So many life changes - the season of Love and a trip to dubai
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- Опубліковано 16 вер 2024
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Y’all are speculating so much so for clarity…1. Mikes career path requires privacy 2. Change means I don’t want to share anything about my relationship 3.
Stay for the fashion and vibes 4.
My sister and business are set up in Dubai so we go there a lot now
You don't "owe" ANYONE an explanation, remember that!
And DEFINITELY looking forward to your Bible study when, not if, it happens (as I feel like a little more guidance could always be used).
I hope everything is alright. Yes you have the right for privacy, people that have being following you for years are just worried about you and Mike. He have being a huge part of the channel as well. So hopefully you will say something when you are ready. Hopefully every one is doing well.
@@pautoyouu4216 I think maybe you need to read points 1&2 again… leave the woman alone. Appreciate what she does convey and leave it at that. Whatever she does or doesn’t do, doesn’t have ANY bearing on your life, so simply enjoy her videos and live your real life! 😊
I think it's smart. It's not our business even if that was the case. Shine bright as a family and individually. We only see pieces of what you choose to share. We are not qualified to comment or attempt to deduce on your personal life. I'm sorry you had to address it. Respect you all, and I'm praying for your family. ❤
You haven’t been showing your relationship for years so not sure how this is change.
But when you talk about crying all morning and don’t say why, and don’t wear your ring, of course people will speculate.
I don’t watch your channel regularly but I remember you previously mentioning you wouldn’t be showing your children, yet you do in this video.
Maybe you should consider clearly defining your niche so people will be clear on what your content is / what to expect from your content.
"You don't know what's crumbling behind the scenes". So much truth in this statement 💯. A lot of social media is nothing more than one big illusion.
Marriage?
People are hilarious. The world of social media has changed since the days of her earlier videos. You can't just post your family anymore without people being weirdos. Thank you for protecting yourself and your family's privacy from this cruel world. So happy to see a video on your page :)
Yet she posted her daughters in this vlog...
Exactly, people; even supporters can be vultures.
@@yo-alol so what??? You guys are strange and care way too much about other people’s lives.
@@maryj4106 says the person commenting 4 months later hahaha. Go and enjoy the sun.
I’m sorry but reading while watching and just have this to say:
I think if you’ve been here with Patricia, and always for the right/pure reasons seen her growth you have to respect the way she has “changed”. I’m here for it. We’re not on the same trajectory but I’ve been following her since I was 15. There are aspects that don’t relate to me because of the stage she is in her life but that doesn’t mean she needs to shrink to suit my particular taste. I take what resonates with me, continue to be happy for her, support and move on. I don’t think it’s necessary to spew any negativity towards someone living their life and creating for our consumption. She’s not one size fits all. If you don’t like something instead of sharing a negative comment, think about how that energy is going to come back at you. Being kind and respectful doesn’t cost a thing. Same as, if you have nothing nice to say, just say nothing.
Well written
Regardless of her marital status we can all agree that she's a superwoman who continues to inspire others to reach for more. One thing about Patricia is she is going to keep moving REGARDLESS. Go girl!! 👏🏾👏🏾👏🏾
I can't believe I ve been watching you since college im about to be 30 this year. You taught us a lot. And doing youtube is not as easy as people make it seem. But to be honest consistency does help. Thanks for the self motivation and honesty.
Yesss, Me too. And she just keeps evolving for the better
Same, just turned 30 in January... I've been watching her since I was 22! Used to listen to her videos on my long train rides. Time goes by so fast.
Same here 😂😂😂
WHAT!! Has it been that long?! 36! The evolution has been a real treat Patricia. ❤❤❤❤ So proud of you. Take care Love❤❤❤❤️ Found your chanel back in 2009! Geez my goodness.🤗
Aunty said she’s thriving, she looks the best she ever looked, she’s in the gym and she wants to start a bible study group all in the space of like 3 mins. That is biggg post breakup energy, those that get it get it lol.
Sending all the positive vibes to you Patricia and family
Whatever is bothering her, I hope it works out. Safe travels!!!
What do you mean whatever is bothering her ? she’s thriving . why don’t you go make your millions and then comment .
Hey darl how are u doing ? Please look at the video 9.36 where she mentioned that she had a big cry ...."I have to get on with life" I agree she seems to be striving financially but life is much more than a wealthy bank account.
Love Patricia and the beautiful family. I do miss Mike being in the videos, just like Patricia he is always so fun (and funny)!
