LOOK AT YOU, THESE STORMS GOT NOTHING ON YOU! so proud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KEEEP IT UP SWEETIE YOU'RE DOING YOUR BEST AND THAT'S ENOUGH♥
English lyrics : At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night Will I feel better if I just disappeared? I was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain I hated myself for not being able to receive love My mom and my dad, they're only looking at me It's not how I really feel but I keep getting farther away What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? What do I do? The saying time is medicine was really true for me As the days went by, I really got better But sometimes, when I'm too happy, I'm afraid I'll be in pain again I'm afraid that someone will take away this happiness Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn't go away My friends, all these people, they're only looking at me This isn't how I really am but I keep getting farther away But still, maybe I can be A bright light in this world Maybe after all of that pain I can shortly shine a light So I couldn't give up I couldn't fall asleep peacefully for a single night Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this I will find myself How painful must it have been? How painful must it have been? How high must my hopes have been? - Anyway, hey how are u doing? Are u doing just fine? or u feel like ur world is crashing down rn? I might not know what r u feeling rn, but i know, Everything will be okay. Everything will be better, trust me Just hold on for a little longer, and the good will come when its already the time I just want u to know, That u cant have rainbow without the rain and soon u will see the rainbow :) U're loved and u're pretty on ur on way Chin up sweetie, I love you
Thank you for this comment. Tbh its weird that the thing keeping me on this earth is strangers who comment things like this. Hope you have a good day :)
@@oliveuve my pleasure sweetie! Somehow its weird but somehow that means the world still needs u rn, the world gives u those stangers to remind u that ur worth, we might meet only once but every meeting has a reason, whatever is going on rn, i really do hope the best for u, ur loved, ur worth, n ur beautiful, i love u 🥺💗
hi eudora, i am writing this drunk, with no tears left to cry, feeling so sad inside, but feeling like i can’t let anything out anymore. i listen to this song to try to force a tear to make myself feel better but i simply can’t. anyways i hope you are doing well, and pushing through all obstacles that life puts you through. i believe for all of us, there is a light at the end of the tunnel as cliche as that sounds. i want to hope, i want to believe that there is a plan for me, despite all this anxiety depression and loneliness i am experiencing. i know i can’t be happy forever but all i want in life is to be content with myself and what i have. i will keep trying to have a positive mindset and do everything to look on the bright side. hope you are doing well eudora and everyone else reading this. i believe i believe i believe. i will be happy one day, truly happy inside. through all the pain we went through together, there will be a genuine smile in the end. :) stay safe healthy and happy please. -matt :)
To whoever is reading this rn, I know that you’re having a hard time and your going through a lot but please please please don’t give up just yet..good things may be coming your way.. just release all your emotions through this song and never give up..TOUGH TIMES DO COME BUT THEY DONT LAST..always remember that there is a rainbow after the rain..don’t let the darkness blind you..be your own light..there will be a lot of people rooting for you..I LOVE YOU AND STAY STRONG
I feel this.. I thought something was wrong with me.. when my friend passed away I cried so so much. And now I feel so numb… :( I still cry of course, but that feeling of numbness is here
If u ever feel like ending your life, Remember you could meet someone special in the future, maybe she/he'll come to u when ur going through the worst. Maybe the person was going to come the day after you end your life. Don't say it's impossible, it could be a friend too. A friend who will lighten your life a little bit. Just hold on and wait for your time. I'm so proud that you came this far 💕
I'm back here 1 year later after finding this song. I'm doing a lot better nowadays and I'm grateful for this song in giving me some kind of hope back then to continue to where I am today. It's still challenging at sometimes, but I hope it's motivational for others that it will get better one day for you, I pray it does 🤍
It feels quite unreal that I'm going to unburden myself here... I'm not passing through a good time right now, every day is worse than the day before and I can't see the end of the tunel... My parents treat me like a weird f*ck*ng freak (I'm sorry, but I couldn't find anything better), all my friends just ignore me for no reason, everyone expect me to be perfect in everything, but I am not and I make mistakes, but according to others, I can not, they shout at me and insult me at the minimum mistake and I just can't hold that. I have classes from 8 am to 8 pm everyday, and then I have to study other subjects (I'm at secondary school and have extracurricular classes, and also study languages by my own) I can't sleep at all, and my body is starting to reject food... This song makes me feel like one day, sooner or later, I'll scape from here and finally get free, this version made me cry, but it didn't feel like the other times... idk how to explain that, I'm sorry :"D If you made it this far, thank you so much for reading about the life of this stranger on the other side of the screen, I love you
it will be alright someday, i promise. I know it's hard, to the point where you can even feel it in your body, but do trust me, better days are waiting. Just as Kai sings in better days by superM,"no storm lasts forever, we'll get through this together". Stay strong, and the bright side of life will show up.
it will be alright soon, its hard rn but time will solve it. just trust me and always look for some positiveness, i hope one day you will receive a ton of love u deserve.
