ScottDW - Monster (Audio & Lyrics)

"Monster" is available everywhere:
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I wrote this song last year when I was finally coming up for air after a years long battle with Lyme Disease. The physical pain was something I tried to hide for years. It honestly just became a part of everyday life. But what I can’t often put into words is the mental anguish from it all. It’s a battle unlike anything I’ve ever experienced and it led to some very dark times. Ultimately, that was less easy to hide. I used my videos and music as a way to distract myself from it all, for as long as I could. But eventually it became too much. I lost a lot of friends through it all. I almost lost my family. And I almost lost my life.
Somehow, I’m here. Through a lot of pain, processing, treating, and healing I am happy to report that I am better than I’ve ever been. Physically and mentally.
One of the hardest parts of it all was accepting the “monster” inside of me. Accepting the darkness and using it to find the light. I often use comedy to get through hard things. Though this song is about deeply personal and dark stuff, I couldn’t resist approaching it from a sort of irreverent, lighthearted perspective. After all, it’s those two contrasting personalities that make up who I am.
I hope you enjoy. And honestly, I’m just excited to be back doing what I love most.
Scott Dee Dub
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Lyrics:
Twisted, I know
But I can’t not watch the show
Everything in life is so slow
But I think that this is no joke
And it feels like I’m sitting on ice
Can’t move, can’t feel my thighs
I tried, but there’s nobody out there
I lied, I really just don’t care
If you’d like to make a call, please hang up and try again
There’s a level of intenseness
All around my head I’m defenseless
I intended to upend it but it won’t quit
So I just sit
I’m addicted to the sickness
If I twist it then I’m gifted
Not inflicted
But I persist in my shift to assist it
And I can’t wish it was different
Never knew it different
I’m not alone
I got a monster to hide
I’m not alone
I got a monster inside
Just like that and I’m back
Not a bad act, but in fact, gotta laugh
If I don’t look twice then I look like
I’m a psycho, psych
Cuz I like it (cuz I like it)
I’m a hero with a sidekick
I’m a zero, I’m a psychic (psychic)
I’m a class act, I’m a class trip
I’m a woozy, I’m a bit sick (bit sick)
I’m not alone
I got a monster to hide
I’m not alone
I got a monster inside
#ScottDW #Monster

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This is definitely going on my playlist

[@mickkingswell2431]

Definitely has the Scott DW vibe but different. Very good glad you're able to produce this and become strong again. Keep going 💪

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This sooo good it’s great to have you back

[@hongjoongskincare]

THIS SOUNDS AMAZING OFC WHEN IT COMES TO SCOTT MAKING MUSIC IT ALWAYS SOUNDS AMAZING 💜💜✨

[@likklelex]

This is so goodd I haven’t listened to one of your songs in while 🔥🔥

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Anyone else come back to listen to the audio after watching the video? 😅😅😅😅

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GOOOOD

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Love it❤ So happy you’re back!

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I love it!

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👍👍👍👍👍 For your new cut!!! Glad you are back - Hope you are better 😊

[@PrincessTatyanna]

Wow this sounds great

[@clovenhoofer]

a banger!

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This is soooooooo good!!!!

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Love the new song!

[@blackrse567]

This part sounds so good *2:28* 🌅

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良いねぇ ᐕ)ﾉ

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First viewer ❤️

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Попа так и покачивается под этот кач!

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