This is the kind of music you listen to when you're starting to fall in love with someone and you're not sure if they'll ever feel the same way but you still want to listen to this song with them anyway
I was in a bar. A girl came alone. I was too drunk. I still cant remember how we started talking. All I can remember before her, I was listening this song for the first time. I dont know if I started conversation or she did. But honestly, it was the best chat I've ever had. She was a perfect listener. I told her too many things. She was like she is understanding me in everything like nobody ever did. We left the bar together. We walked around. It wasnt a love at first sight. It was more than it. It was like a miracle or something like that. It was like one in a million. We promised each other for something I still cant remember. And then she has gone. I dont know. I still go that bar. Listening this song. Looking at her table for hours. Thinking... whatever. Sorry for bad english. Loves from Turkey
@@Maxine854 Helloooo ARMY! (We might actually be moots lol-- @justaskmycat look familiar?) 🥰💜 I discovered this song from a mention in some bts fanfic. I'm in love with Cigarettes After Sex now. The songs all have different hues but are all the same general aesthetic and are all as cathartic slipping into a hot epsom soak. Glad you found this song! 🥰💜 Take care, lovely! Borahae! 💜💜💜
I just want you guys to know that it's okay to love and to be loved. It's okay to be desperate, heartbroken, whatever you're going to feel, esp while listening to this. Don't let anyone respond to your comments and make you feel like trash. You all deserve your emotions.
I smoked with my girlfriend after a night during this song, i asked her to become more than friends and she literally cried from happiness. This song reminds her and i'm super excited.
I played this song all the time when my dad passed away. I would go to school dead inside, and come back and collapse on my bed listening to this song. This song described the mood I was in. This loneliness, this emptiness, this sadness of missing someone you hold dear. It’s been a year. Now whenever I listen to it I just feel the same empty place in my heart. It makes me wanna cry. But I go back to it, because this feeling it gives me, reminds me of the pain I felt back then.
I was out a night with a girl with whom I just wanted to have NSA sex. We went out for a drink, about one hour after talking to her I had become madly in furious love with her and her personality. We went back to her place, we spent like six hours together sitting on her balcony just watching the skyscrapers and full moon, talking about literally the whole stories of our lives, holding hands and listening to music, before finally making out a little at 4 am. She at some point had put on this song. The day after I had this song ringing in my head, I googled the only verse I could remember. And that's the story of how I came to know this band.
I remember when I first noticed that you liked me back We were sitting down in a restaurant waiting for the check We had made love earlier that day with no strings attached But I could tell that something had changed how you looked at me then Kristen, come right back I've been waiting for you to slip back in bed When you light the candle And on the Lower East Side you're dancing with me now And I'm taking pictures of you with flowers on the wall Think I like you best when you're dressed in black from head to toe Think I like you best when you're just with me And no one else... Kristen, come right back I've been waiting for you to slip back in bed When you light the candle And I'm kissing you lying in my room Holding you until you fall asleep And it's just as good as I knew it would be Stay with me I don't want you to leave... Kristen, come right back I've been waiting for you to slip back in bed When you light the candle
it sucks when a person told you he likes you, then you get so close you already fall for that person then one day you'll wake up and then it's all gone. His feelings for you were gone just by a glimpse.
I miss him so bad his being so distant and everything keeps reminding me of him especially this song cuz the first letter in his name is k I love him so much but I think his lost all feelings for me all I want is him I feel like I've lost a part of myself without him and ik I should probably just give up at this point but I've given him all of me and I love him more then I've ever loved anyone and I don't think I'll be able to love anyone else how I loved him. I've been crying every night over him and I feel like at this point I'm just another person not a partner anymore
This song makes me feel like i'm sitting comfortably in my dream place, an isolated garden of my own, surrounded by high trees, flowers and fruits of all colors, having lunch with my favorite person while the sunlight makes its way through green leaves.
I'm 21 yrs old... One day I'm going to buy me car and will go on a long drive all by myself without worrying about life and will listen all the CAS tracks. Just Middle class dreams!
This is the perfect song to listen to when you're driving alone in the highway with the car windows down and the sun is about to set. Orangey sky and this song ❤
I don't smoke and im still a virgin lol. And yet I've come to like a band whose name is Cigarettes after sex. There is something special about their songs. When I listen to it especially at midnight it feels like my soul is floating through the cosmos. Even though I can't relate to the lyrics.
im just SO fucking happy for youu. as for me, i realized he didnt love me anymore a month ago. make the best of it, i really wish you two will last forever :))))
I did, it's been a hell of a ride, we loved each other a lot, but I made mistakes and never took the time to take action to change them, she left, found someone to try to forget me, but she couldn't and came back to me because the guy was treating her like shit, we might get back together but I don't mind if she doesn't, I'm still listening to however she wants to play things out
listening to this through my headset all alone in a coffee shop while it's raining outside, haunted by the things i should have done over the past 4 years..