It would be alright to make the mistakes, it would be alright to be upset about it, just remember to not hurt urself by anyway. Because you won't know what will happen the next day, may be it will be better than today or even the best day of ur life, so keep going , keep smiling and get through the storm.
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어 온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날 차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까 모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워 아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서 사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서 엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데 내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고 하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고 근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐 내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐 아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서 아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서 친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데 내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐 어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐 포기할 수가 없어 하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가 이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가 날 찾아줄까 봐 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
Im ugly,im lonely,i have no freedom,no one likes me,im useless,im weird,im bad, im dumb i ended my life for a lot of ways but im still here i can share my emotion here cause no one know me here but im still here alive outside but the truth is im all dead inside everytime i find a rainbow again it always have price and its dark again my happiness has price but im broke
I love to watch happy ending movie or drama.. As i watched them i wish the same for me.. To have my own happy ending.. though it's hard for me even now.. I'm tired of crying but I can't stop them from flow.. I hope everyone will always be happy.. even though how hard it is please be happy.. its my one and only wish..
It's sad that every beat of my heart still tightens at the thought of you, the thought of your bewitching lies slowly enrapturing me in your arms, the thought of your alluring whispers fibbing millions of promises. It's sad that you had to use the most sincere truth to deceive me, that you had to break our mirage of illusions into unrepairable pieces. It's sad how much my soul ached behind this emotionless wall I had to build so I don't see myself getting weaker, as I'm watching you fade away. It's sad that I can still remember the way we used to pretend, while I was absorbed in the false truth you made me believe in. You made me feel like I was living for the second time, like a child, you made me overflow with the desire to rediscover this world that seemed so perpetual. I sometimes wonder, why was I always so fearful? Always startled in anxiety for fear that one day I will no longer have you, as if I already knew... But was I really clueless? I sometimes wonder if all these memories are nothing but past wounds that I thought you healed. I sometimes still imagine holding your hand tightly, holding you in my arms like it's our last embrace. I wish it didn't end there. And what if it wasn't over yet? What if I was still living within these warm delusions you created for me? I wish that road had no destination so that I wouldn't have lost you again. I sometimes wish I could cross your path once again, start our story over as if we had never met before, rewrite it again, and give it a better ending, if any.
It's December 27, 2021 and 4am in the morning, still didn't sleep. I thought everything will be ok now but I was wrong. I don't really feel normal these days and don't even feel like myself anymore. It's been 4 months and still haven't moved on. My anxiety keeps getting more worse, every time I think about it.. It gives me anxiety attacks and while having an anxiety attack, I cry. I cry every time I get anxiety attacks and I hate it. It's hard to cry these days, I don't know what's the reason why it's hard for me to cry now.. Is it because I cried too much? Is it because I'm stressed too much? Or is it because I'm just tired? Tired of everything? I want to talk to my friends and to my parents about this but I just feel like keeping it all to myself right now. It's really hard to open up with them, especially with my parents. They probably might won't even understand me if I try to open up with them.. I can still open up with my friends sometimes, just sometimes. Not always because I don't want to annoy them and I don't want to disturb them. But every time I try to open up with them, when I get upset, every time my anxiety attacks me, every time when sadness got all over me.. I just push all the people who I am closed with away from me. It's hard you know.. I was so happy, cheerful, caring and even normal back then but now.. Now?? I'm just all sad, anxious, over thinking too much, feeling lonely, and feeling empty but I can still smile and laugh but it doesn't feel like the old me anymore. It's all my fault, I'm the reason. I'm the problem.. I hate myself so much I don't have anyone to talk to, so I just made this comment and I admit it that it kinda makes me feel a bit better but still sad:) I just cried earlier because of something, it hurts. I want to say more but I'll just end it here now.
I just wanna end this sadness that ive been feeling rn but i realize that before i d1e i still have to fulfill my grandma's wish which is me being succesfull one day
My boyfriend who I thought I could be vulnerable to told me today to “grow up and act like a 21 year old lady” when I was crying in front of them… this song reminds me of being young again and having my family around me. I wish I could go back but I’m stuck.
