This is really hard for me, and even after 24 yrs of counseling (even though I’m a drug n alcohol addict counselor) I haven’t forgotten this day. My first kiss, love, I was a nerdy 8 th grader n he was a yr younger. We “dated” it was mid 90s. Long story short he was a literal genius, like Isaac newton genius and a catholic. It MATTERS what ppl say, I promise you. He took a gun to his mouth like this too. Under an overpass by the eway. I’m from a suburb of the chi. So I heard he was missing but I knew something was up. He played under that overpass 6 FUCKIN HOURS till someone called in a kid sleeping there. The cops get there n he said 4 words, his last 3. I. Shot. Myself. He ended up on life support till they pulled the plug n he saved 5 ppl. My heart hasn’t recovered to this day. WORDS HURT
Same. Makes me tear up every time being a dad for almost 9 years now. My son will never even think that we don't love him. Great song, but it never made me choked up until I became a dad
Yeah, your reactions are so human. The ending was dialed back when it was on MTV. The song does deep helping us empathize with Jeremy so that if we meet someone like that we can help them get help.
goose bumps for me too but the video still makes me tear up... all these years later. I was in my 20s, I think part of why it hit me so hard was because my sons were around 2 and 6.Things like that always seem to hit you harder when you have young kids.
Pearl Jam will always be close to me. My cousin was 15 and dx with a terminal bone cancer. His make a wish was to see Pearl Jam. They wrote, called, paid his way out to see them and sent unreleased music to Randy. He passed away shortly after his 16th birthday.
My condolences, he was so young🙏💜. I’m happy to know they made his wish come true in grand fashion though, I always loved the fact that they’ve all stayed away from negativity.
This song is still just as relevant today as it was when originally released - which in itself says a lot about the world we live in. The lyrics "like the day I heard" are probably the most impactful I've ever heard - no one ever paid the boy attention until he pulled the trigger.
Especially if you aren't in a region nor area that experienced an ordeal like this... im a Michigan lifer, very local to the Oxford scene.... people can judge and contemplate what they would do yet when an atrocious deed is done they have no idea nor feeling in the circumstance. Try burying kids, before you have to comment about this or that. I don't wish any of this upon my worst enemy nor any father or mother. This shit is atrocious yet this track speaks volumes. Today's music has no feeling no true emotion.
Mass shootings were happening in the time before and when they wrote this song. People forget that mass shootings were everywhere, places of business, schools, the post office. It was a very violent time
Knowing the back story doesn’t ruin the song, it makes you think of the real 15 year old Jeremy from Texas. It keeps his memory alive. For as long into the future as this song remains popular, people will remember and care about him.
“Wow, I had no idea that song went that deep.” Welcome to 90s music. My teen years. Best music ever, I streadfastly believe the music helped keep me alive.
Try to ersase THIS from the black board... That's Jeremy speaking ... try to ignore him now that his blood and brains are all splattered on the black board... "Erase this" was used since the duster is used to remove the chalk...
@@eljefebridget I wanted to tell you the real lyrics and meanings behind the lyrics on how amazing Eddie's lyrics can be, not correct you exactly... I make a lot of typos and miss out entire words when writing or typing. Why so defensive?
As soon as i noticed that there wasnt beeps on the bad words i knew it was the uncensored video, which i thought was fantastic because these type of topics shouldnt be sugarcoated in any way
Grunge would have always broke into the mainstream because of their music alone, but combined with the subject matters they were tackling it made grunge massive in the day. RIP Kurt Cobain,Layne Staley, Scott Weiland, Chris Cornell and Mark Lanegan. For some reason suicide and addiction has been rampant throughout the big bands of the grunge era
RIP Jeremy Dell...15 is wayyy too young to die, god damn...you've only just opened your eyes in a sense, what the hell. :( Was unaware you boys hadn't experienced the film clip yet, it still hits like a brick some 30 odd years after first seeing it, the impact never diminishes.
From songfacts: "Eddie Vedder found out about Jeremy when he read an article about the incident in the Dallas Morning News, which read: 'Because he had missed class, the teacher in his second-period English class told Jeremy to get an admittance slip from the school office. Instead, he returned with the gun, police said. He walked directly to the front of the classroom. 'Miss, I got what I really went for,' he said, then placed the barrel in his mouth and fired.' " And that ending? That's what Eddie meant when he sang "Try to forget this...Try to erase this from the blackboard". I dare you to attempt to forget this. Been almost 20 years since I first saw this video and my mind is still scarred. That image is burned in there. Also gotta get to a lyrical breakdown of rearviewmirror, Porch(album version or MTV Unplugged, both are fuckin ace), and Do the Evolution official video
The reaction to the last moments is why the song is so powerful and so relevant. From the beginning, the song tells you EXACTLY where it's going. But the ending still comes as a shock to most people. It shows how we miss all the signs when a kid is hurting like this and (hopefully) encourages us all to open our eyes and help these kids before they "speak in class.".
Thanks for mentioning at the end about finding help n even saying for someone to reach out to u for help. I'm sure someone out there needed to hear that
Watching both your jaws "mmmmmmm drop wide open" was priceless. I hope this song drops many more jaws for generations to come because it needs to. This song came out when I was 19 and left an impression. I became a parent that was always looking for the warning signs and I'm glad I got ahead of some issues because of it.
It never crossed my mind that y'all had never reacted to this. I just assumed that you knew of the video. It came out in '92-ish, and MTV would only show an edited version which removed the actual gun at the end. It was rough to watch back then. We were all just as stunned as you are now. Maybe within the past 30 years, it has reminded SOMEONE, at least ONE person, to show a little empathy towards others.
I was surprised as well to see the unedited version...It's been so long since I had seen it, I forgot the ending was suicide and not him shooting his classmates.
