mikaelascheel23 Рік тому +65

    One of the best talks on ADHD in women I've seen, I connected to this on such a deep level.

  • @AChickAndADuck
    @AChickAndADuck Рік тому +91

    Love this so much! I just got diagnosed with ADHD at 44 years old. I think I slipped through the cracks because I excelled academically, but when it came to executive functioning of managing the rest of life, it’s always been a struggle. I’m sad that I’m just now learning strategies to help but thankful for resources like this talk! ❤

    • @Bluedragonhealer
      @Bluedragonhealer Рік тому +2

      Me, too. I am 68 now.

    • @Musical_Maverick
      @Musical_Maverick Рік тому +4

      Me too, I'm 34 now and just learned about my executive functioning being the problem I couldn't explain or get help so now have a course of direction qnd hope the best for all of you too!

    • @myco_ryan1oninstagram100
      @myco_ryan1oninstagram100 Рік тому +1

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    • @MoonFairy929
      @MoonFairy929 Рік тому +5

      Same. But so excited to explore this more. It’s like finding the missing puzzle piece.

    • @truerosie
      @truerosie Рік тому +7

      I was 51. Horrible to slip through the cracks bc we excelled academically. It still took a lot more of our lives and energy to do that. Everything else has been hard for me too once I got sober; smoking and self medication helped me to cope but life has been grey ever since. Strategies help but do not give me a 'normal' life or social life.

  • @anastasiatrimmer7329
    @anastasiatrimmer7329 Рік тому +22

    My daughter is being tested for Adhd so I am trying to learn as much as I can. In this educational journey I've come to realize that it's a pretty good chance that I have undiagnosed Adhd. This video was my AH HA moment. This explains some much.

  • @oliviaallen2222
    @oliviaallen2222 Рік тому +6

    i’ve been diagnosed since i was about 8 or 9, i’m 22 now and still struggle every day. this is the first time i’ve truly felt seen in so so long. thank you for bringing light to the sides of adhd that no one wants to talk about

  • @Reneelovee
    @Reneelovee Рік тому +117

    I found out I had ADHD a week ago. I’ve never had the amount and kind of emotions I’ve been having these past 7 days. There’s been eureka moments and really low feelings of disbelief. I couldn’t and still can’t believe no one had any inklings of me having ADHD. It’s been really hard and really eye opening. I’ve been looking for a support group because I need to talk to people like me and to share ADHD stories of going undiagnosed for most of our lives.
    We can do this guys. We’re amazing and great thinkers 🧡🧡🥰

    • @brookssnozek4153
      @brookssnozek4153 Рік тому +5

      Renee, have you found any support groups?

    • @reginaschwarz7443
      @reginaschwarz7443 Рік тому +3

      Are there any online groups outside social media?

    • @cristenober8013
      @cristenober8013 Рік тому +3

      following if you guys come up with something let me know we need support groups😉

    • @sarahries
      @sarahries Рік тому

      I'll be in your support group, Renee!

    • @deannatejada
      @deannatejada Рік тому

      I wish I could be a part of a group as well. Discuss our daily issues and techniques

  • @megancarroll
    @megancarroll Рік тому +40

    Diagnosed at 26. I’m almost 42, life has been hard. I’m grateful for talks like these

  • @vrisket771
    @vrisket771 Рік тому +64

    This hits pretty hard. I have not been diagnosed with ADHD, but this year I have been questioning whether I should get tested. It's extremely validating to hear all of her accomplishments because I thought that my accomplishments meant I don't have ADHD. I am studying and excelling in Data Science and cam manage difficult projects that many of my peers struggle with. I am able to hyperfocus and stay in my brain for hours when I'm working on a particularly fun project. I also hyperfixate on one game for up to three years, playing everyday and learning all there is to know about it. My ability to hyperfocus helps me in school, especially since I get validation from getting good grades.
    But I am also forgetful to the point where I cry weekly over it. I work as a front desk assistant and while I can knock out the paperwork and anything assigned to me, I struggle with basic daily tasks like turning off the lights, the projectors, scanning one sheet, etc. My boss is frustrated that I am so "ditzy" and has called me out in front of the entire staff team. I also lose my phone and my keys everyday and have always joked that I cannot keep track of anything bigger than a ketchup bottle.
    I also have this frustrating thing where I get numbers confused when I speak; I mean to say one thing in my head but it comes out mixed up and I have zero recollection that I even messed it up. People are always saying "But you just said X thing" when I meant to say Y thing. I have a memory of saying Y-thing, but everyone around me agrees that I just said X-thing. It happens so often that I believe them. Kinda like when Barnard-Rae said "my brothers friend" and meant "my friends brother" - except that I don't usually catch it when it happens.
    It's the basic tasks that get me, I lose focus on small things so easily, my brain just does not hold on to them. I can do big things, but my brain throws away small things without me asking it to. Its frustrating. I want to get tested to know for sure.