You should be with your soulmate, bestfriend, and husband. Be with the person who can bring out your inner child without shame. When you find them, grow old with them but stay childish inside, thats who you should be with
when you laugh around people and cry alone in the dark so that no one finds out. it hurts so bad. i want to scream, i want to tell them but i feel helpless. i m just waiting for the better days. i just pray god everyday, please god. it's getting much more harder everyday
I've been feeling empty these days. I'm sad but don't want others to know, I put up a mask to show others I'm fine. The mask that comforts me and I'm scared of this feeling.
since no one wanna hear my problem and im tired w these all , im gonna tell it here :)) my mom faught w my dad for over 5 months , i feel so sad bcs i dont have a happy family like others
I find this comforting and the lyrics I just u know it just so relate... cause every day we wake up, somebody or anyone surviving every day just to make everyone's we love happy 😁
the slower version sounds sooo gooooooood! i think i should also try faster version to see edit: ALL 3 VERSIONS ARE AMAZING!!!!!! hear it edit 2: this is my number 2 favorite song!!!
I just want to be appreciated by the person I love the most. It's hard, it's so hard when everything I did was wrong. To put me in a cage when I just want to expand my wings and fly. To be able to live my life without regrets, to be trusted that I am no longer the child that needs protection. She doesn't have to love me too much if all I have to do is sit still by her side. I don't want that kind of love. It's suffocating. It's frustrating.
"1 ngày em sẽ chết, không biết là ngày mai, ngày kia, hay 1 ngày đẹp trời nào đó... em sẽ chết. Vì thế em sẽ không ngần ngại nữa, điều gì đến em sẽ đón nhận chúng. Có thể là niềm vui hoặc nổi buồn nhưng tất cả đều tô vẽ lên cuộc đời em..."
I hate living honestly but I can't even give up it's tiring to be all alone everytime even when I look back to find the period of time when I was happy I just couldn't find any Since I was a child I was left alone all by myself my dad just doesn't care about me after his first child passed away my mom stays busy everytime It was only me alone at home usually watching tv or playing with myself I thought being elder might be fun I'll have friends will not be alone more But as I grew up I felt more lonely usually I smile,laugh behave normal infront of everyone but I really need atleast one who would truly understand me.... just sharing freely a bit as most of you all are strangers and noone would know who am I in real
I've been trough so much, and I did that all in silent. My parents are one of the biggest reason why I wanted to end it all. I hope one day I'll make my way out here and live that life I've always dreamed about. they're holding me away from things and people I love, and never were there for me. I've seeked help from them and all they said was "you're being selfish" or "how can you know how pain feels like, you're young" those words cut me deep. The people I tough that loved me hurt me mentally and physically and I'll never forgive them for what they put me trough, always made fun of my appearance and all what they want from me is growing up and make money for them. I'm like a toy, but soon they'll have to find a new one.
One day your dream will come true. You can be independent, you can be free, you can rule your life🥺✨️. Just wait little more....... And i am proud of you. FIGHTING ✨️
@@itsmenobody5238 thank you so much dear stranger, these words mean to world for me. I hope you have a successful and a bright future ahead, fighting! ❤️
When world give me thousand reasons to cry and overthink i didn't loose hope and i am still runing even my legs are hurting i can escape but i will not cause i am not a looser i am a survivor
While listening to this song, I want to be alone...and feel how the loneliness is........idk why- Cz I want to understand the main reason of this song...but I imagine being alone and just feel this song very deeply...Is anyone like me here? Who feels this way??
lyrics: 나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어 온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날 차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까 모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워 아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서 사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서 엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데 내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고 하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고 근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐 내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐 아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서 아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서 친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데 내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가 그래도 난 어쩌면 내가 이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐 어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐 포기할 수가 없어 하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가 이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가 날 찾아줄까 봐 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까 얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
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I have thousand reasons to end my life but I still hold on one reason for not giving up with it
and you are doing amazing love, continue staying strong okay?
keep holding onto that reason :) i know you can get through this safe and sound!
You're strong babe you will be fine. ❤
You are strong, i proud of you^^
Stay healthy budy🥰
LOOK AT YOU, THESE STORMS GOT NOTHING ON YOU! so proud!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! KEEEP IT UP SWEETIE YOU'RE DOING YOUR BEST AND THAT'S ENOUGH♥
English lyrics :
At some point, I used to wish I would disappear from this world
The whole world seemed so dark and I cried every night
Will I feel better if I just disappeared?
I was so afraid of everyone's eyes on me
During those beautifully beautiful days, I was in pain
I hated myself for not being able to receive love
My mom and my dad, they're only looking at me
It's not how I really feel but I keep getting farther away
What do I do?
What do I do?
What do I do?
What do I do?
