[THE JUDGEMENT] let me go, i beg of you

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  • Опубліковано 28 січ 2025

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  • @pancracia4ever
    @pancracia4ever 4 роки тому +8

    I have to say Mond made such a great job!!! I cried a lot!! And now I'm crying watching this! 💔

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  4 роки тому

      He really did portray the twins so so well! It broke my heart to watch him go on without his other half 😔

  • @falxCieStudios
    @falxCieStudios 5 років тому +24

    I don't think I can even begin to try and put into words what this video made me feel. I've always loved this song despite it awaking such painful emotions inside me. As soon as I pressed play and heard the song, I just knew I was going to be in for a painful journey. I was so damn right.
    Your video was beautifully done, you nailed the emotions completely. The scenes, the timing, the voiceovers- all of it just went perfectly together. I actually broke watching it. It was that thought provoking and emotional. This drama really touched on some dark stuff but it's also very real.
    Twisted things like this really do happen in this world, every day incidents like this are happening all over the world. The world is beautiful yet it's so damn cruel too but we have to keep pushing through and carrying on. For this character though, he tried, he tried so hard in his own way to seek help but in the end he just couldn't go on. His goodbye text..it hurt me so much. The amount of tears I shed. The whole lead up to what unfortunately took place after, it was just so daunting and devastating. The acting from him really struck a chord in me. I could feel that anguish and suffering inside him and just knowing that he knew he was loved, but he couldn't go on anymore really hurt.
    The fact he's a twin too. Not just brothers but twins. It's essentially like losing half of yourself. To lose a sibling is just.. I couldn't even begin to imagine what that would feel like and I don't want to either.
    It's horrible when someone dies from an accident or other circumstances but when it's by the own person's accord and they chose to do it, families and friends are just left with guilt and thoughts like, "Could I have done more? What didn't I do more? I should've said more. How could I not see?" Moving forward from that would be so tough.
    Back to the root of my comment, this video is truly well done. Cannot fault it at all as usual. Thank you so much for this, Alex. I could go on but trying to type through tears isn't easy.💙

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому +1

      i'm sorry for making you cry :( but i just felt like this video could maybe prove something. that even when we say 'i'm happy' 'i'm fine' it doesn't always mean we are. and the way he portrayed the shift from being happy to ending up taking his own life was the most painful shift i've seen.
      one event ruined his whole life and he never felt needed anymore, everyone else needed him so why didn't you see it too? the last words he said to jamie broke me. they were both hurting, jamie was blaming himself and maybe nhao gave him a bit of closure when he told him he's okay and that he's happy for everything they had together. it was a sign, why did you not see it? why did you let him say good night? but i broke way before that when he told him 'if you really love me then please let me go' and i just -- he deserved to be loved, no matter what happened to him, if it was jamie's fault, or his brother's, or his parents IF only jamie hugged him tighter, his brother tried to talk to him more and his parents didn't see his identity as a sickness, then maybe he wouldn't have done it.
      the act itself was the bravest thing he could do because he couldn't take it anymore, and no one was there for him to stop it from happening. where were all of you when he was falling apart? when he said to let him go, he meant to hold on a little bit more. if you loved him, you would have never let go.
      the twins part just broke me even more, when he opened the box and found all the toys they had, the way there was always two of them, contrasting each other and how painful it was to let go of that, because now it's no longer two people contrasting each other, it was just him, without his brother. and the part where he tried to find jamie just so that maybe he could understand his brother better, because nhao was himself with jamie but he couldn't open up to his own twin. i dont even know if the twins storyline hurt more or nhao and jamie's.
      making this video took a lot of mental stability that i did not have, but i tried to portray that 'i'm happy' doesn't always means you are and 'let me go' often times means 'please hold on to me'.

  • @inezdebaue4077
    @inezdebaue4077 4 роки тому +22

    I cannot put in words how much i suffered about Nhao... this tragical incident shows once more how unfathomable the depth of his pain must’ve been... like a cancer growing... unstoppable... unerasable... leaving him blind and numb... I’m definitely convinced that Nhao could’ve been saved... his suicide out of desperation wasn’t only caused because he was raped... I’m sure his parents did their part!!! They should’ve given him all their love, support and above all their understanding and ACCEPTANCE! It seems to me that they’ve killed their son at the end... i feel very sorry for his brother who tried to do everything possible to help him... he will remain scarred for a lifetime, eventually blaming his parents for all that happened... Parents should love, respect and accept their kids with all of their essence! Jesus, i just do not get the POINT! To me, as a mother myself of a gay son, all that matters to me is HIS HAPPINESS. This means, I’m taking the full RESPONSIBILITY! ❤️

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  4 роки тому +2

      True. The parents play a big part when children deal with trauma and given that he had no support and that his father saw the accident as something that he needs to be cleansed from and that him being gay was a disease sure did not help his case. Losing a twin is like looking a half of yourself and I'm sure his brother will never be able to move on. It still hurts me thinking how every time he looks in the mirror he can see him and yet , its not him.

