The moment I turn twenty-three I'll grab the gun my father gave to me On my birthday when I turned seventeen I'll lay a note right next to me that says "Split the money that I have Evenly between my mom and my dad" I'll speak so eloquently On what to do with each half I'll tell Rebecca, "Buy a home Down the road from Cypress Grove" And I know, mother, you don't want me to go But I must go And I'll tell Mark to buy a car Please know you're always in my heart Even when my conscious self departs You did your job And to Chris, I hope you're smilin' 'Cause you kept the boy from dying For almost a decade, man, fuck what my friends say One twitch of the finger, fuck around and I'm dead weight Don't believe what the press say, I did this for me And no one else in the best way To all of my friends, you know I wish you the best, and When you say my name, say that shit with your chest, and I think I should be clear, I don't wan' I don't wan' be here with people that That I didn't know last year at fuckin' all You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off Girl, I don't wanna be here at all At all, at all, at all, at all I'll put the metal to skin, and I'll go off on a whim and say That I don't wan' be here at fucking all I wonder if tomorrow would've been better In all honesty, it don't even matter at all 'Cause it bends, it breaks, it folds And I'm here right now so just hear me out Know I let you down, but I can't, no, I can't I can't change anything, this trajectory It was meant for me, it was meant to be Don't let my mom see me before they bury me 'Cause the man in that coffin, shit, he's barely me Plenty people gon' say they were there for me They weren't there for me, they didn't care for me, so I don't wan' be here with people that That I didn't know last year at fuckin' all You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off Girl, I don't wanna be here at all At all, at all, at all, at all I'll put the metal to skin, and I'll go off on a whim and say That I don't wan' be here at fucking all
Verse 1 : Sec 1 smiling It's a new world Knew I was by myself Didn't have no one else Sec 2 changes Covid hits us But I made a few friends And we had a few laughs Sec 3 killed me I met you that year But I made some new friends I still tried to kill myself Sec 4 I grew And got some new views I got my first girlfriend I smiled and smiled again Sec 5 it all changed I got high and skipped class I even saw a few shows And wished I was up there with them And no I'm not the same boy that I was Who'd fuck you in the bathrooms right after class So fuck what you say I changed up for me And did what was best cus Chorus 1 : We made it to prom, I guess you didn't Know what you meant when you said that we wouldn't Last another 2 years were you dropped on your head ? Cus we made it to prom I guess you didn't Know what you meant when you'd talk out of your neck But what about adhd ? We always seemed so happy without you here Cus we made it to prom I guess you didn't Verse 2 : Sometimes I wonder Will tomorrow be better ? Cegep at my door Not sure that I want to go I know what they say the future won't wait I don't got a choice So goodbye and hello to you Steppin in the future with my new shoes Ready to scream ''fuck you'' yeah it's ''fuck you'' These the last two fucks that I got to lose cus I know it's the last time I see yall here But shit it's alright cus I won't miss a thing Ready to scream ''fuck you'' yeah it's ''fuck you'' These the last two fucks that I got to lose cus Chorus 2 : We made it to prom, I guess you didn't Know what you meant when you said that we wouldn't Last another 2 years were you dropped on your head ? Cus we made it to prom I guess you didn't Know what you meant when you'd talk out of your neck But what about adhd ? We always seemed so happy without you here Cus we made it to prom I guess you didn't
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The moment I turn twenty-three
I'll grab the gun my father gave to me
On my birthday when I turned seventeen
I'll lay a note right next to me that says
"Split the money that I have
Evenly between my mom and my dad"
I'll speak so eloquently
On what to do with each half
I'll tell Rebecca, "Buy a home
Down the road from Cypress Grove"
And I know, mother, you don't want me to go
But I must go
And I'll tell Mark to buy a car
Please know you're always in my heart
Even when my conscious self departs
You did your job
And to Chris, I hope you're smilin'
'Cause you kept the boy from dying
For almost a decade, man, fuck what my friends say
One twitch of the finger, fuck around and I'm dead weight
Don't believe what the press say, I did this for me
And no one else in the best way
To all of my friends, you know I wish you the best, and
When you say my name, say that shit with your chest, and
I think I should be clear, I don't wan'
I don't wan' be here with people that
That I didn't know last year at fuckin' all
You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off
Girl, I don't wanna be here at all
At all, at all, at all, at all
I'll put the metal to skin, and I'll go off on a whim and say
That I don't wan' be here at fucking all
I wonder if tomorrow would've been better
In all honesty, it don't even matter at all
'Cause it bends, it breaks, it folds
And I'm here right now so just hear me out
Know I let you down, but I can't, no, I can't
I can't change anything, this trajectory
It was meant for me, it was meant to be
Don't let my mom see me before they bury me
'Cause the man in that coffin, shit, he's barely me
Plenty people gon' say they were there for me
They weren't there for me, they didn't care for me, so
I don't wan' be here with people that
That I didn't know last year at fuckin' all
You don't wan' be here when I blow my top off
Girl, I don't wanna be here at all
At all, at all, at all, at all
I'll put the metal to skin, and I'll go off on a whim and say
That I don't wan' be here at fucking all
facts
Verse 1 :
Sec 1 smiling
It's a new world
Knew I was by myself
Didn't have no one else
Sec 2 changes
Covid hits us
But I made a few friends
And we had a few laughs
Sec 3 killed me
I met you that year
But I made some new friends
I still tried to kill myself
Sec 4 I grew
And got some new views
I got my first girlfriend
I smiled and smiled again
Sec 5 it all changed
I got high and skipped class
I even saw a few shows
And wished I was up there with them
And no I'm not the same boy that I was
Who'd fuck you in the bathrooms right after class
So fuck what you say I changed up for me
And did what was best cus
Chorus 1 :
We made it to prom, I guess you didn't
Know what you meant when you said that we wouldn't
Last another 2 years were you dropped on your head ?
Cus we made it to prom I guess you didn't
Know what you meant when you'd talk out of your neck
But what about adhd ?
We always seemed so happy without you here
Cus we made it to prom I guess you didn't
Verse 2 :
Sometimes I wonder
Will tomorrow be better ?
Cegep at my door
Not sure that I want to go
I know what they say the future won't wait
I don't got a choice
So goodbye and hello to you
Steppin in the future with my new shoes
Ready to scream ''fuck you'' yeah it's ''fuck you''
These the last two fucks that I got to lose cus
I know it's the last time I see yall here
But shit it's alright cus I won't miss a thing
Ready to scream ''fuck you'' yeah it's ''fuck you''
These the last two fucks that I got to lose cus
Chorus 2 :
We made it to prom, I guess you didn't
Know what you meant when you said that we wouldn't
Last another 2 years were you dropped on your head ?
Cus we made it to prom I guess you didn't
Know what you meant when you'd talk out of your neck
But what about adhd ?
We always seemed so happy without you here
Cus we made it to prom I guess you didn't
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