Yes it's a true story. Some of us are old enough to remember it from the news. If you read some of the words that come across the screen in the video it gives you bitss and pieces. You see the words "in an affluent neighborhood" and also you see them refer to the exact time that it took place. I truly miss music like this. Musically told a story, had heart and soul poured into it. Even the rap from back then was so much more soulful.
"Try to erase this, from the blackboard....." To me these lyrics in the song are the most profound. I wasn't even in that classroom and yet by just hearing the song, its story and context - and punctuated by the visuals in the video - I can't even erase the image of Jeremy's last moment from the blackboard of my mind... Couldn't imagine being the occupants of that classroom who actually bore witness
this is an anthem of the broken home...the whole ten album is where I hid as a child when my world wasn't so flash just a Walkman cassette and my problems faded the whole album is a musical masterpiece
'when you see someone living day to day through pain and sorrow, you might think they have strong will to survive such an existence, but it may be a matter that their will just isn't strong enough to simply pull the trigger"
This is me. Although I don’t own any guns. Wish I had one at times. Pretty often actually. Bipolar depression has haunted me my entire adult life and has reeked havoc on my life. It’s a living hell. I love you Jeremy
Such a sad story and such a genuine reaction. We all need some time after watch this... I pass through bullying and it's really devastating. It's also sad that the actor who played Jeremy died tragically too. RIP.
6ix's reaction at 7:30 hit hard. That felt like the first bit of realization, and the answer "I love this song" when it hits is so honest and great. This is one of my favorite songs.
It's amazing that a song from 30 years ago is just as relevant today as it was back then. So timeless. If you're gonna do classic PJ then you have to do "Even Flow" next. ❤️🤘
I still remember the uproar caused by that original video at the time. It was so shocking - that was when... the early 90s? Yet, it was such a relevant story about bullying, child abuse, and what can happen when the signs are there, but nobody pays attention. It's still a relevant story.
Hearing that sentence of "Jeremy spoke in class today" instantly transports me to the 90s when I was just 7 or 8. Of course I had no idea what those words meant back then, and it's difficult to even understand all of Eddie's words anyway. When I dug into this song as an adult it really shook me for days. It's not just an incredibly unique and recognizable song, it's a call for action that Eddie shouted to the world from 1991 and continues echoing 33+ years later. Unreal.
This was one of the most difficult reactions to watch. Knowing the outcome & knowing y'all didn't had my stomach doing somersaults. R.I.P. Jeremy Dell. P.L.U.R.R. from ATX.
Your reactions at the end of the video is honestly what makes this music video so impactful and artistic…that said it’s the same reaction many also have to the song itself…the more and more I listen to the song, from a video standpoint (love the lost art of Music Videos), but also a music standpoint, you can hear the song and tension build in the main focal point of the song (Jeremy) before the eventual end. Honestly this in my mind of all the music I’ve listened to in my life has to be one of the most deep meaning impactful songs ever, and it has the music video to match…love the reaction guys, and thanks for the entertainment as I commute to and from work
This is what I miss about music of that era and older...songs had substance and meaning. It wasn't about money, bitches, clothes, jewelry, cars, drugs, etc. Sure, those types of songs existed, but they weren't firmly entrenched into the mainstream. You can still find music like this current day, but man do you have to sift through a ton of freaking garbage to find it.
All Them Witches, King Buffalo and The Swell Fellas are a few bands keeping good music alive. They're not hugely popular, but like you said, once you sift through the trash you find that they're much better than 95% of the crap you hear on the radio nowadays.
@@Robinsos79 I'll have to check them out! If you want to feel sad, go listen to the entire Crow Soundtrack and afterwards turn on any modern radio station...it is a glaringly sad perspective.
I’d say it served its purpose. At the end of your reaction you tried to help out the situation just by showing concern for our youngsters who may be bullied. Please when things are looking bleak, seek some sort of help. I’ve found that talking things out takes some of the pressure off and now someone might intervene. Uncomfortable subjects need to happen. Pearl Jam does this wrapped up in the form of a very well performed rock song. This one small voice knowing this is a very delicate matter to negotiate, felt it important enough that they implored kids to seek help. If just one kid who is struggling takes heed because of what you said today I’d say it was well worth it. Thankyou guys. I’ll keep subscribing to you as long as you continue with these sentiments.
One of my wife's close friends went to the same school as Jeremy Dell. She still remembers the horror of that day even after all these years. Truly sad.💔
I'm glad to see you've found the actual video and not the edited version only because you'll get the full effect of what the is really all about. Thanks so much for doing this video and having an awesome reaction.
@7:36 'the Nazi' salute...I think the intended gesture the students were making was the Bellamy salute (flag salute), which was used in the late 19th and early 20th century during the pledge of allegiance. This salute became overshadowed and put to general disuse when it was infamously adopted Nazi Germany and fascism. There may be room for interpretation however, as the whole classroom is seen facing away from a flag that is hung in an unconventional/controversial manner. There is just so much artistry in the music, lyrics and overall presentation of the video that one could draw their own conclusions based on the story presented. Truly a masterpiece! (Found this comment regarding the this particular part of the video)
You had me at Pearl Jam. Excellent yarl Smokey 😆 Ten has been my favorite album since it came out. IMHO every song on Ten is a banger. I would recommend Oceans or Release. Both are kind of hidden gems off of the album.
The first time I saw the video was the censored version on MTV. A few years ago a saw this version and got me into tears. That final scene is so heartbreaking. The song is a masterpiece in every single way!
