i first listened to this musical when i was 14/15 in HS, i'd listen every morning before school as my way to cope. now i found it again while looking at bryce pinkham's stuff and holy shit has it put things into perspective. now im 20 living on my own with my cat, going into my 3rd year of college and 2nd year of being an art teacher. clean of self harm for over 2 years
I’ve never actually been somewhere before it blew up (Hamilton, Dear Evan Hansen, and Be More Chill) but now I’m making people at my school love it. And since it’s a prep school with inverted popularity rules I’m friends with the popular theater geeks so now ITS STARTING
I love this song so much. The way it talks about how the main cast have been treated by others once they told them about they're mental condition is completely realistic, or at least from what I've personally experienced. People you've known for years will call you a freak, diminish your illness, or just cut you off completely. For some reason, it's ok if you have a shoulder pain or whatever, but as soon as your mind isn't perfect, your demented. People with mental illnesses may be different, but they're human too, and want to be treated that way. I really love how these songs are perfectly describing different mental conditions, especially depression, suicide, and anxiety conditions
(Lyrics) Craig- Constantly my brain is on repeat It says your the reason that you're here All alone feeling like a ghost screaming when nobody can hear you You might as well just disappear They say that there's a light at the end of the tunnel, But they never tell you how long the tunnel is All life feels like a dream and that's just reality Counselor- “That's great Craig. Humble you're up, whats on your mind” Humble- Uh my mom. Yea I miss her. She dont miss me, always causing trouble for her, making life hard for everyone I think Its ok that she feels that way. She thinks its best for me that I stay here I try to call, try to tell how Humble is better than before But she don't come around no more I always wanted to be a guy that people celebrated quietly in their heads Ya know? “Hey there goes humble, he's a good guy” Therapist- “You'll get there, you know that right?” Humble- “I guess” All life’s really a dream as far as reality, not a thing for awhile When life's like barely anything we can be anything Jeniffer- Me next! I have made the decision to finally break up with my friend Nick Craig- “Who’s Nick?” Jennifer- Oh yes. Such a long and dramatic story short, Nick was my best friend since we were babies We did everything together our whole lives I told him all my secrets, when I told him who I knew I was, like on the inside Things just got weird. And when i started my transition, he was different It was strange he completely changed, but I thought he'd come around He’d retreat, tell me i'm a freak But I just kept holding out Cause that what friends are all about Starting today I would like you all to call me Jennifer Because that who I am and I love everything about me All- (Hell ya Jeniffer) Now all life’s really a dream as far as reality We just leave it behind Sometimes you cant even scream, just hold on And don't dwell on the little things Therapist- “Bobby you're up, last week we talked about your wife and daughter” Bobby- Karen told me that Zoe started the second grade last week The last time that i saw her, she could barely form a sentence She's in second grade, now she's in second grade Karen understand Im sick Well she prefers the word unbalanced So that's what we say I guess it takes the sting away for her I could hear her growing through the phone She told me how's she doing She's in second grade, but she talks just like a lady She asked me when I might come home, I told her, maybe soon Karen told me not to lie to her, you're always lying she says But, you know what I think its ok. I,I,I. Lyings not ok I know that But keeping the truth from someone who couldn't possible handle the reality I don't know. The truth hurts sometimes. I don't wanna hurt anybody Counselor- “And what do you want most of all” Bobby- I want to get into the group home I want to see my daughter again I want my life back Its a hidden possibility to explain cause it’d just be too painful to understand Humble/Craig- How dare it be so easy to be afraid Of a loose grenade you hold in your hand Jennifer/ Noelle- The people here come in any size (???) Everyone- Thats why Im so surprised I close my ears, I close my eyes and sing La la la la la la La la la la La la la la la la La la la la Noelle- Hey, you know when you go to the beach And you come home and drag sand into your house Craig- Ya Noelle- That's how you make me feel Because when you came here It was like you dragged part of the outside world with you You reminded me theres something to get back to When life's like barely a thing, how can we breathe? Everyone- All life feels like a dream as far as reality Not a thing for a mile When life's like barely a thing we can be anything All lives really a dream as far as reality Not a thing for a mile Sometimes you cant even scream just hold on And don't dwell on the little things
i'm in love with this musical already, i hope it at the very least gets a cast album. i'm so glad that there's a canon trans woman- does anyone know if she's trans in the movie/book too?
i first listened to this musical when i was 14/15 in HS, i'd listen every morning before school as my way to cope. now i found it again while looking at bryce pinkham's stuff and holy shit has it put things into perspective. now im 20 living on my own with my cat, going into my 3rd year of college and 2nd year of being an art teacher. clean of self harm for over 2 years
*waits impatiently for this to blow tf up*
I love how aggressively Colton claps. Like he gets super into and he moves his whole body and everything
I’ve never actually been somewhere before it blew up (Hamilton, Dear Evan Hansen, and Be More Chill) but now I’m making people at my school love it. And since it’s a prep school with inverted popularity rules I’m friends with the popular theater geeks so now ITS STARTING
I love this song so much. The way it talks about how the main cast have been treated by others once they told them about they're mental condition is completely realistic, or at least from what I've personally experienced.
People you've known for years will call you a freak, diminish your illness, or just cut you off completely. For some reason, it's ok if you have a shoulder pain or whatever, but as soon as your mind isn't perfect, your demented. People with mental illnesses may be different, but they're human too, and want to be treated that way. I really love how these songs are perfectly describing different mental conditions, especially depression, suicide, and anxiety conditions
These songs deserve way more recognition. The way they mix music, and story telling is amazing.
We need an album please 😤😫👏👏
can you please put more of your songs on Spotify
Super FREAKING late to this but this is so good, what musical is it?? And are there recordings of it elsewhere??