I just discovered this song by accident. I slept with my laptop beside me still turned on and when I woke up there's a long string of letter K in the search bar and it happened to be that i might have pressed enter too. The first thing that showed up is this song, played it and turned out to be good. Now i ended up loving it though.
i dedicate this to my dear friend Jason Laymon of Chattanooga, Tennessee, who overdosed 07-24-2010 on a combination of methadone pills and morphine (injection), the day after leaving prison for a short 1 or 2 years. He was 36 and a creative artistic soul, very gifted but of course very afflicted like many artist/musicians have been too. He absolutely would've loved Cigarettes After Sex... he even sounded like Greg Gonzalez honest to God. Jason, buddy. wherever you are, I hope you feel as great as we always wanted to feel here, naturally good, and in the next life, without chemicals of course... it's a sign of our imperfections, here in this short twisted life, that some of us just don't feel right unless we have the right chemicals. For some people it can be prescription antidepressants...for others it's opiates, like myself and my dear friend Jason.. for others it's alcohol and still others maybe just marijuana... anyway... God, the supreme alien, or mother nature, buddha, whoever, or no one...bless us all, and thank that being for *Cigarettes After Sex*
The memory lane is inevitable when you are listening to this master piece. So hard and yet so soft, the cords of the heart are in pain and joy at the same. As if I am part of the story.. No song or piece of music has ever sent me to this deep into my inner roads. Thank you Cigarettes After Sex!
I am in my room so dark..just slight moon light from the windows.....i just want to enjoy the moment alone listening to this song....and this moment is PRICELESS.
@@Shr00mbunny another day....came here to feel exactly what I felt yesterday...this feeling is heavenly..i want every human on this planet to feel it with me ♡
To this date, nobody has ever loved me; I've never experienced love. It hurts me so much from time to time. When I listen to Cigarettes After Sex I somehow miss the love of my life who I have never met... It's so conflicting and confusing, yet so reassuring at the same time... Thank you Cigarettes After Sex.
Well said... the mind is powerful, as is our human soul.... it is yourself telling you that there is someone out there for you that will love you unconditionally and you simply yearn to meet the one who is also waiting to love you... because they also miss you even though they have not met you..... weird isn't it.
this song feels like talking to someone and feeling like getting attached to them even though you just met. and then when you leave, you wished you could’ve spoken up more and gotten to know them better.
Found this on a superbat playlist! I’m so glad somebody else associates this song with them! I have it on mine partly bc in a fic abt them that I really love Clark has ‘K’ as his online user, but honestly the lyrics are pretty fitting for them. Couldn’t tell you why
falling in love is a very risky thing to do. I’ve fell in complete love with a man. A year ago we were both learning about each other everyday, loving each other more each day, smiling, laughing, crying with each other but last night was the end. Heartache and depression is kicking in more than I’ve ever experienced in my whole life. He was my all, my everything. Now I have nothing, it seems.
You still have yourself, and that's more than you need 💕 although it sounds pathetic, you are what got you this far and you are that person who will carry you until the end. I'm still looking for home too... We'll find it... Someday
I'm going through the same situation.. Me and my ex broke up saying "I love you" to each other.. Both of us crying. But I had to accept it. And you'll do the same, I promise you.
The best part of a relationship is the start, getting to know someone feels new and exciting and there's so much electric between youse. But sometimes you need to realize it's not worth it and go your separate ways.
I know it may sound stupid but I felt your words deep. I dated someone for a week. I've dated many times before but it's the first time someone ever felt like home. He ended it a few days ago cause he's not capable of loving anybody as long as he loathes himself. I always thought that love is something that comes with time but apparently it doesn't fit in any timeframe whatsoever. A week was enough to make feel sad and empty right now. I hope you'll feel better. I don't wish that kind of hurt to anybody.
0:42-0:51 "I remember when i first noticed that you liked me back" 1:14-1:22 "But I could tell that something had change how you looked at me then" 3:58-4:06 "Stay with me I don't want you to leave"
i did the same with my old favorite song for my ex. when we broke up i couldn’t listen to that song anymore. next time i definitely won’t tell her about this song cuz i love it too much
I still remember on February 14 where we attached our strings. I loved the way you dressed in all black and I loved the way you're with me and nobody else's. I remember dancing with you, vivid in my mind. But now, I could feel the way you changed..how you looked at me now. I want to feel your touch, I want you to hold me in your arms till I fall asleep, and I don't want you to leave. Don't leave me, just for awhile. Come right back, cause I've been waiting for you. Stay with me, I don't want you to leave ..
