remembering tok pok 🤍

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  • Опубліковано 7 вер 2024
  • hello my loves
    this was a hard video to edit but I wanted to keep this memory forever. My grandpa was a great man and I miss him dearly. His funeral being in London was honestly a blessing in disguise as it was very intimate and allowed us family members to mourn and grief his passing privately. We also spent a lot of quality family time together which we haven't had in awhile. Please say a prayer for him whenever you watch this video :)
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КОМЕНТАРІ • 94

  • @aienazman5074
    @aienazman5074 11 місяців тому +197

    First of all, thanks Leona. bila tengok semuaa vlog leona, dia sebenarnya ajar kita untuk rekod every single little thing dalam hidup kita. sebab, masa tak boleh diundur. hanya kenangan jaa dapat ubat rindu kita dekat orang yang dah takde. 😌

  • @sitisalbiah7624
    @sitisalbiah7624 11 місяців тому +108

    The moment Leona said " This vlog is going to be pretty sad".. I cried.. missing someone so close.. is terrible and sad.

  • @azalearedzuan
    @azalearedzuan 11 місяців тому +71

    i can't imagine the strength you put to post this video and showing everyone your vulnerability. and the fact that you posted the raya vlog you spent your last raya with tokpok before posting this video is even harder to picture the pain.
    leona, you are strong. remember the part you mentioned about wishing more time spent with tokpok? i think you did, through the vlogs you did with tokpok. and you have such pure heart for taking part in making sure your tokpok be remembered by the younger relatives.
    keep inspiring people with your content. my condolences to the pahamin's family. and al-fatihah to tokpok 🤍

  • @tiaraedrina
    @tiaraedrina 11 місяців тому +50

    When I lost my tok almost 5+ years ago, one thing became very apparent to me. Life is cruel because it forces you to move on even when you're not ready to let go. I found myself feeling guilty for laughing and joking around with my family after we experienced such tragic loss. But we're humans, and nobody grieves the same. 5+ years on, grief still comes in waves for me. Some days are harder than others. Like yours, my tok loved me very much and gave me everything. We're so blessed to have loved and been loved by someone so great. To quote Alfred Tennyson, it's better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all.
    May you continue to cherish his values and legacies. May Allah bless his soul and forgive his shortcomings. May Allah give you and family strengths on days you struggle to carry on living without tokpok. 💙

  • @syigloo
    @syigloo 11 місяців тому +24

    "Iman tak dpt diwarisi dari seorang ayah yg bertaqwa..."-lagu Raihan
    😢😢😢
    I envy your grandpa yg dah perform haji sebanyak 7 kali.
    Alhamdulillah...
    Anyway, salam takziah to your family. 🌷🌷🌷

  • @yusliyanayusof
    @yusliyanayusof 11 місяців тому +16

    I have watched all your vlogs that has tok Pok in it however your last part of the clip today makes me cry a river. He keeps saying his hobby was sleeping and he rather sleeps at home during vacation and now he is sleeping peacefully. Datuk Pahamin was such a great guy. He has worked hard for his family and now it’s time for him to sleep forever. As a flight attendant, I have witnessed death onboard once and it is the worst feeling ever. I cant imagine how was the feeling of your grandma, your mom and your dad when your grandpa had a heart attack onboard the aircraft. Stay strong Leona and family.

  • @mazlinaahmad6703
    @mazlinaahmad6703 11 місяців тому +51

    Dear Leona, You are SO blessed to be born into this family. There is a lot of love and warmth among all of you. Al-Fatihah to your beloved arwah Tok Pa. Lots of love and hugs, your ardent 61-year-old fan...

