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i’ve never imagined you going through all these , you’re so strong to survive all these alone i’m so so so proud of you ! you’re amazing person and we accept you in every way . So much love and respect for you , be strong as you are ❤
Hi Isheeta, thank you for opening up to us on such a sensitive topic. I can't tell you how much it breaks my heart to see you cry like this. You have been nothing but kind and sweet on the internet while you were going through so much shit in your life. I just wanted to reach out and let you know that you're not alone. Dealing with family issues and mental health struggles can be incredibly tough, especially when you're in the public eye. Remember, it's okay not to be okay sometimes. Taking care of your mental health is just as important as any other aspect of your life. Your honesty and vulnerability may even help others who might be going through similar challenges. You're strong, and you've got your sunflower squad behind you. Remember that self-care is never selfish. Sending you lots of positive energy and support. You've got this. Lots of love to you
Ishu, I've been your silent subscriber since years. You are a gem of person, you are different, you are beautiful and most importantly very genuine. I cannot really describe how much do I relate with you on an emotional and mental level. I started disconnecting with you after you shifted to Gurgaon, I am truly very happy to see you back with this rawness.The thing I like most about you is that you are not the part of influencer's rat race, you are the sweetest and purest one(atleast in my opinion). Sending you loads of love and peace. I love you.
It's so hard to put yourself out there in the first place. And telling so many things out and open. More energy to you girl. You're amazing. Always be happy and healthy.
I wish you find happiness in whatever decision you have taken for yourself ❤ you are so strong isheeta, you were going through so much with a smile on your face . Warm hugs and kisses ❤
I still could not understand Isheeta what’s the actual issue u have with ur family. It is still not clear with this video. The only thing can help you is stop expecting too much from people n that will help u heal urself.
I don't know why, but after watching this video my heart started racing like crazy, even though my family is my heart, and they are supportive and loving, when I started living alone, I realised that you're on your own, nobody, literally nobody is going to be their with you always and you have to deal with your anxiety alone.... And this is the harsh truth, this birthday I was all alone nobody was there and literally nobody was there or I found nobody in my contact list to celebrate my birthday with, I was all alone and I all I did was sleep all day long and when I woke up I cried like crazy, and that day I got to know that girl you're strong and you're enough, and learn a lesson that it's ok that you're feeling alone today but you dealt with it and learned a lesson.... So, Isheeta I can totally feel you and your pain, just hang in there, you'll be fine soon and if not then you'll learn to deal with your emotions and whatever is happening right now.... ❤❤
I don't know what to say Isheeta. It feels like I'm seeing myself. I can't tell you how much I can relate with you about family stuff and about this very emotional, sensitive person. I can connect with you so much. That's why I watch all your videos from 2020. Even in the last video people commented on so many bad things but I was thinking that Isheeta will do something properly. I never think I can connect with someone virtually this much ❤. Take love❤.
@isheeta yadav: I am also very emotional and let me tell you that I am in my 39 th year and my life has become way more way more difficult than what it was in my 20s. Going through a mid life crisis, I always think I have really not achieved much compare to my friends. Another thing is it becomes harder to find real friend after a certain age. Since last April, I was dumped by my toxic boy friend.. let me tell you that my life was painful and is painful since then and I live alone in Hyd. But, the point is it tqkes time to go back to the same phase. Hopefully, you will also heal once you left Gurgaon. Maybe you will find something that give you a sense of purpose and happiness.
This video hits close to home. The entire rigged up relationship with your parents is so hurtful. Youre never able to get over it but you also cant just stay with it. People who have gone thru it can only understand it. Its like you love them but you can't be with them. I hope you get well soon isheeta ❤
This makes sense, i am sorry isheeta, being your very old follower, i loved how approachable and girl next door you felt. But for last 1.5 year there has been a disconnect certainly. I feel why i felt that from you. Lots of love for sharing your vulnerable side.❤ Find your rhythm in this city.
You know I was always envious of u. You doing youtube full time as your career, have such an awesome boy friend , travel around and I thought wow ur family must be so proud of you. And I realised today, we never know what someone is going thru via screen and the life they portray. More power to you ❤
Every one does not have everything. I had a break up of a long relationship. I am unlucky in relationship. So every time I see picture of you and your bf ..I questioned myself why me!? And don't know why I get angry and ignore your picture. Now I understand that it is not about why me. We all are the same. I have a very very supportive family and you have a healthy relationship with your bf. Someone has anything else or doesn't have other things. It is called life where perfection is just our imagination.
Hey Isheeta, I am in mid way of this QnA and I just want to pause and say, I love you. You are doing great, and you have been so strong all along. Your content is amazing, and it never reflected what you were going through. The smile that you have throughout is that of a warrior. You are amazing and should not need any validation. Be yourself, and please continue being this amazing person you are 🫶🩷 *SENDING YOU VIRTUAL HUGS*
You won't believe i live in hostel but i dont want to come to home because of the environment here but meanwhile i see others who are super excited to go home💔🥴..they are forcing me to get married 💔🥹
Hi Isheeta sending good and healing vibes .. i am going through a very similar situation with my family to the point that i considered leaving my house and change the city but couldn't gather the himmat to do that. I don't have a good relationship with my family specially my father and he has made it very clear that the relationship cannot be worked upon and honestly I have made peace with that but living in the same house is becoming more and more difficult , sharing it here because i don't know how to share it with my friends as they don't live in the same city they are figuring out their lives and i don't want to bother them with my problems. Thanks for being so open here.. you have atleast related to one girl that's me.❤
Hii isheeta di.. I am your ''dur ke ristedaar'' wala person and me and my mother.. We love watching your videos my mother always appreciate the confidence you carry she says you are all rounder ❤ sending you lots of love and power from BALLIA ❤
Hey Ishita, I don't know some days you feel like a big elder sister who give me example of living life, rather surviving, on other days I feel you as a distant friend whom I would hug till their tear tank get empty, looking at everyone I hated how my year went last year, and though you've to deal with it all alone but you're not alone, you're so grateful to have harshit and your friends who did nothing but heard you. I'm nobody to advice you on your family but we have to make peace with the way they are, and stop comparing ourselves, cause they might not have what you do, an it's an endless loop, I hope and wish you do that, I might not comment on your videos that often, but you truly are one of the most genuine one, be like that. Happy new year and all the very best Isheeta with two e, hope you get your visa asap!!!!
