I Had Multiple Abortions, Could Not Forgive Myself But Then Holy Spirit Met Me (Testimony)
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- Опубліковано 28 чер 2024
- Angie Restrepo was abandoned by her father, molested, and exposed to pornography, and masturbation all by the age of 13. In the midst of all of this, she had also encountered the presence of God, still, the shame and the condemning words of the Devil would eventually lead her to have sex before marriage and go through multiple abortions, depression, and even suicidal thoughts. Then finally, she was invited back to Church and began to encounter the Holy Spirit in a way she had never felt before, she began to heal, and her life has never been the same.
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00:00 - 00:47 Opening
00:47 - 01:59 My Father Left Us
01:59 - 03:46 I Was Molested
03:47 - 04:55 The Beginning of My Pornography Addiction
04:55 - 11:14 My First Encounter With the Presence of God
11:14 - 13:27 Losing My Virginity
13:27 - 17:47 Encountering Depression, Drugs, and Bad Company
17:47 - 19:23 Going Through My First Abortion
19:23 - 22:06 Parties, Drugs, and More Bad Company
22:06 - 27:39 Going Through My Second Abortion
27:39 - 30:25 I Attempted Suicide
30:25 - 36:17 Encountering God Once Again
36:17 - 44:48 Meeting My Husband & Struggling With Sex Before Marriage
44:48 - 47:23 The Holy Spirit Helped Us Abstain From Sex
47:23 - 50:13 Holy Spirit Led Me Through Healing
50:13 - 50:57 Who is Jesus To You?
50:57 - 55:36 Word of Encouragement For Whoever is Watching
55:36 - 56:05 Last Words
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just wanted you to know you misspelled spirit in the title, if you can change it!
@@shannon63b Thank you so much Shannon! We just fixed it
❤️🙏🏼John 8:36. So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. Powerful testimony, thank you Jesus ❤️🙌🏼
You know, I gotta say her testimony is a good reason why it’s not enough to lead someone to the Lord and then just drop them. It’s essential to have discipleship. She suffered greatly after meeting Jesus because she had no idea how to live a Christian life. Life is never perfect, but you can sure avoid a lot of pitfalls when you have another mature Christian friend/mentor to lead and guide you.
Remove your bank account links and stop asking for donations or you choose to be thrown into the lake of fire instead. Your choice.
I’ve had multiple also, I was literally just praying about it and came on here and seen this. Thank you Jesus
Repent and turn to Jesus now if you haven’t already because He loves you and wants all of you.🙏🏼♥️ Today is the day of salvation.
Repent and turn to Jesus now if you haven’t already because He loves you and wants all of you.🙏🏼♥️ Today is the day of salvation.
JESUS LOVES YOU. JUST REPENT AND TURN TO HIM WITH A CONTRITE HEART AND SPIRIT. 🙏🏽🌹🙏🏽🌹🌹
thank you all. Yes I walk this path with Jesus 💜
@@notime4892 Praise God and I am so happy for you.❤️♥️
I was sexually assaulted as a child by a childcare worker. I also got pregnant at 17, i had no family support. I was told if i didn't have an abortion I'd have no place to live. My family disowned me for deciding to keep my baby. I legit was on my own. No job, and still in high school. I knew in my heart i needed to keep my baby some way, some how i HAD to make it work. I did have my baby's father though, only him. Throughout the pregnancy my mom finally came around. Im so, so glad i listened to my heart and kept my baby. I prayed about it at the time and God made a way for me and my baby.
You are really brave
Same I will pray for you pray for me too plz I’m having a hard time didn’t wana live anymore but I know god wants me to pray for me
@@singasongiris praying for you. Trust Jesus
Thank God🙌🏽 the LORD God lead you to keep your baby and praise Him🙌🏽 that you were obedient and He worked it out for you.
This is what the Word of God says about obedience and about our hearts:
1 Samuel 15:22
English Standard Version
22 And Samuel said,
“Has the Lord as great delight in burnt offerings and sacrifices,
as in obeying the voice of the Lord?
Behold, to obey is better than sacrifice,
and to listen than the fat of rams.
Jeremiah 17:9
English Standard Version
9 The heart is deceitful above all things,
and desperately sick;
who can understand it?
God bless you❤️🩹
To those who can relate to her story and were sexually assaulted as children. This opens the door to a sexual world because it means we were sexually awakened extremely prematurely. So I just want to let you know that whatever sexual history you have was not your fault. Unfortunately this happens more than we know to kids who are sexually assaulted. The guilt is not yours to carry. God knows, he sees you as His precious child who was hurt by someone else. For Jesus said, " But whoever causes one of these little ones who believe in me to sin, it would be better for him to have a great millstone fastened around his neck and to be drowned in the depth of the sea." (Matthew 18:6)
Yes it opens the door to premature sexual awakening, it allows sexual spirit into the assaulted victims to mastubation. Where is God when .... ???
We pray God's Work never fails
Sexually assaulted as a child but still knew the difference between right and wrong. Also had a father who wasn’t there. If anything it taught me that men (and people in general) are weak not to look to them to meet my emotional needs. Thankfully I went to church, knew Jesus and knew that dating in high school is just stupid. Everyone is different but this story is hard to listen to.
@@MB-vt5cw
Are you sure you're Christian? If so it is God that judges, not you. We're supposed to tell each other when we sin. It's a sin to judge this lady.
I'm enjoying how truthful she is.
Perhaps if you dealt with your own sexual abuse you wouldn't be so judgemental. Being raped and/or sexually assaulted as a child is soul destroying particularly when/if it is enabled by others.
thank you this means alot
I have gone through abortion ,was lost broken ,but Jesus forgave and gave me love that I never felt,go to the lord he will heal you
Amen! Thank you for sharing Flora
Same. I'm under attack all the time. Even God forgave me.
Amen so wonderful
Don't back down when struggles come
How long did your healing process last ?
“I was just focused on forgetting things, not healing.” -- shew that’s deep. I feel that.
