I have sat+moon in my navamsa 2nd house. Thankfully I am one of those who managed to hold myself and grow with help of Spirituality/Astrology. As I am hearing him speak , tears well up in my eyes, as only an astrologer like him or others who have this combo, can understand what it can feel like to be in that space. Others around cannot understand.
@@Ribble.B087 very happy for you that you turned things around for good. My turning point in life was when I decided that I love and accept myself without any judgement, and my life is unfolding exactly as it should. I guess I stopped resisting life, and now going with the flow. I also realized/knew that I am love-beauty-truth within and I do not need to seek them outside. Now I am no longer a victim but a healer for others in need.
Sat+moon on 2nd house too here, and all I can say is that I relate deeply with you and the video. Even though I had a very good childhood, the emotional blockage just came unconsciously and dominated my life for up until my 20's. If we can manage to learn anything out of this, I'm sure we'll become a solid pillar to help all kinds of people
Yup that's my story.... Kidnapped, molested, disconnected parents bullied daily. Both these planes are in the 12th I have nothing but squares and oppositions . But I still prevail and rise like the sun 🌞 without any sexual or substance abuse/ addiction
Wow ur comment described my childhood perfectly. Molested, disconnected parents, and bullied daily. Oh, and the mental issues that came after lol. Hope ur doing well now tho, you deserve it💓
Ugh I’m so grateful for astrology for almost always validating my experience 🥺. I have this placement in the 10th house and def was a workaholic, especially when providing community and empowering people who’ve experienced abuse. Binge eating’s been a thing for me too
Saturn moon conjunct in 4th house Capricorn. Both parents abusive. Kept food away, wouldn’t allow us to attend school. And kicked us out at the age 13. I’ve been homeless. Many times. Thankfully I’ve always liked feeling healthy so I stayed away from anything that would hurt my health.
I know this might sound crazy, but I believe I'm an angel incarnate. I have this placement... when I look at my life, and how none can care for me, but they see that I can heal them and guide them and bring them back into alignment, they just see how I can help them, and what I can give to them. On the other hand, I have a very very very strong connection to source, it guides me and fulfills me in everything and has given me the strength and feelings of worthiness. I've always wanted someone to just see me and understand me, but that's not what I'm here for. Source sees me and understands me, but the world is not meant to... they will only see their reflection in me as a catalyst for healing. After it being confirmed over and over about being an angel incarnate, I was able to make peace with it. Mars and chiron in leo ascendant, pluto in scorpio 4th, moon, lilith, saturn in picese 8th, mercury cancer 12th.
Now I know how I can describe my pain…emotional starvation…true. I had quite a nice childhood with lots of traveling around the world, toys, playing the piano, singing, dancing, parents both alive…but I’ve always felt a bit to emotional and neglected in this matter. My father was always always working, no time for staying at home with the family…lots of tragedies, really bad luck in friendships, rejection in love in my teenage years…just lack of love, sympathy, understanding and emotions from the world around me. I’ve been in a huge depression till I was like 20…now at 24 my father died 2 weeks ago. Knowing my placement ( Saturn conjunct Moon both in Aries in the 4th house) I’ve always been scared to lose on of my parents early mostly because they were older when I was born. It happened 2 weeks ago, I lost my father very quick and now I feel lonelier than ever. ( I thought it was impossible). And still no luck in love…it seems impossible for me to find a man that really likes me, loves me, accepts me, cares about me, wants something serious with me…I’ve always been cheated, rejected, replaced, ghosted…( my Venus in Scorpio doesn’t help either, love the placement but it’s another hard one). Yeah…emotional starvation. It seems that I can’t make people love me or feel deep emotions for me. It’s like living in a cold place by yourself and just some people visit but they don’t really care how you feel…they just visit because they have nothing else to do. I am thankful for my mom…maybe the only person that I’ve ever felt real, deep love from. It’s a really really painful placement…it’s true.
The feeling that we think we can’t be loved is so real! Any TRUE love interests who have showed that they like me and cared about me, I run QUICK! I feel like when men say they are into me and want to go on a date, I think it’s a trap and they want to take something from me and use me.
Thank you so much ERNST sir and bhabajeet it explains me very accurately, I have saturn moon in 6th and due to having jupiter in 9th I have always tried to stay on positive side of life. This is the best explanation on the internet for this combination so far, I watched millions of videos and read thousands of blogs on it.
Damn this is so true. I have Saturn, Moon, and Ketu in the 1st house in Pisces. I always feel like something is lacking inside me. There's a constant feeling of pain in my heart that never goes away and I don't know where it comes from. Nothing gives me the feeling of fulfillment.
This is so on point. I have saturn sun moon in 12th house. The moment he said neglected straight from their 1st day they are born till date everything has been so painful and yes if anything goes right then again i have fears of things getting ripped apart so basically i cant be happy.
I do have Moon Saturn and Rahu in 12th house Leo being Virgo Ascendant. It's True Totally Isolated since the moment born on this realm. Starved deprived of my rights, but during her last moment my so called Mother took a promise of taking care of her last produce( daughter). Ruined my life even in her death. Took revenge at last for only reason of giving birth to me. Yes fear of Losing makes me run from reality and genuine people
Very true... my husband has this yoga... he is very emotional ... & I feel blessed I have this knowledge & I can understand him ... & maybe I have exl venus I love to give without expectations... but only because of this knowledge.... he is libra & venus is in 7th house this help a lot...👍 very well explained... doing good job 🙏🏻happiness always
You're doing a great job Bhabajeet ,of getting these Wise men to talk on different topics . You're so humble while you interact with them. that's very impressive. God bless you 💐
Moon Saturn conjunction in the ascendant. Separated from my Mom when I was 7 and yes, feel like I was being on my own and have to take care of myself and whatever sufferings come, it is my responsibility to deal with it Luckily, relationship with parents is not bad, just having to be strong and get through the struggles on my own. Want to be cared and loved but often fail at it by giving too much, too early, hoping to get it in return and again, got neglected. It is definitely painful but like you said, have to either grow strong to endure it or keep suffering.
