Thanks to everyone who watched the premiere this morning! This song has been my way of working through and navigating one of the most painful storms of my life. I hope it encourages you to do the same!
I heard this song live in concert when you came to Richmond, VA a couple months ago. It really spoke to my heart and I wanted to share it with my friends and family. I searched for it, but couldn't find it. I'm so glad that you posted this song, so I can share it and listen to it again myself. I love the chorus especially. Not many people say it's ok to cry and it really is. In fact I don't think I have heard any song that says that. So it is really needed in our world. Thank you so much, Ryan!!
Thank you Ryan for this amazing song! I also lost my sister when she was 20 and I was 19 years old. I didn’t know how to go through a healing process because I told myself she was in Heaven with Jesus. Didn’t cry at funeral service because everyone was saying she was with Jesus, so for decades held all that pain inside. Finally , last year at 69 years old I just cried and cried and balled for her and asked Jesus to help me with the pain and He did so I released all the pain and hurt to Him. Again, I’m crying listening to your song but the Lord is comforting me. Thank you for this amazing song!’
Recently I fell down our 14 flight of stairs. Had to be air lifted to the states top hospital. My doctors at 1st thought I wasn't going to make it. But God is the great physician. Proved the doctors wrong. I have a second chance at life. Anyone out there going down a dark road, Jesus is the light. Before its to late, turn your life around. If I can do it, anyone can.
Amen! I was 50 when I got my life changing news of a cancer diagnosis. I am now 60 praise God. I have been stage 4 since 2011. My doctors say that I am a miracle. I told them that it is not me, but it is my God!🙏💖🙏💖🙏💖🙏
Praise God! I am now 27 (2019). Diagnosed with Bone Cancer Final stage with metastasis at the age of 12 (2004). Declared cancer-free on december 2013 with statement "You've live alive today because of Miracle of God".
He lost his mom when he was 43 and I was 43 when my son died. He had Spina Bifida when he was born and his doctors was surprised when he lived to be 17 and a half. He has been in heaven for 17 and a half years a it kills me sometimes but God and Jesus Christ and these songs has helped me through the past 34 years. It should be 35 years. Because he just would have had a birthday if he was here. Life is what you make it. Give your life to God and your life will be better . I'm not saying that you will not still have struggles but they are much smoother with God guiding your life.
My dad died 1 day after his 50 year wedding anniversary. My mom said she saw him the next night at her bedside and asking her to come home. He was a pastor for 30+ years. The next day she went comatose (with no known physical cause) and died 29 days later. She wanted to be with dad. I've pushed down all my emotions about there passing until listening to this today. Thank you for letting Jesus use you to reach so many people like me. This song is one I'll be sharing with many others who've faced such trials (like yours and like my own).
I was about 43 when my Mom told me of her Cancer and I knew that time she wasn't going to make it. March 16th will be 9 years ago I lost her. I love this song so much and yes every time I hear it I break down in tears.
Today makes five years sense I lost my friend to cancer and tumor. He was just 31, and he had strong faith in God. The last time I saw him was April 2016 he died five years ago today. I could read the Bible or listen to music for a full year after. I don’t want to ask questions anymore. It doesn’t make any sense why life will end so young. I can relate to this song . This song resimbles me today. Please pray for me Ryan . If you have any advice, please tell me. So far so good but I’m trying to catch myself.
My husband, my partner, the love of my life for 22 years was called by The Lord 4 months ago. Today was one of those days that I felt very sad, I got on my car and this song came on the radio, it’s the first time I heard this song and was a blessing to listen to it. It gave me a certain kind of strength and hope to continue fighting in this life without my husband and for my kids❤️
My husband of 45 years went with the Lord 18 months ago. I miss him so much. Jimmy was my best friend and I'm lost without him here. I don't understand any of this, but I know God does. I was blessed to be able to take care of him the last year he was alive. God gave me the opportunity to be the wife God wanted me to be. I can't wait until God calls me home so I can see Jimmy again.
I am so sorry to hear about your husband passing. Please accept my condolences. I too lost my beautiful wife Shirley four months ago. She lost her life battling 8 Meningiomas cancerous brain tumors since April 2021. We were married for 49 years. I took care of her the last four months of her life. She was bedridden for 130 days, after having her second brain surgery on October 3rd, 2023. I lost my high school sweetheart, best friend, wife, soul mate for life. It's going to take a while for this man's broken 💔 heart to mend. I have cried so much in the last several months. I miss and love her so much. Your story hit me hard, so similar to how I feel about my wife Shirley. Good news, your husband and my wife are dancing on the streets of GOLD, in HEAVEN with Jesus Christ FOREVER! Hallelujah! Victory, Salvation is theirs! And some day we will be seeing our spouses face again! What a glorious joy-filled day that will be for us and for them and us seeing JESUS face to face!
@@judyoneil9125 Thank you Judy for your kind words. My wife, Shirley spent her last 46 days at the Josie Harper Hospice House in Omaha Nebraska. I'm retired. So, I would spend 6-8 hours a day by her bedside. Helping feed her lunch meal around noon and help feed her dinner around 5:30 pm most days. I was with her when she took Jesus Christ hand and she went with Him to her permanent eternal home HEAVEN FOREVER! That was the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life, being told by the nurse, "Yes, her heart has stopped beating. She's gone!"😭 Prior to that, I told Shirley, " You need to go with Jesus. He's calling you. Come with me faithful woman! I told Her that I would be alright. So, please take Jesus hand and go with Him now! I think Shirley was waiting for me to say that to her one more time. Then a couple minutes later, Shirley did that!😭I cried 😢 tears of sorrow for losing my wife, Shirley, and tears of joy, knowing she was in Heaven with Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior. And She was no longer confined to a hospital style bed, after being bedridden for 130 days. No more pain, or tears. Being held in Jesus arms! She is FREE, dancing on the streets of GOLD, shouting Hallelujah, I AM FREE! I am finally healed. My body made new. Thank you Jesus for this Free gift of Salvation and Eternal life with you! Hallelujah! 🙌♥️🎶✝️
My husband of 46yrs passed away this December 2020 of covid-19 I miss him more and more everyday some time I can't breathe it's nice to know it's ok to fall apart
agustasmcrae no, grief is part of you, it’s ok to fall apart. They will always be in our Hearts. They are in God’s arms. That’s how I know it’s ok also❤️🙏🏼
I lost my husband January 13,2020. Near when you lost your wife. My heart breaks for you and what you have gone through. My heart breaks for me over losing the love of my life. Everyday has been hard but for some reason the past week has been incredibly hard. May God keep you in his hand and the peace only found in Jesus even while grieving.
My mama went home to Jesus yesterday. She had a decades long fight with cancer and outlived every doctor's expectations. Thank you for this song, it came at just the right time
I Lost My Mom Today My Best Friend 😔 My #1 Fan . I know God has a Extra Angel 😇 with him . Just Know Mama I Love You and will Never Forget all you have Done and Given me In this World we Live in to Survive. GOD'S ANGEL Lynn 😇
This hits very deep for me, last year I was 43, and the med bottles reminds me of the meds I was giving to my wife. She told me before she died she wanted me to do something with my music, and I played my songs for her while she laid there everyday. She loved wind chimes, this entire video spoke to me so deeply. I did do something with my music after she passed. And I am raising our daughter to be something I hope and pray makes her proud. Just wanted to share my story, thanks for sharing yours Ryan...
Thank you for sharing a part of you. I know it must have been horrible and hard for you. God bless. Just know that she is no longer in pain and you two will meet again soon. You are still in her heart, as she is in yours, and God is watching over you and your family, and your wife is at home, pain free. Gentle hugs to you and your daughter.
I’ve never watched the official version, but have listened to the version with Amy Grant and Vince Gill. My birthday is this next Thursday, 10/13, and I’ll be 35. It would have been my Mom and Dad’s 38th wedding anniversary. Every time I hear this song, I go back to my Momma in my mind. She passed away from a brain tumor on July 12th, 2019, and some days it still feels like it was yesterday. Please pray for me this week especially. I have other family and friends who’ll help me celebrate my birthday, and thankfully I’ll be working Thursday, so I won’t have much time to dwell on anything, but please keep me in prayer anyway. Thank you.
When everyone is sad, sometimes they endure this bad mood alone. At that time, the Father will say: Cry and cry out, you don’t need to endure alone, tell me all your pain, I Will listen to you and never leave. God really listens to our hearts, even if it doesn't feel it, but it is convinced.
Thank you for this.. My story is almost the same..just change it to 42 years old.. I will be 43 soon.. I don't feel ready at all or old enough to lose my grandpa who is like a dad to me. He's always been there all my life. He's my fishing buddy, I'm his "shadow" when I was growing up which is why I learned to fix anything, he's a wonderful man of God who's loved Jesus Christ every day of his life and taught me the only way to be wise is to read my Bible every day.. To trust Jesus with my heart ❤. My grandpa is almost 99 years old..but a few days ago I learned he's on hospice at 🏡 home.. How long Lord?? My heart and mind scream as my broken heart cries endless tears.. Don't leave me Daddy!! But I know God is calling you home and Jesus will stay with me until we're together again in Heaven... I love you Daddy, don't worry Abba our Heavenly Father will take care of me when you have to go.. ✝️❤️ "Jesus Loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so." 🎵✝️🎵🙏🙏🙏❤️May God bless all who read this. It's for you.
