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courtney parker - her last words (slowed)

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  • Опубліковано 25 кві 2020

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  • @touyya
    @touyya 3 роки тому +94

    to all who read this, i love you.
    you're doing so well and im so proud of you

    • @cyb3r_d3m0nz5
      @cyb3r_d3m0nz5 3 роки тому +4

      aw thx i needed to hear that. Im proud of you too. You matter

    • @corpseraine
      @corpseraine 3 роки тому +2

      Thank you, I'm trying really hard

  • @lavender.latte_23
    @lavender.latte_23 2 роки тому +29

    It's weird that when I first heard this, I tried to hold back tears; now I sing along with it. I truly feel everything this song is saying to me.

  • @getsomerest130
    @getsomerest130 3 роки тому +25

    I relate to this song so much.

  • @user-qj8uy2hx4h
    @user-qj8uy2hx4h 3 роки тому +38

    It's sad the fact that internet stranger understands what im feeling more than the people around me. I have 1 person that cares for me but she has her own struggle but for those who are feeling lost and sad just remember you were never useless because you're worth more than 10 million diamond rings and I am very proud that you made it until now 💛 keep on going. Even if your in the darkest days remember that the sun will shine again 💛

  • @Grace-il7zk
    @Grace-il7zk 3 роки тому +16

    im back to this song lol

    • @tea5454
      @tea5454 3 роки тому +3

      Same lol

    • @ddddxxfff8367
      @ddddxxfff8367 3 роки тому +1

      Me too, I really struggled last year and now I don't even know if I'm okay or not
      People in my school make me feel like I'm doing this on purpose and I don't even know myself at this point. I can't tell if people are lying to me I can't trust anyone anymore

    • @caitlyn2394
      @caitlyn2394 3 роки тому

      same lolz

  • @boba_xx4917
    @boba_xx4917 3 роки тому +54

    i always was an nice person. Ik i talked a lot cause i just wanted to be social with people. Most of my friends faked it and i feel numb. I rather see other people happy then me and it sucks i feel this way but i cry myself to sleep and i feel so worthless..why do the kindest hearts suffer the most?...

    • @icewraith5845
      @icewraith5845 3 роки тому +6

      Ik how you feel ever since I got older everything got colder and I always feel numb I only have one friend a real friend but she goes to a different school so I’m so alone, I hope your doing ok

    • @boba_xx4917
      @boba_xx4917 3 роки тому +5

      @@icewraith5845 thank you.. i hope your doing okay too :(

    • @Katsuki_bakugou_1
      @Katsuki_bakugou_1 2 роки тому

      I understand how you feel. . . I'm the same way. I was always a happy girl but as I got older things changed. . . Everyone acted like they were my friend but in middle school nobody talked to me or wanted to be my friend. I was all alone. I had a friend who was really there for me but good things don't last. . . We don't talk anymore so I have no one.

  • @micahwicks2147
    @micahwicks2147 2 роки тому +9

    Havent listened to this in 3 years, got chills hearing the beginning of it.

  • @lunzyiclumzyi7201
    @lunzyiclumzyi7201 2 роки тому +10

    To all those who need it
    Are you okay?
    How’s your day?
    Did you eat or drink today?
    How did you sleep?
    What dreams did you have?
    What did you eat today?
    Did you make new friends?
    How was school?
    Do you want a hug?
    Wow you got so far!
    It’s okay, It’s not your fault.
    I’m proud of you!

  • @goredance
    @goredance 3 роки тому +16

    For anybody reading this,
    darling, i love you so much. Look how far you have come! im so proud of you, my dear. you can get through this, i promise you. I am here for you. you are special. I love you