Saturn moon conjunction and Saturn moon aspecting sun in D9; moon in Saturn nakshatra in D1, Lagna lord and sun with Saturn in D1.. strong Saturn presence in my chart. Had a very strict and an emotionally abusing childhood with one parent being manipulative and controlling while the other treating me as burden and did not really want to take responsibility for me. It effed me up emotionally in my teens and twenties until I sought help and support. Had to emotionally distance from the toxicity and learn to grow strong by being numb to the poking and hurting I had to go through. It will desensitise the person naturally and we will start cutting out people and emotional bonds with out a care because of the pressure cooker environment born into... it sure makes the guards go up really fast and be extremely vigilant in romantic relations, friendships and social interactions
I have this conjunction in my 7th house of Aquarius. (Moment of silence for my breadcrumbing relationships)...the neglect, the carelessness, and pain really comes from my romantic relationships. My mother and father are great...
It's true.. I have Saturn/Mars/Moon in Cancer in the 10th house... Very hard and sad😔 but I try to turn around.. Thank you so much for this explication🧡❤
Not only was this incredibly rich with information and insight, years of research evident in the complex understanding of this conjunction and its nuances, but it was presented with careful consideration and care. This explanation has validated the depth of my pain with Moon conj. Saturn in 10th house Pisces. There is an air of deep invalidation with this placement that truly solidifies the inherent upbringing of one feeling invalidated as a feeling, sentient being. To have this acknowledgement affirms a belief that my mind has struggled to accept, because that entails embodying the extent and emptiness/lack, and finding love for yourself out of thin air that you have never experienced. The “autopilot and emotionless” reaction to escape and survive this situation on any level, is truly one that corners you until you are suffocated. You are thrown out into the world without purpose nor true grounded connection to life around you, forever feeling disconnected from humanity and terrified of close relationships. Luckily, my Libra NN in the 5th should show me a different side to this :) Thank you again, Cheers xx
I’m a man with Saturn conjuct moon in Aquarius 6th house. Very true about women. My problem with women started with my mother growing up. She was always off to work and I was raised by a nanny so I never got the nurturing I needed. I don’t drink alcohol or have drug addiction though. So I’m grateful for that 🤗
Natal chart Moon/Saturn in Sagittarius 8th house, D9 chart Moon/Saturn Aries in 9th house, I am now 66 years old. Yes, my emotional pain is extreme and now I am so much better and happier. In 2005 I started therapy. After many years of professional help, reading and relearning myself, and processing the pain of my youth, I found the broken shattered pieces of me. I accepted my life path and took responsibility for this experience. The first step was acknowledging there was pain, the denial was very strong and I couldn't face the sorrow. Because I pretended for so long I was okay, I couldn't fathom I wasn't completely loved by my parents and I hid the abuse both emotional, physical, and mental trauma by swallowing the pain and it lodged in my throat until I learned to sing and play harp. I learned to love myself and practice everyday loving me. I will never have a relationship except with myself and I'm okay with that. Safety and loving nourishment are very important topics for me. Thank you for this video and for sharing your astrology wisdom, hearing someone understand the depth of sadness, and emotional pain is very helpful for me. I am okay and I understand I will always have to care for myself in a very loving way, it will never go away and it does get better with creative endeavors.
SO helpful, thank you! I have two sweet young girls I'm close to that this applies. One with saturn conjunct venus, other saturn conjunct moon, both are in 4th house and what you've said is so spot on. I've seen them both over the years be very upset from a lack of maternal connection and it has formed unhealthy personality traits that make it even harder for them to have friends and enjoy developing relationships.
so, my kid has this placement, and I'm shook because I wasn't nourished, and you can't give what you never had. Now that I'm aware of this I will learn to nourish myself to heal this in me a then in my son.
Just found this video... can so relate, very tough childhood, lost my mother when I was 22. Saturn, moon in 7th house. Been married twice, divorced and bad luck with relationships
spot on! i have moon and saturn as woman. correct about the sex part early in contact. can’t not believe if someone really cares about me. still have to catchup with emotional grievance. i hope to allow myself to be love. indeed cut myself of from my mother, i didn’t believe she was my real mother.
Ernst Wilhelm, thank you, you are spot on and have helped me understand someone I know with an exact conjunction of Moon and Saturn (which is also her chart ruler) much better.
This is sad. My chart has this and basically I was happy for some of my signs but tbh I don’t know at this point. My natal chart scares me and hypes me up at the same time.
Wow thanks guys!!!! Moon saturn conjunction in cancer 1st house. My dad had a massive heart attack when i was a newborn and i was neglected a bit from the beginning. Then turmpil and alcoholism created ongoing neglect throughout childhood. All three of us kids have trauma from childhood. Thank you wow, im proud of myself for getting this far with 'the most painful aspect' in a chart. Whoa. Go me!
Great Info.From my experience all the things you have said are also true to a lesser degree for Saturn Moon hard aspects and Moon in saturnian signs Aqua and Capricorn.
Cancer moon, Coniuct Cancer Saturn.. I felt this so deeply. My dad was never in my life. My mom sadly struggled with addiction. And addiction took both of my parents life. And even tho my aunt has taken care of me most of my life. When I got got a certain age I kind of internally rejected it. Now I'm 17. Working on healing
Thank you for sharing this... have to admit, it is painfully true for me... moon, Saturn conjunct 4th house in Scorpio with Pluto... cancer Asc which I feel amplifies these issues... also Pisces sun... abusive narcissist parents and was/ am the scapegoat... one younger sister is the golden child... as a life path 9 I have come to believe that I may have chosen to go through all the pain in this life as a sort of penance for past life transgressions... I think I was born to suffer in this lifetime... I don't really know why I continue to go on except to care for my cats... I don't want to make them suffer as well... idk why I'm even saying all this but I have no one to talk to about this that doesn't think I'm weird.. anyway thank you for what you do... blessings, love and light
I have Pisces Sun and Cancer Ascendant also (and this Moon/Saturn conjunct). The pain has fueled a spiritual life but I am very unfulfilled emotionally. I am having a Saturn return next year and there are many hints in our charts that my mother who has been ill for years may pass. I hope not but she has a lot of stuff going on with Pluto and Saturn next year. Her birthchart has the Moon/Saturn conjunct in the opposite house and I project everything onto her (its my 7th/her 1st)
I have this in the 7th house. It’s hard. I can’t accept love and have gotten to the point of not connecting. I would love to know how to emotionally connect to myself. I try but always seem to end back in a hole
This is so true. I have saturn moon conjunction in the 6th house in Aries vargottama gandanta, luckily it's protected by aspect of Jupiter. This resonates 100%. Though all these emotions have been diverted to animal care, 6th house for pets
My son has this conjunction in karkat lagna seventh house in makar rashi saturn in 25" n moon in 2" ketu in forth house n rahu n 10 th house sun mercury n venus in 5 th house jupiter in 9 th house i am so worried abt him plz wat effcet will be seen in such conditon please rply
I have this with the moon in 12H and Saturn in 1H. I think I'm a very disciplined person overall from Saturn's influence but I hate how it makes me feel like I don't need company from other people which is shitty cause I'm a Leo stellium and I have that extroverted streak In me.