    • @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823
      @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823 Рік тому +1

      Why not a hook where they keys go?
      I know a woman who's brilliant with sound engineering (like professionsl recording/live sound and radio work), but couldn't get the fact that turning the A/C on with the toaster (whatever it was) would blow a fuse...lol

    • @vrisket771
      @vrisket771 Рік тому +2

      @@windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823 I won't put the keys on the hook, my attention span wont let me do that! I have tried, but I mindlessly throw them on the counter. So they do have about 3 counters they could possibly be on, but the thing is I don't even think about what I'm doing with my keys long enough to use a hook!

    • @mercy1757
      @mercy1757 10 місяців тому +2

      You just summed up my entire situation. You have no idea how you just help me to realize a lot I was just diagnosed with adhd I thought I had a touch of dementia. thank you thank you thank you for writing this message it’s exactly how I feel everyday you help me out tremendously!❤

    • @fortytwocrayons3485
      @fortytwocrayons3485 9 місяців тому +1

      You just described me ❤

    • @sarapierce4086
      @sarapierce4086 Місяць тому

      I mix up my words ALL the time. I will say " you need to go left " when I meant to say right, or things like " the dog food is in a big bag" but I will say " the food dog is in a big bag". ....it's a very real adhd thing.

  • @edenmcwhinney157
    @edenmcwhinney157 Рік тому +12

    I can relate so much I am 29 years old and was missdiagnosed for 15 years with borderline personality disoder.. my son was diagnosed a few years ago. It's been a hard road. I am currently watching this and typing and crying. My anxiety is overwhelming. You are very brave.

  • @grandma_Sophie
    @grandma_Sophie Рік тому +46

    Finding out that you're not "too much", "too loud", "too strange" but "just" have ADHD and autism lifts that heavy weight off of your body, mind and soul. I was diagnosed last year, am now 33 years old and still figuring out who I am. I felt what Martha said about trying harder and being a bad woman. I'm still finding the real me and noticing when I'm masking (and trying to stop that of course). It's going to be a while before I can live a healthy life with autism and ADHD but I'm sure I'll get there. My boyfriend is so supporting, my parents are trying to understand (though still treating me like they used to :/ ) and I love finding tricks on the internet to make life easier :) Plus it feels good to know that I'm not alone. There're so many of us.

    • @marthabarnard-rae9617
      @marthabarnard-rae9617 Рік тому +6

      I SO hear you re the gradual unmasking-it’s exhausting! Like I literally worked out about three weeks ago that I’m not the extroverted extrovert I’ve been playing for years. Just another mask 🤷🏻‍♀️ 😆🙃

    • @grandma_Sophie
      @grandma_Sophie Рік тому +5

      @@marthabarnard-rae9617 everyone kept saying I’m an extrovert when really I felt like an introvert who’s loud sometimes. I don’t even like being loud. So yeah, been there ❤️

  • @hopefirst3716
    @hopefirst3716 Рік тому +54

    Thank you, I try so hard to focus on one task. Just clean out this one corner today. It’s been 3 years… still looks the same. It’s exhausting to live in the clutter plus being sentimental, maybe today will be different. My mom used to tell me I’m not allowed to have a flat surface in my home because it would become a drop zone. She had ADHD too, but was able to focus on making my home beautiful i.e. organization for me! She was able to do so much for me, but never for herself. My biggest fear is that I’ll die and my daughter will be left with my mess. The important valuable things will be lost or tossed out if I don’t change.