Even if it didn't have a direct representation it still can be an example of what still happens. The quiet kid on the bus, the kid alone at a lunch table, the kid in the hall picking up their books after they were knocked out of their hands. Pain is expressed differently person to person, some folks bottle it deep inside...others find various mediums to express frustration. Others sadly express violently leading to tragedy. Preventing this activity is a group effort...if you see these folks please reach out to them. Just a simple act of kindness could be the very thing that keeps future tragedies from occuring. I remember this song long ago and felt like Jeremy. I eventually learned to stand up for myself and unfortunately had to address violence with violence. Thankfully after that I helped to stand up against it when I was in school. It should never have to get to that point but it does sadly on a daily basis. Please reach out to get help if you are ever in this position...there are people who do care out there.
Yo guys, love y'all. Thanks for the content. In regards to "Jeremy" a lot of people have heard the song. It is one of the biggest hits from the early aughts. However, not many people have seen the original video because it was censored for a long time due to "gun violence." This story, song, and video should be available all day every day in my opinion.
I've listened to this song for years and had no idea about the story behind it. There's always someone that will listen and there's always someone that cares! Love to see you both getting so into it and enjoying the music too!
Regarding the trivia from the start: Wicked Lester was a band Gene Simmons and Paul Stanley were in before KISS, something I learned from a pre-cancellation Family Guy episode.
I remember Eddie Vedder said he hated this video was edited for tv. The edited version doesn't show him putting the gun in his mouth, so most people thought he shot his classmates not himself.
This is one of the most powerful songs released in the past 3 decades. This one and Zombie are on a whole other level of musical storytelling that can bring out a whole range of emotions.
It's great seeing an honest reaction like that to this video! With so many fakers out there, it's important to keep it real. I had almost forgotten about the ending of the video! Powerful, that's what makes you two great to watch.
I just have to say thanks for everything you guys do cause my dad just recently died of cancer and your videos have helped to cope and deal with that so thank you.
As much as things change, the more they stay the same. Hits every bit as hard today, as it did back when this first dropped. Pearl Jam was absolutely groundbreaking, and weren’t afraid to broach the toughest subject matter.
"Jeremy spoke in... class today" Sometimes the only way to get people to hear you is to take extreme action. No escape from home at school, no escape from school at home. Very heartbreaking.
The problem with depression is that it's so hard to ask for help and usually by that point it's just too late. In my situation, everything is good. Job's good, married my hs sweetheart, our son turns 11 this year. It's just sometimes, out of nowhere it hits. I don't want to talk about it to anyone and I just retreat. It's been getting more frequent so I need to make an appointment for the doc. It's a crappy, uncontrollable, unfortunate situation that a lot of people struggle with. I always feel bad even complaining about it bc everything in my life is good so I shouldn't have any issues.
I see you. Depression doesn't discriminate and our folly as a society is assuming that depression is a choice you wallow and languish in. No one is immune. No one. Hang in there Matthew.
When I was younger I saw the video the day it was released. Only when it first came out it was edited down without the devastating footage at the end of him putting the gun in his mouth. It cut directly to the other students all frozen in disbelief and bright red blood all over them. Only I didn’t know at the time it was blood. It looked like red paint. I knew nothing of the back story of what happened at the time. As I reached adulthood I learned about the backstory and what the video meant. Which in turn fills my insides with tragic sadness because emotionally I’ve been where Jeremy was during my years at school. Thankfully my mother saw the signs of my downward spiral and got me the help I needed. Now that the unedited, uncensored version of the video is properly circulating UA-cam and reactors are seeing it and feeling the devastation and weight of it, I feel it’s important. It’s important to seeing it no matter how hard it is to see. It’s important to face that kind of tragic possibility and to have discussions about it in order to remove the stigma by course correcting how we view bullying and especially how we view/treat mental health.
I'm glad you watched the official video. It is such a powerful song and an even more powerful video. I tear up every time I see it and it is still so relevant
Best, most real reaction I've seen!!!!!! It made me remember the first time I saw it. When MTV actually played videos. They would only play this and a few others after like 2am or something. I was 11 yrs old the first time I saw this video alone in my room and I didn't say anything to anyone because I wasn't supposed to be up that late watching TV.
I remember back in the day when MTV first aired this video for the first time unedited, but shortly after they aired it, it had to be edited down to be shown on MTV. I also remember how impactful the video to this song was, even after they edited it.
Originally, this video was edited so you didn't see that one moment. Just the frozen reaction of his classmates. They released the unedited version fairly recently. It really does add an element of realism to it and your reactions were the correct ones.
It's interesting how few music videos PJ did throughout their career. Ten is one helluva album, of which I'm quite partial to the tracks "Porch" and the closer, "Release".
I hate guns, and it's a good thing, because I was abused, as well as bullied, and thinking back to those days, I could have very easily have done this. I wouldn't have thought twice about it. I never wanted to hurt anyone (other than myself) but I totally would have and could have done this, I know it. The reality is... there ISN'T always help. There's a hell of a lot more now than there was then, and it's a lot more accessible, but I'll share one thing with you all. After one particular beating (I was 14) and anorexic (I had health issues) I wasn't even 5 foot at the time, and about 80lbs soaking wet. My stepfather was 6'4 and 280lbs. He beat the living shit out of me on a daily basis! No one in my family believed me, and I constantly lived under threat if i spoke out. I called social services on him this one night, and two people arrived at our home. He answered and they spoke for about 15 minutes in the doorway. They never came inside and never attempted to see me. I was black and bruised and bloodied. Then they left. I watched them leave outside my second story window. I knew, right then... that I was in for the beating of my life. I couldn't go to school for several days afterwards as a result. That's when I knew that there was no help at all. I ran away from home often, I used to sleep in open graves in a cemetery about 5 miles away to shield myself from the cold Massachusetts winter. Amazing how a single song can bring a person right back to a specific moment in time decades ago like it was yesterday. The gun violence today however... I'll never understand it. The hate stemming from people that (to me) have it made. So many kids go through so much worse and never do anything. It's just unbelievably sad for the victims of people that should have had help BEFORE ever showing symptoms. A lack of love, care, education and understanding at a time in their lives when you don't think that they are cognizant of such things...