It's interesting how we have flaws and one of the main flaw is lust. It's a nasty addiction that is extremely hard to avoid but the only way to healing is through Jesus Christ.. He loves us and it's best to say we should cheer each other on and thank you for sharing your story sis!! GOD bless you sis!
Amen thank you
Once you get rid of the lust, you start to acknowledge and recognize the root of it and your other human flaws that make you lust or seek things outside of God for comfort. It’s a continuous progression. Even when you’re doing well in your walk you will continue to find flaws within yourself. Right now I’m doing great but need to work on loving people who irritate me. Thank God He is a loving and merciful father. For me, the root of my lust was my inability to be alone and love myself. God is a redeemer! God bless
In my mind I see it as whoever “controls” the world pushes these sins on us, (sex sells for a reason) I used to be so lustful growing up idk what changed in my life but I thank God for that though, I occasionally catch myself lookin at women but not in a sexual way just maybe envious which is another sin go figure. I get so upset now at how everything is so easily accessible, how women are so sexualized now more than ever, growing up we watched porn on fuzzy channels now u can watch a movie or tv show and sex scenes are basically soft core. I miss being a kid and not having to ever worry about anything like that. But I believe we can over come all sins by practicing virtues.
Amen 🙏🏾❤️
@@hayliekotas7683 my goodness me too I'm going thru that rightnow my husband's family just moved in w us and I just find them extremely annoying I feel like they have invaded my house. :/ it's hard to be nice
I was molested by my step dad when I was very young, and that abuse went on for some years that was accompanied by physical abuse, by 19 had my first abortion, and then by 20 another abortion, I was broken, lost, didn’t want to go to God because I had messed up so bad, for years I tried to ‘forget not heal’ . But God never left me, I left him, He drew me back forgave me, and now at almost 40 I’m still being sanctified , praise to Jesus
Amen 😭😭😭😭😭❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️
@@Seventh_hour God bless you praying for you
@@Seventh_hour I stayed away from church and God for that matter , because I had done such a terrible thing, but God is soooo good, quick to forgive and full of mercy, I KNOW he forgave me and my children for give me and I’m going to get to meet them one day, don’t continue in your guilt, God sees your heart and knows if you are truely contrite, go to him now so he can forgive you, and make you whole, it’s a process, but you will get there, trust in what Jesus did on the cross for you
Amen!
"What's hidden, can't be healed" Wow! Thank you so much for sharing your testimony
I heard this story of a woman that had an abortion and God showed her her babies up there and they were being well taken care of. Both stories I heard of abortion was the kids saying to their moms that they forgave her and they will be waiting for her. Amazing ! 💙
Oh my gosh! Our stories sounds so so similar. From being touched at a young age, that ushered in spirits of pornography, lust and masturbation, to promiscuity, and 2 abortions. I remember the tears that poured down my face when they were doing them because I knew in my heart what I was doing was evil. I feel every bit of your emotions. I carried the weight of all of that for so many years. Blessings for your new life in Christ my sister. ❤️
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God Bless You. God is full of mercy and grace when we did not deserve, to be loved he gave himself to rescue us, I too was abused...and same horrible desicions, that caused me to go deeper into a depresion, suicidal thoughts, attempts, and self loathing.
🙏🏼 🙌 To God the Glory for preserving my life. ❤️ Through it all and healing me little by little with his miracles over my life.
@@mvilla7668 Encounter Ministries UA-cam page. (Mark Hemans)
Christine...You are FULLY Forgiven my beautiful sister in Christ, you are whiter than snow .
.I'm looking forward to seeing you in Heaven with Big Hugs together. ❤️
God bless U! ❤️
This is powerful! Not easy to confess everything like this. God bless this brave woman! God can restore anyone. Wow I’m blown away. “And they overcame him by the blood of the Lamb, and by the word of their testimony; and they loved not their lives unto the death.” Rev 12:11
🔥🔥🔥
Amen!
Amen 🙏🏾
God bless u my dear sister.
Totally agree. God bless Angie. 💕💕💕🤗🤗🤗🤗👏👏👏
I'm a sinner yet Jesus Loves me, made wrong wrong wrong choices but He's given me an opportunity to start over but this time with Him🌱
Amen
This was great listening to. I’ve had 2 abortions and am walking with Jesus now and there is so much healing he wants for you if you’ve had one. He loves us regardless and so turn away from your sinful ways and walk in obedience and you will see him and feel him show up and bless your life 🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼🙏🏼
Amen !
Amen! God bless U. ❤️
Amen praise Jesus Christ
this testimony really touched me. i had one abortion and it changed my life forever. i struggle with forgiveness about it, but hearing Angie's story helped me a lot (my name is Angie too btw!) God bless ~
Me too
One morning, I got off of work and went to get some Taco Bell’s. After I got my food and sat in my car eating, scrolling through UA-cam and saw your other video! With a guy who was talking about Buddhist religion, I sat there listening that video and I just started crying listening to him. I love watching all your videos! These testimonies are very deep! Prayers to them all❤️
That’s awesome! Thank you for watching, we’re so happy to hear they’re impacting you 🙌
What did you get at Taco Bell? 🙌🏻
@@Sarasarah3 😂breakfast burrito and other stuff.
Wow. I had gotten Taco Bell today, parked and watched the video of the Buddhist as well and how he found Jesus in Christianity. No joke. I’m hooked to watch more videos!!
Don't follow that
Multiple abortions and only today I realise that this was because I wanted the person I was with to care for me more. How sad this is. Stemming from a place where my father was emotionally absent and also grew up abused without a father. How the fatherless become so broken without Jesus😭but praise Jesus HE is all we need to deliver us, heal us & restore us! To God be the glory!
2 for me and both made out of fear of embarrassment! We all have reasons for these decisions and praise Jesus He forgives and heals us! Blessings on you 💛
ANGIE!!! Your testimony is so powerful! Knowing you now I would've never guessed you've been thru all of this bc I see the love of Jesus all over you. Thanks for being so vulnerable and opening up your heart to thousands of people. The Lord's gonna use what you've been through to set many others free.