Hi Isheeta…. A big hug for u 🤗 and so proud of u for opening up urself and sharing everything wit us. I understand your feeling n face similar issues. Ive living alone in gurgaon since 2015 n have no family life no frnds circle. Dont know how I am even surviving, my only focus is on my career n earning money. But I struggle so bad wit my mental health n there is no one to share my feelings with. I so appreciate u for sharing ur feelings and showing ur vulnarable side. I wish u all the best n lots of love to u ❤
I am feeling so bad watching this video. Lots of love to you ❤ You have been making content when you were going through all this . I can absolutely relate to your situation as I also stay alone . It’s very hard. But lots of love to you Isheeta ❤
First of all, wishing you all the good wishes and big virtual hug for you!!! Please take care of yourself. I am from Lucknow too, recently I shifted to Gurgaon as I got a new job. Unfortunately, my parents did not want me to live away from home and are very over protective... Since 3 years I have been working from home and needed exposure and meet new people...I stopped going out of my house because I did not feel good and supported emotionally...Now I am here and feeling better but when I stepped here I started feeling alone and blank...I really wish you feel more and more better...don't feel you are alone in this...many people are going through similar things and I even need a family that craving I could relate to...
I relate to so many parts of this video! it's always about the silent battles we're fighting but don't talk about. I'm so so glad that you're finding your way out, slowly hi sahi par you're getting there. hang on ish, ily and tc.🫶🏻 If you feel you're in need of a human diary, im here🫂
i am from lucknow too, and right now since 3 years i am living in gurgaon with my parents only. i have a loving boyfriend with whom i am in a long distance with and yes i have a fucked up relation with my family(my elder brother included), when i was listening to you i felt like i was listening about my story from someone else's mouth and i could not control my tears, i feel you isheeta! i do, unfortunately i am still in college and not financially independent that i can shift to any place though i am trying hard to shift to delhi somehow because i just cant i cannot handle this anymore at my home! i feel broken, sad and just empty i feel lonely and yes people tell me all the time that you are lucky to have a loving bf who supports you loves you in the best manner, but what about the relationship i have with my family!? i am the unluckiest and it hurts it hurts so damn much! i have never opened up so much or wrote my heart out or spoke it to anyone, but i know isheeta that you would be the one who will understand me because you are going through it too apart from that I wish the best for youu❤i hope you stay healthy,happy and most importantly at peace this and all the coming years🤍love you
Babe, you have to accept your family and meet them somewhere in the middle coz once you loose them you cannot go back in time and fix things, plz try to respect your parents ideology as well. They might be orthodox but still they are your parents and no one can love u more than your father/mother. Ive lost them both and life has never been the same again i feel all alone at times and these feelings does not leave you. So just accept the ones you have , take a step closer to them and they will accept you eventually , coz trust me they love you. ❤
Hey Isheeta, you can apply for prospective marriage visa for Australia and then you can come here and start doing your youtube content creation work. Stay strong and hugs for you 💚
Di❤ plz apna astrology n numerology aspects dekho zra ......yeh year sab k leye more hard hoga mentally emtionly, career wise be so kise ache astrologer ya numerologist ko consult kro ....much love from Kashmir di ❤ Ps. Plz do visit Isha yoga centre 🙏
You're simply my elder sister, I never had. Maybe we don't share the same traumas, but I know the feeling of being traumatized coz of family (I've a whole lot different issues). I know I'm living alone since 4 years, I relate so much yet I feel I can't feel what you felt or must be feeling, I hope you get all the happiness 🌻✨️
I have always been a silent admirer of your work and you. You have been great, you have the best camera presence and even at your lowest you tend to light up the screen. I feel your relationship with your family very deeply and personally. I just hope in fixing relationships you don't sacrifice yourself. I also feel you can't immediately love your company, you have to have support and you shouldn't regret wanting that support. No one can survive on their own, we need people to hold us. Love you lots. ❤
Lost my father recently, lost my relationship of 4 years and my close friends in 2022 i know how it feels when you want to feel loved fr bh vo nh milta hai life is really not la la land its really difficult each day feels more heavy, when u can't think, feel and u feels only lost. I dont know myself what is the solution for this and where life will take us. But I can say this I will there for you in case and when you will come to delhi you can meet me. I know bonds ek dum se nh bnte and we don't want to force relations but we can take steps for share and care. Take care❤
Following you from your bali trip with Harshit. Just want to put my advice for you. Living alone is not easy, and it is sad and gloomy. It is only for people who are coming from abusive spaces. And yeah i can agree that Gurgaon can get lonely at times, delhi has that old charm and residential vibe. I have lived in delhi for 5 yrs and now living in Bangalore. The best thing is to live with your partner, since your family situation is tensed. If you’re feeling depressed , you can also resume some work for the meanwhile to keep you busy. Some freelancing related to your studies.
I hope you find your peace and calm. Work on it … push yourself!! You will be able to do it. Create a network of people near you but you have to grow as a person.