Yes, it is everything you said and more. I have Saturn and Moon conjunct in the second house in gemini, Rohini first Pada, both at 2° and only 25 minutes apart.
I have this on my Navamsa on the 5th House in Taurus. I heard this would describe the spouse/partner, but i feel this would also describe me as well, especially looking back now that i'm in my 30s. In my lagna, i do have Saturn in 2nd House in Sagi, Aries moon in 6th, affecting my Aquarius venus in the 4th. Spirituality and getting in touch with my emotions and balance them really help.
Well said... Thanks. I have saturn moon conjunction in lagan of Sagittarius rising navamsa, aspected by jupiter from 7 th house. How will be my further life sir?
I have this conjunction in 7th house in Navamsa and I’m running Saturn mahadasha I have struck suddenly by severe depression and really struggling to be normal. Have been starved emotionally through out life and especially in childhood. Thanks for your insight.🙏
A very insightful video indeed! Ernst - any thoughts of Saturn & Moon parivartana (Parashara says Parivartana is the conjuction (yuti) of the highest order)?
I'm a women with saturn conjuct moon in Capricorn 2nd house.. My childhood was not good I always used to feel that my parents won't love me. The way they were caring me while I'm sick.. I used to feel it's better to fall in sick atleast by this they won't scold me & they will care me as.. Now I don't have any expectations I grown I'm staying far from them for studies.. I'm spiritual my day starts with Om namh shivaya
I have a saturn retrograde with my moon in the second house and I truly feel I had a very loving and supportive childhood. My emotions were always considered important and felt. Could the fact that Saturn is retrograde in my chart be a factor that this video doesn’t resonate with me? Thank you!
I have this placement in Virgo in the 1st house. 11 and 5 lord creating a raj yog. I have my own niche in life. No one wants it. Like Saturn, it is very practical in the use of earths resources. Of course you don't want my life. That's good, right? I don't want to use the earths resources either. Nothing pains me more than to be another "special " person using the earth resources, but what have they changed here? Saturn and moon aren't always bad. The negative perceptions of others are my niche. The resources others can't be bothered with. Which equates to peace ultimately. 😊😊 Emotionally starved but also fed by those that will never care. That's why we are here to die. Learning why God made this world because of the chronic emotional starvation also serves as a reminder of what types of souls come here to die. There is no pussy footing around the issue with this placement. People are here because they can't care about another. They want to play a God by taking God's attention. Is that a loss to experience? No. It's the most wholesome reality to see. It's way better than being trapped in fame or worldly success. It's sad how people spend thier lives trying to steal attention from God. Everyone that has an "Emotionally rich" life to me looks like a slob wasting time. I feel no starvation. Just want to get far away as my skin crawls. So much trashing of the earth in the name of emotional fulfillment. They never leave a better planet. They to me are depleted. Then again that my Saturn and moon within 2 degrees of ascendant. I just have no interest. It all so repulsive to exploit and not actually do something meaningful. Can you tell me what they have done that is meaningful? 💐💐Besides go away for a bit. Lol😅😅
This is quite insightful - thanks for sharing! Bhabajeet, how should this combination be understood if seen in Navamsa, 9th house? If Ketu joins, does it improve this condition?
I think my inclination towards spirituality saved me along with which i really feel there's always some energy protecting me amlnd watching over me. Although i realised how much pain i went throughout my childhood it's like i have sacrificed and never lived a normal childhood, but i was always so childish and optimistic as a child because of which i didn't processed my emotions until i took psychology and started understanding my own patterns and finally processed my emotions. It was hell long of a phase full of triggers pain aggression depression tears frustration and i released all of it by facing it even though it was difficult it was worth it. This video was extremely accurate but i want to understand 'why we are born with this conjunction' i have sun moon and saturn conjunction and i really want to understand why is this conjunction present in my chart.
Jupiter + moon + saturn conjunction in 4th house in aries. The pain, trauma and emotional turbulence i had to go through and still experiencing... 💔💔 home is a battle ground and i lived in survival mode my whole life. Only solace and comfort i felt in my life is after i left my home and met my boyfriend.
Thank you so much!! 🙏 Ive this on my d9 chart... My ex was a test tube baby and abused too. I have become more strict with relationship bcus of past lessons i experienced . Practicing celibacy, living a spiritual life...ect. I just want to relieve pain and appreciate peace, some closure would be nice, i find comfort in higher knowledge. More than anything. I pray i could share life with a loving person...i think thats the challenge ...
Hearing u describe me with so much empathy almost made me cry because u really understand me... I kept beating myself up on top of all this pain ive faced thinking there was something wrong with me ...but how can i change the stars? I can only embrace them ... Like my scars
Im 30 and seeking peace amd healing. If i wasnt born to be happy go lucky in love with my twin flame in a spiritual and loving relationship because thats my fate then ill accept it... Im tired of this survival mode and karma ...i am ok being celibate and dedicate my life and body to serving god if i can just spend the time i have left in peace...i train my mind just for that but my heart keep hoping my stars will change
I was looking up this information to learn more about myself hoping there was something i could do to make it better...but i see it doesnt get much better does it? But im very glad to know that its not a problem o have ... Its my star placement ...its really just how i am ...everything was destined. It seems its one of those things we just have to..."master" to live with. 🙂✨🙏💝
Thank you for explaining. I am a woman and married my DOB is 10th December 1988 , 10:30 am in Aurangabad Bihar. I've this conjunction in 12th house with Saturn and moon both in Sagittarius. What is my rest of life going to be . Can you predict or give remedies ?
I have rejected astrology for years because I don't relate much to my Scorpio sun and not at all really to my Aries moon. Now knowing I have a Saturn Moon conjunction (7th house) is very interesting
Infact, it's been contrary of what u say, I have this conjunction in the 3rd house of Sagittarius ascending...I have had great affectionate parents, wife, children, female friends, loving friends all my life.