The saying time is medicine was really true for me
As the days went by, I really got better
But sometimes, when I'm too happy, I'm afraid I'll be in pain again
I'm afraid that someone will take away this happiness
Those beautifully beautiful memories were so painful
I was hurting and hurting but the pain wouldn't go away
My friends, all these people, they're only looking at me
This isn't how I really am but I keep getting farther away
But still, maybe I can be
A bright light in this world
Maybe after all of that pain
I can shortly shine a light
So I couldn't give up
I couldn't fall asleep peacefully for a single night
Because maybe if I keep trying to get up like this
I will find myself
How painful must it have been?
How painful must it have been?
How high must my hopes have been?
-
Anyway, hey how are u doing?
Are u doing just fine? or u feel like ur world is crashing down rn?
I might not know what r u feeling rn, but i know,
Everything will be okay.
Everything will be better, trust me
Just hold on for a little longer,
and the good will come when its already the time
I just want u to know,
That u cant have rainbow without the rain
and soon u will see the rainbow :)
U're loved and u're pretty on ur on way
Chin up sweetie, I love you
Thank you for this comment. Tbh its weird that the thing keeping me on this earth is strangers who comment things like this. Hope you have a good day :)
@@oliveuve my pleasure sweetie! Somehow its weird but somehow that means the world still needs u rn, the world gives u those stangers to remind u that ur worth, we might meet only once but every meeting has a reason, whatever is going on rn, i really do hope the best for u, ur loved, ur worth, n ur beautiful, i love u 🥺💗
@@eudoravanya7569 Thank you, I love u too
kaya pala nagiging emotional ako tuwing naririnig tong kanta nato
hi eudora, i am writing this drunk, with no tears left to cry, feeling so sad inside, but feeling like i can’t let anything out anymore. i listen to this song to try to force a tear to make myself feel better but i simply can’t. anyways i hope you are doing well, and pushing through all obstacles that life puts you through. i believe for all of us, there is a light at the end of the tunnel as cliche as that sounds. i want to hope, i want to believe that there is a plan for me, despite all this anxiety depression and loneliness i am experiencing. i know i can’t be happy forever but all i want in life is to be content with myself and what i have. i will keep trying to have a positive mindset and do everything to look on the bright side. hope you are doing well eudora and everyone else reading this. i believe i believe i believe. i will be happy one day, truly happy inside. through all the pain we went through together, there will be a genuine smile in the end. :) stay safe healthy and happy please. -matt :)
Everytime I listen to this song it always makes me cry😢
It just explain how I feel everyday
don't be saadd, let me give u a hug :(
@@sereyflex but I'm sad right now, really sad that i wanna di3
Me too, try to check Got7 Youngjae's cover of this song, his version will make you cry even more 😢😢
@@sereyflex every time i listen to this song i feel like i want to cry.. i have a memory with this song :)
*sending virtual hugs*
To whoever is reading this rn, I know that you’re having a hard time and your going through a lot but please please please don’t give up just yet..good things may be coming your way.. just release all your emotions through this song and never give up..TOUGH TIMES DO COME BUT THEY DONT LAST..always remember that there is a rainbow after the rain..don’t let the darkness blind you..be your own light..there will be a lot of people rooting for you..I LOVE YOU AND STAY STRONG
thankyou for that😭♥️
Thank you
Thank you. Although it is indirect. Most of the time reading this feels like some stranger comforts me. Don't have any friends to go to.
Thank you... I really need it right now.
@@sitiaisyahhumairah8848😊w d ko wlw
When you cry so much ' till the point that you can't even shed a tear anymore because all you feel is numbness because same mate you're not alone.
lets stay strong
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I feel this.. I thought something was wrong with me.. when my friend passed away I cried so so much. And now I feel so numb… :( I still cry of course, but that feeling of numbness is here
Or you cry in a wrong situation. ): that's happened to me today after not being cry for along time I cried in front of people that was so stupid
here, finally i can cry. i really want to cry but i cant, something inside me telling me to stop crying and be happy.
This is so true.....
chuu cutie
that's good for you
you have been strong for too long
To My Youth
naneun hanttae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo
on sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal
charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka
moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo
areumdapge areumdapdeon geu sijeoreul nan apaseo
sarangbadeul su eopseossdeon naega neomuna silheoseo
eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde
nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae
sigani yagiraneun mari naege jeongmal majdeorago
haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok deo naajideorago
geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon tto apaolkka bwa
naega gajin i haengbokdeureul nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa
areumdaun areumdapdeon geu gieogi nan apaseo
apeun mankeum apahaedo sarajijireul anhaseo
chingudeureun saramdeureun da naman baraboneunde
nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon
naega i sesange balkeun biccirado doelkka bwa
eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado
jjalpge bicceul naebolkka bwa
pogihal suga eopseo
harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eopsdeon naega
ireohgerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon
naega nal chajajulkka bwa
aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulkka
thanks
Thank you
This song is always my comfort, if i can't cry after a harsh day i will just listen to this song and let my emotions out, this song helps me alot:>
It is the song that explain what i feel
If u ever feel like ending your life,
Remember
you could meet someone special in the future, maybe she/he'll come to u when ur going through the worst. Maybe the person was going to come the day after you end your life. Don't say it's impossible, it could be a friend too. A friend who will lighten your life a little bit. Just hold on and wait for your time. I'm so proud that you came this far 💕
“Some people love rain, because they don’t cry alone”
Kamu hebat, kamu kuat,---
Kamu patah berkali kali namun sanggup tumbuh kembali.. 😊🤗😇
capekk
@@allisyalsabila semangat!! 🤍
No please nooooo- I'm slowly going back into that dark place i fought so hard to get out of.
