To anyone out there feeling as down as I am, I promise you that it's worth it. Here's a little story, I'm literally alone in this world. We moved to another state. I was told so many things about the other side of my family that I actually thought cared about me. I only have my mom, brother, and her boyfriend left. They are abusive. I don't do my schoolwork, I'm homeschooled. Scars all over my body and they blame me for *everything* I can't help. I am truly alone in this world. I cry every. single. *night.* I've thought of suicide so many times. I've written a dozen notes, begged whatever's up there to take me, asked myself why I'm such a burden to my abusers, everything. I promise you, you are not alone. I've had the same thoughts running through your head. It feels like nobody out there understands. You are *strong* and if someone like me who hates themselves to the very core can see a bit of worth in myself, then so should you. You deserve the fucking world and I promise you that with time you will get it. One day you'll look back and realize how different things we're and be happy you moved on. I know you might not believe it, and leaving this awful fucking world might seem like your only true option, but please stay. If not for yourself, for me. I'm begging you. This world can't lose you. You're all it has. Your worth so much more than what you're going through. I love you. And you don't have to believe me, but I am BEGGING you to see through this. It feels like every day is the same and it'll never get betger but it *will*. I promise you. Stick around for awhile. If you need to talk, come to me. Vent to me. I'm here for you, I'll always be here for you. Your past doesn't matter to me. No matter what's going on, you're worth more than it. Stay and see your future. It WILL get better, and you're going to thank yourself for staying.
" but I don't mind if I'm a little bit alone "
thank you for this. my life is complete (:
To anyone out there feeling as down as I am,
I promise you that it's worth it.
Here's a little story,
I'm literally alone in this world. We moved to another state. I was told so many things about the other side of my family that I actually thought cared about me. I only have my mom, brother, and her boyfriend left. They are abusive. I don't do my schoolwork, I'm homeschooled. Scars all over my body and they blame me for *everything* I can't help. I am truly alone in this world. I cry every. single. *night.* I've thought of suicide so many times. I've written a dozen notes, begged whatever's up there to take me, asked myself why I'm such a burden to my abusers, everything.
I promise you, you are not alone. I've had the same thoughts running through your head. It feels like nobody out there understands. You are *strong* and if someone like me who hates themselves to the very core can see a bit of worth in myself, then so should you. You deserve the fucking world and I promise you that with time you will get it. One day you'll look back and realize how different things we're and be happy you moved on. I know you might not believe it, and leaving this awful fucking world might seem like your only true option, but please stay. If not for yourself, for me. I'm begging you. This world can't lose you. You're all it has. Your worth so much more than what you're going through. I love you. And you don't have to believe me, but I am BEGGING you to see through this. It feels like every day is the same and it'll never get betger but it *will*. I promise you. Stick around for awhile. If you need to talk, come to me. Vent to me. I'm here for you, I'll always be here for you. Your past doesn't matter to me. No matter what's going on, you're worth more than it. Stay and see your future. It WILL get better, and you're going to thank yourself for staying.
And I don't mind if you find someone better than me
'Cause I just need you to be as happy as you can be
😭😭😭