"not a curse, but a blessing to feel other people's pain" "There's healing in the story of your scars" These lines touched me so much, what a beautiful song
It is beautiful that way pain if you are willing to understand the reason, I say this, bc is hard to understand death, divorce, heartbreak or any kind of loss, but when you understand the pain is good for reshaping those parts of you never touch before the person after that will be and incredibly human , every single one of us go through a process in life and is very personal on how you decide to move on..🙏🙏
I can't wait to be with Jesus. To run into his arms. To.see all my loved ones again. But until then I'm taking as many as I can with me!! Not my time just yet. The pain of this world isn't going with us to heaven. We have to endure like Jesus did. He will give us strength and everything we need, we have to stay close to him through it all. 💙
It's ok to cry! Jesus cried when HE heard Lazarus was dead.HE cried OUT to HIS FATHER in HEAVEN as HE hung on the CROSS!! There's HEALING in every drop!!
I feel like this was written for me. I lost my first husband to cancer. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. I will never understand the why’s, and I will never like it, but God had a plan.
@@lisaosbourn588 I too, recently lost my beautiful wife Shirley to cancer, on February 10, 2024. , After battling 8 Meningiomas cancerous brain tumors, having 15 Sterostatic radiation treatments and 2 brain surgeries, since April 2021. I took care of her too. After Shirley's second brain surgery on October 3rd, 2023, she slowly started losing her strength, a little bit each day. She was bedridden, confined to either a hospital, rehab or hospice bed, for 130 days. Not even able to turn to her side. Flat on her back. So, sad😢. And Shirley was losing 3 pounds per week. Shirley was at the Josie Harper Hospice House in Omaha Nebraska for 46 day. The last two weeks were the most difficult, and the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life too. We have been married for 49 years. This month, July 2024, we would have been, celebrating our Golden 50th Wedding Anniversary this Saturday. But, that's not going to happen, because my high school sweetheart, best friend, my better half, soul mate, beautiful wife is no longer here. She's in Heaven dancing on the streets of GOLD With Jesus Christ, her Lord and Savior! And seeing Jesus, face to face! I miss and love her so much! I too ask, "Why Lord? Why did she have to suffer so long?"This man's heart ❤️ is broken 💔. It's going to take awhile for this man's broken heart 💔 to men! I'm sorry for your loss, losing your first husband to cancer. I know, and feel your pain and deep sorrow. The good news is that someday in the future, we will be seeing our spouse's face again. What a glorious joy-filled day that will be for us and for them. And we will be seeing Jesus face! Hallelujah! 🙌 God bless.
I also wanted thank you for this song. Both of my parents passed away when I was 33 and 48 yrs old. This is wonderful song. People think tears are bas but they sometime is the most beautiful think we can do to heal. Thank you Jesus for this song/artist and most importantly my parents.
My father passed away in August 2011, shortly before I left home for school. I cried a little bit initially, but it wasn't until 4 months later around Christmas...when it really hit me that he was gone, and I broke down. It was then, when I started to heal from the tragedy.
I lost my husband 6 months ago and the pain is so real. we was together 37 years over half my life time. I listened to this song and cried. but that happens everyday. I know I will see him again. God bless all that listens to this song.
This song came on the radio the day my cousin died. I was trying to hold it together because I was told during work. He was like my little brother and we had a special bond since he was born. He was autistic, non-verbal. I was his favorite person and he was mine. It hurt hearing he had passed. I lost it. As soon as I got in the car, this song came on and I couldn't hold it together. It's like God was telling me to grieve. It's only been 2 months since he passed, but it will always hurt and I'll always miss you Ethan. I'm glad you're happy in heaven with all the fried rice you can eat hahaha, I know Chinese was your favorite. I miss you buddy...so much.
I just lost my amazing husband to his five year battle with cancer on July 10 2021 .I miss him so much .this song speaks to me .I'm just empty,but I know Christ will walk with me and my husband is n heaven .
I was 43 when I got the sad sad news about my Mom and my wife while I was in prison. The only thing that is keeping me together is going to church and spending time with my family. Thank you
Ryan Stevenson I awoke hearing your voice singing Its OK to cry. Its OK to fall apart after dreaming of my Mum/Mom who passed away almost 10 years ago of mtiple kinds of cancer . Up until this morning I had been unable to cry, even at her funeral. About a year after she passed she would of had her 21st real birthday on February 29th 2016 (the one birthday day she always wanted to have so she could of had 21st Birthday party). She was 83 and never did have her 21st Birthday Party. For over 5 years I've been holding in the tears the hurt and pain, unable to cry. Then half awake her face still smiling in my mind I heard your voice singing and the dam burst. I don't know the back story behind your song but thank you. Today I not only cried over missing my mother but to Christ and know HE is here and forgiving me for turning my back on Him when I left her grave side. I know GOD gifted you this song which in turn is blessing many others worldwide. I pray that you continue with your gift of allowing Christ speak to others through your songs. Louise Jones England.
I just found out Monday afternoon at 3:45 PM my marriage of 22 years is over. It was unexpected and it is devastating. My heart is broken. In my heartbreak I will chose to say “blessed be the name of the Lord”. He is in control of my destiny. This song has brought me comfort. Thank you
8/24/23 My sister in law encouraged me to listen to this song. I lost my wife in February of this year. Our relationship and love for each other was unbreakable. For reasons unknown I haven’t broken down in tears. I get choked up at times, like when I listened to this song. Beautiful!
Everyone grieves differently. If the tears swell, it’s ok to let them flow. Jesus wept. If you’re content inside and the tears don’t come, that’s ok too. Each heart is unique and God’s love knows exactly how to heal each one.
Thank you, Ryan. I lost my wife 5.25 years ago. And even though I know she is with the Lord, and we shall see we other again, I am still brokenhearted. The words remind me...and cause me to cry.
For our Moms, Grandmoms, Dads, Grandads, Wives, Husbands, our Kids, Aunts, Uncles, Nieces And Nephews and Friends We Have Had To Say Goodbye To......Our God, Adonai Shaddai Is Love, Mercy And Hope. To The Above I Have Lost, I Still Love And Miss Each One Of You...Till I See You Again, Sleep In Peace
My wife found out she had stage 4 breast cancer at 37. at 40 we found out that it had metastasized to her brain. 29 days after finding this out, she passed. The brain cancer stole our goodbyes, but in a way, she didnt know herself what was going on in the end. I needed this song so much and still do. Our three girls are stronger than me, but we still fall apart and need to lean on God to get us through.
Our daughetr died at age 42 on May 8th. I think I'ce been holding ack a lot of emotion since the service because I broke down so hard at the hospital. Only our faith and the prayers of others hold us together right now. This song stopped me in my tracks. Thank you, Ryan, for sharing your story wth us.
A dear friend of mine passed away the very same day I heard this song! I know this was her way of telling me SHE was still with us! She too was the strong one and I THANK YOU!!!! You will never know how much this has helped and GOD BLESS YOU!!
I'm sitting up here at the hospital right now with mom. She's had stage 4 cancer for 2 years. She probably won't make it through today. Thanks for the song it was fitting and close to home. Well done...
It's been 3 years since i lost my mom to cancer. I still can't believe she's gone at times. I can honestly say this is the hardest thing I've ever gone through. I love you mom.
May the Creator help you through this journey...I too could relate to this song, because I am going thru the same things my friend! May the Creator watch over you and keep you safe! I too went tru this. First my Dad age 55, Mom (10 years after Dad) age 61 and Kid brother (1 years after my Mom. So, so hard not to think of them each day) age 26.
I know the pain very well my mom passed in November 2020 with Stage 4 Small Cell carsanoma lung cancer. I still catch myself wanting to call her phone to say hey. But then I realize shes not going to answer. Other than God, my mom was my best friend. Worse pain I have felt when I lost her. Its a pain that never really heals we just learn to deal with it. May God Bless You.
Last year, in May, my beloved husband of 38 years got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and went home to the Lord in August. I heard this song for the first time today….and I thank God I did🙏🙏🙏☦️
I’m 15. I have been having hormonal problems. My doctor diagnosed me with a condition. One of the things that comes with it is infertility. Of course I don’t want children right now. But for the future it is very scary. I found this information out today. This song popped up as I was trying to distract myself. It really helped 💗
PCOS? I was diagnosed when i was 13. The infertility issue hit me really hard. Still haven't found the right man to even try having kids with but, it's my fear that i can't. Stay strong. I'm almost 26 now and things have come a long way for treating hormonal issues!