I have Moon-saturn Conjunction in 4th house 🏡 in pisces. I also have Jupiter debilitated in 2nd house and ketu in 3rd house in the sign of Aquarius. My last phrase of ketu dasha is going. Also my Sun is in 12house in Scorpio. I am Saggitarius Ascendent. Last 6yrs have been really difficult . I have gone through all kinds of trauma and headaches . Sometime I felt someone has done black magic on me. I feel like I don't belong to this world. I have lost my mental health, family, happiness, Career, Education and friends . I am a loner and even if someone talks to me, I can't really connect with them. God bless me😓
my little brother has this combination in his 2nd house. he got lots of love when he was a baby and now -he is 12- he is getting love and support but also the parents and the older brother are very strict and making him feel stupid sometimes, since he is a lazy-soul being. Now I am sad, I didn't realize that it can be that hard for him..
I have Saturn in Aquarius conjunct my moon in the 9th house so when it comes to channeling my wisdom I really be feeling like no one gives a f*ck I enjoy talking about it so that Keeps me going but I feel sooo vulnerable. It’s really scary and I’m a Gemini sun rising and Venus so I’m gonna keep trying regardless lol I think the key is focusing on the pleasure I get from sharing it shuts the down the voices telling me no one cares. As long as I care, it counts for something
Nein, durch die Hilfe die man den anderen gibt, nährt man sich selbst. Ich habe diese Konjunktion in 12 -ten Haus in D9 Chart. Krankenschwester und alleinerziehende Mutter. Partner war weder für mich noch für unsere Kinder da. Karma😊
I have sat+ moon + jup in 9 th house in aries. I had terrible childhood, dealt with emotionally unavailable people till teenage. At 15, i was badly hit by depression as I felt i am not treated fair. No friends till teen, always got beaten up by father for silly mistakes. I was studying a lot just to divert myself from emotional pain, always i preferred staying in my room. I preferred to study more when i am alone, if i was idle i couldn't keep my mind of the pain i went through. Went through two heart breaks at 22 and 24. The worst thing is the other left me depsite me putting all the efforts to make the relationship work. Either in love or career, never works until i try very hard and become desperate for it. Often depressed and beacuse of this now i am unable to focus on my career. I am really afraid of sade sati that comes in 2027, saturn gets debilitated in aries and im worried to death what things saturn is going to give me in that period. I already had terrible childhood and constant depression. Now nothing is left to be taken off from me.
Here's a logic I use to stave off that worry. Sade Sati is generally called difficult because it's difficult for people who don't have that conjunction naturally to put their head down and do the work. People with Saturn Moon combination have been in Sade Sati all their life. So it's just a normal Tuesday for us people. Atleast you will still get the reward for the emotional turmoil at the end of the 7.5 years!
I have jupiter in 1st and saturn + moon conjunction in 11th. I had a happy childhood, nothing I remember was bad. Youngest of 3 kids, I am loved by mum and dad.. babied even to this day. I still find myself unable to express myself emotionally especially with the opposite sex. why? its a bit ridiculous. I've got Mars in 12th house so a long and hard workout (exercise) helps me better express my emotions. why? I'm very fond of dogs, but I always lose them within 1-3 years of their lives. To get over the loss of my dogs, I've escaped to the use of alcohol, drugs, and cigarettes. It's a momentary escape and then I get back to normal - no cigarettes, no alcohol or drugs for the better part of the year. With Mars in 12th, Saturn and Moon conjunction in the 11th - life has, so far, been a strange experience... almost as if everything is an illusion and the consistent loss of love is to teach me not to get attached to this maya-nagri.
I have sat+moon in my navamsa 2nd house. Thankfully I am one of those who managed to hold myself and grow with help of Spirituality/Astrology. As I am hearing him speak , tears well up in my eyes, as only an astrologer like him or others who have this combo, can understand what it can feel like to be in that space. Others around cannot understand.
Thanks :)
@@Ribble.B087 very happy for you that you turned things around for good.
My turning point in life was when I decided that I love and accept myself without any judgement, and my life is unfolding exactly as it should. I guess I stopped resisting life, and now going with the flow.
I also realized/knew that I am love-beauty-truth within and I do not need to seek them outside. Now I am no longer a victim but a healer for others in need.
Sat+moon on 2nd house too here, and all I can say is that I relate deeply with you and the video. Even though I had a very good childhood, the emotional blockage just came unconsciously and dominated my life for up until my 20's. If we can manage to learn anything out of this, I'm sure we'll become a solid pillar to help all kinds of people
i was tearing up too. I have the same conjunction in the second house too
so it means the same in navansa :(
This is my conjunction and the description of lack of nourishment brings me to tears every time
relax
Exotic Astrology easier said than done I do a lot of physical activity and meditation just to transmute the energy
baby i can feel you so deep. i have that conjunction in 1st house. hugs and kisses 💋
@@MultiCaroline93 I also have this conjunction in 1st house
thats why i never skip meditation, it brings so much peace
True
Yup that's my story.... Kidnapped, molested, disconnected parents bullied daily. Both these planes are in the 12th I have nothing but squares and oppositions . But I still prevail and rise like the sun 🌞 without any sexual or substance abuse/ addiction
Sorry to hear that
Wow ur comment described my childhood perfectly. Molested, disconnected parents, and bullied daily. Oh, and the mental issues that came after lol. Hope ur doing well now tho, you deserve it💓
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In which sign it’s your conjunction? Sorry to hear that you have such a bad karma.
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Ugh I’m so grateful for astrology for almost always validating my experience 🥺. I have this placement in the 10th house and def was a workaholic, especially when providing community and empowering people who’ve experienced abuse. Binge eating’s been a thing for me too
Most difficult combination 😌, Thanks sir 🙏🏻
Thanks :)
Saturn moon conjunct in 4th house Capricorn.
Both parents abusive. Kept food away, wouldn’t allow us to attend school. And kicked us out at the age 13. I’ve been homeless. Many times. Thankfully I’ve always liked feeling healthy so I stayed away from anything that would hurt my health.
Thanks :)
V S what is it like for you?
I'm so sorry you went through that.
