Hey I have advice for you. a couple years later in your life stuff will start to make sense. You are right about the School-system. School is not really that usefull in the real world. I had the same thoughts while i was in school and even a couple of years after i finished school. But i learnt by now, that the problem isnt school, it was me and my surroundings. With time i found out, that i have ADHD and a form of mild Autism. No one knew, no teacher suspected it. But that is what made it a hard time for me. I Spent alot of my time thinking about how this and that was dumb and sucked. most of People dont spend that much time and emotions about this subject. also i understood that my family situation had a huge impact on my thoughts about school. my family was broke and not stable at all. I had no role Models. The real questions you should ask your self is: what is your purpose? what makes you happy? what means being happy? what is life about?. Once you find your answers to this questions life gets easy and stuff like school doesnt matter to you anymore. Also just try to enjoy the time in school as much as possible. it sounds crazy but imagine you are in prison haha. its about the same. you have to be there. you might aswell use this time to learn stuff you find interesting. Dont stress yourself too much. Add more purpose to your life, start a hobby and stay consistent with it. maybe start martial arts. maybe start going to the Gym. Life is much more than school. You are right later in life no one cares what you learnt in school. but what is important is to have good memories, good stuff that you experienced. Have fun and dont take life to seriously. Maybe you think that i dont understand you or i dont know what it feels like, but let me tell you. I know exactly how you feel. i went trought the exact same shit and probably even on a more extreme type. my conclusion is: this negative thoughts and negative emotions are just a waste of time. try to be happy, shape your life adventerous. take some risks. do sometimes dumb things, do sometimes good things. find new friends. find new hobbies. Life is about experiencing diffrent things. hope that helps some how, i know its currently tough for you probably. but as i said, as times goes by, life gets easier.
Really appreciate you taking the time for this post. You are entirely correct in that negative thoughts gets me nowhere, in fact they probably have the opposite effect. The idea to enjoying prison sounded interesting. maybe I'll do something crazy😊 I believe that overthinking is the canser, if I am to create memories and not feel as bad I need to be able to appreciate the precent moment. I cannot just spend all day thinking about how shit something is and what I'm going to do, I need to simply take on the world through the prespective of someone being and breathing. I need be just there or else I will always be stuck. I think that reading a bunch, taking notes and try different stuff is my way to go, I'm thinking of doing some running as when I look back that is something I always liked. I am still so young feel like my life hasen't even began, I really appreciated this. You gave me more insight then my attempts of journaling
Hey
I have advice for you.
a couple years later in your life stuff will start to make sense. You are right about the School-system. School is not really that usefull in the real world.
I had the same thoughts while i was in school and even a couple of years after i finished school.
But i learnt by now, that the problem isnt school, it was me and my surroundings.
With time i found out, that i have ADHD and a form of mild Autism. No one knew, no teacher suspected it. But that is what made it a hard time for me. I Spent alot of my time thinking about how this and that was dumb and sucked. most of People dont spend that much time and emotions about this subject.
also i understood that my family situation had a huge impact on my thoughts about school. my family was broke and not stable at all. I had no role Models.
The real questions you should ask your self is: what is your purpose? what makes you happy? what means being happy? what is life about?.
Once you find your answers to this questions life gets easy and stuff like school doesnt matter to you anymore.
Also just try to enjoy the time in school as much as possible. it sounds crazy but imagine you are in prison haha. its about the same. you have to be there. you might aswell use this time to learn stuff you find interesting. Dont stress yourself too much.
Add more purpose to your life, start a hobby and stay consistent with it. maybe start martial arts. maybe start going to the Gym.
Life is much more than school. You are right later in life no one cares what you learnt in school. but what is important is to have good memories, good stuff that you experienced.
Have fun and dont take life to seriously.
Maybe you think that i dont understand you or i dont know what it feels like, but let me tell you. I know exactly how you feel. i went trought the exact same shit and probably even on a more extreme type.
my conclusion is: this negative thoughts and negative emotions are just a waste of time.
try to be happy, shape your life adventerous. take some risks. do sometimes dumb things, do sometimes good things. find new friends. find new hobbies. Life is about experiencing diffrent things.
hope that helps some how, i know its currently tough for you probably. but as i said, as times goes by, life gets easier.
Really appreciate you taking the time for this post.
You are entirely correct in that negative thoughts gets me nowhere, in fact they probably have the opposite effect. The idea to enjoying prison sounded interesting. maybe I'll do something crazy😊 I believe that overthinking is the canser, if I am to create memories and not feel as bad I need to be able to appreciate the precent moment. I cannot just spend all day thinking about how shit something is and what I'm going to do, I need to simply take on the world through the prespective of someone being and breathing. I need be just there or else I will always be stuck.
I think that reading a bunch, taking notes and try different stuff is my way to go, I'm thinking of doing some running as when I look back that is something I always liked. I am still so young feel like my life hasen't even began, I really appreciated this. You gave me more insight then my attempts of journaling