We were sitting there by the bar counter, my arms around her. She looked soo beautiful. One look would make you fall in love with this girl. She was a mystery, never would talk a lot. She would just get lost in her own thoughts, thinking about her past and all the mistakes that she made, all the wrong guys that she's been with and thinking about where life would lead her. I tried to console her, but she's been through a lot. You could see the pain in her eyes as she looked at you. I just wanted to tell her that I love her and that her past didn't matter, but you could tell that she was still in pain. We left later that night to a friend's place. There was an uncomfortable silence between us. There was soo much I wanted to tell her, but I held back because she just needed some time to heal. We slept in each other's arms that night. It was the best night of my life,. Feeling her skin on mine was like a drug that never fades away. I woke up the next day to find that she had already left. It left me soo confused and sad at the same time coz I wanted to see her face as I woke up. We met at the office the next day. She said she liked me but was not ready for commitment because of all that shes been through. I told her that I'll wait all my life if I have to. She just smiled and said that wel sort this out. I did t know what that meant and I didn't want to ask because she's that type of girl who needs a lot of space. I'm still waiting on her..... Hopefully she be mine one day. Mona, if your reading this, just know that I love you and I would give anything to be with you for the rest of my life 😔
benjamin james "feelinng her skin on mine was like a drug that never fades away" You got me good man, It is addictive. Even more when you want it but cant get it
I think she probably knows this. Don't chase after girls that probably aren't interested, don't waste your time, some girls get off on being wanted, but don't want back, is that why you are interested...perhaps. Find a girl who is less complicated that doesn't fuck your head up. Life can be as simple as you want it to be. just sayin.
This song will always remember me of the girl I will never forget, we never fought or discussed. But maybe we weren't meant to be together and maybe we were just supposed to make eachother happy for a while. Wherever she is, and if you ever see this, just know that no one will take your spot. I Love You A❤
Two strangers sitting by themselves, meeting for the first time because you smiled at me from across the cafe. Later making love, drunk and on the floor of the laundry room at the hostel we'd checked into. Setting out the next day with a full tank of gas headed west on the highway, not knowing where we would end up. Soon fighting because our pride got in the way, ugly words exchanged, yet still had to share a bed together, and how I felt for you in the darkness and you melted against my embrace. Several months down the road when you crushed my heart in an empty bar after you'd had enough drinks to tell me it was over. Then how we made up, but eventually parted ways with a final kiss at an airport, promising to meet again one day, but never having that chance because life kicked in, and me always regretting it since no other person has been as incredible as you. For what it's worth I'm glad you could be a part of this wild ride. Imperfect and fleeting. That's how this song makes me feel
Do you ever hear a new song and just close your eyes and forget everything and get lost in the scene the song makes you envision? This song does that to me and it feels so familiar yet I’ve not heard of it until now
@@MUSHIEMUSIC ever hear a new song and get utterly disappointed when you realize theres never going to be another like it. The tones. Just the way the words make you feel.
@@nataliedelgado8886 I feel you too my friend. Music is our great equilizer. I would rather listen to some songs and catch a buzz and overthink all i want about You. Have a Happy One!!! :XD
he stopped talking to me during spring break this year and honestly haven’t gotten over it i miss him so much i miss our friendship i miss our bond i miss how comfortable i was with him. it’s not the same with anyone else. i look for him in everyone i talk to. he was and will always be my first love. i miss you so much bro come back plz i need u in my life.
Chau is this you? 🤔
Luis Gutierrez Heck yes it is. What's good
The Bean not much just about to go to work ya know 🙄
Take my spot in back cash. I wanna die.
vichaeaycha
Wtf is this shit
Was this planned
This is the kind of music you listen to when you're starting to fall in love with someone and you're not sure if they'll ever feel the same way but you still want to listen to this song with them anyway
I feel exactly the same way
Me too, me too!
this is exactly how i feel right now
I feel this way right now, word to word...
SAAAAAAAAAAAME
I was in a bar. A girl came alone. I was too drunk. I still cant remember how we started talking. All I can remember before her, I was listening this song for the first time. I dont know if I started conversation or she did. But honestly, it was the best chat I've ever had. She was a perfect listener. I told her too many things. She was like she is understanding me in everything like nobody ever did. We left the bar together. We walked around. It wasnt a love at first sight. It was more than it. It was like a miracle or something like that. It was like one in a million. We promised each other for something I still cant remember. And then she has gone. I dont know. I still go that bar. Listening this song. Looking at her table for hours. Thinking... whatever. Sorry for bad english. Loves from Turkey
😭😭😭😭😭 I hope you will find her one day!
i hope you will meet her someday
i thought this only happens in movies but yeah, i hope you see her again!
I really hope you see her again. i have a feeling it isn’t the end, and you’ll see her once more! good luck ❤️
Great story bro
Cigarette after sex is the perfect music when you cried a lot and then you’re laying in your bed calmly staring the ceiling..