I know this might sound crazy, but I believe I'm an angel incarnate. I have this placement... when I look at my life, and how none can care for me, but they see that I can heal them and guide them and bring them back into alignment, they just see how I can help them, and what I can give to them. On the other hand, I have a very very very strong connection to source, it guides me and fulfills me in everything and has given me the strength and feelings of worthiness. I've always wanted someone to just see me and understand me, but that's not what I'm here for. Source sees me and understands me, but the world is not meant to... they will only see their reflection in me as a catalyst for healing. After it being confirmed over and over about being an angel incarnate, I was able to make peace with it. Mars and chiron in leo ascendant, pluto in scorpio 4th, moon, lilith, saturn in picese 8th, mercury cancer 12th.
Not crazy at all 💙
Now I know how I can describe my pain…emotional starvation…true. I had quite a nice childhood with lots of traveling around the world, toys, playing the piano, singing, dancing, parents both alive…but I’ve always felt a bit to emotional and neglected in this matter. My father was always always working, no time for staying at home with the family…lots of tragedies, really bad luck in friendships, rejection in love in my teenage years…just lack of love, sympathy, understanding and emotions from the world around me. I’ve been in a huge depression till I was like 20…now at 24 my father died 2 weeks ago. Knowing my placement ( Saturn conjunct Moon both in Aries in the 4th house) I’ve always been scared to lose on of my parents early mostly because they were older when I was born. It happened 2 weeks ago, I lost my father very quick and now I feel lonelier than ever. ( I thought it was impossible). And still no luck in love…it seems impossible for me to find a man that really likes me, loves me, accepts me, cares about me, wants something serious with me…I’ve always been cheated, rejected, replaced, ghosted…( my Venus in Scorpio doesn’t help either, love the placement but it’s another hard one).
Yeah…emotional starvation. It seems that I can’t make people love me or feel deep emotions for me. It’s like living in a cold place by yourself and just some people visit but they don’t really care how you feel…they just visit because they have nothing else to do.
I am thankful for my mom…maybe the only person that I’ve ever felt real, deep love from.
It’s a really really painful placement…it’s true.
The feeling that we think we can’t be loved is so real! Any TRUE love interests who have showed that they like me and cared about me, I run QUICK! I feel like when men say they are into me and want to go on a date, I think it’s a trap and they want to take something from me and use me.
Thank you so much ERNST sir and bhabajeet it explains me very accurately, I have saturn moon in 6th and due to having jupiter in 9th I have always tried to stay on positive side of life. This is the best explanation on the internet for this combination so far, I watched millions of videos and read thousands of blogs on it.
indeed he is
Damn this is so true. I have Saturn, Moon, and Ketu in the 1st house in Pisces. I always feel like something is lacking inside me. There's a constant feeling of pain in my heart that never goes away and I don't know where it comes from. Nothing gives me the feeling of fulfillment.
I don't know you but still want to say may you have that peace and joy, man. I pray to God for this!❤❤
This is so on point. I have saturn sun moon in 12th house. The moment he said neglected straight from their 1st day they are born till date everything has been so painful and yes if anything goes right then again i have fears of things getting ripped apart so basically i cant be happy.
The 12th house is rough in and of itself.
I do have Moon Saturn and Rahu in 12th house Leo being Virgo Ascendant. It's True Totally Isolated since the moment born on this realm. Starved deprived of my rights, but during her last moment my so called Mother took a promise of taking care of her last produce( daughter). Ruined my life even in her death. Took revenge at last for only reason of giving birth to me. Yes fear of Losing makes me run from reality and genuine people
I have this in 12 house too, it’s really bad
Very true... my husband has this yoga... he is very emotional ... & I feel blessed I have this knowledge & I can understand him ... & maybe I have exl venus I love to give without expectations... but only because of this knowledge.... he is libra & venus is in 7th house this help a lot...👍 very well explained... doing good job 🙏🏻happiness always
Thanks :)
Thank you. It feels very validating to hear how painful this placement can be.
You're doing a great job Bhabajeet ,of getting these Wise men to talk on different topics . You're so humble while you interact with them. that's very impressive. God bless you 💐
Thanks :)
Moon Saturn conjunction in the ascendant. Separated from my Mom when I was 7 and yes, feel like I was being on my own and have to take care of myself and whatever sufferings come, it is my responsibility to deal with it Luckily, relationship with parents is not bad, just having to be strong and get through the struggles on my own.
Want to be cared and loved but often fail at it by giving too much, too early, hoping to get it in return and again, got neglected.
It is definitely painful but like you said, have to either grow strong to endure it or keep suffering.
Saturn moon conjunction and Saturn moon aspecting sun in D9;
moon in Saturn nakshatra in D1, Lagna lord and sun with Saturn in D1.. strong Saturn presence in my chart.
Had a very strict and an emotionally abusing childhood with one parent being manipulative and controlling while the other treating me as burden and did not really want to take responsibility for me.
It effed me up emotionally in my teens and twenties until I sought help and support. Had to emotionally distance from the toxicity and learn to grow strong by being numb to the poking and hurting I had to go through. It will desensitise the person naturally and we will start cutting out people and emotional bonds with out a care because of the pressure cooker environment born into... it sure makes the guards go up really fast and be extremely vigilant in romantic relations, friendships and social interactions
Please let me hug you tight.❤❤
I have this conjunction in my 7th house of Aquarius. (Moment of silence for my breadcrumbing relationships)...the neglect, the carelessness, and pain really comes from my romantic relationships. My mother and father are great...
what if saturn is retrograde conjunct with moon in Aquarius 7th house, btw parents are great.....
It's true.. I have Saturn/Mars/Moon in Cancer in the 10th house... Very hard and sad😔 but I try to turn around..
Thank you so much for this explication🧡❤
Not only was this incredibly rich with information and insight, years of research evident in the complex understanding of this conjunction and its nuances, but it was presented with careful consideration and care.
This explanation has validated the depth of my pain with Moon conj. Saturn in 10th house Pisces. There is an air of deep invalidation with this placement that truly solidifies the inherent upbringing of one feeling invalidated as a feeling, sentient being.
To have this acknowledgement affirms a belief that my mind has struggled to accept, because that entails embodying the extent and emptiness/lack, and finding love for yourself out of thin air that you have never experienced.
The “autopilot and emotionless” reaction to escape and survive this situation on any level, is truly one that corners you until you are suffocated.
You are thrown out into the world without purpose nor true grounded connection to life around you, forever feeling disconnected from humanity and terrified of close relationships.