You’re saying a lot without saying nothing.. wishing you the best my love xx
So why watch her 🤔
@@audreyderrick4972 if someone watches and didnt find the video satisfactory they have the right to leave a comment. Thts what the comment section is for. Its not to only post stuff you want to see. Patty doesnt seem as pressed as you.
@@RocknRollDina they have a right to be negative just like you have a right to be miserable I guess
@@audreyderrick4972 lol whatever, girl. You're too pressed. You're the miserable one.
@@audreyderrick4972 oh shush… such a beg. There was nothing negative in what I said.
If yall want to be supportive STOP saying you miss MIKE! People do evolve and the worse thing is staying together to be nostalgic or for the kids!
Whether is a pause or a move on it’s quite a feat to ask people to be together forever from such a young age! We do NOT know them but to support her we see no mike we speak of no milke we see mike we send love to mike!
Annnnnd can we center the fact or how she still looks 10 years younger and I know it’s bc of this energizing spirit she has! Happy bday patty cakes looking fab and many more to your best self!
You and the girls will always appreciate you being true ❤🎉
They were not that young actually when they got together. There are couples that have been together from like 14, had babies when they were 18 etc and still together so I don’t think age is an issue. Besides she was almost 30 before she had her first baby so there was plenty of time to grow and make that decision. After all we have so many black women who are grandmas in their 40s so don’t think age is an issue here.
Yesss a Bible study and prayer time would be perfect!!!
Closed doors are not always sealed. I'm grateful that I found a therapist that helped me to navigate all the storm that was going on in my head about my life's expectations. I was adamant that the next stage of my life meant just focusing on me and living MY best life, which would mean separating from my partner. My therapist allowed me to sort out my shit and realise that I was an adult with responsibilities, which I can't run away from with my endless girls trip. I had to get back to me, which thank God didn't mean destroying my life, the life of the man that I love and my child. Hope that you find the real you once again Patricia. Keep it simple love🥰
The sparkle in her eyes have gone. Shes putting on a brave face
Prayer meeting is definitely not weird, I look forward to that. ❤
Love watching her, but I also can’t imagine sharing this much of my life with the world over the years
Patricia Slow Down queen 🙏🏾, it's okay to take a break off social media. We will all still be here.
Watching this, to me, it seems like you might be going through a lot. Perhaps you’ve dealt with a bulk of it, but just know it's okay to take a break.
And yes to Bible Study 🎉
A Bible study sounds amazing! I'm all for it ❤
Yesssss, DO IT, I'm INNNN
This vlog feels so nostalgic… it’s giving old school “Brit Pop Princess” vibes❤ I really like this new energy you’re putting into your videos ❤
This is why I love Patricia the honesty and openness!
The 1 thing about being a long time viewer is the inevitable scrutiny. Other viewers said something is off and I agree something is off. And what is not said is a lot louder than what is said. Even the body and the body language changes when a lie is being told. Some of us remember those early family vlog days so it’s natural to want to see the family you created.
Yupppp her and her husband are 100% done
Been a follower for a long time! Sending good wishes- would love an update on Mike as you feel led to discuss. Something feels off the last year or so....
Stop asking people about their marriages. The paradigm has shifted …why do viewers expect after 10 years or so bloggers should show the same content. Mike may very well not want to be on the vlogs anymore. And that’s his right it doesn’t mean something is off or that they’re not together Accept what they say and show or stop watching. I don’t see Mike that much and I have never wondered what he’s doing 🤷🏾♀️it’s not my beeswax. I watch what she show on her channel …ugh..in my country we say people are too fast p…always in other people’s business and always speculating about things that don’t concern them.
Wow 36 years that means I have been following you for a while. We are all aging gracefully
bible study yes please! been looking for a new source of spirit and you are always a guiding light!
seek god
Yes Patricia! BIBLE STUDY OR SPIRITUAL CONVOS please!! We’ll join you for sure.
What!?🙄
Sending love patricia, your energy seems 'different' you owe none of us an explanation. Happy birthday and blessings
Definitely
I actually really enjoyed this vlog!! And you are teaching us new vloggers how to KEEP THE PEOPLE OUT YO BUSINESS..ES!! I love it! Total inspiration! Keep thriving and I’m ALL for a Bible study! That would be so dope & very necessary! XoXo
She's really not though. It's teaching people how to speculate about your business.