What if you don't know why you're feeling low and crying all the time. What if you don't know why you're having panic attacks. If you have any idea about these kinds of depression please make a video on it❤
Hi Isheeta! I can’t tell you how much I could relate to you throughout this whole video. Even my birthday is on 3rd November and it was honestly the lowest point of my life. Hope you’re doing better, love you 🤍
People just don't say it they show what is accepted in the society but don't think u are alone I have seen in a very close circle of mine where children are not accepted by their parents… the frequency of this trend is higher than we know… love to u and thankfully u have harshit and your brother with you supporting 😘 Make peace with it and vent out whenever it takes toll on ur mental health! Power to u
Hi Isheeta. I may be wrong but what i think i have understood from your video is that your parents have some issues which is why your mom doesn't wanna live with your dad. But you are not able to come to terms with the fact that why can't she do it for her children's sake. So you are upset with her too. My cousin sis is in this kinda situation. In her case her dad is mentally and verbally abusive towards her mom and her. So there is no proper communication between her parents and she is scared of even talking/ asking things from her dad. And she refuses to understand why her mom wont talk to her dad on her behalf. Its because he is even more abusive to her mom. She too is doing whatever possible by her to not come back home. I don't understand why the dads r like this. Unnecessarily spoiling everyone's mental peace by refusing to own up to their mistake and changing for the better. I hope one day things get sorted
One request 🙏🏻would really appreciate if u could share the therapist details n everything related to therapy in a separate video. Im super confused abt finding a therapist n would be grateful if u could share the reference.
I don’t watch full QnA or GRWM videos because I am not interested in every single detail of someone’s life whom I don’t know well. Idk why I watched this, but it’s so fresh/real and true. You are so strong and yes the twenties are about learning to love and live with yourself. I myself am going through a similar phase and have been trying to deal with it (haven’t been successful at it though). But your video is so relatable at this moment. More power to you!
Hi isheeta, thankyou so much for sharing this. I don't have a good family either and i can totally relate to you. Big hug to you and lots of love. You got this gurl❤
Most relatable video everrrrrr ISHEETA🙌 I think I know what you are going through… but you are so strong and we are proud of you♥️🥹 Throughout 2023, I was thinking to go for therapy sessions but couldn’t make it! Hopefully will get a few sessions this year but please make a separate video on “THERAPY SESSIONS”, i would love to know more about how it works from someone like you (jisse I can relate soooo much)♥️ Sending dherrrrr saara pyaaaaar🫶🏻
Hi Isheeta, I watch your videos on and off and stumbled upon this video today. I can understand how you are feeling, I live alone too and I am also a person who needs someone around. It’s been 2 years since I am living alone in Australia and I barely have 2 friends, but just wanted to tell you it gets better. You ll soon start loving your own company and actually crave your time alone. Do things you like and let your thoughts sink in. I suffer from panic And anxiety disorder too and some days are super good but there are days I find it difficult to move from my bed. But I know this too shall pass. More power, strength and love to you🙌🏻
Hi Isheeta, I am your very old subscriber, I used to watch your videos but never comment much.......but seeing this video I wanted to just say that you are the rarest gem anyone can find in this planet, you just don't know this. Start loving yourself and you are definitely gonna achieve everything you crave now. I know they are not supporting your carrier now, just give them some time and be patient. They do love you it's just that they are afraid that you would be unsuccessful.
More power to you for being so raw here isheeta! I wish we got to meet here in Gurgaon! I thought so many times… anyway so happy you feel better now after this video! :) you are doing great❤😊
Hey, i really wanted to meet you... But now you're gone from Gurgaon But I'll still pray that you're family will understand you someday... Don't take it hardly on you coz kabhi kabhi kuch logo ki thinking unke parvarish ke accordingly hoti hai aur wo bas time ke saath badal nahi paate aur na hi badalna chahte hai and indian families mai bahot hota hai aisa... My friend is in the same situation and i completely understand it
I just wanna comment that "I'll live with you don't worry" even knowing that I can't but still i wanna support you emotionally because i understand hell relatable isheeta thanks for bringing this up ik i don't comment much but i had to say this... keep going strong woman 💪
I can totally relate to the family part but we have to understand that we can’t control these things no matter how much we are willing to work on it it will harm us only please try to focus on things you can control ♥️
Hey Isheeta. I wish you all strength and positivity as you deserve those and all other best things in life. I personally found your struggle so relatable that I knew I had to comment down here. I being the youngest one in my family always found my relationship with my parents and even with my sibling, very difficult. It was problematic, emotionally challenging. I felt left out in my own family only. I am not a social buzz and had very few friends also. There were certain restrictions imposed on me for which my friends also made fun off me and I became all alone out of nowhere and all of a sudden. The way you ran away I was also looking forward to it. I had made all plans to move out to a different city using my job as an excuse. But then covid happened and within nights our lives changed as if God didn't want me to move away from my family. But I don't know what happened, things were really starting to change. The kid who once got unheard, blamed for everything unnecessarily, was now getting the attention she deserves. My equation with everyone in family especially with my mom changed and now we are best buddies, I can say that. The pain I endured for 21 years of my existence is now gradually fading. And now I am being pampered and loved by them at 24 unconditionally. I have understood one thing that parents also face difficulties in parenting and as their emotions were also suppressed in some way or other they won't get it how to deal with their kid's emotions. But they would always love us, be there for us. I hope and pray that you also get to experience their warm love for you and hopefully you will be able to forgive them too. ❤️ much love
Just watched the starting 6 mins of the vlog and just wanna say the moment I start getting connected with your talk, you cut that talk and put some other part (for such emotional video to connect with us, it shouldn't have been edited the way it has) just been 6min into video and I am feeling like as if it's still a trailer of video, either you should have decided to share it fully or have Not shared, this way not able to connect with your talk which you are doing❤
Hii isheeta dii.. being ur old subscriber, I have seen all ur phases..from quitting IT to flourishing in content creation 🥰💥...u hv always been someone who makes me feel good and happy..all ur funny talks..friendly advices..try on videos..cute vlogs...all r up to the mark .😊❣️ And I want u to know that .no matter what..we will keep on loving you always🥰❣️❣️.. Life me probs to hote hi h..pls don't let those probs stop you from doing anything that you love. We all have hope in you..u r amazing and u will hit more and more milestones🥰🥰😚
A huge hug for you isheeta loads of love and prayers from Pakistan ❤ I connect with you on every level stay strong as it gives women like myself a lot of courage
I hope you find peace and solace soon❤ Please start a series on therapy on how to deal or overcome. How to train your mind. All that u learn in therapy. That will give perspective to many people who are suffering with emotional attachments and co-dependencies.