A rare instance where music, lyrics, singing, & video are all absolute genius. All of the imagery connects with & expands the meaning. (The empty clothes as parental representation always gets me.) & in the original/uncensored version, there's even a fascist salute in the classroom - reminiscent of the "Bellamy salute" (google it; used from 1892-1940s in U.S. flag pledge etiquette), which adds another fraught layer to the whole thing. I love both the song & the video. It also sickens me that it's still, 30+ years later, so relevant.
I don't know if anyone has stated anywhere in the comments but, Wicked Lester was actually the name of a band that was started by Gene Simmons and Paul Stanley before changing their names and forming KISS! 🤘🏼💙🤘🏼
So glad y’all did the video. True story. Richardson, TX (suburb of Dallas), 1979. Eddie Vedder wasn’t involved. He just injected some stuff in the song about his life. A powerful and disturbing song. But well put together.
"Try to erase this from the blackboard"... I've said this too many times That outro is one of the most haunting pieces of melody ever created. Gets me every damn time...
There was a short documentary about Jeremy Delle that explained his home and school life. The mother even made an appearance in it towards the end and gave an interview. Neither were that great but he was pretty much ignored at home by his divorced parents. Left alone while Mom dated men with money who was more important than he was, or so he thought. The lyric ‘and the boy was something mommy wouldn’t wear’ addresses this. He was an awesome artist, had real talent for drawing. You can google search some of his art. He was a lost kid who felt no one cared about him. Jeremy’s family doesn’t like the song because it points out their non-involvement. A lot easier to blame other school kids or blame it on mental illness.
No lies, I just spent 24 hours strapped to a bed on a phych evaluation, on Sunday to Monday night.... Had blood alcohol level Wich was way over .4, and my now ex called the cops on me thinking I was suicidal.... I've been there before, bout three years after the song came out.... But God damn, trying to go to my brothers house, so I could sleep and go to work.... Didn't get to!!! Missed a day with my son as well!!! ....... I listen to music that rattles the soul and brain, save other people while dying inside, that's what keeps me sane!! Music, and seeing someone get back on their feet!!!
Bro I've been watching you guys for a long time. I'd love to see even more Alice in chains or mad season. The channels growing and it's great witnessing it. Much love 🙏
Greetings from the worst Germany... You guys conjure me up every time I see your videos. You have the right content and you meet my taste with all your kind. I would love to hang out with you and have a great time, but unfortunately the big pond separates us. Stay as you are and continue to delight us in the future with your brilliant videos... Rock on 👊😎
Ah, that moment of innocence when you realize how dark the phrase “Jeremy spoke in class today” actually is.
07:33
Yeah, his speech was the sound of the gunshot. Just in that moment everyone understood what he was going through…
Sad.
Doing that was his only way to speak out, bullying and neglection is a pain I wouldn't wish upon my worst enemy.
Yes 😢❤
This is really hard for me, and even after 24 yrs of counseling (even though I’m a drug n alcohol addict counselor) I haven’t forgotten this day. My first kiss, love, I was a nerdy 8 th grader n he was a yr younger. We “dated” it was mid 90s. Long story short he was a literal genius, like Isaac newton genius and a catholic. It MATTERS what ppl say, I promise you. He took a gun to his mouth like this too. Under an overpass by the eway. I’m from a suburb of the chi. So I heard he was missing but I knew something was up. He played under that overpass 6 FUCKIN HOURS till someone called in a kid sleeping there. The cops get there n he said 4 words, his last 3. I. Shot. Myself. He ended up on life support till they pulled the plug n he saved 5 ppl. My heart hasn’t recovered to this day. WORDS HURT
"Try to forget this
Try to erase this
From the blackboard."
Has to be some of the most powerful lyrics ever.
That and "And the boy was something that mommy wouldn't wear" always get me in this song.
Seemingly simple lyrics with the power of a flamethrower... I'm there with you...peace...
absolutely
Brilliant and felt because Eddie had a tough childhood too.
@@newgrladmittedly, I never fully understood that specific line.
Your faces when you realized…this song is so powerful. Goosebumps every time.
100 percent
Same. Makes me tear up every time being a dad for almost 9 years now. My son will never even think that we don't love him. Great song, but it never made me choked up until I became a dad
Happens to every reactor when they realize!
Yeah, your reactions are so human. The ending was dialed back when it was on MTV. The song does deep helping us empathize with Jeremy so that if we meet someone like that we can help them get help.
goose bumps for me too but the video still makes me tear up... all these years later. I was in my 20s, I think part of why it hit me so hard was because my sons were around 2 and 6.Things like that always seem to hit you harder when you have young kids.
Pearl Jam will always be close to me. My cousin was 15 and dx with a terminal bone cancer. His make a wish was to see Pearl Jam. They wrote, called, paid his way out to see them and sent unreleased music to Randy. He passed away shortly after his 16th birthday.
That's so sad, but great what they did.
Oh my goodness!! God bless your cousin and Pearl Jam!! 🥺
Doesn’t surprise me knowing Eddie Vedder’s Personality
My condolences on your loss.
My condolences, he was so young🙏💜. I’m happy to know they made his wish come true in grand fashion though, I always loved the fact that they’ve all stayed away from negativity.
This song is still just as relevant today as it was when originally released - which in itself says a lot about the world we live in. The lyrics "like the day I heard" are probably the most impactful I've ever heard - no one ever paid the boy attention until he pulled the trigger.
