Lost in the Cold

I'm lost
and I can't seem to find my way home..
I've been burning up time
burning out my mind
on an endless winding road.
All my burdens keep me hurtin'
ever present; ever certain --
all alone, they keep eating up my soul.
It's hard to see the future
when the present doesn't suit ya -
every day feels like a blinding cold.
Blinding cold..
There's a hole in my energy
It's burning out my sanity
Eroding the thrill of getting old.
I don't fit in with society -
Its blinding my integrity
While undermining my goals.
It's blurring my intensity
And muting my ability
To avoid the bumps in the road.
I can't execute the skills I need
Relax and keep my dreaming free
While stumbling out in the cold
I've been struggling for way way too long
It's time for a change im ready to move on.
And, yes, I'm scared to right all my wrongs.
But I'll be ok- I'm stronger than I thought.
They're gettin' bold with technology
It's eating up our decency.
So why do I feel so alone?
I'm disconnected from my family;
My frends don't wanna talk to me.
It's getting out of control.
I turned from my destiny
And filled it with an evil seed
that soon began to take hold.
The truth was right in front of me:
That all along I held the key
To let me in from cold.
In from the cold...
And I'm not gonna waste one minute of this life.
I got a second chance to do what is right.
I'm gonna dance in the rain, and lay out in the sunshine.
Take all my pain and turn it in into moonlight..
Take all my pain, and melt it with the sunshine..
Take all my pain, and turn it into white light..
Take all my pain, and give myself a good life.