Chrysa 1618 exactly what I’m doing now
Seriously doing the same thing it’s crazy...
I'm doing the same thing??
Am I doing it wrong? I'm crying now.
Alex Anti i mean u n me are on the same page haha
"think I like you best when you're just with Me and no one else" that line is just AAAAHDVDVSHJE
AAGHHAAAFTE
0:00 "I'm literal trash"
Dude, i really feel that
Me too
same
I woke up at 3 am, and my Spotify started playing this song, I never heard of this song, it was so beautiful and calming
I discovered them by accident and ever since I let them play. All their songs are soothing
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@@Maxine854 Helloooo ARMY! (We might actually be moots lol-- @justaskmycat look familiar?) 🥰💜 I discovered this song from a mention in some bts fanfic. I'm in love with Cigarettes After Sex now. The songs all have different hues but are all the same general aesthetic and are all as cathartic slipping into a hot epsom soak. Glad you found this song! 🥰💜 Take care, lovely! Borahae! 💜💜💜
I just want you guys to know that it's okay to love and to be loved. It's okay to be desperate, heartbroken, whatever you're going to feel, esp while listening to this.
Don't let anyone respond to your comments and make you feel like trash. You all deserve your emotions.
Memories hang like a void in the heart....only traces remain of what once was beautiful.
I love you.
❤❤
I love you, i love him and i love me too.but him don't love me too its ok i love you and me haha
It's not depression it's just your taste in music
I smoked with my girlfriend after a night during this song, i asked her to become more than friends and she literally cried from happiness. This song reminds her and i'm super excited.
how's it going?
reap those bennies boyo
this made me so happy! I hope things are going well between you two!
I played this song all the time when my dad passed away. I would go to school dead inside, and come back and collapse on my bed listening to this song. This song described the mood I was in. This loneliness, this emptiness, this sadness of missing someone you hold dear. It’s been a year. Now whenever I listen to it I just feel the same empty place in my heart. It makes me wanna cry. But I go back to it, because this feeling it gives me, reminds me of the pain I felt back then.
Stay strong bro ✨🤍
Your dad is resting in peace and hoping you to be a fine person don’t let your dad down just remember he is watching you✨🕊
You are so strong, hope you know that :) a big hug for you
Stay strong ❤️
I was out a night with a girl with whom I just wanted to have NSA sex. We went out for a drink, about one hour after talking to her I had become madly in furious love with her and her personality. We went back to her place, we spent like six hours together sitting on her balcony just watching the skyscrapers and full moon, talking about literally the whole stories of our lives, holding hands and listening to music, before finally making out a little at 4 am.
She at some point had put on this song. The day after I had this song ringing in my head, I googled the only verse I could remember. And that's the story of how I came to know this band.
Edoardo Paulin fuck wow !
Please tell how your story ended. Are you two still in contact, was it mutual love?
Kissalyn Hernandez Well at some point later she started getting distant and nothing came of it
Edoardo Paulin why is it always like that lol
Boys always look for girls like this one to love
It was obvious that she only wanted something else
Miral Eldawlatly No it wasn't
I remember when I first noticed that you liked me back
We were sitting down in a restaurant waiting for the check
We had made love earlier that day with no strings attached
But I could tell that something had changed how you looked at me then
Kristen, come right back
I've been waiting for you to slip back in bed
When you light the candle
And on the Lower East Side you're dancing with me now
And I'm taking pictures of you with flowers on the wall
Think I like you best when you're dressed in black from head to toe
Think I like you best when you're just with me
And no one else...
Kristen, come right back
I've been waiting for you to slip back in bed
When you light the candle
And I'm kissing you lying in my room
Holding you until you fall asleep
And it's just as good as I knew it would be
Stay with me I don't want you to leave...
Kristen, come right back
I've been waiting for you to slip back in bed
When you light the candle
Wow seems like a lot of single people come here for Valentine's Day ha high five
VideoKilledTheRadioStar yeah 😞
Kinda It just happens to be the day I decided to end it, just revisiting I guess
@@brendengarnett5620 yea revisiting is more like it :(
High five
spent valentine's day in my bed, listening to good music and drinking tea and it was way better than having a date
it sucks when a person told you he likes you, then you get so close you already fall for that person then one day you'll wake up and then it's all gone. His feelings for you were gone just by a glimpse.
how- howd you know
@@ricardoaguirre4861 wdym
Hi
never got an explanation
That’s exactly what happened to me. He were gone when i woke up.
I’ve never loved my name more then now.
pov: you saw the tiktok “look up your initial in youtube and the first song that pops up has to be played at your wedding/funeral”
That’s what I did 👁👄👁
YES
... and this is what came
I just did that
I wrote K and for some reason this popped up
WARNING : if you want to forget about your first love then please please don't listen to this.
Ryhem Ouali fuck me right
that's what i'm doing right now.... they just broke up with me😅
But why first love?