My granddaughter has PCOS. She is almost 30, married, and has two healthy children. There is so much more known now and more every day. Don't give up yet! Prayers for you.
Oh my gosh, this song hits home. Life is tough trials but Our Heavenly Father carries us through! God bless you Ryan and I thank God for the heart and ability He has given you. ❤
Death is cruel and its a respecter of no man, I know it most be difficult and demanding time for you mostly. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, so you remain strong for yourself. do you know the Angels are always near to those who are grieving. To whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hands of God. And i know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in our every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories
I lost my dearest beautiful queen mother on 03/26/2016. I love you so much and missing you everyday. R.I.H and I believe you're alright and always with me and my kids. Thank you Jah/Jesus taking care of my beautiful diamond Queen angel. 💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐👑🌟⭐💫🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
First heard this song on the radio i cry like a baby everytime. Plz pray for me. I've been struggling with debilitating weakness n someone's nausea no answers from docs. I struggle to hear God. Ive cried out.i feel inadequate
My grandma died almost 48 hours ago. I still haven't processed. She wasn't sick for long (a few hours)... it hit, hard. She was on a ventilator. I was there when they pulled the plug and the heart monitor hit zero. I don't know how I'll move on with her gone. She was one of my best friends.. she helped raise me, and was there for the hardest times in my life. She taught me so many important things. Today would've been her 84th birthday.. but instead of planning a birthday party, we're planning a funeral. But one thing I know for sure. God is still good. Even though it hurts, God is still good.
I got AMBUSHED by this song this weekend...it made such an impact on me I had to listen over again. Thank you for giving us all who are grieving the permission to cry, knowing that God does have us and is making us stronger through what we're going through.
Same! Currently wrecked and I wanna stay that way. Going through a divorce but yet I hear Him say” I’m coming after you and I got you”. Thank you for sharing
I lost my 49 year old son March 1, 2021. This song speaks the way my son would. He was a devout Christian husband, father, son and pastor. Thank you for this beautiful song!
@ehilin Uceta-tineo That is not a true statement. This song is not about brokenness, it is about losing a loved one and allowing yourself to fall apart. 'MERCY of GOD'--Mercy is forgiveness, unmerited favor, it doesn't just come through brokenness--that's a different situation. Here's an example of unmerited favor-- i.e. you go to court because you have a speeding ticket, let's say it's your second or third one. You ask the court to grant you mercy. According to law, the judge has no reason to do anything but judge according to the laws written on the books, however, mercy is in his authority. He Grant's you mercy, let's you go, no fines, no repercussions, you're a free person as if you never had a ticket at all. That's mercy. Unmerited favor. There was nothing you did to deserve that, but the judge did it anyway. That's the living God Almighty! His mercies are new every morning and they are there free not because you are broken, they are there because of His lovingkindness, His compassion!! There may be a time in a person's life where they have to experience brokenness, however that's not punishment for punishment sake. That is to try a save a person's soul and get them to return to their rightful place in the loving care of their Father God. My son, do not despise the Lord’s discipline, and do not resent his rebuke, because the Lord disciplines those he loves, as a father the son he delights in. Proverbs 3:11-12 💕💖💞🙌🙌🙌🙏🙏
My husband passed away a month ago from covid Complications. I stopped listening to the radio and yesterday I finally turned it back on and this song came on. I miss him so much he was 48 yrs old. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN DAD!!
Death is cruel and its a respecter of no man, I know it most be difficult and demanding time for you mostly. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, so you remain strong for yourself. do you know the Angels are always near to those who are grieving. To whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hands of God. And i know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in our every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories
Our God is so good….keep your head held toward heaven. Cause only Gods mercy can bring healing, and bring a peace that surpasses all understanding ❤️🙏✝️
I love this song. I lost my mom 18 years ago, I've lost my dad and 2 sisters. My sister was 41 and left behind a 6 year old son. It took me a while to understand God's mercy in that but He is so good even in brokenness. Thank you.
I was 43 when a police officer came to my workplace back in January to tell me my husband was gone and I had to carry on somehow with my seven children… this song … thankyou for using your pain to help others work through theirs.
My daddy passed away unexpectedly from a heart attack just over a year ago; he was only 63 years old, very active, and healthy as far as any of us knew, so it was a world-shattering shock to us. I just heard this song for the first time today on the radio, and the 3rd verse really hit me hard--especially the lines "Sometimes I still catch myself trying to call your phone" and "All the hopes and dreams we used to talk about are still alive in me, and I just hope I make you proud." I started working toward a Nursing degree one month after he went to be with the Lord, and I hope and pray I'll keep making him proud. 🙏🏻💞🩺
My husband of 30 years was diagnosed terminal in February 2017 and lived till October 2018 at age 59. It’s been little over three years now but seems mostly like yesterday. This song has been such a blessings in my life. People kept telling me I had to be strong that I had others who counted on me and I would tell them sometimes I had to crumble and this song has helped me to understand why I had to fall apart. Thank you and God’s blessings
My first boy died at one day old. If he had been able to speak at the time, I believe he would have told me something like the lyrics heard here. That was 35 years ago. We had 3 more who are all adults now - but there's that place in our hearts as parents where we hold him close. Thank you for this song.
I lost my dad suddenly and unexpectedly in September 2020 of a pulmonary embolism and then lost my mom unexpectedly this last May after Mother's day. My second daughter and I were planning a trip to visit her to meet my grandbabies. Unfortunately, the trip turned into putting my mom on hospice and caring for her during her last days. God had a different plan and that's okay, but it still hurts. Thank you for this song! The moment I heard it recently, I cried some more as I do occasionally. God's timing is always perfect. 🥰
I’m 61 and both my parents are still alive at 86 years of age but I’ve lost 2 of my brothers and Jesus is He who gets us through rough times, what an amazing song my brother, it also reminds us to count our blessings and appreciate our parents
My husband passed away several months ago from pancreatic cancer and then my 21 year old nephew passed away 5 weeks ago 😔 I recently heard this amazing song for the first time and literally cannot get the words of it out of my head 24/7 🙏 thank you for this beautiful song ❤
Right now this song is helping me get through what I am going from my dad has staged 4 lung cancer And it just keeps on spreading instead of getting better I'm unfortunately we are going to have to say good bye really soon not ready but the song really helps
my grandpa pass away about 4ish years ago and my mom was 43 when it happened and she heard this song on the radio for the first time and she had to pull over because she was crying to much and when she got back she told us and we hunted down the song for her and we all broke down in tears when we heard it and its pretty much telling the story of what she was going through so i want to thank you for this song and praise god 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤❤❤
My mom died 37 years ago and every Mother’s Day I miss her so much sometimes people don’t understand why after so long I still feel the emptiness but today I heard this song and it brought me so much comfort thank you Ryan for writing from your heart
Leticia, my mom passed 37 years ago as well. I was 7. My heart still bleeds, not just mothers day abd Valentine's Day (day she died) but in all the ways her loss continues to impact my adult psyche, choices, fears, self-defeating behaviors, etc. Just wanted to send a word of commiseration. This song is hitting the wound deep within abd helping me to a heal it a bit. Peace and blessings to you.?
IN JESUS NAME I HAVENT NEVER STOP READY.SCRIPTURE SINCE 2017 ITS BEEN 7 YEARS NOW IN JESUS NAME ONE THING LORD JESUS REVEALED TO ME WAS WHAT IT IS I WAS DOING WOULD HURT OTHERS IN JESUS NAME IN TRYING TO HELP OTHERS BUT WHAT IT IS IN JESUS NAME
This I dedicate to my brother Victor BIG bro I MISS you!! ABBA FATHER YHWH!!! 🙏🙌🙋 THANKS Ryan it's like you read my heart through FATHER YHWH!!! our ELOHIM YHWH !!!! Echad Ahmien💞💞🙋📖🙏🎯🤗
Wow, I love this song and was thinking of a friend who's husband just got diagnosed with cancer. I wanted to check out the video and send it to her. But then.....this video was meant for me to see too. I lost my mother at 44 years of age, I was 22. it will be 40 years ago and the video gave me a whole new blessing today, thank you so much. Kind of feel like Mom was saying 'hi' God bless you!
God Bless! Have a great week and may you always grow in your relationship with God, The Holy Spirit, and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! Praying for you and your family always!
Lord, I am a broken man held together only by your grace i have peace knowing i can never fail on earth because i chose you. I have always known God but i had to let go of myself, my pride, my ego and stop deceiving and lying to myself to find Him. We can't do it alone because we were never meant to. I feel like when I felt depressed "broken" I always tried to figure out how how I can fix it but nothing worked and so for years it was like a rollercoaster ride. slow ups, and quick downs. but each time over 25+years looking back i realize God wanted me to let go of "me" and give in to Him. It took me so long. To not just be a believer but a follower. God Loves you. Repent and He will forgive you. Forgive all others and forgive yourself. He promised. HE>I
All I can say is thank you! I lost recently lost my mom and my 29 year old son a year apart. The pain is unbearable at times! I heard this song on KLOVE and now I listen to it on UA-cam at least once a day. Thank you!