Amen !
@@delafetestimonies what’s her Instagram?
The spirit of lust is real in the unseen world, I can relate to her testimony. It's like a dog retuning to it's vomit for many of us. Our battle isn't with Flesh and Blood enemies, but with rulers of this dark world, with authorities and wicked spirits in the unseen world.
Yes! Indeed
Man I can relate to this so much. She had me in tears getting ready for work. One day I will share my testimony but being a pastor’s daughter it can be very hard and restrictive when it comes to sharing things. I’m 38 years old but still feel like that hurt little girl sometimes. It’s gotten better and God has changed but I really need to share my testimony to help other women and young girls like Angie has helped me to know I’m not the only one. Pray for me y’all so I can get the courage to do it.
We can do this my sister in Christ, we will be reunited with our beautiful angels and this is our time, in a time where the world is all for porn and abortions and all evil, we can tell our story and help other people.We are warriors not victims
@@pawsation7719 thank you. Yes, I’ve reconciled what I’ve done, but every now and then that sadness and shame starts to creep in. I also think a major part that is not talked about in the abortion discussion is the pressure and downright intimidation from the men to get abortions. That’s another topic for another day though.
Lord Jesus, we lift up 30something to your throne! USE HER ACCORDING TO YOUR WILL, IN JESUS' NAME!
@@30somethingg so true, seeing that all schools do sexual education programmes they should talk more about abortion and not just about reproduction. It's already hard to deal with the abortion but then there is still that part where you have to go through a tremendous journey of forgiving yourself and forgiving the father and the rejection. And in my case he didn't wait long before he moved on and became a father and had two beautiful children.
@@godschild8995 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
❤️🙏🏼John 8:36. So if the Son sets you free, you will be free indeed. Powerful testimony, thank you Jesus ❤️🙌🏼
i lost two my baby girls one in 7th month and the other baby in 8th month i was broken but still have faith in God and got encouraged seeing this. wonderful testimony ❤
Sorry for your loss and honestly your love for this girl is a testament to how much of a beautiful person you are despite what you’ve been through you haven’t judged her for ending her babies lives . Your comment hit me deeply very deeply I think you are a very special lady
Sounds like you have a blood covenant renounce it(ancestors) and you will bring forth children into this world the devil is a liar
Shalom Pasula.. I am sending you a big hug.. I am so sorry for your losses. I myself, don't have babies.. But I love babies and they are precious.. N so I can't imagine your pain for what you have gone through with your babies. I PRAY GOD HEALS YOUR HEART💛 AND THAT YOU ARE ABLE TO HUG BOTH OF YOUR BABIES ONE DAY ON HEAVEN, IN JESUS NAME.
Confession: I cried.
I'm so happy you found God
You're so strong
May God continue to bless you 🙏
Jesus looks at us with compassion not shame. When I first realized that it changed my life. He is so good!
I’m infuriated that as a little girl, she was sharing a room with a man.
I don’t know the circumstance of her family at the time, but there are situations that you just don’t put your kids in.
I can relate to this because I've had three abortions and I was pregnant with twins on one of them and to this day I still struggle with my decision I made I asked Jesus to forgive me but it's like I can't forgive myself at the time I thought it was the best choice for me but thank God that He gave me another chance with a beautiful boy he's four now and I'm 46 and it was by the grace of Jesus that he was healthy and perfect because I really didn't deserve my son after doing what I did that's how good Jesus is
You didn't do anything wrong. You made the decision that was right for YOU at the time. Don't let other people judge you because they have never walked in your shoes. It is easy to judge from the outside when you are not living it.
@@satellitestargazer2770 Agreed. There's too many broken people producing broken children. The cycle just repeats and repeats. Those judging women for having abortions are the same ones judging women for becoming single mothers. You can't win either way, so there's no point in trying.
@@satellitestargazer2770there’s no excuse for killing a child. I’ve killed my own too and it doesn’t matter what I had going on in my life. It was still wrong.
48:37 "I want you to allow yourself to be loved by Me." that wrecked me cuz I can relate 100% w struggling w forgiveness of self. God's grace is greater than the mistakes of man. 💯
You just told my life's story. I had my 1st abortion over 35 yrs ago when I was 17. It was so traumatic and ruined my mind and most of my life. I've been plauged with nightmares and have been having them the last week really bad. I got triggered a week ago and I've felt like Ive under water until I found this video and now I feel like I can breathe again. I know God has forgiven me but I still have a hard time forgiving myself. Thank you for sharing.
I blame our government for legalizing abortion. People deceived women into thinking this is an option without consequences. I am so glad that you have found that Jesus loves you. Bless you!!!
awsome peashooter
[ This is Christians' next step, toBe more purified ]
*Prophecy 11: Rise Up Speak Up Tell The Devil to Shut Up, In My Name!*
''I will punish those flaunting MY commandments [ Exodus 20 & 34 ], homosexuality, immorality, and Bible in MY face and daring to mock ME. It's coming, MY wrath is coming to this earth undiluted.''
*Those who call yourselves Christians and remain silent, do not complain to ME* when no more freedoms you have, for you remain silent. You let the few protest. You let the others speak forth. Do you notice the enemies are not silent? Do you notice those that promote sin are not silent? They shout in loud voices even when they were in the minority. Satan’s servants are not silent. Why are YAHUSHUA’s servants silent? And when I speak of servants I do not speak to you as though you are a servant in the word that you use. I speak to those who serve YAHUSHUA. Don't be surprised when your church is foreclosed on! How few speak out. How few defend that which is holy.
Why, because I have given mankind a choice? A choice to obey that which is instinct given to every woman and man, to protect the young, nurture the young. And yet they are savagely murdered. Woe unto the ones who call this legal. Woe be unto the doctors and nurses who take part in this murder. Woe be unto the politicians who passed the laws of these innocent babies being slaughtered.