I also recently moved back to Lucknow after living in Noida for a few years as I was feeling a lot as I was away from my family and friends. I saw you on Delhi Station on 4th Dec 2023 as I was moving back and after watching this video I want to tell you that I wanted to just say Hello to you but just couldn't. So saying it now. Hello😊 I am feeling the same kind of anxiety that you are going through. I was working in a MNC in Noida but left my job in September due to a lot of reasons and now I am just doing nothing as of now and also feeling stuck somehow. I am not even sure if I want to do a job again. Overthinking.... I am relating to your video on so many levels, that overwhelming feeling of living alone and everything bro. Lots of love to you. May all of us find our paths and ways in 2024. Happy new year🎉
Please come back to Bangalore.... We really love you. I have been following you from ages from my another account and I have written you long messages on insta. I don't know it makes any difference to u or not but "u do matter a lot to Me"😘🤗
Felt so connected to u …. You’ve been my only favourite content creator since beginning … I feel sad and happy at the same moment for u … but I’ll wish everything goes on right place … lots of love ❤❤❤
I can feel u bro❤__today jst remembered ur face while going to bed bt was unable to remember ur channel name & after many efforts Im here__chill yar don't stress urself too much__what is family__everything is temporary here__jst live in d moment __I love ur laughing face__U r taking things too seriously __if u no close to ur family it's better for them & u too__be mature bro__ap akele is duniyaa me aaye the or akele hi jaaoge nvr forget that__enjoy ur life bro__be a man💪😂
I'm in tears 😭 i also have some issues with my father and i absolutely relate to you...I started running away from them and trying to focus on my Job. Cuz I know I will be alone and I have to take care of myself. Stay strong My Love ❤ Hope you achieve lot of subscribers this year 🎊❤
I hope this year brings lots of joy and happiness in your life❤ I’m sorry you faced so much all these years. But I wish it gets better soon and you be at peace mentally ❤
Hey Ishita, i always thought that someday i'd run into you in Gurgaon but now that you have shifted back there's no chance of that. I love your energy and watching your vlogs has always uplifted me. Lots of love. 🥰
Love you isheeta🫂🫂, I always look up to you as a person, never feel insecure You have always slayed and keep on slaying girllll I love love loveee the way you are 🫶✨
Btw ye golden mauka hai don't run away from your woes by getting busy in other things because then you will never deal with it fully and it will be there in the background always. You have to stop, pause and see eye to eye in your issues. I love you❤ you are very sweet and genuine🎉
Isheeta...A warm hug to you 🥹🤗❤️ you are a pure soul 🤍 Never thought that pretty smile has hidden so much pain behind. May god bless you with loads of love ❤️
I'm glad that I sat alone at a place where I go to spend some alone time and silently watched and heard what you are going through and how things are and I hope if you ever visit the place I live I would definitely meet you, take you places(different islands) and places where I escape as well and talk alot and alot and be the most chaotic mess and human with heart and feelings...i with tl meet you and give you a hug or if I ever can visit the place you live I can get a chance to meet because speaking to someone is everything one needs to fill up and empty alot of things...love you for helping alot of lonely people like me to take a look at your content and get something from it.💜✨
Cities are like that. They always make you feel lonely. Its always something peaceful to be in a place where you grow up its has your memories ,of your people, your space . Even water will feel different. Now you're in lucknow so happy for you. If i ever come in lucknow surely will meet you. Big hug. ❤
Hey babe, it’s okay if you are at peace that’s what matters. Please vlog now as we love you on camera just watching and listening you that’s the best🥳🥳🥳 So stay at peace and be calm
Hi Isheeta, this is probably my first comment on your channel, have been your admirer since long. It is not easy to speak out whatever you went through and to come out on a public platform, kudos to you🎉 also, I just wanna say, take one step at a time, it will be easier. I am in a similar situation, whenever i feel anxious,i humm this tune in my head " Go little rockstar " , hope it helps you too. Lot of Love and hugs to you ❤🎉
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😊 virtual warm hug to u diiiiii ❤
Love you keep going keep growing
i’ve never imagined you going through all these , you’re so strong to survive all these alone i’m so so so proud of you ! you’re amazing person and we accept you in every way . So much love and respect for you , be strong as you are ❤
You're stronger than you think you are
I just realised having a supportive family is also a privilege and i am grateful for that 💟
Hi Isheeta, thank you for opening up to us on such a sensitive topic. I can't tell you how much it breaks my heart to see you cry like this. You have been nothing but kind and sweet on the internet while you were going through so much shit in your life. I just wanted to reach out and let you know that you're not alone. Dealing with family issues and mental health struggles can be incredibly tough, especially when you're in the public eye. Remember, it's okay not to be okay sometimes. Taking care of your mental health is just as important as any other aspect of your life. Your honesty and vulnerability may even help others who might be going through similar challenges.
You're strong, and you've got your sunflower squad behind you. Remember that self-care is never selfish. Sending you lots of positive energy and support. You've got this. Lots of love to you
Ishu, I've been your silent subscriber since years. You are a gem of person, you are different, you are beautiful and most importantly very genuine. I cannot really describe how much do I relate with you on an emotional and mental level. I started disconnecting with you after you shifted to Gurgaon, I am truly very happy to see you back with this rawness.The thing I like most about you is that you are not the part of influencer's rat race, you are the sweetest and purest one(atleast in my opinion). Sending you loads of love and peace. I love you.
It's so hard to put yourself out there in the first place. And telling so many things out and open. More energy to you girl. You're amazing. Always be happy and healthy.
I wish you find happiness in whatever decision you have taken for yourself ❤ you are so strong isheeta, you were going through so much with a smile on your face . Warm hugs and kisses ❤
I still could not understand Isheeta what’s the actual issue u have with ur family. It is still not clear with this video.