My husband is 69 and was just recently diagnosed with Stage 4 esophageal cancer. It has metastasized. I am praying every day for a miracle. We have only been married 7 years. He is the love of my life and I just can't lose him now.
Unfortunately my wonderful husband passed on July 14. I know he is in heaven and I can see him in his new body - strong, without scars or diseases. But I miss him so much. I will never stop loving him.
It was 10 years ago this month when we got the news about my beautiful 22 year old daughter Jessica, 5 months later on June 7th she was free of her pain and went home and my life changed forever. Her love and my mother's love that followed my daughter home exactly a year later is what holds me together and knowing that they'll be waiting for me when I get home. Miss them everyday and some days I still fall apart.
I lost my Dad a year ago and my only son, who was 20, 9 weeks ago. So many people want me to be strong and this song was a comfort to me as I fall apart all the time. Thank you for putting your heart into this song for all of us who are also suffering great loss.
I’m so very sorry for your losses I pray the Lord put his arms around you. I just loss a best friend to cancer at 57, this week and that is hard, but not as hard as the loss of a child, 🥲
@Chris Johnson I am so sorry for the loss of your wife and I son. I can not imagine the sorrow, especially losing a child no matter their age. Time does heal or at least lessen the pain. Hold tight to that little girl as they do not stay little for long.
So sorry 😔. I know how you feel lost both of my parents in a 9 month span this past year. Hugs to hold your heart. The hardest thing ever to deal with.
I lost my youngest son in July of 2021. A very painful loss. The good Lord saw the pain and turmoil my son was going through and HE said, no more pain and suffering my child, it is time for you to come home. This song is helping me get through my grief
Ryan, Seeing your mom's picture brought back a lot of memories. Thanks for honoring her with this song and sharing her wisdom. She was special. You look so much like your Dad when he was younger!
I lost a friend to brain cancer six years ago. He was 31. I use to wrestle with God and question him as to why he took my friend when I just wanted him to be healed. It doesn’t make any sense why life is cut short. My heart abs mind are heavy but I know that God will help my go through these anniversaries. One of them was yesterday. Eight more to go. God help me🥺🙏🏼
No he is home with our Father where there is no more pain or suffering. He will always be in your heart. Although you may mourn and grieve but also rejoice.
I lost my mom to breast cancer when I was nine years old.. she was only 41.. theres always one part of this song that has bothered me, coming from a Christian singer, and its the part where he sings about it being "the last time we're together".. in my eyes, this part of the journey is only a microsecond (less than that!) of what we have ahead of us as believers.. and while that doesn't lessen the pain, it certainly puts something in your heart that can't be compromised to despair.. we will be together again... because of His grace.. and His sacrifice on the cross... in a place without tears, or mourning, or sadness.. so through the pain that you feel today, no matter what, hold on to that hope..dont look back to the people on the boat, keep your eyes ahead. Focus on Jesus and KNOW, that the one you lost years before, or yesterday, or hours ago, is standing in His midst.. and if you truly believe, that will help alleviate a piece of the heartache more and more each day..
This song made me cry when he sang live and today is my mothers birthday and she is suffering from dementia. So it really hits home for me, love this song Ryan and thank you for it.
My life changed in 2016 with the death of my grandmother and in 2017 my life changed again with the death of my grandfather and again this year when my wife left me for another. God has been the only thing that has kept me here. It’s just him and my kids that I have left I never thought that I could be any more broken than I am right now. The amount of tears that I have let go is astronomical. God is the only thing keeping me here.
I just heard this song for the first time a couple of days ago and have to listen every time I've heard it since. My Mom passed suddenly and unexpectedly a year ago (April 16, 2020). I think I've suppressed a lot. Have needed to be strong. My strength I've gotten from my Mom and God. God has helped me SO much! I've struggled since her year of passing anniversary date, the past month and a half or so. I'm not quite sure why. Your song really hits home, even though the words don't exactly line up, our stories are a little different but it's almost like it's my Mom speaking to me. Thank you for writing this and sharing it for everyone! I hope you're doing ok @Ryan Stevenson! Hang in there, stay strong and lean on God when you need the extra strength or to get through, he's always there for us! The same goes to everyone who's grieving. "Always keep God as the biggest part of your life" quote of my Mother's. God bless you! ♡s n ((hugs))
This song really hit home w me!!! I lost my husband 3/2/20 and I've struggled sooo much w a quiet grief because I don't wanna burden my family and friends w my hurt and loss.... this is ABSOLUTELY perfect and beautiful
Prayers it is so hard to watch the one who gave you life suffer. Oh, the blessing of knowing where she is. Thank God for His promises. To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord.
God Bless! Have a great week and may you always grow in your relationship with God, The Holy Spirit, and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! Praying for you and your family always!
Two weeks ago I was heading to see my brother in the hospital. He was undergoing treatment for leukemia and had been blind-sided by an infection that roared through him like a freight train. I got word from his wife that he had passed. I had to pull over, I couldn't see through the tears. I called my wife and told her. When I was able to drive I pulled back on the highway and turned on the radio and this song was on. I realized what Ryan was singing and I wrote down the title and artist. I was very close to my brother and we talked, texted and emailed frequently. I miss the calls, and I catch myself thinking I should email him, or he'd like that, or I need to ask him... He had hopes and dreams and a family. Thank you for this song, God is using you to touch people.
Thank you for sharing! My mother died 30years ago. I was blessed to be her caregiver. She shared with me a lot of what God was showing her. Only think was she told me not to cry as she was going Home to be with Jesus! She told me she needed to suffer to become an angel! Again thank you for sharing. God bless you!
We lost our 45 year old daughter this summer, the hottest day in our history. The western side of the US had a major heat wave. Our daughter used a walker & lost her balance falling on the scalding payment. No one was around to help her up so she basically laud there frying. She past a couple hours later. I picture her dancing & running (she couldn't do either her) with Christ now!! Thank ypu for this beautiful song! And yes I fall apart listening to it!
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Thanks to everyone who watched the premiere this morning! This song has been my way of working through and navigating one of the most painful storms of my life. I hope it encourages you to do the same!
Great song, and perfect timing for me, with all the bad news I've got because of my health this song really helps
I love u Ryan ...God bless You ALWAYS🙏✌💓
I heard this song live in concert when you came to Richmond, VA a couple months ago. It really spoke to my heart and I wanted to share it with my friends and family. I searched for it, but couldn't find it. I'm so glad that you posted this song, so I can share it and listen to it again myself. I love the chorus especially. Not many people say it's ok to cry and it really is. In fact I don't think I have heard any song that says that. So it is really needed in our world. Thank you so much, Ryan!!
GOD is modernizing the KJV. The Redeemer is alive Current day terms are appearing like penny. unicorn,matrix,President (Daniel), science (Timothy 1)
I've finally got to listen, laying here listening to tears are flowing, yup I'm at that point of falling apart.
Thank you Ryan for this amazing song! I also lost my sister when she was 20 and I was 19 years old. I didn’t know how to go through a healing process because I told myself she was in Heaven with Jesus. Didn’t cry at funeral service because everyone was saying she was with Jesus, so for decades held all that pain inside. Finally , last year at 69 years old I just cried and cried and balled for her and asked Jesus to help me with the pain and He did so I released all the pain and hurt to Him. Again, I’m crying listening to your song but the Lord is comforting me. Thank you for this amazing song!’
Recently I fell down our 14 flight of stairs. Had to be air lifted to the states top hospital. My doctors at 1st thought I wasn't going to make it. But God is the great physician. Proved the doctors wrong. I have a second chance at life. Anyone out there going down a dark road, Jesus is the light. Before its to late, turn your life around. If I can do it, anyone can.
Amen 😢
Amen! I was 50 when I got my life changing news of a cancer diagnosis. I am now 60 praise God. I have been stage 4 since 2011. My doctors say that I am a miracle. I told them that it is not me, but it is my God!🙏💖🙏💖🙏💖🙏
Praise God! I am now 27 (2019). Diagnosed with Bone Cancer Final stage with metastasis at the age of 12 (2004). Declared cancer-free on december 2013 with statement "You've live alive today because of Miracle of God".
BUT GOD ... Awesome to hear doctors use the words "Miracle" thanks for sharing your wonderful story.
Praise Jesus! And I pray you are still reading this now!
Praise the Almighty lord God!
Amen to that!! 🥰💙
Yesterday (30th January 2023) at 0047hrs My Dad lost the Battle to Cancer. Hope this song will make me Heal my Broken heart 💔..
He lost his mom when he was 43 and I was 43 when my son died. He had Spina Bifida when he was born and his doctors was surprised when he lived to be 17 and a half. He has been in heaven for 17 and a half years a it kills me sometimes but God and Jesus Christ and these songs has helped me through the past 34 years. It should be 35 years. Because he just would have had a birthday if he was here. Life is what you make it. Give your life to God and your life will be better . I'm not saying that you will not still have struggles but they are much smoother with God guiding your life.
