Hotel Books (ft. Ky Rodgers) - I Don't Want To Go

[@tripolseven]

*LYRICS*
All this time
I've been searching for something
Something to change my mind
Who am I?
Who are all these people
The crowd has left me high
But when I get to heaven
I hope I'm not alone
If I don't get to see you
Then I don't want to go
I gave up all my time
To people I don't know
I hope that heaven feels like home
I have learned
For the last time that I don't know who you are
So I
Hid my thoughts behind a song
And this guitar
And when I get to heaven
I hope I'm not alone
If I don't get the see you
Then I don't want to go
I've given all my time
To people I don't know
I hope that heaven feels like home
I don't know where to run
If I'm running from myself
I thought it was about love
Not a fear of hell
I don't know what's in my mind
It's like I poisoned the well
I'm happy with my life
I'm just overwhelmed
I learned a lot about addiction
When I was chasing after a faded flame
I realized its just a decision
To enjoy something more than just
A joy of feeling OK
No place to judge
I can hardly stay awake
And I know it won't last forever
But I can't take away your pain
And I want to be a human before I'm an artist
Because love has always been the hardest
And you have to go through the ecclesiastics
Before you can find the revelations
And I know that there's no way to buy freedom
From the blackened heart of my sin
I hope
That I can just feel this one more time
Let you know that I'm feeling fine
I don't have you in my life
I'm just feeling overwhelmed
Something in my mind
Something in my mind
Like I've poisoned the well
I'm happy with my life
I just feel overwhelmed
When I get to heaven
I hope I'm not alone
If I don't get to see you
I don't want to go
Love is about love
Not putting on a show

[@majorocarina2603]

"And I'm happy with my life, I just feel overwhelmed"
I feel like I've matured with Hotel Books, and learning to love myself instead of existing in a pool of nihilism and mediocracy. Like, life's not great but hey, it could be worse.

[@مسلمةفخورة-ف6ط]

Ky's vocals are so angelic, and the part when Cam's spoken verse comes in - damn.

[@formated2fiturtv]

All of these "mashups" or whatever you want to call them are so fucking good. Also Cam's voice sounds raspy as hell and It really adds to this.

[@bbygxr33]

i’m loving this whole mashup, it’s so beautiful. the songs and hotel books and ky. both artists i truly love, ugh.

[@lilvegan]

New Hotel Books song is out. Here are your options:
-Listen to it and have your entire mood changed and just ponder life afterwards
- Don't listen to it, maintain your emotional stability, but miss out on some lovely tunes
Choose wisely

[@ChristopherNorrisOfficial]

I'd rather die in a depressive state then wonder

[@BadWolf2755]

We're my exact thoughts about listening or not listening..

[@yungsav4983]

I LIVE FOR THIS

[@wrghggijb3583]

This song is beautiful,I teared up a bit

[@Coleslawgames7]

Been waiting for new hotel books

[@vickilopez527]

Fucking wow, I seen this in my feed clicked it right away. And it stopped me in my tracks. I lost my fiance in May. He was my soulmate I've been empty and lost and I've come to terms with it. I know i will never love again not any kinda of real love. The only true love I have left are for my sons, and that's enough for now until I do one day go to heaven myself and if my Blue isnt there then I wont go in. I will find him though that I know. Blue and Flutters forever. I miss and love you Douglas!

[@mateusmontiel9630]

idk, ky rodgers fit so well in hotel books, he could join in it

[@pedromok7]

OH WOW !!
LOVE IT SONG...

[@testingmyaudioaddiction3452]

Can Ky just join Hotel Books already?

[@josephcordell3102]

Not ready..

[@genericgeek1727]

First sad boi

[@josephcordell3102]

Actually you were second

[@ChristopherNorrisOfficial]

Ahhh first?

[@dangergranger8976]

Damn cams voice he sounded sick in this its raspier than usual but still a good song though