The only thing can help you is stop expecting too much from people n that will help u heal urself.
Sameeee
It's not about telling us.. it's about overcoming your own insecurities...and you did it!!we are proud of you❤
I don't know why, but after watching this video my heart started racing like crazy, even though my family is my heart, and they are supportive and loving, when I started living alone, I realised that you're on your own, nobody, literally nobody is going to be their with you always and you have to deal with your anxiety alone.... And this is the harsh truth, this birthday I was all alone nobody was there and literally nobody was there or I found nobody in my contact list to celebrate my birthday with, I was all alone and I all I did was sleep all day long and when I woke up I cried like crazy, and that day I got to know that girl you're strong and you're enough, and learn a lesson that it's ok that you're feeling alone today but you dealt with it and learned a lesson.... So, Isheeta I can totally feel you and your pain, just hang in there, you'll be fine soon and if not then you'll learn to deal with your emotions and whatever is happening right now.... ❤❤
Bilkul sahi baat hai aapki 🙏 we all can relate your story to our life... 🥺
I don't know what to say Isheeta. It feels like I'm seeing myself. I can't tell you how much I can relate with you about family stuff and about this very emotional, sensitive person. I can connect with you so much. That's why I watch all your videos from 2020. Even in the last video people commented on so many bad things but I was thinking that Isheeta will do something properly. I never think I can connect with someone virtually this much ❤. Take love❤.
Don't know if you will believe it or not I was crying with you. I can connect this much😔
The editing beep is so annoying, Isheeta!! The video is so amazing; I kept getting distracted because of it ;(
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@isheeta yadav: I am also very emotional and let me tell you that I am in my 39 th year and my life has become way more way more difficult than what it was in my 20s. Going through a mid life crisis, I always think I have really not achieved much compare to my friends.
Another thing is it becomes harder to find real friend after a certain age. Since last April, I was dumped by my toxic boy friend.. let me tell you that my life was painful and is painful since then and I live alone in Hyd.
But, the point is it tqkes time to go back to the same phase. Hopefully, you will also heal once you left Gurgaon.
Maybe you will find something that give you a sense of purpose and happiness.
Thanks for sharing everything you faced! Take the time you need !
This video hits close to home. The entire rigged up relationship with your parents is so hurtful. Youre never able to get over it but you also cant just stay with it. People who have gone thru it can only understand it. Its like you love them but you can't be with them. I hope you get well soon isheeta ❤
This makes sense, i am sorry isheeta, being your very old follower, i loved how approachable and girl next door you felt. But for last 1.5 year there has been a disconnect certainly. I feel why i felt that from you. Lots of love for sharing your vulnerable side.❤ Find your rhythm in this city.
You know I was always envious of u. You doing youtube full time as your career, have such an awesome boy friend , travel around and I thought wow ur family must be so proud of you.
And I realised today, we never know what someone is going thru via screen and the life they portray.
More power to you ❤
Every one does not have everything. I had a break up of a long relationship. I am unlucky in relationship. So every time I see picture of you and your bf ..I questioned myself why me!? And don't know why I get angry and ignore your picture. Now I understand that it is not about why me. We all are the same. I have a very very supportive family and you have a healthy relationship with your bf. Someone has anything else or doesn't have other things. It is called life where perfection is just our imagination.
More strength to you Girl ❤ Stay Strong I'm sure this shall pass out soonn!! Much love ❤
Ur still not over whatever is bothering you and until you are you won’t be able to move on in life, begin to love urself ur own company !
Hey Isheeta,
I am in mid way of this QnA and I just want to pause and say, I love you. You are doing great, and you have been so strong all along. Your content is amazing, and it never reflected what you were going through. The smile that you have throughout is that of a warrior. You are amazing and should not need any validation. Be yourself, and please continue being this amazing person you are 🫶🩷 *SENDING YOU VIRTUAL HUGS*
You won't believe i live in hostel but i dont want to come to home because of the environment here but meanwhile i see others who are super excited to go home💔🥴..they are forcing me to get married 💔🥹
Same 😢
Hi Isheeta sending good and healing vibes .. i am going through a very similar situation with my family to the point that i considered leaving my house and change the city but couldn't gather the himmat to do that. I don't have a good relationship with my family specially my father and he has made it very clear that the relationship cannot be worked upon and honestly I have made peace with that but living in the same house is becoming more and more difficult , sharing it here because i don't know how to share it with my friends as they don't live in the same city they are figuring out their lives and i don't want to bother them with my problems. Thanks for being so open here.. you have atleast related to one girl that's me.❤
Hii isheeta di.. I am your ''dur ke ristedaar'' wala person and me and my mother.. We love watching your videos my mother always appreciate the confidence you carry she says you are all rounder ❤ sending you lots of love and power from BALLIA ❤
I can feel what you're going through, here's hoping for the light at the end of the tunnel!
Love, love!
Hey Ishita, I don't know some days you feel like a big elder sister who give me example of living life, rather surviving, on other days I feel you as a distant friend whom I would hug till their tear tank get empty, looking at everyone I hated how my year went last year, and though you've to deal with it all alone but you're not alone, you're so grateful to have harshit and your friends who did nothing but heard you.
I'm nobody to advice you on your family but we have to make peace with the way they are, and stop comparing ourselves, cause they might not have what you do, an it's an endless loop, I hope and wish you do that, I might not comment on your videos that often, but you truly are one of the most genuine one, be like that.
Happy new year and all the very best Isheeta with two e, hope you get your visa asap!!!!