'I'm literal trash' me too, me too
AlfredFosterJones30 me too
I'm literal garbage, soo...
Hey I love your playlists. ❤️ all my favorite lil peep songs are in your playlist
Nah, I'm just figurative trash :v
AlfredFosterJones30 hahaha me too😊
I miss him so bad his being so distant and everything keeps reminding me of him especially this song cuz the first letter in his name is k I love him so much but I think his lost all feelings for me all I want is him I feel like I've lost a part of myself without him and ik I should probably just give up at this point but I've given him all of me and I love him more then I've ever loved anyone and I don't think I'll be able to love anyone else how I loved him. I've been crying every night over him and I feel like at this point I'm just another person not a partner anymore
this is painful. sorry to hear.
❤️
men ain't shit
I relate so much:(
This song makes me feel like i'm sitting comfortably in my dream place, an isolated garden of my own, surrounded by high trees, flowers and fruits of all colors, having lunch with my favorite person while the sunlight makes its way through green leaves.
Cringe
@@ummburritos2343 enjoy it 😊
@@ummburritos2343 shut up
I'm 21 yrs old...
One day I'm going to buy me car and will go on a long drive all by myself without worrying about life and will listen all the CAS tracks.
Just Middle class dreams!
“Think I like you best when you’re just with me and no one else” 2:37
hello depressed teenagers
hai :))
hello
@@_sasha________ have a sweet day
@@Shadow-vw5pcthank u, have a great day too
Well hi 😃
lonely people are gathering here.
Hello
hi.I am glad at least we have same music taste .cheers.
@@ass-thetic6035 Why do i relate so much...
Rainy night, stormy and i just sit in the window listening to this song pretending i was in the MV. What a feeling.
Sasuke Uchiha
They are performing here in a week!!!!! Omggg . #attending of course
and remembering your whole clan rekt by your brother
wait a minute u where on top comment of mystery of love 4 cmbyn haha u smell ur crush clothes everyone was saying who where a weirdo
cornflakes you caught me. Yep that's was me.
Krt lrnz lmfao
This is the perfect song to listen to when you're driving alone in the highway with the car windows down and the sun is about to set. Orangey sky and this song ❤
👍👍
"Think I like you best when you're just with me and no one else"
it's literally so accurate.
i’m here because of myself. thanks to me
Same
Yup 😌
Sameeee!!!
same here
I'd say the same , lmao
I accidentally pressed on search after only typing the letter ,,k" and it showed me this song.....I never regretted doing it 😊😊😊😊😀
Just me and V same....
Me too omg
Just me and V ME TOOO OML
Me too !
It was faith
I don't smoke and im still a virgin lol. And yet I've come to like a band whose name is Cigarettes after sex. There is something special about their songs. When I listen to it especially at midnight it feels like my soul is floating through the cosmos. Even though I can't relate to the lyrics.
samee
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the first time I noticed he liked me back was today. I will always remember this moment and feeling.
im just SO fucking happy for youu.
as for me, i realized he didnt love me anymore a month ago.
make the best of it, i really wish you two will last forever :))))
Jisoo’s music taste is immaculate i have to say. I have been recommended cig after sex a lot of times but i only listen bc of jisoo HAHAH
True
Same
This song makes me miss someone I never had
I like how everyone is listening to this at the same time 2 years later
oh shit true
u got us
I listened to this song for the first time in the summer of 2018...
2017-2020
Mad 😂
To anyone reading this, I hope you will find the love of your life soon ❤
❤️
I did, it's been a hell of a ride, we loved each other a lot, but I made mistakes and never took the time to take action to change them, she left, found someone to try to forget me, but she couldn't and came back to me because the guy was treating her like shit, we might get back together but I don't mind if she doesn't, I'm still listening to however she wants to play things out
One of the perfect songs to put in a car on full volume while driving alone in the middle of nowhere in midnight...
Honestly you right I like it when my lungs itch I'm a fiend with about 20 Rx I got them pills to share with the team
Last time i did that i almost crash cuz my tears didnt let me see..... Don't do ir....
hoping someone sends me this song one day lol
kristin martin ua-cam.com/video/wha6bFmUtCA/v-deo.html This song makes me think of you.
You gonna wait forever
i doubt it
Alright I see what's going on here
The Bean nothing is going on
this song feels like what you'd listen to while drinking a cup of tea, looking outside your window, with rain pouring down from the above.
Maybe in another universe we're happy together, right?
Maybe :)
Here from RMs insta story 💜😂 he got taste 😻
Lol 😂 im here too 👍
Me too😂
listening to this through my headset all alone in a coffee shop while it's raining outside, haunted by the things i should have done over the past 4 years..
Fuckin relatable.
Same
I can't describe how much I love this band, feels that this band gives me, like I'm in another dimension when I listen to them.