I'm so so sorry for your loss ❤️🩹 praying for God's comfort and peace for you!
My dad died 1 day after his 50 year wedding anniversary. My mom said she saw him the next night at her bedside and asking her to come home. He was a pastor for 30+ years. The next day she went comatose (with no known physical cause) and died 29 days later. She wanted to be with dad. I've pushed down all my emotions about there passing until listening to this today. Thank you for letting Jesus use you to reach so many people like me. This song is one I'll be sharing with many others who've faced such trials (like yours and like my own).
I was about 43 when my Mom told me of her Cancer and I knew that time she wasn't going to make it.
March 16th will be 9 years ago I lost her.
I love this song so much and yes every time I hear it I break down in tears.
I am going to comment here so when someone likes it I will be reminded of this amazing song.
Herez your reminder, how have the last 2 years been
Today makes five years sense I lost my friend to cancer and tumor. He was just 31, and he had strong faith in God. The last time I saw him was April 2016 he died five years ago today. I could read the Bible or listen to music for a full year after. I don’t want to ask questions anymore. It doesn’t make any sense why life will end so young. I can relate to this song . This song resimbles me today. Please pray for me Ryan . If you have any advice, please tell me. So far so good but I’m trying to catch myself.
My husband, my partner, the love of my life for 22 years was called by The Lord 4 months ago. Today was one of those days that I felt very sad, I got on my car and this song came on the radio, it’s the first time I heard this song and was a blessing to listen to it. It gave me a certain kind of strength and hope to continue fighting in this life without my husband and for my kids❤️
My husband of 45 years went with the Lord 18 months ago. I miss him so much. Jimmy was my best friend and I'm lost without him here. I don't understand any of this, but I know God does. I was blessed to be able to take care of him the last year he was alive. God gave me the opportunity to be the wife God wanted me to be. I can't wait until God calls me home so I can see Jimmy again.
I am so sorry to hear about your husband passing. Please accept my condolences. I too lost my beautiful wife Shirley four months ago. She lost her life battling 8 Meningiomas cancerous brain tumors since April 2021. We were married for 49 years. I took care of her the last four months of her life. She was bedridden for 130 days, after having her second brain surgery on October 3rd, 2023. I lost my high school sweetheart, best friend, wife, soul mate for life. It's going to take a while for this man's broken 💔 heart to mend. I have cried so much in the last several months. I miss and love her so much. Your story hit me hard, so similar to how I feel about my wife Shirley. Good news, your husband and my wife are dancing on the streets of GOLD, in HEAVEN with Jesus Christ FOREVER! Hallelujah! Victory, Salvation is theirs! And some day we will be seeing our spouses face again! What a glorious joy-filled day that will be for us and for them and us seeing JESUS face to face!
God bless you. I needed to hear from someone who understands. Thank you!
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I'm sorry for your loss. Shirley and Jimmy will meet us when God calls us home. God bless you, my friend.
@@judyoneil9125 Thank you Judy for your kind words. My wife, Shirley spent her last 46 days at the Josie Harper Hospice House in Omaha Nebraska. I'm retired. So, I would spend 6-8 hours a day by her bedside. Helping feed her lunch meal around noon and help feed her dinner around 5:30 pm most days. I was with her when she took Jesus Christ hand and she went with Him to her permanent eternal home HEAVEN FOREVER! That was the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life, being told by the nurse, "Yes, her heart has stopped beating. She's gone!"😭 Prior to that, I told Shirley, " You need to go with Jesus. He's calling you. Come with me faithful woman! I told Her that I would be alright. So, please take Jesus hand and go with Him now! I think Shirley was waiting for me to say that to her one more time. Then a couple minutes later, Shirley did that!😭I cried 😢 tears of sorrow for losing my wife, Shirley, and tears of joy, knowing she was in Heaven with Jesus Christ our Lord and Savior. And She was no longer confined to a hospital style bed, after being bedridden for 130 days. No more pain, or tears. Being held in Jesus arms! She is FREE, dancing on the streets of GOLD, shouting Hallelujah, I AM FREE! I am finally healed. My body made new. Thank you Jesus for this Free gift of Salvation and Eternal life with you! Hallelujah! 🙌♥️🎶✝️
My husband of 46yrs passed away this December 2020 of covid-19 I miss him more and more everyday some time I can't breathe it's nice to know it's ok to fall apart
Lost my wife three months ago. Grief is a powerful force that sometimes causes us to fall apart...at times it can’t be stopped. Beautiful song.
Sorry for your loss. I can only imagine what you're going through. Praying God gives you peace that only He can offer.
Thank you.
agustasmcrae no, grief is part of you, it’s ok to fall apart. They will always be in our Hearts. They are in God’s arms. That’s how I know it’s ok also❤️🙏🏼
I lost my husband January 13,2020. Near when you lost your wife. My heart breaks for you and what you have gone through. My heart breaks for me over losing the love of my life. Everyday has been hard but for some reason the past week has been incredibly hard. May God keep you in his hand and the peace only found in Jesus even while grieving.
God bless you, friend.
My mama went home to Jesus yesterday. She had a decades long fight with cancer and outlived every doctor's expectations. Thank you for this song, it came at just the right time
Prayers for your family.
Hugs.
Prayers 🙏🙏🙏
I Lost My Mom Today My Best Friend 😔 My #1 Fan . I know God has a Extra Angel 😇 with him . Just Know Mama I Love You and will Never Forget all you have Done and Given me In this World we Live in to Survive.
GOD'S ANGEL Lynn 😇
This hits very deep for me, last year I was 43, and the med bottles reminds me of the meds I was giving to my wife. She told me before she died she wanted me to do something with my music, and I played my songs for her while she laid there everyday. She loved wind chimes, this entire video spoke to me so deeply. I did do something with my music after she passed. And I am raising our daughter to be something I hope and pray makes her proud. Just wanted to share my story, thanks for sharing yours Ryan...
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@@Bambotb yes it was
Thank you for sharing a part of you. I know it must have been horrible and hard for you. God bless. Just know that she is no longer in pain and you two will meet again soon. You are still in her heart, as she is in yours, and God is watching over you and your family, and your wife is at home, pain free. Gentle hugs to you and your daughter.
God bless you so much my mom loved her wind chimes it's how she talks to me.
I’ve never watched the official version, but have listened to the version with Amy Grant and Vince Gill. My birthday is this next Thursday, 10/13, and I’ll be 35. It would have been my Mom and Dad’s 38th wedding anniversary. Every time I hear this song, I go back to my Momma in my mind. She passed away from a brain tumor on July 12th, 2019, and some days it still feels like it was yesterday. Please pray for me this week especially. I have other family and friends who’ll help me celebrate my birthday, and thankfully I’ll be working Thursday, so I won’t have much time to dwell on anything, but please keep me in prayer anyway. Thank you.
Having lost my parents five months apart, this hits my heart hard. I fall apart each day, and each day Gods graces get me through.
😗love and hugs i lost mine 2 months apart.Its okay to fall apart
Praying for you sweet sister 💕
Keep walking 💛 Peace to your heart
So sorry for your lost. I've been there.
My mom’s been gone 6 years. It still hurts but I know I will see her soon, very soon!
When everyone is sad, sometimes they endure this bad mood alone. At that time, the Father will say: Cry and cry out, you don’t need to endure alone, tell me all your pain, I Will listen to you and never leave.
God really listens to our hearts, even if it doesn't feel it, but it is convinced.
福音音樂分享站CMS Amen and Amen😭♥️
Good morning 😘
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Mother, this song is for you. Heavenly Father I pray and praise to You forever 💕🙏
Thank you for this.. My story is almost the same..just change it to 42 years old.. I will be 43 soon.. I don't feel ready at all or old enough to lose my grandpa who is like a dad to me. He's always been there all my life. He's my fishing buddy, I'm his "shadow" when I was growing up which is why I learned to fix anything, he's a wonderful man of God who's loved Jesus Christ every day of his life and taught me the only way to be wise is to read my Bible every day.. To trust Jesus with my heart ❤. My grandpa is almost 99 years old..but a few days ago I learned he's on hospice at 🏡 home.. How long Lord?? My heart and mind scream as my broken heart cries endless tears.. Don't leave me Daddy!! But I know God is calling you home and Jesus will stay with me until we're together again in Heaven... I love you Daddy, don't worry Abba our Heavenly Father will take care of me when you have to go.. ✝️❤️ "Jesus Loves me this I know, for the Bible tells me so." 🎵✝️🎵🙏🙏🙏❤️May God bless all who read this. It's for you.
"not a curse, but a blessing to feel other people's pain"
"There's healing in the story of your scars"
These lines touched me so much, what a beautiful song
Same just Same.