Hi Isheeta…. A big hug for u 🤗 and so proud of u for opening up urself and sharing everything wit us. I understand your feeling n face similar issues. Ive living alone in gurgaon since 2015 n have no family life no frnds circle. Dont know how I am even surviving, my only focus is on my career n earning money. But I struggle so bad wit my mental health n there is no one to share my feelings with. I so appreciate u for sharing ur feelings and showing ur vulnarable side. I wish u all the best n lots of love to u ❤
I am feeling so bad watching this video. Lots of love to you ❤
You have been making content when you were going through all this . I can absolutely relate to your situation as I also stay alone . It’s very hard. But lots of love to you Isheeta ❤
So raw! So real! Straight from your heart🥹❤️ More power to you Ishh!💕
First of all, wishing you all the good wishes and big virtual hug for you!!! Please take care of yourself. I am from Lucknow too, recently I shifted to Gurgaon as I got a new job. Unfortunately, my parents did not want me to live away from home and are very over protective... Since 3 years I have been working from home and needed exposure and meet new people...I stopped going out of my house because I did not feel good and supported emotionally...Now I am here and feeling better but when I stepped here I started feeling alone and blank...I really wish you feel more and more better...don't feel you are alone in this...many people are going through similar things and I even need a family that craving I could relate to...
I relate to so many parts of this video! it's always about the silent battles we're fighting but don't talk about. I'm so so glad that you're finding your way out, slowly hi sahi par you're getting there. hang on ish, ily and tc.🫶🏻 If you feel you're in need of a human diary, im here🫂
Hey Isheeta,being born into narcissistic parents i can totally relate,celebrate you're birthday for celebrating yourself.
how can parents be narcissistic, you better watch ur own actions
Big hugs to you Ishu❤🫂 we never know what’s going behind the screens!
i am from lucknow too, and right now since 3 years i am living in gurgaon with my parents only. i have a loving boyfriend with whom i am in a long distance with and yes i have a fucked up relation with my family(my elder brother included), when i was listening to you i felt like i was listening about my story from someone else's mouth and i could not control my tears, i feel you isheeta! i do, unfortunately i am still in college and not financially independent that i can shift to any place though i am trying hard to shift to delhi somehow because i just cant i cannot handle this anymore at my home! i feel broken, sad and just empty i feel lonely and yes people tell me all the time that you are lucky to have a loving bf who supports you loves you in the best manner, but what about the relationship i have with my family!? i am the unluckiest and it hurts it hurts so damn much! i have never opened up so much or wrote my heart out or spoke it to anyone, but i know isheeta that you would be the one who will understand me because you are going through it too
apart from that I wish the best for youu❤i hope you stay healthy,happy and most importantly at peace this and all the coming years🤍love you
Babe, you have to accept your family and meet them somewhere in the middle coz once you loose them you cannot go back in time and fix things, plz try to respect your parents ideology as well. They might be orthodox but still they are your parents and no one can love u more than your father/mother. Ive lost them both and life has never been the same again i feel all alone at times and these feelings does not leave you. So just accept the ones you have , take a step closer to them and they will accept you eventually , coz trust me they love you. ❤
Hey Isheeta,
you can apply for prospective marriage visa for Australia and then you can come here and start doing your youtube content creation work. Stay strong and hugs for you 💚
You're way tooo strong ishita . And i can't tell you how much you spread positivity. ❤ more power to you
Di❤ plz apna astrology n numerology aspects dekho zra ......yeh year sab k leye more hard hoga mentally emtionly, career wise be so kise ache astrologer ya numerologist ko consult kro ....much love from Kashmir di ❤
Ps. Plz do visit Isha yoga centre 🙏
You're simply my elder sister, I never had. Maybe we don't share the same traumas, but I know the feeling of being traumatized coz of family (I've a whole lot different issues). I know I'm living alone since 4 years, I relate so much yet I feel I can't feel what you felt or must be feeling, I hope you get all the happiness 🌻✨️
I have always been a silent admirer of your work and you. You have been great, you have the best camera presence and even at your lowest you tend to light up the screen. I feel your relationship with your family very deeply and personally. I just hope in fixing relationships you don't sacrifice yourself. I also feel you can't immediately love your company, you have to have support and you shouldn't regret wanting that support. No one can survive on their own, we need people to hold us. Love you lots. ❤
Lost my father recently, lost my relationship of 4 years and my close friends in 2022 i know how it feels when you want to feel loved fr bh vo nh milta hai life is really not la la land its really difficult each day feels more heavy, when u can't think, feel and u feels only lost. I dont know myself what is the solution for this and where life will take us. But I can say this I will there for you in case and when you will come to delhi you can meet me. I know bonds ek dum se nh bnte and we don't want to force relations but we can take steps for share and care. Take care❤
We love you isheeta....❤️🥺...we are not here to judge you bro...keep vlogging where you want what you want❤🥺🥹
Following you from your bali trip with Harshit. Just want to put my advice for you. Living alone is not easy, and it is sad and gloomy. It is only for people who are coming from abusive spaces. And yeah i can agree that Gurgaon can get lonely at times, delhi has that old charm and residential vibe. I have lived in delhi for 5 yrs and now living in Bangalore. The best thing is to live with your partner, since your family situation is tensed. If you’re feeling depressed , you can also resume some work for the meanwhile to keep you busy. Some freelancing related to your studies.
I hope you find your peace and calm. Work on it … push yourself!! You will be able to do it. Create a network of people near you but you have to grow as a person.
What if you don't know why you're feeling low and crying all the time. What if you don't know why you're having panic attacks. If you have any idea about these kinds of depression please make a video on it❤
Hi Isheeta! I can’t tell you how much I could relate to you throughout this whole video. Even my birthday is on 3rd November and it was honestly the lowest point of my life. Hope you’re doing better, love you 🤍
People just don't say it they show what is accepted in the society but don't think u are alone I have seen in a very close circle of mine where children are not accepted by their parents… the frequency of this trend is higher than we know… love to u and thankfully u have harshit and your brother with you supporting 😘
Make peace with it and vent out whenever it takes toll on ur mental health! Power to u
Hi Isheeta. I may be wrong but what i think i have understood from your video is that your parents have some issues which is why your mom doesn't wanna live with your dad. But you are not able to come to terms with the fact that why can't she do it for her children's sake. So you are upset with her too. My cousin sis is in this kinda situation. In her case her dad is mentally and verbally abusive towards her mom and her. So there is no proper communication between her parents and she is scared of even talking/ asking things from her dad. And she refuses to understand why her mom wont talk to her dad on her behalf. Its because he is even more abusive to her mom. She too is doing whatever possible by her to not come back home. I don't understand why the dads r like this. Unnecessarily spoiling everyone's mental peace by refusing to own up to their mistake and changing for the better. I hope one day things get sorted
I can totally feel you.. Everything will be alright ,loads of love❤
One request 🙏🏻would really appreciate if u could share the therapist details n everything related to therapy in a separate video.