Thank you for posting about slowing down Patricia. I have been watching your videos since I was a teenager and you are inspiring. I can totally relate to what you said about what happens when you’re going too fast. Looking after your health is a great reason to slow down which is what I am also trying to do at 27 years old after working hard with work and not looking after myself . This gives me inspiration. Thanks for sharing your journey
A few things. Girl your fan base is not here for the unrelenting girl boss Tony robbins gimmick. You’ve forgotten we’ve also aged alongside you. The Insta party life is tired. Why allude to things if you want privacy? Truly move in silence. It is best to take a break from socials to gather oneself.
I agree. No need for click bait stuff just to collect views. I thought it was just me thinking it. Either say it or just don’t. Like.. 😅😅
It's def giving single mum energy. All the power and happiness to you!
No more ring and that speaks volume. Praying that both of them are okay.
@@lovelyrie2575 No it doesnt!! she addressed the speculation, she says his new career needs privacy so that's why we dont see him. and she has a business in dubai so thats why she travel there even more.
Yes the ways she’s dancing up in the club is giving I’m hurting and need to get Mike out my head 😭
@@HaiNanaTV What does removing your ring have to do with your job? Unless you’re lying about being married? Once you take off your ring that’s absolutely saying I’m not married.
@@lovelyrie2575 my husband actually doesn't even wear a ring. Some people take them off so much for styling purposes and don't put them back. So let's mind our business and respect her reason WHY she doesn't post. We aren't all the same.
I’m here for the Bible study!!! You look great Patricia!!
Been there done this at your age. This, too, shall pass.
Peace Love & Happiness
You look amazing for 36. Keep taking care of yourself, cut off toxic people and always check in with your health. I would always get compliments for looking young for my age but when I clocked 40 life happened and tried to steal my youthfulness. Don’t let negativity consume you. Always put God first and enjoy every moment of your life. Bad times are only for a season and greater things await you. ❤
Yes look after yourself and keep being youthful because there would come a time when age will tell no matter how much water and creams you use. Something will give the person a way that this is an older woman especially when people are in their 50s.
Down for the prayer meeting! Love this for you Patricia! Let’s go ❤🙌🏾 xx
I 100% agree that you are entering your prime!! you look so good
I’m just glad to see you doing well Patricia and enjoying life! You look amazing and the older I get the more I look forward to getting older and more wiser and just learning how to be my best self! Cheers to you and your family and it’s so good to see your sister Maureen, you both look amazing 💖
I am happy to see her living her best life. She deserves it.
Love when you vlog! You look BOMB!❤😍
Where is Mike? Hope he’s well.
Yeah, Grace was right! 💕💕❤❤
Seemed very sad in this video. I'm wishing you well, birthday twin❤
No she doesn’t seem sad or Do you want her to be sad 😂
@@solarlola5953😂😂
@@solarlola5953😂😂???
Some of us are very intuitive and can pick what people are going through even when they appear full of energy and happy. It’s being able to see through the layers.
@@lola2659 it almost seems forced
I am sorry guys but I miss Patricia from wish purchases and New look... That one was poorer but happy, genuine, much more natural and with a happy family life....
Thank you! I cant relate anymore at all. I even unfollowed her on IG, it all feels off and a lil fake ☹️. But I wish her well and peace❤
Evolution
Moreen! I was about to say I get it she doesn’t want the spotlight…so I won’t ask anymore, but was nice to see the sister…kool video and trip…I hope I go to Dubai someday but for now I will live vicariously through you
Yes please to Bible study!! I’ve been subscribed to your channel for most of the 15 years so we’ve grown up together. BS would be great compliment to mental health. Faith and works!! ❤
You look gorgeous. It’s the year of spiritual growth. Welcome back sis. I’ve missed your presence here! 🫶🏾
Great video. Felt like the “old days”. Fan since 2015!
Eating less & moving more is how i lost weight as well. Its all so simple. You look fab Patricia
Thank you Patricia for bringing joy during my uni years
Happy Birthday my fellow Aquarian! Hope you had the most amazing time. ♒️♒️🎉🎂🥳🎁🎈🎊♒️♒️
Phew!!! Babe this was intense 😩😩 I hope you’re okay. Lots of love ❤️
This video was sad to watch.
I hope you take some time to heal! Take care of your kids too
she no longer wears her ring
When Patricia got emotional those few seconds saying the aquarium made her nostalgic about when they used to come with Grace☹️❤️Godspeed ma
That sealed it for me, really praying everything is okay!
You look amazing & so happy for you!! 🥰😍🫶🏽💓
Looking great Patricia.however.....something is completely off!!I hope I'm wrong,and all is great with you and the family,God bless!!
And shes not wearing her ring!!
I was wondering where Mike is. She is giving single vibes. Lover her regardless.