More today than with the original release
Especially if you aren't in a region nor area that experienced an ordeal like this... im a Michigan lifer, very local to the Oxford scene.... people can judge and contemplate what they would do yet when an atrocious deed is done they have no idea nor feeling in the circumstance. Try burying kids, before you have to comment about this or that. I don't wish any of this upon my worst enemy nor any father or mother. This shit is atrocious yet this track speaks volumes. Today's music has no feeling no true emotion.
Except today he would have shot all the other kids before suicide by cop (if they ever found the balls to enter the building).
its 1000 times more relatable now tbh
Mass shootings were happening in the time before and when they wrote this song. People forget that mass shootings were everywhere, places of business, schools, the post office. It was a very violent time
Pretty hard to argue against Ten being one of the best debut albums ever recorded.
Agreed, one of the best albums period
The look on your faces when you realized brought tears to my eyes. It's a very powerful song.
I cried.....😭
Same. I've probably watched a few thousand reaction videos by now but this was the most visceral reaction I've ever seen. I welled up instantly.
Jeremy spoke in class today in a way that couldn't be ignored.
That chorus of “Jeremy spoke in class today”… it has to be one of the most heartbreaking metaphors ever written.
Knowing the back story doesn’t ruin the song, it makes you think of the real 15 year old Jeremy from Texas. It keeps his memory alive. For as long into the future as this song remains popular, people will remember and care about him.
“Wow, I had no idea that song went that deep.”
Welcome to 90s music. My teen years. Best music ever, I streadfastly believe the music helped keep me alive.
"Try to erase me from the blackboard." Poor Jeremy, breaks my heart every time.
Try to ersase THIS from the black board... That's Jeremy speaking ... try to ignore him now that his blood and brains are all splattered on the black board... "Erase this" was used since the duster is used to remove the chalk...
@@FulltimeDuddooScene Since you want to correct me, it's ERASE not ersase. And yes, I get the context.
@@eljefebridget I wanted to tell you the real lyrics and meanings behind the lyrics on how amazing Eddie's lyrics can be, not correct you exactly... I make a lot of typos and miss out entire words when writing or typing. Why so defensive?
I love the fact that you looked up the meaning of the song at the end, it's a brilliant way to finish your videos! You should do it more often!
Makes the lyric “Jeremy spoke in class today” that much more powerful now.
That line..... When you realize, it burns itself into your mind.
As soon as i noticed that there wasnt beeps on the bad words i knew it was the uncensored video, which i thought was fantastic because these type of topics shouldnt be sugarcoated in any way
Grunge would have always broke into the mainstream because of their music alone, but combined with the subject matters they were tackling it made grunge massive in the day. RIP Kurt Cobain,Layne Staley, Scott Weiland, Chris Cornell and Mark Lanegan. For some reason suicide and addiction has been rampant throughout the big bands of the grunge era
The whole album is a fucking masterpiece. "Jeremy" is second only to "Black" to me.
Release is better than Jeremy imo
RIP Jeremy Dell...15 is wayyy too young to die, god damn...you've only just opened your eyes in a sense, what the hell. :( Was unaware you boys hadn't experienced the film clip yet, it still hits like a brick some 30 odd years after first seeing it, the impact never diminishes.
“Reach out to us if you need help.” The BEST sentence in this reaction. Powerful song, powerful video. Sadly, still relevant today.
From songfacts:
"Eddie Vedder found out about Jeremy when he read an article about the incident in the Dallas Morning News, which read: 'Because he had missed class, the teacher in his second-period English class told Jeremy to get an admittance slip from the school office. Instead, he returned with the gun, police said. He walked directly to the front of the classroom. 'Miss, I got what I really went for,' he said, then placed the barrel in his mouth and fired.' "
And that ending? That's what Eddie meant when he sang "Try to forget this...Try to erase this from the blackboard". I dare you to attempt to forget this. Been almost 20 years since I first saw this video and my mind is still scarred. That image is burned in there.
Also gotta get to a lyrical breakdown of rearviewmirror, Porch(album version or MTV Unplugged, both are fuckin ace), and Do the Evolution official video
The reaction to the last moments is why the song is so powerful and so relevant. From the beginning, the song tells you EXACTLY where it's going. But the ending still comes as a shock to most people. It shows how we miss all the signs when a kid is hurting like this and (hopefully) encourages us all to open our eyes and help these kids before they "speak in class.".
Thanks for mentioning at the end about finding help n even saying for someone to reach out to u for help. I'm sure someone out there needed to hear that
Watching both your jaws "mmmmmmm drop wide open" was priceless. I hope this song drops many more jaws for generations to come because it needs to.
This song came out when I was 19 and left an impression. I became a parent that was always looking for the warning signs and I'm glad I got ahead of some issues because of it.
It never crossed my mind that y'all had never reacted to this. I just assumed that you knew of the video. It came out in '92-ish, and MTV would only show an edited version which removed the actual gun at the end. It was rough to watch back then. We were all just as stunned as you are now. Maybe within the past 30 years, it has reminded SOMEONE, at least ONE person, to show a little empathy towards others.
The absolute worst part of that censored version is it's unclear whether Jeremy uses the gun on himself or against the rest of the class
We can only hope there is more empathy with all the bullying that's going on these and it's so much worse with social media.
@@mikethemotormouth Agreed, I was confused about that for a long time.
I was surprised as well to see the unedited version...It's been so long since I had seen it, I forgot the ending was suicide and not him shooting his classmates.
Even If Someone Knows This Track,, They Are Truly Missing Out On The Full Impact If They Haven't Seen The Video.
Yes it's a true story. Some of us are old enough to remember it from the news. If you read some of the words that come across the screen in the video it gives you bitss and pieces. You see the words "in an affluent neighborhood" and also you see them refer to the exact time that it took place. I truly miss music like this. Musically told a story, had heart and soul poured into it. Even the rap from back then was so much more soulful.