*Woe be unto you who have stayed silent far too long. For I hear their screams.* The babies' souls return to whence they came from Heaven. But their souls are ripped out of this world unmercifully. Cruelty beyond words. I allow the souls to leave only to prove man's inhumanity to man. Knowing what choice that mother already made. Grieving and giving her every chance to repent. Knowing she won't, angry because she won't repent.
Tell them, tell them MY Daughter.
*Once again although even those who call them by MY Name yet do nothing but* shake their heads and others I am so proud to call MY Children lay their lives, reputations, and finances down to protect the innocent babes in the mothers' wombs. These are the ones I will reward. Why aren't the churches supporting those willing to sacrifice their all to protest against these murders of innocent babies?
[ YAH's Faithful servants ] *They lose their jobs, imprisoned, mocked, and why?* Because they heard MY voice, and MY conviction that said, "Speak up, don't say silent." I have heard their prayers, I have seen their tears, and I have felt their pain, have you? Every church service should be praying for them. Every church service should be praying for MY conviction, MY judgment on those doing such things, allowing these murders, yet how few do. I am GRIEVOUSLY ANGRY. For you say you're MINE and you are ignoring the cries of the unborn, and the cries of those that sacrifice their all to protect and stop the slaughter of the unborn. Rise up, speak up, in MY Name, Pray, Pray, Pray, till you see this horror cease,
*You want to know why I have allowed this to go on, because I have been* waiting for MY Children to call upon MY Name to stop this. To prove they care. Not just a handful, but millions should have spoken forth as these laws against MY laws were passed. [ My Law = Exodus 34 & 20 = A Set of Commandments ]
There should never be a church service without this prayer going forth. Pastors you will be held accountable. You have been warned. Congregations warn your pastors. They are supposed to be representing ME. Urge them every service to pray for this horror to cease, for MY judgment to come upon those that refuse to repent.
*Stop giving ME lukewarm prayers. I will not listen. Give ME prayers with passion* and with a heart that cares. Stop the ritual prayers that are merely memorizing words, I will not hear. This is from your mind and mouth, not your heart.
*Don't say you are MINE and not stand up for all that is Holy or remain silent as* you see others standing up for Holiness and getting persecuted for MY sake, and not help them anyway you can for fear of losing your tax exempt status. You will lose more than your tax-exempt status. You will lose more than your lives. You will lose your SOULS. You have been warned. The time is now. Rise up, speak up, tell the heathen to shut up in YAHUSHUA's Name. One with YAHUSHUA on their side is a majority. A million without YAHUSHUA on their side is a minority. The time is now.
*Remember judgment does start at the House of the Lord (1 Peter 4:17).*
*Why are not all the churches protesting? How many churches are there?*
In every country why are not the churches protesting against these abomination of laws that are being passed? They just shrug their shoulders. They mind their own business. *So do not be surprised, oh organized churches, when the* government comes after you and takes away your freedom to preach and hangs a foreclosure sign on your churches. Do not be surprised when your land is taken. Do not be surprised you who are so smug with all your millions.
[Much are omitted]
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*Saved Jews & Christians,*
Those Returning to heaven as GUESTS,
(Guests of the Marriage Supper of the lamb/Heaven).
Guests/Martyrdom toBe = Rev. 7:9-17, 19:9 [ Mt: 25, Foolish Virgins]
Guests/ Martyrdom toBe = 666 Million saved Jews & Christians
James 2:10
''Whoever breaks one commandment is guilty of breaking them all.''
*Have u fled from ALL pagan god/goddess?*
( 1st Com't Serve/bow to no other GOD BUT ME [YAHUVEH, YAHUSHUA]
( have u fled sat/sun. Mother/Daughter Harlot churches?
( from pope/ manMade ten laws, from demon/flesh doctrines)?
( from all gov't holidays? incl. Easter & x=Xmas)
*As u initiate Daily Repentance,*
( Return! to study/Obey),
1. Two Greatest Commandments? Mt: 22: 32, 37~40?
2. A Set of Commandments Exodus 20 & 34
[ Only Led by Spirit can obey and even Messianic Jewishness Messiah
obeyed His Father's Commandments, these are equally found in OT & NT
[Above Exodus 34]:
Thus Saith YAHUVEH Father GOD,
''Three times a year your man appear not without empty hand,''
3 major Holy Days: Passover, Pentecost
and Feast of Tabernacles" (Jn 7), (Zec 14: 16-21)
( ''My Doctrine is Not Mine but His who sent Me'' )
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*As you initiate Daily Repentance,*
please obey Ten Com't Exodus 34 & 20*
( Thou shall not murder )
( Begin PROTEST, ''Abortion is murder, murder is SIN!'')
*PROPHECY 11 above! Cut short, Continue!*
.almightywind.com/prophecy/proph11.htm
I have been severely depressed since having an abortion.. for the past few weeks I've began accepting the fact that I plan on committing suicide.. then I came across this video today.. I thought I was a whole Christian but when I got pregnant I became so consumed in fear and resulted to the worst and I can't fix/change it and I'm so broken and hopeless, I don't know how to come back to God even on days I try, my pain overcomes me
Call out to Jesus, he will take the pain away. God will heal your broken heart, for I had one to and I was broken for many yrs but I wasn’t a Christian. Jesus has brought me through many hardships. I will pray for you.❤️🙏
I'm praying for you right now Aazia. ❤ God cares about you and that is why you came across this video. He loves you, has a plan for you, and will forgive you. Jeremiah 29:11. Keep the faith and keep calling out to Jesus. Your life has a purpose. ❤
Jesus loves you go to him hes there with open arms❤️
I got pregnant unmarried and had my son, then yrs later got pregnant by my boyfriend twice and had two abortions because the embarrassment was overwhelming! I ended up marrying him after all… I let that shame hang over me for 10 years until I started sharing my whole story about it and Jesus healed me from the inside out. You are totally loved and totally forgiven and I pray Jesus begins healing your heart even now. Don’t give up hope sister - I’m living proof that there’s life for us on the other side of shame! 💛
Jesus died for your sins, don't forget that. Don't let the devil get you into thinking that you're the worst person out there or that you did something that God can't forgive, because that is a dang lie! I have done horrible terrible shameful things in my life and God has forgiven me of all of them has freed me from depression. Please try to read at least the Psalms if you can, and please confess your sin to somebody at church so they can know about it and pray for you and care for you. If you don't go to church at least tell someone you're close to in your life. God's grace and forgiveness is for you, always
Angie, I love how quietly raw and honest you are.