    • @May-jo5rg
      @May-jo5rg Рік тому +5

      I found Cassandra Aarsen from clutterbug extremely helpful, she has ADHD too and is funny and encouraging!

    • @dominiquepayne1341
      @dominiquepayne1341 Рік тому +1

      I'm the same; clutter everywhere. I'm 60 and was diagnosed nearly 2 years ago.

    • @nicolawhatley4652
      @nicolawhatley4652 Рік тому +3

      Check out body doubling! It's a game changer for adhd folk.

    • @erinpatterson9543
      @erinpatterson9543 Рік тому

      I feel this. You’re doing great.

  • @jeny9227
    @jeny9227 Рік тому +30

    The Emotions that she showed helped me remember that I always thought I was a bad kid, a bad student, a bad wife because I could never get anything done or remember what I was supposed to do. Wasn't until after I was divorced at age 36 that my teenagers got together and told me that they think I have ADHD.. also learning that I have a language processing disorder has helped me immensely feel like maybe I'm not just bad after all. I feel so much hope now that my life can turn around. This video definitely made me cry and feel validated

  • @rachelposavetz2698
    @rachelposavetz2698 Рік тому +17

    Martha Barnard-Rae, I love you for taking on this task of this TED-X Talk 🙏 As a fellow ADHD'er I know how much effort and discipline it probably took to add something to your plate that was not a necessity and to follow through with a serious commitment in which all eyes would be on you alone. I like to think you've done this out of compassion and desire to support your fellow ADHD'ers. Your words and your effort are hitting home, causing lightbulb moments and inspiring me. Much Love to you! Bless you! 🙏💗😘

  • @candihaas3713
    @candihaas3713 Рік тому +79

    I teared up several times listening, feeling the story deeply, and knowing this is probably me also. Let us celebrate our unique and wonderful brains, and lay a gentle carpet down for ourselves during those times that we do frustrating things … thank you for this!

    • @thingsmadenew8352
      @thingsmadenew8352 Рік тому +2

      and thank you for your comment and reminder that we are unique

  • @cwayres5308
    @cwayres5308 Рік тому +35

    It's not a deficit, it's an over abundance of thoughts and not enough time to get it all done. The average person focuses on one thing at a time. I can focus on many things and get them all done if not interrupted. Being an honor roll student and an excellent worker is possible when limiting interruptions in your work day. Some of the greatest workers I ever dealt with had ADHD. Great talk!

    • @agnesmut8400
      @agnesmut8400 Рік тому +4

      it is very hard to get anything done when you're constantly interrupted - so the daily life with two small children is very challenging 😵

  • @trishbrown7255
    @trishbrown7255 Рік тому +15

    I find things that I don't even know I lost. Then I remember why I bought it in the first place. I was diagnosed several years after my son was. She was spot on in everything she said. Explaining executive function and how it affects starting, continuing, and finishing a task really hit the nail on the head.

  • @stephannieschapiro1816
    @stephannieschapiro1816 Рік тому +20

    Not being a bad mom. Thank you. I needed to hear that.
    ADHD mother with 2 ADHD sons. We also celebrated when my second was diagnosed.
    I loved your last bit about stating what we are good at. You know our super powers!

  • @elisarotondo6561
    @elisarotondo6561 Рік тому +16

    I have never felt so much understood

  • @graceandglamor
    @graceandglamor Рік тому +22

    "Living a life where you're trying so hard not to make mistakes, and mess up times, and get things wrong, is exhausting." Never related to that more. I am finishing up a master's degree in Data Analytics. Yet--I started failing math in the 6th grade and have cried over many a math assignment in grade school. I used to struggle and fail to follow what was being taught in math class. I had a math teacher get very angry at me and scream at me that I was failing her class (this was in front of the entire class). I also thought my over-stimulation was anxiety. It's so validating to hear from someone with the same experience.

  • @jasminehunt1048
    @jasminehunt1048 Рік тому +37

    This is the best, most touching TED Talk I’ve ever watched 🥲 I’ve always wondered if I have adhd but when brought up people tell me I’m worried too much about “labels” and “trying to fix everything” instead of just letting things be. But everything you described here, it all resonates with my experiences, and I’m grateful to know I’m not alone in those. Thank you.