Can this song be any more sadder?!.. in love with this song even though it kills me every time I heart it 🤍😭
I'm back here 1 year later after finding this song. I'm doing a lot better nowadays and I'm grateful for this song in giving me some kind of hope back then to continue to where I am today. It's still challenging at sometimes, but I hope it's motivational for others that it will get better one day for you, I pray it does 🤍
I've read too many happy endings in novels but when will i ever found my own? I don't need to find a prince or anything, i just want to be happy.
I think you haven’t found your happy ending yet because your story has just begun.
this version is so nice. and so emotional.
Nah reading ya'll comments and listening to the song at yhe same time makes me so emotional
feels like I'm laying on the rooftop and looking at the night sky :'(
That's beautiful and calming
It feels quite unreal that I'm going to unburden myself here...
I'm not passing through a good time right now, every day is worse than the day before and I can't see the end of the tunel...
My parents treat me like a weird f*ck*ng freak (I'm sorry, but I couldn't find anything better), all my friends just ignore me for no reason, everyone expect me to be perfect in everything, but I am not and I make mistakes, but according to others, I can not, they shout at me and insult me at the minimum mistake and I just can't hold that. I have classes from 8 am to 8 pm everyday, and then I have to study other subjects (I'm at secondary school and have extracurricular classes, and also study languages by my own)
I can't sleep at all, and my body is starting to reject food...
This song makes me feel like one day, sooner or later, I'll scape from here and finally get free, this version made me cry, but it didn't feel like the other times... idk how to explain that, I'm sorry :"D
If you made it this far, thank you so much for reading about the life of this stranger on the other side of the screen, I love you
it will be alright someday, i promise. I know it's hard, to the point where you can even feel it in your body, but do trust me, better days are waiting. Just as
Kai sings in better days by superM,"no storm lasts forever, we'll get through this together". Stay strong, and the bright side of life will show up.
@Nishinoya omg same😭
it will be alright soon, its hard rn but time will solve it. just trust me and always look for some positiveness, i hope one day you will receive a ton of love u deserve.
It would be alright to make the mistakes, it would be alright to be upset about it, just remember to not hurt urself by anyway. Because you won't know what will happen the next day, may be it will be better than today or even the best day of ur life, so keep going , keep smiling and get through the storm.
im going through the exact same things..i hope we get through this
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어
온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날
차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까
모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워
아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서
사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서
엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데
내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해
시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고
하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고
근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐
내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐
아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서
아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서
친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데
내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
그래도 난 어쩌면 내가
이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐
어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐
포기할 수가 없어
하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가
이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가
날 찾아줄까 봐
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까
to my youth is one of bol4s best songs honestly
infact red diary: page 1 is the best album frfr
'Some" is equally good too if you havent listen to it
Life is hard , but it's one and only we got, so let's try even harder to have that final moment where we cab find peace 💜
I really love this song because this song is like my life right now
Im ugly,im lonely,i have no freedom,no one likes me,im useless,im weird,im bad, im dumb i ended my life for a lot of ways but im still here i can share my emotion here cause no one know me here but im still here alive outside but the truth is im all dead inside everytime i find a rainbow again it always have price and its dark again my happiness has price but im broke
i hope you are doing well now?
I'm mentally tired but I don't show it. Because I'm afraid that they'll call me a dramatic person.
This is really cute...
thank youu 🥺
@@sereyflex your welcome lol keep up the good work
cute? this is frustrating....
@@moonlightbae7015 how
I find it sad😔😭
Bol4 will be always my fav ,🥺🥺💫😘
Love u so much ji young and woo ji yoon..