Luckily, my Libra NN in the 5th should show me a different side to this :)
Thank you again,
Cheers xx
I’m a man with Saturn conjuct moon in Aquarius 6th house. Very true about women. My problem with women started with my mother growing up. She was always off to work and I was raised by a nanny so I never got the nurturing I needed. I don’t drink alcohol or have drug addiction though. So I’m grateful for that 🤗
take care!
Interesting, also got it in Aquarius but first house. Not problem with sex and addiction, just separated and eventually detached from Mom.
Natal chart Moon/Saturn in Sagittarius 8th house, D9 chart Moon/Saturn Aries in 9th house, I am now 66 years old. Yes, my emotional pain is extreme and now I am so much better and happier. In 2005 I started therapy. After many years of professional help, reading and relearning myself, and processing the pain of my youth, I found the broken shattered pieces of me. I accepted my life path and took responsibility for this experience. The first step was acknowledging there was pain, the denial was very strong and I couldn't face the sorrow. Because I pretended for so long I was okay, I couldn't fathom I wasn't completely loved by my parents and I hid the abuse both emotional, physical, and mental trauma by swallowing the pain and it lodged in my throat until I learned to sing and play harp. I learned to love myself and practice everyday loving me. I will never have a relationship except with myself and I'm okay with that. Safety and loving nourishment are very important topics for me. Thank you for this video and for sharing your astrology wisdom, hearing someone understand the depth of sadness, and emotional pain is very helpful for me. I am okay and I understand I will always have to care for myself in a very loving way, it will never go away and it does get better with creative endeavors.
SO helpful, thank you! I have two sweet young girls I'm close to that this applies. One with saturn conjunct venus, other saturn conjunct moon, both are in 4th house and what you've said is so spot on. I've seen them both over the years be very upset from a lack of maternal connection and it has formed unhealthy personality traits that make it even harder for them to have friends and enjoy developing relationships.
Ernst, I love your interpretations. I have a Saturn/Moon opposition and I’m so grateful for the words you put to these difficult things.
so, my kid has this placement, and I'm shook because I wasn't nourished, and you can't give what you never had. Now that I'm aware of this I will learn to nourish myself to heal this in me a then in my son.
Just found this video... can so relate, very tough childhood, lost my mother when I was 22. Saturn, moon in 7th house. Been married twice, divorced and bad luck with relationships
Thank you so much, helps me a lot to understand. it is so validating to see videos like this.
spot on! i have moon and saturn as woman. correct about the sex part early in contact. can’t not believe if someone really cares about me. still have to catchup with emotional grievance. i hope to allow myself to be love. indeed cut myself of from my mother, i didn’t believe she was my real mother.
Namaste Earnest Ji & Bhabhajit Bro. Awesome Knowledge from Earnest Ji. Super!!!
Ernst Wilhelm, thank you, you are spot on and have helped me understand someone I know with an exact conjunction of Moon and Saturn (which is also her chart ruler) much better.
Thanks for the video. Any thoughts about Moon conjunct Retrograde Saturn?..
This is sad. My chart has this and basically I was happy for some of my signs but tbh I don’t know at this point. My natal chart scares me and hypes me up at the same time.
this is absolutely phenomenal thank you!
Wow thanks guys!!!! Moon saturn conjunction in cancer 1st house. My dad had a massive heart attack when i was a newborn and i was neglected a bit from the beginning. Then turmpil and alcoholism created ongoing neglect throughout childhood. All three of us kids have trauma from childhood. Thank you wow, im proud of myself for getting this far with 'the most painful aspect' in a chart. Whoa. Go me!
Great Info.From my experience all the things you have said are also true to a lesser degree for Saturn Moon hard aspects and Moon in saturnian signs Aqua and Capricorn.
Every word is true, every word is legit.
Wow me being a woman this has been my life story
Cancer moon, Coniuct Cancer Saturn.. I felt this so deeply. My dad was never in my life. My mom sadly struggled with addiction. And addiction took both of my parents life. And even tho my aunt has taken care of me most of my life. When I got got a certain age I kind of internally rejected it. Now I'm 17. Working on healing
I have like like extremely strong will power tho, maybe it's my libra sun conjucting my mars, mercury, jupiter. Or my cap rising idk
Same
Thank you for sharing this... have to admit, it is painfully true for me... moon, Saturn conjunct 4th house in Scorpio with Pluto... cancer Asc which I feel amplifies these issues... also Pisces sun... abusive narcissist parents and was/ am the scapegoat... one younger sister is the golden child... as a life path 9 I have come to believe that I may have chosen to go through all the pain in this life as a sort of penance for past life transgressions... I think I was born to suffer in this lifetime... I don't really know why I continue to go on except to care for my cats... I don't want to make them suffer as well... idk why I'm even saying all this but I have no one to talk to about this that doesn't think I'm weird.. anyway thank you for what you do... blessings, love and light
Thanks :)
I have Pisces Sun and Cancer Ascendant also (and this Moon/Saturn conjunct). The pain has fueled a spiritual life but I am very unfulfilled emotionally. I am having a Saturn return next year and there are many hints in our charts that my mother who has been ill for years may pass. I hope not but she has a lot of stuff going on with Pluto and Saturn next year. Her birthchart has the Moon/Saturn conjunct in the opposite house and I project everything onto her (its my 7th/her 1st)
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This was my life experiences I was raising myself at 14
I have this in the 7th house. It’s hard. I can’t accept love and have gotten to the point of not connecting. I would love to know how to emotionally connect to myself. I try but always seem to end back in a hole
This is so true. I have saturn moon conjunction in the 6th house in Aries vargottama gandanta, luckily it's protected by aspect of Jupiter. This resonates 100%. Though all these emotions have been diverted to animal care, 6th house for pets
great
Precise ! Thank you for so much information...:)
Thanks :)
I have Saturn in 4th house and it feels exactly like a Saturn - Moon conjunction. Thanks
thanks :)
My son has this conjunction in karkat lagna seventh house in makar rashi saturn in 25" n moon in 2" ketu in forth house n rahu n 10 th house sun mercury n venus in 5 th house jupiter in 9 th house i am so worried abt him plz wat effcet will be seen in such conditon please rply
Is there any kind of curse related to mother from past life?
In my family 4/6 siblings (including cousins) having this conjunction...