So many of us can relate to aspects of your journey. I also love how you light up when you talk about God.
God bless you sis!
I love these testimonies they give me so much hope. Thank you so much for this platform and to everyone who is so vulnerable and honest in sharing their stories. God bless you
Amen! Thank you for watching Sandi!
There is no hope for humans because they are all stolen souls from original sin. Humans are all descendants of the son of perdition. The son of perdition is the original stolen soul. Satan and his son of perdition created humans and this fallen world. Humans return back into the soul of the son of perdition where they came from. It has already been done.
This is so real. I feel it in every word she was saying. I had an abortion at 18, then miscarried twice…..I’ve been through the pain, the trauma, the shame…but God delivered me! He saved me from death, saved me from myself and has taken the shame away. God is so good! He is so merciful! All praise to the most high! He loves his previous daughters, no matter what the Devil has mislead us to do. God bless anyone that related to this testimony ❤
Angie, thank you for sharing your testimony..so many of your trials are mine!! Abortion, masturbation, lust, porn, evil imagination, negative thoughts, guilt, and forgiveness just to name a few . I still have hope and I’m still seeking his face.. your story confirmed that I need to keep leaning in to Christ for endurance and have faith because there is salvation and deliverance for me.. thank you again
I recommend reading mary magdalenes story. She was a prostitute who was made a disciple of christ.
Amen
I am fasting and praying for all of these women today 💖💖💖 GOD is coming to save 💞 as Christians we can share the love of Christ and salvation but we need to be intentional. Fast and pray because the curtain has been pulled back
I had multiple, too. (I know, it’s a male in my profile pic, but I am female). Her story is similar to mine. We need more stories like this, where people talk about sinning AFTER they’ve been saved. For the unbelievers, who so often accuse us of thinking we’re perfect. Just in hopes that they would come to a better understanding. ❤️
Powerful message I went through something like this had multiple abortions and just coming across this video somehow I thought to myself let’s listen to this video and my name is Angie also wow. Praise the Lord he speaks to us in so many ways we just got to let him into our hearts ❤️
I’ve had multiple abortions to : ( need to hear this .
As long as you repent and seek forgiveness God will forgive you. You are loved by THE MOST HIGH GOD ❤️ your babies are resting in His arms ❤️
This is my past as well. In my heart i know God has forgiven me, but having a hard time forgiving myself. The shame is overwhelming.
God has forgiven you. All you can do is try and help others save their babies now . Jesus loves you so much
I’m another. The shame and guilt make it hard to forgive myself but I know that Jesus already has. God bless all.
Honey my husband is having TWO abortions. It'll be alright. As long as you don't have a demonic seed of an Egyptian descendant of satan it will be okay.
I love watching and listening to everyone’s testimonies. Jesus is faithful and true! God’s blessings to all of you!
We never know what someone may be going through. This testimony was so honest. May God help her continue this beautiful walk with Him. 🙏
Where would we be without God’s goodness and His boundless love 🥺 oh Father how I do begin to deceive your love for your children ❤️ God teach me to love the same way! ❤️
This happened to my ex girlfriend and i when we were very young. There’s days that i shed tears because it sometimes feels like he/her are asking God about us. Its a feeling I can’t describe but it makes me cry but with peace. And i ask God to forgive us and that i wish i could see him/her. I got saved when i was young also thank God. Being older now how i wish i could meet my baby. 😞
He or she will come to you in your dreams if you ask Jesus Yeshua to reveal them to you. I am living proof that it can happen.
Wisdom 88 , I am so sorry.. This made me tear up 😥 If you are saved you will be able to see your babies in Heaven! I pray for healing, comfort, forgiveness, salvation, and restoration in Jesus name for you and your ex. I'm the meantime, before you get to meet your baby in heaven, it might be a good idea to help others who may be so scared and not know what to do. Young people who are now where you and your ex once were. GOD NEEDS YOU.
@@godschild8995 hello! How are you doing!? And thank you for your kind words. And yes i am saved. Thanks to God! Your support means a lot to me. Yes i try to help whoever i can with my testimony. It’s people like you that gives me strength to keep fighting. You are awesome and I hope you and your family are doing good ok?! Thank you again for support. You are awesome!!!! Remember that!!!
@@wisdom88 Wisdom 88. Your words are SO SWEET, thoughtful, and encouraging to me. It's funny, I reached out in support and encouragement of you, not realizing, nor expecting to be comforted and encouraged in return.. But after reading your reply, my heart has felt your kindness and comfort: THANK YOU! I didn't realize I needed such.. Now, I'm tearing up, again. THANK YOU, AGAIN. Frankly, I'm in a lot of emotional pain. Lots of battles to fight, yet I'm focused on praying, God's word, and encouraging and praying for others, where there may be need -instead of giving up, etc.. Lots of sadness in my heart for loved ones and friends suffering and not saved -as well as having to deal with my own personal battles and pains. I WANT TO SAVE AND HELP EVERYONE! BUT THE REALITY IS THAT I AM NOT GOD, NOR IS IT MY RESPONSIBLITY TO SAVE EVERYONE,, NOR TO SOLVE EVERYONE'S PROBLEMS -EVEN THOUGH I OFTEN WISH I COULD, LOL... IT GREAVES MY HEART DEEPLY TO SEE OTHERS IN PAIN BECAUSE OF EVIL PEOPLE IN AUTHORITY, ETC. I ALSO AM SADDENED BY LOVED ONES STUCK IN A MUCK, UNWILLING TO LET THE LORD IN, . I HATE LOVED ONES SUFFERING. I HATE TO HEAR OF INNOCENT LITTLE BABIES AND CHILDREN SUFFERING IN OUR WORLD!😭 I want to do more!! HOWEVER, I just finished reading Exodus 14, where the Lord saves Israel from the Egyptians (the sea parted).. EXODUS 14:29 AND YOUR MESSAGE SPOKE TO MY HEART. I BELIEVE GOD HAS SPOKEN THROUGH YOU TO ME to CONFIRM THAT GOD IS HERE VERY NEAR TO ME -AND YOU!. I FEEL SEEN. I HOPE YOU DO TOO!! GOD BLESS YOU!