"Try to erase this, from the blackboard....."
To me these lyrics in the song are the most profound. I wasn't even in that classroom and yet by just hearing the song, its story and context - and punctuated by the visuals in the video - I can't even erase the image of Jeremy's last moment from the blackboard of my mind...
Couldn't imagine being the occupants of that classroom who actually bore witness
this is an anthem of the broken home...the whole ten album is where I hid as a child when my world wasn't so flash just a Walkman cassette and my problems faded the whole album is a musical masterpiece
Can't wait to see their expressions at the big reveal...
Edit: Yep. This video makes everything hits a lot different...
"3:30 in the afternoon, an affluent suburb, 64 degrees and cloudy."
'when you see someone living day to day through pain and sorrow, you might think they have strong will to survive such an existence, but it may be a matter that their will just isn't strong enough to simply pull the trigger"
This is me. Although I don’t own any guns. Wish I had one at times. Pretty often actually. Bipolar depression has haunted me my entire adult life and has reeked havoc on my life. It’s a living hell. I love you Jeremy
Such a sad story and such a genuine reaction. We all need some time after watch this...
I pass through bullying and it's really devastating.
It's also sad that the actor who played Jeremy died tragically too. RIP.
Oh, shit, I hadn't heard about the actor. What happened?
6ix's reaction at 7:30 hit hard. That felt like the first bit of realization, and the answer "I love this song" when it hits is so honest and great. This is one of my favorite songs.
It's amazing that a song from 30 years ago is just as relevant today as it was back then. So timeless. If you're gonna do classic PJ then you have to do "Even Flow" next. ❤️🤘
I still remember the uproar caused by that original video at the time. It was so shocking - that was when... the early 90s? Yet, it was such a relevant story about bullying, child abuse, and what can happen when the signs are there, but nobody pays attention. It's still a relevant story.
Hearing that sentence of "Jeremy spoke in class today" instantly transports me to the 90s when I was just 7 or 8. Of course I had no idea what those words meant back then, and it's difficult to even understand all of Eddie's words anyway. When I dug into this song as an adult it really shook me for days. It's not just an incredibly unique and recognizable song, it's a call for action that Eddie shouted to the world from 1991 and continues echoing 33+ years later. Unreal.
This was one of the most difficult reactions to watch. Knowing the outcome & knowing y'all didn't had my stomach doing somersaults. R.I.P. Jeremy Dell. P.L.U.R.R. from ATX.
Your reactions at the end of the video is honestly what makes this music video so impactful and artistic…that said it’s the same reaction many also have to the song itself…the more and more I listen to the song, from a video standpoint (love the lost art of Music Videos), but also a music standpoint, you can hear the song and tension build in the main focal point of the song (Jeremy) before the eventual end. Honestly this in my mind of all the music I’ve listened to in my life has to be one of the most deep meaning impactful songs ever, and it has the music video to match…love the reaction guys, and thanks for the entertainment as I commute to and from work
This is what I miss about music of that era and older...songs had substance and meaning. It wasn't about money, bitches, clothes, jewelry, cars, drugs, etc. Sure, those types of songs existed, but they weren't firmly entrenched into the mainstream. You can still find music like this current day, but man do you have to sift through a ton of freaking garbage to find it.
All Them Witches, King Buffalo and The Swell Fellas are a few bands keeping good music alive. They're not hugely popular, but like you said, once you sift through the trash you find that they're much better than 95% of the crap you hear on the radio nowadays.
@@Robinsos79 I'll have to check them out! If you want to feel sad, go listen to the entire Crow Soundtrack and afterwards turn on any modern radio station...it is a glaringly sad perspective.
Find a lyrics video of Maneskin's Coraline. It will rip your guts out.
Never saw this video before. Intense and emotional. My heart breaks for the young kids that go through this. Be kind folks ❤️
I’d say it served its purpose. At the end of your reaction you tried to help out the situation just by showing concern for our youngsters who may be bullied. Please when things are looking bleak, seek some sort of help. I’ve found that talking things out takes some of the pressure off and now someone might intervene. Uncomfortable subjects need to happen. Pearl Jam does this wrapped up in the form of a very well performed rock song. This one small voice knowing this is a very delicate matter to negotiate, felt it important enough that they implored kids to seek help. If just one kid who is struggling takes heed because of what you said today I’d say it was well worth it. Thankyou guys. I’ll keep subscribing to you as long as you continue with these sentiments.
When Eddie sings, “Try to erase this…..from the blackboard,” I get chills every time.
Could we all just take a moment to appreciate Jeff Ament’s beautiful outro on the 12 string bass?
One of my wife's close friends went to the same school as Jeremy Dell. She still remembers the horror of that day even after all these years. Truly sad.💔
I'm glad to see you've found the actual video and not the edited version only because you'll get the full effect of what the is really all about. Thanks so much for doing this video and having an awesome reaction.
@7:36 'the Nazi' salute...I think the intended gesture the students were making was the Bellamy salute (flag salute), which was used in the late 19th and early 20th century during the pledge of allegiance. This salute became overshadowed and put to general disuse when it was infamously adopted Nazi Germany and fascism. There may be room for interpretation however, as the whole classroom is seen facing away from a flag that is hung in an unconventional/controversial manner. There is just so much artistry in the music, lyrics and overall presentation of the video that one could draw their own conclusions based on the story presented. Truly a masterpiece! (Found this comment regarding the this particular part of the video)
You had me at Pearl Jam. Excellent yarl Smokey 😆
Ten has been my favorite album since it came out.
IMHO every song on Ten is a banger. I would recommend Oceans or Release. Both are kind of hidden gems off of the album.