[✨]
this song makes my day
I can hold that feel :")
I just wanna be the little kid who doesn't have any problems 🙂
me too
I feel like we need those hard times cuz only there you can fight your weekness and learn to stand up alone
bolb4 is so underrated i love her sm
Thanks for creating this beautiful content
In 1 hour loop I'm gonna have a good sleep today, Thankyou!:)❤️
im so tired being so kind to people. they thought we never have problem at all. will find one day to end it
Stay strong! someday a good person will come to you. I'm proud of you ❤️
I love to watch happy ending movie or drama.. As i watched them i wish the same for me.. To have my own happy ending.. though it's hard for me even now.. I'm tired of crying but I can't stop them from flow.. I hope everyone will always be happy.. even though how hard it is please be happy.. its my one and only wish..
😭😭 i wish you’re happy too, stay strong 💪💕
siapapun yang sedang mendengar lagu ini, aku berterimakasih kalian masih bertahan sejauh ini : )
Kaupun!! Kau sudah berusaha yang terbaik!! Kau hebat✨
This song just tell my story to the world. Until i feel like i want to disappear but I praise God, he saved me ❤
THE SONG SOO calm💍🔥😭...
I really want someone to hug me but there's no one only I know what I am feeling
I'm everytime listen this song , because 😣 this song like a my lifetime 😢...
It's sad that every beat of my heart still tightens at the thought of you, the thought of your bewitching lies slowly enrapturing me in your arms, the thought of your alluring whispers fibbing millions of promises. It's sad that you had to use the most sincere truth to deceive me, that you had to break our mirage of illusions into unrepairable pieces. It's sad how much my soul ached behind this emotionless wall I had to build so I don't see myself getting weaker, as I'm watching you fade away.
It's sad that I can still remember the way we used to pretend, while I was absorbed in the false truth you made me believe in. You made me feel like I was living for the second time, like a child, you made me overflow with the desire to rediscover this world that seemed so perpetual.
I sometimes wonder, why was I always so fearful? Always startled in anxiety for fear that one day I will no longer have you, as if I already knew... But was I really clueless?
I sometimes wonder if all these memories are nothing but past wounds that I thought you healed. I sometimes still imagine holding your hand tightly, holding you in my arms like it's our last embrace. I wish it didn't end there. And what if it wasn't over yet? What if I was still living within these warm delusions you created for me? I wish that road had no destination so that I wouldn't have lost you again. I sometimes wish I could cross your path once again, start our story over as if we had never met before, rewrite it again, and give it a better ending, if any.
Beautiful
It sounds beautiful 😍😍
Why it's song is my feelings. It's so hurt. I'm crying. I don't know why I feel so bad.
Ders çalışırken güzel oluyor. :)
I wish I could sleep forever, I'm in so much pain
It's December 27, 2021 and 4am in the morning, still didn't sleep. I thought everything will be ok now but I was wrong.
I don't really feel normal these days and don't even feel like myself anymore. It's been 4 months and still haven't moved on. My anxiety keeps getting more worse, every time I think about it.. It gives me anxiety attacks and while having an anxiety attack, I cry. I cry every time I get anxiety attacks and I hate it.
It's hard to cry these days, I don't know what's the reason why it's hard for me to cry now.. Is it because I cried too much? Is it because I'm stressed too much? Or is it because I'm just tired? Tired of everything?
I want to talk to my friends and to my parents about this but I just feel like keeping it all to myself right now.
It's really hard to open up with them, especially with my parents. They probably might won't even understand me if I try to open up with them..
I can still open up with my friends sometimes, just sometimes. Not always because I don't want to annoy them and I don't want to disturb them.
But every time I try to open up with them, when I get upset, every time my anxiety attacks me, every time when sadness got all over me.. I just push all the people who I am closed with away from me.
It's hard you know..
I was so happy, cheerful, caring and even normal back then but now.. Now?? I'm just all sad, anxious, over thinking too much, feeling lonely, and feeling empty but I can still smile and laugh but it doesn't feel like the old me anymore.
It's all my fault, I'm the reason. I'm the problem..
I hate myself so much
I don't have anyone to talk to, so I just made this comment and I admit it that it kinda makes me feel a bit better but still sad:)
I just cried earlier because of something, it hurts. I want to say more but I'll just end it here now.
Hey sweetie, if you needed someone to listen to you... Im here :)
@@kb-ie6hm Thank you ❤
its hurt because very day i need to smile
This is my comfort song 😕
I just wanna end this sadness that ive been feeling rn but i realize that before i d1e i still have to fulfill my grandma's wish which is me being succesfull one day
I hope i will not lose my strength of fighting all the pain like i did my whole life.. I'm scared.. bad teary days won't go :'(
My boyfriend who I thought I could be vulnerable to told me today to “grow up and act like a 21 year old lady” when I was crying in front of them… this song reminds me of being young again and having my family around me. I wish I could go back but I’m stuck.