    • @Hillaricious
      @Hillaricious 2 роки тому +1

      i love you too, you are truly a beautiful person ❤️

  • @TheMissawsomegirl101
    @TheMissawsomegirl101 3 роки тому +41

    Lyrics:
    Just an average girl
    she always wore a smile
    she was cheerful and happy for a short while
    now shes older things are getting colder
    life's not what she thought
    she wished someone had told her
    she told you she was down
    you let it slip by
    so from then on she kept it on the inside
    she told herself she was alright
    but she was telling white lies
    can't you tell, look at her dull eyes
    tried to stop herself from crying almost every night
    but she knew there was no chance of feeling alright
    summer came by, all she wore was long sleeves
    'cause those cuts on her wrist were bleeding through you see
    she knew she was depressed she didn't want to admit it
    didn't think she fit in, everyone seemed to miss it
    she carried on like a soldier with a battle wound
    bleeding out from every cut her body consumed
    she had no friends at school, all alone she sat
    and if someone were to notice she would blame the cat
    but those cuts on her wrist they were no mistake
    but no one cared enough to save her from this self hate
    things were going down, never really up
    and here she is now stuck in this stupid rut
    she knew exactly what she had to do next
    just stand on the chair and tie the rope around her neck
    She wrote a letter with her hands shaking wild,
    "Look at me now are you proud of your precious child?"
    But she knew that her parents weren't the ones to blame,
    It was the world that should bow down it's head in shame
    She stood up on the chair and looked out at the moon,
    Just don't think it'll all be over soon
    The chair fell down as she took her final breath,
    It's all over all gone, now she's greeting death
    Her mum walks in, she falls down to the floor,
    And now nothing can take back what she just saw
    The little girl that she raised is just hanging there,
    Her body's pale and her face is violently bare,
    She sees the note and unfolds it with care,
    All she does is stare, "How can this be fair?"
    She starts reading as the tears roll down her face,
    "I'm sorry Mum, but this world is just not my place,
    I've tried for so long to fix this and fit in,
    I've come to realise this world's full of sin,
    There's nothing for me here, I'm just a waste of space,
    I've got no reason to stay here with this awful race,
    It's a disgrace, I was misplaced,
    Born in the wrong time and in the wrong place,
    It's ok though, 'cause you'll see me soon,
    You'll know when your time has come, just look at the moon,
    As it shines bright, throughout the night,
    And remember everyone's facing their own fights,
    But i can't deal with this pain, I'm not a fighter,
    You'll make it through the night, just hug your pillow tighter
    So let the world know that I died in vain,
    Because the world around me is the one to blame,
    And I know in a year you'll forget I'm gone,
    'Cause I'm not really something to be dwelled on,
    That's what they used to tell me, all those kids at school,
    So I'm going by the law majority rules,
    My presence on this earth is not needed any longer,
    And if anything I hope this makes you stronger,
    You're the best friend that I ever had,
    Such a shame I had to make you so very sad,
    Just remember that you meant everything to me,
    And to my heart, you're the only one that held the key,
    Now it's time to go I'm running out of space to write,
    And yes I lost my fight, but please just hold on tight
    I'm watching over you from the clouds above,
    And sending down the purest and whitest dove,
    To watch over you and be my helpful eye,
    So this is it world...
    Goodbye...

  • @sloanfulsheperdess9473
    @sloanfulsheperdess9473 Рік тому +3

    I come back and listen to this song knowing I no longer relate. It reminds me of my darker days and just shows me the light in my life

  • @willow4804
    @willow4804 2 роки тому +3

    This Song is memories

  • @sariyahtaylor2248
    @sariyahtaylor2248 3 роки тому +39

    thx you i love this song i needed this

    • @cyb3r_d3m0nz5
      @cyb3r_d3m0nz5 3 роки тому +4

      remember u matter and are worth more than u think

  • @ralle7357
    @ralle7357 3 роки тому +11

    🥺 it’s so beautiful but sad 😔

  • @affxtional_
    @affxtional_ 2 роки тому +8

    Dear stranger,
    I just wanted to say, I'm proud of you. "Why?" You may ask, "you don't know me..." You may say. But you are listening to this masterpiece and reading this comment,which that means your alive. And that's what I'm proud of you for, because your alive. Do stay that way, you may not know it, you do make a difference. You weren't born for no reason, you have a purpose and that purpose is too live. Live your life until you get called by heaven.
    All My Love,
    Another stranger

  • @Cthalia
    @Cthalia 2 роки тому +2

    This song is so sad. I’m back after 4 years, I feel better now but I still feel a little depressed. Whoever is suffering from depression, please don’t do it. You might think nothing will get better but it really does so please don’t, everything isn’t hopeless.

  • @VeryBrisky
    @VeryBrisky Рік тому +2

    Im tired of trying. Everything will be better if I’m gone ❤️

  • @officialchloepayton
    @officialchloepayton 9 місяців тому +2

    I was 11 , I'm now 17. When will it get better, I even tried my hardest and wanted to get better..

  • @leightonwestafer2628
    @leightonwestafer2628 3 роки тому +14

    I'm trying my best to be the kindest person.
    I used to be so nice but now I'm mean and rude my friends say.
    I try but when there's a lot of people bullying you calling you useless, I'm the worst person,I should kill myself...
    I start acting like them.
    I'm numb I can't cry anymore...
    I don't know everything is a wreck for me..
    nothing helps me distract from the pain.
    I act happy I put on a fake smile.
    I gave my friends enough evidence that I'm depressed.
    they don't care-
    they know but they don't care.
    we lost my mom-
    this year like at the begging of the month.
    so the only reason I'm alive right now is for my dad.