Wicked Lester was the original name for the band KISS
This whole album is special. Top to bottom. Just amazing
The first time I saw the video was the censored version on MTV.
A few years ago a saw this version and got me into tears. That final scene is so heartbreaking. The song is a masterpiece in every single way!
Even if it didn't have a direct representation it still can be an example of what still happens. The quiet kid on the bus, the kid alone at a lunch table, the kid in the hall picking up their books after they were knocked out of their hands. Pain is expressed differently person to person, some folks bottle it deep inside...others find various mediums to express frustration. Others sadly express violently leading to tragedy. Preventing this activity is a group effort...if you see these folks please reach out to them. Just a simple act of kindness could be the very thing that keeps future tragedies from occuring. I remember this song long ago and felt like Jeremy. I eventually learned to stand up for myself and unfortunately had to address violence with violence. Thankfully after that I helped to stand up against it when I was in school. It should never have to get to that point but it does sadly on a daily basis. Please reach out to get help if you are ever in this position...there are people who do care out there.
Thank you for this. I'm a Jeremy too, a misfit, and it ain't never going to change since I'm 62 now. LOL
@@scottzappa9314 think the majority of folks were Jeremy. I just hope this message gets to folks that need to read it and hope joo t helps them out.
Yo guys, love y'all. Thanks for the content. In regards to "Jeremy" a lot of people have heard the song. It is one of the biggest hits from the early aughts. However, not many people have seen the original video because it was censored for a long time due to "gun violence." This story, song, and video should be available all day every day in my opinion.
I've listened to this song for years and had no idea about the story behind it. There's always someone that will listen and there's always someone that cares! Love to see you both getting so into it and enjoying the music too!
My homies!!😂😂 Serious, your reaction to this song is the best one!
Regarding the trivia from the start: Wicked Lester was a band Gene Simmons and Paul Stanley were in before KISS, something I learned from a pre-cancellation Family Guy episode.
I remember Eddie Vedder said he hated this video was edited for tv. The edited version doesn't show him putting the gun in his mouth, so most people thought he shot his classmates not himself.
The line "Try to erase it from the blackboard" always gives me the chills.
"What else is there to say, man?!"
Not much. Jeremy said it all in class that day, didn't he?
8:57 best reaction I've seen so far on that scene
This is one of the most powerful songs released in the past 3 decades. This one and Zombie are on a whole other level of musical storytelling that can bring out a whole range of emotions.
It's great seeing an honest reaction like that to this video! With so many fakers out there, it's important to keep it real. I had almost forgotten about the ending of the video! Powerful, that's what makes you two great to watch.
I'm surprised you never saw this video before. Glad you reacted to it and looked it up.
I just have to say thanks for everything you guys do cause my dad just recently died of cancer and your videos have helped to cope and deal with that so thank you.
As much as things change, the more they stay the same. Hits every bit as hard today, as it did back when this first dropped. Pearl Jam was absolutely groundbreaking, and weren’t afraid to broach the toughest subject matter.
Not a fan of Pearl Jam, but Eddie Vetter has some pipes. I loved Temple of the Dog with him and Chris Cornell.
"Jeremy spoke in... class today"
Sometimes the only way to get people to hear you is to take extreme action. No escape from home at school, no escape from school at home.
Very heartbreaking.
The problem with depression is that it's so hard to ask for help and usually by that point it's just too late. In my situation, everything is good. Job's good, married my hs sweetheart, our son turns 11 this year. It's just sometimes, out of nowhere it hits. I don't want to talk about it to anyone and I just retreat. It's been getting more frequent so I need to make an appointment for the doc. It's a crappy, uncontrollable, unfortunate situation that a lot of people struggle with. I always feel bad even complaining about it bc everything in my life is good so I shouldn't have any issues.
I see you.
Depression doesn't discriminate and our folly as a society is assuming that depression is a choice you wallow and languish in. No one is immune. No one.
Hang in there Matthew.
Fam. Your reaction when you realized. So raw.
Going back to the trivia at the beginning, Wicked Lester was the original name for KISS.
When I was younger I saw the video the day it was released. Only when it first came out it was edited down without the devastating footage at the end of him putting the gun in his mouth. It cut directly to the other students all frozen in disbelief and bright red blood all over them. Only I didn’t know at the time it was blood. It looked like red paint. I knew nothing of the back story of what happened at the time. As I reached adulthood I learned about the backstory and what the video meant. Which in turn fills my insides with tragic sadness because emotionally I’ve been where Jeremy was during my years at school. Thankfully my mother saw the signs of my downward spiral and got me the help I needed. Now that the unedited, uncensored version of the video is properly circulating UA-cam and reactors are seeing it and feeling the devastation and weight of it, I feel it’s important. It’s important to seeing it no matter how hard it is to see. It’s important to face that kind of tragic possibility and to have discussions about it in order to remove the stigma by course correcting how we view bullying and especially how we view/treat mental health.
I'm glad you watched the official video. It is such a powerful song and an even more powerful video. I tear up every time I see it and it is still so relevant
Best, most real reaction I've seen!!!!!! It made me remember the first time I saw it. When MTV actually played videos. They would only play this and a few others after like 2am or something. I was 11 yrs old the first time I saw this video alone in my room and I didn't say anything to anyone because I wasn't supposed to be up that late watching TV.
I remember back in the day when MTV first aired this video for the first time unedited, but shortly after they aired it, it had to be edited down to be shown on MTV. I also remember how impactful the video to this song was, even after they edited it.
I love this song as a kid since my name is Jeremy, but knowing the meaning behind it as I grew up was depressing. But I still love this song
Half of my high-school was sent home because we wore Jeremy shirts on a chosen day
Originally, this video was edited so you didn't see that one moment. Just the frozen reaction of his classmates. They released the unedited version fairly recently. It really does add an element of realism to it and your reactions were the correct ones.