@@godschild8995 Wow!! I want to thank God for meeting you through these comments. With everything you just said i know now for sure God sent you to comfort me and also showing me that we as brothers and sisters can help and love each other without knowing each other. I feel so comforted and loved after reading your beautiful words. I know what it’s like to go through battles and a lot of emotional pain. I was abandoned by my mom at the age of 10 and my dad also abandoned me when i was 16. I was left in the streets to die. It caused a lot of emotional pain in my heart (this makes me tear up) knowing that the people that brought me into this world didn’t want to love me no more. A lot of stuff happened to me during that time. I almost died more times that you can imagine. From being shot at 9 times from 12 ft to being hit by a car 3 times, almost overdosed 5 times from drugs when i was 17 to being saved by God when i accepted him. I started reading the word of God and exodus is a book that i can identify myself in how God can save and make a way in anyone’s life when we believe and allow him to come into our lives. This is not a coincidence that we met. As much as I needed comfort God knew that you also need comfort in these hard times that you are going through emotionally, spiritually and mentally. I am a walking testimony just as you are. God has seen your crying and your pain. I know that there is more beautiful things that are going to happen if you keep allowing God to operate more in your life. And the more you seek God, he will use people like me to talk to you! This is a confirmation from God through me ( im tearing up as i write this) that he is speaking to you. The way God speaks through his kids so he can comfort us is AMAZING! Remember iron sharpens iron. And what better way than letting Our father do it through his kids like me and you to help each other through tough times. It’s hard to save the whole world, but we can try to save as many brothers and sisters that we can. We must keep seeking the Lord while he may be found and keep reading the word of God. That’s how he speaks to us. God raised me after my parents left me, he grabbed my hand when no one would and walked with me my whole life and never left me. My mom is saved now, my father believes in God now because of the miracles that happened to me and so does my brother. I forgave my parents for everything and we have a beautiful relationship because of God now. So if im still here after all that i went through especially loosing a child at a young age, God for sure is still holding your hand and walking with you until you meet him in heaven. Don’t ever let go of him because he will never let go of US! You are loved and cherished by him! Always remember that! And now i can tell you after meeting you through these comments that i also have a lot of love for you and all my brothers and sisters in this world. Remember that we are the temple of our father. He lives inside of us. So whenever you pray or look up to heaven seeking him, remember that he is closer to you more than you know. He is inside of you! That’s the beauty of accepting God in our lives. Keep fighting the good fight! You are not alone. Just like God was with Moses in exodus through those hard times and performed many miracles like parting the red sea. God will part the red sea in your life always. As long as you let him. I am sending many hugs and blessings your way! And i hope these words can help you lift up more and keep on keeping on throughout these hard times. We are in this together! Remember that. You are loved! You are AWESOME! Much love from this brother to you! God bless you always and forever. 😊🙏🏼
Praying my boyfriend repents for his past and accepts Jesus 💘
Same for my son’s dad. What’s your husbands name?
Just do not encourage his past by fornicating...
@@a.m.thomas9366 Encounter Ministries UA-cam page. (Mark Hemans)
Same ❤️ Jesus hears our prayers
If it’s his past and he’s not still doing whatever he has repented that’s what the word means to turn away from sin
Angie, thank you for your testimony and transparency, very powerful. In 1980, I was 18 years old and I unfortunately had an abortion. The circumstances were ugly, The pain of having done that was unbearable. I was in the act of attempting suicide when I heard the voice of the Lord call me by name and tell me “ don’t do it! Things will get better,! I wasn’t fully delivered from the depression and self-condemnation until I was 32. (that’s a powerful testimony all by itself.) God is so awesome, He not only forgives you, He doesn’t even want you to hurt behind your sin or bad decisions anymore. He took away all the hurt, pain, shame and guilt! He taught me how to love myself and He gave me unspeakable Joy! That’s the kind of loving God we serve! All glory and honour to our Almighty God! Those of you who have had this experience please give it to the Lord God, He wants you to live a life of peace and joy. Our father wants us to have an abundant life through Him! He did it for me, He will certainly do it for you! God bless💜
Those little babies are waiting in heaven for you, they are with Jesus and will see you again. They didn't have to endure this hard life. God bless you and all that had to make this decision 🙏
I just LOVE how she keep saying..She OPEN ALL THOSE DOORS In HER LIFE...Praise God for The Holy Spirit..Powerful Testimony THANKS For Sharing.This will help a Lot of Young People
She’s literally the sweetest! ♥️
I have done so many terrible things in my life and I have made my peace through Christ. I know one thing of God, he is a God of second chances, if you struggle in your life it’s because the devil sees something in you that God put in you that scares him. Be intentional with your walk with God, I still struggle with sin, but one thing I have set my mind on is God the father, God the Son and God the Holy Spirit,
I had several abortions and did so because the guy who I thought loved me said he couldn’t if I had a baby, so I did and would end up in the hospital because the abortions were botched. I died a little more each time but I was afraid to lose my boyfriend, I was so alone… I hear your story because I was abused and raped when young and I thought and was taught that sex was love. It is Not love especially when being molested. It does make u hyper-sexual. I was taught things very young and it was impossible at the time to not seek it out. Jesus was the only way I could live thru it all. Knowing He forgave me in spite of the terrible things I had done. I know now that my children r in heaven. There r wonderful Abortion ministries out there to help you navigate thru your pain and emotions about it. I am so glad you found Him. He sees our hearts and knows how heartbroken we are.