    • @kristiefledderjohann5406
      @kristiefledderjohann5406 Рік тому +13

      Yes! When I first started learning about this, I had a family member push back on me for "labeling myself." Well...if I have a name for something, then I can find tools to help me deal with it. Labels don't have to be limiting. They can be open doors to hope and help.

  • @BeggersCantBeChoosers
    @BeggersCantBeChoosers Місяць тому +1

    "It wasn't just a matter of trying harder." In today's stoic society I felt this very deeply

  • @Vered.movement
    @Vered.movement Рік тому +60

    great talk , I was never diagnosed, but Im almost sure I have it big time. I could feel what you are saying, the effort to do simple things, since I'm a child and still today 48y , I forget where I'm going, I forget if my dog followed me, and I forget things next to the car , buying groceries is one of the hardest task to complete. Im hyper activeת if I don't move physically my mind and gut will... listening to you made me forgive my self and I might check it one day...just to know...I loved the notes approach ! thank you for the inspiration, we know so little about it and hide it, you are right...

  • @nadiagv3009
    @nadiagv3009 Рік тому +72

    I too share this story. I completed 3 degrees, including medical school without ever realizing I had ADHD, still did very well considering I had a toddler and a baby. Over time I was overwhelmed which I thought was normal due to medical school stress levels. I was diagnosed at 33, after my primary doctor tried treating me for depression, anxiety, and insomnia (all symptoms of untreated ADHD.) After feeling frustrated with no improvement, I decided to see psychiatrist who send me to Neurofeedback ADHD testing. The day I started treatment, was the 1st night I was able to sleep and rest in years and all other symptoms gone.

    • @parkerbolt6797
      @parkerbolt6797 Рік тому +5

      Within 24 hours I stopped pulling my hair and slept through the night for the first time in my working memory 💜💜💜

    • @michelebence4308
      @michelebence4308 Рік тому +3

      Gotta research neurofeedback adhd testing. Thank you, intensely bad sleeping patterns are the bane of my existence 😴

    • @juliapilgrim6074
      @juliapilgrim6074 Рік тому +1

      Nadia GV so happy to hear that you found help.

    • @laurarobinson3723
      @laurarobinson3723 Рік тому +2

      What was the treatment you received?

    • @nadiagv3009
      @nadiagv3009 Рік тому

      @@laurarobinson3723 Adderall XR but know that a Psychiatrist is the best at following these medications and able to make the proper adjustments. It took my doctor 6 months to get me to a good level. It required monthly visits the 1st 6 months. Everyone's body is different so it is very important to reach the proper board certified professionals, pay attention to your body and symptoms, and communicate with your Psychiatrist to find what is best for you.

  • @Wildemere1
    @Wildemere1 6 місяців тому +4

    I am over 60 and I was just diagnosed with ADHD. It explains a lot. Thank you for this video, I will be sharing it with family members.

  • @sallyfelix8838
    @sallyfelix8838 7 місяців тому +4

    What a beautiful soul you have. The cake you made for your son is heart warming. Thank goodness for people like you ❤

  • @ericaboudreault231
    @ericaboudreault231 Рік тому +173

    My sister, my mother, and I all ha e ADHD. None of us were treated or diagnosed, until my sister (when she was 34 and I was 28) started doing research on it and talking to me about it, and we were able to identify our shared traits and sort of work through it and figure it out together. I'm so lucky I have her, bc otherwise I'd still be untreated. I didn't realize it presented differently in girls and women. As a kid, I had overwhelming anxiety and severe OCD, which I figured out on my own how to control and manage. (whole other side story there that I won't get into right now!) As I got older, it shifted into depression and addiction. Finally, at 30, I talked to a psychiatrist about it, who gave me a comprehensive test (I also misses a question and got a really high score lol). I was too afraid to take an amphetamine due to my history with addiction, so I asked to try Strattera. Literally changed my life. I used to wake up in the morning and think "I want to make coffee " but was unable to make the damn coffee. I'd be paralyzed in my thoughts, thinking about all the steps it takes to make coffee- which sounds so absurd. All of my house plants would be dying of thirst, and I'd think "I need to water these plants," I'd inevitably get distracted and not do it, amd the next day, as the plants are more dried up and thirsty, I'd think about watering them again, inevitably not watering the damn plants. Then I'd get depressed because "why can't I just water the f*ing plant?!"
    Anyway.....with awareness and med management, my plants are healthier than ever (I even started an outdoor garden lol!) And simple every day tasks are manageable for me. I'm not depressed. I feel like I can do life.