  • @nfzaiejnnat5213
    @nfzaiejnnat5213 11 місяців тому +8

    I never had grandpa because he died first but when I see Leona vid I cry cause I can feel how much she loves her tok pok...Al - fatihah

  • @izzahsakinahradzi
    @izzahsakinahradzi 11 місяців тому +25

    Sending condolences to you and your family! I cried the entire video because it reminds me of my father's funeral, it was 6 years ago but it's still haunting me 😭 may you and your family are strong enough to go through this! Sending lots of love to you guys 💕💕

  • @aimidori785
    @aimidori785 11 місяців тому +3

    I just lost my mom few days before Ramadhan coming in March 2023 this year.. it’s still feels surreal for me.. n yess i agree with leona.. it feels like she’s on a long holiday but knowing that she will never coming back 😢😞

  • @markzzzzberg1312
    @markzzzzberg1312 11 місяців тому +4

    the last speech 😪
    you're a good granddaughter Leona, your grandpa must have been proud of you❤

  • @aliyamaisarah2739
    @aliyamaisarah2739 11 місяців тому +12

    Both of my grandparent passed away when I was still young. That was 10+ years ago. Watching the ending of the video makes me cry as I don’t have any videos of them. Just some photos. Missing some people that are no longer here is very painful. Please do take a lot of videos while you can ❤

  • @amiradrena
    @amiradrena 11 місяців тому +6

    While my parents are going through some stuffs watching Leona’s vlog make me happy for her. What a blessing to have a close-knit family. ❤

  • @norhaslinarazali207
    @norhaslinarazali207 11 місяців тому +31

    Alfatihah buat your grandpa. Semoga Allahyarham ditempatkan di kalangan orang yang beriman. Aamiin

  • @lynda3924
    @lynda3924 11 місяців тому +8

    This is a good vlog. Thanks for sharing & making it. Your grandpa is a sweet man. Memories of him will stay in your heart forever. Take care.

  • @soffiasyuhada1001
    @soffiasyuhada1001 11 місяців тому +3

    Cant hold my tears when u start your speech for tok pok 😢😢😭

  • @Mfiman
    @Mfiman 11 місяців тому +5

    I’ve cried 😢 salam takziah leona and family ❤ hopefully your grandpa waiting you guys in syurga ! Amin InshaAllah

  • @pfazreen
    @pfazreen 11 місяців тому +8

    Salam takziah buat leona sekeluarga atas pemergian datuk tercinta. Al-fatihah

  • @ameliasolo8882
    @ameliasolo8882 11 місяців тому +4

    The introduction makesss me cryyyyy, leonnaaaa u are very strongg ❤ rest well leona's grandpa❤

  • @nurulsabrina1639
    @nurulsabrina1639 11 місяців тому +2

    I love seeing leona making everything in her life to a great memories. alfatihah utk tok pok leona. And for you girl, keep on doing what you like, trust me, your tok pok is always wacthing you ❤

  • @marcellameredith9985
    @marcellameredith9985 9 місяців тому

    watchin ur vlog remind me of all d memories wit my late grandpa, he passed away in 2017🤧 dont weol love our tokpa soo much.. dey wil always be cherished n remembered. May their soul rest in eternal peace 🙏

  • @deardiana1998
    @deardiana1998 11 місяців тому +5

    Thank you for sharing such an important piece of your life, Leona. This was so sad to watch but wholesome at the same time 🥺 i bet he is very proud of you, may Allah place him amongst the righteous in Jannah. Amin yra.

  • @wendyjohanes631
    @wendyjohanes631 11 місяців тому +6

    I am so sorry for your lose Leona. Stay strong and I'm sure Tok Pok was so proud to have a grand daughter like you..
    On another note, congratulation for gaining 100k subscribers!

  • @marsitaomar
    @marsitaomar 11 місяців тому +5

    Salam takziah kepada leona dan seluruh ahli keluarga. ❤ beruntung nya leona ada byk video with your Tok Pa... im sure ur cousin will love it, future anak cucu cicit 😅 pun will like this video❤

  • @amirahx97
    @amirahx97 11 місяців тому +1

    The last part of the video tears me up. I miss my late Tokwan and Tokba very much since they left us. Raya won't be the same anymore; every time I go back to the kampung, the feelings are different. I feel like my childhood is over. But Allah has blessed me with my two grandmas who are still here with us. Honestly, please cherish every moment of your life with your loved ones because we never really know when is the last time we'll be together.
    May all the souls rest in a good place, AL Fatihah ❤

  • @ainnn806
    @ainnn806 11 місяців тому +1

    naurr Leonaa im actually tearing up😢
    slam takziah to you and ur whole family also al fatihah to ur grandpa🤲🏼
    21:05 Leona’s words really hit the hardest
    losing my beloved mom this year but its okay, Allah loves her more..Allah can take any of us anytime:(