God bless you Teresa ❤
I’ve had the same past / hope to see our babies in heaven ❤️🩹
What a beautiful young woman. I can see how much you love God and it makes me want to love Him even more. Even in our brokenness and wrong choices, He's always there. So thankful that God healed/delivered you.
Walking with the Lord is a journey. Layers of worldly garbage being peeled back giving him authority to restore what the locust hv eaten... Next thing you know its 50 years and your still growing and not the same person yesterday. God grace is amazing.🌹🙏🏾
I needed to read this thank you God Bless Yiu
This is powerful. I see way the testimonies of others can help us to overcome.
I had 5 to be exact and i regret it every single day. I will NEVER go through one again ! If i get pregnant again although i do everything to avoid it but if it were to happen i will deal with it and give it to God. When i had them i wasnt a Christian and a believer and fuly didnt understand what i was doing and what was happening to my babies so once i came to learn the truth i was mortified and felt a tremendous amount of guilt. Still to this day i cry about it and im constantly asking God for forgiveness although i know he already forgave me. I really look forward to the day i get to meet my babies in heaven. Ugh this topic always breaks me 😪
You can almost feel her pain. She seemed so broken. I’m so happy she met Jesus again. Beautiful🙏
These testimonies are so life changing, each and everyone of these testimonies are so impactful. Thank u so much for giving them the time to share everything they want to share and listening to them. Thank u Jesus! And God bless this channel more and more🙏
You are a very brave woman Angie. Thank you for your testimony and it is an honor to know you. Gods love is so incredible.
She is so sweet and pretty. Never give up my dear friend. Thanks for sharing, it is a real blessing
Remember GOD never arrives late He’s always on time !!!! We were supposed to be in the lowest point in our life so we can see all He’s Glory and be a testimony to the world of his mighty power!!!
Angie, Thank you for this very impactful testimony you've shared. I've watched it 3 times while sharing it with my husband and son. Each time tears streamed down my face at the amazing transformation our LORD has made in your life. As a woman who has experienced a lot of what you've gone through, and feel condemnation and shame, depression and anxiety, I am thankful for your encouragement through Christ.
Wow. Thank you so much for your courage in sharing this powerful testimony of God's love, patience, hope, and restoration. God bless you, your marriage, and your family!
I like the interview’s you make, they let the interviewer tell the story without too many interruptions! Great job and I love the silent as well.
Your story touches my heart so much.. and it reminded me of mine.. I married a Muslim guy being a Christian.. I was married too him for 16 years and it was a bad marriage.. but when I was pregnant I wanted too named my son Daniel but my Muslim husband didn’t want so we name him Ibrahim.. but my marriage broke and now I’m remarried and my husband name is Daniel so I got my Daniel anyway
@Mayra, I believe you learnt something about Islam.
As a survivor of childhood sexual abuse this brought back memories of my own abortion that I had. I am now 45 years old and I had that abortion at 19 years old and still to this day I find it hard to believe that i did it. At the time I was not sure and I even saw the baby of the scan before. The nurses still encouraged me that I was doing the right thing and being young and naive, a young girl fresh out of government care without parents I went ahead. I struggled for years with forgiving myself about what I done, and even after I gave my life to Christ at 21 years old decades later I struggled to believe that Jesus could forgive me- but I know he has. God has caused all things to work together for his purpose and Good. I founded a non-profit 11 years ago called Daughter Arise to support and help other childhood sexual abuse survivors and have wrote books to empower others. I have been married 17 years and have 2 children and have been walking with God one step at a time. It took me 25 years to heal from the devastation of what my Father did to me through sexual abuse (from age 9-13yrs old) and even though my family knew what he was doing and did nothing to help me, and rejected me for speaking out I forgive them. Its been decades since I last saw them but I still pray for them . Thank you so much for sharing your testimony; you are a brave and amazing woman. God bless you Yvonne
God bless you beautiful ....
Powerful testimony! It honestly takes a lot of courage to share this because there are so many women who have had abortions. Its a deep secret among many women. Its interesting that I came across this video because there have been people I’ve known throughout life’s journey that have shared their abortion stories with me. Everyone has a story to tell. Jesus, I thank you for the grace you give... Repentance is key! Who is like Jesus 🙌🏿🥁💃🏿. The Holy Spirit is your Helper, Friend and Your All in All. God bless you and may His hands rest upon you 🙏🏿. Stay blessed and rooted in Christ.
After seeing this I just messaged my old childhood friend and said thank u for taking me to church .
It’s heartbreaking how a guy can say you’re going to ruin my life, you’re so selfish. He’s the one that was being selfish.
I really felt the Lords presence with this testimony! Keep seeking the Lord sister and letting God use you as a vessel to those who need to hear from Him wether it be to believers or nonbelievers . Praise the Lord our Savior!
Wow! Jesus loves us all❤️
Amen!
2nd time I come across a testimony and still blessed *hitting the subscription button*. God just started revealing to me the abuse I had as a child, I had forgotten or was really well hidden and which now helps me to understand my sexual past. The healing journey as she said is really long cause I've been struggling on forgiving myself not on the abuse, but everything that followed. Thank you for sharing this with us, I felt your emotions.
I love your channel and it’s making me love God more. Really helping me at 58!!!!!! Lord I love you
May God have mercy on my soul. A woman who aborts is a haunted house and psychologically damaged with guilt for the rest of her life. I aborted out of fear and made to feel I had no choice. All I have is excuses. I will always hate myself even though Jesus loves me.
The Holy Spirit gets Hurt. When you hate yourself. You are to love your neighbor as yourself. You are a person!