    • @cecilygolden3485
      @cecilygolden3485 Рік тому

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    • @VortexBoundKrista
      @VortexBoundKrista Рік тому +7

      If you don't mind me asking... what was your addiction to. . . And did Straterra really help?
      My addictions were alcohol then opiates and lastly meth. So I too thought about Strattera, but was worried it would make me tired, as it is an antihistamine and those have made me tired in the past. So I am on Ritalin. Which helps sometimes but when I get overwhelmed, I get really agitated. I'm not sure what they... forgot what I was saying. Sorry

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      @annallen2737 Рік тому

      @@VortexBoundKrista ANTIHISTIMINES CAUSE MEMORY LOSS. ESPECIALLY DANGEROUS FOR OLDER FOLKS

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      @karenhanson359 Рік тому

      ❤️❤️❤️

    • @pratishasing8636
      @pratishasing8636 Рік тому

      Thank you for being so honest. It really helps.

  • @erinmieskowski8915
    @erinmieskowski8915 Рік тому +37

    ADHD is getting so distracted by where the 35L tub is that you struggle to pay attention to the rest of the talk 🙃

    • @marthabarnard-rae9617
      @marthabarnard-rae9617 Рік тому +2

      It’s gone, Erin! GONNNNEEEEE 🙃

    • @lacohen1
      @lacohen1 Рік тому +2

      Bad storytelling, and torment to the target audience with ADHD.

    • @keagan1211
      @keagan1211 Рік тому

      HOLY 😭😭🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤷🏻‍♀️😆

  • @sirjohnsteed2573
    @sirjohnsteed2573 11 місяців тому +5

    Thanks so much. The relief I've been experiencing over the last few months, having realized I have ADHD, is very significant. I'm in my late 60s and am alternately angry not to have found this out when I was younger, and grateful to be living at a time when knowledge about it is finally being disseminated. Looking forward to learning more from people like you.

  • @Noychooz
    @Noychooz Рік тому +10

    Wow! Thanks so much.
    I am a woman. Was diagnosed with ADHD at the age of 33, I know Exactly what you're talking about. It feels so liberating and uplifting knowing I am not alone.
    Thank you!!! You are an amazing, brave, beautiful person.

  • @corecaidete
    @corecaidete Рік тому +37

    As someone who has ADHD and can relate to 99.9% of this, it feels good to hear someone echo what I've struggled with my entire life and also someone who encourages us to celebrate our gift and sometimes curse.

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  • @sorsha_sky
    @sorsha_sky Рік тому +42

    Whew 😰 you had me tearing up every time you did. Probably because your story is mine too. So often I feel the pain and the shame of letting others down and feeling like a bad friend, employee, and mother.
    Thank you for being so brave in sharing your story. 💞

  • @zubiatahseen5508
    @zubiatahseen5508 Рік тому +3

    A big and emotional hug to all my women with adhd.. I love you guys…

  • @andrearamsey1288
    @andrearamsey1288 11 місяців тому +8

    This woman is an inspiration. Thank you for your bravery, courage, and honesty!

  • @lmnop7737
    @lmnop7737 Рік тому +6

    “Get them on board”- oh that was powerful. WHEN I actually want to do something I go all in.

  • @tpiantanida
    @tpiantanida Рік тому +10

    LOVE THIS SO MUCH! I was diagnosed at 52 and this struck SO many chords with me. Living with anxiety, overwhelm, and shame is no fun, but coming up with creative workarounds to my executive function challenges prior to my diagnosis boosted my creativity and resilience. I'm now THANKFUL for my unique ADHD brain. Thank you, Martha!