    • @inezdebaue4077
      @inezdebaue4077 4 роки тому

      NATSUMIKENJII I really got angry this time! I’d hate myself for acting like this as a mother or a father... living with that kind of guilt... not to have helped my son... just because of his sexual orientation...

  • @hopefulsky2146
    @hopefulsky2146 5 років тому +25

    i havent watched the show cause i didnt know about it but this video shoked me so much i cant beggin to imagine how much pain he was feeling😢😢 ...the worst part is that this is real life ...sh*t like that happen all the time...this edit was amazing it captured so much emotion

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому +3

      It was so sad 😔😔 like its all fluff and softness with these 3 but then IN A SPLIT OF SECOND IT GOES TO RUINS AND IT WAS SO SAD. 😔😔😔

  • @yucksnie05
    @yucksnie05 3 роки тому +4

    i feel sooo bad for nhamnao , the world didnt deserve a good guy like him , my heart literally breaks for him 💔

  • @iloveanadventure
    @iloveanadventure 5 років тому +37

    He was my favorite character on waterboyy 😭😭

  • @haydeepradocastrellon6542
    @haydeepradocastrellon6542 3 роки тому +2

    Es un trama muy real y causa mucha tristeza de ver como muchos de los estudiantes suelen ser tan crueles, y juzgan sin saber ni pensar el daño que pueden causar a los de más lamentablemente se lo que se siente y las cicatrices que dejan son incurables

  • @aishazain9950
    @aishazain9950 5 років тому +5

    I'm crying :'( this is so heartbreaking

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому +1

      Im sorry 😭

    • @aishazain9950
      @aishazain9950 5 років тому

      @@NatsumiKenjii It's okay 😭 But you have done a great job 👏

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому +1

      @@aishazain9950 this video was probably one of the saddest i made and the trigger warning was surely a first

    • @aishazain9950
      @aishazain9950 5 років тому

      @@NatsumiKenjii It's actually more than Sad 😭 I felt helpless after watching 😭💔 I felt guilty for not able to save all those victims who went & are going through this daily 😭💔

  • @subhii9105
    @subhii9105 5 років тому +13

    Ohhh my god.. I. Was being happy seeing one scene of them few months ago. Ok so this is how it ends? Thanks for telling. Me.. 😶

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому

      Sorry for the spoiler but yeah... Thats how it ended. I was fully aware of it and i still watched it 😔😔

  • @nachhatarkaur4246
    @nachhatarkaur4246 4 роки тому

    Ohh lord this is so sad, heartbreaking.😞😢😭.. I just watched the trailer and now watched this video but i am gonna watch this drama anyway...thanks for the upload... 🙏Great work..

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  4 роки тому

      Im sorry. You should have probably tried the drama first cus this has way too many spoilers but good luck 😭 it broke me and i watched it all in one sitting

    • @nachhatarkaur4246
      @nachhatarkaur4246 4 роки тому

      @@NatsumiKenjii 👌☺️

  • @JennMatsuoka
    @JennMatsuoka 5 років тому +3

    I started watching these series but I stopped... Seems like I'm gonna watch them properly this time....Love the video darling ❤️❤️

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому

      you will cry buckets. like i did :(

    • @jobandeepkaurkhara4609
      @jobandeepkaurkhara4609 3 роки тому

      Where I can watch the series without netflix

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  3 роки тому

      I think if you just type in the name and watch online a site will pop up. Like dramacool or kissasian

  • @brunoalvespereira8738
    @brunoalvespereira8738 5 років тому +3

    Porque ñ passa a série cm todos episódios completos no UA-cam 😭😭😭

  • @unbreakablelordswill3866
    @unbreakablelordswill3866 5 років тому +11

    Awww, my honey from waterboyy.

  • @punpunki
    @punpunki 4 роки тому +2

    I CRIED SO MUCH AAAAAAAAA WHYYYYY

  • @leidybach982
    @leidybach982 5 років тому +12

    Oh I didn't see the trigger warning before watch this that was bad for me :(

  • @LimerenceSubs
    @LimerenceSubs 5 років тому +3

    BRUHHHHHH
    I CRI!!!!
    😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому

      Broke myself 4 times to see the end of this 😔😔😔

  • @ValBrindilles
    @ValBrindilles 3 роки тому

    Cette série est éprouvante, très dure à regarder et pourtant indéniablement indispensable.
    Si seulement elle pouvait changer la vision de certaines personnes envers les victimes de viol, d'harcèlement, d'homophobie... tellement de jugement et encore plus d'injustice.