It is beautiful that way pain if you are willing to understand the reason, I say this, bc is hard to understand death, divorce, heartbreak or any kind of loss, but when you understand the pain is good for reshaping those parts of you never touch before the person after that will be and incredibly human , every single one of us go through a process in life and is very personal on how you decide to move on..🙏🙏
Cuz you sold out hence Judas 💋
I can't wait to be with Jesus. To run into his arms. To.see all my loved ones again. But until then I'm taking as many as I can with me!! Not my time just yet. The pain of this world isn't going with us to heaven. We have to endure like Jesus did. He will give us strength and everything we need, we have to stay close to him through it all. 💙
It's ok to cry! Jesus cried when HE heard Lazarus was dead.HE cried OUT to HIS FATHER in HEAVEN as HE hung on the CROSS!! There's
HEALING in every drop!!
John 11:35 is one of my favorite verses. May only be 2 words but very powerful!
I feel like this was written for me. I lost my first husband to cancer. It was the hardest thing I have ever done. I will never understand the why’s, and I will never like it, but God had a plan.
@@lisaosbourn588 I too, recently lost my beautiful wife Shirley to cancer, on February 10, 2024. , After battling 8 Meningiomas cancerous brain tumors, having 15 Sterostatic radiation treatments and 2 brain surgeries, since April 2021. I took care of her too. After Shirley's second brain surgery on October 3rd, 2023, she slowly started losing her strength, a little bit each day. She was bedridden, confined to either a hospital, rehab or hospice bed, for 130 days. Not even able to turn to her side. Flat on her back. So, sad😢. And Shirley was losing 3 pounds per week. Shirley was at the Josie Harper Hospice House in Omaha Nebraska for 46 day. The last two weeks were the most difficult, and the hardest thing I have ever experienced in my life too. We have been married for 49 years. This month, July 2024, we would have been, celebrating our Golden 50th Wedding Anniversary this Saturday. But, that's not going to happen, because my high school sweetheart, best friend, my better half, soul mate, beautiful wife is no longer here. She's in Heaven dancing on the streets of GOLD With Jesus Christ, her Lord and Savior! And seeing Jesus, face to face! I miss and love her so much! I too ask, "Why Lord? Why did she have to suffer so long?"This man's heart ❤️ is broken 💔. It's going to take awhile for this man's broken heart 💔 to men! I'm sorry for your loss, losing your first husband to cancer. I know, and feel your pain and deep sorrow. The good news is that someday in the future, we will be seeing our spouse's face again. What a glorious joy-filled day that will be for us and for them. And we will be seeing Jesus face! Hallelujah! 🙌 God bless.
A time to weep, and a time to laugh; a time to mourn, and a time to dance;. Ecclesiastes 3: 4.
To every thing there is a season.
I also wanted thank you for this song. Both of my parents passed away when I was 33 and 48 yrs old. This is wonderful song. People think tears are bas but they sometime is the most beautiful think we can do to heal. Thank you Jesus for this song/artist and most importantly my parents.
My father passed away in August 2011, shortly before I left home for school. I cried a little bit initially, but it wasn't until 4 months later around Christmas...when it really hit me that he was gone, and I broke down. It was then, when I started to heal from the tragedy.
I lost my husband 6 months ago and the pain is so real. we was together 37 years over half my life time. I listened to this song and cried. but that happens everyday. I know I will see him again. God bless all that listens to this song.
This song came on the radio the day my cousin died. I was trying to hold it together because I was told during work. He was like my little brother and we had a special bond since he was born. He was autistic, non-verbal. I was his favorite person and he was mine. It hurt hearing he had passed. I lost it. As soon as I got in the car, this song came on and I couldn't hold it together. It's like God was telling me to grieve. It's only been 2 months since he passed, but it will always hurt and I'll always miss you Ethan. I'm glad you're happy in heaven with all the fried rice you can eat hahaha, I know Chinese was your favorite. I miss you buddy...so much.
I just lost my amazing husband to his five year battle with cancer on July 10 2021 .I miss him so much .this song speaks to me .I'm just empty,but I know Christ will walk with me and my husband is n heaven .
I was 43 when I got the sad sad news about my Mom and my wife while I was in prison. The only thing that is keeping me together is going to church and spending time with my family. Thank you
Ryan Stevenson I awoke hearing your voice singing Its OK to cry. Its OK to fall apart after dreaming of my Mum/Mom who passed away almost 10 years ago of mtiple kinds of cancer . Up until this morning I had been unable to cry, even at her funeral. About a year after she passed she would of had her 21st real birthday on February 29th 2016 (the one birthday day she always wanted to have so she could of had 21st Birthday party). She was 83 and never did have her 21st Birthday Party. For over 5 years I've been holding in the tears the hurt and pain, unable to cry. Then half awake her face still smiling in my mind I heard your voice singing and the dam burst. I don't know the back story behind your song but thank you. Today I not only cried over missing my mother but to Christ and know HE is here and forgiving me for turning my back on Him when I left her grave side. I know GOD gifted you this song which in turn is blessing many others worldwide. I pray that you continue with your gift of allowing Christ speak to others through your songs. Louise Jones England.
I’m ugly crying. This year makes 13 years my 2 oldest are gone. They died 2 months apart. I cry and think of them often. God is my only strength.
So sorry for you losses .🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
He's my only strength as well. Sending prayers
I just found out Monday afternoon at 3:45 PM my marriage of 22 years is over. It was unexpected and it is devastating. My heart is broken. In my heartbreak I will chose to say “blessed be the name of the Lord”. He is in control of my destiny. This song has brought me comfort. Thank you
8/24/23 My sister in law encouraged me to listen to this song. I lost my wife in February of this year. Our relationship and love for each other was unbreakable. For reasons unknown I haven’t broken down in tears. I get choked up at times, like when I listened to this song. Beautiful!
Everyone grieves differently. If the tears swell, it’s ok to let them flow. Jesus wept. If you’re content inside and the tears don’t come, that’s ok too. Each heart is unique and God’s love knows exactly how to heal each one.
Thank you, Ryan. I lost my wife 5.25 years ago. And even though I know she is with the Lord, and we shall see we other again, I am still brokenhearted. The words remind me...and cause me to cry.
For our Moms, Grandmoms, Dads, Grandads, Wives, Husbands, our Kids, Aunts, Uncles, Nieces And Nephews and Friends We Have Had To Say Goodbye To......Our God, Adonai Shaddai Is Love, Mercy And Hope. To The Above I Have Lost, I Still Love And Miss Each One Of You...Till I See You Again, Sleep In Peace
My wife found out she had stage 4 breast cancer at 37. at 40 we found out that it had metastasized to her brain. 29 days after finding this out, she passed. The brain cancer stole our goodbyes, but in a way, she didnt know herself what was going on in the end. I needed this song so much and still do. Our three girls are stronger than me, but we still fall apart and need to lean on God to get us through.
Our daughetr died at age 42 on May 8th. I think I'ce been holding ack a lot of emotion since the service because I broke down so hard at the hospital. Only our faith and the prayers of others hold us together right now. This song stopped me in my tracks. Thank you, Ryan, for sharing your story wth us.
How you doing gorgeous, I'm sorry for infringing on your nice comment and beautiful profile. do you mind friendship?
A dear friend of mine passed away the very same day I heard this song! I know this was her way of telling me SHE was still with us! She too was the strong one and I THANK YOU!!!! You will never know how much this has helped and GOD BLESS YOU!!
I'm sitting up here at the hospital right now with mom. She's had stage 4 cancer for 2 years. She probably won't make it through today. Thanks for the song it was fitting and close to home. Well done...
It's been 3 years since i lost my mom to cancer. I still can't believe she's gone at times. I can honestly say this is the hardest thing I've ever gone through. I love you mom.
God Bless You
Sending love and support 💕
It is hard. I miss my mom everyday. Only God will give you peace.
May the Creator help you through this journey...I too could relate to this song, because I am going thru the same things my friend! May the Creator watch over you and keep you safe!
I too went tru this. First my Dad age 55, Mom (10 years after Dad) age 61 and Kid brother (1 years after my Mom. So, so hard not to think of them each day) age 26.
I know the pain very well my mom passed in November 2020 with Stage 4 Small Cell carsanoma lung cancer. I still catch myself wanting to call her phone to say hey. But then I realize shes not going to answer. Other than God, my mom was my best friend. Worse pain I have felt when I lost her. Its a pain that never really heals we just learn to deal with it. May God Bless You.
Last year, in May, my beloved husband of 38 years got diagnosed with stage 4 cancer and went home to the Lord in August. I heard this song for the first time today….and I thank God I did🙏🙏🙏☦️
I’m 15. I have been having hormonal problems. My doctor diagnosed me with a condition. One of the things that comes with it is infertility. Of course I don’t want children right now. But for the future it is very scary. I found this information out today. This song popped up as I was trying to distract myself. It really helped 💗
Hugs and the biggest prayers for you xo
PCOS? I was diagnosed when i was 13. The infertility issue hit me really hard. Still haven't found the right man to even try having kids with but, it's my fear that i can't. Stay strong. I'm almost 26 now and things have come a long way for treating hormonal issues!