Seems forced. This is just an assumption but I believe she’s telling her audience without telling them directly that her and Mike may be separated. Nonetheless, I wish them both and their family the absolute best. May God continue to bless them, guide, and protect them individually and collectively.
He still has “husband” in his IG bio but it seemed odd that in all her birthday posts, he was nowhere to be seen + no wedding ring :( It’s rude to speculate so I feel bad for saying this but it seems like they’re living two separate lives at times (Pat being a globetrotter, in clubs, fancy events while Mike seems to prefer being more lowkey). I wonder if they’ve grown apart lifestyle wise
Nice vlog and you look beautiful as ever...I read between the lines Patricia, you don't need to say no more...I picked up on the clues and ques you were giving. all the best to you and your family
She’s definitely single! On holiday with a girlfriend, no wedding ring and significant single girl energy.
I do miss Patricia’s older content because it felt real. She seems inauthentic and superficial nowadays.
Patricia I love watching you, since the beginning but I can't help to notice that you are not wearing your wedding ring. I hope that you and Michael are doing ok.
To be honest it looks like the marriage is over too many hints in this vlog
I totally agree she definitely gave us hints without being direct
All of you who miss Mike, please go find his channel and subscribe there and let this woman breathe, damnnnn! Since when was this a family channel? Out of everything this stunning woman has to offer, y’all are hung up over… a man who isn’t yours? Seriously? y’all are exhausting. Happy to see Patricia looking beautiful as always. I always love to see what you’re wearing girl, the outfits EAT every time. Glad you are taking a step back and enjoying your life.
But she’s posted family content in the past and there’s nothing wrong with people checking on her husband not boyfriend, after all aren’t the two one? She has a right to ignore people’s comments but people also have a right to ask. Just as you posted your comment, other people have a right to do so as well.
Absolutely agree @@lola2659
@@lola2659it’s ok for her to change her mind. Social media is getting more scary and toxic these days. Let her protect her family.
@@lola2659 Im sure just as she posted family content in the past because she wanted to, she would do that now if she wanted to. The two are not one, she is very much her own person. People have a right to ask just like they have a right to burp but knowing the time and place is key, don’t you think? Or do you not have any manners? Do you lack social cues? Imagine hoards of random people burping in your face just because they have the right. You don’t think that’s disgusting and rude?
It literally started with Mike..... the dynamic was fun and I really enjoyed those shows.....I don't think a simple "we are divorced" is asking too much. I loved the BritPopLife shows. I have a hot husband, so its not like that for me....Mike seemed cool and its sad when it doesn't work out.
You look gorgeous, and comfortable in your skin! Enjoy!
Oh wow, I feel like I’ve been watching you so long and looking up to you for about 10 years. I thought you were older. You’re so young.
dubai gives me the ick. i don’t judge people who are drawn to the glitz and glam of dubai… but fyi the dubai government is committing serious human rights violations to keep up their glamorous facade.
dubai is such a notorious place and patricia’s like obsessed w it for some reason??
I agree. I’ve been asked to work out in Dubai a couple of times and I’ve always said no, friends call me crazy but I feel like working out there and ignoring the humans rights violations is selling your soul to the devil.
To be fair with that logic then you should avoid every country in the Middle East, North Africa, west Africa, South America etc, all commit horrible human rights offences.
Lmao you can say that about most governments around the world that people happily flock to
It’s not someone’s enjoyment video that you’re about to talk about your ick my friend. Take this somewhere else. bless
@@GB-ws1scthis is true but dubai/the UAE is different in that the wealth disparity there is unrivaled. indentured servants living among billionaires. and wealth disparity in other countries makes my tummy hurt too, don’t worry.
Sending you love Patricia ❤ keep reflecting on the positive things as you say! 🙌🏿
Where is Mike?
Patricia, I have watched for literally 10 years. I am so proud I of how you push forward but I have to ask, are you okay? You seem sad, changed sorry I hope you’re okay. Must be hard having a public facing job and not the privilege of truly disappearing for a season or two as I have had to do in the past. However I agree, yuh loook goodehhhhhhh
Yesss Aquarius twin! 36 looks 🔥on you! All the blessings to you x
Happy Birthday 🎉 wishing you much love and peace. Been following forever and will always love and support you!
I’m praying your family is ok 🙏🏽
You're glowing and so full of positive energy. Keep doing you missy! Lots of love.
The people who are new here, the rule is, Patricia posts what she wants (typically updates, plans and ideas, NEVER deep in her private life) how she wants and we respect and love her for it. Follow or move on in peace ✌️
really? did you watch from the beginning? we saw her LITERALLY GIVE BIRTH. I think she can tell us if she's divorced. we supported her for 9+ years now.