Katarina Kramarić nisi jedina 😊
Oh my gosh I feel the same things, it’s like being in a different world. This band gives me all the feels
She introduced me to their songs and today I'm here missing her
harsh.
it’ll get better man
us us us
I just discovered this song by accident.
I slept with my laptop beside me still turned on and when I woke up there's a long string of letter K in the search bar and it happened to be that i might have pressed enter too. The first thing that showed up is this song, played it and turned out to be good. Now i ended up loving it though.
Haha that's so cool♡
It's 2am and I'm eating an orange on the kitchen counter and I'm listening to Cigarettes after sex.
This is so scary because I swear I’m doing the same thing this second
@@Emptyvice 😂😂I think we're soul mates❤️😄
*I'm literal trash*
Well, we're off to a great start.
Mark The Pumpkin King fuck yea, the misfits
"think i like you best when you're just with me, and no one else" 2:37
Best lyric ✨️✨️
I listen to this song every time I want to feel sad about a relationship I never had
meeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
Same
Why do people Like to suffer so much?
Gabe xD I wonder that myself. In retrospect xP
@@gabexd3649 because suffering from love is the most beautiful form of suffering
i dedicate this to my dear friend Jason Laymon of Chattanooga, Tennessee, who overdosed 07-24-2010 on a combination of methadone pills and morphine (injection), the day after leaving prison for a short 1 or 2 years. He was 36 and a creative artistic soul, very gifted but of course very afflicted like many artist/musicians have been too. He absolutely would've loved Cigarettes After Sex... he even sounded like Greg Gonzalez honest to God.
Jason, buddy. wherever you are, I hope you feel as great as we always wanted to feel here, naturally good, and in the next life, without chemicals of course... it's a sign of our imperfections, here in this short twisted life, that some of us just don't feel right unless we have the right chemicals. For some people it can be prescription antidepressants...for others it's opiates, like myself and my dear friend Jason.. for others it's alcohol and still others maybe just marijuana...
anyway... God, the supreme alien, or mother nature, buddha, whoever, or no one...bless us all, and thank that being for *Cigarettes After Sex*
The memory lane is inevitable when you are listening to this master piece. So hard and yet so soft, the cords of the heart are in pain and joy at the same. As if I am part of the story.. No song or piece of music has ever sent me to this deep into my inner roads. Thank you Cigarettes After Sex!
I am in my room so dark..just slight moon light from the windows.....i just want to enjoy the moment alone listening to this song....and this moment is PRICELESS.
Sounds nice bruh
@@Shr00mbunny another day....came here to feel exactly what I felt yesterday...this feeling is heavenly..i want every human on this planet to feel it with me ♡
@@shivaprasad7083❤
To this date, nobody has ever loved me; I've never experienced love. It hurts me so much from time to time.
When I listen to Cigarettes After Sex I somehow miss the love of my life who I have never met...
It's so conflicting and confusing, yet so reassuring at the same time... Thank you Cigarettes After Sex.
Well said... the mind is powerful, as is our human soul.... it is yourself telling you that there is someone out there for you that will love you unconditionally and you simply yearn to meet the one who is also waiting to love you... because they also miss you even though they have not met you..... weird isn't it.
When you want a person, you actually want peace and contentment through that person. Don’t you?...llearn to get that from yourself..
this song is perfect for sneaking out at 12am and walking down the street at night lol. with the streetlamps and the cars passing by,, perfect
couldn't agree more.
ugh ur such an aesthetic fuckmeintheass
This is the song that plays on my playlist _only_ at 3 a.m. when I'm already sad as hell and Spotify is like "ya know what--"
this song feels like talking to someone and feeling like getting attached to them even though you just met. and then when you leave, you wished you could’ve spoken up more and gotten to know them better.
‘I’m literal trash.’
I relate.
Well said. I as well.
You guys aren't trash. Charles Manson is trash. You're cool ;)
2020 in the middle of the apocalipse and still loving this song
his voice feels like touching the lightest feather in the world, almost too delicate to touch but when you do, it is immensely soft
HE?
Feather making love to another feather❤
@@bonver3007 Yes, the singer is male. Surprised me too.
Found this on a superbat playlist! I’m so glad somebody else associates this song with them! I have it on mine partly bc in a fic abt them that I really love Clark has ‘K’ as his online user, but honestly the lyrics are pretty fitting for them. Couldn’t tell you why
I want someone to love me this much
may cohen me too :)
Not gonna happen jk
Same here. 😌😌 feels lonely. How have you been?