  • @eksymoncheri
    @eksymoncheri 11 місяців тому +3

    Al-Fatihah for your late Tok Pok, congratulations to Rees and all the best to the rest of your uni Leons! I lost my grandmother earlier this year and it hit me so hard. Now I'm doing ok and it's so true that we need to be grateful and tell the people around us what we want to tell them before time is taken away from us. 🤲🏽✨

  • @minxtea_
    @minxtea_ 11 місяців тому +12

    stay strong baby leona❤

  • @nuramirah7369
    @nuramirah7369 6 місяців тому

    Damnnn, I just got the chance to watch this vlog after a while & I cried a river 😭💔

  • @LaguBudakKuching
    @LaguBudakKuching 11 місяців тому +3

    I love how you and your cousins have that distinct eye shape!

  • @aiha_ally
    @aiha_ally 11 місяців тому +7

    keep up girl dont let someone let u down

  • @shawhutt
    @shawhutt 11 місяців тому +2

    18:03 “look at this man” 😭😭

  • @Iqa_Nur
    @Iqa_Nur 11 місяців тому +1

    Alhamdullilah. Bagusnya beli yaasin yang ada tulisan Rumi. Very considerate.

  • @jwasayy
    @jwasayy 11 місяців тому +1

    Leona, you make me cry for the last 3 mins 😢😢

  • @mel96sd
    @mel96sd 11 місяців тому +2

    i rlly couldn't hold my tears. its soooooo sad. i am sorry this happened 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢😢💔💔💔💔💔💔💔

  • @norafiza4587
    @norafiza4587 11 місяців тому +3

    Congrats girl hitting 100k subscribers❤🎉

  • @ashagopal6998
    @ashagopal6998 11 місяців тому

    My Deepest Condolences Leona of the Demise of your grandpa.Your letter is so touching n i am sure ur grandpa loved it and that he will be so proud of you!

  • @nurulasyira9066
    @nurulasyira9066 11 місяців тому +22

    CONGRATS LEONAA HAPPY 100K SUBSCRIBER!!!

  • @raudahrhm1577
    @raudahrhm1577 11 місяців тому

    Haihhhh tengok vlog leona terus rindu arwah ayah saya 😢

  • @ellehanim347
    @ellehanim347 11 місяців тому

    Alfatihah for your Tok Pa. He must be proud of u leona

  • @aisyahjlani
    @aisyahjlani 9 місяців тому

    it must be harder for rees. he didnt get to celebrate last raya with tokpok 🥺 and when he almost see tokpok on his graduation, tokpok couldnt make it... almost is never enough.

  • @aranag26
    @aranag26 11 місяців тому

    Condolonces to your family. Congrats Rees for graduation🎉

  • @erica7226
    @erica7226 11 місяців тому

    congrats on 100k bb

  • @scammermaggi462
    @scammermaggi462 11 місяців тому

    Deepest condolences to you and your fams Leona... It's broke my heart seeing all those last clips turning into a memory

  • @rabiatuladawiah1443
    @rabiatuladawiah1443 11 місяців тому

    Semoga rohnya dicucuri rahmat dan ditempatkan di kalangan org2 beriman. Amin in sha Allah.

  • @aisharisi
    @aisharisi 11 місяців тому

    watching this with my teary eyed in the office

  • @izzahsabaruddin3981
    @izzahsabaruddin3981 11 місяців тому

    Salam takziah leona..semoga arwah ditempatkan dikalangan org soleh

  • @umiafifa_
    @umiafifa_ 11 місяців тому

    Im crying so hard leona 😢

  • @glittergold3334
    @glittergold3334 11 місяців тому +1

    all the love, leona 💜

  • @chansoo219
    @chansoo219 11 місяців тому

    semoga your grandpa tenang di sana. jangan lupa doakan dia selalu leona :)

  • @roselight538
    @roselight538 11 місяців тому

    You are strong girl leona🙁

  • @Iqa_Nur
    @Iqa_Nur 11 місяців тому +4

    “Times wait for no one ”

  • @amiradrena
    @amiradrena 11 місяців тому

    Lmaooo “look at this man” 😂at her dad

  • @WhisperingFae
    @WhisperingFae 11 місяців тому +1

    be strong sis.