My granddaughter has PCOS. She is almost 30, married, and has two healthy children. There is so much more known now and more every day. Don't give up yet! Prayers for you.
God Bless
God is the great Physician. Never forget that ❤️
Oh my gosh, this song hits home. Life is tough trials but Our Heavenly Father carries us through! God bless you Ryan and I thank God for the heart and ability He has given you. ❤
Oh my gosh. We just put my parents' home up for sale. They lived in it for 60 years! The timing of this song is incredible! Thank you, Jesus!
Death is cruel and its a respecter of no man, I know it most be difficult and demanding time for you mostly. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, so you remain strong for yourself. do you know the Angels are always near to those who are grieving. To whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hands of God. And i know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in our every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories
I lost my dearest beautiful queen mother on 03/26/2016. I love you so much and missing you everyday. R.I.H and I believe you're alright and always with me and my kids. Thank you Jah/Jesus taking care of my beautiful diamond Queen angel. 💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐👑🌟⭐💫🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾❤❤❤❤❤❤❤
First heard this song on the radio i cry like a baby everytime. Plz pray for me. I've been struggling with debilitating weakness n someone's nausea no answers from docs. I struggle to hear God. Ive cried out.i feel inadequate
My grandma died almost 48 hours ago. I still haven't processed. She wasn't sick for long (a few hours)... it hit, hard. She was on a ventilator. I was there when they pulled the plug and the heart monitor hit zero. I don't know how I'll move on with her gone. She was one of my best friends.. she helped raise me, and was there for the hardest times in my life. She taught me so many important things. Today would've been her 84th birthday.. but instead of planning a birthday party, we're planning a funeral.
But one thing I know for sure. God is still good. Even though it hurts, God is still good.
I got AMBUSHED by this song this weekend...it made such an impact on me I had to listen over again. Thank you for giving us all who are grieving the permission to cry, knowing that God does have us and is making us stronger through what we're going through.
Same! Currently wrecked and I wanna stay that way. Going through a divorce but yet I hear Him say” I’m coming after you and I got you”. Thank you for sharing
I lost my 49 year old son March 1, 2021. This song speaks the way my son would. He was a devout Christian husband, father, son and pastor. Thank you for this beautiful song!
The only way to find the MERCY of GOD is through our brokenness!!
Love his music
Yah......this is only the way to get the grace of God..Almighty Jesus
Well, I hope that amuses God.
@ehilin Uceta-tineo That is not a true statement. This song is not about brokenness, it is about losing a loved one and allowing yourself to fall apart. 'MERCY of GOD'--Mercy is forgiveness, unmerited favor, it doesn't just come through brokenness--that's a different situation. Here's an example of unmerited favor-- i.e. you go to court because you have a speeding ticket, let's say it's your second or third one. You ask the court to grant you mercy. According to law, the judge has no reason to do anything but judge according to the laws written on the books, however, mercy is in his authority. He Grant's you mercy, let's you go, no fines, no repercussions, you're a free person as if you never had a ticket at all. That's mercy. Unmerited favor. There was nothing you did to deserve that, but the judge did it anyway. That's the living God Almighty! His mercies are new every morning and they are there free not because you are broken, they are there because of His lovingkindness, His compassion!! There may be a time in a person's life where they have to experience brokenness, however that's not punishment for punishment sake. That is to try a save a person's soul and get them to return to their rightful place in the loving care of their Father God. My son, do not despise the Lord’s discipline,
and do not resent his rebuke,
because the Lord disciplines those he loves, as a father the son he delights in. Proverbs 3:11-12 💕💖💞🙌🙌🙌🙏🙏
@@RafiGomez8262 🙏🏻🙏🏿🙏🏾🙏🏼🙏🏽🙏
This is coming at a very good time. Thank you. Much love and may Jesus bless you! Hold on to Jesus folks... the ride is going to get wilder.
My husband passed away a month ago from covid Complications. I stopped listening to the radio and yesterday I finally turned it back on and this song came on. I miss him so much he was 48 yrs old. UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN DAD!!
Death is cruel and its a respecter of no man, I know it most be difficult and demanding time for you mostly. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers, so you remain strong for yourself. do you know the Angels are always near to those who are grieving. To whisper to them that their loved ones are safe in the hands of God. And i know for certain that we never lose the people we love, even to death. They continue to participate in our every act, thought and decision we make. Their love leaves an indelible imprint in our memories
Our God is so good….keep your head held toward heaven. Cause only Gods mercy can bring healing, and bring a peace that surpasses all understanding ❤️🙏✝️
I love this song. I lost my mom 18 years ago, I've lost my dad and 2 sisters. My sister was 41 and left behind a 6 year old son. It took me a while to understand God's mercy in that but He is so good even in brokenness. Thank you.
I was 43 when a police officer came to my workplace back in January to tell me my husband was gone and I had to carry on somehow with my seven children… this song … thankyou for using your pain to help others work through theirs.
My daddy passed away unexpectedly from a heart attack just over a year ago; he was only 63 years old, very active, and healthy as far as any of us knew, so it was a world-shattering shock to us.
I just heard this song for the first time today on the radio, and the 3rd verse really hit me hard--especially the lines "Sometimes I still catch myself trying to call your phone" and "All the hopes and dreams we used to talk about are still alive in me, and I just hope I make you proud." I started working toward a Nursing degree one month after he went to be with the Lord, and I hope and pray I'll keep making him proud. 🙏🏻💞🩺
Please pray for my marriage to be reconciled and for our hearts to be healed!
My husband of 30 years was diagnosed terminal in February 2017 and lived till October 2018 at age 59. It’s been little over three years now but seems mostly like yesterday. This song has been such a blessings in my life. People kept telling me I had to be strong that I had others who counted on me and I would tell them sometimes I had to crumble and this song has helped me to understand why I had to fall apart. Thank you and God’s blessings
My first boy died at one day old. If he had been able to speak at the time, I believe he would have told me something like the lyrics heard here. That was 35 years ago. We had 3 more who are all adults now - but there's that place in our hearts as parents where we hold him close. Thank you for this song.
I was thinking of my babies I lost while listening to this song 💙💙 hugs and prayers for you and your precious baby boy.
Hugs! ❤️
I lost my dad suddenly and unexpectedly in September 2020 of a pulmonary embolism and then lost my mom unexpectedly this last May after Mother's day. My second daughter and I were planning a trip to visit her to meet my grandbabies. Unfortunately, the trip turned into putting my mom on hospice and caring for her during her last days. God had a different plan and that's okay, but it still hurts. Thank you for this song! The moment I heard it recently, I cried some more as I do occasionally. God's timing is always perfect. 🥰
I’m 61 and both my parents are still alive at 86 years of age but I’ve lost 2 of my brothers and Jesus is He who gets us through rough times, what an amazing song my brother, it also reminds us to count our blessings and appreciate our parents
My husband passed away several months ago from pancreatic cancer and then my 21 year old nephew passed away 5 weeks ago 😔 I recently heard this amazing song for the first time and literally cannot get the words of it out of my head 24/7 🙏 thank you for this beautiful song ❤
Right now this song is helping me get through what I am going from my dad has staged 4 lung cancer And it just keeps on spreading instead of getting better I'm unfortunately we are going to have to say good bye really soon not ready but the song really helps
my grandpa pass away about 4ish years ago and my mom was 43 when it happened and she heard this song on the radio for the first time and she had to pull over because she was crying to much and when she got back she told us and we hunted down the song for her and we all broke down in tears when we heard it and its pretty much telling the story of what she was going through so i want to thank you for this song and praise god 🙏🙏🙏❤❤❤❤❤
My mom died 37 years ago and every Mother’s Day I miss her so much sometimes people don’t understand why after so long I still feel the emptiness but today I heard this song and it brought me so much comfort thank you Ryan for writing from your heart
Leticia, my mom passed 37 years ago as well. I was 7. My heart still bleeds, not just mothers day abd Valentine's Day (day she died) but in all the ways her loss continues to impact my adult psyche, choices, fears, self-defeating behaviors, etc. Just wanted to send a word of commiseration. This song is hitting the wound deep within abd helping me to a heal it a bit. Peace and blessings to you.?
@@chundare4191 thank you so much for sharing blessings
To mourn our love ones has no time limit. So cry as often as you need for it you'll find rest even if it's temporary.
IN JESUS NAME I HAVENT NEVER STOP READY.SCRIPTURE SINCE 2017 ITS BEEN 7 YEARS NOW IN JESUS NAME ONE THING LORD JESUS REVEALED TO ME WAS WHAT IT IS I WAS DOING WOULD HURT OTHERS IN JESUS NAME IN TRYING TO HELP OTHERS BUT WHAT IT IS IN JESUS NAME
This I dedicate to my brother Victor BIG bro I MISS you!! ABBA FATHER YHWH!!! 🙏🙌🙋 THANKS Ryan it's like you read my heart through FATHER YHWH!!! our ELOHIM YHWH !!!! Echad Ahmien💞💞🙋📖🙏🎯🤗
Each one of us goes thru trails in this earthly life; fall to your knees if you need to, God is there every second to pick you up in His own way.