😔😔
could be
I have this with the moon in 12H and Saturn in 1H. I think I'm a very disciplined person overall from Saturn's influence but I hate how it makes me feel like I don't need company from other people which is shitty cause I'm a Leo stellium and I have that extroverted streak In me.
Yes, it is everything you said and more. I have Saturn and Moon conjunct in the second house in gemini, Rohini first Pada, both at 2° and only 25 minutes apart.
I have this on my Navamsa on the 5th House in Taurus. I heard this would describe the spouse/partner, but i feel this would also describe me as well, especially looking back now that i'm in my 30s. In my lagna, i do have Saturn in 2nd House in Sagi, Aries moon in 6th, affecting my Aquarius venus in the 4th. Spirituality and getting in touch with my emotions and balance them really help.
Spot on and very relatable. I have Moon conjunct Saturn straddling the cusp of my 12th and 1st Houses, it’s a lot to deal with
Thanks :)
Well said... Thanks. I have saturn moon conjunction in lagan of Sagittarius rising navamsa, aspected by jupiter from 7 th house. How will be my further life sir?
I have this conjunction in 7th house in Navamsa and I’m running Saturn mahadasha I have struck suddenly by severe depression and really struggling to be normal.
Have been starved emotionally through out life and especially in childhood.
Thanks for your insight.🙏
True indeed, I have a friend who has this conjunction, he cannot survive a relationship for too long, such a painful difficult position
Thanks :)
A very insightful video indeed! Ernst - any thoughts of Saturn & Moon parivartana (Parashara says Parivartana is the conjuction (yuti) of the highest order)?
thanks :)
Thank you for your knowledge.
A person with this should use art/play therapy techniques to become one with their emotional and mental health.
I'm a women with saturn conjuct moon in Capricorn 2nd house..
My childhood was not good I always used to feel that my parents won't love me. The way they were caring me while I'm sick.. I used to feel it's better to fall in sick atleast by this they won't scold me & they will care me as.. Now I don't have any expectations I grown I'm staying far from them for studies.. I'm spiritual my day starts with Om namh shivaya
I have a saturn retrograde with my moon in the second house and I truly feel I had a very loving and supportive childhood. My emotions were always considered important and felt. Could the fact that Saturn is retrograde in my chart be a factor that this video doesn’t resonate with me? Thank you!
I think it depends on the house as well and the sign. Plus, other aspects to the moon.
I have this placement in Virgo in the 1st house. 11 and 5 lord creating a raj yog. I have my own niche in life. No one wants it. Like Saturn, it is very practical in the use of earths resources. Of course you don't want my life. That's good, right? I don't want to use the earths resources either. Nothing pains me more than to be another "special " person using the earth resources, but what have they changed here? Saturn and moon aren't always bad. The negative perceptions of others are my niche. The resources others can't be bothered with. Which equates to peace ultimately. 😊😊 Emotionally starved but also fed by those that will never care. That's why we are here to die. Learning why God made this world because of the chronic emotional starvation also serves as a reminder of what types of souls come here to die. There is no pussy footing around the issue with this placement. People are here because they can't care about another. They want to play a God by taking God's attention. Is that a loss to experience? No. It's the most wholesome reality to see. It's way better than being trapped in fame or worldly success. It's sad how people spend thier lives trying to steal attention from God. Everyone that has an "Emotionally rich" life to me looks like a slob wasting time. I feel no starvation. Just want to get far away as my skin crawls. So much trashing of the earth in the name of emotional fulfillment. They never leave a better planet. They to me are depleted. Then again that my Saturn and moon within 2 degrees of ascendant. I just have no interest. It all so repulsive to exploit and not actually do something meaningful. Can you tell me what they have done that is meaningful? 💐💐Besides go away for a bit. Lol😅😅
This is quite insightful - thanks for sharing! Bhabajeet, how should this combination be understood if seen in Navamsa, 9th house? If Ketu joins, does it improve this condition?
could be!
@@ExoticAstrology how should this be understood in navamsa 9th house?
good for spiritual progress!
@@ExoticAstrology Even with Moon-Saturn?
Wonderful explanation by Ernst 👍👍
indeed
I think my inclination towards spirituality saved me along with which i really feel there's always some energy protecting me amlnd watching over me. Although i realised how much pain i went throughout my childhood it's like i have sacrificed and never lived a normal childhood, but i was always so childish and optimistic as a child because of which i didn't processed my emotions until i took psychology and started understanding my own patterns and finally processed my emotions. It was hell long of a phase full of triggers pain aggression depression tears frustration and i released all of it by facing it even though it was difficult it was worth it. This video was extremely accurate but i want to understand 'why we are born with this conjunction' i have sun moon and saturn conjunction and i really want to understand why is this conjunction present in my chart.
Jupiter + moon + saturn conjunction in 4th house in aries. The pain, trauma and emotional turbulence i had to go through and still experiencing... 💔💔 home is a battle ground and i lived in survival mode my whole life. Only solace and comfort i felt in my life is after i left my home and met my boyfriend.
Thank you so much!! 🙏 Ive this on my d9 chart... My ex was a test tube baby and abused too. I have become more strict with relationship bcus of past lessons i experienced . Practicing celibacy, living a spiritual life...ect. I just want to relieve pain and appreciate peace, some closure would be nice, i find comfort in higher knowledge. More than anything. I pray i could share life with a loving person...i think thats the challenge ...
Hearing u describe me with so much empathy almost made me cry because u really understand me... I kept beating myself up on top of all this pain ive faced thinking there was something wrong with me ...but how can i change the stars? I can only embrace them ... Like my scars
Im 30 and seeking peace amd healing. If i wasnt born to be happy go lucky in love with my twin flame in a spiritual and loving relationship because thats my fate then ill accept it... Im tired of this survival mode and karma ...i am ok being celibate and dedicate my life and body to serving god if i can just spend the time i have left in peace...i train my mind just for that but my heart keep hoping my stars will change
I was looking up this information to learn more about myself hoping there was something i could do to make it better...but i see it doesnt get much better does it? But im very glad to know that its not a problem o have ... Its my star placement ...its really just how i am ...everything was destined. It seems its one of those things we just have to..."master" to live with. 🙂✨🙏💝
Saturn Moon Conjunction Male Very True It Turned Me Into A Gentle Monster 👿
💯% truth
Saturn and moon in tenth house of capriocorn I'm Aries ascendent
My friend (male) has got
piscies moon,
aries (r) saturn.