He will find you don't worry
Let us love each other. :)
I think that the people who listen to this music are good people cause this kind of music is magic💖💖
Ironic hear this being a virgin and not a smoker
This comment should be on top lmao
Felix Alfredo 😂😂
We hear ya 🙃
This had me , ngl
Fucking hell I'm not in love, but when I listen to this song, I feel like I'm in love
fr. this song is so beautiful. everytime I hear this I feel like I've lost my Kristen which I never had lol
falling in love is a very risky thing to do. I’ve fell in complete love with a man. A year ago we were both learning about each other everyday, loving each other more each day, smiling, laughing, crying with each other but last night was the end. Heartache and depression is kicking in more than I’ve ever experienced in my whole life. He was my all, my everything. Now I have nothing, it seems.
You still have yourself, and that's more than you need 💕 although it sounds pathetic, you are what got you this far and you are that person who will carry you until the end. I'm still looking for home too... We'll find it... Someday
Stay strong sweetie, you are stronger than you think ❤
I'm going through the same situation.. Me and my ex broke up saying "I love you" to each other.. Both of us crying. But I had to accept it. And you'll do the same, I promise you.
The best part of a relationship is the start, getting to know someone feels new and exciting and there's so much electric between youse. But sometimes you need to realize it's not worth it and go your separate ways.
I know it may sound stupid but I felt your words deep. I dated someone for a week. I've dated many times before but it's the first time someone ever felt like home. He ended it a few days ago cause he's not capable of loving anybody as long as he loathes himself. I always thought that love is something that comes with time but apparently it doesn't fit in any timeframe whatsoever. A week was enough to make feel sad and empty right now. I hope you'll feel better. I don't wish that kind of hurt to anybody.
One man's trash is another man's treasure.
Samurai Storm 💜yeah💜
"I am literal trash".
Don't worry. So am I. It's okay.
0:42-0:51
"I remember when i first noticed
that you liked me back"
1:14-1:22
"But I could tell that something had change
how you looked at me then"
3:58-4:06
"Stay with me
I don't want you to leave"
Real
I just typed "k" into youtube and clicked this out of boredness. Im not disappointed.
Lucky bastard lol
lucky u!
it's always hard to love someone who doesn't love u back
he told me i remind him of this song and i cant stop smiling whenever i listen to it
Aw you're so lucky🥺💜
i did the same with my old favorite song for my ex. when we broke up i couldn’t listen to that song anymore. next time i definitely won’t tell her about this song cuz i love it too much
I still remember on February 14 where we attached our strings. I loved the way you dressed in all black and I loved the way you're with me and nobody else's. I remember dancing with you, vivid in my mind. But now, I could feel the way you changed..how you looked at me now. I want to feel your touch, I want you to hold me in your arms till I fall asleep, and I don't want you to leave. Don't leave me, just for awhile. Come right back, cause I've been waiting for you. Stay with me, I don't want you to leave ..
oh kristen, just come back already girl
Manahul K. If you don't do it, I will!!
Me: depression doesn't have a sound
Cigarettes after sex: HOLD MY LIGHTER
Kristen come right back and pay the check
radityo kusumo never!
Lol this comment made my day
😂😂
Lmfaoo
"I still remember when you
I first noticed that you like me back"* just hit hardest
We were sitting there by the bar counter, my arms around her. She looked soo beautiful. One look would make you fall in love with this girl. She was a mystery, never would talk a lot. She would just get lost in her own thoughts, thinking about her past and all the mistakes that she made, all the wrong guys that she's been with and thinking about where life would lead her.
I tried to console her, but she's been through a lot. You could see the pain in her eyes as she looked at you.
I just wanted to tell her that I love her and that her past didn't matter, but you could tell that she was still in pain.
We left later that night to a friend's place. There was an uncomfortable silence between us. There was soo much I wanted to tell her, but I held back because she just needed some time to heal.
We slept in each other's arms that night. It was the best night of my life,. Feeling her skin on mine was like a drug that never fades away.
I woke up the next day to find that she had already left.
It left me soo confused and sad at the same time coz I wanted to see her face as I woke up.
We met at the office the next day. She said she liked me but was not ready for commitment because of all that shes been through.
I told her that I'll wait all my life if I have to. She just smiled and said that wel sort this out.
I did t know what that meant and I didn't want to ask because she's that type of girl who needs a lot of space.
I'm still waiting on her..... Hopefully she be mine one day.
Mona, if your reading this, just know that I love you and I would give anything to be with you for the rest of my life 😔
benjamin james "feelinng her skin on mine was like a drug that never fades away"
You got me good man, It is addictive. Even more when you want it but cant get it
I think she probably knows this. Don't chase after girls that probably aren't interested, don't waste your time, some girls get off on being wanted, but don't want back, is that why you are interested...perhaps. Find a girl who is less complicated that doesn't fuck your head up. Life can be as simple as you want it to be. just sayin.
Hope she comes back but don't waste your life waiting. Go do things. Keep living.