  • @miyae24
    @miyae24 11 місяців тому

    Im crying too bcs i missed the burial of my atuk. He wanted to be buried asap so when i arrived, hes already got buried,

  • @hafizko0kie567
    @hafizko0kie567 11 місяців тому

    This vid touch me 😢 love tok pok!!!!

  • @child_soul
    @child_soul 11 місяців тому

    U will be missed 😭😭😭

  • @bunge0ppang
    @bunge0ppang 11 місяців тому

    this is the thing that our uni wasted all our money on 😭😭

  • @powwow101
    @powwow101 11 місяців тому

    Al-Fatihah to your Tok Ba. ❤

  • @shashamoza4545
    @shashamoza4545 11 місяців тому

    Awww.. the last part 😢

  • @nikezna
    @nikezna 11 місяців тому +1

    saya xsempat jumpa nenek saya untuk kali terakhir😢

  • @liens0038
    @liens0038 11 місяців тому

    The ending 😭😭😢

  • @dyaanneesa1267
    @dyaanneesa1267 11 місяців тому

    Only 1min watch this vid, i wanna cryyyyy.

  • @JihaChannel
    @JihaChannel 8 місяців тому

    Al fatihah

  • @araceria
    @araceria 11 місяців тому

    Sedihnya vid yg last tu...

  • @quudsiabalqis
    @quudsiabalqis 11 місяців тому

    Al fatihah ❤

  • @shilshila3716
    @shilshila3716 11 місяців тому +3

    Sejujurnya wlpun Leona ni seksi tp still baik sbnarnya dr yg btutup litup sopan santun tp hakikat nya lbh teruk dr yg tBuka & seksi.

  • @geemd9142
    @geemd9142 7 місяців тому

    😢😢😢😢

  • @nelliedoeslyrics
    @nelliedoeslyrics 11 місяців тому

    You're so strong, Leona

  • @amirahmuh9000
    @amirahmuh9000 11 місяців тому

    Al-fatihah.

  • @zueeeothman161
    @zueeeothman161 11 місяців тому

    ❤❤❤❤❤

  • @nurulnabilah4642
    @nurulnabilah4642 11 місяців тому

    Alfatihah for tokpok. For white shirt, i think i know who haha

  • @anishumaira99
    @anishumaira99 11 місяців тому

    ❤️❤️❤️❤️

  • @liyanaazman6053
    @liyanaazman6053 11 місяців тому

    😢

  • @izzati1683
    @izzati1683 11 місяців тому

    😢❤

  • @irazafyunia
    @irazafyunia 11 місяців тому

    I missed my atok

  • @atiqaharabi
    @atiqaharabi 11 місяців тому +1

    “TokPa” 😢

  • @shawhutt
    @shawhutt 11 місяців тому

    the intro & outro :(( 🥺🥺

  • @aimiyusreen
    @aimiyusreen 11 місяців тому

    OMGG FIRSTT

  • @schaamir5094
    @schaamir5094 11 місяців тому +2

    Finally ..

  • @anisdayana1089
    @anisdayana1089 11 місяців тому

  • @azlinazureen8
    @azlinazureen8 11 місяців тому +1

    🥹🥹🥹🥹

  • @ishakichannel7069
    @ishakichannel7069 11 місяців тому

    100k

  • @abangtaiping-dz1pc
    @abangtaiping-dz1pc 11 місяців тому

    Assalamualaikum selamat malam hai. apa khabar
    abang Taiping
    👍👍

  • @thyri2905
    @thyri2905 11 місяців тому

    100k now 🫶🏽 Tokpok must be proud! 🤍

  • @suzeehappy6893
    @suzeehappy6893 11 місяців тому

    ❤❤❤

  • @moonstar7867
    @moonstar7867 11 місяців тому

    Al fatihah

  • @mel96sd
    @mel96sd 11 місяців тому

    😢😢😢😢💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😢😢😢😢😢😢

  • @mel96sd
    @mel96sd 11 місяців тому

    😢😢😢😢💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔💔😢😢😢😢😢😢

  • @nelysakay
    @nelysakay 11 місяців тому

    🤍

  • @sleep1lls
    @sleep1lls 11 місяців тому

    🤍