Bruh I’m dead serious working in a senior living home right now washing dishes and go smoke on break cook up and get off around 8:00 and come home and cook up 😹
Hey big bro , I saw you’ve come on a few other channels and shit , but I really fw your story and shit fam , I’m in the same boat you was in , stuck washing dishes tryna survive , and to see you make it out of that , really just motivates and inspires , thanks yo 🙏🏻♿️💯
ocean bravo one of the hardest studios fasho fasho. been a couple times but i need to come back fasho and see whats to that new suite they added fasho. crazy video bro keeep goin🔥🔥
Honestly I be making beats to cater my voice and I be tryna Make some heat new wave beats like synth pop but trap elements in itZ it’s difficult since I don’t know shit about playing music in the software it’s so time consuming and it causes more hearing loss for me in the long run. I wanna be great. I noticed today my raps were cool when recording a beat I made. I made the hi hats and manually punched in the drums before vocals. Added like two instruments and they didn’t match up well enough to my voice and felt uninspired. The notes were odd and the sound selection of the main melody was good enough but it for me idk even know my voice type and I can’t just know the notes like that and be like wurd alright so I do it intuitively instead and I think I’m good at that it’s just it takes practice to know WHATT THE FUCK I’m doing lol. And I feel like I’m already fucked bc I got tinnitus and hyperacusis and hearing loss in my left ear and I wanted to leave music with great hearing in due time. I got a ear tube and got hearing loss from and it’s scary af man. All that extra noise is lower af and it got me into tryna see if anyone knows about reversing hearing loss permanently. And how to cure tinnitus and how to cure hyperacusis. I didn’t know how I could get these issues so suddenly and like BOOM! Just quick af:| I want to work with a studio to help me make my songs better but I also want to make money and spread awareness about my issues and how to cure my issues Ik it’s a big ass idea but man these issues Fucking suck ass man. I’ve had suicidal thoughts with my issues man it sucks. I’ve tried to get into animation stuf and pictures but it’s boring compared to music and or it’s too much screen time for my eyes AND I HATE PUTTING MY BODY THROUGH EXTREMITIES but I’m not a perfect person man I like to indulge lol and I don’t have what I want in life an my ego is like naaaa I’m do this in my own and I’m like how can I make money with Al these people helping and I think they will give me some bad deals for the songs I would wanna make and shit lol. Bc I wanna make money ya know. I do wanna be rich lol I wanna be in a nice house and eat well and visit a shit load of places and jsut be on vacation l. I want the lala land. I want that fantasy. I just don’t want to achieve stuff in a way that’s not me. And even if it’s not me I still want the attention of my ideas even if it’s not music. I don’t even have a house to where I feel comfortable recording and all this just tells me Dude ITTS NOT WORTH IT YOU HAVE LIEK FLUID BEHIND YOUR EARDRUM YOU ALREADY HAVE FUCKING HEARING LOSS AND THAT PROCEDURE WAS BASICALLY YOUR WHOLE MUSIC CAREER AND SHIT LIKE ALL THt So man I’m just still tryna be around the music scene and try to make money some way lol. I just hate showing my fuckin face if I ever get super fucking famous like I bet I could shell out money and jsut show my face everywhere but yo that shit is scary af And I don’t think I have a long term career in music bc of my ear issues y’all. Y’all gotta understand my predicament, I can’t leave music but I want to make great music I want to be a legend lol I want to make a lot of money, I want the number 1 billboard hit and make that hit all by myself and then jsut settle down and make songs from a freestyle and upload it on UA-cam bc I’ll already have a following. I don’t want the money forever I jsut wanna be comfortable and then move to a place by myself. Then again idk what the future holds I know in a few years I will probably have more freedom or maybe not, i would like to think I can be a free man. 32 I think I will be able to start all over and be a man and work and do my own thing and not have to worry about other people. I jsut wanna be right. Even though I do things not in a responsible way I AM SORRY. Lol. I don’t wanna blame myself for being wrong and also I dont wanna embarrass myself. It’s jsut in aspects of my ventures, I’ve seen my version of America not help me. Chasing the best song is actually cool af, making the best beat is cool af, it’s jsut making it all come to fruition is a struggle. I feel the need to do something makes me lose myself in a negative way. It happens a lot. I’m so scared. If I wanna break free I’ll be a psycho. Lmfao. And yes I have a therapist. It’s just rn it’s difficult retreating. I think living my life rn is best. But I will cry and miss stuff. I can’t let go of stuff so easily that I care about. I feel free. But maybe it’s toxic. Then I think about the dark ends. I feel like I should’ve made a important decision some time ago. But I can’t leave man. I do not want to. And I will not leave. Even if things don’t pan out, I’ll still be where I have to be.I. I wanted life to be way more fun and fantasy| man even when I text I feel like I’m going in the wrong direction and sacrificing my morals. Even writing these last sentences before this is what triggers me. I want justice man. I want a better life for myself. But I know I’m not perfect and maybe mostly a bad person. But I’ve but my tongue and tried to be perfect or be in justice. It’s so difficult. I think the way we live is probably not healthy. Idk. You know. Save me. I don’t need help.