    • @ii2288
      @ii2288 3 роки тому +5

      I hope it will get better, your dad is so lucky to have you. Stay strong.❤️

    • @leightonwestafer2628
      @leightonwestafer2628 3 роки тому +1

      @@ii2288 Thank you~

  • @cloud-hl1kt
    @cloud-hl1kt 3 роки тому +10

    hey you! jesus loves you, remember for your life, he is here for you little child :)

    • @zazafairy
      @zazafairy 3 роки тому +4

      uh some people arent christian or anything you know

    • @leightonwestafer2628
      @leightonwestafer2628 3 роки тому +5

      @@zazafairy chill you dont have to be Christian he or she is just being kind please chill.

    • @zazafairy
      @zazafairy 3 роки тому +2

      @@leightonwestafer2628 chill? im already chill? i didnt even get mad?? what r u on about? and btw you couldve just said they but ok

  • @Dr_Abigail_Kramer
    @Dr_Abigail_Kramer Рік тому +2

    I’ve gotten so numb to the lyrics that I feel nothing when I hear this song

  • @xloaxly5569
    @xloaxly5569 3 роки тому +10

    Thank you!! I was depressed....

  • @Hillaricious
    @Hillaricious Рік тому +1

    I'm not strong 💔 i feel like giving up im so exhausted and i dont wanna feel this pain anymore 😞

  • @Kanroji423
    @Kanroji423 2 роки тому +6

    I’m only 9 I don’t really know what it is to feel a lot of pain but I have suffered too many things but to those who suffer among all of us not I hope you feel better and happier soon I say you all deserve happiness if I could I would give all the rest of my happinesses the most I have to you and remember god is giving you the most love and sending the most happy doves and angels to help love and save you remember you are loved

    • @Dr_Abigail_Kramer
      @Dr_Abigail_Kramer Рік тому +2

      may you never feel the pain this song is describing darling💔

    • @Kanroji423
      @Kanroji423 Рік тому +1

      @@Dr_Abigail_Kramer thank you♥️

  • @amb3987
    @amb3987 3 роки тому +19

    When i was 11 1/2 i used to cut my wrists but it was such a struggle to wear long sleves in hot weather, excuses to not go into the pool, im now 12 and they are healed but i dont wanna go there again. Please no. I’m so close to putting a knife to my wrists again.

    • @lily-fm9ml
      @lily-fm9ml 3 роки тому +6

      Stay strong. I used to self harm when I was 11-12. I was in the worst place I've ever been. But after a whole roller coaster of a year full of therapy, new friends, and great experiences, I've stopped. I'm almost 13 and completely clean now. I've been feeling a lot better but sometimes urges do come and it's hard to talk to anyone about it. So let's both stay strong for eachother. If you ever need to talk, I'm here :))

    • @leightonwestafer2628
      @leightonwestafer2628 3 роки тому +3

      pls stay strong you got this!

    • @amb3987
      @amb3987 3 роки тому +3

      @@leightonwestafer2628 thank you so much, im really trying to get better as the days go by

    • @bunnii1
      @bunnii1 3 роки тому

      I'm only 11 and I've already cut myself and considered committing. My mom thought it was all for attention lol

    • @amb3987
      @amb3987 2 роки тому +2

      @@leightonwestafer2628 I’m 13 now and I’ve been cutting my wrists again for a long time. I’m not okay again, nothing will heal.

  • @amenokim0092
    @amenokim0092 2 роки тому +4

    i attemped a week ago, i am so mad i failed i was sure it would work out

    • @lunzyiclumzyi7201
      @lunzyiclumzyi7201 2 роки тому

      Hey.
      How’s your day?
      did you eat anything?
      How did you sleep?
      Did you have any dreams?
      what were your dreams?
      Did you drink anything?

    • @amenokim0092
      @amenokim0092 2 роки тому

      @@lunzyiclumzyi7201 hi hello! i just woke up, i had pretty weird dreams, as always. i am about to study rn :p

  • @Hillaricious
    @Hillaricious Рік тому +1

    I wonder if anyone would really care if i died or would they all just be better off!!??

  • @Hillaricious
    @Hillaricious Рік тому

    😭😭😭😭

  • @marin.castellano1367
    @marin.castellano1367 2 роки тому +2

    You know your winning your fight when you dont cry listening to this song...

  • @telisafinley240
    @telisafinley240 2 роки тому +2

    I may end it tonight l'll update if I don't goodbye^^

    • @telisafinley240
      @telisafinley240 2 роки тому +1

      @E I tried but I survived I tried overdosing but l'm in the hospital hope this makes you feel better

    • @telisafinley240
      @telisafinley240 2 роки тому +1

      @E thank you :]

  • @ddddxxfff8367
    @ddddxxfff8367 3 роки тому +1

    I've not been back in about a year I don't even know if I'm alright now or not

  • @notfe1icia
    @notfe1icia 2 роки тому

    😔