summer diaries! (in a country that's in summer all year round): july & august 2024 | love, n ⚡️

hi hello there! it's been a hot (year) minute since my last upload yikes
but what a checkpoint it is to reach, yet another year has gone by. in this round of the past 365 days, many things have changed! physically and emotionally too. for one, i re-learned and re-experienced this one peculiar emotion - grief. loss can be such a funny thing. it makes you think of all the 5Ws and 1H of everything you've done, could've done, and should've done. the last being the one i constantly find myself in the spiral of. but condemnation was never our burden to carry! and i try to hold on to that truth as much as i can. and while i do, deep down, i also know that she has never (and never will!) blame me for all that has happened.
in the past 365 days, i've started trying to step out of my comfort zone too! did something i hesitated to do for 4 years (4??? can u believe that????) and thank God... because this supposedly uncomfortable zone has started to feel comfortable for me :-)
change is inevitable in a year's time, but i'm so excited to see what else He has instore for me in the days ahead!
God is so good.
i feel so safe in His arms and i hope wherever and whenever u r watching this, that u know u too, are safe in His hands.
selah.
hugs xx
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music:
blue night - monghoon
going crazy - s. s. shim
love fool - morrie