keep working and do research everyday, don't let life get to you even when times are tough bro - don't give up bro your life is worth every second, if no one else believes in you just know that I believe in you bro!
to every producer out there who's trying to make it, keep ur faith in God and keep grinding. God bless ya'll 🙏❤
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I want to see myself in the future as the person i dream of rn ngl
you will bro! keep working
Bruh I’m dead serious working in a senior living home right now washing dishes and go smoke on break cook up and get off around 8:00 and come home and cook up 😹
real grind shit keep going brtha 🫡🔥
been realizing everyday i dont record the cookup is a wasted day. much love bro thanks for the motivation keep killing
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these vlogs motivate me on another level
LEGEND IN THE MAKING!
trying 🙏🏾
You and tb a goated duo bruh 😂 yall perfectly compliment eachothers engergy
nah fr haha
Just started out, man, this video is such a vibe!
ty bro!
cloud gang my g
Ngl ts made me wanna pusshup harder on my music. Appreciate this type of content fr
yessir lets get to work!
I’m the 808th like
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cloud gang
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Dope style for a beat vlog; thanks for sharing!
Appreciate it!
Hey big bro , I saw you’ve come on a few other channels and shit , but I really fw your story and shit fam , I’m in the same boat you was in , stuck washing dishes tryna survive , and to see you make it out of that , really just motivates and inspires , thanks yo 🙏🏻♿️💯
keep going 🤝
Cloud gang
ganger
cant wait to be like this 🔥🔥
WWWW thx for posting
always
Bro your dope, you really are, I just wish you could be more consistent with this, but your fire fr. Keep pushing. Mad love
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IMMA BE MORE CONSISTENT I PROMISE 2 VIDEOS A WEEK I SWEAR
amazing video keep up the great work bro, massive inspiration
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ocean bravo one of the hardest studios fasho fasho. been a couple times but i need to come back fasho and see whats to that new suite they added fasho. crazy video bro keeep goin🔥🔥
No doubt!
cloudgangggg
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Fire bro. featuring this on our next newsletter 💪
thank you!
harrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrdd keep goin yall
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Good content 🤘🏼🔥😤
ty for tuning in bro
fire bro
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Let’s Go ☁️🔥☁️
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crazy vibes bro!
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that first beat sounds like the 1 savage redrum track shit goes crazy!
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Fire
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Good cook up
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Wow another amazing video 🔥
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Aye keep up the grind
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CLOUD SZN
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cloudgaaang
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Honestly I be making beats to cater my voice and I be tryna Make some heat new wave beats like synth pop but trap elements in itZ it’s difficult since I don’t know shit about playing music in the software it’s so time consuming and it causes more hearing loss for me in the long run. I wanna be great. I noticed today my raps were cool when recording a beat I made.