(Lyrics)
Craig- Constantly my brain is on repeat
It says your the reason that you're here
All alone feeling like a ghost screaming when nobody can hear you
You might as well just disappear
They say that there's a light at the end of the tunnel,
But they never tell you how long the tunnel is
All life feels like a dream and that's just reality
Counselor- “That's great Craig. Humble you're up, whats on your mind”
Humble- Uh my mom. Yea I miss her.
She dont miss me, always causing trouble for her,
making life hard for everyone I think
Its ok that she feels that way. She thinks its best for me that I stay here
I try to call, try to tell how Humble is better than before
But she don't come around no more
I always wanted to be a guy that people celebrated quietly in their heads
Ya know?
“Hey there goes humble, he's a good guy”
Therapist- “You'll get there, you know that right?”
Humble- “I guess”
All life’s really a dream as far as reality, not a thing for awhile
When life's like barely anything we can be anything
Jeniffer- Me next! I have made the decision to finally break up with my friend Nick
Craig- “Who’s Nick?”
Jennifer- Oh yes. Such a long and dramatic story short,
Nick was my best friend since we were babies
We did everything together our whole lives
I told him all my secrets, when I told him who I knew I was, like on the inside
Things just got weird. And when i started my transition, he was different
It was strange he completely changed, but I thought he'd come around
He’d retreat, tell me i'm a freak
But I just kept holding out
Cause that what friends are all about
Starting today I would like you all to call me Jennifer
Because that who I am and I love everything about me
All- (Hell ya Jeniffer)
Now all life’s really a dream as far as reality
We just leave it behind
Sometimes you cant even scream, just hold on
And don't dwell on the little things
Therapist- “Bobby you're up, last week we talked about your wife and daughter”
Bobby- Karen told me that Zoe started the second grade last week
The last time that i saw her, she could barely form a sentence
She's in second grade, now she's in second grade
Karen understand Im sick
Well she prefers the word unbalanced
So that's what we say
I guess it takes the sting away for her
I could hear her growing through the phone
She told me how's she doing
She's in second grade, but she talks just like a lady
She asked me when I might come home, I told her, maybe soon
Karen told me not to lie to her, you're always lying she says
But, you know what I think its ok.
I,I,I. Lyings not ok I know that
But keeping the truth from someone who couldn't possible handle the reality
I don't know. The truth hurts sometimes. I don't wanna hurt anybody
Counselor- “And what do you want most of all”
Bobby- I want to get into the group home
I want to see my daughter again
I want my life back
Its a hidden possibility to explain
cause it’d just be too painful to understand
Humble/Craig- How dare it be so easy to be afraid
Of a loose grenade you hold in your hand
Jennifer/ Noelle- The people here come in any size (???)
Everyone- Thats why Im so surprised
I close my ears, I close my eyes and sing
La la la la la la
La la la la
La la la la la la
La la la la
Noelle- Hey, you know when you go to the beach
And you come home and drag sand into your house
Craig- Ya
Noelle- That's how you make me feel
Because when you came here
It was like you dragged part of the outside world with you
You reminded me theres something to get back to
When life's like barely a thing, how can we breathe?
Everyone- All life feels like a dream as far as reality
Not a thing for a mile
When life's like barely a thing we can be anything
All lives really a dream as far as reality
Not a thing for a mile
Sometimes you cant even scream just hold on
And don't dwell on the little things
You saint you. Bless.
THIS MUSICAL DESERVES BETTER
It's on it's way!!! :) We are moving forward into further stages of development and these things take LOTS of times. Sometimes years. Stay posted! :D
Drew Gasparini THANK GOD
WHY I'M SO SUPRISED
I PLUG MY EARS
AND CLOSE MY EYES AND SING
LA LA LALALALALALLALALALA
i'm in love with this musical already, i hope it at the very least gets a cast album. i'm so glad that there's a canon trans woman- does anyone know if she's trans in the movie/book too?
Chrystal Pierre she is (in the movie at least)
Chrystal Pierre Jennifer is in the book
cameron yes she is but she’s not a main character in the movie and i haven’t read the book
yes she is trans in the book!
yeah and the also uses her dead name (like craig refers to her as "jennifer/charles" or "J/C" instead of "jennifer" in the book)
commenting to show i was here before this blew up and gained a huge following
This is going to blow up and i am more then ready
definitely here to say i love this show and im excited for it to get BIG! drew gasparini is sooo good with words
ahh i am so excited for this
yes this is what we need
this is gonna blow tf up in a couple years
Ughhhhh, I love this so muuuuuch, how does one bring more attention to something?
I love this so much.
I can't wait for this to blow up
I love this too much
RAISE THIS TO GOD! JESUS CHRIST I AM AN ATHEIST BUT GOD! BLESS THIS SONG!
How do you make something bigger and more public, cause I need to see this everywhere. It's important, it's going to be important.
This is awesome!!!
Remember me when this is the next big thing
Sameee
here before this blows up
Same remember me man, remember me
*Cries*
Was here before it blew up
All I could think, is that the doc looks like Matt Smith, well...he is a doctor haha
Wait holy shit I’m gonna cry,, we have a lead role who’s trans!! I’m!!!!living!!!!!for!!!!!!this!!!!!!representation!!!!!!!
Update:I’m crying. I’ve been looking for shows with trans characters in them for so long and I have finally found one!
I haven't watched it, but as far as I know, there's also a trans girl in Bring it on! :)
Am i the only one who thinks we need lyrics for this?
A TRANS CHARACTER YES IM LIVING
I found this like a year ago and forgot to comment on it so I have proof I was here before this blew up
please let this have any sort of staged production oml
Who is the single heathen who disliked this
Why kinda reminds me of house of Asmodeus...?