@@EE-zd6xh Right! About 'the rule here', lol how long have you even been here Sabrina? If she posts what she wants, she should understand that people will also comment what they want.
@EE-zd6xh the audacity to think you are owed anything. @yo-a I have watched Patricia for a long time but I was also raised well so pardon me for not thinking because someone states something I should assume or pressure them for an answer. Please remember that you are strangers, her comfort in sharing parts of her life doesn't equate to an obligation to do for you or others.
@@sabrinalewis6541 don't @ me, especially as you clearly did not read my comments properly KMT.
I believe she and Mike are just fine as always!
No ring hun....
Everyone pressed about business that isn't theirs... but I just wanna know how sis went to the gym with a full beat😂 Eyelashes would be stuck to my cheeks and everything would be running down my face like I'd jumped in the pool. 😅
I'm here for your Prayer Meeting/Bible Study!
Yes to the prayer and Bible studies 🤎
Whatever is going on we wish you all the best Patricia
Hi Patricia OG here, I hope you and your family are okay. Stay safe and keep shining. We hope all is well with you and your family. Love and light
They were really cute together 😢
Love the energy Patricia… you’re glowing differently! Xx
Love you! Yesssss to the Bible study Patricia! God bless you!
Please do a Bible study!!!!! Been watching you for over 10 years. Love you girl and you look amazing.
Ugh why are people so critical? You look amazing and love that you’re taking such great care of yourself.
I don't mean this offensively, but im getting manic depression vibes. The long periods of no posting then returning with manic energy, only to disappear again?
Do it.... I'm loving this. Definitely do a bible/prayer study...YES!! Spiritual growth
Love the grey coat. I wear my husbands grey coat and it gives that oversized look 😊. Love the vlog
Happy Birthday gorgeous!!!!! Continued success and blessings !🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉
I’m here for the Bible Study and prayer meeting!!!🎉🎉🎉🎉 Also, welcome back!!!
Patricia do you have an assistant? Sending her in to buy your Jewerly? Girl! I’ve missed a lot these past few yrs. Happy bday, seems you enjoyed your trip.
Love how you show up as a mother and a wife (it’s giving fabbbbb) and continue to evolve as a woman!! People are doing too much in the comments. Birthday blessings to you girlie, wishing you and your family the best❤
Something is off. I have to honest. Am I watching a meltdown or panicking? This vlog was full of rushing
Agreed, video seemed weird. I mean its February and she's doing a vacay in Dubai, she running away from something because I didn't even care about nothing she showed.
I felt the same. The video was disjointed and she seems to be rambling and unfocused. I pray she finds her true north.
@@MM-bw1loit’s her birthday! That’s why she was in Dubai. That’s not running, that’s celebrating 🥳
Very chaotic
Well, she’s a perky woman, excited about her birthday, child free. 💃🏽
How can a marriage work when we are all doing our own thing
I really do hope you're okay Patricia
Yes 😍 bible studies or prayers meeting.. both sound good
I can't believe you've been on here for SO long. I've grown up with you like the sister I always needed. Been watching you for maybe the last 10 years and I'm 30 this year. Never had a party so I'm throwing myself a "death to my 20s". You have pushed me to build my career and give myself goals and to learn that it's okay to come from humble beginnings and then to aim high for the rest of your life. You're doing amazing! Love always!
This is the second video with her ring missing, what's going on. Praying for you guys
All I saw was "eat less" "I'm exhausted" "I spent the morning crying"
She is not happy..
The green plants are not there i really hope and pray all is well ...Stay blessed 🙌
What's happened to them?
Bible study is a great idea, I would definitely be interested. Love this new vibe your on it's very inspiring 🤩
These videos are all the same, some exotic place blah blah. Rarely see the fam, girl aint nothing in the streets. These influencer videos are getting lame and stale
what about Mike? is everything alright?
It's obvious they are no longer together. She hasn't worn her wedding ring in a while.
@@taheeshab.4208Stop this. You don't know them personally.
Who didn’t see it coming?
@@Gaun-wo-pi-shiwhat do you mean?
@@Gaun-wo-pi-shiWhat gave it away?
I love the transparency! ps you look gooood
It’s not that we are not happy for you. We just want to know if you and Mike are still together, love your relationship content they’re super real. ❤❤
Happy Birthday, Beauty!!🥳💕😍
Best vlogger❤ brilliant , energy, inspirational xxx