I made the hi hats and manually punched in the drums before vocals. Added like two instruments and they didn’t match up well enough to my voice and felt uninspired. The notes were odd and the sound selection of the main melody was good enough but it for me idk even know my voice type and I can’t just know the notes like that and be like wurd alright so I do it intuitively instead and I think I’m good at that it’s just it takes practice to know WHATT THE FUCK I’m doing lol. And I feel like I’m already fucked bc I got tinnitus and hyperacusis and hearing loss in my left ear and I wanted to leave music with great hearing in due time. I got a ear tube and got hearing loss from and it’s scary af man. All that extra noise is lower af and it got me into tryna see if anyone knows about reversing hearing loss permanently. And how to cure tinnitus and how to cure hyperacusis. I didn’t know how I could get these issues so suddenly and like BOOM! Just quick af:|
I want to work with a studio to help me make my songs better but I also want to make money and spread awareness about my issues and how to cure my issues Ik it’s a big ass idea but man these issues Fucking suck ass man. I’ve had suicidal thoughts with my issues man it sucks. I’ve tried to get into animation stuf and pictures but it’s boring compared to music and or it’s too much screen time for my eyes AND I HATE PUTTING MY BODY THROUGH EXTREMITIES but I’m not a perfect person man I like to indulge lol and I don’t have what I want in life an my ego is like naaaa I’m do this in my own and I’m like how can I make money with Al these people helping and I think they will give me some bad deals for the songs I would wanna make and shit lol. Bc I wanna make money ya know. I do wanna be rich lol I wanna be in a nice house and eat well and visit a shit load of places and jsut be on vacation l. I want the lala land. I want that fantasy. I just don’t want to achieve stuff in a way that’s not me. And even if it’s not me I still want the attention of my ideas even if it’s not music. I don’t even have a house to where I feel comfortable recording and all this just tells me Dude ITTS NOT WORTH IT YOU HAVE LIEK FLUID BEHIND YOUR EARDRUM YOU ALREADY HAVE FUCKING HEARING LOSS AND THAT PROCEDURE WAS BASICALLY YOUR WHOLE MUSIC CAREER AND SHIT LIKE ALL THt
So man I’m just still tryna be around the music scene and try to make money some way lol. I just hate showing my fuckin face if I ever get super fucking famous like I bet I could shell out money and jsut show my face everywhere but yo that shit is scary af And I don’t think I have a long term career in music bc of my ear issues y’all. Y’all gotta understand my predicament, I can’t leave music but I want to make great music I want to be a legend lol I want to make a lot of money, I want the number 1 billboard hit and make that hit all by myself and then jsut settle down and make songs from a freestyle and upload it on UA-cam bc I’ll already have a following. I don’t want the money forever I jsut wanna be comfortable and then move to a place by myself. Then again idk what the future holds I know in a few years I will probably have more freedom or maybe not, i would like to think I can be a free man. 32 I think I will be able to start all over and be a man and work and do my own thing and not have to worry about other people. I jsut wanna be right. Even though I do things not in a responsible way I AM SORRY. Lol. I don’t wanna blame myself for being wrong and also I dont wanna embarrass myself. It’s jsut in aspects of my ventures, I’ve seen my version of America not help me. Chasing the best song is actually cool af, making the best beat is cool af, it’s jsut making it all come to fruition is a struggle. I feel the need to do something makes me lose myself in a negative way. It happens a lot. I’m so scared. If I wanna break free I’ll be a psycho. Lmfao. And yes I have a therapist. It’s just rn it’s difficult retreating. I think living my life rn is best. But I will cry and miss stuff. I can’t let go of stuff so easily that I care about. I feel free. But maybe it’s toxic. Then I think about the dark ends. I feel like I should’ve made a important decision some time ago. But I can’t leave man. I do not want to. And I will not leave. Even if things don’t pan out, I’ll still be where I have to be.I. I wanted life to be way more fun and fantasy| man even when I text I feel like I’m going in the wrong direction and sacrificing my morals. Even writing these last sentences before this is what triggers me. I want justice man. I want a better life for myself. But I know I’m not perfect and maybe mostly a bad person. But I’ve but my tongue and tried to be perfect or be in justice. It’s so difficult. I think the way we live is probably not healthy. Idk. You know. Save me. I don’t need help.
keep working and do research everyday, don't let life get to you even when times are tough bro - don't give up bro your life is worth every second, if no one else believes in you just know that I believe in you bro!
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8:47 mike dean took over his body
i wanna start vloging soon fr
do it! 🫡🔥
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yuhhh
slime
those captions 😭💀
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THAT WAS HAAAARD
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Yo bro is that an actual studio with a bowling alley in ATL? If so, what’s the name??
Trim
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cloud gang 43va
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5th beat is a spazzo 🦍
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Nah we gotta hear TB song 😂
its in the garbage
@producedbycloud 😂😂😂
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Cloud gang
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my boy