  • @Beep1122POP
    @Beep1122POP 2 місяці тому +2

    My daughter has ADHD and this woman is definitely an inspiration. She gives me hope.

  • @traylmixxed2290
    @traylmixxed2290 11 місяців тому +8

    I was just diagnosed in 2020 or 21, finally. I have struggled with depression and anxiety for years, majority of my life. This Ted Talk hits home. I struggle with executive function. I'm still learning more every day. Medication does seem to help, but I definitely still struggle. Every day is a learning day.

    • @gigafia5358
      @gigafia5358 10 місяців тому +2

      This is me.never been diagnosed with ADHD,but struggle with depression and anxiety most of my life.focus and learning problems has been a real issue.bored easly.cant focus on boring things because my mind wanders.sometimes i'm hyper focused and creative. I hope your medications will help you .

    • @adabrosier7854
      @adabrosier7854 Місяць тому +1

      same! Maybe we need to start a support group for women like us❤Keep on keepin on!

    • @traylmixxed2290
      @traylmixxed2290 Місяць тому +1

      I'm into starting a group if you both want to?

    • @adabrosier7854
      @adabrosier7854 Місяць тому

      @@traylmixxed2290 Im interested...when is a good time day for you both?

  • @user-vf9hz5ey6v
    @user-vf9hz5ey6v Рік тому +18

    I have yet to be diagnosed but god do I feel so HEARD. It makes me want to cry knowing that I’m not a failure, I’m just unique. I am not weak, I have power in a different way.

  • @bemclairejaneesajulga3492
    @bemclairejaneesajulga3492 Рік тому +98

    Thank you for putting this up... I broke down when I watched this because it captured what I had been going through so comprehensively, and I feel so misunderstood. And I do not know anyone who can check me up for an official diagnosis.

    • @Verity2true
      @Verity2true Рік тому +5

      Reach out to support pages as self diagnosis is important too. A great page and I think she may have some info for different countries (or her subscribers will) is visit the "How to ADHD" YT channel. Jessica also has a TedTalk but realises now she was a bit ableist in it and has changed her perspective since then, but her journey is good to listen to.

    • @ge6140
      @ge6140 Рік тому

      If you're in the UK speak to your GP and ask for PsycharityUK. NHS has a right to choose programme.

    • @michelebence4308
      @michelebence4308 Рік тому +4

      It's scandously difficult to access diagnosis & treatment in Australia 🇦🇺 😢. We are way behind with training gps in adhd too.
      Self & group advocacy

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      @ULINEgo Рік тому

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  • @jimbrookhyser
    @jimbrookhyser 10 місяців тому +22

    I gotta offer mad props for how Martha points out how ADHD care and attention has been heavily biased by gender, and then also aknowledges her status and privilege.
    Imtersectionallism is the basic idea that when you stand up for yourself, you ought to stand up for everyone else too.

  • @RachelChristene430
    @RachelChristene430 10 місяців тому +12

    I had to rewind this so many times because I kept spacing out. ADHD is for sure a real thing! 😭 Thank you for this videos.

    • @saraalee2411
      @saraalee2411 9 місяців тому +2

      I’ve been spacing out since she talked about the tub and I can’t focus because she hasn’t said if she found it and it’s the only thing I can think about and I keep trying to watch to see if she mentions it again but omg my brain hurts 😂

    • @milkch0c0latt
      @milkch0c0latt 4 місяці тому +1

      @@saraalee2411 yes this! I kept thinking about the tub and I kept rewinding to make sure I didn't miss the part about her finding and I am still thinking about it now 😂

    • @milkch0c0latt
      @milkch0c0latt 4 місяці тому +1

      LOL I actually paused the video several times, and I spent one week to actually finish watching the entire thing 😅

  • @marilealouise3953
    @marilealouise3953 Рік тому +18

    It's so amazing to hear other women talk about ADHD because it's like they actually KNOW me! We all have a similar experience and you are not alone :)

  • @kristinclark3430
    @kristinclark3430 Рік тому +9

    I got you beat - diagnosed at 62! What a relief to finally understand SO many things about myself.

  • @tammyavent465
    @tammyavent465 Рік тому +7

    Oh ADHD is REAL! I was diagnosed with ADHD in my early 40’s. I have struggled with it all my life. Thank you for bringing this up, it’s real!