This song will always remember me of the girl I will never forget, we never fought or discussed. But maybe we weren't meant to be together and maybe we were just supposed to make eachother happy for a while. Wherever she is, and if you ever see this, just know that no one will take your spot. I Love You A❤
Bronce Marquez cheers
Shivam Sharma thank you
Why don't you tell her...
tell her
Crystal Samarrippas cause she's already with someone else, and I should just not interfere
Lili Reinhart got me here
Jelena Kukolj same 😂
sameee😂😂😂
Haha.. me too. 😂
Same
Same
2:18 " and im taking picture of u" i can hear the smile
Do you like Cigarettes After Sex?
No, I'm a virgin with asthma.
okay lol
Lmao
I can't say that anymore
@Nungsu Longkumer nobody else could feel it better than us lol
@Nungsu Longkumer but hey, we didn't choose this life. This life chose us. lmao
Two strangers sitting by themselves, meeting for the first time because you smiled at me from across the cafe. Later making love, drunk and on the floor of the laundry room at the hostel we'd checked into. Setting out the next day with a full tank of gas headed west on the highway, not knowing where we would end up. Soon fighting because our pride got in the way, ugly words exchanged, yet still had to share a bed together, and how I felt for you in the darkness and you melted against my embrace. Several months down the road when you crushed my heart in an empty bar after you'd had enough drinks to tell me it was over. Then how we made up, but eventually parted ways with a final kiss at an airport, promising to meet again one day, but never having that chance because life kicked in, and me always regretting it since no other person has been as incredible as you. For what it's worth I'm glad you could be a part of this wild ride. Imperfect and fleeting. That's how this song makes me feel
I wasnt ready for this. Keep writing!
+Sidewayz Garage ah same
Do you ever hear a new song and just close your eyes and forget everything and get lost in the scene the song makes you envision? This song does that to me and it feels so familiar yet I’ve not heard of it until now
That’s oddly specific.
@@MUSHIEMUSIC ever hear a new song and get utterly disappointed when you realize theres never going to be another like it. The tones. Just the way the words make you feel.
STILL CANT BELIEVE THAT NAMJOON LISTENS TO MY FAVE CAS SONG
Listening all the Cigarette after sex songs on Repeat while staring on the ceiling at 4 am in night because life doesn't have any aim. Anyone else ?
yup looking to the ceiling after drowning in a few bottles of wine...
Well, this is the first time i heard this music and sounds nice. Mollyish. Ask me again in a week when i get back :-)
Yes I feel you, just looking at the ceiling,blasting this music while overthinking
@@nataliedelgado8886 I feel you too my friend. Music is our great equilizer. I would rather listen to some songs and catch a buzz and overthink all i want about You. Have a Happy One!!! :XD
u'r not alone buddy
i dont miss her. What i miss is the feeling to be loved, that's what i miss
Same bro
i feel u.
It's so nostalgic,che its like i am missing Someone that i dont even know
This is such a mood
Anyone listening to this right now on a Sunday lazy morning?
Even worse, Saturday night
Saturday night here too.
in early morning car drive..
It's 2am not sure if I should consider this as Saturday night or Sunday morning
Cherian Joseph ...sunday morning, it’s cold. Smoking a cigarette out of the window, sipping coffee, listening to this song and thinking about a girl.
none:
absolutely none:
cigarette after sex: im literal trash
he stopped talking to me during spring break this year and honestly haven’t gotten over it i miss him so much i miss our friendship i miss our bond i miss how comfortable i was with him. it’s not the same with anyone else. i look for him in everyone i talk to. he was and will always be my first love. i miss you so much bro come back plz i need u in my life.
i accidentally found this song, and i dont have anyone i like rn so idk why i started tearing up??
ikr? its sad melody kinda makes your heart ache
smhhh same
Same feels it's like having s heavy stuff on your heart
Karkitts big mood
Feel you
Who else here after RM post ???
Me haha
@@Skyefaith9 meeeeeeeeee
Me🙂
Me 😀
Me too hahahah
Here after rkive story. 😅😅😅Army is here!.🤣
Yeah
Its army powerrrr
🙋🏽♀️🙋🏽♀️
🤪
You are right 😂😂
i wish i was loved.
you are loved
You are
Lili reinharts story took me here😍...
Same! 💕
Same 🤩
Sameeee
Same
After lili story 😍
Saba Riaz lol same
Lol ❤
If you’re here you have great music taste
thx.
Thanks👿
Damn she even changed my music taste
fucking hell that is so relatable
Think I like you best when you're just with me and no one else. uwu
Dont come back Kristen cause holy fuck this music is fucking amazing
All you had to do was follow the damn train not Kristen..
I need somebody to slow dance with me while this song plays.
Omg, same need
Literally
Okay lets do it
@@kiixz5837 noice
@@Inamarie07 let's do it i am going to learn how to dance cuz i suck but let's give it a try why not