No God LOVES YOU. NOTHING CAN SEPARATE YOU FROM THE LOVE OF CHRIST. Talk to Him. Talk to Jesus. What you did was wrong absolutely (the abortion). But Gods forgiveness when you sincerely repent is also absolute. He God chosen an ex murderer (ie Paul) to write a huge portion of His word. We do not sin on purpose of course so that His grace will abound. But if you sincerely repent and commit to following Him as best you can, He will do exceedingly above and beyond what you could ask or thing in your life. Maybe your experience can be used to help save the life of even one baby. Submit to Him (that is Jesus). Read the Bible. Pray. Listen to sermons like Joyce Meyer about overcoming self hate. And have faith that He indeed will turn your ashes into beauty! He will give you a garment of praise for the spirit of heaviness you currently have. Stay strong in the Lord and in the power of His might (Ephesians 6:10). God loves you sister.
Thank you for your testimony. I have seen hundreds and given my own numerous times but I have to say that this was a beautiful testimony. I needed to hear this message for many reasons. Seeing how you pulled through all your trials and tribulations is evidence that when you let Christ Dwell in u then the Holy Spirit can begin transforming us to resemble Christ's character. God bless you. I hope your testimony helps those who need to put away the ways of this world and build a solid relationship with God. Amen. Praise the Lord : )😇
Amen! Very well said Joshua. Thank you for watching!
Love this testimony especially near the end. Amazing how God empowered her and sanctified their relationship.
I wish I could give her a big hug. I can see she’s been through so much. What a blessing it is to have a Heavenly Father who loves us and is soo gracious and merciful. No matter what has happened, He will forgive us and comfort us. 🤍
Angie, this is the most authentic, vulnerable and honest interview I've ever seen. Wow. May God continue to use you and make you brave to share your story. And I will also say its interesting how God walked 2 broken people through healing, most of the stories you hear is how God brought a whole person to a broken person to walk them through. This just reminds me that you can't and shouldn't put God in a box, he will do and allow what he allows because he knows the future. I'm so encouraged by this testimony Angie.
Such a beautiful testimony and she is so wise for her age. Thank you for expressing how much God loves us regardless of what we do or how bad we mess up. I can truly see the light of God In her ❤️
Sending God's precious princess, Angie, a big, BIG HUG.. Thank you lovely, for openly sharing your testimony, and for bringing understanding and the hope of Jesus to those with similar experiences as yours. PRAISE GOD for healing you.💛
This is deep, I went through something like that. God is gracious.
You are so brave for coming on and sharing your testimony. You are amazing. God is faithful and His love endures forever.
Thank you so much for sharing. You are do brave. May Jesus continue to keep you, Sis
This is extremely powerful & insightful especially for many young ladies out there including me. Thank u Delafe testimonies & Angie, God bless u All! 🙏🏾
These uncensored testimonies are a gift from God. It's amazing knowing Jesus and his love but it's an even greater experience to witness him love and deliver others. Sexual trauma, sex addiction, porn, masturbation, depression, suicide attempts, cutting, and prostitution are all part of my past. Thank you 🌟Angie🌟 for being brave to share what Jesus has done for you. 🙏
Wow - what powerful courage you have to share your story. The Lord is using you and your experience for good.
What a beautiful testimony, I can truly relate to her story because I and been through the very same things .
Praise God , what a testimony . May God continue blessing you
I am sure it took so much courage to share your story. Thank you for letting this out😊
I was battling some of the things she did so this really encouraged me.
I'm so sorry for what you were going through. Thank you for your testimony. You look so blessed and happy now.
Such a beautiful soul and powerful testimony, in some ways I can relate to her and it is so wonderful to see and know the redemptive love of Jesus.
I really appreciate you sharing your sexual struggles, healing and forgiveness with Daniel. I am so happy for you guys that God worked it all for good.
I just want to say GO YOU!!! It takes a lot of bravery to share the ins and outs of your life story like that. You’ve given me courage to share mine. It’s a gradual process, coming to terms with everything. Knowing it wasn’t your fault ❤️. Loving and forgiving you. But sharing your story helps others. Go you for listening to the voice of God and allowing him to use you to draw others. So happy you found love ❤️❤️❤️❤️
Amen and Amen
A very vulnerable testimony. Thank you for your ministry to tell these stories.
I had an abortion when I was 16 and have still struggled with believing that I am forgiven. Every now and then it comes up and I struggle with despair wondering what’s the point of trying or even taking care of myself because I am unforgivable and beg God for forgiveness all the time. These testimonies have helped me more than you know. To know that there are so many others like me out there that have found forgiveness in Jesus gives me hope.
Without Him I am nothing
Amen and Amen
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Thank you for being honest about your experiences and walk with the Lord.
God is really so gracious and merciful. He knows what’s in our hearts. He knows that even if we sin, even if our flesh may fail, a heart that seeks Him will always save us and deliver us from all temptations! Amen!
To God be the glory!
Amen
That was so beautiful, thanks for sharing Angie!
Father Forgive us All that have been a part of this in any way and fill us with your love in Jesus mighty name ✝️
Amen 🙏❤️
I have been watching these testimonies, & this is the first one to bring me to tears. Thank you for sharing your story with us 💘
this came at the right time… thank you for sharing ♥️
Thank you for sharing your testimony, it couldn't have been easy, but I know it definately touched someone out there. While I was listening, I realised that we had so much in common, and God truly does work. I however ended up back at the Catholic church with a different understanding of my faith, but I have to admit had I not left the church first I probably would not love it as much as I do now. But I digress your story touched my heart a lot and although I have never had an abortion myself I had a friend go through that, I have suffered many of the thing that you talk about in your testimony and for a long time was too afraid to tell anyone, but I have recently began to open up. But I'm still taking baby steps. I admire your bravery and I pray that God continues to bless you and your family.
Thank you so much for sharing your incredible testimony. It's going to change the trajectory of so many lives. God bless you 🙏🏽