  • @adriantorreslopez5325
    @adriantorreslopez5325 5 років тому +1

    Capítulos completos donde se pueden ver

  • @ralphschmidt7669
    @ralphschmidt7669 3 роки тому

    So sad...

  • @zhnviews1477
    @zhnviews1477 5 років тому +1

    Where i cn watch this series?

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому +1

      I saw it on netflix.

    • @lizzyjohn5742
      @lizzyjohn5742 5 років тому

      U can see it on dramacool.com
      That's where I watch most of this series, or newasiantv.com or drama3s.me/watch/the-judgement-episode-3-5288_100269.html
      See for yourself

  • @ahuman585
    @ahuman585 3 роки тому

    episode??

  • @shreeyapunmgr7914
    @shreeyapunmgr7914 5 років тому

    I want to see this series . Where I can see this series. Plz tell me

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому

      On netflix but you can try kissasian.

    • @ghanaian6401
      @ghanaian6401 5 років тому

      @NATSUMIKENJII what's the name of this series on Netflix please

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому

      @@ghanaian6401 its all in the description

  • @nikkitorfs8706
    @nikkitorfs8706 4 роки тому

    Im from Belgium where can i Watch the serie ??

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  4 роки тому +1

      you can try kiassasian, new asian tv or netflix. that's where most people recommend. i've seen it on netflix.

    • @inezdebaue4077
      @inezdebaue4077 4 роки тому

      Hey Nikki, I’m Belgian too, but actually living in Germany. Je kan ook op dramacool terecht! Groetjes, Inez

    • @reymartlazaro8778
      @reymartlazaro8778 4 роки тому

      .

    • @nikkitorfs8706
      @nikkitorfs8706 4 роки тому

      Inez Debaue dramacool is it on UA-cam or an app

  • @jodoxue2063
    @jodoxue2063 3 роки тому

    nunca mais vou ser feliz

  • @aramiscastro8754
    @aramiscastro8754 5 років тому

    Como se llama la serie

  • @prameeladasari3849
    @prameeladasari3849 5 років тому

    Please give me eng sub full episode

  • @renatysanchez4490
    @renatysanchez4490 5 років тому +1

  • @jodoxue2063
    @jodoxue2063 3 роки тому

    mano eles três..

  • @iloveanadventure
    @iloveanadventure 5 років тому

    Where can I find this to watch it on?

  • @sherlyfitriani1101
    @sherlyfitriani1101 4 роки тому +1

    Sedih banget 😭😭😭

  • @madlos
    @madlos 5 років тому

    i did NOT see that trigger warning FUCK
    (but this was still beautiful !!!)

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому +1

      IM SORRY 😔 but thank you 😭

    • @madlos
      @madlos 5 років тому

      NATSUMIKENJII no problem 🥺🥺

  • @iloveanadventure
    @iloveanadventure 5 років тому +1

    Did he die I found this series on Netflix but I was scared to watch it

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому

      yeah.. he did. that's why i put those trigger warnings there

    • @iloveanadventure
      @iloveanadventure 5 років тому +1

      NATSUMIKENJII who is the other dude then is that his twin brother

    • @iloveanadventure
      @iloveanadventure 5 років тому

      NATSUMIKENJII and who leaked the videos and pictures please tell me

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому

      @@iloveanadventure yes, they were twins. I think reading my description for this might help a bit.

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому

      @@iloveanadventure you mean of the main girl? well who do you think it is? Do you want to know the spoiler?

  • @nikkitorfs8706
    @nikkitorfs8706 4 роки тому

    Its very sad

  • @yvsdaddy6662
    @yvsdaddy6662 3 роки тому

    HOLD ON MOND HAD ANOTHER BL AND I DIDN'T KNOW

  • @musictrending8305
    @musictrending8305 5 років тому

    😭😭😭

  • @Kanjimc-VN
    @Kanjimc-VN 3 роки тому

    Tình yêu của họ rất đẹp vậy mà 😢😢

  • @rhodasars4052
    @rhodasars4052 2 роки тому

    I stopped watching this series can't take it

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  2 роки тому

      Oh no. Im sorry to hear that. It is a hard watch 😭

  • @mipad4plus920
    @mipad4plus920 5 років тому

    Where can. I watch this series with eng sub

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  5 років тому +1

      i saw it on netflix, but you can try kissasian or similar sites.

    • @NatsumiKenjii
      @NatsumiKenjii  4 роки тому

      It might be there too but you can find it on kissasian too