You should be with your soulmate, bestfriend, and husband. Be with the person who can bring out your inner child without shame. When you find them, grow old with them but stay childish inside, thats who you should be with
I really want a hug rn and someone who can I tell my rants. 😖
I'm glad that Im still alive here in this world
Heavy heart..
Can i die? I'm so tired 😪..... But this song make my feel sad 🥺✋
Stay strong ❤ /sending virtual hug
be strong❤
Stay strong
*virtual hugs*
Let’s Hug 🤍 Life Must Go On 🤍🤍 Stay strong 💘💘🥰
when you laugh around people and cry alone in the dark so that no one finds out. it hurts so bad. i want to scream, i want to tell them but i feel helpless. i m just waiting for the better days. i just pray god everyday, please god. it's getting much more harder everyday
I've been feeling empty these days. I'm sad but don't want others to know, I put up a mask to show others I'm fine. The mask that comforts me and I'm scared of this feeling.
Why I'm cry😭
Bu şarkının hissiyatı..
1 hour pleasee
You honestly deserve more subs.
i love this😿
nghe bài này từ đầu tháng 12, lúc đó học on làm spht í nghe để làm nè, h tốt nghiệp r nhanh ghê á. chuẩn bị cho chặng đường phía trước thôi nào.
listening to this song while i saw on our group chat that they were talking about me and laughing... :)
omg darling, are you okay?
@@losercyu9633 im okay by now but it still haunting me
@@sofiaysabellecruz5171 aww wanna talk about it
sure ! ^^
@@sofiaysabellecruz5171 let me have your ig, i will dm u
Sopan bngt masuk ke kuping ❤️
It’s okay to cry
since no one wanna hear my problem and im tired w these all , im gonna tell it here :)) my mom faught w my dad for over 5 months , i feel so sad bcs i dont have a happy family like others
Hi, someday you will be happy. I proud of you. You're so strong. I love you❤️
Stay strong ㅎㅎ 🤍
Gereğinden fazla güzel 😋💗
feeling blue
*virtual hugs for yall*
My favorite song🫶🏼🥺
I find this comforting and the lyrics I just u know it just so relate... cause every day we wake up, somebody or anyone surviving every day just to make everyone's we love happy 😁
image pov: you just saw your bestfriend hang out with someone else when they told you they were busy today.
It hurts-
@@armydetectivearestillfindi4291 indeed it does. army here, too.
@@tsyukieas a LEGEND once said
" army's are everywhere"............
@@armydetectivearestillfindi4291 YESSIRRRRR
I know how it feels you will realize they are just passenger in your life and they just back stragers
the slower version sounds sooo gooooooood! i think i should also try faster version to see
edit: ALL 3 VERSIONS ARE AMAZING!!!!!! hear it
edit 2: this is my number 2 favorite song!!!
whats ur number 1 favorite song
i'm tired...
tysm 💖💖
Naneun hanttae naega i sesange sarajigil baraesseo
On sesangi neomuna kamkamhae maeil bameul uldeon nal
Charari naega sarajimyeon maeumi pyeonhalkka
Moduga nal baraboneun siseoni neomuna duryeowo
Areumdapge areumdapdeon geu sijeoreul nan apaseo
Sarangbadeul su eopseossdeon naega neomuna silheoseo
Eommaneun appaneun da naman baraboneunde
Nae maeumeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
Eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae eotteokhae
Sigani yagiraneun mari naege jeongmal majdeorago
Haruga jinamyeon jinalsurok deo naajideorago
Geunde gakkeumeun neomu haengbokhamyeon tto apaolkka bwa
Naega gajin i haengbokdeureul nugungaga gajyeogalkka bwa
Areumdaun areumdapdeon geu gieogi nan apaseo
Apeun mankeum apahaedo sarajijireul anhaseo
Chingudeureun saramdeureun da naman baraboneunde
Nae moseubeun geureon ge aninde jakkuman meoreoman ga
Geuraedo nan eojjeomyeon
Naega i sesange balkeun biccirado doelkka bwa
Eojjeomyeon geu modeun apeumeul naeditgoseorado
Jjalpge bicceul naebolkka bwa
Pogihal suga eopseo
Harudo mam pyeonhi jamdeul suga eopsdeon naega
Ireohgerado ireoseo boryeogo hamyeon
Naega nal chajajulkka bwa
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
Aaaaaaa aaaaaaa
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
Eolmana eolmana apasseulkka
Eolmana eolmana eolmana baraesseulkka
Thankyou!!! 💓
@@rikarika5528 u’re welcomee
I come back here whenever I feel soooo down and scattered...