  • @DashaJOfficial
    @DashaJOfficial 2 місяці тому +1

    Just watched this on my break in work and wanted to cry from how validating this was

  • @courtneyerinreese
    @courtneyerinreese Рік тому +28

    Thank you for acknowledging your privilege to access! This is so key because not only do many not have access, many with adhd do not even know what access possibilities are even out there. Your Ted Talk was invaluable.

    • @glendarorick9833
      @glendarorick9833 Рік тому +6

      That's such a great point...we can say" east for you to say" but she acknowledges that having access to things helps a lot. ...BUT, still does not make it go away... it was just great💕

  • @jantienkwekkeboom1401
    @jantienkwekkeboom1401 Рік тому +13

    It's amazing to see women speak about this so openly! I got diagnosed in my mid 20's and have now lived with it for almost 15 years.... And I have to admit I had to play this at 2times the speed as otherwise I would have walked away :P

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  • @vanessamilton8235
    @vanessamilton8235 Рік тому +5

    I have adhd, I did a TedX talk in high school, and I was the only one who didn’t need a teleprompter. Just goes to show how broad and diverse the condition is!

  • @paigequarles2481
    @paigequarles2481 Рік тому +3

    I was diagnosed with ADHD in my late 40s after years of doctors mis- diagnosing me with depression and even more often with anxiety. I am so thankful to have found a good doctor who got the correct diagnosis. I appreciate the speaker’s willingness to be so vulnerable about her feelings. Fantastic presentation

  • @GodsChildrenOnEarth1
    @GodsChildrenOnEarth1 Рік тому +105

    I'm here crying because my daughter has ADHD and just got diagnosed (I knew something was different). And you literally described her. Just yesterday she lost her toy between the bathroom and her room. I helped her look for it and she was on the ground looking as well. Haven't found the toy and I told her it will show up when we vacuum and she shouldn't worry about her toy.
    My daughter can't do simple things. I can't tell her to clean the bathroom, then check the laundry and then fold the clothes because she can't take more than one command at a time.
    My daughter cried every single day before school from kindergarten to 2nd grade when I would brush and do her hair (she has Sensory Processing Disorder as well).
    She's going into 7th grade, hates math (though she's not that bad at it) and still doesn't know her times table. She laughs when she's in trouble (and that bothers me as her mother) because she is trying to make herself feel better. I told her that she might be the person laughing at a funeral when she is older and that people will be thinking she is rude so she should be aware of that. I didn't mean to be mean when telling her that she will be laughing at a funeral, but I told her that it's ok not to feel bad for her reactions as I know she means no harm.
    My daughter is good at story telling and loves to read, but she not good at putting her spoken answers and words on paper if her life depended on it (her physical writing is that of a second grader). Verbally she can answer anything and can do well at spelling.
    She has trouble starting, and organizing tasks.

    • @myco_ryan1oninstagram100
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      psychedelic treatment has proven to be effective in treating mental health, it has helped me and thanks to the handle 👆above they’re reliable.

    • @ic3man5
      @ic3man5 Рік тому +6

      If you haven't already, get her a heavy metal toxicity test. Look into Andrew Huberman, he talks a lot about dopamine. Get blood tests, ask for vitamin D levels and get it above 35.

    • @Vanessa-qh1pl
      @Vanessa-qh1pl Рік тому +10

      What helped me was sports or physical activity. It allowed me to focus in school. The structure helped me so much and focusing on a goal. Mine was to get a scholarship and I did. Got extra time in all uni, standard, and board exams for my adhd.

    • @ic3man5
      @ic3man5 Рік тому +9

      @@Vanessa-qh1pl physical activity is one way to increase dopamine and mood that he talks about.

    • @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823
      @windsofmarchjourneyperrytr2823 Рік тому +1

      I still don't know them decades after I was supposed to. This is why we have calculators.
      And you can laugh at a funeral. Why be sad? My cousin and I were giggling at the casket, when I told her about how her husband tried to stop a Doberman from running to the doorbell. Flipped him feet in the air and onto his face.
      Funniest thing I've ever seen. Why be sad? No fix for it.