Im super confused abt finding a therapist n would be grateful if u could share the reference.
I don’t watch full QnA or GRWM videos because I am not interested in every single detail of someone’s life whom I don’t know well. Idk why I watched this, but it’s so fresh/real and true. You are so strong and yes the twenties are about learning to love and live with yourself. I myself am going through a similar phase and have been trying to deal with it (haven’t been successful at it though). But your video is so relatable at this moment. More power to you!
Hi isheeta, thankyou so much for sharing this. I don't have a good family either and i can totally relate to you. Big hug to you and lots of love.
You got this gurl❤
i wish just more love, healing and power to you, for you have been so strong and weak , both - and that is okay. we believe in you no matter what.
Most relatable video everrrrrr ISHEETA🙌 I think I know what you are going through… but you are so strong and we are proud of you♥️🥹 Throughout 2023, I was thinking to go for therapy sessions but couldn’t make it! Hopefully will get a few sessions this year but please make a separate video on “THERAPY SESSIONS”, i would love to know more about how it works from someone like you (jisse I can relate soooo much)♥️ Sending dherrrrr saara pyaaaaar🫶🏻
The editing of this video can be better. The random loud beeps are very unpleasing.
Hi Isheeta,
I watch your videos on and off and stumbled upon this video today. I can understand how you are feeling, I live alone too and I am also a person who needs someone around. It’s been 2 years since I am living alone in Australia and I barely have 2 friends, but just wanted to tell you it gets better. You ll soon start loving your own company and actually crave your time alone. Do things you like and let your thoughts sink in. I suffer from panic And anxiety disorder too and some days are super good but there are days I find it difficult to move from my bed. But I know this too shall pass. More power, strength and love to you🙌🏻
Hi Isheeta, I am your very old subscriber, I used to watch your videos but never comment much.......but seeing this video I wanted to just say that you are the rarest gem anyone can find in this planet, you just don't know this. Start loving yourself and you are definitely gonna achieve everything you crave now. I know they are not supporting your carrier now, just give them some time and be patient. They do love you it's just that they are afraid that you would be unsuccessful.
More power to you for being so raw here isheeta! I wish we got to meet here in Gurgaon! I thought so many times… anyway so happy you feel better now after this video! :) you are doing great❤😊
Hey, i really wanted to meet you... But now you're gone from Gurgaon
But I'll still pray that you're family will understand you someday... Don't take it hardly on you coz kabhi kabhi kuch logo ki thinking unke parvarish ke accordingly hoti hai aur wo bas time ke saath badal nahi paate aur na hi badalna chahte hai and indian families mai bahot hota hai aisa... My friend is in the same situation and i completely understand it
I saw it now.. And now I am crying. Don't worry Ish. All will be fine 🤗
I just wanna comment that "I'll live with you don't worry" even knowing that I can't but still i wanna support you emotionally because i understand hell relatable isheeta thanks for bringing this up ik i don't comment much but i had to say this... keep going strong woman 💪
I can totally relate to the family part but we have to understand that we can’t control these things no matter how much we are willing to work on it it will harm us only please try to focus on things you can control ♥️
I want to listen to the whole video Isheeta but the beeps are triggering my anxiety. So I'll have to watch in installments. 1st break @10:50
Yes Maine 3-4 min dekha paglo ki jaisa itna beep beep dala isne
More power to you!! You are so strong❤❤ I wish you all the happiness in the world!🫶🏻🫂
Hey Isheeta. I wish you all strength and positivity as you deserve those and all other best things in life. I personally found your struggle so relatable that I knew I had to comment down here. I being the youngest one in my family always found my relationship with my parents and even with my sibling, very difficult. It was problematic, emotionally challenging. I felt left out in my own family only. I am not a social buzz and had very few friends also. There were certain restrictions imposed on me for which my friends also made fun off me and I became all alone out of nowhere and all of a sudden. The way you ran away I was also looking forward to it. I had made all plans to move out to a different city using my job as an excuse. But then covid happened and within nights our lives changed as if God didn't want me to move away from my family. But I don't know what happened, things were really starting to change. The kid who once got unheard, blamed for everything unnecessarily, was now getting the attention she deserves. My equation with everyone in family especially with my mom changed and now we are best buddies, I can say that. The pain I endured for 21 years of my existence is now gradually fading. And now I am being pampered and loved by them at 24 unconditionally. I have understood one thing that parents also face difficulties in parenting and as their emotions were also suppressed in some way or other they won't get it how to deal with their kid's emotions. But they would always love us, be there for us. I hope and pray that you also get to experience their warm love for you and hopefully you will be able to forgive them too. ❤️ much love
Just watched the starting 6 mins of the vlog and just wanna say the moment I start getting connected with your talk, you cut that talk and put some other part (for such emotional video to connect with us, it shouldn't have been edited the way it has) just been 6min into video and I am feeling like as if it's still a trailer of video, either you should have decided to share it fully or have Not shared, this way not able to connect with your talk which you are doing❤
You will rise back stronger! More power to you girl 🫶🏻
Oh my god 🥺 I am so sorry you're going through all this. I relate to you a lot. A big hug to you🫂🫂🫂 we are here for you❤
Hii isheeta dii.. being ur old subscriber, I have seen all ur phases..from quitting IT to flourishing in content creation 🥰💥...u hv always been someone who makes me feel good and happy..all ur funny talks..friendly advices..try on videos..cute vlogs...all r up to the mark .😊❣️ And I want u to know that .no matter what..we will keep on loving you always🥰❣️❣️.. Life me probs to hote hi h..pls don't let those probs stop you from doing anything that you love. We all have hope in you..u r amazing and u will hit more and more milestones🥰🥰😚
More strength to you isheeta.. a small suggestion please don't add beep clips in between.. there are too many and its disturbing..