Libra lagna + Venus + Jupiter.
Can you plz explain 🙏
Thank you for explaining. I am a woman and married my DOB is 10th December 1988 , 10:30 am in Aurangabad Bihar. I've this conjunction in 12th house with Saturn and moon both in Sagittarius. What is my rest of life going to be . Can you predict or give remedies ?
I have this in my 7th house (western). Saturn and moon also square Venus. This aspect makes my Mars Pluto square a walk in the park
Sun-saturn 4H opposite moon. It is VERY hard but I'm a fighter and I won't stop ever thanks to Mars Aries influence 🔥 never
I have rejected astrology for years because I don't relate much to my Scorpio sun and not at all really to my Aries moon. Now knowing I have a Saturn Moon conjunction (7th house) is very interesting
Infact, it's been contrary of what u say, I have this conjunction in the 3rd house of Sagittarius ascending...I have had great affectionate parents, wife, children, female friends, loving friends all my life.
Saturn is in a good sign
Very true. Good information
Thanks :)
I have this conjunction in my lagna..starved on emotional love, thank god though mum has been pillar of strength😊
Thanks :)
I have Moon-saturn Conjunction in 4th house 🏡 in pisces. I also have Jupiter debilitated in 2nd house and ketu in 3rd house in the sign of Aquarius. My last phrase of ketu dasha is going. Also my Sun is in 12house in Scorpio. I am Saggitarius Ascendent. Last 6yrs have been really difficult . I have gone through all kinds of trauma and headaches . Sometime I felt someone has done black magic on me. I feel like I don't belong to this world. I have lost my mental health, family, happiness, Career, Education and friends . I am a loner and even if someone talks to me, I can't really connect with them. God bless me😓
Your tough man
Any Remedies for this yoga please????
Everything is right.
my little brother has this combination in his 2nd house. he got lots of love when he was a baby and now -he is 12- he is getting love and support but also the parents and the older brother are very strict and making him feel stupid sometimes, since he is a lazy-soul being. Now I am sad, I didn't realize that it can be that hard for him..
I have Saturn in Aquarius conjunct my moon in the 9th house so when it comes to channeling my wisdom I really be feeling like no one gives a f*ck I enjoy talking about it so that Keeps me going but I feel sooo vulnerable. It’s really scary and I’m a Gemini sun rising and Venus so I’m gonna keep trying regardless lol I think the key is focusing on the pleasure I get from sharing it shuts the down the voices telling me no one cares. As long as I care, it counts for something
Christ, this is so depressing. A servant to others while starved.
Nein, durch die Hilfe die man den anderen gibt, nährt man sich selbst. Ich habe diese Konjunktion in 12 -ten Haus in D9 Chart. Krankenschwester und alleinerziehende Mutter. Partner war weder für mich noch für unsere Kinder da. Karma😊
What about D9 chart. If this conjunction is present in D9 with Capricorn ascendent
I have met a Saturn Moon woman, u r spot on! Is Saturn Moon combination even more worst than Saturn Rahu ??
I have moon Saturn in 12 house in sravan nakshatra but it is aspecting by exalted Jupiter,,so it's a saviour for me
very accurate
Thanks :)
Thank you both of you sir ji
Thanks :)
sir. this video was good. but wud love to hear your views on this topic.🙏🙏🙏 pls
I have sat+ moon + jup in 9 th house in aries. I had terrible childhood, dealt with emotionally unavailable people till teenage. At 15, i was badly hit by depression as I felt i am not treated fair. No friends till teen, always got beaten up by father for silly mistakes. I was studying a lot just to divert myself from emotional pain, always i preferred staying in my room. I preferred to study more when i am alone, if i was idle i couldn't keep my mind of the pain i went through. Went through two heart breaks at 22 and 24. The worst thing is the other left me depsite me putting all the efforts to make the relationship work. Either in love or career, never works until i try very hard and become desperate for it. Often depressed and beacuse of this now i am unable to focus on my career. I am really afraid of sade sati that comes in 2027, saturn gets debilitated in aries and im worried to death what things saturn is going to give me in that period. I already had terrible childhood and constant depression. Now nothing is left to be taken off from me.
Here's a logic I use to stave off that worry. Sade Sati is generally called difficult because it's difficult for people who don't have that conjunction naturally to put their head down and do the work. People with Saturn Moon combination have been in Sade Sati all their life. So it's just a normal Tuesday for us people. Atleast you will still get the reward for the emotional turmoil at the end of the 7.5 years!
I have saturn - Moon conjuction in 10th house what would be the major effects please explain 🙏🙏
And make that conjunction between Saturn and moon in the sign of Scorpio in conjunction with Pluto-and that is my life 🫤🫤🫤
I have this in my dashamsha chart. Saturn Moon in Pisces (12) in the 10th house. How is this placement part of it when dashamsha is great success.
I really admired Ernst and everything he said until "Men are less in touch with their emotions" :/
Thanks 🙏👍
Moon conjunction with Saturn in aries and in 4th house.. Any clarification? Thank you ❤❤
I have jupiter in 1st and saturn + moon conjunction in 11th. I had a happy childhood, nothing I remember was bad. Youngest of 3 kids, I am loved by mum and dad.. babied even to this day. I still find myself unable to express myself emotionally especially with the opposite sex. why? its a bit ridiculous. I've got Mars in 12th house so a long and hard workout (exercise) helps me better express my emotions. why? I'm very fond of dogs, but I always lose them within 1-3 years of their lives. To get over the loss of my dogs, I've escaped to the use of alcohol, drugs, and cigarettes. It's a momentary escape and then I get back to normal - no cigarettes, no alcohol or drugs for the better part of the year.
With Mars in 12th, Saturn and Moon conjunction in the 11th - life has, so far, been a strange experience... almost as if everything is an illusion and the consistent loss of love is to teach me not to get attached to this maya-nagri.
I have moon square Saturn in my natal does it apply the same way?
This is true.
Thank you 🙏🙏🙏
You're most welcome
what is the effect of saturn moon conjunction in 2nd house and jupiter in 11th house
is any benifits this yoga???
What about Saturn being in Moon’s rashi, cancer? Would this apply as well?
Saturns 3rd and 8th aspect on Moon could have similar results like when they are together in the same house? Pls answer.