Wow, I love this song and was thinking of a friend who's husband just got diagnosed with cancer. I wanted to check out the video and send it to her. But then.....this video was meant for me to see too. I lost my mother at 44 years of age, I was 22. it will be 40 years ago and the video gave me a whole new blessing today, thank you so much. Kind of feel like Mom was saying 'hi' God bless you!
God Bless! Have a great week and may you always grow in your relationship with God, The Holy Spirit, and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! Praying for you and your family always!
This song reminds me of my grandmother. I’m crying like a baby. Thank you for these words Ryan.
Lord, I am a broken man held together only by your grace i have peace knowing i can never fail on earth because i chose you.
I have always known God but i had to let go of myself, my pride, my ego and stop deceiving and lying to myself to find Him. We can't do it alone because we were never meant to. I feel like when I felt depressed "broken" I always tried to figure out how how I can fix it but nothing worked and so for years it was like a rollercoaster ride. slow ups, and quick downs. but each time over 25+years looking back i realize God wanted me to let go of "me" and give in to Him. It took me so long. To not just be a believer but a follower. God Loves you. Repent and He will forgive you. Forgive all others and forgive yourself. He promised. HE>I
All I can say is thank you! I lost recently lost my mom and my 29 year old son a year apart. The pain is unbearable at times! I heard this song on KLOVE and now I listen to it on UA-cam at least once a day. Thank you!
Beautiful song God bless you
My husband is 69 and was just recently diagnosed with Stage 4 esophageal cancer. It has metastasized. I am praying every day for a miracle. We have only been married 7 years. He is the love of my life and I just can't lose him now.
Unfortunately my wonderful husband passed on July 14. I know he is in heaven and I can see him in his new body - strong, without scars or diseases. But I miss him so much. I will never stop loving him.
It was 10 years ago this month when we got the news about my beautiful 22 year old daughter Jessica, 5 months later on June 7th she was free of her pain and went home and my life changed forever. Her love and my mother's love that followed my daughter home exactly a year later is what holds me together and knowing that they'll be waiting for me when I get home. Miss them everyday and some days I still fall apart.
I lost my Dad a year ago and my only son, who was 20, 9 weeks ago. So many people want me to be strong and this song was a comfort to me as I fall apart all the time. Thank you for putting your heart into this song for all of us who are also suffering great loss.
I’m so very sorry for your losses I pray the Lord put his arms around you. I just loss a best friend to cancer at 57, this week and that is hard, but not as hard as the loss of a child, 🥲
Hugs, dear sir! ❤️❤️
Praying for you,so sorry for your lost,I've lost my dad,and my son too,I completely understand.
My mom was 43 when she got the news. She went to heaven 2 years later. I will see her again. I miss her, tho.
I just lost my mom a week ago and my dad five months ago ... This so hits home.
I'm sorry for your loss. Lost my mum ,my best friend and in some ways my family and our future together.
@Mia Hansen It's always a day by day but overall I am okay... thank you for caring
@Chris Johnson I am so sorry for the loss of your wife and I son. I can not imagine the sorrow, especially losing a child no matter their age. Time does heal or at least lessen the pain. Hold tight to that little girl as they do not stay little for long.
So sorry 😔. I know how you feel lost both of my parents in a 9 month span this past year. Hugs to hold your heart. The hardest thing ever to deal with.
I lost my youngest son in July of 2021. A very painful loss. The good Lord saw the pain and turmoil my son was going through and HE said, no more pain and suffering my child, it is time for you to come home. This song is helping me get through my grief
Ryan, Seeing your mom's picture brought back a lot of memories. Thanks for honoring her with this song and sharing her wisdom. She was special. You look so much like your Dad when he was younger!
I lost a friend to brain cancer six years ago. He was 31. I use to wrestle with God and question him as to why he took my friend when I just wanted him to be healed. It doesn’t make any sense why life is cut short. My heart abs mind are heavy but I know that God will help my go through these anniversaries. One of them was yesterday. Eight more to go. God help me🥺🙏🏼
This song reminds me of when my husband fought and lost his battle with cancer...the lyrics ring so true
Yes, mine too. Even tho it was in 2007, it still is pertinent.
No he is home with our Father where there is no more pain or suffering. He will always be in your heart. Although you may mourn and grieve but also rejoice.
Me,too. It's been almost 12 years, but the struggles and memories are very similar. God's grace keeps me and guides me.
I lost my mom to breast cancer when I was nine years old.. she was only 41.. theres always one part of this song that has bothered me, coming from a Christian singer, and its the part where he sings about it being "the last time we're together".. in my eyes, this part of the journey is only a microsecond (less than that!) of what we have ahead of us as believers.. and while that doesn't lessen the pain, it certainly puts something in your heart that can't be compromised to despair.. we will be together again... because of His grace.. and His sacrifice on the cross... in a place without tears, or mourning, or sadness.. so through the pain that you feel today, no matter what, hold on to that hope..dont look back to the people on the boat, keep your eyes ahead. Focus on Jesus and KNOW, that the one you lost years before, or yesterday, or hours ago, is standing in His midst.. and if you truly believe, that will help alleviate a piece of the heartache more and more each day..
This song made me cry when he sang live and today is my mothers birthday and she is suffering from dementia. So it really hits home for me, love this song Ryan and thank you for it.
So sorry what your going through my grandfather also had dementia 💜
The only thing that consoles me is knowing my mom is in Heaven with Jesus and that she is happy, and that I will see her one day for an Eternity.
My life changed in 2016 with the death of my grandmother and in 2017 my life changed again with the death of my grandfather and again this year when my wife left me for another. God has been the only thing that has kept me here. It’s just him and my kids that I have left I never thought that I could be any more broken than I am right now. The amount of tears that I have let go is astronomical. God is the only thing keeping me here.
I just heard this song for the first time a couple of days ago and have to listen every time I've heard it since. My Mom passed suddenly and unexpectedly a year ago (April 16, 2020). I think I've suppressed a lot. Have needed to be strong. My strength I've gotten from my Mom and God. God has helped me SO much! I've struggled since her year of passing anniversary date, the past month and a half or so. I'm not quite sure why. Your song really hits home, even though the words don't exactly line up, our stories are a little different but it's almost like it's my Mom speaking to me. Thank you for writing this and sharing it for everyone! I hope you're doing ok @Ryan Stevenson! Hang in there, stay strong and lean on God when you need the extra strength or to get through, he's always there for us! The same goes to everyone who's grieving. "Always keep God as the biggest part of your life" quote of my Mother's. God bless you! ♡s n ((hugs))
Thank you lord for your son beautiful song this song just hit spot I'm in love with you lord thank you lord.
This song really hit home w me!!! I lost my husband 3/2/20 and I've struggled sooo much w a quiet grief because I don't wanna burden my family and friends w my hurt and loss.... this is ABSOLUTELY perfect and beautiful
Prayers it is so hard to watch the one who gave you life suffer. Oh, the blessing of knowing where she is. Thank God for His promises. To be absent from the body is to be present with the Lord.
“But don’t ever fight your tears cause there is freedom in every drop.” -Ryan Stevenson
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God Bless! Have a great week and may you always grow in your relationship with God, The Holy Spirit, and our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ! Praying for you and your family always!
Best part of the song, years start flowing on that verse
Two weeks ago I was heading to see my brother in the hospital. He was undergoing treatment for leukemia and had been blind-sided by an infection that roared through him like a freight train. I got word from his wife that he had passed. I had to pull over, I couldn't see through the tears. I called my wife and told her. When I was able to drive I pulled back on the highway and turned on the radio and this song was on. I realized what Ryan was singing and I wrote down the title and artist. I was very close to my brother and we talked, texted and emailed frequently. I miss the calls, and I catch myself thinking I should email him, or he'd like that, or I need to ask him... He had hopes and dreams and a family. Thank you for this song, God is using you to touch people.
Thank you for sharing! My mother died 30years ago. I was blessed to be her caregiver. She shared with me a lot of what God was showing her. Only think was she told me not to cry as she was going Home to be with Jesus! She told me she needed to suffer to become an angel! Again thank you for sharing. God bless you!
We lost our 45 year old daughter this summer, the hottest day in our history. The western side of the US had a major heat wave. Our daughter used a walker & lost her balance falling on the scalding payment. No one was around to help her up so she basically laud there frying. She past a couple hours later. I picture her dancing & running (she couldn't do either her) with Christ now!! Thank ypu for this beautiful song! And yes I fall apart listening to it!
I’ll never understand how ppl can dislike beautiful music such as this! 🤦🏾♂️