Ek puppy le kar ao aapka bahut sa time achcha jaayega ya chote bachchon ke sath time spend karen
Feel good
Eat good
Sleep a lot
A huge hug for you isheeta loads of love and prayers from Pakistan ❤
I connect with you on every level stay strong as it gives women like myself a lot of courage
I hope you find peace and solace soon❤
Please start a series on therapy on how to deal or overcome. How to train your mind. All that u learn in therapy. That will give perspective to many people who are suffering with emotional attachments and co-dependencies.
Pls give your therapist name, I'm searching for good therapist,fed up of changing 4 people by now😅😢
It takes guts to share such personal stuff❤. Proud of you❤❤❤❤. I am going through a lot of emotional stuff so totally relatable 🥹.
I also recently moved back to Lucknow after living in Noida for a few years as I was feeling a lot as I was away from my family and friends. I saw you on Delhi Station on 4th Dec 2023 as I was moving back and after watching this video I want to tell you that I wanted to just say Hello to you but just couldn't. So saying it now. Hello😊 I am feeling the same kind of anxiety that you are going through. I was working in a MNC in Noida but left my job in September due to a lot of reasons and now I am just doing nothing as of now and also feeling stuck somehow. I am not even sure if I want to do a job again. Overthinking.... I am relating to your video on so many levels, that overwhelming feeling of living alone and everything bro. Lots of love to you. May all of us find our paths and ways in 2024. Happy new year🎉
My situation ❤
You are the best 🥹 Sunflower 🌻
You are a strong woman, Ishita🫂❤️ and I can totally relate with you for the family part🫠
Please come back to Bangalore.... We really love you. I have been following you from ages from my another account and I have written you long messages on insta. I don't know it makes any difference to u or not but "u do matter a lot to Me"😘🤗
Felt so connected to u …. You’ve been my only favourite content creator since beginning … I feel sad and happy at the same moment for u … but I’ll wish everything goes on right place … lots of love ❤❤❤
we love you we always support you and be strong di bs jaldi se harshit bhaiya ke saath chle jao 😢❤ I know you are very strong but still love you❤ 🧿
I can feel u bro❤__today jst remembered ur face while going to bed bt was unable to remember ur channel name & after many efforts Im here__chill yar don't stress urself too much__what is family__everything is temporary here__jst live in d moment __I love ur laughing face__U r taking things too seriously __if u no close to ur family it's better for them & u too__be mature bro__ap akele is duniyaa me aaye the or akele hi jaaoge nvr forget that__enjoy ur life bro__be a man💪😂
I'm in tears 😭 i also have some issues with my father and i absolutely relate to you...I started running away from them and trying to focus on my Job. Cuz I know I will be alone and I have to take care of myself. Stay strong My Love ❤ Hope you achieve lot of subscribers this year 🎊❤
So brave of you ❤ I wish you all the strength in the world ❤
I hope this year brings lots of joy and happiness in your life❤ I’m sorry you faced so much all these years. But I wish it gets better soon and you be at peace mentally ❤
Hey Ishita, i always thought that someday i'd run into you in Gurgaon but now that you have shifted back there's no chance of that. I love your energy and watching your vlogs has always uplifted me. Lots of love. 🥰
Love you isheeta🫂🫂, I always look up to you as a person, never feel insecure
You have always slayed and keep on slaying girllll
I love love loveee the way you are 🫶✨
there is a msg for your boyfriend please don't ever let her down..... please.......
Btw ye golden mauka hai don't run away from your woes by getting busy in other things because then you will never deal with it fully and it will be there in the background always. You have to stop, pause and see eye to eye in your issues. I love you❤ you are very sweet and genuine🎉
Isheeta...A warm hug to you 🥹🤗❤️ you are a pure soul 🤍 Never thought that pretty smile has hidden so much pain behind. May god bless you with loads of love ❤️
Thank yiu for sharing... I now kmow im not the only one struggling alone❤ Love your videos Isheeta... In good or bad I just love to watch n hear you 💞
Hi Isheeta, love the way you are strong, bold and a never give up attitude
I'm glad that I sat alone at a place where I go to spend some alone time and silently watched and heard what you are going through and how things are and I hope if you ever visit the place I live I would definitely meet you, take you places(different islands) and places where I escape as well and talk alot and alot and be the most chaotic mess and human with heart and feelings...i with tl meet you and give you a hug or if I ever can visit the place you live I can get a chance to meet because speaking to someone is everything one needs to fill up and empty alot of things...love you for helping alot of lonely people like me to take a look at your content and get something from it.💜✨
Hi Ishita I love you! You are so inspiring💗 plus take time it will be alright everything will be alright 💟
Not many people will understand how much it takes for a person to talk about such a private topic
@Isheeta Yadav it was very nice to hear this from you. I really loved this video and other videos too. ❤❤
Cities are like that. They always make you feel lonely. Its always something peaceful to be in a place where you grow up its has your memories ,of your people, your space . Even water will feel different. Now you're in lucknow so happy for you. If i ever come in lucknow surely will meet you. Big hug. ❤
Hey babe, it’s okay if you are at peace that’s what matters. Please vlog now as we love you on camera just watching and listening you that’s the best🥳🥳🥳 So stay at peace and be calm
Hi Isheeta, this is probably my first comment on your channel, have been your admirer since long. It is not easy to speak out whatever you went through and to come out on a public platform, kudos to you🎉 also, I just wanna say, take one step at a time, it will be easier. I am in a similar situation, whenever i feel anxious,i humm this tune in my head " Go little rockstar " , hope it helps you too. Lot of Love and hugs to you ❤🎉