It's interesting how few music videos PJ did throughout their career. Ten is one helluva album, of which I'm quite partial to the tracks "Porch" and the closer, "Release".
Porch is super topical again. Might be a good time to give that one a listen. Maybe see if you can find the live SNL performance.
I hate guns, and it's a good thing, because I was abused, as well as bullied, and thinking back to those days, I could have very easily have done this. I wouldn't have thought twice about it. I never wanted to hurt anyone (other than myself) but I totally would have and could have done this, I know it.
The reality is... there ISN'T always help. There's a hell of a lot more now than there was then, and it's a lot more accessible, but I'll share one thing with you all. After one particular beating (I was 14) and anorexic (I had health issues) I wasn't even 5 foot at the time, and about 80lbs soaking wet. My stepfather was 6'4 and 280lbs. He beat the living shit out of me on a daily basis! No one in my family believed me, and I constantly lived under threat if i spoke out. I called social services on him this one night, and two people arrived at our home. He answered and they spoke for about 15 minutes in the doorway. They never came inside and never attempted to see me. I was black and bruised and bloodied. Then they left. I watched them leave outside my second story window. I knew, right then... that I was in for the beating of my life. I couldn't go to school for several days afterwards as a result.
That's when I knew that there was no help at all. I ran away from home often, I used to sleep in open graves in a cemetery about 5 miles away to shield myself from the cold Massachusetts winter. Amazing how a single song can bring a person right back to a specific moment in time decades ago like it was yesterday.
The gun violence today however... I'll never understand it. The hate stemming from people that (to me) have it made. So many kids go through so much worse and never do anything. It's just unbelievably sad for the victims of people that should have had help BEFORE ever showing symptoms. A lack of love, care, education and understanding at a time in their lives when you don't think that they are cognizant of such things...
You mentioned Wicked Lester I believe Paul Stanley and Gene Simmons were in that band before KISS
A rare instance where music, lyrics, singing, & video are all absolute genius. All of the imagery connects with & expands the meaning. (The empty clothes as parental representation always gets me.) & in the original/uncensored version, there's even a fascist salute in the classroom - reminiscent of the "Bellamy salute" (google it; used from 1892-1940s in U.S. flag pledge etiquette), which adds another fraught layer to the whole thing. I love both the song & the video. It also sickens me that it's still, 30+ years later, so relevant.
there's a pearl jam music video you'll love (even more if you love Spawn) called "Do the evolution", it's really amazing!
The intensity of Eddie Vedder is so forgotten. Check out “Porch” from Pearl Jam Unplugged please.
Nirvana shirt ✅
I don't know if anyone has stated anywhere in the comments but, Wicked Lester was actually the name of a band that was started by Gene Simmons and Paul Stanley before changing their names and forming KISS! 🤘🏼💙🤘🏼
For Me,, The Most Powerful/Impactful Lyric,, "Try To Forget This (Try To Forget This),, Try To Erase This (Try To Erase This) From The Blackboard"
Love your reaction guys. :)
Thank you for reacting to this song. This is based on an actual story that happened
So glad y’all did the video. True story. Richardson, TX (suburb of Dallas), 1979. Eddie Vedder wasn’t involved. He just injected some stuff in the song about his life. A powerful and disturbing song. But well put together.
"Try to erase this from the blackboard"... I've said this too many times That outro is one of the most haunting pieces of melody ever created. Gets me every damn time...
You guys are amazing! Just found you channel
There was a short documentary about Jeremy Delle that explained his home and school life. The mother even made an appearance in it towards the end and gave an interview. Neither were that great but he was pretty much ignored at home by his divorced parents. Left alone while Mom dated men with money who was more important than he was, or so he thought. The lyric ‘and the boy was something mommy wouldn’t wear’ addresses this. He was an awesome artist, had real talent for drawing. You can google search some of his art. He was a lost kid who felt no one cared about him. Jeremy’s family doesn’t like the song because it points out their non-involvement. A lot easier to blame other school kids or blame it on mental illness.
Nice job guys it's definitely a rough video. Rip my lil bro AA 1994-2022.
I’m not even a huge fan of Pearl Jam but in the context of the song “Jeremy spoke in class today” is one of the greatest lyrics ever written
No lies, I just spent 24 hours strapped to a bed on a phych evaluation, on Sunday to Monday night.... Had blood alcohol level Wich was way over .4, and my now ex called the cops on me thinking I was suicidal.... I've been there before, bout three years after the song came out.... But God damn, trying to go to my brothers house, so I could sleep and go to work.... Didn't get to!!! Missed a day with my son as well!!! ....... I listen to music that rattles the soul and brain, save other people while dying inside, that's what keeps me sane!! Music, and seeing someone get back on their feet!!!
The original original name of the band was mother love bone the original singer was Andy Wood he sadly passed away at 23 in 90 or 91
Bro I've been watching you guys for a long time. I'd love to see even more Alice in chains or mad season. The channels growing and it's great witnessing it. Much love 🙏
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Greetings from the worst Germany... You guys conjure me up every time I see your videos. You have the right content and you meet my taste with all your kind. I would love to hang out with you and have a great time, but unfortunately the big pond separates us. Stay as you are and continue to delight us in the future with your brilliant videos... Rock on 👊😎
They want you to picture that end. They wanted that reaction. It's a gut punch.
Your reaction was identical to mine when the video premired
someone pick up Smokey's jaw off the floor. the reaction is so strong to this song and message. the video captures it perfectly...
Jeremy "spoke" in class today.
It's a true story. Happened at a Dallas area high school..lake highlands high school. David Abbruzzese. The drummer is also from the Dallas area.