  • @Emilyweasel2023
    @Emilyweasel2023 Рік тому +19

    I have a half/provisional diagnosis from the doctor in my occupational health department but am still waiting for my formal diagnosis from the specialists and the amount of women who were missed as kids is astonishing. I wasn’t just a hyperactive chatty kid who lost things. Losing your keys 5 times in 15 minutes is not pure forgetfulness

  • @TheDewynter18
    @TheDewynter18 28 днів тому +1

    I cried listening to this because it hit the nail right on the head with the shame of not being good enough. My mom always told me that having what she called ADD at the time was a gift because I could what some people couldn't and that everybody had different gifts so we could best help and learn from each other, but I still couldn't help feeling ashamed of never feeling I was a good enough child, student, partner or parent. When you spend your whole life fighting with one arm, like a blind person learning their way to get around, we develop other strengths that most people overlook or diminish because you ran late or you took too long due to distraction or hyper focus. I hope that as time goes by we continue to make improvements on the well being of ourselves and others. My brother struggled with ADHD and bi polar disorder and with lack of understanding, treatment and help for my parents with the condition, it eventually led to his death alone on the street. Something that could've been prevented if we took the time to care about the well being of others.

  • @karolinenorgaardkristensen3598
    @karolinenorgaardkristensen3598 Рік тому +77

    Wow everything is spot on, I was able to mask it all my childhood, nobody suspected anything even though I struggled at school. It wasn’t until I was 20 that me and my mom read about ADHD and thought this sounds exactly like me😩

    • @alicedodobirb2808
      @alicedodobirb2808 Рік тому +2

      Didn't know what masking was until recently but I'm assuming im VERY good at it since I've asked mom if I might have any thing (adhd, autism yada yee yada doo) and she acted as if I could never (cause I'm "too smart" or i didn't show signs.) Lmao this is random sorry I just had an epiphany bout this

    • @Non-wp3du
      @Non-wp3du Рік тому +5

      @@alicedodobirb2808 mine too! Tbh, mine missed the exec. dysfunction and named it "daydreaming, goofing off, being messy or being lazy" and I also think she's feeling guilty about the idea that she may have missed something that could have helped me. High IQ also didn't help, as it masked a lot. I think the generation of our parents didn't have many facilities to help them catch a diagnosis like autism or adhd in their girls, and that its hard for them to admit that they might have been suffering from something that could have been better managed.

    • @LuxxVee
      @LuxxVee Рік тому +5

      It is very typical in female adhd to be a quiet, unassuming person.

  • @corecaidete
    @corecaidete Рік тому +4

    her saying she feels like a failure, like she's not good enough, shame and a burden. I cannot convey how much i relate and resonate with that. especially the struggle and failing math.

  • @lizasouras_
    @lizasouras_ Рік тому +12

    This made me cry. Thank you so much for this talk and for sharing it on the Internet! I’ve definitely struggle with this my whole life and had a lot of self-hate and shame around it.🙏🏼💕

  • @chrisbutchart7934
    @chrisbutchart7934 Рік тому +9

    I was diagnosed at age 64, and it explained SO much about what I'd been dealing with my whole life. I loved this talk as I needed to hear her experience, to make me not feel so alone. Thank you for this!

    • @melissapaulette2301
      @melissapaulette2301 8 місяців тому

      I am also 64 and I am just becoming aware that it even exists ! This answers so many questions I have had ! What was your plan of action ?

    • @chrisbutchart7934
      @chrisbutchart7934 7 місяців тому

      @@melissapaulette2301 First I relaxed about all this because I’m not crazy and I don’t have bad time management. I have no sense of time, it’s true, but once I get myself to focus I get a lot done. I did go to a psychiatrist and he put me on some meds that did help. I am now sometimes on time!!! That was a big problem for me as well as the stress and time it took to get myself to focus on something I needed to do, and it’s not perfect, but it is better now. Plus I just accept myself. That last was huge for me. I hope this helps!!

  • @livcochrane8932
    @livcochrane8932 Рік тому +2

    So much respect for this presenter. As a woman diagnosed at 35, your emotion, your experiences as a mother? You are me.