So, hi. 🙂💔
I just want to be appreciated by the person I love the most. It's hard, it's so hard when everything I did was wrong. To put me in a cage when I just want to expand my wings and fly. To be able to live my life without regrets, to be trusted that I am no longer the child that needs protection. She doesn't have to love me too much if all I have to do is sit still by her side. I don't want that kind of love. It's suffocating. It's frustrating.
Here we go again
Can I just disappear once? I really tired🙂
At least just for a day...i still want to live....
Cry... Cry till you sleep, i hope after that you'll feel good❤️
"1 ngày em sẽ chết, không biết là ngày mai, ngày kia, hay 1 ngày đẹp trời nào đó... em sẽ chết. Vì thế em sẽ không ngần ngại nữa, điều gì đến em sẽ đón nhận chúng. Có thể là niềm vui hoặc nổi buồn nhưng tất cả đều tô vẽ lên cuộc đời em..."
Am i too young for this? I've cried every night, i can't stop myself from crying and depression, what should i do...
I'm really having hard days .May be this is what bad days are. I can't tell anyone I can only blame myself for this misery.
I hate living honestly but I can't even give up it's tiring to be all alone everytime even when I look back to find the period of time when I was happy I just couldn't find any
Since I was a child I was left alone all by myself my dad just doesn't care about me after his first child passed away my mom stays busy everytime
It was only me alone at home usually watching tv or playing with myself
I thought being elder might be fun I'll have friends will not be alone more
But as I grew up I felt more lonely usually I smile,laugh behave normal infront of everyone but I really need atleast one who would truly understand me....
just sharing freely a bit as most of you all are strangers and noone would know who am I in real
poor brother in the rain :(
I want to give up but I can't. I'm already tired of everything
Don't know who's singing. But, Beautiful voice and emotional expression. Thanks for sharing.
I've been trough so much, and I did that all in silent. My parents are one of the biggest reason why I wanted to end it all. I hope one day I'll make my way out here and live that life I've always dreamed about. they're holding me away from things and people I love, and never were there for me. I've seeked help from them and all they said was "you're being selfish" or "how can you know how pain feels like, you're young" those words cut me deep. The people I tough that loved me hurt me mentally and physically and I'll never forgive them for what they put me trough, always made fun of my appearance and all what they want from me is growing up and make money for them. I'm like a toy, but soon they'll have to find a new one.
One day your dream will come true. You can be independent, you can be free, you can rule your life🥺✨️. Just wait little more....... And i am proud of you.
FIGHTING ✨️
@@itsmenobody5238 thank you so much dear stranger, these words mean to world for me. I hope you have a successful and a bright future ahead, fighting! ❤️
I am crying now !! I deviate my self to other things so i will not cry !! But the tears are piled up now !!! Its heavy !!
Hello, I like the song, can I use it on my UA-cam video ? 🥺💙
there u go bestie
I'm back after 10 days , i feel better but i think miss someone to much .
i found a masterpiece
When world give me thousand reasons to cry and overthink i didn't loose hope and i am still runing even my legs are hurting i can escape but i will not cause i am not a looser i am a survivor
รู้สึกเหนื่อยจังเลยค่ะ
Çok güzel..
While listening to this song, I want to be alone...and feel how the loneliness is........idk why- Cz I want to understand the main reason of this song...but I imagine being alone and just feel this song very deeply...Is anyone like me here? Who feels this way??
lyrics:
나는 한때 내가 이 세상에 사라지길 바랬어
온 세상이 너무나 캄캄해 매일 밤을 울던 날
차라리 내가 사라지면 마음이 편할까
모두가 날 바라보는 시선이 너무나 두려워
아름답게 아름답던 그 시절을 난 아파서
사랑받을 수 없었던 내가 너무나 싫어서
엄마는 아빠는 다 나만 바라보는데
내 마음은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
어떡해 어떡해 어떡해 어떡해
시간이 약이라는 말이 내게 정말 맞더라고
하루가 지나면 지날수록 더 나아지더라고
근데 가끔은 너무 행복하면 또 아파올까 봐
내가 가진 이 행복들을 누군가가 가져갈까 봐
아름다운 아름답던 그 기억이 난 아파서
아픈 만큼 아파해도 사라지지를 않아서
친구들은 사람들은 다 나만 바라보는데
내 모습은 그런 게 아닌데 자꾸만 멀어만 가
그래도 난 어쩌면 내가
이 세상에 밝은 빛이라도 될까 봐
어쩌면 그 모든 아픔을 내딛고서라도 짧게 빛을 내볼까 봐
포기할 수가 없어
하루도 맘 편히 잠들 수가 없던 내가
이렇게라도 일어서 보려고 하면 내가
날 찾아줄까 봐
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
아아아아아아아 아아아아아아아
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 아팠을까
얼마나 얼마나 얼마나 바랬을까